#gosh now i am Feeling It again

[kyurochurro]

caught a cold yesterday so I rewatched a good old childhood fav of mine, which also included another robot buddy I love! here’s data with wall-e cus why not :D

#churro art #my art #digital art #fanart #illustration #star trek #star trek the next generation #star trek tng #data soong #lieutenant commander data #i dedicate this to the wonderful user who asked that I draw more data!! THIS IS FOR U HOMESLICE #i was listening to the WALL·E soundtrack a lot for this ofc and I like the track define dancing a lot :D #maybe it’s just me but I like to think that that song could be a wonderful theme for data :P #gosh drawing Star Trek characters never gets old #i feel like every time I draw one again it just gets more fun and delightful for me :D #LIKE I LOVEDE HOW THIS DATA CAME OUT #HEHEHE #now. if only I could figure out Picard and riker… #anyways queuing this for the morning after as it’s 1 am and I’m still sick :P #i

[void-chara]

holy SHIT eclipse federation is so cool oh my gosh. this zam stream is SO GOOD. hes their sun their guide he keeps them grounded and reminds them what they fight for and what is right. AAAAAAA. vitalasy and subz could be gods and zam is mortal and hes there to question them they WANT him to question them AAAAAAAA. gay people. i NEED to draw fanart.

also like. the glitch?? WOW. flying like creative mode flying in SURVIVAL. and vitalasy is ALSO responsible for poopies along with spoke? wow!! AND THE PLAN. the plan! wowww. i need to draw some fucking fanart of like full godmode subz and vitalasy with zam. woww. minecrafters are sooo gay.

and like! its so good! theyve been thinking about him for so long and when zam brought up his anxieties they were so receptive and told him so much they literally. they. they care! about him! so much!! they wanted him there specifically so that his worries will keep them grounded and remind them of what the normal players of the server want!

and like. theyre trusting each other! they communicated! communication!! theyre all opening up to each other mcyts are SO gay fr. and zams got his Issues still be hes tryign hes trying to communicate with them and theyre being sooo receptive and AAAAAA. and and and. i just.

gay people. i need to create fanart i need to draw them i need to read fanfic i need to TALK ABOUT THEM . but noneee of my usual friends i go to to info dump watch lifesteal aaaaa.

WAIT WHAT. i just switched over to the vitalasy stream and he said if he wanted he could literally use this glitch to shut down hypixel?? oh my gosh

and like. also going back a bit WHY was that sign labeled lifesteal season 5?? and also what was in the other 64 pages of the journal?? and theres another book too??

i just. AAAAAAAAAAAA. i need to draw them. i am sooo incoherent except not really bc i just wrote a lot of words actually. um. WOW. wow. i am experiencing a catagory 5 autDHD moment right now. oh my gosh. i fucking love minecrafters this is so cool

#lifesteal smp #liveblogging #eclipse federation #princezam #vitalasy #itzsubz #hoooolly shit i am shaking rn #been having an awful day and these streams are making me feel so much better #oh gosh you know that post where its about people worrying when they info dump about fave characters bc what if they misinterpreted them #thats me rn. i am not having a great time for unrelated reasons and i also have memory problems and issues interpreting peoples meanings #sometimes. so like i am soooo anxious what if i am accidentally spreading misinformation right now that would suck i would cry #i already almost cried earlier bc wisdom teeeth are causing pain i dont wanna cry again

[chiropteracupola]

a little pain now, to save a great deal more pain later

[flintlock fortress is a collaboration with @dxppercxdxver]

#em draws stuff #flintlock fortress #team fortress 2 #blood #today on the em cupola show: wild self-indulgence. but hey I feel Bad so I'll draw what I Like. and today that's medical procedures. #someone leaned over my shoulder while I was drawing this and asked 'is that bloodletting' and they were Almost Right so I'm endlessly proud #in fact it is smallpox inoculation! #sorry to everyone who I have bothered with my Smallpox Talk in recent memory but It Will Happen Again. #the game style itself is kind of rockwell and leyendecker-y to me so I wanted to do something with a similar look to their work #had a lot of goals for this piece and I think I really did achieve all of them quite nicely #could I keep these guys recognizable without showing their full faces? yes I think so! #could I make 'getting a mild case of smallpox with the lads' seem a bit romantic even? yes to that too. #also. scout tattoos make an appearance. (do not go looking for them in any other art of him on account of I Forgor) #and a new look for ansel (this man dresses Boring but that is no fun for me to draw) #'backstory relevant' I say as I do not discuss any of these guys' backstories again. #'that's for us to know and for you to find out' I say while giving you no way at all to find out #have been in a constant state of 'by gosh having a little less blood in me would make this situation better' for several days now #and while I am using Normal methods to improve the situation drawing such things does work a bit to heal the mind #'we're doing just fine' says local guy who is madly drawing the same guys over and over again

