#hlvrai related

[pistachi0art]

Hlvrai Complementary Colors (kinda like a personality swap au? More like “if the characters were fucked up and twisted and emo” >:) )

Gordon (from orange to blue): lost everything and really didn’t know how to cope properly. Play a game to not think about it? Why not. Gets waaaay too deep into it and starts projecting negative thoughts to everyone and everything around him. he’s really sad but covers it up by being an asshole. fun. Especially lashes out at Ben.

Benrey: (blue to orange.): Softie. He’s missing an eye bc he sucks and knows it- that’s what his brother told him :( thinks he can fix gordon but is often beat up because of it. boo. Well at least he can keep the rest of the team safe from him if he takes it. Tommy’s nice? Kinda. Better than the rest at least.

Tommy (yellow to purple): NOT A PHASE DAD. Is pretty laid back despite his problems. Has a black lab with three heads bc it’s cool. Named it Crush. Paints his nails black w/ Benrey bc he’s tolerable. Accuracy is still 100 despite never handling a gun. Poor guy needs a proper father figure and a hug :/

Dr. Coomer (green to red): FERAL BEING FULL OF HATRED AND RAGE. Anytime he kills a clone his mind gets a tad clearer- and he asks more questions…

Bubby (teal to reddish-orange): spent too much time and his tube and now is really curious about everything- which makes him very danger prone. Still can kick ass and has a tendency to set stuff on fire. What a pretty blue color. Bonds w/ Coomer when he’s coherent enough to interact with.

#small things #idk just an idea #hlvrai related #complimentary colors au

[sweetvox]

the mischaracterization of tommy in fanworks to be like the group therapist is so sad to me bc his complete inability to have an actually serious and vulnerable conversation in canon is the funniest thing ever. gordon straight up lost an arm, is suffering from blood loss and immense trauma and tommy just-

#vox.txt #hlvrai #hlvrai tommy #tommy coolatta #hes actually so real and relatable. to me <3

[solarcircuits]

Was unsure whether to shade this or not but eventually decided against it and added a texture instead

#so much blue man #finally drew smth hlvrai related #it’s been burning in the back of my head #hlvrai #benrey #hlvrai benrey #cw eyestrain #eyestrain #my art

[ottoslab]

Tomas

#i havent drawn anything hlvrai related in months but you can have these doodles of me revamping my tommy design #hlvrai #tommy coolatta #:) #art :0]

[spaceistheplaceart]

what if speedrunner gordon had a different HEV suit...? one that was designed for speed? 🤔

(please reblog!)

#i like the hev suit a lot :) #if this does well enough i may make one for hlvrai gordon too #half life #hev suit #gordon freeman #half life 1 #hl #hl1 #half life speedrun #speedrun gordon #??? how the hell... do i tag it... #gordonverse #is that the tag? i dont rly wanna use it bc this isnt that but like. its all i can think of that relates #op art

[zanukavat]

mmmmmore sketches

#hlvrai #benrey #hlvrai benrey #benry #hlvrai benry #half life vr ai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #gordon freeman #houndeye #thechnically fic related #so im tagging it too #non-euclidean mind #my art #sketch #jerome

[no0t2]

something sucks about posting art online is when you get a hyperfix on one thing long enough, you establish yourself as "the [media] artist".

now i know that i can post on my blog whatever i want, forever, but i still can't help but feel a bit, guilty.

#yes this is about the fact that i mostly post half life/hlvrai things #I even accepted this fact by adding it to my intro “officially” albeit reluctantly #cuz i knew eventually THERE WAS gonna be a time where i wont feel like drawing half-life or hlvrai anymore #Or at least for a time being #idk #I'm just processing out loud #frankly i haven't been drawing much at all #aside from doodles and sketches and even then not half life related things #nines rambles

[blushft]

"i don't have a type," i say, sweating bullets.

the chubby middle aged transman who is in desperate need of a hug (he is determined to prove me wrong):

#this isnt a s//xual thing i just like characters i can relate to heehee #i want to hug every transguy ever. #this post is directed at: #barney calhoun #gordon hlvrai #shane sdv #demoman tf2 #engineer tf2 #deimos madcom #sanford madcom #and more but my brain never works #ianriley #(personal tag)

[tarczar]

Old people. So cool.

#hlvrai #dr bubby #dr coomer #tommy coolatta #can you believe it? wayne half life stream this saturday!!! #regardless of if it's actually hlvrai related i WILL watch it #FAN-WORKS

[do-you-know-this-adhd-character]

Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?

Evidence below the cut!

He moves all the time. He's too loud. He has no attention span. He forgor :(. He dissociates. He changes his mood quickly.

#poll #noncanon adhd character #hlvrai #benrey #hlvrai benrey #benrey hlvrai #gotta be honest this one isnt my hc #but thats part of the beauty and point of this blog. #it meets my criteria and yet its very different from my own experience w adhd #and the point of this is to show how many different ways adhd people can be #i dont relate to benrey in an adhd way but someone out there does #isnt that beautiful

[junkypenni]

honesty i dgaf if it aint hl2vrai cus either way its half life content and ill eat that shit up no matter what

#half life #hlvrai #wayneradiotv #rtvs #theres like 3 active half life youtubers i like so ill take any half life related thing

[pistachi0art]

If things turn out the way that they do please please don’t gatekeep-

lmao I know it’s silly to say this and I know people like the way things are atm but in the chance that this blows up again like it did last time and a whole new wave of people come in, teach them the ins and outs dos and don’t all that good shit just don’t be condescending and “higher than thou” just reflect on the past and all that.

