Another bonfire! It looks so dynamic, like the tail of an animal or a growing plant.
It has such a majestic appearance as it is blown into the night by the wind. Like something alive, following the lead to spread warmth in the world…. and now I'm rambling again.
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oh, don't mind me: i'm just thinking about astarion proposing to tav some time after the main plot.
he plans everything to even the most inconsequential detail, wanting everything to be absolutely perfect. he writes a speech. then rewrites it. then rewrites it again and again only to realize, as he's down on one knee in front of the sole individual that has his heart in a death grip he dares not escape from, that no words could expression the adoration and love he haves for them. and he starts to cry when that person accepts wordlessly, taking him into their arms in the tightest hug they can manage, tears of their own sliding down their cheeks.
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Ok, been sitting on this for a while, been trying to talk myself out of it, but here goes.
The book doesn't sell me on the love Theoden had for Eowyn.
I tried to read it and find something in his actions towards her that tell me he has proper regard, proper respect for her, that gives any weight or meaning to his love for her, but I can't find anything. He dismisses her before the entire court, doesn't consider her an heir or a proper part of his house, and has to have her virtues called out to him by other people, when she has been serving him for years.
Return Of The King sees him spout platitudes and declare her "dearer than daughter", but none of this is backed up by his general actions to her.
He loves Eowyn, fine. But he doesn't love her the way he loves Eomer, or probably loved Theodred. He doesn't love her as a fully realised being. Nor as someone to take pride in and carry on his legacy. He loves her a crutch, a tool, and something between pet and person.
He has affection for Eowyn, but his love feels more like a trivial thing, than something with any real worth or regard to it.
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everytime i actually open up sdv to play i get flashbanged with sebastian's white ass sprites because i always forget not everyone sees him as wasian💔 my current hc for him is half chinese (liable to change... but ik for sure he's half asian) but he is Not bilingual he can't rly speak or write the other language he can only understand it when listening but even then he's not very fluent LOL this is just turning into a sebastian hc post might as well go full out. to me sebastian Does have relationship experience but has been thru shitty ones in the past which is part of the reason why he's so pessimistic & brooding </3 and he'd hook up with ppl in zuzu city for a night for a while but it just made him feel shittier so he's stopped since ☝️ also people make him out to be way cooler than he actually is like yea sure he's kinda cool but he's also a Massive Loser especially when he tells you how he hates "seasonal fads" like pumpkin spice and that one line about the potluck soup where he's like "Why ruin the potluck? Hmm... I guess some people feel liberated when the rigid structures of society break down a little. Maybe I'm weird.” WHO ASKED😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 his ass also can NOT cook he can make spaghetti but it's mid. he probably has low ass stamina and yeah he's tall and lanky (rn i see him as around 5'9-5'10) but you could snap him in half over your knee. when he's in an actually healthy relationship he gets really flustered over certain romantic gestures cuz he's not used to feeling valued or being considered someone's #1. he picks up on little things and does acts of service but i also think he can be really callous and insensitive at times because while he can be pretty perceptive he is also Very Emotionally Stunted. he unlearns lots of unhealthy behaviors & mindsets with the help of his partner & family & friends ^__^
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❀ || Hi hello, I promise I’m still here-- I’m in the process of moving literally across the country this coming Sunday night (East coast to west coast, babyyyy~) so it’s been rough with picking up extra hours at work and getting things all prepped, but I promise in August, things will officially pick back up again ♡
I miss everyone here !! Hope y’all are having a lovely night, take care of yourselves, and I will see you soonish!!
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30 day Song Challenge: Day 3 - a song that reminds you of summertime.
Nuyorican Soul - I am the black gold of the sun 🌞
That start… wait for it… ahhhh *takes drink and sits by the pool* ☀️🏝️🍹😎
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