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

👀 👀 👀

#my art #wip #i mean i'm sure everyone can guess who this is xD #but gosh you guys have no idea how happy i am to be drawing so many pieces at the same time again!! #i can feel the improvement much better now >:') #not much to say except stay tuuuuned >;Dc <333

[spottedenchants]

WIP Wednesday, here's something brand new :3

~

Once a boy and since, Caleb has always been an avid reader. Book after letter after guide, he would consume all he could get his grubby little hands on after washing them clean in order to tend the pages with care. It wasn’t until traveling to Rexxentrum, and speaking to people frequently out of his mother’s tongue, that he realized just how much he absorbed from reading alone. Several many times, his vocabulary outpaced his pronunciation, as Common can be a mishmash of a mess.

That is how Essek kisses, like he is familiar with the concept, but not the delivery.

Even so, he seems self-assured in the incredibly endearing way a burgeoning mage demonstrates their clumsy somatics, as though he doesn’t know what he doesn’t know and is very proud of that which he does.

#caleb widogast #essek thelyss #shadowgast #chanse wip #me? writing narration? and caleb pov? who am i #thought it would be interesting to frame inexperience through the lens of the lucky 10000 #not bad or something to be made self conscious about #but something to share and delight in sharing #also i thought it would be funny to see essek 'i excel at everything i do i'm a prodigy' thelyss grow into something as weird as kissing xD #not funny haha but funny entertaining #BUT ANYWAY #and now i'm in my wizard feelings again xD #i say as if i ever left them #OH MY GOSH CAN I EDIT TAGS NOW??? #i CANNNNNNNNNNN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #where do we go

[mymelodyisme]

My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again #i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨ #and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it #and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again #everything I am everything I do has to be for other people #im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹 #this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her #and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too #also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset #she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits #all I have left is my emotions 🥹 #anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged #sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining #here’s to a better day for us all #melifails #now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on #im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap #😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face #our football field is NOT kind in this way #hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long #im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor #so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 #i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did #bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!! #okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah

[seiwas]

home by daughtry reminds me of deku in the most he-wouldn't-do-this-but-it's-the-life-i'd-want-for-him kinda way 🥲😭

#my 'if only' song for him #can you just imagine. #if he chose to be kinder to himself and dropped everyone else #if he chose to be SELFISH #if he just CHOSE HIMSELF for fucking once #'i dont regret this life i chose for me' #bc he doesn't and he never will but just. imagine him throwing the towel in and saying aight im done like #he's done enough. IMAGINE IF HE FINALLY FEELS LIKE HE'S DONE ENOUGH. if he finally BELIEVES he's done enough #'these places and these faces are getting old' to every passersby every civilian every new person he's met for those few fleeting minutes #loving deku is knowing and accepting that you'll never be first #and youve come to terms with that over the years but it doesn't stop you from hoping he puts HIMSELF first for once. #you dont mind being third or fourth or WHATEVER #then you get the call #and he tells you he's coming home #it's not something unusual; he usually does that at the end of a shift or a trip or a mission or a meeting #but this one sounds different. a little more emotional. a little teary and sentimental. he sounds like he's gonna cry #and you can't tell if he's happy or sad but he tells you he's coming home #he doesn't say until later on that it's from signing closing contracts and retirement papers #bc after all this time he FINALLY feels like he's done enough. and that he can come home now. to you especially #and he's still a little sad don't get me wrong!!!!!! but it's relief and excitement and sorrow and guilt all in one and #GOSH IF ONLY #this is why deku is at the top of the list of writers i am HELLA reluctant to write for lmao #characters***** #there's SOOOO much to unpack #i talked so much again #TRULY MADE MYSELF SAD #anyway back to writing atsumu

