#he’s tired help him 😭

[kittencomicslol]

Awake at night again unable to sleep. Decided to write another snuggle/comfort fic with Gyutaro but this time w demon Gyutaro!! Hooray :3

No TW’s, it’s literally just more tooth rotting fluff. It’s a little short but it’s nice. Did my best to spell check this one too but Y’know I was sleepy so if there’s any errors just lmk >_<

With a small little huff, Gyutaro laid down next to you on the bed. It had been a rather long day… Daki handled a Hashira rather immaturely. Though everything ended up fine after Gyutaro came quickly to defend her, and their secretive location didn’t get it out, it was still upsetting for Gyutaro. He tried to explain to Daki that she needed to be more careful about dealing with high ranking slayers and per usual, Daki got upset and whined about how he needed to let her be ‘more independent’.

Gyutaro didn’t try to push much since the last thing he would ever wanna do is upset his dear little sister, but he was still rightfully annoyed after their fight.

“Hey..”

You spoke out softly, your voice ringing in his ears in a way he could only describe as comforting. Somehow, your presence was always able to help him calm down even when in a fit of blind rage, and oh how he loved you so for it.

Gyutaro was still upset, and since he didn’t know how to properly handle or express his feelings he just let out an angry huff as he kept his back turned to you. Fortunately for him you knew him well enough to understand what was going on and how to help.

You weren’t pushy, and you didn’t ask him a bunch of questions or berate him. You simply scooted closer, gently wrapping your arms around his thin body and resting your head against his back. Gyutaros heart ached.

He loved how sweet you always were with him, how you handled him so gently as if he were the most precious thing in the world. He loved you dearly and if there was one thing he didn’t want, it was for you to be uncomfortable. He hated being the little spoon when you cuddled or having you up against his back. He knew his body wasn’t perfect.. he didn’t exactly mind. He was proud of his ugliness and how much of a monster he was, but he still knew that it would be less appealing to touch. He knew you claimed it was fine but he didn’t want you to be uncomfortable due to his weird protruding bony spine or hips.

He grumbled slightly, flipping over and gently pulling you against his chest. He made sure to not bring you too close though, out of fear his ribs might make you uncomfortable. But you didn’t seem to mind all that much when you gladly snuggled yourself up against him, resting your head against his weird skinny chest.

Gyutaro didn’t think he would ever fully comprehend how or why you were so comfortable with his deformed hideous body.. but it’s not like he was upset at you for it. If anything, he was impressed and thankful that someone could actually love him. He had grown up accepting the fact he would always be alone and became content with making Daki his top priority.. but then you came along.

Gyutaro grumbled, nothing coherent or of meaning; just a habit he had when thinking about something or having overwhelming feelings. He wanted to scratch himself since even thinking about the fact you loved him overwhelmed his senses.. but he didn’t. He wanted to keep you safe and comfortable, and right now that consisted of holding you close.

“It’s nice to see you, Gyutaro.. seems like you had a long day, hm?..”

Your voice was something he would never get used to either. But that wasn’t a bad thing at all, because he would never get tired of how soothing it was. He huffed in an upset manner and nodded slightly, seeming to be in a frustrated almost nonverbal state.

He was glad you never pushed when he was upset, because even if he knew he wouldn’t ever lash out or harm you because he loves you too much, he still got frustrated from questions when he was upset. He always found them so hard to answer when he was overwhelmed which only always caused a spiral into more anger.

A content sigh escaped the demon's lips as he felt your hand gently run along his back in a tender manner, selfishly indulging into all of the pampering you gave him despite his knowledge he did not deserve such love. It was only natural after all.

“Well, don’t worry.. we don’t have anything to do at all tonight… we can just relax.. sounds good?”

Simple yes or no questions were always better in moderation during such situations, especially if it was context to help him settle down. Gyutaro let out a grunt and nodded again, giving you a slight squeeze while keeping you held close.

