#i missed two days im sorry

[seablazar]

#dailyseacrits #bulkpost #i missed two days im sorry #man o war fish #fish #wahoo #telescope fish #deep sea

[daily-odile]

Odile and Isa having a nice little tea party

family tea party!!

#isat #in stars and time #isat odile #isat siffrin #isat isabeau #isat mirabelle #isat bonnie #day 32 #it's funny how two asks just coincidentally asked for the same thing but with different family members!! so have them all at once #IM SORRY I MISSED 2 DAYS IN A ROW.... #got distracted and busy #will make a double post at some point

[purrvaire]

black sails + shitpost I have on my phone (pt. 4/?)

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#hello babes it is me again #this time with two more stupid jokes #sprinkling les mis in the clown soup #one day when im less overwhelmed by * life * i will make parallels between silverflint and enjoltaire #then my friends will put me down for good #if you know the context of the second post we are probably best friends #realizing i could slap all the memes about england national football team losing euro2021 on flint and they would probably be correct #im sorry about the charles one #the real enemies to lovers was me and him i really miss my guy #black sails #black sails crack #tumblr text meme #long john silver #james flint #madi scott #dobbs black sails #a man who speaks to my heart (i would also risk it all for silver) #max black sails #jackanne #maxanne #anne bonny #jack rackham #charles vane #user purrvaire

[irene-dimension]

#all great options!! #they have so many good series #and the variety! #personally i think id have to go with are you scared #i just love it #i listen to it to fall asleep #which would probably seem odd #but you watcherinas get it #puppet history may be a close second #im very curious to know everyone’s thoughts #also sorry if i missed any ive gotten 6 hours of sleep on the past two days 🩷 #watcher #watcher entertainment #bfu #ryan bergara #Shane madej #ghoul boys #YouTube

[oatbugs]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago. #(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year) #(hed come across the bridge on a lake) #we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared. #it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much. #and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine. #she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

[edkerberos]

i have an unhealthy obsession lmao

#ddadds #dream daddy #robert small #im so so so so so sorry for suddenly making dream daddy fanart in twenty fucken twenty two #i only just .. recently played it ... #i only played it for robert #its been literally 2 days since i played it and i already miss him #:(

[gayspock]

not to sound like a cunt but i swear like 2 jokes about something will get passed around and then a load of dipshits will start twisting that everyone is so Utterly Vacuous... god forbid if every post you post to your tumblr blog is not an indepth reflection of your thoughts and feelings. for your tumblr blog is reflective of your Inner mind and soul and you must summon yourself to the Calling of crafting the most perfect and eloquent analysis of the video essay that dropped 2 fucking days ago .

#egg.txt #this is about the hbomberguy shit soirry lol #like i see one or two jokes abt haha he took them out ) #and then suddenly its like: THE WHOLE CONVERSATION IS JUST ABOUT THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU MISSED THE POINT #DUDE its like a 2-3 ppl on tumblr who made joke posts that got traction #not to mention yes: ive seen MANY ppl posting abt how sad and unfortunate this all is #but those posts arent gonna get traction bc theyre quiet fuckin reflections on a topic for now #as such yeah bro the tag is dominated by jokes that really arent that serious. #idk ugh sorry to be such a twist im just soooo sick of the vibe everyone brings of like: #i see lighthearted jokes in this tag. HOW DARE YOU ALL DO THIS. YOU ARE ALL SO FUCKING STUPID AND YOU TAKE NOTHING SERIOUS. #like yes its a serious topic but again .... TWO GOD DAMN DAYS AFTER THE VIDEO DROPPED NO LESS... the thing thats gonna ALWAYS float to the #top of a tag is quick jokes. #and besides its like if you WANT to have those conversations thats great??? like cultivate them bro?? #WHY not cultivate them instead of dominating the conversation with how stupid everyone is and how above them you are? #idk man its not just abt this #its abt sooooo much with the fuckn culture some ppl foster on this website #its the exact same with sillier shit like media #where some ppl think that u reblogging jokes abt a show / sth is like THE ONLY THOUGHTS YOU HAVE ON SOMETHING #blah blah blah you have such a superficial opinion of the characters and so forth #like relax. i just prefer to have discussions abt things not on my blog #jesus wept some ppl are desperate to think everyone is stupid

[hazbinhotelie]

What time is most convenient for you? I'm open all day. 🎶

“Ah, sometime after noon would be best, I think. Perhaps… hmm. Oh, I suppose we could do it during game night, it’d provide sufficient excuse for me not to attend. Charlotte would likely be playing my broadcast anyway, and I have a feeling Angel would like this song.”

