Needed Reminder - Kinktober 2018 # 1
Giving away that they know each other is the last thing they should be doing.
Actually, Kuroo rubbing himself against Kei while several high ranking lords of the region wine, dine and drown in debauchery rooms away from them is literally the last thing they should be doing.
Kinktober prompt: Angry sex/ Costume/ Almost getting caught
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Paring: Kurotsukki
Additional tags: Porn with feelings, grinding, handjobs, established relationship.
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“I literally,” he grits out, “cannot believe you.”
“U-huh.”
“I can’t believe this. Or me. What do I see in you?”
“Yeah.”
“Of course. Of course, you aren’t listening to me. You’re too busy jerking off while we’re undercover,” Kei hisses, turning his back to bear his teeth at his partner.
“Can’t help it. You look too good in that.” Kuroo cants his hips against Kei’s backside harder, pushing him against the wall with more force. “Ah. Push your ass out a little more,” he says. Doesn’t wait for Kei to do so, but uses his hands to pull at his hips and reposition the curve of his back into a deeper arch. “Yeah, like that.”
Kei rolls his eyes before he gets the distinct feeling of something hot and hard grinding against his flesh through the flimsy see-through layers of fabric that adorn his hips. His face goes as red as the strips of chiffon adorning his body. He’s trying his best to be unaffected by this whole 'slamming you against the wall and fucking you with our clothes on' thing Kuroo’s got going on right now, but it’s hard. Really hard.
Maybe, if they weren’t in the middle of a mission to recover intel on a ring known to abduct mages and force them into service, he’d be very much more okay with dark-corridor groping. Or if Kuroo wasn’t pretending to be a trader on the darker side of things looking for a good deal and a gold payoff. Or if Kei wasn’t pretending to be a stuck up royal bitch with a wealthy patron paying for exclusive rights to groping and other various things in order to avoid someone else thinking they could claim that privilege.
Giving away that they know each other is the last thing they should be doing.
Actually, Kuroo rubbing himself against Kei while several high ranking lords of the region wine, dine and drown in debauchery rooms away from them is literally the last thing they should be doing.
Kuroo’s reaction to his attire is over the top.
The outfit—if it can even be called that—is a traditional first dancer’s costume, one that Kei has only worn once before when he was trying it on. The top barely covers his nipples. It focuses more on the ribbons crisscrossing over and around his arms, from shoulders to palms, covered in detailed and intricate beadwork that solidified his false claims of being a dancer legacy needing shelter. The bottom is wide and flowy, the opacity dwindling to nothing but sheer red when it reaches his ankles.
After weeks of living in close quarters with the other dancers, they finally trust him and his “natural abilities” (as Yamaguchi calls him faking his way through everything) enough to let him don it for an event. They made him share first line with the annoying redheaded shrimp and the vain lead with floofy hair for his first official dance with the troupe.
Nevermind that said vain bitch is also undercover but pretending not to be. Kei can spot someone lying low a mile away. As long as there’s no trouble—or worse yet, a leak—it’s none of Kei’s business who is who and what they’re doing.
Wet trailing over the bare skin that peeks out from his matching undergarments breaks Kei out of his daydreaming. He did not. He did absolutely not!
“Kuroo, is that your bare dick on my ass? Don’t you dare get this dirty. I won’t be able to look Yachi in the face ever again.”
He really wouldn’t. There’s something about Kuroo’s cum that marks clothing forever. Kei’s had to magick clean two borrowed outfits before, Yachi’s knowing eyes haunting him forever. He can’t go through with a third one, not without sacrificing the smallest bit of dignity he has left.
Freaking cat spirits and their need to mark everything.
Just as he’s about the say something along the lines of ‘This is not a great idea’ Kuroo’s hips gain traction. His hands spread Kei’s ass as much as they can and his cock fits against Kei’s hole in a way that has him unable to bite back the loud moan that escapes him. Kuroo’s thrusts get harder and Kei’s feels lucky that his costume doesn’t have bells attached like Hinata’s or they’d be caught immediately.
Seeing as this far south dancers are property of the High Lord, it wouldn’t do them any good to have someone walk in on them and have Kuroo arrested and publicly humiliated, no matter how much Kei wants to wring his neck at the moment.
It’s not like Kuroo is the only one suffering from the distance. Kei is having a hard time too. He’s sharing quarters with two dozen other people, there’s no time or place for him to let off any steam. He hasn’t been able to come at all since he went undercover, most of his time spent trying to gather information to report back. In the spare moments he has time to think about anything other than the mission, he’s wallowing about being so far away from his mate. He’s feeling the stupid cat-spirit-mate-bond separation bullshit too but he doesn’t go about humping people against walls in the middle of a banquet when they’re supposed to be gathering intel.
Kuroo hips haven’t stopped and now Kei is hard against his very tight undergarments meant to conceal this very thing. Fuck.
“You can fuck me when we get out of this. You are aware of that, right?” He asks, because on missions like this sometimes Kuroo forgets there’s an end to them. That it will stop, and he and Kei will be back to sharing a bed, and a life, and fucking entirely way too much for the comfort of the people sharing a campsite with them.
Kuroo grunts. “Not the same.”
“How the hell not?”
“Now is now, then is then. I’ll fuck you then, anyway.”Kuroo’s hips jerk, pull a muffled moan out of Kei. “Get my cock in that tight hole of yours. Fuck into you until our bed is filthy. Wake up next to you smellin’ like me.”
Kuroo is frantic. His fingers sink into the meat of Kei’s hips and sting. Claws have come out, unbidden by the looks of it, summoned by sheer desperation. It doesn’t hurt. It makes Kei ache a little over how bad it’s gotten on Kuroo’s end. “Kuroo—”
“This is the last one. I’m gonna get you a place, a real one. Nice, too. Stop wandering around looking for trouble. Going to fuck you every day. Live with you—”
Kuroo’s voice is raw. He needs this, needs physical evidence that what they have is reality. “Tetsu—”
Any tenderness sprouting from his heart dies at the sound of a guard's boots against the stone floor. Around the corner, if his hearing is right.
Fear kills his boner and spikes his anger.
Shielding them is easy, doing it in a way that doesn’t trigger the alarms for anything more than low-level magick is a lot harder. Kei keeps it at a level that would be easy for a dancer to have out of sheer skill and the single afternoon he practiced for something like this.
Not quite like this, but some time where he’d need more than wit to get by. Round and wavering, it blinks into existence around them and shimmers with instability for three exact seconds that Kei doesn’t feel his face and feels every inch of the bare cock against his ass. It settles, a barely-there yellow shine to the borders that will keep any sound inside it hidden from the outside. Anything even a hair more than this will trigger the charms he’s heard of from the maids gossiping and lead every guard around the perimeter right to them.
Kei is angry at everything. At the lot of them. At the guards who keep the status quo and look the other way. At the dancers who stopped fighting, who gave up. At the High Lord for thinking himself above the lives of others.
At being the one who’s wed to a man that couldn’t leave this alone.
He’s angry at himself, for being unable to keep out of this, to not be able to do as everyone else does and look the other way. He wishes he didn’t care. That he could see this happen and feel nothing, have no impulse of his legs to help, no twitching of his magick calling out to right a wrong.
He’s angry that he loves it; the mystery, the tricking, the outsmarting. The moment when can taste victory.
Kei is angry at all of this, and all of that, but there’s no solving it. Instead, he focuses all of his energy in the fact that he’s angry at Kuroo for making him think about it all, for breaking his will to not feel any of it. Kuroo is right in front of him.
Twisting his body, he untangles Kuroo’s hands still on his hips. They’re face to face, Kei’s back pressed to the coolness of the stone. Kuroo’s face is focused on the bend of the corridor and not on his hard, leaking cock out for everyone to see.
Kei’s thumb grabs his chin and swivels it with force. “Get over here.”
