#i need m o r e hozier

[amalaeus]

Kylar/Robin/Sydney/Whitney HCs

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Kylar

Kylar V. Tepes

Black curly hair, the fringe is longer at the back because that boy does not maintain his damn looks for shit

Neon/Bright Green eyes

5"4

Malnourished twink-twunk (Becomes a twunk-hunk after PC rehabilitates their ass)

Excels in Science + Art, shit in everything else

Surprisingly really good at fighting, nerfed by their malnutrition

Unkempt, but does bathe everyday like a normal person

Clothing preference: Black hoodie and jeans/skirt, that's it.

Submissive, but once you get their breeding kink going they WILL top TOP you (Not exactly be a hard dom, but would get on top and try their best)

Rich RICH, could live off of his inheritance for a solid 50 years or so after his parents' incapacitance

On that note, would probably get along with Mickey (1 computer with 6 monitors? Implies that Kylar has surveillance over the city)(Definitely make a profit off of it)

V O Y E U R, breeder/bred, sub-leaning SWITCH, overstimulation kink

Older!Kylar or a Kylar with more Whitney influence would have neon green peekaboo highlight and a rattail (the Furina from Genshi impact kind)

Older Kylar, or Kylar currently would definitely get a Prince Albert if PC asked.

Robin

Robin O. Campbell

Fluffy brown hair, Blue eyes, KPOP looking ass hair (see image)

Twink

Average in school, only gets up to slightly above average at high confidence

Gaming + Anime addict (if the crossdressing isn't enough of an indicator-)

This is crack but, imagine if they were s illegitimate child of royalty- (Never gets a proper job even after going through Bailey, stays a virgin despite the brothel??)(They also has a $400 console in the early game, I doubt they'd have been able to save very much because he already starts out with $2k rent, they're definitely getting sponsored somewhere)(Would explain why they're protected but not fully)

Childhood friends with PC

Has been paying Bailey's fine longer than PC has

Older than PC by a few months-1 year

Trained in using a taser, brings a taser around

Vanilla, but a huge somniphiliac

Sydney

Sydney J. Hyde (Goes by Sydney Jekyll pure, Sydney Hyde corrupted)

Has Coloboma, hence the need for glasses

Twunk-Hunk (From cloister + all the church chores)

Great in school, honors/exempted from classes

Writer, both on people and the actual hobby

Would write sacraments, then moved to the carnality of PC's temptation

Adept in combat, like, scarily good at it (cloister)

Best/Favorite subject's English

Clothing preference: All 3 academia aesthetics: Dark, Light and Messy

Good singer, Corrupted!Sydney is very into Hozier, Faithful!Sydney only listens to church songs (The classical ones)

Corrupt!Sydney is just them letting loose all that repressed lust, or breaking out of whatever bullshit hypnosis Harper put them through

Masochist, DOMINANT, overstimulation kink, dom + top leaning SWITCH

Whitney

Last name HC TBA LMAO

Twunk-Hunk (hunk-leaning)

Lowkey gymrat (does it for looks)

Pierced lobes, upper lobes and helixes (Only wears earrings on one ear)

Dirty blonde hair, brown eyes

M!Whitney sounds like Bakugou but shouts less

Actually excels in school and academia, only held back because they missed too much class

Can fight, but unlike Kylar and Sydney, they wouldn't kill (sure being tossed into the underground brothel is as good as being dead, but I don't think they fathomed what happens in the underground brothel until they were kidnapped instead)

Their whole schtick is more or less just them letting out their frustrations with life, his connection to the underworld is shallow at best (due to the kidnapper switching it up so fast in the dismissal event)

VERY SELF CENTERED, VERY NARCISSISTIC

Honestly? The ultimate tsundere, genuinely thinks that the shit he does is how to be popular and get bitches

EXHIBITIONIST, VOYEUR, ORAL FIXATION, DOMINANT SWITCH, humiliation kink (giving), public sex enthusiast, pillow princess

#dol #degrees of lewdity #dol kylar #kylar the loner #dol robin #robin the orphan #dol sydney #sydney the faithful #sydney the fallen #dol whitney #whitney the bully

[bora-panda]

The brainrot is too strong so heres a list of songs that I associate with Dark Rise / Dark Heir

(SPOILERS)

Me and the Devil by Soap&Skin - James and Will / Anharion and Sarcean coded obvi

Lion by Saint Mesa - Violet and Tom....it needs no explanation

Panic Room by Au/Ra - reminds me of Vissander because his phobia of confined spaces which is shown throughout Dark Heir referencing to his trauma of waking up in the coffin underground

Labour by Paris Paloma - It's so James coded, espcially the line: "for somebody I thought was my savior you sure make me do a whole lotta labour" because Sinclair techniqually did save him but only used him as a weapon to do his dirty work.

Figure You Out by VOILÀ - also James coded purely because the line "hold you with my hands tied" ....likeeeee LITERALLY

Castle by Halsey - obviously Sarcean coded. It has the vibe of the quote in Dark Heir "if you knew what I was, you would never dare challenge me, beneath my very throne."

Royalty by Egzod - same as the previous song.

Little Girl Gone by CHINCHILLA - its very Violet, she was always just the younger sister of Tom, who she looked up to, but then she met the Stewards and became a powerful fighter and soldier.

Sunlight by Hozier - JAMES (can u tell who my fav character is??) his blonde hair is refered to as sunlight / sunshine so obvi this song is his

Darkside by Neoni - Sarcean...I feel no need to elaberate further

Theres a lot more songs so heres my playlist on Spotify: dark rise ⚔️ dark heir 👑 - theres a lot that don't rlly have a specific reason its just there purely for the ✨vibes✨

If u have any song recommendations to go in the playlist lmk - I need M O R E

#These books are consuming me #dark heir #dark rise #will kempen #james st clair #sarcean #anharion #playlist #book soundtrack

[kaialawson]

hello everyone! i'm linny (he/him, 26, est) and i'll be playing kaia here, as well as @teddysmusings! i'm a little tardy to the party, but i'm here and i'm super excited to get to get to know everyone and their muses. underneath the cut you'll find all of kaia's background information, stats, and some connection ideas! if you're interested in plotting, just drop a like and i'll shoot you a message!

