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izzielizzie · 3 years

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Could you write a sad Maeve / Luis one-shot where they break up and Drivers License is from Maeve’s POV?? We can just pretend that she didn’t have her license in the books haha

yesss i freaking love this song so much thanks for the ask! This takes place when Maeve’s a senior in high school and Luis is a sophomore in college.

I got my driver's license last week Just like we always talked about

“What’s the first thing you want to do now you can drive wherever you want to?” Bronwyn asked Maeve as she jumped on her bed.

“Drive into hell and stay there.”

Bronwyn sighed and closed her eyes. Maeve had been pushing past her sister’s patience threshold for the last week.

“I’m being serious Maeve.”

“As am I.”

“Maeve.”

“Okay, okay, I’m sorry. But I can’t stand thinking about my dumb license. We used to talk about me getting it for so long.”

“Maeve Luis is not the end of your world.”

“Then why does it feel like he is?”

'Cause you were so excited for me To finally drive up to your house

Maeve felt her heart break as she drove past his familiar house, the one with the flowers crammed into window boxes. She wanted to pull into the driveway, ring the doorbell that always stuck and make small talk with his mom before falling into him like she always did.

But today I drove through the suburbs Crying 'cause you weren't around

But she couldn’t. She felt the tears pool in her eyes as she kept driving farther and farther away from her town and everything she had always known.

And you're probably with that blonde girl Who always made me doubt

Maeve didn’t like to think about who Luis was with. If she had to guess, it was Monica from his culinary class, with her bright blue eyes and blonde highlights.

She's so much older than me She's everything I'm insecure about

What was there to not like about Monica? She had beautiful long hair unlike Maeve’s cropped bob, and she had the kind of curves a person with cancer for ten years could only dream about. Maeve used to feel like a child whenever she stood next to Monica.

Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs 'Cause how could I ever love someone else?

“They’ll be other boys,” Maeve’s mother had assured her when she had burst through the front door sobbing like there was no tomorrow.

“No there wont,” Maeve had wailed into her pillow.

“There will be sweetie, trust me.”

Maeve didn’t answer, but as her mother stroked her hair, she couldn’t help but feel her mother was wrong. Who else in the world was like Luis Santos?

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

Maeve could remember the way they slammed doors and yelled at each other when their tempers got the best of them. Addy reminded her of those days when Maeve started to feel sad, but Maeve didn’t listen. Because no matter how much they argued and yelled and screamed, they always made it up to each other by the end of the day.

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

“I wonder if his girlfriend remembered that he’s allergic to shrimp.”

“I’m sure she did honey, now please eat your dinner.”

“I will Dad, but what if he eats shrimp and dies?”

“Doubtful Mija.”

“But it could happen.”

“Maeve eat your food or I’ll stab you with a fork.”

“Don’t be violent Bronwyn. But your sister is right honey, eat your food.”

“What if he gets stabbed by a fork?”

“Maeve stop talking.”

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

Maeve still had the song he wrote on the back of a napkin at Glenn’s diner. She could remember that day like it was yesterday. She had been gushing over how cute a new song was, and he had flashed her his easy smile.

“So what? It’s easy to write about people you love. I could do it in five minutes.”

“Oh yeah?” Maeve was laughing at his serious expression.

“Yeah.” Luis grinned at her. “Hand me that napkin.”

“Yes, sir.”

He held the pen over the paper. “Time me. In five minutes I will have written a masterpiece about the masterpiece in front of me.”

'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

Maeve hummed the tune to the forgotten song as she drove past his house.

And all my friends are tired Of hearing how much I miss you but I kinda feel sorry for them

“Maeve I don’t care that Luis had a baseball card collection,” Phoebe whined.

“And if I have to hear about the time he hit a homerun and won the game one more time I’m going to throw you out of my car,” Knox agreed.

“He wasn’t even that great. He was kind of stuck up.”

'Cause they'll never know you the way that I do

Maeve just pursed her lips and looked out the window. She didn’t bother to tell them about how he coached the little-league baseball team every week, or about how he volunteered at the animal shelter every Saturday and taught Sunday school the next day. Just because he didn’t tell everyone didn’t mean he wasn’t a great person.

Yeah, today I drove through the suburbs And pictured I was driving home to you

As they drove past Luis’s house, Maeve closed her eyes and imagined herself leaning forward, tapping Knox on the shoulder, and asking him to “please drop me off here I need to tell my boyfriend something.” The fact that Maeve couldn’t do that make her want to curl in to a ball and cry.

And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

“Luis who are you staring at?”

“No one babe.”

“Are you sure?”

“Of course. The only person I could stare at is you.”

It was now that Maeve realized that he was watching Monica. It broke her heart to think about, but she could also feel the way she warmed up from inside out when when he turned those chocolatey brown eyes on her.

Oh, and I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

“Do you think she’s making sure he takes a break from cooking?”

“Maeve, frankly, I don’t care and neither should you.”

“But Nate-”

“But nothing Maeve.”

I guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

Maeve could still think of those song lyrics, the only ones that were coherent in a jumble of words:

I love my Maeve

She’s so fine

With her eyes that shine

'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

As Maeve drove past his house to get to the mall, she saw Monica’s car in his driveway. Did he think her eyes shone too?

Red lights Stop signs

Maeve stared ahead at the red light as she remembered the first time Luis drove in the car with her when she only had a learner’s permit and he took it upon himself to teach her:

“God Maevey, make sure you don’t stop a foot into the crosswalk” he had said.