“Tsuk—”
Kei covers Kuroo’s mouth with his free hand. Does it hard, enough for the sound to echo around the bubble Kei’s put around them. He doesn’t know how long the shield will last before he’s forced to shut it down.
Kei leads Kuroo against the wall and grabs his cock, feels the shock and the moan vibrate against his palm. Makes a fist and jerks slow and hard. Strokes mean. Pours all his frustration into it. Every instance he’s had to sit there and think about Kuroo. All the times he’s had to suck it up for the sake of what they’re doing. All those moments where he’s scared, and lying, and alone.
They have put so much on the line, put themselves in harm's way.
He’s had to deal with the fact that Kuroo could die any day pretending to be something he’s not with people who oppose everything he stands for and Kei wouldn’t even know. He wouldn’t hear about it for days, stuck in a room with people in shitty situations and no hope left in their gaze.
And they’re going to risk it, for what?
For a quick backroom fuck?
Kuroo’s fangs come out. They nick his palm just enough for it to sting and Kuroo laps the blood with a whine. The neediness from before translates into Kuroo’s face, in the pinch of his brow. He uncovers Kuroo’s mouth to wipe the single tear tracking down his cheek.
“Kei—I’m,” Kuroo stammers.
Kei goes harder. Put his thumb against the head of Kuroo’s cock, purple and slick, and slides it hard. Keeps him on edge just a tad because he knows how. He’s the keeper of that knowledge and Kuroo needs a reminder.
He’s not about to give this up so easily. They’re stronger than that.
Kuroo comes all over Kei���s hand with a choked groan and stuttering hips.
Kei owns this. No amount of resigned dancers or piss-poor High Lords snatching people up is going to take this away from him.
Kuroo stands there. His chest is expanding quickly, cheeks flushed and rosy, sweat glistening in the low light.
It’s not enough.
Kei holds up his dirtied hand to Kuroo’s face.
Kuroo’s tongue is rough. Little pricks scrape Kei’s fingers, lapping up every drop of white slow. He goes about it carefully, reverently, going over every finger, his palm, to that stray drop running down Kei’s arm until his skin is pink from the attention.
Kuroo finishes with a slow kiss to Kei’s palm. His eyes are closed, his breathing even.
It’s cathartic. A reassurance that they’re together right now. Still each other’s, even if they have to pretend otherwise in front of everyone else. He hopes it’s enough for Kuroo’s heart to settle back down.
Kuroo sighs against him. “Thank you. Sorry.”
He rolls his eyes and tucks Kuroo back in his breeches. “Let’s go, before we get murdered.”
Kei keeps his anger away in a box. Wraps strings around it tight, until there’s nothing in his heart but calm. He’ll use it when the time comes. Fuel his magick with it, with Kuroo’s desperate face. Now there’s no place for it.
Kuroo fiddles with his dancer’s costume—and that’s what it is to him, no matter how genuine it might be—until it’s clear that he’s stalling. He gives Kei a lopsided smile that is more half real than not and takes a step back. Then another. Kuroo steps back until the very edge of the bubble. The distance between them is a proper one. A respectful one between a fine standing merchant and taken dancer. One to prevent misunderstandings.
They’re excellent at what they do. Kuroo transforms, his eyes detached.
Kei hates it.
“Tetsurou, I love you so much,” he says. Lets the shield drop immediately after.
Kuroo’s indignant expression at his inability to respond makes him hate the space between them a little less.
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Love on Fire - Chapter 7
Zuko sat absolutely still by Shira’s bedside. One of her pale cold hands held safe in his, his lips perpetually pressed against her knuckles, his eyes never leaving his face.
“I don’t know how Shira,” he whispered. “I would if I knew how to but…. You are the only one who saw our past and there is no time. I cannot go to Novah and find the answers. By the time I do Aang could be dead, Azula could have the throne and…. you could be dead.”
The boy buried his face in her hand, his shoulders beginning to shake in sobs. “I told you that if the baby survived, it would help me overcome your death should you ever die but….. now that it is happening….. I don’t think I can go on even with the children.”
Almost immediately after he said that, little Rekka began to cry and Zuko looked up from Shira.
“Please stop crying,” he pleaded.
When the baby didn’t obey, he got to his feet and approached the crib. Zuko looked down at Rekka’s little scrunched up face as he cried, clenching his fist. Zuko looked around, hoping Katara was around to show him how to calm him down but they weren’t.
Finally, Zuko saw no other choice and bending down, scooped up the boy awkwardly. When he finally managed to get Rekka into his arms, the little boy stared up at Zuko like he had just been given the whole world on a platter.
“He loves you, you know,” a voice remarked from behind him.
Zuko spun around to see Toph standing in the doorway, a smile on her face.
“How do you know?” he asked.
Toph smiled, “I can read his vibrations. The moment you picked him up he calmed down. I can tell when someone holds an affection, adoration or love for another. Gosh I had to listen to it whenever I listened to you or Shira’s vibrations. He knows that you are his father.”
Zuko turned and looked down at little Rekka who was still looking up at him with big amber eyes. Slowly the little baby reached up with his chubby little fist and touched Zuko’s scarred cheek that was slightly damp from tears that he had yet to wipe away.
“Zuko….” Toph whispered. “What is….”
Zuko barely heard her for at that moment, he saw Rekka’s eyes close and he felt a strange sense of peace wash over him…. Like the worry was erased from him and…. His tears seemed to retract like someone had pressed rewind.
“No way,” Toph whispered. “I sensed his heartbeat pick up…. And your heartbeat relaxed…. it was like he….”
“Healed me,” Zuko whispered. “But I thought….Toph, does that make him and Izumi….”
“I wouldn’t be surprised,” Toph replied. “If they were the next generation of Yin and Yang.”
“But how can he heal?” Zuko insisted. “The Yin and Yang cannot have their powers unless the Yin and Yang before them pass their powers down or one of them dies…Toph…. Is Shira…”
“She’s still breathing,” Toph replied. “So that’s not the answer…. I think that the Yin and Yang do not have the full limit of their power till it is handed down, but they have some abilities. I mean, you could fire bend before the Yin was passed to you.”
Zuko frowned, “And Shira could ice bend before she could star….”
When Zuko stopped, Toph listened to his heartbeat and found that it was racing much faster than before. “What is it?”
“Toph…. If I am the Yin…. Does that mean I can… bend light?”
Toph paused, “Well not starlight because that is Shira’s expertise…. But I thought you could sun light bend.”
“And you never thought to mention it?” Zuko asked, setting the now calm Rekka down in his crib.
“I thought you knew!” Toph objected. “Why aren’t you asking till now?”
“Because Shira can heal using star light correct?”
Toph nodded, “Yeah…. She helped heal my feet….”
Zuko nodded, “That is the answer.”
Before Toph could ask what he meant, Zuko had strode across the room to Shira’s bedside and removing the blanket from her, had scooped her up into his arms. Toph quickly rushed after Zuko, calling out to Katara to keep an eye on the twins.
“Where are you going?” the girl asked.
“To the sunrise,” Zuko replied, walking faster.
Toph managed to keep up with Zuko even though his legs were twice as long and his strides longer than hers. When she caught up to him, he had stopped outside the camp with a perfect view of the horizon, the sun barely peeking up over the side.
Zuko slowly dropped to his knees, still cradling the unconscious Shira in his arms. He laid the girl over his lap, so her head was resting in the crook of his arm, her face facing his chest. Reaching up with his free hand he cupped her cheek and pressed his forehead to hers.
“Please work,” He whispered.
Toph listened carefully to the vibrations the two were giving as well as sensing where the sun was. Slowly light began to appear and shine down on the three figures waiting for it to rise.
“Zuko?” Toph whispered but the boy didn’t hear her.
The boy had begun to slowly rock back and forth, biting his lip to hold back the tears that were already pouring down his cheeks.
“Come back to me,” he whispered, pressing his nose against Shira’s. “Please.”
