#happy bday lemmy

[adriheavymetal]

Happy bday Lemmy 🤘🤘🎸🎤🎹🎼👏🎁

#xmas mood #happy bday lemmy #lemmy kilmister #motorhead #heavy metal #rock n roll #hard rock

[chaos-and-cookies]

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Not to be depressed on main but it actually sucks being unemployed for health reasons and when u try to occupy urself with things like streaming it feels like a constantly losing game of tug of war lmao. Especially if u need to take a break for ur health omg u end up getting ghosted by ur own little tiny community u tried so hard to build lmao. I'm kinda glad I didn't do my yearly bday stream cuz it would have been embarrassing having like 3 lurkers and waiting like 10min every mini game hoping I get ppl to join me lmao. The irony of ppl asking u to play/stream things but won't even pretend to turn ur stream for background noise when u do makes me so...so bitter lol. And it extra sucks when u wanna vent about streaming and feeling like ur community is only fair weathered company cuz then ppl will say ur trying to guilt trip them into watching like lmao. And it's like ok I was on hiatus lemmie build myself up again for the millionth time and it's fucking impossible cuz u don't have an active chat to get more ppl to wanna stay and watch u, which ALSO makes it harder to entertain in the first place cuz u feel like ur talking to urself for hours on end which just makes u feel like an ass lmao there's literally no winning when ur a small streamer these days I swear. It hurts honestly!!! I should be happy I have the new pokemon to stream cuz the pokemon community is so cute and nice but god the new games start so slow so i feel like a slow boring jackass for the first few hours, especially if since i don't voice act cuz pokemon refusing to put voice acting in their games isn't now suddenly me and my throats problem!!! I got my little vtube avi to stream on my not so great days but god it doesn't make up for that jackass feeling of just sitting there playing and trying to talk to urself all night cuz no one talks to u not even ur supposed friends/regulars lmao. Not to mention it feels like being white and a pick me is like the ace of getting a consistent viewership and community, even if it's a small one. I just hate that being myself feels like such a goddamn challenge to keep ppl around even after they claim to like me and my streams vibe u know? Like sorry I'm a queer poc I'm never gonna be a white pick me but I'm trying my fuckin best to build a community for other similar ppl to join but it feels like even after they join they're like a goddamn pop figure, they're there but wtf do u do now lmao they never try to play, hang, chill in watch parties, or even watch the stream like hoe why is u here!!!! Idgi!!! 100+ ppl in my discord and it feels like every single one of them has not only muted my discord so they don't even get announcements and they just simply refuse to even drop by and say hi or even happy bday or check in after my surgery like holy shit the bare minimum dude, from ppl who call me their friend, can't even be met and it just gets more and more devastating as I constantly have to try to build myself back up and they do the bare minimum of being white and scream into their mics at every little thing that startles them. I'm sick of it man literally what do I have to do to make streaming worth it anymore 🙃🙃🙃🙃

#vent rant #i feel like this is gonna happen with the fics everyone begged for too #beg and pleading for the damn fics and even donated to my charity but watch it get like 5 fuckin views and 1 reaction lol #i fuckin hate my online presence now i kinda just wanna dissapear and restart maybe then ppl will actually care instead of pretending #if i start fresh and am not connected to multiple failure social media accounts... #maybe the vtuber avi can help me revamp my stream and get more ppl in but everything else... idfk man #algorithms and other shit are always against me #being black on the internet is just an automatic account supression im fuckin over it

[doctapuella]

Lemmy & Motorhead over the years

#motorhead #motörhead #lemmy kilmister #lucas fox #larry wallis #eddie clarke #fast eddie clarke #phil taylor #philthy animal taylor #brian robertson #pete gill #wurzel #phil campbell #mikkey dee #i know this isnt very interesting or creative im sorry #but ive been so into them lately and its lemmys bday #idk im just chasing happiness #and theyve been very important to me recently #theyrr so much more than i expected them to be #and lemmy especially #like. fuck. what a dude. #anyway i know everything i create is shitty but im not doing it for yall or for attention. im doing it for me #clearly woke up in a bad mood but this helped

[lazyhound]

#lemmy #13yo #happy bday #still runnig #basset #hound #not lazy

[bryanhartnettart]

Happy Lemmy Bday Xmas Eve . . . #bmhart #pencilsketch #lemmy #lemmykilmister #motörhead #sketchbook #sketchbookdrawing #aceofspades https://www.instagram.com/bryanmichaelhartnettart/p/CX3vzw7gJ2k/?utm_medium=tumblr

#bmhart #pencilsketch #lemmy #lemmykilmister #motörhead #sketchbook #sketchbookdrawing #aceofspades

[thespacecowboyyy]

Happy bday lemmy

#fucking legend #he is just amazing #merry lemmy-mas #motörhead #motorhead #lemmy kilmister #lemmy #lemmyisgod #lemmyforever #rock

[auroratigress]

Happy early bday to me! 😈 Now Lil' Lemmy has a friend.

#nico hischier #Lemmy kilmister #Funko Pop #figures #collectibles #nhl #Motorhead #motörhead #cute #adorable #njd #new jersey devils #hockey

[juhaku-inspired]

I’m so excited for ESO: Morrowind like you have no idea this made my already-mostly-good day even better I feel like a giddy 5 year old ahhh :D

#gonna channel this into doing more schoolwork tho #I've decided I'm gonna ask for it for my bday and fuck everything else I wanted #even tho it doesn't ship till June 6th #idc #oooOOOOOh boiiiii #TES is v close to my heart now ok stfu lemmie be happy #personal #don't reblog

[surreal-duck]

Happy bday!!!

thank you lemmy!!!

#asks #bakugames

[miketeatattoos]

Happy bday Lemmy

[adriheavymetal]

Happy bday 💯👏🤘💀

#lemmy kilmister #motorhead #80s metal #heavy metal #rock n roll #24 december #happy bday

[andrewstuartphotos]

Wishing a very happy 38th bday to.... #AceOfSpades . . @officialmotorhead #motorhead #lemmy #andrewstuartphotos https://www.instagram.com/ndrewstuart/p/Bp79r-qDm10/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qwbvjlnfr5n1

#aceofspades #motorhead #lemmy #andrewstuartphotos

[adriheavymetal]

Happy bday Lemmy 🤘🤘🎸🎤🎹🎼

#lemmy kilmister #happy birthday lemmy #80s metal #heavy metal #rock n roll #hard rock #metal #rock #speed metal #metal legend #badass rockstar #70s metal

[adriheavymetal]

Happy bday Lemmy 🤘🤘🎸🎤🎹🎼👏🎁

#lemmy kilmster #motorhead #happy bday #rock heroes #rock gods #70s metal #heavy metal #hard rock #speed metal #rock n roll #rock #metal

[adriheavymetal]

Happy bday Lemmy 🎂🎂🎅🤘🤘💀🎤

#lemmy kilmister #motorhead #happy birthday #today #24 december #my hero #born to lose live to win #heavy metal #rock n roll #hard rock #70s metal