This fandom has had a LOT of history (good and bad) and I’m really happy we all (hopefully) know better now but yeah- :) you get what I mean?

#small things #hlvrai related #last one for tonight #lol

[illusionist1c]

the batim phase revival is strong rn

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#batim #batim fanart #batim wandering sin #bendy and the ink machine #my art #fanart #heh.. #my art isnt hlvrai related for once…… #so freeked up bro…… #eyestrain cw #? #for the background

[graegrape]

thought i'd revisit this old benrey design i made like last year. king of the weirdness

#hlvrai #half life vr but the ai is self aware #hlvrai benrey #benrey #benry #my art #would u believe it. graegrape art that is not tf2 related #knowing me ill crank out some funny hat men tomorrow immediately tho lol

[sol-draws-sometimes]

Maybe it’s my fear of not being believed but I literally can’t do comedy where the other person isn’t being believed. Straight up, at first I would get stressed when the Human Centipede clip was going around. Like, do you know how terrifying it is to be in a wild ass date where you think you’re in danger and the waiter notices but has they have to open their mouth so now you have lie. Or the Elmo Rocko memes like, OF COURSE ELMO’S DISTRESSED! I WOULD BE TOO! LIKE EVERYONE IS TELLING YOU THIS ROCK IS REAL WHEN IT’S NOT(and like yah I’m sure there’s nuance to the situation but like COME ON).

Or Bibi from La Familia Peluche, I remember liking the show as kid and I still do but like, fuck man, the borderline emotional abuse than girl goes through IS WILD. LIKE EVERYONE FUCKING TELLING YOU THAT YOU’RE NOT NORMAL AND FEELING LIKE YOU’RE GOING CRAZY. I remember rewatching La Familia Peluche in Highschool and like fuck man, that period episode. Or to this day I remember the scene where they were serving food and she started to eat first and her family chastised her so she stops but then they make her feel back cause she already started so now she just continue to eat it and like I’ve literally been in a similar situation. And for those who haven’t watched the show, the whole shitck is that this is an absurd world where everyone works on a different level and Bibi’s the only who reacts normally to our eyes(the comedic straight man to alot of the jokes), which leads to the iconic line “Bibi porque no eres una niña normal”(Bibi why aren’t you a normal girl) that is said in every episode. Which from a dramatic irony perspective that we the audience know she’s the only normal person, makes it a funny joke, but if you think about it too hard, it’s so fucking sad, I just can’t help but not fully enjoy the show cause I just constantly feel bad for her.

Fuck even watching HALF LIFE VR BUT THE AI IS SELF AWARE FUCKS WITH ME! Like yes I very much enjoy the series! But, most of the time I’m just feeling bad for Gordon, like fuck man, I’d react the same way, wouldn’t you. Like ESPECIALLY BENRY! MAN DID HE STRESS ME OUT! I genuinely felt so bad for Gordon!

And then this slides into how I can’t enjoy alot of comedy(especially cringe humor) cause even though I understand the joke and think it funny on paper, I just end up feeling too bad for the character to actually enjoy. And it’s awful because I’ll STILL watch the shows because I’m invested in the characters not the humor if that makes sense??? (Oh, Community/The Office, the hate love relationship I have with you).

Anyway, yes I’m so fun to watch comedy with, I literally can’t be in the same room from some scenes. And yes, all my favorite characters follow the Only Sane Man trope, why’d you ask?

#sol talks #my post #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai #sesame street #Elmo #neruodivergent #<-I didn’t mention in the post cause I think anyone can relate but I feel like people in this tag would relate more??? #Bibi P Luche #red flags tom cardy #la familia peluche #La familia P. Luche #elmo sesame street #Elmo rocko #comedy #some should do a video/post analysis the autistic coding around Bibi from La Familia P Luche #sorry for referencing a show that’s only in Spanish that only Latinos know 😔 #Like just thinking about Bibi too much fucking distresses me #Also this is also why Framing plot lines freak me the fuck out #Like YES I did mentally breakdown when relisting to tma and truley processed the framing plotline #and yes I DID spam my gc about it #And yes body swaping story/Time Loop stories also scare me cause of the ‘people not believing you’ #Well Body Swap stories are inherently terrifying in the other sense that you can fuck up their life and vice versa #but that’s a different rant for a different day #Also it’s not true that ALL my fav character follow the trope that’s a hypervole but ALOT/MOST of them are #Uuuuh can you tell it’s past 9:00pm(insert that tumblr post here) #okay it’s like 1:00am goodnight #if you read all this you’re the real mvp

[gins-stim-emporium]

lackadaisy (rry2k) stimboard ! (for me ^_^)

snails eating / sweater / teddy bear

flower artwork / 🐌 / flower field

star curtains / dress / snail teapot

#gin stim #relatable . god’s eepiest soldier #stimboard #stim gif #rry2k #rry2k lackadaisy #hlvrai #green stim #blue stim #brown stim #pink stim #nature stim #clothing stim #plush stim