Leaning down he placed a feather light kiss on her lips and left them there, not caring that she wasn’t returning it but just wanting to feel her. He was just about to pull away when he felt a hand on the back of his neck and the pressure on his lips from Shira’s suddenly grew. For a moment Zuko didn’t know what was going on until he realized that Shira was kissing back!
He quickly snapped away, eyes wide and tears streaking his face to find a pair of sky-blue eyes smiling back up at him.
“You did it,” Shira whispered. “I knew you would.”
Toph took a step forward to rush over but paused, realizing that Zuko hadn’t seen Shira since she left so instead, she smiled and walked off to tell the others the good news.
“Shira!” Zuko gasped, quickly grabbing her face again and crashing his lips to hers.
Shira chuckled against his lips, slipping her fingers into his hair to cradle his head closer to her.
“I thought….” Zuko gasped as he pulled away from the kiss. “I thought….”
Shira nodded, carefully sitting up so she could face him. “I know.”
Zuko let out a breath that shook violently from the tears now freely falling from his eyes. He didn’t bother to reach up and wipe them away before kissing Shira again, tasting his own tears in the kiss but not caring.
“I love you…. I love you so much,” He gasped.
Shira smiled, slipping her arms around his neck, “I love you too.”
Zuko quickly cradled her face to his chest, rocking back and forth as he inhaled her scent, placing kisses all over her head.
“Wait….” Shira said, pushing back. “The baby.”
“They’re fine,” Zuko said, a grin appearing on his face.
“They?”
Zuko nodded before taking Shira’s hand and helping her to her feet.
When they entered the tent, Shira took one look at the two cribs before walking over and reaching into one of the cradle, picking up the little girl.
“She looks like you Zuko,” she whispered.
Zuko walked over, unable to stop the huge smile on his face. “She has your eyes though.”
Zuko reached down and scooped up Rekka who immediately giggled happily at being in his father’s arms.
Walking back over to Shira, he wrapped his arm around her shoulder and kissed her forehead, holding his whole family close.
“I love you.”
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“I’m not sure if you should be moving around this much Shira,” Zuko spoke from where he was rewrapping Izumi after having changed her.
“Zuko I’m fine,” Shira assured him. “The twins will only be here alone for about five minutes before Mitsuru comes and picks them up. They will be much safer with him than with us. We cannot take two babies to fight your sister.”
“I said before, Katara and I can handle this.” Zuko assured her, walking over.
“I’m sure,” Shira replied, pulling on her boot. “Besides, while you and Katara face Azula, you cannot have the palace guards coming up on you. I’ll take care of them while you two take care of Azula.”
There was a pause during which Shira finished dressing and as she tied on her belt, she felt Zuko touch her waist from behind.
“Are you jealous because I asked Katara to help me fight Azula?” he asked in a soft teasing tone.
Shira glanced at him over her shoulder, eyebrow raised, “Are you trying to get on my bad side?”
Zuko smirked.
“As an answer,” Shira replied. “No. I’m just worried.”
“You worried?” Zuko inquired, wrapping his arms around her waist from behind, hugging her to him. “You just so happened to be the one to be in a death like coma.”
Shira smiled, “That’s why I’m worried. I might have experienced near death but…. I want to be there if the same happens to you. I want to be able to save you like you saved me….i would never forgive myself if I didn’t.”
Zuko paused, having felt the girl shiver beneath his touch and the way her voice trembled…. She was scared. Gently he turned her around so that she was facing him to see a single tear trickle down her cheek.
“Oh Shira,” he cooed gently, reaching up to wipe away the tear.
“I cant lose you Zuko,” she whispered shakily.
“Sh,” Zuko insisted, hugging her to him, cradling her face against his chest. “You will never lose me. I promise.”
“But….” Shira whimpered, her body shaking. “I promised Aang I would be safe when I went to Novah but….I didn’t do a very good job at it….”
Zuko gently pulled away before staring deep into Shira’s blue eyes and then kissing her firmly on the lips. “I might not be able to promise that I will come back from this alive, but I do know this, I will find you again even if I don’t make it.”
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Shira glanced around the corner before snapping her head back around so that the guards didn’t see her spying. She looked over at Gau and Dagny who were hiding around the corner with her, both trying to conceal their long wings and arms which were now almost twenty feet long.
“This is how it’s gonna go,” She whispered to them like they were kids. “You guys draw their fire and I’ll take them out.”
Dagny nodded her head but Gau looked at Shira like she had just grown two heads. Shira chuckled softly, amused at how they seemed almost like humans just lacking the ability to speak.
“Naturally don’t get burnt dummy,” she whispered. “Your scales are fire resistant but just in case they start throwing spears and stuff, stay out of range.”
Gau rolled his eyes but his sister hissed at him and he quickly nodded to Shira.
The two dragons quickly flew up and Shira smiled when she saw that they kept out of range of fire or spear but circled above the soldiers, catching their attention.
“Attack! Fire!” the guards yelled.
Shira quickly reached to her belt where her sword hung and unsheathed it.
“Time to get back on the field!”
The guards were so occupied firing and staring up at the dragons in shock that they didn’t happen to see that one by one, some of their men were beginning to disappear. They didn’t see the glowing blue coils that would whip out of the shadows and grab a man by the leg, dragging him into the shadows nor did they hear the grunts as each man was knocked unconscious until there were about five guards left.
“What is going on here?” the leader inquired.
“Oh, just a little diversion,” a voice remarked from behind them.
The five men spun around to see that standing behind them, having somehow snuck past them stood a petite girl with sun golden hair and piercing blue eyes. She was dressed in a simple brown attire with pants, a short skirt that came to her knees and a white shirt with a brown jacket over it. On her hip hung a single sword which was sheathed.
One of the guards immediately ran at her, swear at the ready but Shira didn’t go to grab her sword. When the man approached her, she used one of her wrists to block the blade of the spear while using her other wrist to block his other hand, leaving his chest open and bringing her foot up, she struck him hard in the chest. The man completely flew backward, out cold.
Almost immediately the second soldier was upon her and while Shira recovered from kicking the other man, he grabbed her wrist.
The girl glanced down at it absent mindedly before smirking, “That was a mistake.”
Placing the thumb of her free hand on the man’s pointer finger on her wrist, her pointer finger resting on his thumb, she twirled underneath the man’s arm as if she was dancing with him before straightening out her hand. Her grip on his fingers remained and after twisting her body and then straightening her arm, the man found himself doubled back, his arm being bent the wrong way before Shira brought up her knee on the back of his neck, knocking him out.
[If anyone asks, that last one is actually a self-defense move I learnt when I took self-defense just in case you know, it works! ;)]
“Two down…. Three more to go.” Shira said, cracking her knuckles.
Two more guards came running at her at the same time and this time, Shira ran at the one closes to her. She brought out her foot and tripped him so that he fell on his hands and knees. Planting herself between the other man and the man she had tripped, she allowed the fourth guard to take a strike at her. Bending back, she used the bent over soldier as a boost and resting her back against his, she brought up her legs as she did a backflip, striking the fourth guard in the face with her foot and knocking him out. As she regained her footing, she saw that the other guy was slowly beginning to get up and the leader approaching. Running at the third guard, she jumped onto his back and used it as a leverage to jump at the leader. She quickly locked her legs around the man’s neck before bringing him down to the ground, making sure to tweak his nerve so that he went limp just like Ty Lee taught her.
She turned around to see the third guard slowly getting to his feet. The girl turned her back on him and saw the faint shadow of Dagny as she purposely landed on the guard, knocking him to the ground again with a groan.
“Good job guys,” Shira said, rolling her neck.
Just then, she heard Gau let out a cry and when she turned to look at him, the dragon was crumbling to the ground, cradling it’s stomach. Instantly Shira was at his side, looking for an injury but there was none…. It was like someone was messing with him inside.