He hands you a card that says ‘Hazbin Hotel Game Night. Please attend.’ Amongst other things. It details the time, place, and activities, but Alastor has scribbled over it with smiley faces in some places.

“Ignore the directions. You may arrive at any point during that 4 PM to 10 PM period, and I’ll be sure to provide you with a proper escort to my tower once you enter the hotel so you won’t be bothered or questioned by the… less than desirable residents.”

“Perhaps closer to four would work better, since you’ve said you’re free all day. I’ve no idea what your schedule for the nights look like…” he muttered under his breath, mostly to himself.

He conjured up one of his shadow creatures and nudged it forward. “This is Ross, he will be the one you’ll see at the Hotel door whenever you arrive.” He dismissed the creature before you could say a word to it. “Does that all work for you?”

#alastor hazbin hotel #alastor the radio demon #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel #alastor #the radio demon #I HAD THINGS IN QUEQUE I AM SO SORRY AHHSHSHSHDU #except the snox thing that was all my doing in real time lmao #everything else was queque tho I swear I wasn’t ignoring you #I also went to bed early because I wasn’t feeling well #right now I’m up at five am to start my day #was supposed to wake up at four but oh well #IM FINE I SWEAR I JUSG KEEP MISSING THE MUSIC NOTE AT THE END OF THE MESSAGE #I’m in dark mode it blends in #yeah just send me a reminder if I ever miss it for too long #this isn’t on purpose I’m just forgetful and I have negative two observation skills #probably why I need glasses #🎶 anon #Ellie May

[bare1ythere]

One day I will have an average interaction where nothing goes wrong that will be the last drop of mortification I need to finally go into my room and never leave again

#shut up me #what if I hated myself forever and ever and ever #Sorry for complaining about this AGAIN two days in a row #get it it together #but my god whenever I do almost anything except keep as low a profile as possible my brain loves to make me regret it #if it doesn't go perfectly I'm stabbing myself repeatedly in my mind #if it goes perfectly Im repeating the interaction over and over again embarrassed that the other person had to deal with me #but glad it seemingly went ok #my god. I dont even know how to bring this up in therapy #theres no fixing this I think my options are to build a faraday cage around myself or. go missing under mysterious circumstances

[soldier-poet-king]

Does wwx doing this while trying to convince lwj he's telling the truth imply that the Chinese equivalent of 'Scout's honour' involves the SAME hand gesture?? Is this coincidence? Some improbable and unbelievable, yet somehow true story of cross cultural exchange?

#fran liveblogs #the untamed liveblog #no but for real this is a genuine question #i find it both funny/endearing and also intriguing #mdzs #yes i AM in the guest room in my PJs watching danmei the day of my cousins funeral #IM SORRY. I SPENT THE LAST TWO DAYS CRYING. AND MAKING NICE WITH RELATIVES I DISLIKE #i need this. tbh. #and we're here til SUNDAY. #i have to miss PATHFINDER #and now that most of the funeral stuff is done #i gotta like. do some work remotelt here #despite the fact that im maybe sick??? #god forbid ppl here get vaccines or wear masks #it would be. a conspiracy by the govt ofc :)))))

[daylightisviolent]

Okay but:

Holloduke au where Duke, like Donna in Doctor Who, obtains all the knowledge there is on miss Holloway, everything she has ever told him about her pact, and all the times in which they have known each other, and it nearly kills him.

And miss Holloway realises that even in the ideal world where Duke does remember that it is not a guarantee for them ever being able to be together in a happily ever after.

#hi my name is nat ive watched killer track exactly 24 hours ago and holloduke consumes my every fucking thing #im sorry #ive never been an angst girlie but then i started watching starkid <3 #anyways i WILL write this some day #somehow #i promise #also if this sounds familiar i did post the same idea in two starkid servers already please bear with me lmao #also my knowledge on doctor who is super fuzzy bc its been ages since i watched ten's seasons save for the recent specials #anyways #them <3 #holloduke #holloweane #miss holloway #duke keane #killer track #starkid #nightmare time #natasja's babbling

[m0e-ru]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to the day my brain was literally rewired and my gender was being changed by the second SO HERES A GAS STATION SPECIAL before this joint was even a gas station in the FIRST PLACE !!!!