You couldn’t help but smile, grateful he was trusting enough of you to confide in your comforts when he felt vulnerable. Hell, he didn’t even do this sort of thing with Daki.. he didn’t want her to think he was weak or unfit to protect her. Besides, Gyutaro knew very well she was just too young and immature to properly understand or handle his complex feelings. Gyutaro still loved Daki dearly and allowed her to confide in him when she was upset, but he never wanted to stress her. He only ever wanted the best for her, willing to overwork and stress himself to the bone just to make sure she didn’t have to raise a finger.

He was able to find solace in calmer moments, and was always able to push through even if he was ticked off and overwhelmed after extensive work. Your help was also another thing that helped keep him more stable.

Every time you helped him calm down or showed him love, Gyutaro seemed to understand why Daki enjoyed him helping her so much.

No wonder Daki confided in his assistance if being tended to and pampered felt this good.

“M’ proud of you, Gyu.. always working so hard.. you’re such a sweet man, you know that?”

Your voice cooed, causing his stomach to do flips from the simple words of praise that acknowledged his hard work. The words ‘sweet man’ were definitely not fitting for him in any other circumstances or around anyone else, and he knew that he wasn’t sweet. But he could care less, always brushing off the rationality and letting himself comfortably melt into your sweet words of affirmation and love. As long as he was with you, he was more than fine being a sweet man. Anything that made you happy, anything you wanted to call him.. he would love all of it, just seeing you smile is enough to make his heart race. He never realized how emotionally sensitive he was until he met you, but.. he doesn’t really mind it.

At first Gyutaro was worried and even intimidated by how you made him feel. fuzzy, comforted, calm.. all were signs of weakness to him, which was something that he couldn’t be based on what was instinctually ingrained into his head. At least.. that was until he actually started working with you and becoming more comfortable with the idea of feeling comfortable. He still hated the idea of being weak.. but he didn’t mind being calm for a little bit, even if it meant showing some weakness. He felt this way because you would be there, someone he knew that he could show these ‘weaknesses’ around without being viewed as lesser.

He grumbled softly, pulling you closer just ever so slightly. Gyutaro made sure to be gentle, always aware of his weird boney physique and always worried of hurting you, or even just making you uncomfortable.

“You did good today, Gyutaro.. so good. I’m so lucky to have you, and so is Daki.. you make us the luckiest souls in the world..”

These words were ones that he would never forget; Akin to whenever else you praised him. He would just never get over it, and never fully get used to how good and relaxing it truly felt. Despite what you claimed about you and Daki being the luckiest souls alive because of him, he felt the opposite. Because despite his misfortune, he honestly and truly believed he had to be one of the luckiest men alive to have gotten to meet and form a relationship with you. He was the luckiest man alive to be able to provide and care for his sister and you, and it was a task that made him feel something nothing else could.

Lying peacefully in your arms listening to sweet words of affirmation, for once Gyutaro truly felt at peace in this hectic life he upholds.

#gyutaro needs hugs #he’s tired help him 😭 #he loves you #demon slayer #gyutaro #demonslayer #gyutaro demon slayer #kimestu no yaiba #kny #gyutaro shabana #gyutaro x reader #demon slayer x reader #i love gyutaro #I love him sooo #gyutaro my beloved #gyutaro fluff #gyutaro x you

[rickybaby]

Daniel on his sleep schedule:

"I tried," he told reporters. "I was in LA for a week and I was staying up a bit later but I just kept waking up early. So all I was doing was shortening my sleep. If I'm tired I'm just going to sleep and if I'm in the car, I'm just going to drink Red Bull. It's a pretty simple strategy this weekend," he said with a laugh.

And on the sphere:

"It’s very obvious, it’s huge and we’re not going to miss it," said Alpha Tauri's Australian driver Daniel Ricciardo. "But truthfully when you get in that kind of rhythm and that zone you’re aware of everything but you don’t really notice it. I got to my hotel yesterday and it was only this morning that I noticed these massive pieces of art on the wall.”

