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#i miss them and i love them and i'm !! holy shit my five year reunion is next fall. woagh
daddy-socrates · 8 months
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i've sent my thesis poster and zoom link to two of my undergrad professors, hoping they have a forwarding email for the retired professor whom i blame for my whole second degree in this shit
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zuffer-weird-girl · 4 years
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I said I wasn't going to do it... but my wish for angst was stronger... forgive me
'Karma...' Chisaki family au thing :v
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The reunion between the two supposed allied gangs was nothing but a trap ... why the hell hadn't he thought of it before?
Now the eight precepts of death were battling the rival gang's subordinates while he, Chrono, and Mimic took, as they say, the big fish ... the boss of that damn place ...
Apparently all this had been a way of getting them to finally get their hands on Shie Hassaikai's money, but they couldn't do it without being absolutely sure that the organization's leader wasn't ... well, off the map.
To difficult him even more the guy had a 'quirk cancelling', meaning that it didn't matter if he tried to touch him, he wouldn't be overhauled, and the bastard had a fucking army along with him.
"Overhaul! We need to evacuate!" Chisaki growled, despising on admiting that his childhood friend was right and overcome his own stubbornness.
"Yes young leader... do that. Bring shame to your house." The guy mused, with a sick and devious smile, looking straight to Chisaki's golden eyes "I wonder how that bitch of yours will react... or even those runts... Having such a dissapointment of a male figurine on that house..."
'That asshole, now he is truly fucked.' Chrono thought as soon as he notice the animalistic anger growing in his boss eyes.
If someone enjoyed their own life, they just had to do one thing, never ever insult Chisaki's family and insult him that way ... especially looking in his face ...
Kai immediately, consumed by hatred and anger, overhauled his own gloves in mere seconds before he crouched on the floor and let out a scream so loud that even all of Japan could hear his scream of hatred as the whole place was already crumbling in. huge sharp spears of concrete toward the rival gang boss.
The man smirked and another guy, much taller and buffer appeared in front of him, making Mimic go wide eyed as he shouted.
"BOSS THAT FUCKER HAS A-"
Before Mimic could even finish the warning, as soon as the concrete hit the guy, all that rocky material suddenly came toward him like a cannonball, causing Chisaki to be buried under his own attack.
"OVERHAUL!" "ShiT BoSS!"
"Oh, your individuality is simply formidable my comrade, block the opponent's attack and still make him come back with double force ... explendid as always."
"ThiNK YoU CaN GET AwAY oF ThIS ThAT EaSY YoU PUnK?!"
"Get them from the front! Quick!"
The pressure of the concrete was making it difficult for him to breathe, and his mask didn't help his discomfort at all. imapacto's strength was so great that he could hardly feel anything at all in his body ... slowly his vision was darkening as he thought.
Is this death? how despicable ... no dignity is left to him .... he was ...
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"What? Another meeting?! Come oooonnn!" You groaned out loud while picking a cushion to muffle your screams of frustations.
"I am not pleased with this as well you know, especially if I am the one who is going to talk with them... and atture their disgusting and sick presence."
"Still! Those bastards are stealing my hisband away from me and I don't APRECIATE THIS!"
He chuckled dryly while placing his mask back on again before getting up from his chair and patting your head gently before tracing his gloved hand to carress your cheek with his thumb.
"Apologies. But this is-" he stopped when you huffed a smile and picked gently his hand to give a suppost kiss on it.
Such action would have triggered him to no ends but after so many years in your presence he learned how to accept and even to... appreciate those sweet gestures of his.
"I know. You don't have to tell me... it must be really important." He winced mentally at seing your defeated expression.
He would make this meeting just as fast as he could after seing that subtle pout.
"Dad is getting out again?" Kaito spoked, poking his head on the hallway along with his recently five years old sister already making sad puppy golden eyes.
"Now, if I had to swallow this you two must as well." You said jokingly when his two childs hugged your leg and look up at their father "Daddy is a busy man and a important one, so we have to understand."
Kaito scoffed before looking up at Kai again.
"When you're coming back?"
"At least seven p.m. I need to be here for my angel after all." He said looking monoustly at you but the hint of a smirk forming behind his mask.
While Kin giggle Kaito just went 'ew' immediately clinging to you even tighter.
"Never mind. Take your time to get back dad." Kaito laughed when Chisaii ruffled his hair before flinching his forehead.
Kin received the same thing, excluding the flicking, and he soom directed his gaze at you again.
"Don't need to worry. Just be careful alright my handsome devil?"
"No promises. Take care."
"Sure... Kai?" He turned his back and lifted an eyebrow in false irritation.
"I love you. We love you, have a safe day." You smirked at seing the hint of pink growing in his cheeks to his ears.