FUCKING FREAK

#kommento #// theres a whole love letter in here dont open these tags it's a readmore equivalent #p4 #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #tohru adachi #boot.tingting #arttag #// sneak peak before the manager became a manager and only put the uniform on to see how well it would fit and hasnt taken it off since. #// im tearing up because i hate how it's been three years and also i cant find the other notebook so i went through gphotos instead #// also that i miss blorbo so much i miss my old self so much she was so sweet and genuine and the passion and love and everything #// STUPID SEQUENCE OF PHOTOS the way my brain was so fucking rearranged i had to get up and make memes and take screenshots and then #// draw then COME BACK AGAIN to watch the thing that changed my life forever. AGAIN #// sorry was having technical difficluties in yokohama im back istok im normal (affirmation ) #// this is literally all me before i started thinking about myself and wondering about my gender then the dysphoria came rushing in like #// some freshwater spring about to make a waterfall and i had to let it settle and get used to the ecosystem with two more years #// took a month where p4gsteam was booted up and i made my own save at some point and finished it on july 8 #// clasped my hands and had a honeymoon period over. mimi <3 then the day after rolled around and i watched the .chair car adventure #// literally my first p4 doodles were mimi and adachi theres no fucking denying it theyre the og. theyve been with me from the start #// theyre so important to me theyre so personal they made me who i am thats why im so mad with the community i have to share them with #// because theyre all so different from me and i took that personally #// IT'S KOKAY !! look at how far ive gone. this is the biggest archival effort ive ever done my entire life ive grown branches #// farther than ive done before ive put such a variety of skills to use just to make myself food and manage this damn station #// and keep some sort of love alive which was all from me and is still from ME !!! #// crying while writing these tags now sorry okyakusan i'll clean it up soon #// these doodles really explaining my mindset from the start and how the grindset has never really changed at all #// it was all friendship for three years and still will be i love adachi i love gas station attendant so much THERE I'M SAYING IT #// cherry on top friend just dm'd me to get an actual job at a gas station IM SHITTING MYSELF #// happy anniversary to my genderest best friend and the most problematic uncle ive ever had #// we're all holding hands and theyre treating me to topsicles because it's all i could ever shamelessly want

[sdd-mod]

id like to thank the one singular person that still vaguely gives a shit about the => arc. idk who you are but youre probably out there somewhere so thanks for that

and as for everyone else sorry yall im a stubborn motherfucker were seeing this shit through to the end and then im never doing anything like this again because jesus christ. the effort

#how has it been a month already #time isnt real i think #genuinely didnt think it would take this long so uh #sorry abt that gang #was gonna say mb but no actuallt you guys sent in the asks #you couldge just made him go to the roof day two this is all on you actually #anyway #i do genuinely want to finish this soon #ive got plans for the end thst im excited to do and also i just. miss him #my boy #plus the general anxiety/horrors that come witj doing a vaguely self indulgent thing in a public space #like holy shit theres 350 of you and i guarantee none of you followed for this #but here we are #stuck in hell together #lets see if i have literally any audience when we make it out :]

[widevibratobitch]

my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :(((( #no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest. #earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫' #and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :))))))) #like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

[iamtheoneandonlyever]

Guys

The yearning for my old friends is coming back full force

This is why i should not be left alone, I WANT MY FRIENDS BACK

#literally more than half of them.moved away man wtf #and my bestie left school for another one #and im still here in the same buildings as when we were stuck here #so many inside jokes. but my new friends dont know any of it #the days i used to pray to end are the ones i yearn the most for now #the past two years sucked. BUT WE GOT THRU IT TOGETHER AND NOW THEY ALL LEFT??!! #two went south #two i dont even know #one left school #the other two i see once a week #my new friends are cool asf ngl #but they just dont compare #personal #sorry for being vulnerable on main #i am Going Through It rn #jay misses friends :(

[sleepy-stitches]

cleaning my room is so much effort but oh well its not like anything could have been done to reduce that <- FOOL WHO HASNT CLEANED IN OVER A YEAR

#this is not a moral judgement on myself or any others. for the record #i had other stuff going on and even if i didnt that is between me and god #that said. jesus fucking christ man. i didnt really register how bad it had gotten #i am slowly finding things that i thought had been lost to time which is good but also hahaaaaaaaa oops #its fine. every day is an adventure for me. tomorrow i have to finish cleaning around my shelves and then start on the desk #because if i have those two done then everything else can be sorted away nicely. it only gets easier #fuuuuuuuuck oh i have to work out moving my dice shelf dont i. it didnt even register but like i do have to take that. it was custom made #thats the only furniture i have actual emotional attachment to everything else in here kind of sucks #i will miss my bookshelf a little bit i did save her from doom but she will serve better here than she could where im going #sorry we have got to that point of comfortable on tumblr where i just start fucking saying anything #original post placeholder tag