#poor little baby is tired because he couldn’t adjust his sleep schedule 😭 #I think he’s talked before about being a bit of an insomniac and having like a custom made wildly expensive pillow to help him sleep??? #he should have called me. I would have helped him stay in bed 😌 #re the sphere: I saw the red flag podcast talking about which drivers would be distracted by the sphere and they were like #yeah all the drivers who are like puppies like Daniel ricciardo are going to be constantly distracted by it #and my first thought was these guys don’t know the Daniel behind the helmet and I WAS RIGHT!!! #daniel ricciardo #vegas23

[georgette-mademoiselle]

The clones: look sekido a shooting star- WAIT SEKIDO YOUR CHANGING!

Sekido:

#help this vid is him after he's finally snapped and officially tired of there shit 😭 #sekido #kny sekido #hantengu clones #sekido kny #upper moon 4 #karaku #aizetsu #urogi #zohakuten #Youtube #kny shitpost

[sparfloxacin]

I’ve been thinking about doing a list of something like ”olli/allu things I can’t believe have actually happened” but there are so many things it almost feels too overwhelming to do 😂😭

#I’d add there things like: #Aleksi’s spooky stream and him texting Olli in the middle of the night and him answering immediately 😭 #and then Olli helping Aleksi to find spooky stories/things and ending up sending him a horror trailer of Disney’s frozen 😭😭😭😭 #I’d also add there Aleksi reading a comment which said he is straight and him stopping reading it immediately when he realized what it said #because I haven’t stopped thinking about that #and ALL the Aleksi’s little and not-so-little Olli smiles and Olli’s Allu smiles 🥺 #and Aleksi staying and posting a pic from Olli’s place 👀 #oh and the Posse shower thing because they were clingy as hell and looked like an actual couple #and when Olli picked Aleksi up and he automaticly wrapped his legs around him (of course) because what the fuck was that 😭😭😭 #AND!! Niko talking about them on Twitter and saying he’d get banned if he told what Aleksi did to make Olli room with him 🤨🤨 #(or something like that) #I could continue this forever #so yeah! as I said there are way too many things and apparently we get more all the time 😭 (not complaining though) #please ignore all the typos I’m so tired lol

[moregraceful]

i think editing this fic made it worse BUT in de-aging everyone in this fic by five years, i have accidentally created a delightful d-plot called jordie benn adopts wyatt johnston as his own child:

Wyatt says, through a mouthful of pancake, “yeah, so all four of them—no, six, but the oldest son got drafted and he’s over in Europe, still, and the other is went to college in Boston but he might come home for break, so there are only four of them downstairs, youngest one’s a girl and she tried to beat my younger brother with a snow shovel, because my brother was getting fresh but I just stood there and let it happen ‘cause Jordie told me you don’t ever get fresh with a girl and if a girl comes after you with a shovel you probably had it coming so maybe the other two sons come home soon and all four of them knock some sense into my damn idiot brother—what was I saying?” Jamie squints. Jordie says, with a huge sigh, “The family lives downstairs, Wyatt.”

AND:

Wyatt comes clattering down the hallway. He trips on a loose floorboard but manages to stay up right. “I got it!” he says. “Mom says thanks for letting her borrow it, she took care of all my sisters last week. Is Jamie gonna give him a haircut? Hey—” he addresses Tyler directly “—Jamie will clean you up good.” “Oh, good,” says Tyler. His smile is wider. “I bet he does.” “Don’t run with scissors, Jesus Christ,” says Jordie abruptly. “Wyatt, who raised you?” “You did,” says Wyatt. Jordie frowns at him, trying for irritated but Jamie can tell he’s pleased. Jamie takes the scissors, rolling his eyes. Wyatt leans around Jamie to look at Jordie dead on. “Hey, we’re going to play hockey, you wanna come, Jordie?” “No, ‘cause I gotta work. Which you are making me late for. Thanks, boys,” says Jordie, when Miro and Roope appear behind him with a duffle bag of clothing. Jamie takes that too. It’s heavy – they must have packed a lot of winter clothing in it, and maybe some shoes as well. “You two are the best of men." Wyatt makes a face. Miro looks smug.