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

#this reaction pic has been haunting me #I’m currently sick #which doesn’t usually happen?? or at least it didn’t used to until 2020 #now I seem to get sick every couple of months and it’s so strange lol #anyway I am sick and my brain feels like scrambled eggs AND #AND #I’ve got a paper due on Thursday #that #I didn’t realize #was due on Thursday #It was break week last week was I supposed to have worked on it then or something?? #hopefully it’ll be done by Thursday?? maybe??? #sighhh #I did watch the fox and the hound last night which was delightfully nostalgic #along with bolt #which again was delightfully nostalgic #I haven’t seen either of those movies in years but I still remembered most of them #and apparently my cat likes to watch tv?? his eyes were fixed on the screen last night especially during bolt #it was so great and I got pictures so I’ll probably post those later #GOOD GOSH WHAT IS THIS POST #anyway all this to say I’m very tired and I feel the reaction pic on every level #Just bad timing with being sick and having a paper due and being tired all at the same time #my post #rambling in tags #NOW I NEED TO WORK ON THE PAPER #TIME TO RESEARCH STUFF ABOUT SHEEP

[sysig]

Yandere Therapy (Patreon)

#Doodles #Original #Yanderapy if you will #Lol #Yanderapy #Sup I made my own brainrot #They both turned out perfect on their first doodles (featured here) and got names super quick so like #Why fight it lol #So! Who I ended up with: The blonde megane is Ishida Ichiro and the roots-showing pierced is Maeda Mitsuru #Yes I'm going through my weeb arc again what of it lol #Hhhh it makes me feel like a kid again <3 #Honestly I was surprised how quickly their names came to me - Mitsuru's was basically immediate I gave him two total passes and then yup #And like I mentioned - their designs? On the fly and gosh I am so happy with them haha especially Ishida #His face reveal was my first attempt and like!! How does that happen sometimes!! Look at him! #You can kinda see me settle into Mitsu's design a bit more slowly - his eyelashes solidified four or five doodles in and now I love them #I actually wrote down this concept - gosh looks like a year and a half ago?? At least the initial concept #I accidentally combined two yandere ideas I wrote down separately - by it looks like almost a year exactly lol it's the Yandere time of year #But I ended up with these two so I'm happy even if they didn't stay separate! :D #It does still make me want to take another crack at the individual ideas tho lol #Anyway ♪ Mostly just setup introduction character feeling-out for the initials :3 #Mitsu recognized himself as having a somewhat unhealthy interest in his crush so decided to just go ahead and put himself in therapy haha #After getting to a point where he and his therapist thought he was in a good headspace for possible rejection he went to shoot his shot and- #Turns out his crush likes him back! And their boundaries align Surprisingly well ♪ #Probably not a surprise but Ishida could tell that Mitsuru liked him lol he was just waiting for him to ask first - Mitsu had no idea tho #Oh yeah and I also use the first name-last name/last name-first name structure interchangeably soz lol #I'm trying to go more for last name-first name more! But don't be surprised if you see its inverse sometimes

[wherela]

they should invent a friend for me who doesn't randomly stop talking to me for no reason

#my best friend. MY. BEST. FRIEND. #has been ignoring me since yesterday #and i just.... honestly i feel like giving up at this point #this is about the 5th time this has happened to me in my life AND I AM SO SICK OF IT #am i doing sth wrong???? #are all the people around me just assholes???? #i know that this won't go on forever and that she will get back to me at some point and explain (hopefully) #but oh gosh i am not okay #like maybe i wouldn't be reacting this way if this wasn't the X time I'm re-living this whole situation #in primary school i had an entire friend group just decide to hate me IN ONE DAY #and then in high school one of my closest friends also just started treating me like she hates me #so then all my friends just followed her lead #then last year a friend (whom i only saw every couple of months) avoided me at our mutual friends wedding #and then didn't invite me to her own wedding a few months later (she too was one of my closest and longest friends) #and then there's S #but then again at least he explained so I know this situation was not really my fault #and now this?????? #i swear i have been fighting tooth and nail to continue to be caring and wear my heart on my sleeve #and BY THE GRACE OF GOD i am still able to be so #but oh gosh oh goodness this is hard #mine #personal