“Sorry.”

“Don’t be.”

I still see your face In the white cars

He leaned towards her and kissed her long and hard as the guy in the white car behind them honked his horn incessantly.

Front yards Can't drive past the places We used to Go to

Maeve drove past a front yard and remembered the time she nearly drove straight into her mother’s hydrangea bush. “Try not to decapitate the flowers,” Luis had said gravely.

“I’ll try,” Maeve had laughed as she put the car in the reverse.

Maeve could still feel the giddiness the felt that day when they drove past the flower shop and Luis suggested they should get more hydrangeas just in case she decided to go on another killing spree.

Now, as Maeve passed the store, she felt as if someone had ripped a hole in her chest.

'Cause I still fucking love you, babe

“I love you Luis,” she whispered to the empty shop as she drove past.

Sidewalks We crossed

Maeve could feel the weight of his hand in hers as she crossed the street to the mall. She missed how comfortable he made her feel.

I still hear your voice In the traffic

As the cars drove past, he could hear him saying to her “these cars had better be careful once you get your license Maevey. We should get you some sirens so when you start driving people will know to get out of your way, just in case.”

We're laughing Over all the noise

Maeve smiled to herself a little as she remembered how Luis had to wrap an arm around her middle to keep her up as she laughed at his admittedly not-that-funny joke. There was something about being with Luis that made everything ten times better. Even his god-awful jokes.

God, I'm so blue

Maeve sighed a deep sigh as she thought about how much she missed.

Know we're through But I still fucking love you, babe

Maeve would give anything to be laughing with him. Her mother had once told her that love was fickle, and that you could be in love with one person one day and another person the next. Maybe that rule applied to Luis, but it didn’t to Maeve. She still missed him so much it hurt.

I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

Maeve could still remember the day he had locked her out in the rain. They had argued about something petty and she stood on the steps trying to figure out how to get home when the door opened and Luis stood with so much remorse on his face it hilled her.

“I’m so sorry Maevey, I was an ass.”

Maeve hugged him hard and he rocked her back and forth, apologizing over and over again.

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone

Maeve wondered briefly if Monica was willing to go to cookware stores with him for hours upon hours as she walked past his favorite store as she left the mall. She hoped so. Luis deserved to be happy.

Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me

Maeve passed an ad for a song-writing class as she passed a street sign pole. The words to the song he wrote came flying back to her:

I love my Maeve

She’s so fine

With eyes that shine

'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street

Maeve turned those lyrics over and over in her mind as she drove through his neighborhood.

Yeah, you said forever now I drive alone past your street

“Love you Luis,” she mumbled as she passed his house.

God for such a happy couple I write so many sad one shots about them :( (I have fun though keep requesting stuff). Enjoy!!!

#maeve x luis #izzielizzie's fics

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bigtiddycommity · 4 years

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Clé: Miroh (4)

Pairing: Bang Chan x reader ft. Stray kids & Got7

Warnings: Slight profanity

Summary: An up and coming singer is introduced to the rough and unfair world of the music industry when she is tricked into a fake relationship with a popular idol. Her entire world has been turned upside down and now not only is she hated by millions of fans around the world but she is now despised by her...boyfriend?

Word count: 3k

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“Gogi.” Jisung said slowly as he sat criss crossed on the fuzzy black carpet in Auriellas bedroom.

“Meat..?” She said in return, hesitantly.

“Great job, noona!” Jisung high fived the girl.

Over the past few weeks, the boys have made an effort to get to know Auriella and so far, things were going relatively well considering the circumstances. They had been helping her learn Korean and she was doing great. She still struggled with writing but she was a fast learner and can mostly understand basic conversation now.

Though Chan and Auriella barely spoke, the living arrangements weren't all that bad. Everyone had their own room and space to do as they pleased away from the public eye. The boys also had freedom in their new home without JYP staff breathing down their throats. Since Auriella owned the home, JYP and its staff had no authority on her property, which meant the boys had full privacy and freedom when they weren't at work.

While living with the boys, Auriella had gotten used to each boy's habits, likes and dislikes. Since she was such a small girl, she was often overlooked and that fact gave her more time to observe her surroundings. She now knew each boy inside and out. Their different styles, tics and habits. The boys of Stray Kids were growing on Auriella and she had to admit, she liked it.

“Noona,” Jisung laughed, poking the tummy of the stuffed panda on the girls floor. “What's with you and pandas?” Auriella’s room had a multitude of small to medium sized stuffed animals but majority were pandas or stuffed peach shaped characters.

“Hey, those are my babies.” She pouted, teasing. She loved pandas, they were her favorite animals. She found them cute and fluffy.

A dramatic gasp sounded from Auriella’s bedroom door. The two people in the room turned to the sound to find Jeongin standing there, his mouth agape and one hand on his chest, over his heart.

“Noona, how could you? I thought I was your baby.” He dramatized.

“Face it, kid, you've been replaced.” Jisung added with a smirk.

“Oh, you break my heart. Here I was, coming to share my food with you and this is how I'm treated? Rude.” He sassed, wiping a foux tear from his cheek.

“You are my baby! Come here, honey.” She held her arms out, remaining seated on the carpeted floor.

The younger boy beamed and tackled her in a hug with an adorable yell of happiness. Jisung took their affection as an opportunity to grab for the bag of food the younger boy had brought in.