“What is it Gau?” she whispered.
Shira felt something nudge her from behind and turned to see Dagny trying to get her attention. When she looked at the dragon, Dagny nodded her nose toward the palace and Shira looked up to see blue flame appearing from the palace…. Azula…. But why was there no red flame? Wasn’t Zuko there? Wait…. ZUKO!
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When Shira came upon the top of the palace where Azula could be found, Shira saw Katara carefully avoiding every lightning strike while trying to take a few jabs at the crazed princess with water but failing. Azula’s lightning was too fast for Katara to even get a hit. Shira scanned the area, glad that with her perch upon Dagny’s back she could see the whole scene.
However, when her eyes landed on the figure nearer to her left, she felt something in her heart snap…. Zuko.
Shira tapped Dagny on the neck before pointing down to where Zuko lay on his back, unmoving. Dropping from the dragon’s back, Shira rushed to Zuko’s side while Dagny curled up her body and wings around the two, making an impenetrable shield around them.
“Zuko,” Shira whispered as she dropped to her knees beside him.
The boy groaned as he turned his head to look at her, “Shira….”
“You’ll be okay,” Shira whispered. “This is not as bad as it looks. We need a little of Katara’s healing and you’ll be fine.”
Zuko tried to laugh but it turned into a groan of pain, “Stay still.” The girl instructed.
Zuko peered at her through his half-lidded eyes, “What are you going to do? You look like you have a devious plan.”
Shira raised an eyebrow, “I find that insulting. And yes, I have a plan. I need you to lay absolutely still. Dagny will protect you got it?”
The boy knew better than to argue when he was the injured one and Shira was the one with the plan, so he just nodded. Shira leant down and placed her forehead against Zuko’s, letting her eyes flutter closed as she laced their hands together, pressing her body as close to his as possible.
Zuko was not sure what happened but it felt like something seemed to leave him and radiate onto Shira. When Shira drew back, Zuko felt like someone had smacked him across the face for Shira’s eyes were so blue they were glowing and her face…. Looked so far away…. Like when Aang was in the Avatar state.
“Shira?” he whispered but the girl looked at him blankly.
“Stay here,” she replied in a steady, calm voice.
Shira turned to Dagny who immediately backed away so that Shira could step away from Zuko before Dagny returned to curl back up around the wounded boy.
Shira calmly approached where Katara was hiding behind a pillar, trying to avoid being hit by lightning.
“I’ll get her to the grate,” Shira replied, her voice level and calm. “There is water beneath it. Trap her there.”
Katara nodded, not quite sure what to make of the girl who’s eyes were shining, and her body seemed to radiate light itself. The girl hurried off while Shira stepped out into the open where Azula could see her.
“Well look who it is,” the girl taunted. “Let’s see if you end quicker than the last two times, we have encountered each other.”
“You’re not fighting just me Azula,” Shira replied, her face a deadpan expression. “You’re fighting us both: Zuko and I.”
Azula seemed to pause at this before she began firing lighting at the girl. As two bolts of lightning neared Shira, the girl merely lifted two fingers before pointing them at Azula. Two blasts of light shot from the sky: one blue and the other golden and struck the two bolts of lightning…. Making them disappear as if they had been dissolved.
Azula jumped back slightly in shock before a devilish scowl appeared on her face and she jumped down to Shira’s level, firing more bolts of lightning. As easily as she had done the first two, Shira merely lifted one, two or three fingers and flashes of light would appear from the sky, striking the lightning as if they were nothing.
Finally, Azula began to lose her patience and made a huge blast of lightning, throwing it straight at Shira. However, this time Shira didn’t do anything to avoid it but let her hands hang limp at her sides and she allowed the lightning to strike her….square in the chest.
“SHIRA!” Katara cried from where she was hiding on the other side of the grate.
Zuko turned his head at the sound of Katara’s cry and his eyes widened when he saw the lightning inches from Shira…. but just before a cry left his weak throat, Zuko frowned. The lightning just…. Dissolved into Shira’s skin…. Like air….
“What!?” Azula cried. “How is this possible.”
Shira merely smirked and rolled her shoulders, cracking her neck as she did so. “In case you were wondering princess…. Lightning is a source of light. It is a reaction of negative and positive energy in the sky.”
“But it harmed you before!” Azula screeched.
Shira tilted her head with a look on her face that made the princess fidget before Shira merely smiled. “That is because I am the positive energy. An overabundant amount of too much positive energy creates a buildup which results in a failure of power: basically, when I passed out both times from being hit by your lightning. However, at the present, I am both Zuko and myself combined: light and dark, night and day, sun and stars… positive and negative.”
Shira quickly spun on her heel before pointing six fingers, three from each hand directly at Azula. A cry came from the fire nation princess as a blast of light struck her square in the chest, throwing her directly where Shira wanted her: over the grate.
Without hesitation, Katara bent the water beneath the grate to freeze Azula in placed before she carefully swam around to tie Azula’s hands behind her back and to the grate before releasing the water.
The young water bender rushed across the courtyard to where Zuko still lay weakly and in pain. Kneeling by his side, she quickly bent water onto his abdomen and began to work her healing on him. The boy let out a shaky breath before smiling gratefully at her.
“Thank you Katara.”
“I should be thanking you,” Katara replied, helping him up. “You and Shira.”
Zuko’s face immediately lit up with realization and he spun around, “Shira….”
When his eyes fell on the rigid figure of the girl, his face paled. Slowly, he approached the girl who had her back to him, watching Azula as the girl thrashed about, trying to fire bend through her mouth and even through her ears.
“Shira?” the boy whispered as he approached her, placing his hand on her shoulder.
He got no response from the girl before Katara touched his arm to get his attention. “She is still in the Merging Zuko,” she explained. “It is like when Aang is in the Avatar State. They are unresponsive to little things and never pay attention to when people talk to them.”
“How do you get Aang out of the state?” Zuko asked. “When he has gotten there in a rage?”
Katara smiled, “So far, I have been able to get him out by hugging him.”
Zuko turned his eyes back on Shira who still hadn’t moved, “So larger signs of affection and love?”
Katara nodded kindly. Zuko took a deep breath before coming to stand in front of Shira, knowing full well that she would just look blankly at the air between them, her eyes never reaching his.
“I love you Shira,” he whispered before cupping her cheeks in his hands. “And I am so proud of you.”
With that, he brought his lips down on Shira’s, being gentle with how he held her face but making sure that his desperation and love was poured into the kiss. He waited for what felt like forever, waiting for Shira to respond but when it seemed like she never would, he felt two hands wrap around his wrists and Shira kissed him back.
Zuko quickly pulled away, his eyes wide and searching Shira’s blue ones to find them back to normal and meeting his gaze lovingly, a smile on her face.
“You’re okay,” she whispered.
Zuko nodded and hugged her to him, cradling her head to his chest as he turned to Azula, watching as she thrashed around. Shira peeked from around Zuko’s chest before wrapping an arm around his waist, keeping close to him but lifting her head proudly.
“My mother was right Azula,” she said confidently. “When she told you that you might figure out who the Yin and Yang are of your generation, but by the time you found out who was the Yin of my mother’s generation…. It would be too late for you to use the knowledge.”
Zuko glanced down at Shira, a smile on his face before looking back at his sister, “It was our mother Azula. You are the daughter and the sister of the Yins.”
Shira carefully helped Zuko wobble away from Azula to the outer part of the palace where they saw a small fire nation war balloon approaching them…. And riding in it: Toph, Sokka, Suki and Aang!
“Aang!” Katara cried, rushing forward to hug the boy.
Shira leant into Zuko who hugged her closer.
“Things will look up from now on,” he whispered against her hair.
Shira nodded but suddenly pulled away, causing Zuko to snap to attention.
“Mitsuru!” the girl cried.