[foxgloveinspace]

oh my god you gave permission to send vids and i lasted all of 30 minutes before needing to send something 😂

BUT!!!

iv crying 🥺🥺🥺 the love for iii these last few shows has melted my heart and clearly the bands too

https://x.com/vesseltoken/status/1734391886901616999?s=46

i cannot suffer alone with this one i’m so sorry

Well, as I watch this and suffer. here, sleep token official instagrams account second to last pic…. Our boy AdamRosssi knows what we want, haha.

🥺🥺🥺

Oh no……

#just. one photo of vessels hand close up hahahaha. #hihi!!! #friend Exie!! #(your new tag❤️) #welp. you’ve fucked me up good is what you’ve done here. #(also I do not care how many asks you send me in a day ok. I mean I do think there is a limit #so like. if you hit that that might be uhhh. something haha. gosh I’ve never hit post limit before?? wow) #(oh like. tumblr has a limit on how much you can post in a day and I think there’s a limit on asks too. if you didn’t know #idk how long you’ve been on tumblr now that I think about it… I’m assuming a while cause I figure you used to be a trc blog but I am unsure #hahaha. I have a feeling we where/are in different sides of the trc fandom tho🤣🤣. if you didn’t know I uhhh… used to write Ronan x Gansey #fics😅😂. I have some ideas for future ones too maybe but we’ll see.) #so you def know about post limit and I just… over explained.. but now I can’t delete the tags cause they lead up to trc talk #I’m so glad the guys know we care about them. idk I’m not very emotional #these tags.. dang. the adhd fingers strike again. *blows off my fingers like they are old timey smoking guns*

[ni-kol-koru]

this is transmasckagami - I was definitely talking about you :)))) I love how shiny and polished your art looks. The colors are fantastic and the care and attention you put into everyone’s eyes is something I really enjoy and try to incorporate in my own art :)))))))

This is genuinely the sweetest and best thing I have ever heard, you actually made me tear up ahhh!! 🧡🌟 I am kind of at a loss of words! Thank you so so so much, it means so much to hear something like this! I am reading your message over and over again, I don't know how to explain how grateful and happy and proud I am feeling right now! 🥲

I am just so happy that my art inspired you so much that you want to incorporate some of its elements into your own art,, like, that is literally the best compliment that an artist can ever get!? You just made my day so much better ahhh! Thank you so much for this message, thank you thank you thank you 🧡🌟

#my eyes are still full of tears #i never thought someone would be so inspired by my art that they would like to imitate it #you're making me feel like i am doing something right #your comment made me so so so happy oh my gosh ahhh #i literally CANNOT PUT INTO WORDS HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW #i am literally on the verge of crying from joy #thank you again #thank you for writing this message #you are awesome ahhhh

[kanene-yaaay]

Hmmm life sucks so u know what that means

Time for the FLUFFIEST HURT/COMFORT hidden in my bookmarks

#I really wanted to re-read Throw me a goddamn rope just enough to hang myself w it or always and never and eventually #(or something around that. titles are v bad for me but it's Bakugou going back on time) because both of them have the cutest dadzawa EVER #but I don’t have energy for a not finished fic so :( #anyway took a bath and listened to Faroeste Cabloco because yeah best way to deal w feelings is screaming a 9 minutes long song #I don’t remember even studying that much. like. even w the preparatory course I had a routine full of breaks and quite balanced #now however I am still adapting so sometimes I just have to spend +12 hours on college w like a 2 hours break sprinkled somewhere around it #and do it again the next day #crazy #on a much lighter note!!! my classmates are nice. like. really nice. very very kind and cool and understanding and *nice*. #i know it's the first semester and everything but GOSH it's COOL to be in a class that isn’t always fighting w each other or w the teachers #it's been like 7/8 years since I've had that? so it's very very greeeat! and helpful #crazy how life works #back to the fic thing: wanted to read some atla stuff but I *really* need the trope of sad bean being adopted by Aizawa and getting to- #-to know what a family truly is #kanene being kanene #vent #also I fell from the college's stairs so BSHVSYWGS knees huuuurt. it was nothing bad and honestly I was laughing a lot because #it was just such a sudden and weird fall that I just agefyevehevhe !!! and a classmate helped to get up like BRUH #SHAKING U BY THE SHOULDERS HOW DARE U TO BE SO NICE #anyway high emotions maybe I should sleep earlier today #or look for comforting tk fics #👀👀 hurt comfort soft playful cheer up tickles imma coming for u 👀👀

