#i have sm still planned for both of their arcs let me cook plzzz 😭🙏

[rewritingcanon]

i have a question abt ur fic— why does harry neglect james so much? i thought at first it was because james seems to be the only one who has his stuff together but after the recent chapter i feel like he’s gone through the most…

i feel so bad for him

OMG MY SECOND FIC ASK???? AND ITS DAYS AFTER DEATH (tries to be normal).

hey so thats rlly funny u ask that bcuz the next chapter will give u more insight! im gonna try have it up by the end of the week!! it will be in harry’s pov right after james’ attempt, and will give more of an insight as to why harry is distant with james. a lot of it is due to how guilty he feels. to him, james’ experiences and mental degradation feel like a testament to his shitty parenting, and harry fluctuates between ignoring the issue and drowning in the guilt of it. so he tends to latch onto people he feels he hasn’t fucked up, and can get away with projecting a shinier version of himself (eg. lily and teddy and NOT ginny, james or albus, who make him feel the worst parts of himself whether intentionally or unintentionally). so even if james is not directly picking fights with him like albus or ginny, the shame still lingers because james has been through so much.

yes, james has undoubtedly been dragged through the trenches 😭🙏

i could talk about my characterisation and mental state of my harry for paragraphs but i feel that will defeat the purpose of this fic if i overexplain before i can properly show it in my writing. i hope this cleared some stuff up though!!

#me looking at james: ‘is nobody going to help him??? wow. what a world we live in 🙄’ #i have sm still planned for both of their arcs let me cook plzzz 😭🙏 #i know it seems like harry just dgaf about james and honestly thats my fault for not writing enough 💀but i promise they have some good times #the good times are just a little….. rare #james sirius potter #harry potter #hp #hinny fanfic #hpcc #cursed child #harry potter and the cursed child #lily luna potter #albus severus potter #teddy lupin #rewriting #ask #anon #my fics #days after death #I CANT BELIEVE I GOT MY FIRST DAYS AFTER DEATH ASK YIPPEEE #i alr have the next chap drafted i just have to edit and post!!