"Yeah. I know... See you at night." He wasn't still used to this... but sure as hell he wouldn't conplain it about it...
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"(Y/N)..." he mumbled before going wide eyed.
The floor began to vibrate and the whole place had been suddenly dismantled, Chrono and Mimic looked back and their wuase eyes dropped when they saw the scene.
Chisaki, bloody and completely destroyed, was controlling the whole place to form a gigantic barrier to smash the opponent. The old man's bodyguard was already in action about to use his own quirk, but the force was so tremendous that even the guy couldn't stand it anymore ....
With one last animalistic scream of pure hatred and pain, Chisaki sent another wave of concrete and ended the lives of men in just a second ...
He breathed in to regain the last of his breath as he confirmed he had just killed them before muffling hearing the worried voices of Mimic and Chrono coming at him.
"HoLY ShiT OvErHAUL!"
"CHISAKI OH MY FUCKING GOD YOUR ARM!"
".. wh... what?" He looked down at himself, seing he was washed by his own blood before he saw that half of his left arm was completely gone... wait...
His arm, left arm... holy shit... his weedding ring.
"My... ring." Chisaki kneeled exaustly on the floor and tried to ignore the pain as he looked for his beloved weeding ring.
"You'RE FUcKInG WoRRiEd AbOuT a RinG WhEn HalF Of yoUr FuckIng ArM Is GoNE?!"
"Mimic. Shut up." Chrono kneeled on the floor and immediately spoted the golden little thing and grabbed, shortky after showing it to Chisaki.
"Here man. You didn't lost it." Kurono said woth sympathy while worried as fuck for his friend.
"...g...good..." he said monotonously before losing his consciousness... the last things he heard were Chrono and Mimic's worried shouts...
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He woke up to the beeps of some machine, with certain difficulty he oppened both of his golden eyes slowly and saw that he was in a rather... clean and white room.
Good, the least they could do.
He winced quietly when he tried to move bis body, looking down at the remain of one of his arms...
"... fuck." He hoarsely cursed, feeling even his throat sore due to how dry it was.
Why it had to be exclusively his left arm... the one where he carried the damn ring...
It was strange... how he had sinply throw it away the fact that he had only half of his arm and had only worried about the ring he shar- shared with you.
A click on the door was hearded and his heart sanked at seing your luffy red eyes and tired face coming in... (E/C) eyes going wide when your gaze met his...
"Angel... I-"
He stopped when he saw you sobbing and as you slowly approached the bed ... You stopped for a few seconds in front of him, collapsing on the bed and bringing him in a strong hug, but careful because of the wires connected to him.
"Kai I'm so glad you're okay..!" you sighed in relief while still trying to control your tears.
He widened his eyes before softening them just as quick when he got to smeal yojr sweet and comforting scent... he went to hug you but immediately noticed the miss of one of his arms... how he couldn't feel you just as close as before.
You gently grabbed the remain of his arm and kissed countless times, not bothering if him got uncomfortable by it or not... you just needed to feel that he wasn't completly taken out of your life.
"My arm... dammit..." he growled while burring his face in the crook of your neck, hidding the upcoming tears of frustation and anger for him to be so... weak
"...Dammit..! Im sorry angel... the ring I-!" He whispered yelled in your neck while you scratched his scalp gently as your own tears fell as you shushed him.
"Kurono got it. It's here... besides, we still have those..." you softly grabbed his right hand and took it off slowly his glove before placing your own hand besides him... showing both tattos linked together...
"See? And it doesn't matter those as well... because my heart always is going ro belong to you... Chisaki Kai..." you heard him sobbing quietly in your neck before you two ended up falling asleep on the bed he was still recovering...
Both of you could tell your children later... bit for now... you just needed to feel each other, because for a brief second both of you thought that it was the end... and neither of you could still have sayed a proper goodbye...
Thankfully the angel and the devil were still in the arms of each other...
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lifeofbouyd · 5 years
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I just had to
Dear Bouyd,
There’s a lot of things that I’ve done in my past that I’m not too proud of. I'm sure we all have that sit and reflect on life moment that makes us wonder, what the fuck was I thinking? The funny thing about mistakes is, it either makes us or breaks us. I’m gonna tell you about one that made me and broke me at the same time. Please don’t judge.