B A S I C S 

full name: kaia lawson. nicknames: tbd. gender:  cis woman. pronouns:  she/her. sexuality:  pansexual. age:  28 date of birth:  june 1st, 1995. zodiac sign:  gemini. birthplace: the bronx, new york. current location: jongno, seoul, south korea. residence:  high rise penthouse. occupation:  former singer-songwriter / current vocal coach. languages spoken: english, korean.

A P P E A R A N C E

faceclaim:  ryan destiny height:  5’5. build:  lean and toned. eyes:  brown. hair:  naturally dark brunette. piercings:  standard earlobe piercings.  tattoos:  a cherry blossom branch running along her forearm and wrist. other distinguishing features:  smile. style:  trendy, appears to be casual but is usually found wearing designer.

P E R S O N A L I T Y

traits:  (+) intelligent, honest, determined, dedicated , loyal. (-) picky, temperamental, bitter, easily angered , unforgiving.  mental health:  anxiety; medicated. depression; medicated physical health:  good. likes:  music, video games, spicy foods, bratz dolls, live concerts, wine, smoking marijuana.  dislikes:  being antagonized, people who don't respect boundaries, avocados, crowded spaces, groups of people that take up the whole sidewalk, being forced to introduce herself, being in the spotlight, being lied to, being told what to do, mint chocolate chip ice cream.  fears:  losing her autonomy.  phobias:  snakes. hobbies:  singing, teaching other people how to sing, crocheting, reading. skills: crocheting, singing, songwriting, jumping rope / double dutch, computer savvy. quirks:  cracking her knuckles when irritated, avoiding eye contact when feeling shy or nervous, rolling her eyes.

F A V O R I T E S

ice cream flavour:  cookies & cream.  time of the day / night:  late night.  weather:  summer weather.  breakfast food:  waffles, cereal, yogurt.  dinner food:  jerk chicken, beef patties, pasta, rice. colours:  lots of darker, muted colors.  music: nola adé, adele, fka twigs, kehlani, lady gaga, solange, yebba, paramore, hozier, ed sheeran, nirvana, beyoncé, megan thee stallion, sza, samara joy, flo milli, kendrick lamar. 

M I S C E L A N E O U S

a cherished item:  her maternal grandmother's locket. first love ( celeb crush ):  rider strong, circa boy meets world / ciara usual mood:  neutral. 1 thing they want to do / experience before they die:  visit her father's grave. 

B I O

childhood & adolescence: kaia grew up with a single mother in the bronx. her father, whom her mother didn't really speak about often, passed away just months before she was born. from a young age, it was quite difficult for her to deal with the fact that she grew up without a dad. she absolutely adored her mother, but being teased by other children for not having both parents in her life caused her a lot of inner turmoil. it didn't help that she was a rather awkward looking child - as most people go through their ugly duckling stages. despite being a shy, introverted girl, kaia had a very short tempered fuse - a trait that she inherited from her mother. her peers assumed that her quiet demeanor would make her an easy target for bullying, but she quickly proved them wrong after getting into a scuffle here and there; scuffles where she primarily came out on top.

her mother, tired of being called to her school for her fighting bullies, decided that she needed to redirect her short fuse into another avenue; which was when she introduced a ten year old kaia to music. her mother was an amateur musician in her youth, but retired and laid her music dreams to rest when she got pregnant with kaia. it became quite obvious that the music gene was passed onto her, because she took to it like a fish takes to water and fell in love with the art of music.

by the time she was fifteen years old, kaia had somehow landed herself a record deal and was placed in the lineup of america's next big girl group - KYC; the acronym standing for kaia, yolanda and carrie. three young girls with big voices. they took the country, and the world, by storm and became pop-r&b sensations by the time kaia was eighteen years old. and if she were being honest, she couldn't deny the fact that she loved it. she loved the fame and fortune that came along with being a singer, and she knew that the feeling would never die down or go away.

early & mid twenties: KYC lasted for five years before the trio decided to part ways in order to pursue their own artistic avenues. yolanda became a producer and did behind the scenes work. carrie became an actress. and kaia? she continued on the music path, debuting as a soloist and pushing her fame to the next level. awards, accolades and other accomplishments began swarming in, and for quite some time she loved it. she loved performing, giving her all to music and pleasing her fans as well as the general public. that is until she began to realize what a toll it was taking on her mental health and psyche. always being followed, never having a moment to herself, always having to live up to everyone's expectations. it was tiring and mentally draining. by the time she was twenty five and released her fifth solo album (her label had been working her like a dog, pushing her to release something at least once a year), she was done. she didn't want the fame anymore. she had experienced it, basked in it, and was over it. ten years of being in the spotlight was more than enough for her. she released her sixth album, her farewell album, on her twenty sixth birthday and hasn't looked back since.

current day: kaia has been living in south korea for two years now. after moving to the country for a change of scenery and to be closer to her cousin, tasha, kaia's been happier, healthier and calmer. gone are her anxiety attacks and worries of public scrutiny. while she still does get a little attention here and there, as well as occasionally being photographed or asked for a selfie or autograph by fans who recognize her, she's living a rather quiet and unassuming life in south korea. she's landed a job as the head vocal coach at canvas labs and enjoys her work there. although she can be a bit of a hard ass and very tough on the idols when it comes to their vocal training, it's only because she takes singing very seriously and wants them to be the best that they can be - and she doesn't want their poor vocal skills to reflect badly on her.