“Oh, ramen!” He exclaimed.

Jeongin flushed, getting off of Auriella after she kissed his forehead in thanks.

“I got you that shrimp tempura you liked, too, Noona.” The maknae said, pulling out the dishes in the bag before handing her the wrapped container.

The girl squealed in happiness. “Yum!”

Across the hall, the leader of Stary Kids sat in his room, in the same position he had been in for hours prior, working on music. It wasn't odd for Chan to lock himself away while producing. He would get into a sort of trance once inspiration hit and after a while, his members knew to leave him alone when he did get into that sort of funk. He would refuse food and all forms of communication all in the name of music. It was unhealthy, but the members stopped trying to pry him away from his computer years ago. It was no use.

Usually, nothing and no one could pull Bang Chan from his work but the boy couldn't help but pause when he heard an odd noise through his headphones, causing him to remove them from his ears. It was then that he heard a loud choking wheeze coming from down the hall. He took a moment to listen, in case it was one of the members messing around with each other but then he heard the panicked cries of his younger members yelling Auriella’s name.

In a split second, he jumped up from his chair and found himself bounding down the hall and into the girls room. Once he arrived, he was met with a panicked Jeongin and Jisung hovering over Auriella as she lay on her back, struggling to breathe. Noodles were scattered all over the floor around the three.

“What?! What happened?!” He questioned.

“I-i don't know, Hyung. One second she was eating and the next she said she couldn't breathe!” Jeongin responded, panicked. Was this his fault? He should have checked the food better.

“Call an ambulance.” Chan instructed. The younger boy didn't move. “Now!” Chan raised his voice, startling Jeongin from his shocked trance.

While the maknae ran off to do as he was instructed, Chan moved down onto the floor next to Aurella’s slowly stilling body.

“Auriella? Can you hear me?” He asked, getting closer to her face, trying to make eye contact. “Are you allergic to anything?” He asked once he met her orbes.

“I-i don't know..” She croaked, reaching for his arm.

Chan was beginning to respond when her eyes rolled back into her head and she began shaking violently. Moving all of the objects away from her body, Chan asked Jisung to grab a pillow for her head.

“Move her on her side, now!” He said. “Was anything in her mouth, do you know?” Chan wanted to make sure she didn't choke.

“I don't remember, hyung. Let me check-” He reached his hand towards Auriellas foaming mouth, only to be pushed away by his leader.

“No, don’t! She could hurt you.” Chan looked down at his watch to time her seizure.

After a few moments, she stopped shaking and Chan moved from her side to behind her, where he propped her up against his chest.

Stroking her head gently, he instructed Jisung. “Go in my room, in the top drawer of my desk you'll see a big needle. Bring it to me, quick.” Chan instructed, his eyes never leaving Auriellas face.

“Okay.” He ran out of the room and returned a moment later with the object he was sent for.

“Okay, give it to me and hold her thigh steady.”

“What are you gonna do, hyung?” The younger boy asked, confused and worried once he saw how big the tip of the needle was.

One look at his leader and he knew he wasn't going to get an answer so he followed instructions and held Auriella’s leg still. Chan steadied his hand and plunged the epipen into the girls’ thigh.

Auriella’s chest raised slightly as she took an unconscious breath of air. Her breathing still sounded labored but at least she was breathing, which is more than she was doing a moment prior.

Soon, Jeongin came into the room, two medics in his tow carrying a stretcher. She was carried off into the ambulance and taken to the nearest hospital as the members of Stray Kids prepared to follow the ambulance.

All nine members sat in the private waiting room of the hospital, anxious to hear an update on Auriella’s condition. Jeongin sat with his hands clenched, tears of guilt and worry running down the young boys face. Jeongin couldn't help but blame himself. In all the time he and Auriella spent together, the boy felt he should have known. He should have asked what she was allergic to and now she was in a hospital bed, barely breathing on her own, and it was his fault.

The boy let out a sob as he recalled the events hours prior. The heartbreaking sound caught the attention of Hyunjin, who sat next to him.

“Hey,” His voice was soft, yet firm. “This is not your fault. You had no way of knowing she would have a reaction like that.”

“B-but she stopped breathing, hyung. She'll never forgive me. I can't blame her, either.” He said, turning to look back at white tile beneath his sneakers.

“Yah, you know Auriella. She would never-” His sentence was cut off by a new, older voice

“Family of Auriella Duran?” A man with a clipboard in hand asked as his eyes moved around the room.

In perfect unison, all members of Stray Kids all stood up and looked at the mean expectedly.

“Oh, um,”He was flustered due to all of the eyes on him all at once. “Are you all here for her?” Only two visitors are allowed at a time for ICU patients. The doctor took one look at the tearful, worried eyes of a group of young men and sighed.

“Shes awake, so you can go in, but you'll need to be very quiet and careful. She's a bit weak.”

The group thanked the man and bowed in respect before following him down the hall and to Auriella’s room. Once inside the white room, the boys were able to see Auriellas small, pale body lying on a hospital bed, an oxygen mask sitting on her face, aiding her.

As soon as Jeongin’s eyes saw Auriella’s state, a loud, uncontrollable sob left the young boys throat. At the sound, Auriella turned her head from the window in the room, to her visitors. An automatic smile began to grow onto her face but it soon diminished as soon as she caught sight of the tears running down Jeongin’s face.