("where's joe pavelski" the fic is technically tyler/jamie hurt/comfort but it's ACTUALLY wyatt johnston's indomitable fifteen year old spirit forces old men* [*men in their mid-late 20s/30s] to play hockey with him while they adopt him as their child. joe pavelski is there dw)

#the amount of shit i've had to cut from a 2/3rd completed draft because there's so many threads and b-plots that i don't have time #to follow up on... every goddamn year the same story with me i swear #if i write a sequel where jamie oleksiak and stephen johns have a tender homefront romance would anyone read it 😭 #that video of them silently and grumpily eating ice cream out of individual tubs in johnsy's kitchen knocks me out every time i think of it #yeah so stephen has a bar that jamie frequents after his job in a paper mill and jamie stays late to help clean up even though #he is tired from working all day. jamie wipes down counters and tables while stephen complains about the price of whiskey going up #as he washes glasses. jamie doesn't know much about god but stephen bar fills him with peace like a church maybe #ok NO MORE POSTING i gotta try to knock out another 900ish words before bed #on god i will get this shit edited and posted before becs lands at the airport #unfortunate birdcage fanfictions

[frostbite-the-bat]

I really wrote a mini essay in tags on how high roller would survive fnaf 3 only to realize the post said fnaf 4 and I'm dyslexic AND dyscalculic and described the wrong game

Either way high roller would survive in fnaf 3, thrive, even

MORE AT 5!

#I need to think about fn.af 4 now #It's like #Not real #Are we going with he book OOPS! GAS LEAK #Or just like OH Yea It's A Nightmare Literally #I'm a bit shabby on my Freddy's lore currently so big apologies #Plus I never got the fourth installment completely it gets confusing when it's NOT REAL #But this is five night Freddy we are talking abt #Hr without powerers is still a massive fucking animal robot in a perfect condition #And with this guy's personality #I think hr could maybe make it but if we think of like #Baby oller 😭😭😭 #Defo more difficult #Plus I imagine having piano teeth and sounding like a midi #Doesn't help with the game and I imagine the 'irl experience' being mostly sound based #Like having to hear for the animatronics bresthing #It is an inherently fucky ass sound based game #But like are we talking game or being in there physically #Bc u really can't if it's a nightmare slash HALLUCINATIONS #SRRY I don't know book lore i can't care abt jt #This isn't the tags of the post I reblogged earlier but sure I'll say it here anyway #Idk I'm tired I just woke up I am missing some points #Anyways hr would thrive in fnaf 3 it being an horror attraction and all #And OOPS GAS LEAK so robot prolly don't gotta deal with phantoms #And peepaw willay is a rotting corpse in an animatronic so #Bro just kick him in the chest 😭😭 what's he gonna do #AH THAT BLOODY HURT YE GREEN BASTARD. FOCKIN BOLLOCKS

[keratonin]

i just finished reading one last stop and 😭 help i'm mOURNFUL about the fact that i'm done reading it and will never read it for the first time ever again

#the 'help i cannot tell if this is a fucking date or not and it is driving me mad' conversation #august ACQUIRING MORE STUFF #AND THAT BEING A SIGN OF HER HEALING AND PUTTING DOWN ROOTS #slashing gabe's tires. god #he said 'intermittent fasting and vaping are my hobbies' and i astral projected into hell #THE BIRTHDAY PARTY ON THE SUBWAY 😭 (those are tears of emotion not laughter) #isaiah's 'i'm totally in love with him. also we've kissed three times' #myla being an electrical engineer is everything to me #also august accidentally accumulating almost enough credits to graduate before she's ready? MOOD #also made me very hungry #i was literally making tangyuan because it was the closest thing i had to dumplings #delicious. no regrets except for wishing i had dumplings #this book rlly grabbed me and did not let me go #also i felt the shower temperature issues in my soul #and people coming together for the pancakeapalooza 😭 #it was just DELIGHTFUL #one last stop

[tariah23]

Outside of all of… that happening to Gojo, and finishing Snowfall the other day, eek……..