C O N N E C T I O N S

ex ( multiple ): kaia has had a few significant others in her life; some of them she parted with on friendly terms, others not so friendly.

fwb ( multiple ): self explanatory.

true friends ( multiple ): people that are actually friends with kaia because of who she is, not who she used to be.

music mentee: this person is interested in picking up a few music lessons and vocal coaching, and kaia can't help but give them a helping hand.

best friend / platonic soulmate: self explanatory.

gaming buddy ( multiple ): self explanatory.

sense of calm: one of the few people that can calm kaia down when her short fuse explodes.

sibling figure: kaia has taken this person under their wing as a younger sibling of sorts. she dotes on them, fusses over them and overall just babies them.

instigator: this person loves to push kaia's buttons until she bites back, because they love seeing how feisty she gets.

note: if you can't find anything to your liking here, we can always brainstorm!

#jongno:hello #( kaia intro. )

[amara-among-the-stars]

Was tagged by several people to do the Url name tag music thing!

C - cirice - ghost

H - house of gold - twenty one pilots

I- Im low on gas and you need a jacket - pierce the veil

A- any way you want it - journey

M - Missing You - All Time Low

O - Once Upon A December - Anastasia

N - Nothing Hurts Like Love For The First Time - This Wild Life

G - Grenade - Memphis May Fire

T -Tangerine Sky - Kottonmouth Kings

H - Home - Edward Sharpe and The Magnetic Zero

E - Euclid - Sleep Token

S- Sugar - Sleep Token

T- Thunder - Boys Like Girls

A - At Last - Eta James

R - Red Is the Rose - The High Kings

S - Shrike - Hozier

I'll tag @solarghoull and @kroas-adtam and @mac-and-thefox and @hypnoneghoul !!

#tag game #im sorry if yall have been tagged!! #chi speaks

[oliviermiraarmstrongs]

thanks to @bloody-wonder for tagging me!

rules: pick a song for each letter of your url and tag that many people

(I have too many letters, I’ll just limit it to ten people to tag)

o On I Go by Fiona Apple

l Lazy Line Painter Jane by Belle and Sebastian

i I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys

v Violet by Hole

i I Still Do by The Cranberries

e Everything He Needs by Carly Rae Jepsen

r Road Head by Japanese Breakfast

m Me and My Husband by Mitski

i I Know the End by Phoebe Bridgers

r Rhiannon by Fleetwood Mac

a Arsonist’s Lullaby by Hozier

a Anti-Curse by boygenius

r Ribs by Lorde

m mary magdalene by FKA twigs

s Screwed by Janelle Monáe

t Tipsy by Chloe x Halle

r Ride by Lana Del Rey

o Once in a Lifetime by Talking Heads

n Nonbeliever by Lucy Dacus

g Good Ones by Charli XCX

s Sun-Bleached Flies by Ethel Cain

tagging @borispavlikovskys, @antema, @stolehisdog, @danielarlingtongf, @mightyaubs, @federalagent, @illuminaticns, @briggswatch, @altraviolence, and @betweenironyandsilver

#sorry if I tagged someone with too long a url #tagged as me #sophia says shit

[hakinnas-overactive-imagination]

rules: pick a song for each letter of your url and tag that many people

I got tagged by two people @sunshinycc and @nullclockwork (both with much shorter names)

ok here we go

H- Habits (secret 1935 version) PMJ

A- Angel on fire Anthony and the Johnson's

K- Killer queen, Queen

I- INEXPLICABLE by The Correspondents

N- Nobody Wants U, The Dollyrots

N-Na Na Na (Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na) My Chemical Romance (but maybe this version X)

A- ALL I NEED IS YOU, Rob Cantor

S- Starkiller, Bear ghost

O- Oak & Ash & Thorn, The Longest Johns

V- Valerie - Amy Winehouse

E- Everybody wants to rule the world, lorde

R- Revolver, Vain Izak

A- Arsonist's lullaby, Hozier

C- Centuries, Fall out boy

T-Tomorrow will be kinder, secret sisters

I- I Want To Be Evil, Eartha Kitt

V- The Villain I Appear to be, Connor Spiotto

E- Every Breath You Take · Chase Holfelder

I- I've Heard It Both Ways, Psych the Musical

M- Maybe you're not the worst thing ever, Galavant

A-All This And Heaven Too · Florence + The Machine

G- A Gorey Demise, Creature Feature

I- I Know I'm a Wolf - Courbe (Young Heretics Cover)

N- Nobody Likes The Opening Band, I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

A- Any Way You Want It- Journey

T-The Ballad of Jane Doe, Ride The Cyclone (is using 'the' a cop out, yes. I'm not changing it. If you don't know the song just trust me and keep listening because it's a trip)

I- idontwannabeyouanymore, Billie Eilish

O-Our Lady of the Underground HADESTOWN

N- Noel's Lament, Ride The Cyclone (or this version)

I don't know if I have 28 people to tag so here I go, also just feel free to do it if you want.

@carefreebunny @thetitanwar @catswithbaseballbats @saltytoast @yepiamthesmileyface @charliemack @emotionally-comprimised @cutest-starfish @uptown-grunk

#this took too dang long #sorry not sorry #thanks for tagging me! #music playlist #tag game

[zaiyakua]

HATRED & ANGST ANTHEMS. 3 songs that portray your muse’s negative side of life! Bitter, negative, sad, bad vibes. What songs portray the darker sides of your muse?

Arsonist's Lullabye - Hozier

But my peace has always depended On all the a s h e s in my wake All you have is your fire And the place you need to reach Don't you ever t a m e your demons ( But always keep them on a leash )

It's Alright - Mother Mother

I am high and drunk on ego Can't see straight So I just feel my way around man I am touching, I am grabbing Everything I can't be havin' I am broken down in SHAME

I Didn't Ask For This - Beth Crowley

C o l d r a g e hides the shame Of images I can't escape Scars that live under the surface It's strange what I became When part of me was ripped away And REPLACED with something worthless

#♛ ; ᵐᵒᵐᵉᶰᵗ ᵒᶠ ʳᵉˢᵖᶤᵗᵉ (.dash games) #he's had two significant breakdowns/identity crises in his life. one when he was coming into adulthood and the other when he was defeated. #he had to claw his way to becoming his own person with real power in this world. he had to carve out his own identity and that singular #battle shattered everything he thought he knew and stood for. it took the executives' stunt for him to see that not all was lost.