Zuko looked up to see none other than Kaname, Hirako and Mitsuru climbing the many stairs toward them. They looked exhausted, sweating and a little crispy in some areas but otherwise fine.
Shira rushed over to her brothers and hugged them each individually.
“How did everything go?”
Kaname smiled, “Perfect. A fire nation fleet attacked Novah but we were well prepared. They barely got off their boats before we flooded the river with the water from the forest.”
The smile on Shira’s face grew to a grin and she hugged her eldest brother tightly.
“And the twins?” She asked, looking at Mitsuru.
Her brother chuckled before looking over his shoulder, “Wondering when you would ask.”
Shira peered around her brothers’ broad shoulders to see that her brothers had arrived on eel hounds…. Well at least Hirako and Kaname did. Strapped to the saddle of one of the eel hounds were two pouches and Shira didn’t have to look in to know what they carried.
Rushing over to the long lanky creature, Shira brought down the two pouches, cradling them in her arms. Zuko had walked over and as she lifted the pouches down, he pulled back the flaps to reveal the sleeping forms of the twins, unharmed and content.
“Thank you,” Zuko said, turning to look at Mitsuru.
The tall husky man winked and gave Zuko a thumbs up.
“Consider repaying the favor by properly marrying our sister,” Hirako remarked.
Shira snapped her head in her brother’s direction to already see Mitsuru clobbering him over the head and Kaname glaring daggers at Hirako.
“Hiro!” she scolded.
Zuko chuckled, “It’s fine. I honestly agree with him.”
Shira smiled before holding out little Rekku to Zuko, “Well in the meantime, your son is seriously father deprived.”
Zuko gently reached down and scooped his son out of the pouch, cradling him to his chest with one hand, allowing the baby’s head to be supported with his forehead against Zuko’s neck so that the weight was no pushing on Zuko’s healing wound.
Reaching over, Zuko wrapped his arm around Shira’s shoulders and pressed a kiss to her forehead. He had never believed that he would feel the peace and happiness he did right then and there. He had never foreseen that the day he fought his sister would be the happiest day of his life.
He was home.
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When Shira came upon the top of the palace where Azula could be found, Shira saw Katara carefully avoiding every lightning strike while trying to take a few jabs at the crazed princess with water but failing. Azula’s lightning was too fast for Katara to even get a hit. Shira scanned the area, glad that with her perch upon Dagny’s back she could see the whole scene.
However, when her eyes landed on the figure nearer to her left, she felt something in her heart snap…. Zuko.
Shira tapped Dagny on the neck before pointing down to where Zuko lay on his back, unmoving. Dropping from the dragon’s back, Shira rushed to Zuko’s side while Dagny curled up her body and wings around the two, making an impenetrable shield around them.
“Zuko,” Shira whispered as she dropped to her knees beside him.
The boy groaned as he turned his head to look at her, “Shira….”
“You’ll be okay,” Shira whispered. “This is not as bad as it looks. We need a little of Katara’s healing and you’ll be fine.”
Zuko tried to laugh but it turned into a groan of pain, “Stay still.” The girl instructed.
Zuko peered at her through his half-lidded eyes, “What are you going to do? You look like you have a devious plan.”
Shira raised an eyebrow, “I find that insulting. And yes, I have a plan. I need you to lay absolutely still. Dagny will protect you got it?”
The boy knew better than to argue when he was the injured one and Shira was the one with the plan, so he just nodded. Shira leant down and placed her forehead against Zuko’s, letting her eyes flutter closed as she laced their hands together, pressing her body as close to his as possible.
Zuko was not sure what happened but it felt like something seemed to leave him and radiate onto Shira. When Shira drew back, Zuko felt like someone had smacked him across the face for Shira’s eyes were so blue they were glowing and her face…. Looked so far away…. Like when Aang was in the Avatar state.
“Shira?” he whispered but the girl looked at him blankly.
“Stay here,” she replied in a steady, calm voice.
Shira turned to Dagny who immediately backed away so that Shira could step away from Zuko before Dagny returned to curl back up around the wounded boy.
Shira calmly approached where Katara was hiding behind a pillar, trying to avoid being hit by lightning.
“I’ll get her to the grate,” Shira replied, her voice level and calm. “There is water beneath it. Trap her there.”
Katara nodded, not quite sure what to make of the girl who’s eyes were shining, and her body seemed to radiate light itself. The girl hurried off while Shira stepped out into the open where Azula could see her.
“Well look who it is,” the girl taunted. “Let’s see if you end quicker than the last two times, we have encountered each other.”
“You’re not fighting just me Azula,” Shira replied, her face a deadpan expression. “You’re fighting us both: Zuko and I.”
Azula seemed to pause at this before she began firing lighting at the girl. As two bolts of lightning neared Shira, the girl merely lifted two fingers before pointing them at Azula. Two blasts of light shot from the sky: one blue and the other golden and struck the two bolts of lightning…. Making them disappear as if they had been dissolved.
Azula jumped back slightly in shock before a devilish scowl appeared on her face and she jumped down to Shira’s level, firing more bolts of lightning. As easily as she had done the first two, Shira merely lifted one, two or three fingers and flashes of light would appear from the sky, striking the lightning as if they were nothing.
Finally, Azula began to lose her patience and made a huge blast of lightning, throwing it straight at Shira. However, this time Shira didn’t do anything to avoid it but let her hands hang limp at her sides and she allowed the lightning to strike her….square in the chest.
“SHIRA!” Katara cried from where she was hiding on the other side of the grate.
Zuko turned his head at the sound of Katara’s cry and his eyes widened when he saw the lightning inches from Shira…. but just before a cry left his weak throat, Zuko frowned. The lightning just…. Dissolved into Shira’s skin…. Like air….
“What!?” Azula cried. “How is this possible.”
Shira merely smirked and rolled her shoulders, cracking her neck as she did so. “In case you were wondering princess…. Lightning is a source of light. It is a reaction of negative and positive energy in the sky.”
“But it harmed you before!” Azula screeched.
Shira tilted her head with a look on her face that made the princess fidget before Shira merely smiled. “That is because I am the positive energy. An overabundant amount of too much positive energy creates a buildup which results in a failure of power: basically, when I passed out both times from being hit by your lightning. However, at the present, I am both Zuko and myself combined: light and dark, night and day, sun and stars… positive and negative.”
Shira quickly spun on her heel before pointing six fingers, three from each hand directly at Azula. A cry came from the fire nation princess as a blast of light struck her square in the chest, throwing her directly where Shira wanted her: over the grate.
Without hesitation, Katara bent the water beneath the grate to freeze Azula in placed before she carefully swam around to tie Azula’s hands behind her back and to the grate before releasing the water.
The young water bender rushed across the courtyard to where Zuko still lay weakly and in pain. Kneeling by his side, she quickly bent water onto his abdomen and began to work her healing on him. The boy let out a shaky breath before smiling gratefully at her.
“Thank you Katara.”
“I should be thanking you,” Katara replied, helping him up. “You and Shira.”
Zuko’s face immediately lit up with realization and he spun around, “Shira….”
When his eyes fell on the rigid figure of the girl, his face paled. Slowly, he approached the girl who had her back to him, watching Azula as the girl thrashed about, trying to fire bend through her mouth and even through her ears.
“Shira?” the boy whispered as he approached her, placing his hand on her shoulder.
He got no response from the girl before Katara touched his arm to get his attention. “She is still in the Merging Zuko,” she explained. “It is like when Aang is in the Avatar State. They are unresponsive to little things and never pay attention to when people talk to them.”
“How do you get Aang out of the state?” Zuko asked. “When he has gotten there in a rage?”
Katara smiled, “So far, I have been able to get him out by hugging him.”
Zuko turned his eyes back on Shira who still hadn’t moved, “So larger signs of affection and love?”
Katara nodded kindly. Zuko took a deep breath before coming to stand in front of Shira, knowing full well that she would just look blankly at the air between them, her eyes never reaching his.