I was only seventeen years old when I met Steven for the first time at a family reunion back in 2005. I’d normally find an excuse not to go, but this time, mom wasn’t having it. For every excuse, I made she had a resolution. So I was either gonna attend or pretend to be dead. I got dressed and headed out with them, hoping to have a terrible day. We pulled up to what seemed to be a bus park only to realize that it was the family parking lot for the event. Over one hundred vehicles, most of which were top of the line. These people seemed filthy rich and very organized. We walked across the park to greet who seemed to be the event organizers or the big money spenders in other words. I had seen the people once or twice as a child but I didn’t even know their names. There were so many people there that I felt lost. Kids running all over the place, elders playing dominoes, boys playing cricket and football and most the girls seemed to be gossiping. They were staring at me from the moment I got there. I felt like the new girl in school, with no friends or a reputation to protect me. I simply sat with the organizers and listened to them tell their life stories. I overheard them talking about Steven, saying he’s always late and they have a presentation for him. I then realized they had multiple gifts sitting behind them, one even had my name on it. “Speaking of the devil, here he comes.” Said, my mom. He pulled with his friends and they seemed somewhat elite. He wasn’t dressed as if he planned to take part in any of the events, he was rather “dapper” from head to toe, looking like a girls man. My mom gave out, “Yuh see how yuh cousin hot gyal, spoil brat dat eno.” I couldn’t help but laugh. He walked as if the ground adored him, with his head held high and a straight face. Almost everyone was staring at him. He kept staring at me while he hugged and greeted everyone and for some strange reason, it gave me butterflies. He walked slowly towards me and said, “I hope you’re just a friend of the family, I couldn’t live knowing I can’t have you.” My smile touched my ears as I blushed and stared at him. “Could I have your name and number in case I need to contact you in the future?” “I’m not sure if we’re family or not, but I do hope that we’re not”, I replied. To be honest, if he had come any closer to my Face I’d probably kiss him right then and there.
He invited me onto the field where we sat and chat for a while till his stupid ass friends came along. “Football time eno mad dawg” I wanted to squeeze their necks for taking him away. “As much as I’d love to stay and make you wet, duty calls, please forgive me.” I couldn’t help but smile at this niggas “cockiness”. He thought he had me. I watched them play for a while until I got super bored and decided to join the cheerleaders who kept screaming his name. He didn’t even score a goal so I really don’t see what they were going on about. He did look a bit “sexyish” in his gears now that I think of it. We chat for a while after the match before he left with his friends. We were both too shy to ask for each other’s number, so it was a total waste of a day. I got back home that night, filled my tub with bubble, and grabbed me a decent sized cucumber from the fridge. My clit was hard from the thought of him fucking me, slow and deep. I closed my eyes and rode that cucumber until my legs were shaking. I squirted within minutes. Holy fuck, he did actually have me weak. As tough as I thought I was, he had decoded me and left me to fend for myself. How stupid of me not to take his number, what the fuck is wrong with me? I was going crazy for Steven. Pussy jumping kinda crazy, want to be a big stinking freak with him kind of crazy. What if he is my cousin? I always heard old people say “cousin and cousin boil good soup.” Plus I’ve always found cousin porn on pornhub to be sexy. Just the thought made me want to climb a wall. How do I get to him, will I ever see him again? I fell asleep with my pillow clutching between my legs.
“Santana, Santana, wake up or we’re gonna leave you.” My mom shouted. I half opened my eyes to the sun shining through my window and mom standing at the door. She shouted again, even louder this time, “We’re going to the final day of the reunion, the dinner so put on something nice” I jumped up hearing such great news. I was gonna see him again after all. I looked across my room at the clock which was showing 1:36 pm, which couldn’t be right. At least ni to my knowledge, I don’t normally sleep that late. Or maybe it was that damn cucumber. I checked my phone hoping that the clock was fucked, but it was indeed correct. I rushed to the bathroom to take a shower then dragged my favorite dress and heels on. I did my face as if I was in a pageant and damped myself with my Dolce perfume. My dress was tight to the front so he’d see how bugged I was and the back sat gently on my hips and my but. It seemed like a runway kinda dress. I had one intention and one intention only, win Steven over. I knew would be competition, after all, these people are rich. What guarantees a broke girl like me a chance with him? It was either I go hard or go home. I was worried he’d be booked by the time I got there but funny enough, he saved me a seat right next to him. He was either as anxious as I was or pretty damn good at charming. He was super fly, from head to toe. His scent was to die for. I sniffed him so much my mouth tasted like him. He whispered one thing in my ear that made me have to rush to the bathroom to rub my clit. “I’d love for you to suck me and ride my dick right here, and ride it till I cum inside you.” He bit his lips and stared me dead in the eyes, “I bet you masturbated to the thought of me drilling you hard last night, how was it?” My underwear was soaking wet. We bumped into each while coming from the bathroom. He stole a slow wet kiss and braced his hard dick on my trembling legs. Again my pussy flooded, I melted into the wall. Anxiously I grabbed his dick and rubbed my hand gently across it. “I want to fuck you right now,” he said. Squeezing my neck, grabbing my ass and bracing his hard dick against me. He turned me around, now facing the wall with one hand on my shoulder. He slapped my ass hard and whispered in my ear, “I’m gonna fuck you here, be silent.” I arched my back and watched him lift my skirt to take a peek at my buff. I had never been so horny in my life. He rubbed his dick against my leg causing me to tremble. He shifts my thong and rubbed his big dick on my wet pussy. But by the time he could make his way inside me, my mom came calling. He ran for over in one of the girl’s bathroom and I acted as if I was washing hands.