“Oh, baby.” She cooed, removing the mask from her face. “Come here,” She opens her arms weakly, wanting, needing to comfort her friend.

The maknae followed instructions, pushing his member out of the way as he tumbled the distance towards Auriella. The boy fell onto her small body, hugging her as quiet sobs left his shaking body.

Auriella ran her hand through his hair soothingly, attempting to calm him down. Looking up at the other people in the room, the girl smiled and ticked her head to the side, indicating that they could fully enter the room.

“I’m okay.” Her soft voice sounded.

“Noona, I-” He choked out a sob.

“Shh.” She shushed. The last she wanted was Jeongin blaming himself over an innocent mistake.

“How do you feel?” Jisung asked, walking closer to her hospital bed.

“I feel better. They gave me some medication for my throat, it's a little swollen.” She said, hoping to bring some peace to his worry as well as the worry of the boy in her lap. Jeongin had stopped crying now, simply finding comfort in Auriella’s arms.

“That was scary.” Felix said from across the room.

“Yeah..I’m sorry for worrying you. I know it must have been a bit of a surprise.” She said smiling down at Jeongin who had momentarily met her eyes.

“We are just glad you're okay.”Changbin spoke up unexpectedly.

Since Auriella had arrived, the boy seemed to avoid her at all costs. He wasn't rude or mean to her by any means but he definitely didn't go out of his way to have any extra contact with her either. He was always in the background, silently watching but never approaching. He would joke around and be his normal self when he was with his members but anytime Auriella would walk into the room, he went radio silent.

“Oh, um thank you, Changbin, for caring.” She meant it. Auriella was beginning to think he didn't like her.

“How did this even happen? What caused this?” Minho was the one to ask the question everyone was wondering. His face was monotone but his voice was curious.

“They said it was an allergic reaction to the batter used for the tampura.” She told the group.

“You should tell us these things, noona, so we can watch out for them.” Jisung said, nudging her gently.

“I didn't even know I was allergic to anything. It's a surprise to me, too.” She said, disbelief sounding her tone.

“Do you know when you'll be out of here?” Seugmin asked quietly.

“The doctor said he wants me to stay a couple days for observation, but if everything is okay, I can be discharged by the end of the week.”

“We’re lucky it wasn't more serious. If Chan- hyung hadn't-” Hyunjin’s words were cut off when the girl spoke.

“Chan?” He hasn't uttered a word since he walked into the room. He stood in the far corner of the room, his arms crossed across his chest, head down. Auriella turned to him. “You saved me?” She asked, confusion in her voice.

“I, uh, have a little allergic to certain chemicals so I had an epipen and.. Yeah.” He said, avoiding eye contact with the girl.

Bang Chan was the last person Auriella expected. It's not that she thought he was an evil person who would enjoy her suffering, but she hadn't been all that kind to him since the day they met. She was tolerant but she didn't go out of her way to speak with him. She was still upset over how he treated her and how he taunted her without giving her a chance.

“Thank you.” Her voice was tender, she was serious. He had saved her life and Auriella was more than grateful.

At her words, Bang Chan finally met her eyes, something he hadn't been able to do in weeks without feeling shame overtake him. Just by looking into her eyes, he could see how thankful she was. The two stared into each other's eyes for a few moments before Chan cleared his throat and raised a hand to rub his neck.

“You're uh, you're welcome, Auriella.” He said shifting in his spot.

Bang Chan wasn’t selfish or cruel. Auriella was wrong about him but now she knew. There was an entire other part to him that hid beneath the surface. A good side, a caring and dependable side.

Maybe things could be different now.

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Weeks had passed since Auriella’s accident. Since then, she and chan had been better with their “friendship”. Still slightly stiff and awkward but better than it had been when they first met. After Auriella’s little scare, the members had tried harder to get to know her better.

“Woah Auriella, is that you?” Hyunjin asked, shocked as he watched an old music video of her old group Lunar.

The concept was dark and sexy, which was an image the members had not expected from tiny, bubbly Auriella.

The girl giggled, amused by his reaction. “Yeah, I actually choreographed that song.”

“Really? Noona, we should dance together!” Felix was excited. He already had a few ideas bouncing around his head.

“Yeah! It would be so fun.” Hyunjin encouraged

“What would?” A new voice made the three people in the room turn to see Minho coming in from the front door, taking off his shoes.

Auriella looked back down at the laptop screen, avoiding his eyes. Changbin had been polite yet distant to her but Lee know had just been distant. He hadn’t made any effort to get to know her at all. In fact, it was as if she didn’t exist at all. He looked and walked right past her.

“Hyung, we were thinking of doing some choreography with noona, have you seen her dance?!” Felix exclaimed to a stone-faced Lee know.

“Why?” His tone was harsh, blunt. As if Felix had just said the most idiotic thing he had ever heard.

Auriella wanted the floor to swallow her whole. She hated the sudden change in atmosphere at his question. Minho had an intimidating edge and she wasn't sure what his issue was with her.

“I just-.” Felix stammered, not expecting such a sharp reply from the elder boy.

“She's here to sit pretty and get paid. That's it. She's not here to be your little friend, felix. This is all fake, a plan JYP set up, so don't get attached. She won't be here long.” With that, he threw his keys into the bowl by the front door and walked off towards his room.