“I love you Shira,” he whispered before cupping her cheeks in his hands. “And I am so proud of you.”
With that, he brought his lips down on Shira’s, being gentle with how he held her face but making sure that his desperation and love was poured into the kiss. He waited for what felt like forever, waiting for Shira to respond but when it seemed like she never would, he felt two hands wrap around his wrists and Shira kissed him back.
Zuko quickly pulled away, his eyes wide and searching Shira’s blue ones to find them back to normal and meeting his gaze lovingly, a smile on her face.
“You’re okay,” she whispered.
Zuko nodded and hugged her to him, cradling her head to his chest as he turned to Azula, watching as she thrashed around. Shira peeked from around Zuko’s chest before wrapping an arm around his waist, keeping close to him but lifting her head proudly.
“My mother was right Azula,” she said confidently. “When she told you that you might figure out who the Yin and Yang are of your generation, but by the time you found out who was the Yin of my mother’s generation…. It would be too late for you to use the knowledge.”
Zuko glanced down at Shira, a smile on his face before looking back at his sister, “It was our mother Azula. You are the daughter and the sister of the Yins.”
Shira carefully helped Zuko wobble away from Azula to the outer part of the palace where they saw a small fire nation war balloon approaching them…. And riding in it: Toph, Sokka, Suki and Aang!
“Aang!” Katara cried, rushing forward to hug the boy.
Shira leant into Zuko who hugged her closer.
“Things will look up from now on,” he whispered against her hair.
Shira nodded but suddenly pulled away, causing Zuko to snap to attention.
“Mitsuru!” the girl cried.
Zuko looked up to see none other than Kaname, Hirako and Mitsuru climbing the many stairs toward them. They looked exhausted, sweating and a little crispy in some areas but otherwise fine.
Shira rushed over to her brothers and hugged them each individually.
“How did everything go?”
Kaname smiled, “Perfect. A fire nation fleet attacked Novah but we were well prepared. They barely got off their boats before we flooded the river with the water from the forest.”
The smile on Shira’s face grew to a grin and she hugged her eldest brother tightly.
“And the twins?” She asked, looking at Mitsuru.
Her brother chuckled before looking over his shoulder, “Wondering when you would ask.”
Shira peered around her brothers’ broad shoulders to see that her brothers had arrived on eel hounds…. Well at least Hirako and Kaname did. Strapped to the saddle of one of the eel hounds were two pouches and Shira didn’t have to look in to know what they carried.
Rushing over to the long lanky creature, Shira brought down the two pouches, cradling them in her arms. Zuko had walked over and as she lifted the pouches down, he pulled back the flaps to reveal the sleeping forms of the twins, unharmed and content.
“Thank you,” Zuko said, turning to look at Mitsuru.
The tall husky man winked and gave Zuko a thumbs up.
“Consider repaying the favor by properly marrying our sister,” Hirako remarked.
Shira snapped her head in her brother’s direction to already see Mitsuru clobbering him over the head and Kaname glaring daggers at Hirako.
“Hiro!” she scolded.
Zuko chuckled, “It’s fine. I honestly agree with him.”
Shira smiled before holding out little Rekku to Zuko, “Well in the meantime, your son is seriously father deprived.”
Zuko gently reached down and scooped his son out of the pouch, cradling him to his chest with one hand, allowing the baby’s head to be supported with his forehead against Zuko’s neck so that the weight was no pushing on Zuko’s healing wound.
Reaching over, Zuko wrapped his arm around Shira’s shoulders and pressed a kiss to her forehead. He had never believed that he would feel the peace and happiness he did right then and there. He had never foreseen that the day he fought his sister would be the happiest day of his life.
He was home.
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Shira chuckled when she saw Sokka hobbling toward them on a crutch, still spunky as ever. Katara was beaming and next to her stood Toph.
“There you are!” Sokka cried, hobbling over to Shira to give her the best hug he could with his free arm. “Wondering where you had wandered off to.”
“Just finding my brothers,” Shira replied. “It’s hard to keep track of more than one siblings. You have it easy Sokka.”
“What can I say?” Sokka asked. “With only one good leg, it’s only fair that I have one sibling.”
Shira chuckled before she felt a steady hand on her shoulder and glanced behind her to see Kaname standing there, Mitsuru behind him.
“Don’t wander too far sister,” Mitsuru warned. “Zuko is almost finished with his meeting with Aang and you’ll have him all to yourself.”
Shira smirked before something dawned on her. “Where is Hirako?”
She glanced at Mitsuru who nodded to something behind her and turning around, Shira grinned. Hirako was standing with Sokka and Toph, chatting away happily like a little child again, not even standing out even with his height that even beat Sokka.
Shira noticed with keen interest how most of Hirako’s words were directed at Toph and the little earth bender was blushing fifty shades of pink.
“Watch out Suki!” Shira heard Sokka cry and she turned to see Sokka speed wobble over to plant himself between Suki and Ty Lee who was also dressed as a Kyoshi warrior.
Shira chuckled when Suki calmed Sokka down and explained that Ty Lee was a friend. The look on Sokka’s face was priceless. However, the young light bender glanced at her eldest brother to see Kaname watching Ty Lee constantly, his blue eyes practically shining with adoration.
“Why don’t you go over to talk to her?” Shira inquired. “First time you’ve seen her in Kyoshi attire.”
“Yeah….” Kaname muttered beneath his breath. “Really suits her…. anyway!”
Shira snickered to herself when Mitsuru huffed and gave Kaname a shove toward the petite Kyoshi girl. Kaname stumbled for the first time in his existence before collecting himself and approaching Ty Lee. The girl looked up at Kaname’s tall self, her cheeks turning pink even under the face paint.
“You… look….” Kaname whispered. “Really pretty….”
The color in Ty Lee’s cheeks intensified and she looked at her feet, “Thank you Kaname….”
Mitsuru groaned in his sister’s ear, “At the rate he’s going, Hirako will beat him to getting married!”
“I don’t know Mit,” Sokka said, ignoring Mitsuru’s glare at the nickname. “You might be the next one to pop the question.”
“And who would I be popping any question to huh?” Mitsuru asked, crossing his arms.
“TRUSANG!” a voice yelled, causing Mitsuru to jump before groaning.
“MEI!” the boy whined in a similar voice, turning to look at the girl who had stormed toward him, her face red in anger.
“You put goldfish in my pitcher of water!” the girl accused, poking his chest. “Is this payment for the frogs in your shoes?”
“No, the slugs under my pillow,” Mitsuru replied. “At least I didn’t put honey in your dresses.”
Mei shivered at the thought before glaring at the boy, continuing ranting at him.
Sokka nudged Shira with his elbow and smirked, “I know that opposites attract and all, but those two are a couple made in heaven!”
“You mean in purgatory,” Shira whispered back. “In case you hadn’t noticed, they never say a civil word to the other.”
Sokka smirked before sauntering over to the two, “Watch this. Say Mit, doesn’t Mei look perfectly ghastly? Like she stepped out of a flour bath!”
Mei shot the boy a glare but before she could defend herself, Mitsuru had gripped Sokka’s shoulder with a grip so strong that it would have broken his bone if it hadn’t been cushioned by bandages.
“Have you lost your eyesight or something Sokka?” Mitsuru hissed. “No one gets to bully Mei, except me.”
Sokka shrugged before walking back to Shira who was giving her a look as if to say ‘really?’ However, Sokka jabbed his thumb over his shoulder and when Shira looked, Mei was looking at Mitsuru curiously who looked rather embarrassed.
“So, you think I look ghastly?” Mei inquired; her tone surprisingly calm.
“No…. I mean…. i…. erm…. you look…. Really pretty….” Mitsuru stuttered. “But don’t read anything into it! This won’t be a regular thing!”
Mei smiled but her cheeks tinted just slightly, and Shira’s eyes widened before looking at Sokka who was smirking himself sore.
