#gonna be fun...*i cry to myself*

[puppyeared]

beep beep im a sheep

speeddraw below the cut (audio warning)

song: "Cult of Dionysis" by The Orion Experience

#before anybody says anything i have never played cotl in my entire life and i dont plan to. but. crow showed me some narilamb art #and i. well.. HMMMMM kinda fruity if i do say so myself.. #also i wanted to play around with the lambs design and had fun basing their outfit a little on crusader armor. mostly the cloth in the fron #i dont think id last 10 minutes playing cotl. partly because i suck at strategy games and not hugely drawn to roguelike games #and partly because i think i would cry real tears if i had to sacrifice someone despite fully knowing theyre nonsentient npc characters #i must admit i think the world and gameplay mechanics are interesting.. havent watched any playthroughs but ive been skimming thru the #wiki pages. kindareminds me of binding of Isaac but i dont have the patience for those kinds of games sadly #also apparently u guys are getting a sex update so i feel like ill be in full blast of whatever comes out of that #i might draw god of death lamb because i kind of have an idea of what their horns would look like. but im gonna hate drawing an outfit ugh #noooo dont usurp god and reap destruction for generations to come youre so sexy haha #cotl #cult of the lamb #cotl lamb #cotl lambert #cotl fanart #my art #myart #videos #speeddraw #progress art

[hamartia-grander]

Karlach really fucking wanted to leave??????

#i'm pissing myself laughing at the the fucking NOISE #idek how she was trying to open the door I wasn't even controlling her😭😭😭 #I was so distracted by looting Godey I didn't even notice it was her doing that at first I'm gonna cry #Bg3 #Baldur's gate 3 #Karlach #Karlach Cliffgate #Astarion #Bg3 memes #it's funnier to pretend she was just having fun #Karlach in her head: hey this locked door makes a funny sound when I pull on it. *yanks it more* hehe.

[rainofthetwilight]

honestly, when i first saw sora's backstory, i didnt react much, but now im noticing everything and its just really sad to think about

see this little kid who was full of hope? see this girl, that was just an innocent kid full of life, having that one role model that every kid had in some point of their lives?

this girl was then stripped away from everything she loved the moment she realized the truth, that this "role model" of hers was abusing poor innocent creatures, that their people have been brainwashed by this so-called emperess she actually used to follow, having your own parents shun you and take away everything you had and isolate you just because you knew the truth, and said truth wasnt just something bad, no, it was a fucking nightmare to think about, imagine taking that all in at 10

if the merge never happend, she would've been stuck in that sucker of a realm her whole life. she wouldve never been able to continue her childhood, her love for tech, nothing just absolutely nothing. she wouldve been locked away and alone forever, she wouldnt even have her own family by her side

the fact she didnt even hesitate to leave when the merge happend is heartbreaking, she was so fucking young, and was treated so poorly by everyone. imagine staying like that for probably months. she even named herself after that freaking dragon to respect her.

and as someone who actually experienced what sora had to endure when i was a kid, being shunned by my family for nearly a year during that time, i just have to point out that:

ana and sora are two completely different charcters.

when ana left, she became sora. a completely new person that was an ending with a new beginning, seeds that became remenants.

I know alot of people will disagree with me and say that lloyd had a tougher backstory, or maybe harumi, etc, but every charcter experienced something the other wouldnt handle, making no tragedy rougher than the other

i have nothing else to say but..damn

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago sora #ninjago ana #ninjago spoilers #ninjago analysis #<- thats a tag??? #sora ninjago #ninjago writing may suck sometimes but when it comes to the angst? #goddamn bro... #the angst of this show is so fun to analyze and talk about #its an “its okay i didnt need my heart anyway” kind of thing #gonna get in my “time to make myself fucking cry with angst” car and analyze arin's backstory to cry even more 😎💧 #ninjago lloyd #ninjago harumi #<- briefly mentioned #levi's ted talks #also im sorry if i went too overboard with this #i just relate to sora so much #even tho i have good relations with my family and parents now those times can never be forgotten

[martyrbat]

batman: the knight #6

[ID: Bruce Wayne crying after shooting someone. He throws the shotgun down and stutters out, “I d-didn't- I didn't have a choice, I-”. The man he shot warns him, “you may not even survive...” as Bruce starts to sob. END ID]

#crybaby bruce #my favourite bruce ! #always just thinking of the second panel... #he has tissues built into the cowl he's still just crying #anyways. posting these because i been writing a little thing for afterwards and how he has to cover him and khoa being there #then also make the cabin look 'lived in' (oh irony) and i have him carrying his dead mentor and putting luka's fingerprints on things #before having to take care of the body and then still travel and find the next mentor in his mission because its all thats left #also some fun survivalist bruce in getting out without any supplies purely bc my blorbo is gonna suffer <333 #bruce wayne #can i apologize to myself for for rambling in my own tags #posts from the crypt #crypt's panels #c: batman: the knight | i: 6 #btk