The room stunned into silence was broken by Hyunjin. “Is that true? Is Jyp paying you to be here? To date hyung?”

“No. I'm not getting payed. Just like I told you, I was tricked into signing that contract and forced to uproot my life here in Korea. As much as I like you guys, i’m not exactly here by my own free will. I’m bound by JYP.”

“What about your career, noona? Are they making you stop?” Felixs’ voice was soft, childlike.

“According to the contract, I can still sing but i’ve been officially removed from my group, so if I really wanted, I would have to be solo.” She shook her head at her words. “But, I-i don’t know.”

“I’m sure it might be scary to do it alone after being in a group but you can’t let your talent go to waste.” Hyunjin replied. He couldn’t help but feel guilty. All this was happening to her because of himself and his group.

“I have a few demos I recorded that I saved for my group but they are still a little messy.” She shook her head, fiddling with her fingers nervously. “I was gonna ask JYP if I could have one of his producers help me with them, but I don’t know.”

“Changbin-hyung could help! He taught Han how to produce, I’m sure he wouldn’t mind helping you too.” Felix said, jumping slightly as the idea came to him.

“Changbin? I don’t know..he doesn’t seem..” Auriella trailed off, unsure.

“Hyung is just a little shy, but I promise you’ll like him once you get to know him.” Hyunjin encouraged. He really wanted to do this for her.

Auriella took a deep breath as she thought about it. Music was everything to her and she couldn’t see herself living happily without it. She wanted to make the best of the situation she had been thrown into. She had never been the type to give up and she didn’t want to start now.

“Okay, let’s do it.” The two boys turned to each other beaming.

This was going to be great.

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purplesurveys · 4 years

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what is a food that you’d hate to be allergic to?: Omg SEAFOOD. Can’t live without it. If I was allergic to it I’d be that person who brings tons of antihistamines everywhere I go so I can power through when eating crabs and mussels and shrimp. I just can’t live a life of being forced to watch others eat seafood while I can’t lol.

what color was the last towel you used?: Light blue.

would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you? Same height or a tad bit taller is fine; I’m not super particular when it comes to height.

when was the last time your nose bled? My nose has never bled before and I dread the day it happens for the first time, because I’m totally unprepared and blood freaks me out and I will highkey probably pass out for a bit hahaha.

how old are you turning this year?: I already turned 22 last April. Considering the circumstances, my birthday had surprisingly gone really well too.

what is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?: French fries from Potato Corner. My go-to bucket size is Mega and I will typically request my order to be 1/2 barbecue and 1/2 cheese fries. I’ll feel super uneasy if I don’t have that exact order when watching a movie at the cinema.

swimming pool or hot tub?: So I had to look up hot tub because I wanted to know how it’s different from a jacuzzi, and holyyyyy crap I’ve learned something new - Jacuzzi is a brand of hot tubs, wtfreak my life has been a lie I thought it was a word!!! Hahaha in any case, I do prefer hot tubs more. I’ve always felt dirty hanging around in swimming pools.

can you swim well? I’m not able to perform any of the strokes like an Olympic athlete, but I can tread well and for a good amount of time.

what body part do you wash first in the shower?: Not really a part of the body per se but I’ve always washed my hair first.

who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day? No thanks, I find that too invasive.

what kind of first impression do you think you make? Cold and a little aloof, which isn’t too far off from the truth especially if I’m not approached first. If someone does talk to me for the first time, it’ll depend on their body language whether I’ll choose to continue to be reserved, or if I’d want to be bubbly and vibrant around them.

name your last reason for using a camera? My dad honked his horn as he parked in the carport to let us know he was home, and my dog ran up the screen door and sat patiently to wait for him to come inside, his tail wagging the whole time.

where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed? Sometimes I’ll line up our dining chairs together so it can turn to some sort of bed, and I’ve been falling asleep on that often lately.

what are you excited about? To drink the rest of this milk tea my dad bought me :) He went out to run some errands and I guess he’s been hearing me talk about how I miss having milk tea, so he went out of his way to go to a Chatime and get drinks for me and my sister.

seven days from now, will you be in a relationship? Yes.

are you a happy person? My emotions are always all over the place. I’m never consistently in a certain mood.

when was the last time you laughed really hard & why? I was bored and missing normal life last night so I went through my uploaded photos on Twitter so I can see what I used to do before everything went downhill...and by doing that, I realized that I’m quite good at tweeting HAHAHA most of my captions made me laugh and my content/photos weren’t all that bland or bad either. Idk, this is one instance where I can confidently say that I’m funny hahaha.

what are you wearing? A UP shirt and a pair of shorts.

what do you want? For my college to post the official list of graduating students for this school year so that I can finally partake in the tradition of changing my Facebook DP to my senior photo. I REALLY love how my portrait turned out and I can’t wait for my loved ones to see it.

did you enjoy your weekend? It was okay I guess. My mom was annoyingly cranky throughout Saturday for no reason, but it mellowed out by the next day and that’s good enough for me. Other than that, it was just as uneventful as the last three months have been.

do you regret anything you’ve done recently? Just little stuff that I get over quickly like, “oh I regret making this coffee at 11 PM because it’s now 3 AM and I’m jumpy as fuck.” But no big regrets recently.

is there anybody you wish you could see? For fucking sure. I don’t even have to tell y’all who it is.

have you ever kissed anyone with a name that starts with j or m? Nope. I almost went out with an M, though.

