honestly, I think I'm going to wait awhile longer to finish bg3. been working on allowing myself time and space to let my whims flow where they may, and I recognized I was getting stressed for not having finished it in a 'timely manner'
me shaking myself: it's a fucking game!! play it as much or as little as you want!!!
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jacob the first time they have to try to comfort arno through his dysphoria: your balls are so big they put them on your chest
arno:
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There's this shitty thing about having trained yourself not to have needs, which is that you become so good at hiding them that even when you think you're signaling that you're upset and need help, it's so outwardly subtle that nobody really notices or they read it as a signal to leave you alone.
(Which is so wrongheaded in and of itself, like one needs to ASK for help not wait in silent agony for someone to notice you're in pain.)
and that sucks because it makes you feel like no one notices when you're upset because no one actually cares about you enough to pay attention
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can’t listen to so many songs anymore bcs they just like immediately transport me back to sixth grade breaking down after most interactions with my mom and having every single thing i did be reduced to the things she didn’t want me to be doing and i feel so bad bcs like she’s a good parent i’m just a bad daughter but now i like can’t be around her without feeling scared and she can tell and i feel so sorry i know i shouldn’t be this way but i can’t not be after everything she said and still does but i could never tell that to her bcs of the above so we just go in circles so it just gets worse everyday but 🎶🎶
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