[mushed-kid]

i have winter break next week and i wanna have fun

#ive been so sad tinught im gonna have my period soon #im so gonna get it so that it ruins the whole fucking break😭 #its gonna ruin all the fun if i get it next week #it better come tonight i swear #im gonna be with my friends but ill be rude and sad and its gonna ruin everything #i hate being alive #yeah no it’s definitely coming. soon cause im crying about it rn #i just ohhhhmy god does it have to be me???? specifically???!???? #im gonna kill god #can i just get it rn and have it done by the weekend please #please please please let me get what i want lord knows it would be the first time #😔😔😔😔😔 #ong its gonna start tomorrow trust with the way im so emotional rn #i fucking hate myself #i shouldve gone in the shower earlier cause its gonna be So Bad but i have to do it tonight #i wanna fucking kms #sorry im oversharing

[alterigo06]

囧rz

#jujutsu kaisen #nanami kento #gonna cry myself to sleep hugging my Nanami plush #I’ve never watched or read jjk and this is the reason #i pick things up through my sister because she watches/reads it #and Nanami Kento is my one and only #also I watched JJK0 in theaters just for fun :) #He was the highlight of the movie 😌 #yuuta was pretty cool too I guess #and inumaki #anyway you guys don’t need to be reading this #imma leave now bye #oh wait also I watched the episode where he fights the stitches guy #and it shows younger him with the bread store

[angelnumber27]

fuck

I hate brain zaps I hate crying spells that last all day I hate nausea and stomach pain I hate the awful anxiety I hate the physical issues it causes I hate the ringing ears and the worse nightmares I hate panicking to the point I can’t breathe I hate the dizziness I hate the dissociation I hate the rapid mood swings I hate not being able to control my emotions at all I hate the intense suicidal thoughts I hate it all so much

#why do they make antidepressants like this.. to where if you can’t afford it you’re just fucked. most meds are like that actually #Prozac withdrawal #so fun #I feel like im gonna die #logging off so I can go sit in a corner and rock back and forth and cry and try to stop myself from doing something stupid #love u guys goodbye

[saunteringvaguelydownwards]

****

Motherfucker, y'all got me writing again, what the fuck?

#nah it's cool #i just banged out 1200 words one night then made myself cry with my own writing the next night #good. great. awesome. love that for me. #i haven't written fic in 10 years #what the actual fucking fuck #also #i'm just out here trying to get to the one scene i wanted to write that started this whole mess but now there's fucking PLOT? #i'm 2900 words in and it's gonna take at least twice that long to get where i wanna go #maybe #if i'm lucky #and why does a bitch need to understand fake science from a fictional world? #fucking hell #i refuse to deal with reya and the holy war #i am not taking it that far #that entire prospect is fucking exhausting and many better writers than me have already gone there #i mean fuck i'm already worried that i've read so much WN fic that i'm subconsciously cribbing story elements #y'all do this for fun? on the regular? #props to the fic writers #i was already a fan but damn i had forgotten how hard this shit is #warrior nun #fanfic

[ra-archives]

I don't actually know that much about Hyrules blood curse, but I think I've got enough from fics to make something angsty

LU-Tober Day 5

Prompt - Chains

From my Goretober prompt list

*TW* This one gets really bloodly! There isn't any gore or body horror, but there is alot of blood, like, bleeding out and dying amounts. Proceed with caution

I love putting my favorites through hell and back, its how I show my love lmao <3

#lutober #linkeduniverse #linked universe #lu hyrule #tw blood #I am having more fun than I should making them suffer #really is a shame that angst and horror are my favorite genres #well #a shame for my favorite characters #Wild Legend and Hyrule (And maybe Twi) really gonna go through it this month #I however am going to enjoy myself greatly #My laptop is crying from all the layers #I would have made the background more detailed but my program was threatening to crash so I took what I could get

[thatfaerieprincess]

if one more well meaning relative asks me if i have done any drawing recently i will start screaming and flip a table 🤪🙃

#it's not their fault!! it's not!!! I'm known for being The One Who Draws #they usually get updates from my parents sending out pictures of things I drew for assignments for school for years!! they haven't gotten #anything new in a long time!! #it's not their fault to ask hey have u been making anything new?? #but also if one more person asks I'll literally go fucking nuts I will start screaming crying throwing up #I will begin tearing myself limb from limb #especially if it's my grandma who I see literally every week and she in fact knows I have not been drawing #it's worse when she asks bc then it's also with that quiet pity of someone who assumes I probably haven't but hopes that I have #ANYWAY SORRY I JUST HAD TO PUT THIS SOMEWHERE #I'm doing my best and I'm not in a great space and I'm trying real hard to try and figure out who the fuck I am when my entire life isn't #Completeing Assignments #bc since middle school I have been nothing much outside of a Complete Assignments Machine #and I've found ways to bring my humor and my creativity and things I enjoy INTO Completeing Assignments #but I've somehow then learned I can ONLY do these things if they're for Completeing Assignments #and now I have graduated college and I'm trying to get a fucking job and move somewhere new and my life isn't Completeing Assignments anymor #and I haven't relearned how to have creative fun ideas outside of the assignments framework #but I want to get there again #but I need everyone to stop asking me if I have made any art recently #bc I think for a while the answer is going to be no and if it's not no it's gonna be yes but I'll have made something so fucking weird #you're going to wish I had said no and not explained that I was building a dead rat puppet #im a rambling sam