how many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? 2 3/4 lol. I trust Andrew 110%...and I mooooostly trust my dad. Not with every single topic under the sun, but I still trust him a whole lot nonetheless.

do you think you’ll be married in 10 years? I hope I will be by then.

what makes you mad most about girls? Definitely wanna avoid generalizing in this question but the way some girls will fawn over men is super hypocritical and that bugs me to no end. Girls shaming other girls for a range of things is also annoying, whether it’s over wearing too much makeup, not wearing makeup, choosing to abort, physical appearances, their diet, etc. Some really need to mind their own fucking business.

have you ever been given roses? Yes.

do you even like getting flowers? I love receiving stems or bouquets but I’m not obsessed with them in that I wanna get them regularly. Giving me flowers for Valentine’s Day or on our anniversary is more than enough for me.

what’s your favorite flowers? Peonies.

could you go out in public looking like you do now? No. I’d change my shorts.

who’s the first person you texted today? I haven’t texted anyone today.

would you move to another state to be with the person you loved? That’s a toughie...it would depend on the opportunities I have wherever I live in the present, and whether there are better ones where my partner is. I’m young and still building up my career, so realistically I’d wanna look out for myself first instead of clumsily jumping in headfirst for love lol.

how’s the weather today? It’s strangely warm and humid and uncomfortable, which is annoyinggggg. News has said that the wet/rainy season already begun, so I don’t know why the sun is still hanging around and being, again, annoying.

what color are your eyes? Really dark brown, almost black.

do you like poptarts? In my country we only get the same five flavors but my favorite out of all of them is chocolate fudge. I really wish we had a wider selection though :(

where will you be 12 hours frm now? Getting ready for bed most likely.

is it easy for others to make you feel intimidated? No. I’m usually the one who involuntarily makes others feel intimidated, oops.

do you know what you are going to wear tomorrow? Not exactly but it’s definitely gonna be one of the several tops and shorts I’ve just been repeatedly wearing at home since March.

are you on a desktop or laptop? Laptop. I haven’t used a desktop in ages.

does anyone hate you for no reason? I’m sure one or two people do, but I genuinely can’t care less.

what are you planning to do today? Finish my milk tea, maybe take another survey or two, eat the salted egg chips that my dad bought, and, if it cools down later in the day, take a quick nap.

play an instrument? I can play the recorder. I also memorize several songs on the piano, but the key word there is memorize lmao. I just know which keys to press due to watching covers over and over; but I can’t read notes, I don’t know which letters match which keys, have no idea what major and minor is, and I basically know absolutely nothing about using a piano.

would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Just to get closure from certain people or events. If I can go back in time I’d spend more time with my late grandpa, for one.

where did you get the underwear you are wearing right now? I’ve already forgotten.

have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with an r? No. I’m an R though, heh.

have you ever passed out? Yeah numerous times. I’m a big fainter, which just sounds so uncool lmfao.

are you easily confused? Yes I feel lost quite easily. I’m often the butt of my friends’ jokes because of this, but I don’t mind hahaha.

do you think you would make a good wife/husband? I like to think that I would be, but I dunno. I’m still insanely young and I know I’ll be a completely different person with different priorities, mindset, attitude, etc., by the time I get married. It’s too early to tell.

what’s your favorite kind of ice cream? Cookies and cream. Queso real is also a really good flavor and it was my favorite for some time before my taste shifted to cookies and cream.

do you like coffee? Love coffee.

do you like summer? I like it when I get to go to the beach or when my family books trips out of town or the country, but I reeeeeally could do without the hot and sticky weather. It’s definitely not my favorite period of the year.

where were you at 8am this morning? I was asleep for half of it, then by 8:30 I was up and scrolling through Facebook.

do you fall for people easily? No. That is one thing I can’t do as a demisexual haha.

everything happens for a reason? This is usually my mindset, yes. It helps me process and accept circumstances better and much more quickly.

have you ever dated someone more than once? Yup, Gab and I have broken up before.

who have you texted in the last 24 hours? No one. Not really big on texting these days as I’ve been using Messenger to contact people throughout the quarantine.

what color nail polish is on your toes? My toes are never painted.

do you find members of the preferred sex confusing? People of any gender have the potential to be confusing. < This.

what are you listening to right now? Right now all I can hear is the work being done for the new house that’s being constructed in front of ours, so I’ll hear the occasional shoveling of stones and trucks coming in and out of the construction zone. The last music I listened to was the Presto from Summer of Vivaldi’s Four Seasons because Portrait of a Lady on Fire always makes me feel things.

how has the week been? It hasn’t been horrible, I’ll give it that. I’ve been revisiting my old fandoms out of boredom but it’s turned out to be a lot of fun; my mom brought home cupcakes at the start of the week; I had milk tea today; and we just had Kimi groomed this afternoon so his fur is all gone and now he looks like a giant rat.

is there something you wish you could tell someone but can’t? I wish I could have respectful debates with my Duterte- and/or Trump-supporting relatives, but I know that’s impossible.

what are your biggest turn offs? People who: can only hold shallow conversations, are disrespectful to those in the service industry; are casually homophobic, racist, sexist, transphobic, and/or fatphobic; take their religion way too seriously; and neglect their pets.

favorite shirt to wear? My CM Punk Best in the World shirt, without a doubt. I’ve been wearing it semi-regularly for nine years and have absolutely no intention of throwing it out.