[tptcnks]

Ted-canons

BOGGART :

Ted’s boggart, though he’s never seen it, is what would be expected of a loving father and husband. Dora wrapped in Andromeda’s arms, both gruesomely dead. Those two are simply his existence for being, and any harm coming to them would be the equivalent of harm coming to Ted.

AMORTENTIA:

New Pencils: The combination of rubber, wood and paint just get Ted overly excited. When he was a young child, picking out his pencils for the first day back to school was one of his favorite traditions, and that continued into Hogwarts where he often favored his pencils over his quills. To this day nothing seems quite impossible when Ted’s got a fresh pencil between his fingers.

Mint: There’s nothing quite like waking up at six in the morning and sneaking out of bed to brush your teeth, pretending when you wake up in a half hour’s time that your mouth really is just that fresh in the morning. Especially when you find that your wife of two weeks has done the exact same thing when you pull her in for a kiss.   Mint’s fresh taste and smell just brings Ted back to Andromeda, every time.   The scent follows Ted wherever he goes. It’s unlikely that you’d find him without a package of mints in his pocket, or a stick of gum in his mouth

Nymphadora: He smelled his Amortentia at the age of seventeen, two of the scents coming to him as naturally as breathing. But the third had left him scratching his head until one day Dora ran into his arms, the scent coming back to him like a lightening strike. Sunshine, Fresh Air, and something indescribably sweet- his daughter and his universe, nothing else could smell more like comfort to him.

PATRONUS : Ted’s patronus is a Tortoise.

“  To see a tortoise in your dream symbolizes perseverance, determination, and longevity. You need to take some chances in order to get ahead in life. The opportunities for advancement are opened to you, but you need to take the next step. Alternatively, the tortoise represents the need to be sheltered or protected from life's problems “

⎨❍  T H E M E  S O N G S 

blood brothers - ingrid michaelson

work song - hozier

semi-automatic - twenty one pilots

giving up the gun - vampire weekend

paperback writer - the beatles

⎨❍  T V  T R O P E S  

adorkable

team dad

no social skills

meekness is weakness

real men wear pink

⎨❍ F A V O R I T E S 

Color : The pink in Dora’s cheeks after she runs in the park, the color of Andromeda’s painted fingernails, the blue in the vest he lent to Frank and never got back, the color of his morning coffee.

Weather : Whatever drives him into his sweaters the quickest.

Music : He’s got a soft spot for light jazz or anything he can fumble around with Andromeda too- he can’t dance but it’s the thought that counts, right?

Scent : The smell of his bed- it’s a mix of Andromeda’s shampoo, detergent, and the combination of their natural scents. Ted can be found face down on his bed after a long day of work, breathing deeply into the sheets and letting his muscles relax.

Beverage : Tea, preferably if Dora is serving it at a tea party.

Food : When Ted is home alone for the night (a rare and blessed treat) he might order himself a large bacon pizza with a side of bread sticks and some chocolate cake. And he might devour the whole thing in one sitting. But you can’t find the boxes so you can’t prove it happened.  

Animal : Dogs. Dogs. Dogs. Dogs. He wants a puppy- “For Dora” he says, greedily eyeing a particularly cute Golden Retriever. But in all honesty he’s not picky as long as it will let him dress it up in a cape.

⎨❍ G E N E R A L  H E A D C A N O N S

- He doesn’t tell her about the little blue baby shoes he has in the back of his closet. Like usual Ted doesn’t know what she’d say, and he’s too afraid to find out. When he saw them at a garage sale, thrown in among the scratched vinyl ad the ripped sweaters, he didn’t think. They were purchased and shoved in his pocket before the implication of the purchase hit him.  They burned a hole in his pocket for two days before he finally shoved them in an old shoebox and hid them in the shadows of his closet.

Ted is a Master of Puns involving his own name. Get him too excited and you will never hear the end of how educated he is in the art of puns that will give you a tedache.

In the final days of his Hogwarts Career a notebook was leaked to in the Hufflepuff common room, the contents of which were three pages with Mrs. Andromeda Tonks doodled all over it.

Food. Ted is here for greasy, sweet, salty, healthy, grainy food. Pull out any of his desk drawers and find a snack based on what he might be doing/his mood. Nervous because he’s a about to present his findings? Pumpkin Pasties in the middle left draw. Tired and bummed out? Sugar Quills in his filing cabinet. It’s not uncommon to walk past his cubicle and hear the telltale crunch of something sugary, though he does his best to swallow it as fast as possible when someone addresses him, which has led to a handful of choking incidents. But it’s not just about the snacks- Ted is a complete secret foodie, refusing to cook with the use of Magic. There’s a belief that food tastes better when prepared with love and positivity, and Ted knows that his muggle made lasagna has no equal. 

Ted loves superheroes. There is a spare room in the back of their house that Ted uses as an office, and Justice league posters, Superman memorabilia, and even his old vintage Batman lunchbox grace the walls. There’s something in their speed and grace that speaks to Ted, especially Batman. Surely if a human man can match gods and metahumans then he could match the purebloods intent on making him feel inferior.

#;about

[froggytimemachineinternet]

This is gonna be a long one baby. I've got the longest ass username, but I love it. So songs for all letters. All 40 fucking letters, might make a Spotify playlist lmao

F - Franchesca (Hozier's new album Unreal Unearth) I chose this song because it is both a beautiful song and full of delicious imagery. It is also a song that speaks to me personally, because I crave to be loved so deeply, like Hozier shows is possible.