[puppyeared]

if you're walking at 5mph, but your feet are on sideways, and the sky turns green at 2:53, and Keanu Reeves has been sent to Neptune, what's your favorite video game

i cant walk 5mph in the first place, im only 5'4 and i have to walk like marvin the fucking martian everywhere i go

if my feet were on sideways i would still manage to get my shoes on wrong because i cant tell my left from my right

if the sky turns green that means every single car on the road is allowed to go at the same time

keanu reeves cant be sent to neptune with an expired passport

my favorite videogame MIGHT be professor layton and the diabolical box just because ive never been able to get over the ending, but mario galaxy and deltarune also come to mind

#this was very fun to answer thank u :o) ive always loved multiple choice questions #maybe if i had more multiple choice in my life id be able to get things done faster just closing my eyes and hoping for the best #its amazing that i dont own a magic eight ball. it would do wonders for my natural indecision and superstition #also to be fair ive only played the first two layton games even though i have the 3rd and 4th games on my cracked cartridge #BUT thats because my copy of unwound future is ass and it freezes on the opening cutscene so i cant even play it. sigh #maybe i should consider getting the mobile remastered versions but im lazy and i dont even know if i have enough storage space #there should be enough space on my ipad though so maybe. or ill back up some files to make room idk #i would have also answered undertale bc i had a huge undertale phase when it came out but im gonna be honest. ive never actually played it #im actually wondering if i should buy a copy for myself for xmas using grays steam account #the only thing im worried about is my motor skills are bad with keyboard and im dreading the asgore fight bc i heard its hard #but ive also never watched a full playthru so i feel like id be going into the game blind which sounds exciting. and ill prbably cry a lot #besides that ive been replaying mario galaxy with gray and i forgot how good the game is.. i love the ambience and game mechanics #although the races are so nerve wracking and i hate the controls sometimes. did u know i died on loopdeloop galaxy TWELVE FUCKING TIMES #also deltarune because i love EVERYTHING abt it i love the lore i love SUSIE i love the whole thing kris has going on #yapping #ask

[skitskatdacat63]

thank you for the historical au seb

this is for you

005 DO YOU WANT TO KILL ME!?!?!?! DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE!?!?!?!?(positive) I AM GOING TO CRY YOU ARE GONNA KILL ME WITH THIS 🥹 I'M GONNA SOBBBBB!!! I'M GONNA STARE AT THIS FOR 5 HOURS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANKNYOU!!!!

OH MY GODDDD!!!!!!!! 💕💕💕💕💕🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🥹🥺🥹🥹🤧🥹🥺🥹🫡🥹💕😭💕💕

HE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEE 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I LOVE THE WAY YOU DREW HIM!!!!!!!!! You drew him perfectly 🥺🥺 grumpy little boy king Sebby 🥺🥺 and his fluffy hair and huge clothes 🥺🥺 all curled up 🥺 Omg the robe!!!! Hehe im glad the little hearts I put didn't go unnoticed!!

#YOU'RE TOO SWEET!!!! seriously this is gonna make me cry 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #i was just talking about how i feel very inspired bcs its my au so im the only one feeding myself #BUT THEN YOU COME AND FEED ME 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #DANKE DANKE DANKE DANKE!!!!! #drawings that make me say “JUNGEEEEEEE” #i absolutely love thw way you drew his clothes!!!!! so perfect!!!!!!!! #actually the way you drew this really reminds me of engravings from back in this era #like literally looks exactly like some of the references i have saved!! #so thank you for that particular brainrot!!! bcs im like OH MY GOD NOW I HAVE ART OF HIM THAT LOOKS VERY SPECIFICALLY ACCURATE #but seriously the robe i am absolutely obsessed oh my god.....your understanding of fabric folds oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!! #kissing him kissing him kissing him 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #im so glad you like the au btw!!!! its a lot of fun!!!!! #i mean i was very glad to have people join the narrative but gifted art oh my god??????? thann you!!!!! #i wish i could be more concise but you have murdered me with this and im also sick as hell 😭 #catie.asks. #sebastian vettel #boy king au

[just-a-little-anxious]

I finished playing Detroit Become Human for the first time and i'm gonna fucking cry. (spoilers for the game here)

LUTHER FUCKING DIED!!!