favorite drink? Depends on my mood and the occasion. If I’m studying I’d wanna have coffee with me, if I’m casually dining at a restaurant I’d be happy with iced water, etc.

last person to say ‘i love you’ to you? Gab.

would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah, but when that’s gonna happen again I still have no idea...

what’s your favorite color gummy bear? I always find myself reaching for the red ones.

what is the nicest part of the opposite sex’s body? I don’t consistently stare at a certain part of a guy’s body.

have you ever run into a dishwasher? No, those aren’t common here.

ever had a song sung about/for you? Nope.

is there a baby in the room with you right now? No, not technically. But I do consider my pets to be my babies. < Same. Kimi, now a giant rodent, is walking around the living room at the moment but he never strays too far from me.

where do you sing the most, in the car, the shower or other? CAAAAAAAAAR. This is a big reason why I miss driving, I haven’t been able to belt out in a while.

what is your favorite thing that is green? I don’t own a lot of green stuff since it’s my least favorite color...buuuuut I do have a printed flowy dress that I just love to wear, and it’s mostly olive green.

what did your last text message say? It’s an automated text from a vet clinic I went to last December telling me that I should bring Kimi back for a checkup. I appreciate the gesture but I’m not going back there after how condescending the vet was acting towards me.

what is the way to your heart? Acts of service has been my love language for the longest time.

what do you smell like? I smell nothing off of me now but I do know that I don’t smell unpleasant, because if I did I would’ve noticed it immediately and would feel more conscious.

what’s in your pocket? I don’t have any.

anything in your mouth? Not right now but I’ve been sipping milk tea with pearls all afternoon.

ever hurt yourself playing wii? Only after my first day of playing Wii Sports. It was like a workout for my tiny 10 year old body and I woke up all sore the next morning.

do you have freckles? No, not a common feature here.

what’s the last movie you saw in the theater? Knives Out.

ever jumped/fallen/been pushed in a pool with your clothes on? Noooooooooo. I feel like that’s super uncomfortable; I’ve always entered pools with a swimsuit or bikini. My glare is usually enough for people to understand that I wouldn’t appreciate being thrown into a pool while I still had clothes on.

are you wearing any clothes that you wore yesterday? Technically. I took a shower in the evening and changed into the clothes I’m wearing now, but that was in the evening so it’s not like I wore them all day yesterday.

name a song that you know all the words to: Every single Paramore song. Guaranteed.

what’s the last thing you watched on tv? If we’re really going with a physical TV, the last thing I watched was Descendants of the Sun when I used the Netflix app on our TV. The last series I watched in general was Friends.

what can you hear right now? Two fans whirring in the living room.

did you feel better or worse or the same yesterday? I’m slightly better today. I’m glad Kimi has finally been groomed since his fur had knotted up in the last couple of weeks. Plus I also have milk tea today, and that’s always a winner :)))

are you close to your siblings? With my sister, but we treat each other like buddies and are more of the tough-love type. We banter more than anything and we don’t hold heart to heart talks.

do you bite your nails? No we have a nail cutter at home that I use. If I’m going through a period of heightened anxiety I will bite my nails though.

do you like your feet? Uh, I guess. I’m not complaining about them? but I’m also not attracted to feet. Mine are just there and I’m fine with them.

do you sleep well at night? For the most part.

#survey #surveys

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alicepink-me · 4 years

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Short Story: Where’s your Christmas Spirit?

My crappy summary: It's Christmas time and a family is getting together for a festive holiday party, but news breaks that one family member is feeling down. This isn't a Hallmark story, so there won't be any cheering up. The used to be best friend of this girl is letting the rumors get to her and her views change, but the girl herself, won't stand for it. People believe everything she says is negative and only reflects her health. She wants the stigma gone already.

Btw: Lila= pronounced like purple in German (No relation to Lila from MLB. I already wrote it and don't feel like changing this now.)

I most definitely did not add myself or some of my experiences to this story *nervous laugh

"Mom, I just wish it was Christmas already!" Serena beamed, twirling around her granite countertop. "Each gift I picked for everybody is absolutely perfect. I can hardly wait any longer to give them out."

"You only have three more days, sweetheart." The mom chuckled as she moved cookies from a tray to the cooling rack. "Christmas will be here before you know it." She turned to the oven.

"I wonder what grandma's got planned for her party this year . . . " Serena leaned forward, propping her head up with her fist. She looked to the tree in the corner. It sparkled as an ornament reflected the kitchen lights at her. "Are you sure I can't give her one early? Just one. I mean . . . I'm just so thankful for everything grandma's done for us and I have more than one present picked for her." Serena moved to the tree as her puppy ran over. She pet her pitbull while admiring the decorations. "What if I gave her the wreath I made? If I were to give it to her early, then she could hang it up for Christmas instead of afterwards." She turned to her mother with begging eyes.

The mom smiled and carried another warm tray. "I guess you can bring the wreath." She compromised. "That one I can be persuaded on."

Serena gasped. "Yes!" She snatched the wreath and ran back to the counter, sliding into a stool. "So what are you bringing to the party, mom?"

"Chocolate lava cookies." She answered, placing the last few on a rack.

"But I thought we weren't supposed to bring dishes with chocolate in them? Or at least, grandma said we had to bring one without chocolate and then we could bring an extra with some." The mother frowned. "Remember? Lila is allergic to chocolate."