#I can live with what gege did to Gojo even though it hurts so much bro #but I can’t deal with what happened to Franklin bro that’s one of the worst character endings ever omg my chest…. #i meant it in a ‘that’s so fucked up’ way not ‘this is badly written’ because it really does fit his character….. even though witnessing #such a strong and ambitious character turn into……. THAT in the end… bro…………. not Franklin 😭… #his pride left him in ruin… the fact that he actually still had ppl who were willing to stand by his side in the end and help him but he #couldn’t accept it because in his own words ‘I built this shit! and if I wanted to tear it down with my own hands than I will-‘ like he was #so used to being in charge.. the boss… never taking orders from the people who worked for him… and whenever any other character would make #suggestions or decide that they wanted to branch off he’d completely lose his shit because in his mind they’re all stronger together and he #felt like he was losing control of the circumstances that arose and that ‘if only they would’ve listened to ME then everything would’ve #been just fine-‘ and the crazy thing is… Franklin was usually right 😭 like 90% of the time but it’s just he couldn’t communicate with his #friends and peers without blowing up like a demon just because they made their own decisions lmfao #especially without him/his consent lmfaooo he was a control freak for sure #so many awful things wouldn’t have even happened if everyone stuck together and listened but at the same time other characters grew tired #of being underneath him and it was within their right to go do their own thing like I get it #so many things were going to wrong in the end 😭… also teddy is such a bitter bitch bro #the fact that Franklin willingly decided to become…. I can’t even say it… #in the end over receiving what he’d consider a handout is insane…….. living like that? in filth because he’s too prideful to ever work #under anyone ever again even if it’s with a trusted friend… the money really blinded him but I get it #if I had 73 mil stolen from me out of nowhere by a bitter white man just because I told him I didn’t want to do business with him anymore #in the 80’s then I’d lose it too but ong Franklin was too ambitious to end up like this… #he kind of character you’d just watch and instantly think to yourself ‘this guy could go anywhere he wants. he’s no caged bird…’ #so it makes his ending even more devastating…….. #rambling #if you ever watch snowfall don’t watch the last episode 🥺 please promise me you won’t?

[get-more-bald]

every day I thank god fans aren't in charge of making updates to games

#unless ofc you play tf2 #but STILL like. ive seen so many bullshit rebalances for spies and snipers #and like. ik the current system is plain tiring to fight against but these people WOULD MAKE IT WORSE #i just saw a post about fallout 4 changes #and some of them are obvious. like changing danses dialogue after blind betrayal etc #but like. NO. some of these..... #WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO REPAIR NICKS FACE? #1 thats his charm. hes old and broken down. 2 it would NOT help his identity issues #like this is the face and hes made it his own. hes no longer an institute synth AND he's no longer the pre-war human detective valentine #also romancing him....eh. i admit i would also love to romance him #but to quote one of the disco elysium creators: the thing about desires is that theyre much stronger when theyre not fully satiated #thered for sure be still nick simpers ofc. as am i. but imo i think thered be less #and again coming back to tf2. i saw recently a post on reddit that made a concept sapper for spy to use on medics #and like please 😭😭😭you want to sap the medigun? you want to sap übercharge? you want to hurt medics EVEN MORE? #playing med well is hard enough as is normal girl. there was a comment down below saying that the spy should have sappers for each class #and WHAT. STOP. the spy ALREADY has a way to hurt all classes! #if he gets close enough he either dies immediately or backstabs! why do you want to sap too! #and spy is already SPECIFICALLY a counter to engie! and gets countered by pyro! its a good balance imo #ofc theres some tweaks to be made for each class but CMON. thatd be a HUGE rework for spy #and some other comment said that a sapped medigun should hurt teammates. FRIENDLY FIRE IS EXPLICITLY NOT A THING!!! #we should bully spy mains more btw #okay. bitching over. sorry #i have more to say but ughhhhhhhh #thatd be pretty much just repeating what i already said basically #mine #rant

[haunth0use]

All my favourite ships consist of the one who can cook and the one who can’t.