WHY!! HE WAS ONE OF MY FAVORITES!!! I WAS AT THE BUS STOP WITH KARA, ALICE, AND LUTHER AND I WANTED TO STEAL TICKETS FROM SOME COUPLE BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE ONLY WAS ACROSS THE BORDER

AND THEN I SAW ROSE AND HER SON AND THEY HELPED ME TO A SMUGGLER WHO COULD GET ME ACROSS THE RIVER

AND I GOT ACROSS, BUT THERE WAS A POLICE BOAT ON THE RIVER AND THEY MANAGED TO SHOOT LUTHER AND DAMAGE ALICE

SHE DIDN'T EVEN SURVIVE

AND EVERYTHIGN ELSE WENT SO WELL!!

ANDROIDS GOT TEMPORARY FREEDOM!!

CONNOR GOT TO HUG HANK!!!

BUT KARA LOST HER FUCKING FAMILY!!!!!! WHY DID I LET THIS HAPPEN??????

#my posts #detroit become human #also amazing game #i really recommend it to people #and it's even more fun for me because in my philosophy class we're discussing what makes a human a human and that kind of stuff #which relates to this game in some ways #it's a really fascinating topic #but anyways i hate myself and i'm gonna go cry

[im-no-jedi]

hey Crosshair girlies

wanna be absolutely crushed with feels again?

let me introduce one of my favorite songs of all time, which I’ve associated with our favorite sniper for quite some time now:

#the bad batch #star wars the bad batch #crosshair tbb #tbb crosshair #WOE FEELS BE UPON THEE #this has been my go-to Crosshair song since he first joined the Empire tbh #cause I freaking KNEW they were gonna go the route they've gone with him #and after The Outpost I feel vindicated in my thoughts haha #anyway have fun crying all over again #I'm torturing myself too; don't worry LOL #Mr Snarky Sniper #star warz #tbb spoilers

[milkweedman]

ah, the ever-more-frequent Urge To Explode My Brain from unending migraines. a migraine that just lasts the day already sucks so bad. whole day is gone in a blur of pain and misery, right ? a migraine that lasts multiple days is sort of like if hell was real and you were in it. time has no meaning, only pain, etc.

months of migraines... with no break or end or effective treatment and also you still have to work and behave like a normal person because you cannot lie in bed for months not paying rent. well id describe it you but ive fucking lost the plot. its gone on so long and its so bad that when the migraine ISN'T at its peaking on the pain scale and making me feel like if i was hit by a truck that would be an improvement, i start to feel like my head is a vestigial organ that has been removed. cant access sensation in my head and it feels literally disconnected from my body. meanwhile the pain is still there (along with the brain fog, vertigo, nausea, etc) but it feels like its happening to somebody else.

#im kind of impressed that i can at this point carry a normal conversation (as good as i ever can. which is bad but irrelevant) #while being in agony and having been in agony for as long as i can remember #usually also with something dislocated just for some extra fun #because what i actually feel like doing 100% of the time is lighting myself on fire and/or screaming forever until i die #however thats the kind of shit that puts you in the psych ward again #so i am. smiling and making small talk while migraine auras wash out my vision and i try not to visibly dry heave #its really really really fucking bad. all the time so fucking bad. #i need to message my neurologist but likelihood of me doing that is low #because 1) the stuff she's put me on has so far done nothing but add intolerable side effects to the hell that i am already existing in #and 2) its fucking hard to do anything. even the bare minimum im not doing. so extra shit is just. not happening #i want to scream. #i am gonna. go for a walk and smoke a cigarette instead and then get really high because at least then i dont really care #the auras are making it really hard to see though. theyre like bleach all over my vision. just this wash of white #hhh. #chronic illness #chronic migraine #and its like. when my knee also gives out and it feels like theres metal in there slicing everything up with each tiny movement #or any of the other one million goddamn things broken in my body #i end up so overwhelmed by pain that i just want to lay on the floor and cry #at which point everyone around me gets mad that im not being productive and im costing them money and im not good enough #like ok kill me then. cheaper for you happier for me. just get a heavy object and go to town i would thank you for it #but i cant even say that because openly expressing suicidality just makes people angrier #im rapidly running out of fucks to give but also i will do anything to avoid returning to the psych ward #literally anything. morals out the window. i dont give a shit. #so its a catch-22. #vent

[yeojagroup]

since i am Not faring well. and my mom's birthday is coming up in a few days. maybe i'll get zonked out of my gourd. just on this day specifically

#i told myself i wasn't gonna cry today. and well. #what the fuck ELSE are you supposed to do when everything is upsetting . #i've felt like a problem that needs to be solved in 2 different ways today #soooo cool and fun #txt