“By the way, shouldn’t you be looking for your significant other?” Sokka inquired.
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Shira watched at Zuko struggled to pull one sleeve of his tunic on before grunting in pain as he tried the other.
“Didn’t you listen to Katara when she told you to take it easy?” she asked, announcing her presence.
Zuko spun around to look at her, his face lighting up in a smile, “I didn’t see you there.”
“I wasn’t here long. I was enjoying watching my brothers make fools of themselves and Sokka’s ego doubling over a course of seconds,” Shira replied, walking over and helping Zuko pull on his other sleeve and then beginning to tie the sash.
“I can’t believe over a year ago I was thinking of them as enemies and now they’re my friends,” Zuko muttered as Shira walked around to stand behind him so she could tie his sash.
Shira chuckled. “Well how do you think I feel? Over a year ago I thought that my name was Raven and I had no past and now…. I have a past, friends, a family and people I can love with my heart without fearing losing them.”
Zuko smiled softly, “Do you regret it? Any of it?”
“Any of what?” Shira inquired.
“If you could go back,” Zuko sighed. “And change anything…. Change saving me at the Agni Kai and having your memory erased…. Change my siding with Azula in Ba Sing Sa…”
The boy was cut off when he felt Shira press her forehead against his back, her hands snaking around his waist, careful of his wound but strong enough that he could feel the gentle coolness of her body.
“Never,” she whispered. “I wouldn’t change or regret any of it. I would never regret saving you even though every time I did, I got beaten up pretty bad.”
Zuko chuckled softly at this and he felt Shira smile against his shoulder blades.
“I admit that it hurt when you sided with Azula, but I wouldn’t change it because if you hadn’t, you might have not learnt the things you did or discovered your love for your uncle… anything could have happened. I wouldn’t change it because the twins might have not been born, the war might have not been won, we might have lost more people than we did…. You might have never returned to me….”
Zuko turned around before pulling Shira to his chest before tilting her chin up to look at him, his eyes shining with love, “I would always return to you and I always will. Forever and always. Just as in every lifetime we find each other, I will always find my way back to you.”
Shira smiled sweetly before standing on tiptoe and pressing her lips to Zuko’s slipping her hands around his neck as he held her by the waist. When they pulled back, Zuko nudged her nose with his and she chuckled.
“Though I do wish I met your brothers sooner,” Zuko muttered. “They might have helped me when I first tried to propose to you. It was trash.”
Shira cringed before smiling, “It wasn’t that bad.”
“Well this time it will be better,” Zuko whispered.
Shira paused before looking at him quizzically, “This time?”
Before she could register what was happening, Zuko had dropped to one knee…. A little clumsily since he cringed as he went but when Shira tried to rush forward to help, he grabbed her hand in his and held them gently but firmly in his warm grip. He looked at her through his jet-black hair, his amber eyes on fire.
“Shirayuki Yang Trusang. You are the best of me. From the moment I first saw you when you came here for the first time…. I know that wasn’t the first time I met you but…. It felt like I had known you my whole life and a part of me hated to think that a day might come where I would have to say goodbye and it would be goodbye forever. I know now that even if we say goodbye tomorrow and never see each other again, we will meet again and the love we hold will never die. However, I do not want to spend another day thinking of saying goodbye. I want to live in the present and know that in the present I will always have you. Shira. Will you do me the honor of being my wife, for the rest of our lives in this present day, to wake up beside each other every morning, to share our pains and joys together and to live a life that we never thought was possible when we first met?”
Shira clapped her hand over her mouth in shock, feeling tears stream down her cheeks as Zuko brought her other hand to his lips and pressed a warm kiss to her knuckles, resting her palm against this face so she could feel his heartbeat through his skin…. It was racing like the wind!
Zuko peered at her from beneath his long lashes and that was the first time Shira realized that Zuko had such long dark lashes for a boy and she felt her heart skip a beat.
“How can I say no when you are looking at me like that!?” the girl cried, her knees buckling as she fell down to Zuko’s level.
The boy quickly grabbed her and held her to him so strongly yet gently as if he was planning on never letting her go. Shira clutched onto his tunic as she poured her heart out in her tears as Zuko stroked his fingers through her hair and down her back. When Shira managed to calm herself down a little, they pulled apart enough to look at each other, both crying but smiling.
“I love you so freaking much,” Zuko whispered, pressing their foreheads together as he cupped her cheeks in his hands.
Shira gripped his wrists, biting her lip to keep from breaking down in sobs again. “I love you too.”
Zuko gently brought her closer as he closed the gap and brought his lips to hers in a fervent kiss. They would have had another round of sobs and kisses if there hadn’t been a knock at the door and the two broke apart to find a handmaiden standing there with two little children resting on each hip.
“Oh, thank you Agnes,” Shira said, wiping her tears before taking the twins from the woman.
The young servant smiled knowingly at the flustered, joyful state she had found the two in before bowing and leaving the two alone.
Zuko strode over to where Shira stood hugging the two children to her chest. Rekka curled up, resting his chubby cheek against his mother’s bosom while Izumi played with a strand of Shira’s golden hair, watching Zuko intently with her big blue eyes.
When Zuko got closer, Izumi held out her chubby little arms to him and he gently took her from Shira. The little girl happily rested her head in the crook of her father’s neck, playing with the collar of his tunic.
“Daddy’s girl,” Shira teased.
“Mommy’s boy,” Zuko pointed out, nodding to Rekka who looked about ready to sleep.
Shira walked over so she was standing next to Zuko before nuzzling her side against his while Zuko snuck his free arm around her waist, holding her close to him.
“I promise,” Zuko whispered, leaning down to press a kiss to his son’s heads. “I will be the father to you that my father never was to me. I will not make the mistake he did in raising a son to believe that there is no such thing as a father’s love.”
Shira smiled before leaning up to kiss Zuko’s cheek, “You have already been more of a father to them than your father was. It’s not just me who knows it, they know it.”
Zuko looked down at the twins, Izumi sound asleep with a smile on her face as she gripped onto his tunic. Rekka was lying against his mother but looking at Zuko with a bright smile on his face.
The boy found himself smiling and felt more tears prick his eyes. They knew he loved them…. And they loved him…. That was something that Zuko never felt before…. Feeling a protective love over someone…. And feeling a respective…. Adoring love…. Something he only felt from his mother, uncle and Shira before…. And the twins had barely been in the world a few weeks and already he felt it.
“Yeah.” He whispered.
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“Oh Shira,” Katara squealed. “You look absolutely radiant!”
“I’m sure you look lovely,” Toph mused. “Even though I cannot see you.”
Shira chuckled, “You look lovely too. Both of you.”
Shira looked between the two girls who wore matching pale pink dresses. It had taken a great deal of convincing on Hirako’s part to get Toph to agree to be one of the five bridesmaids for Shira. Katara, Ty Lee and Suki immediately agreed to the color especially since it wasn’t a bright pink but soft, almost blush creamy pink. Mei was difficult to convince but Mitsuru took care of it. Shira didn’t know what that meant but she had a feeling it had to do with some sort of reptile ending up in Mei’s clothes or room.
The dresses were simple and came to their ankles, made of soft blush pink linen with one strap sleeve and a small white girdle around the waist.
“Come on, we cannot keep the men waiting,” Toph chuckled. “Knowing them, they have the patience of children.”
“Alright,” Katara said, finishing adding the veil to Shira’s partially up, partially down hairdo.
The two girls gave Shira one final smile before departing on the mission to find Mei, Ty Lee and Suki. This gave Shira some time to collect herself and she walked to stand near the window, looking out at the beautiful white peach tree flowers that had bloomed on the trees below.
“You look lovely sis,” a voice said from behind.
Shira spun around to find Kaname standing there, a bright smile on his face as he gazed at his sister. The girl smiled back before walking over to her brother, encasing him in a hug.