#yes I’m talking about Bonrin/Rinshi Zosan and Kiribaku #like who wants to be the cook to my can’t even fry an egg right?? /j #now I’m thinking about this tweet I saw about ur favs being in the same room together… #like imagine #fucking Sanji Rin and Bakugou would definitely have a massive cooking competition #and then it’d just be Ryuuji Shiemi Zoro and Kirishima chilling 😭 #Bon Kiri and Shiemi like chatting about their homework or something and Zoro just sat there like #wtf is homework??????? #Rin cooking shit with his flames and then Bkg using his quirk OMG #SANJI JUST LOOKING AT THEM WITH DISGUST #the guy puts up with Luffy (luv him <3) most days he’s TIRED #im having way to much fun with this help #Cas says shit #gonna tag my rambles with that from now on

[sensitivegoblin]

Damn I need to get teased within an inch of my life so that the stress can leak out of me please

#ramble #vent #gimmetag #I'm very very tense and stressed and need a hug #I'll try answering dms and anons I've missed I'm truly sorry that I suck so bad at that #I'm just tired but I'm too afraid to sleep #I'm being melodramatic but the statement stems from truth #I feel like such a loser but tickling/sex and Fortnite are literally the only things that make me feel better #I'm too depressed to do anjghing else my dad sucks all of my energy #I need to fall into a hug and sleep pls hmu volunteers😭 #I like sleeping around awake people that's when I sleep my best #YouTube videos used to fill that hole but now I just can't stop thinking of myself as such a loser #mt dad turned 60 and hes depressed and he thinks out loud so I'm hearing really depressing stuff #and nothing I do helps so I just have to soak up his pain and somehow wanna live to see 60???? #if you heard the carousal of stuff he repeats every breath that im with him you'd go crazy too #anyway im trying to get out of my frozen state so o can take pills and masturbate and cry lmao #FUCK I NEED A REAL HUG😭

[bunnyb34r]

How the fuck did I spend THREE HOURS in the craft store?? And we went to one literally two days ago too??? I was supposed to just grab two things and LOOK at stuff for craft shows (got a LOT) like 😳

#marquilla #i didn't even realize til i texted mom i was leaving and saw it had been 3 hours like shdhdhdg girl help #i got a lot of stuff for bean agdgdgd yknow for not being 'real' he sure is a spoiled little shit #i got him fake wheat to go with his hay bales. some pumpkins im gonna paint either for him or in general uhh idr what else but he ALMOST #got a fishing pole and/or a tackle box but they were $5 each and i was like... mar go home shdhdhdhhd #im blanking but i know i got him something else... #anyways egdgdgd i spent way too much 😭 but to be fair!!!! i could've done worse ☺️ bc i was looking at the fall decor that was on sale #and fabric but i was like hmmm not today #now im very tired and sore from all the bullshit at work this week #but i was able to take it easier today

[yoohyeon]

I’m suppose to paint but my moral is so low right now…

#i Need to do it today cause I forced my dad to go buy the thing so I could do it yesterday (but I slept 5h I was afraid of making mistake) #but I didn’t so I need to do it today cause it will take more than a day and I seriously need to find a job #my health is on line two now I need to go for my eyes and that cost money money that I don’t have at all #i feel like my body is dropping me like how can it be possible to have so many problems at the same time ????? #like they are all pretty minor I’m not gonna d*e but it still really annoying especially when you wanna live your life #but you don’t have force to do it #Sowon also needs food again and I’m not sure if my parents can help me again… I’m loosing my mind #also my brother feeling depress and I feel like my dad cares so much about it more than mine ???? #maybe he dosen’t realise it or maybe I don’t show it as much so that would be on me #but without having end up in the hospital I feel like I’m at pretty much the same level as him 😐 #except that I force myself to enjoy what I love so I don’t end up worst than I am which he stopped doing #there’s already a gigantic favouritism on my dad side with my brother so maybe I’m just crazy and scared my dad end up feeling the same way #maybe it’s just being scared of it and not the reality idk but it’s messing with my brain so bad I’m tired #but also I can’t even tell my dad one of the biggest reason I got depressed in the first place but at this point he would tell me to get #over it I’m pretty sure 🙄 #anyway I’m gonna go paint I guess #wish me luck for everything it seriously need to stop 😭 #alex.txt #tw negative #tw negativity

[justablah56]