O - Over the hills and far away (Nightwish) I bought this album in a furniture store's music bin for a buck. This album is good, its so good! i love all the songs on this set list, but this one is probably my favorite.

G - Good Riddance (Darren Korb, and Ashley Barrett) I am an unashamed consumer of videogames, and thier soundtracks. I have not played Hades, however I might just for the soundtrack. As well as the pretty people..... I am who I am

G - Ghost (BadFlower) this song is about depression and suicide. Please listen carefully, however it is an excellent song, and it evokes emotion so well. this is an excellent example of something deep, but still being a phenomenal song.

Y - You give love a bad name (Bon Jovi) im sure we all know this song. its a classic for a reason, and the reason is that its damn good.

T - ThichThich (Phuong Ly) this song is not in English, and as such i have no clue what the artist is saying. however, that doesn't make it any less of a banger, I could listen to this song for hours, just repeated.

I - I, Carrion (Icarian) (Hozier, Unreal Unearth) Another banger as expected. does this man know how to half ass things?

M - Mary on a cross (ghost) self explanatory, im a raised Christian sad boy. of course religious imagery does it for me. (i no longer practise, this is true. But i spent a while around others who did)

E - Endless Rain - Remaster (X Japan) I found these guys after Elon musty, changed the name of twitter, and they were able to call copyright on his ass. Hilarious, 10/10 music as well.

M - Medusa (Kaia Jette) this is a song off my darling friends playlist, i adore their music. however they are a bother. (if you see this Mal, i love you)

A - A world Alone. (Lorde) another one from a friend, this friend ive known since kindergarten. Mo's a lovely person, who makes questionable choices, but not with their music, thats for damn sure.

C - Call of the sea (Claudie Mackula) this is a beautiful song, i recommend it to anyone who particularly enjoys mermaids and the oceans.

H - Heartbeat (Enrique Iglesias, Nicole Scherzinger) I adore everything this man has ever put out. his music is incredible. my mother speaks spanish (semi-fluently) and so listens to a lot of spanish music. which means i grew up listening to it too lol, even though none of our family is spanish speaking (that im aware of)

I - Iron man - 2012 - remaster (black sabbath, another banger, but whos suprised its classic rock. also this song fucks, like...omg

N - NVM (Faith Marie) wow. just wow. the combination of a childrens song into something so sad, is just indescribable. listen to this, its good

E - El Prestamo (Maluma) actually not my favorite song of his, but it is off my favorite album so. i rented this album from the library and loved it, so i downloaded it on my spotify

I - I want to break free (queen) this needs no explanation

N - Nobody (avenged sevenfold) this is a banger, however i listened to it the first when i had a migrane. ouch. good song to blast in a speaker to piss off those who live around you!

T - Tounges and Teeth (the crane wives)

E - Eres Tu (modedades) I Found this song from a miguel o'hara character ai conversation. well, he was humming whlie doing dishes and i asked him what song he was singing.

R - Rip and tear (mick gordon) its a heavy metal song, also a good one. found it after finding the Doom guy/Isabella from animal crossings ship. wild ship, lotsa fun though

N - Nothing else matters (apolcolyptica) so good, so good! 10/10 feel evil while listening

E - Envidia (lila downs) one of the top 3 artists of all time. literally a goddes put on earth to sings, hozier style

T - ist das noch punkrock? (die arzte) its a fab punk song, i thinks its german?

#songs for my name #song recs #playlist

[zolanhras]

i already know

Quick Solavellan short inspired by the Hoizer song Like Real People Do 

I will not ask you where you came from/ I will not ask you and neither would you

Honey just put your sweet lips on my lips/We should just kiss like real people do

It is after. Much after. She finds him in the field, looking out into the sunrise. He no longer wears his armor of gold or has his pelt over his shoulder. He is not that now.

She grabs her basket and tools and heads out into the yellow light, her hat shading her from the sun. She starts at the first row, and begins pulling weeds and watering the crop. She uses a little of her magic, though it still hurts. The sad plant straightens, getting back some of it’s life. It is comforting, to see that.

Halfway down the row he joins her noiselessly and she lets him, putting the basket between them and handing him gloves. After a few attempts at pulling the weeds, Solas sighs and begins instead to liven the plants before him.

“No!” she says, putting her hand on his arm. The weak green in his palms sputters out, and he looks to her, wince still in his cheeks. She drops his gaze, and takes a weed in hand. “Let me show you.”

She show how she handles it, pulling straight up. It takes him a few tries, but he catches on quick, and works in earnest.

They work in silence for the next hour until she leaves to get water. She fills the bucket, along two canteens besides and takes the bucket first out to the field. He is still working with dedication, almost fervent.

She leaves and brings back the two canteens. She has to clear her throat to get him to look up. He does, and says a quiet thanks and takes it from her hand, fingertips briefly touching.

They drink and then continue, breaking only for lunch. It is dusk when they stop, only half the field done. She wipes her hands off and stands, her bones protesting the long hours of work.

He stops as well, and looks up at her, no expression, just asking for the word. To leave.

To stay.

“Come,” she says, offering her hand.

He looks at it for a moment, hesitant, then takes it and rises. She picks up the basket at their feet and places it in the crook of her elbow and offers her hand. Gloved, but free.

He accepts it, and she leans into him as they walk back to her home. There are bare sounds of soft dirt underfoot and the last call of birds before dark that serenade their stroll. It is not as beautiful as it once might have been.

The growing darkness casts an ethereal glance over the expanse of land, the shadows playing tricks. Spirits of Malice prefer the dark, and hint at the edges of the woodland, but the moons are bright tonight and lend her enough light to guide her back.

They enter her home and she makes quick work of setting everything in place for a meal, small but enough to beset hunger before morning. He helps, chopping and stirring alongside her.

It doesn’t take long for them to eat and finish and it is full dark now. She put the dishes in the bucket and turn to face him.

He stands there and apparently waits for word again. To leave.