“You’ve grown up into such a fine woman,” Kaname whispered as he kissed her forehead. “It seems like yesterday you and Zuko were just little kids playing in the snow…. And now you have two beautiful children and you are getting married.”
Shira smiled as she pulled away to look up at her brother to find that tears had appeared in Kaname’s blue eyes.
“Are you crying?” she asked, surprised.
Kaname nodded, quickly wiping them away before stroking his sister’s cheek, “I’m just so proud of you. You were the only one of us who could have born what you bore alone.”
Shira reached up and wiped away a stray tear before kissing her brother on the cheek, “I wasn’t alone. I never was and never will be.”
Kaname smiled before kissing his sister one last time on the cheek before holding out his arm to her, “Shall we get going? If we take much longer, a certain Fire Lord will think I do not approve of the marriage and kidnapped you.”
Shira chuckled as she took her brother’s arm and allowed him to lead her out of the room. When they came out into the courtyard where the wedding was to be held, Shira found herself smiling. The trees in the courtyard were bursting with white flowers and Shira saw that Katara had created ice strings that hung from each tree, making it look like delicate tinsel. The people were gathered were all standing with their backs to Shira and Kaname, facing the steps of the palace. Shira saw that Zuko stood there with the priest [There is no mention of who administers weddings in the series, so we’ll just pretend it is priests;)], his back to her having not noticed her arrival.
Standing a few steps below Zuko and the priest were Ty Lee, Mei, Suki, Katara and Toph who looked like a flock of pretty flamingos in their lovely pink dresses, their hair pulled up in simple hair does. Opposite them on the other side of the step stood Mitsuru, Hirako, Sokka and Aang, them dressed in their respective kingdom’s attire. Aang wore his golden Air nomad outfit, Sokka water tribe and Mitsuru and Hirako wore their pale brown Novah attire.
Suddenly, Mitsuru and Hirako caught sight of Kaname and Shira and nudged the others who all looked up. Once those present saw the groomsmen and bridesmaids look up, they all turned to see Kaname standing there with Shira on his arm, a small bundle of white flowers and pale blue roses in her free hand. At the sound of everyone turning around, Zuko turned around as well with an expectant, excited look on his face but the moment his eyes fell on Shira’s, they widened, and his mouth dropped slightly.
Shira blushed brightly as Kaname began leading her down the aisle to the steps. When Shira was just within hearing distance of Zuko, she saw Mitsuru lean over and tell Zuko something about shutting his gob and Zuko’s mouth immediately clamped shut but a huge grin appeared on his face.
When they reached Zuko, Shira held out her flowers to Katara who rushed forward to take them for her. Kaname then took her hands before holding them out to Zuko. Zuko’s large warm hands encased Shira’s petite, cool ones before Kaname placed a hand on his shoulder.
“Take care of my sister,” He whispered.
Zuko nodded with a smile, “I will.”
Kaname seemed content with that answer so he stepped back to stand with the other groomsmen. Taking Shira’s hands in his, Zuko led her up the last step so that they were standing before the priest. As the old man turned to grab his book, Zuko leant over to whisper in her ear.
“You look beautiful,” he whispered.
Shira blushed crimson before jokingly nudging him. “I love you too.”
Zuko let out a soft chuckle before the priest turned to begin.
(We’ll have to skip the ceremony because I have no idea what the ceremony is like in avatar!)
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Shira laughed as she watched Hirako trying to teach Toph how to dance but failing miserably since he sucked as well in that talent. She could see Kaname dancing with Ty Lee off to the side, the two of them having no difficulty dancing but having some trouble looking anywhere but at the other.
Mitsuru and Mei were standing by the table where all the food was, arguing between mouthfuls. Sokka and Suki were standing on the other side of the table, watching the argument with perplexed and amused looks.
Shira was snapped out of her thoughts when Zuko took her hand beneath the table and she turned to look at him. For the first time since Shira could remember, Zuko was blushing so much that he looked like a little schoolboy, his eyes shying away from hers shyly and his teeth gnawing on his lip in nervousness. She had never seen Zuko nervous or shy like this in her life but now she had it in full.
“Would you…. Like to…. Um…. I mean…. Like to….d…dance?”
Shira bit her lip to keep from giggling at Zuko’s stuttering and nervous state before she gripped his hand back and nodded. Before Zuko could calm himself down, Shira had pulled him to his feet and had led him over to the dance floor.
“Um….” Zuko stuttered. “I don’t know….”
“You mean you were the crown prince of the fire nation and now the Fire Lord and you don’t know how to dance?” Shira inquired. “Well, we’re going to have a crash course lesson!”
She quickly grabbed his hand before placing it on her waist and then taking the other in her hand and placing her free hand on his shoulder.
“Don’t pay attention to the dancing,” She whispered in his ear. “Just look at me.”
Zuko obeyed, allowing his eyes to meet Shira’s and he felt all his worry and nervousness wash away. She was so close…. Yet so far away it seemed. She smiled up at him as he slowly began to move with her. He suddenly stopped when he saw that he had stepped on her foot.
“Sorry….” He apologized.
Shira shook her head, “It’s alright. Here.”
Letting go of his hand, she wrapped both her arms around his neck and placed her feet on top of his.
“Now you can move and not worry about stepping on my feet.” She said, smiling.
Zuko felt his face heat up in a blush when he realized that in this position, Shira was now closer to him and even though she barely weighed a thing, he could feel her body heat radiating off of her.
He slipped both arms around her waist, supporting her as he began to move again, this time a little more confidently.
Shira smiled up at him. “You got it! See, it’s not that hard. You just have to….”
She was suddenly cut off when Zuko’s grip on her waist tightened, drawing her closer as he closed the gap and kiss her firmly on the mouth. The girl let out a light squeal, but it was muffled by the kiss. When Zuko drew back, he kept their foreheads together, his hands tightening around her waist.
“You were so cute…. I wanted to do that so badly.”
Shira smiled hoping that Zuko didn’t see how much his words made her blush, but he did, and a smirk flashed on his face.
“I’m glad we decided to have our wedding be fire nation originated,” the boy whispered cheekily with mischief flashing in his amber eyes. “The festivities only last till dusk.”
“Really?” Shira inquired. “Then we should have had our wedding in the morning instead of the late afternoon. Or we should have done it Nova style.”
“And what style is that?” Zuko inquired, smirking.
Shira shrugged, “No matter what time of day it is, the festivities last for a full twenty-four hours but after the ceremony commences, the bride and groom are only required to be present for the first two hours.”
Zuko froze in his dancing, the smirk fading from his face, “How many hours till dusk?”
“About four,” Shira replied innocently, enjoying the look of shock on Zuko’s face.
“We definitely should have done it Nova style,” Zuko muttered under his breath.
Shira chuckled, “Oh come on. We might have to say a lot of hellos and thanks you’s during the festivities but at least we can be together.”
Zuko smiled before leaning down to kiss Shira but she avoided him. The smirk on Zuko’s face returned and he captured her behind the head with one hand, bringing her up for a smothering kiss.
It would have probably lasted the whole dance if two small voices hadn’t cut them off.
“Mama!”
Shira quickly pushed Zuko away enough to look to her side to see Hirako and Toph coming their way with the twins in their arms. The twins were officially two months old and already had mastered saying ‘mama’.
“Hello Rekka sweetie,” Shira cooed as she took her son from Toph.
The little boy giggled, wrapping his arms around her neck and cuddling close to her. Zuko reached over and took Izumi from Hirako. The little girl peered up at him a moment before a huge smile appeared on her face.
“Apa!”
“Okay,” Zuko sighed. “Maybe the festivities aren’t that bad. But next time, we are doing it Nova style.”
“Next time?” Shira inquired. “Zuko, we can only get married once.”
“In our future lives,” Zuko corrected. “If I can remember to remind my future life self.”
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