I was dying for him, crying for him. Sigh, I wanted him so badly I didn’t even talk to my mom for days. The one chance I had, the one chance I created, gone to waste. I fucked my cucumber several times that night, trying to fill the gap, but that did nothing than make me hornier. He gave me his number but clumsily enough I didn’t save it. I felt like dying. Days passed and I was stuck with nothing but a fantasy. My boyfriend even left me for calling him, Steven. No boyfriend, no dick, no Steven 😔. I had given up on all hopes of ever seeing him again. After all, I had no contact with him nor anyone back there. So why torture myself. I woke up one morning to message I will never forget.
Message:
Good morning. I apologize for taking so long to get to you. It took quite some time to find you.
My dick is still hard and I can still feel your lips on mine. I miss you, come see me, please.
I sat there for a while, laughing to myself, thinking this was my stupid ass boyfriend looking some pussy. I replied with a “who this” only to get the shock of my life.
Message: It’s Steven. The one and only.
My panties soaked, my heart started racing, making it hard to breathe. I couldn’t believe for a second it was him so I called. His voice, sigh, shit. Now my pussy is wet all over again. He told me how he wanted to fuck me and make me suck his dick. He expounded on every single detail, from the foreplay to the orgasm. God, I came so hard. But how was I gonna see him? He lived all the way on the other side of the country. I thought long and hard and then it hit me. My dad was always saying I should go spend time with my family in the country. Steven lived just up the road from them so that was our best shot. Foolish enough they sent me the next day. Putting little red riding hood in the big, bad wolf’s mouth. I took all my sexy panties with me, even ones I’ve never worn before. I wanted him to feel like a king while taking my clothes off. He made arrangements for us to go to a party that night, some hot shot party at his friend’s place. I got my self dressed and anticipated his arrival. Patiently waiting for what’s to come. I was fine until he started whining on me, bracing his dick against my nice little ass. He banged me hard and made me super wet. He said he was ready, he had work early in the morning, so he’s gonna drop me off and we’ll link up in the morning. I got angry, super angry, as I thought he was going to fuck me. On our way back he made a detour, said he needed something at his house. I followed him inside only to see a room full of balloons and a card sitting on the bed. It read: Tonight I take what’s rightfully mine, take off your clothes or if you don’t mind I can always shift it to the side. Now he didn’t have to say it twice, I was butt fucking naked in less than five seconds. His dick stretched across his pants like a snake. I flicked his shirt off and swooshed his pants one side. We started kissing, deep and passionate. He squeezed me ass and nibbles on my tits, my body got so numb I could even feel the vibration of my clit. He sucked my nipples hard and finger fucked me till I came all over his hand. I laid on my back with my legs wide open, pulling him in to fuck the hell out of me. But he wasn’t going in that easily. He teased me, squeezed me and made me beg before sliding the head inside. I came again. He pushed and shoved and stroked me until I was numb. I couldn’t take no more. I pushed him on his back and stared at his big black dick. “You can suck it if you want you know, I won’t tell anyone but you.” He gave out. But I ain’t ever sucked a dick before and I sure as hell didn’t want to choke. “No teeth, just mouth,” he said. Believe it or not, I slapped my tongue around a couple of times, from ballot head, and from head to ball and back. I opened my mouth as wide as I could to take him down my throat, but I couldn’t even half his dick. Omg, my boyfriend begged me so many times to suck his dick and I wouldn’t. But for Steven, I suck him right now if I could. He fucked me even harder when I was finished. Making me squirt several times. With his dick half way in my tummy, he was sucking on my tits and rubbing my clit. He knew exactly where to push his dick and how long to hold it there. He fucked me for at least an hour before cumin. That was satisfaction guaranteed. No one has ever made me feel like that since the last time we fucked and I just can’t let him go.
Now u know it’s wrong to fuck my cousin, but god as my whiteness, I’d fuck him again and again if I could. Unfortunately, he’s now living overseas and I’m stuck with this empty feeling of incomplete. I just had to fuck him and I’m patiently waiting till he gets back home to fix me up again. Fuck me all over the place and make me rain. I masturbated several times while writing this and I’m still gonna masturbate again when reading it on your page. I have no regrets and I just hope y’all will love my story and not judge me.
Yours Truly,
Santana
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