To stay.

“Stay with me.” she says, stepping forward.

The candlelight flickers across his face, and it is all uncertainty underneath.

“Only if you truly wish it,” he says.

Wish it? It was hard to tell now, what she knew, what she felt. It was clear once, a day in the Fade when she had taken a chance and kissed a man as elusive and mysterious as a Fade-spirit. But now? The confines of her heart had been broached and shattered, leaving her to search through what was left.

“Emma lath, vegara,” she says, taking his hands in hers. She leans up and kisses his cheek, chaste and sweet, and looks back into his eyes. So open, uncertain now, but reflecting the same brokenness that she has inside.

“Ar ju’vegara.” he whispers. “Min melana, vis ma’nuven ra.”

“Ma’nuven ra.”

His lips meet hers soft and quiet, and the pieces of her come a little closer together, not whole yet, no. Far from it. But they shake, and she knows what he is.

“Vhenan,” she breathes and takes him by the hand, leading him to her room.

He is her heart, as she is his, even if they are broken.

vegara = come, Ar ju’vegara = I will come, ma’nuven ra = you/I wish it 

#hozier is really where its at #i need m o r e hozier #its been too long #solavellan #solavellan hell #dragon age solas #dragon age inquisition #zolawrites

[permanentreverie]

A - Z playlist

Tagged by @musicallisto and @lxncelot, thank you both so much ♥️♥️

A - August (Taylor Swift)

B - Boreas (The Oh Hellos)

C - Coney Island (Taylor Swift)

D - Dinner & Diatribes (Hozier)

E - An Evening I Will Not Forget (Dermot Kennedy)

F - Follow the Unknown (Christy Altomare)

G - Good 4 U (Olivia Rodrigo)

H - Homeland (Hans Zimmer)

I - If I Killed Someone For You (Alec Benjamin)

J - Jealousy, Jealousy (Olivia Rodrigo)

K - King of New York (Newsies)

L - Lost (Dermot Kennedy)

M - Mr Perfectly Fine (Taylor Swift)

N - No One Needs to Know (Christy Altomare)

O - Only (NF)

P - Perfect Places (Lorde)

Q - Quartet at the Ballet (Anastasia)

R - Ribs (Lorde)

S - She’s so Mean (Matchbox Twenty)

T - Times Are Hard For Dreamers (Amelie)

U - Upside Down (Jack Johnson)

V - //

W - Watch What Happens (Newsies)

X - //

Y - You Made Her (Scott Helman)

Z - //

Tagging @mel-street @gallagherfionas @midnight-reader-morning-sleeper @daydreaming-optimist @johnskeating @all-you-wanna-do-your-best @percysmarguerite @thewordsinthesky-andstars @courageisneverforgotten

#this was fun so if you wanna do it just say I tagged you!!!!! #tag games

[remimarlowe]

T A S K 0 0 1

P  L  A  Y  L  I  S  T   ╳   [  1  /  ?  ]

a n g e l  o f  s m a l l  d e a t h  a n d  t h e  c o d i n e  s c e n e  // hozier // With her sweetened breath, and her tongue so mean, she’s the angel of small death and the codeine scene

i d l e  w o r s h i p  // paramore // I hate to let you down I got your hopes up Now I got you hoping But I’m gonna be the one to let you down 

r i p  2  m y  y o u t h // the neighbourhood // Might be a sinner and I might be a saint, I’d like to be proud, but somehow I’m ashamed, sweet little baby in a world full of pain

w o l f  i n s h e e p s  c l o t h i n g // set it off // Tell me how you’re sleeping easy, how you’re only thinking of yourself, show me how you justify, telling all your lies like second nature

c o r a l i n e // måneskin // but she knows the truth, not everyone can go on with their heart split in two, it’s already cold

n i g h t m a r e // halsey // I’ve tasted blood and it is sweet, I’ve had the rug pulled beneath my feet

h y p n o t i c // zella day // spun like a bandage touch on the outer surface, bright eyes of the solstice wherever your mind is headed

s h e ‘ s  a  r i o t  // the jungle giants // Always takes what she needs and leaves the rest behind, oh, this love would kill me but I don’t think I’d mind

c h o k e // i don’t know how but they found me // and what a lovely time, that it would surely be, so bite your tongue, and choke yourself to sleep

p a r e n t s  // yungblud // It’s alright, we’ll survive, ‘Cause parents ain’t always right

t r a n s p a r e n t  s o u l // willow // transparent soul I can see right through just so you know

#darkesttask #darkesttask1 #darkestinspo #( && playlist )

[jockvillagersonly]

HAPPY FUCKIGG BIRTHDYA TO A FAVORITE PERSON OF ALL TIME EVER????????? I literally love u so much and I’m sO happy that we met and talked and that you are HERE! YOU LITERALLY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A LEMON MERENGUE PIE BC IM WHIPPED. Your energy is so wonderful and infectious and I love your encouragement and sense of humor and like EVERYTHKNF ABLUT YOU???? I feel like we click very well and I love that for us. You are AMAZING and I hope you have a GREAT DAY and also I would like to kiss u tenderly in the mosh pit of a ska concert

Shut up shut up shut up I love you so MUCH I am on FIRE I am wreathed in FLAMES where is our OSHA regulated fire extinguisher!!!! I need it!!!

I love YOU so much!!! And I’m so grateful and happy we talk!!! You intimidated me so much when you first started posting in fandom and Cross was like “she’s nice!” And I was like “YEAH AND THE FUNNIEST, SMARTEST PERSON I HAVE EVER SEEN 🚨🚨” so uh it must have been you who started our convos and all I have to say is THANK GOD

W h i p p e d l I k e l e m o n m e r i n g u e SEE this is exactly the funny shit I’m talking about!!!!!