I HOPE YOU FIND THAT REACTION IMAGE!!! ALSO YEAH I LOVE THAF BSDOAHDISJAHDOSF SCARY SAYING SHE CAN RELAYE TO TAYLOR REPRESSING BUT LIKE MAN YOU GOTTA LET YOURSELFNFEEL THINGS AND TAYLOR IS LIKE I'M WHATTT

ILL DO MY BEST TO REDISCOVER IT o7 but y e a g h scary just trying to relate and connect to Taylor and Taylor is just . not getting it . he doesn't even realize how bad he's doing he's repressing so hard ,,,

#cookies rambles <3 #this poor little guy #scary should help him realize hes repressing things so they can call each other out when they notice the other tamping down they emotionz #i meant to put an s not a z i prommy #i am simply too tired to retype a tag 😭

[catboywizard]

every time I look at him my heart feels like 🥺🥺

#my family are probably annoyed by me cooing at him all the time #but I just can’t help it #he’s my little buddy 🥹😭 #I’m sorry it’s late and I’m so tired and my heart is so full #I used to think I could never care about an animal as much as a human #oh how wrong i was #op

[sylhea-raemi]

and what if nero thinks of himself as a tool for the three magicians he knew for a decade. what if he only limits as himself as a pawn, what if that's why he so easily threw himself as a sacrifice to protect his friends.

#im giving myself pain because i just know maydare would diverse from this #nero knew his worth but as a prince rather than as himself. he have SO MUCH trust on his familiar that it will bring rescue to his team #kanon told nero why he saved him and told him about the future war just when he was 6 years old. he kept that in mind and what his life is #for. kanon literally told nero that he's gonna be a necessary pawn in the future lmao?? kanon who had gone through so much could not care #less for some ordinary people ig since he was so detached from emotions... he's straightforward to nero and nero took it pretty well????? #ANYWAY rereading nero.... nero didn't seem to mind dying??????? like what the hell boy????????? he's not freaking out about himself #dying at all. rather he's concerned for the things happening around him and the people worrying about him???? #'beatrice saw me and let out a small cry. did i look that bad?' YOU'RE IN A STATE OF DYING. NERO YOU WERE STABBED. #IN DIFFERENT PARTS OF YOUR BODY. A CURSE IS SPREADING IN YOUR BODY. NERO??? #'What was i doing/ thinking about things so detachedly when it hurt so much that it felt like i was going to die' YOU😭 #he knows he can't die here. he know he have so many things left to do. #this entire time he's fighting through the curse he did not say anything. the only words he uttered was makia's name. his concern for her. #he felt like he can't die without confirming if she's okay. once he knew that she's already he felt relieved that his vision is turning #white. nero what the fuck omg. i know he's been fighting off the curse the best he can and he's getting tired but nero oh my god #be concerned for yourself boy #for ten years he don't value himself as himself but rather someone who is a pawn for this world and the three magicians. #he's well aware of the purpose of his life. he's already set to serve those three magicians specially kanon for saving him and teaching him #various of things. also what was shatoma saying what did she mean #'What? I merely did what i could do for you wou didn't need any help.' what do you mean #first off i wanna point out the way she replied to nero's apology and thanks 'i merely did what i could do for you' i don't know how to #describe it but it feels like she was familiar with him in a fond way?? that added with 'who didn't need any help' she knows what he's #capable of and i think shatoma knows he can overcome it by himself? but my boy is like. gonna pass out. i think she's genuinely worried lol #each magician had something to do this volume- eska had to go find makia and thor and bring them to ulysses #ulysses makia and thor had to release pan faunus while eska puts up the defense. shatoma could've gone with eska or with kanon but no #she went to where the rest were- it's probably to check on the people in the labyrinth.. i want to know if she knew about nero's injuries.. #oh that reminds me- shatoma is in lune ruschia's uniform so she's probably in the labyrinth before nero frey and lapis came back #she and eska probably arrived *after* nero makia and frey went out to find lapis #eska goes to find makia and thor while shatoma went in the labyrinth before gt9 came back #🦋'...Kanon? He's going where he needs to go.' in which nero thought 'So Brother's on the move.'........... he knows he knows.. #shatoma trust nero enough to know how capable he is.. maybe she even trust him enough to let him know about their plans since he's