[yumichikah]

Me: Hey, I got some sleep and feel kinda ok for once! Maybe I can finally write! Life: Soooo I kinda heard you need some stuff to do~?

#This me. The weekend was busy yet again and now I'm exhausted #Did some hair cutting for my partner. Met a friend and helped them with issues. Was helping out in a gay bar since they were super busy. #Even did some dancing with a group and cooked quite a bit #I am once again SO EXHAUSTED gosh #Maybe one day I'll learn to say no and just sit still for once... though this weekend wasn't it. #Hopefully you all have been resting up during the weekend and feel energized and ready to face the upcoming week! #ooc #tbd

[warrenwaskilledbyadeer]

I literally can't draw to save my life, and more than that I hate drawing with a passion, yet I've always had very clear images for pieces of fanart in my head and always thought it was too bad I couldn't make them. But with Amnesia? Oh gosh with Amnesia. This fandom has made me create fanart in my head like no other, and for the first time in my entire life I wish I could draw, I wish I could draw so badly because I want to add to this incredible little world, I want to create and contribute!! I doubt a 22-year-old who can barely even draw a stick figure would be able to do it though; at the very least I wouldn't be able to for like bare minimum 3 years and it just makes me sad

#i never thought i'd be sad about not being able to draw yet here i am #just me rambling #i scream into the void #thinkin a lot about daniel and elise right now and i #hrmmmmmm #i wish i could share so badly #being able to create anything at all would help #i really want to buy an actually good laptop so i can make an amnesia as vines compilation #that's probably an outdated thing at this point but i have a lot of ideas and it would at least be something #there are a couple of memes to my joint credit #and my post about elise #a smattering of incorrect quotes #they all felt really good to get out there #but it's not enough #it feels like this pressure building up in my head and i have to get the creative juices outta me #this fandom has also made me write for the first time in hang on #3 or 4 years?? #i thought i would never write again yet once more here i am #gosh i love it so much #and for the first time i'm interested in reading fanfic #gahhh i love this fandom so much i wish i could be a part of it

[starbuck]

me, before learning about the scary canyon road: Yeah, I’ll learn to drive eventually… probably this summer, I guess… But first I’ll need to read through the driver’s manual again and take notes and it’ll be a whole process and take a lot of time so idk… We’ll see…

me, less than 24 hours after learning about the scary canyon road: I have read the entire driver’s manual front to back and committed all relevant information to memory. I am consistently scoring 100% on the state’s online practice tests and I want to take the real one as soon as my cousin leaves from their visit next week. I am physically and spiritually unstoppable.

#THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME #but if this is what i needed to get her done? then by gosh i’m glad it’s happened like this #i am soooooooooo excited #and the thought that i could get my full license and start working at the bird store by the fall????? EXHILARATING!!!!!!!!! #i’ve wanted to get a job for SO long but it just wasn’t feasible when i couldn’t drive #(since i live in a place with p much no public transport options and nothing within walking distance) #but NOW…. ohohohohohohoho!!!!!!!!!! #i can make MONEY again and save up for my own trips and stop feeling guilty for every dollar i spend! imagine it! #AND!!!!!! i can establish myself at the bird store and put into place my ten-year plan to have ownership of it passed on to me when the #owners retire! #then i’ll move to [redacted] to be closer to it! #which i might even do earlier depending on several other factors and whether my mom wants to move or not #i think she will… there’s not much keeping her where we currently live except my Mom-mom #it’s gonna be great! and it all starts with aceing this permit test! #and in a little over a year i will drive through that scary canyon because godDAMNIT i can do *ANYTHING* #i am PUMPED!!!!!!!!! #can’t wait to tell my cousin about all this!