Fun fact one time my grandma spent ALL DAY making me a lemon meringue pie from scratch because I mentioned liking it and when it was done I was like :/ this is eggy :/ because I am an ass

We DO click well, two batteries in a remote queen 🥺 let’s get comfy in here

Would the mosh pit of like, a Hozier concert work? I just think it would be funny

THIS MEME YOU MOTHERFUCKER I AM YELLING BABE IS ASLEEP

#BRIGID MY BELOVED #I am so so so so so happy we are friends!!! #you still intimidate the hell out of me but I’m the BEST POSSIBLE WAY #I adore tou 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #mutuals i would kiss on the mouth at social gatherings in my inbox???? #and you have great taste in tv ✨ #jock speaks #jock’s bday bangers

[sgmwesters]

╰ ❛ 💉 — › michael b jordan. cis male. he/him. . ╯ have you met benjamin morgan yet ? this thirty five year old sagittarius has been living in the seattle area for three days. he makes a living as an otolaryngology (ent) attending, which is best suited for their protective, empathetic, conflicted, and irrational personality. take me to church by hozier is one of their favorite songs, and they’re written by em, 25, gmt, she/her, no triggers

B A S I C   I N F O R M A T I O N

full name: benjamin joseph morgan.

nickname(s): ben, bj in college.

age: thirty four (34).

date of birth: 26 november 1985, sagittarius.

hometown: manhattan, new york.

current location: seattle, washington.

ethnicity: african-american..

nationality: american citizen.

gender: cis male.

pronouns: he/him.

orientation: ??? idek why i even include this at this point???

religion: atheist.

political affiliation: democrat.

occupation: otolaryngology (ent) attending.

living arrangements: lives alone.

language(s) spoken: english, german.

accent: none.

P H Y S I C A L    A P P E A R A N C E

face claim: michael b. jordan.

hair color: black.

eye color: brown.

height: 6 ft 1.

weight: 188lbs.

build: athletic.

tattoos: none.

piercings: none.

clothing style: scrubs, smart casual otherwise.

usual expression: fairly stern, but he’s a softy deeeeeeep down.

distinguishing characteristics: dimples.

H E A L T H

physical ailments: torn rotator cuff in high school has left his shoulder somewhat fucked.

neurological conditions: none.

allergies: bee and wasp stings.

sleeping habits: fairly good sleep hygiene, sleeps well provided nothing is bothering him (maddie).

eating habits: usually fairly healthy, likes to look after himself.

exercise habits: as above, likes to look after himself.

emotional stability: sits happily at a seven, but has been known to dip in times of stress or emotional turmoil.

sociability: very sociable, likes to be around people.

body temperature: warm.

addictions: none.

drug use: none and is very against its use.

alcohol use: enjoys a drink, but doesn’t need it.

P E R S O N A L I T Y

positive traits: protective, empathetic

negative traits: conflicted, irrational

fears: not being able to keep maddie safe and healthy.

F A V O U R I T E S

weather: is indifferent about the weather.

colour: navy.

music: something with a heavy beat.

movies: the godfather.

sport: boxing.

beverage: fruit smoothie, bourbon.

food: hot dogs.

animal: anything small, soft, and fluffy.

H E A D C A N O N S

benjamin was born as the only child to regina and david morgan, a museum curator and ceo respectively in manhattan.

benjamin was raised in close proximity to his cousin madeleine spencer, to the extent where benjamin considers maddie to be more like a sibling to him than a cousin. this came from both of their parents busy schedules and similar lifestyles which led him to be brought up in this manner.

benjamin would like to think that his parents were happily married, but it was only as he got older that he realised the family set up that he had grown up with as a child wasn’t the same as everyone else’s. nevertheless, he figured that it worked for them as it was, and he still considers himself to have had a good childhood.

spending as much time in the spencer household as he did, benjamin sparked a genuine interest in medicine, looking up to his uncle, madeleine’s father, as a role model and idol for his future career in medicine.

benjamin was athletic in school, actively taking part in boxing and baseball. he hoped from early on in high school that he would be able to get into a good school on a baseball scholarship so he wouldn’t need to focus as hard on his studies, but a torn rotator cuff in his sophomore year quickly killed that dream, and he came to the quick conclusion that he had to get his head in the books.

as much as he would hate to admit it, he knew that his parents pulled a few strings when it came to his offers for college, but the decision ultimately came down to him. during this time he had watched madeleine begin to spiral out of control, the concern for his cousin and arguably best friend only growing with each day that passed.

it was during this time that benjamin turned down the offer from harvard that his father had swindled for him, choosing instead to stay closer to the city in order to be nearby while madeleine got the help she had promised her parents she would get.

he was thankful for this decision as the realisation that she hadn’t been getting help came about following amelia shepherd’s overdose. while madeleine was in rehab, benjamin made a point of visiting her as much as he could, skipping classes if he needed to to make sure that she felt supported. she was basically his kid sister after all.

as madeleine got clean, benjamin took the mcats, scoring high enough to be accepted into john’s hopkins off his own back this time. as madeleine was seemingly doing well, benjamin decided to move that little bit further out, knowing he would be close enough if she needed him to return.

it was during this time that the two established their bi-weekly phone calls, no excuses allowed, his way of keeping an eye on her completely.

benjamin moved that little bit further for his residency to mayo, just as madeleine moved to switzerland for her masters. it made sense, he was happy for her and continued to adjust his schedule to make sure their phone calls went ahead as they needed to, suiting her schedule over his.he would often stay awake until the early hours of the morning just to speak to her.

his residency was fairly smooth sailing, despite a period of switching between services as he was indecisive about what specialty he was going to go into. he had always had his heart set on cardio like his uncle, but it only took one case with the ent attending to have him hooked.

as he came to the end of his fellowship, he debated the idea of having a second specialty (he’s a bit of a show off like that), but a nagging feeling inside of him told him something more important was coming.

his calls with madeleine weren’t like they used to be, years of regularity and consistency seemed to be falling apart, with nothing that he could do from where he was. he wanted to believe that this was part of the recovery, that she didn’t need him the way she used to, but he couldn’t be certain.

the night of amelia’s intervention, benjamin received a frantic phone call from madeleine and he knew then that things were not good. whether she was high or just drunk he couldn’t have been certain at first, it was only as she spoke about everybody leaving her the he snapped into action. she’d fallen off the wagon, and he’d be damned if he was going to stand by and let it happen.

benjamin packed a bag and hopped on the first plane to seattle, ready to hold an intervention of his own if he needs to. as far as he is concerned he’s here for maddie and nothing else.

2 0 2 1    U P D A T E S

turned thirty five cos that’s how birthdays work !!

after maddie decided to get clean, benjamin went with her to new york to ensure she fully embarked on her recovery. as much as seattle had only meant to have been a means to an end for benjamin, he found himself wanting to return.

he’s been keeping a low profile at the hospital, but is just kinda keeping things ticking over. he’s still ben. 

W A N T E D    C O N N E C T I O N S / P L O T S

i know i say they all deserve love but really ben deserves love

friends from med school/residency!!! 

#━━ ✦ 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐉𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐀𝐍 ❮ biography ❯ #newintros

[parker-likes-tea]

Concept: My aesthetic: disheveled/chaos academia

I have fifteen teacups. No, you may not take any I’m drinking that.

I can think of specific words to describe a smell, but forget how to conjugate ‘To be” sometimes

Yes, I am still awake. Yes, this is caffeinated.

Oversized hoodies with slacks

Yes I am learning three languages, no I can’t spell my name

I get up while it is still dark, and go to sleep just hours before

Don’t even offer to clean my glasses. Just take them. we both know they are dirty

My handwriting is illegible at best, and rapid squiggles at worst

HoZieR

Pretty notes??? Bitch who has time for that. You will be happy with slightly neater writing and a broken smelly marker

My shirt collar is stained with blue hair dye. Three of the buttons are different

Don’t even ask how many notebooks I own

bedhead.

I switch between $40 per container earl grey loose leaf to bagged mixes from the corner store in seconds

Probably aro. Definitely Ace and nonbinary

I need to be brought snacks because i have been typing for three hours and forgot that humans require food

Fountain pen on paper napkins

I own a cat. She is a glorious bastard. I love her

Would rather lay on the ground and daydream then sleep

Caffeine flows in my veins

I will rant about how insane space is if you let me

This thermos has a liquid in it. What kind? Hot and caffeine

I adore jewelry. Not to flaunt expensive pieces, rather because each piece means something to me

One body part isn’t functioning. Are my hands cracked and bleeding? Are my legs scratched and bruised? Who knows. But something is going to shit

My bed is small and i sleep with my glasses s o m e w h e r e, a tarot deck under my pillow and pens and papers strewn everywhere

I’ll sleep in a moth-eaten sweater and shorts on some nights and a silk skirt with an anime shirt on others (points if I haven’t read/seen the anime)

I write bad poetry that some find life-changing

I use coloured pens for everyday projects because my collection is so huge. 

Gender is my current sewing project

I take better care of my plants then myself

SWEATERS

Fall is the best season (i will also rant about this)

I will run outside and lay in the rain

My desk is a mess. Covered in pens notebooks, various projects, and the walls have everything from Latin to memes taped to them

I am either an amazing speller or a 5-year-old. Changes with the weather

I speak out in english, and cry in Math 

Drink coffee when you need it.

Could be considered fit but I have no workout/exercise schedule. 

Lets go lay in the driveway and tell stories about the stars. I can write the essay later

I know the guy in the teashop by name and have several inside jokes with him

Ask me how pretty the moon was last night. I can tell you

I own at least one string instrument. May or may not know how to play it

Fiddling constantly. With everything. Hair, thread, rings, Rubix cube, pens, paper. Anything

This list was first written on a ripped piece of a notebook with a blue pen i stole from somewhere

My meals/snacks are either aesthetically pleasing or so very confusing.

I listen to meta-plot podcasts. The ones that confuse anyone who steals an earbud

Inheriting clothing from friends/parents

Converse and suit jackets

Using china teacups for literally anything. Tea, chocolate milk, strawberry milk, marshmallows, water, fruit juice. 

I like having a funky drink while I work, so there is always a jar with something in the fridge. 

“Yes, I am drinking vanilla milk in our bone china. I always clean it well.”

Eating cheap sushi and reading Shakespeare. 

Flopping onto any friend dumb enough to sit beside me

#Dark academia #Cryptidcore #i wrote this on a 10 hour car drive

[man-cave-chronicles-stan]

i have an idea

cottagecore campsite.

it’s like camping, but:

you stay in little cabins and pick your own fruit to make jam for the bread you baked

there’s a lake to swim in, and it’s always nice and clean

m o v i e n i g h t

spots for tents, campervans, and those renovated school buses if you wanna bring your own shelter

there’s a big ole’ campfire every night and you cook your food over it

a field covered in the lands natural biodiversity for picnics

a little stage to have karaoke or dance time (hozier’s entire discography is available)

a loooooong table with 20 chairs so everyone at the camp can eat together

(rainbow flags e v e r y w h e r e)

barn cats

GOATS and PIGS and COWS and CHICKENS and HORSES????!

dogs are allowed and encouraged (just make sure they’re good around animals)

it’s free over the weekend if you come and work the weekdays (bc who needs wages anyways? screw capitalism)

but even if you don’t wanna work it’s v affordable

picnic benches and swings scattered around the property

butterfly gardens!!

big main building with wifi, video games, and modern amenities in case you miss the “real world”

cryptid tracking groups come every once and a while to tell stories and local legends (and maybe earn a few members)

idk man i’ve got a lot of feelings. please add onto this :))

#cottagecore #camping #biodiversity #wlw #mlm #nblw #nblm #nblnb #bc ofc its gay! #crapitalism #cryptid #cottagecore aesthetic