"Well Lila is also a scrooge nowadays, so my pick of dessert shouldn't be based on her life choices." The mom turned off the oven, hands on her hips now. "That girl only seeks attention wherever she goes. She refuses to grow up and blames it all on depression, but it's not like she's actually trying."

"Well Lila has been through a lot this year, mom." Serena saddened. "Aunt Molly didn't give very many details, but she said that Lila went through a lot. It was so much that she has to repeat sophomore year of high school and I'm now a whole grade ahead of her. She must have faced something really horrible."

"That's just a cover up." Her mother dismissed. "No one wants to tell people that their kid is behind in something because they act sad all the time." She sighed, pulling out a plastic container. "That girl is just so negative. She ruins the fun in anything and we shouldn't have to accommodate for her."

"I guess . . . " Serena looked confused. "But if she can't control it-"

"Of course she can control it!" The mother interrupted. "It's only in her head." She placed her oven mits on the counter with a huff. "Now go get your brother. We'll be leaving in about fifteen minutes."

. . .

"Grandma!" Serena yelled, running into the large hotel room and into her grandmother's arms.

"Oh, Serena and Jordan." The grandma embraced her grandkids. "I'm so happy you both made it to the party this year." She squeezed them tighter. "Hopefully I'll be alive for the next ten before you two have to start planning them." She winked.

"Grandma!" Serena yelled. "How can you say things like that at a time like this?!" She stepped back. "You'll live forever, so there won't be a need for that."

"Oh I can hope." The grandma smiled.

"Anyway . . . I brought you a present." Serena held it out. She didn't wrap it out of fear that she'd crush the decorations, but that shouldn't matter.

"Christmas is the twenty-fifth darling." The grandma joked, holding the ends of it.

"I know, but I couldn't wait any longer. I had to get you something." Serena beamed, waiting for her reaction. She spent so much time on it and the other gifts that she had gotten. She definitely won this Christmas.

"It's beautiful." The grandma's frail hands touched over the sparkly red bows. Several were placed on the pine with beads and jewels added as well. A single angel hung in the middle with a light.

"Do you like it?" Her eyes sparkled.

"Of course I do." The grandma hugged her once more. "How could I not? And you know what?" The grandma walked across the room. "I'll hang it on the door here so everyone will see it."

"Really?" Serena glowed.

. . .

Lila grabbed a meatball with a toothpick and took a bite. She spotted her aunt near another table and finished her snack before tossing the pick in the trash. Lila moved towards her. "Hey Aunt Maddy, what'd you make this year?" She eyed the contained and reached for the lid.

The aunt aggressively smacked her hand down on top, startling the teen. "These aren't for you." She insisted, switching the container to her side. "I mean, you are allergic to chocolate, aren't you? I wouldn't want to poison you now. No need to create a scene because you need an EpiPen."

"Yeah." Lila looked around the room. "No worries." She shrugged at the awkwardness. "I like food. I'm just seeing what everyone brought."

Lila moved out of the way as the woman stared in her direction. There was always something to talk about before, but not now. She saw Serena across the room and smiled. The crowd made her anxious, but at least she still had one friend.

"Serena." She said, reaching the table. "Haven't seen you in awhile."

Serena turned to her and scanned her entire appearance. Lila was wearing a cozy red sweater with black leggings and boots. Her hair was curled and she bore a white smile. She didn't seem depressed, but Serena herself hadn't been there before to know that much. Maybe they were just rumors after all. Lila did come to a party. Why would anyone attend a celebration if they wish to wallow in their sorrows? Lila was never like those rumors before, so why would she now? But still . . . her mother's words rang through her head.

"Y-Yeah." Serena agreed. "I haven't seen you since last year's party. A whole year has passed. A lot has happened since then." She refused eye contact.

"Yeah . . . " Lila felt tense. "So how is everything with you? Anything new?" She blurted, trying to make conversation.

"Not really." Serena shook her head awkwardly. She didn't know what to say. Anything she wanted to tell just didn't fit the setting. Serena turned to her small bowl and scooped some more cranberry sauce in it. "Y-You should really try this cranberry sauce." She held her bowl in front of Lila. "I don't know who brought this, but it has the perfect amount of cinnamon and nutmeg."

Lila held up her hands. "Um . . . I don't really like cranberry sauce."

Serena frowned and rolled her eyes, setting the bowl on the counter. Were they true? Lila squinted, confused as she stared at her old friend.

"That is so cute!" A woman squealed, looking at the door. Both girls peered over. "Where did you get this?" She touched the wreath.

"Did you make that?" Lila asked, scanning each detail. It was the first time she noticed it, but she could easily recognize Serena's crafting skills.

"Yup." Serena smiled smugly.

"Why'd you gift it before Christmas?" She questioned.

"Why are you so negative?" Serena spun around on her heels.

"What?" Lila raised her eyebrows.

"You're always negative!" Serena crossed her arms and acted offended. "It's Christmas and I made a Christmas wreath. Are you just mad that you didn't think of it first or that you didn't care enough to do something cheerful for once?"

"I care about our grandma as much as you do, Serena."

"Clearly you don't." Her eyes did a 360. "Maybe you would've expressed some joy if you did. I mean, that's only the first present I have for grandma. We both should have several and I thought you would have beat me first after all she's done for you this year. She even told everyone to cater to your health and bring chocolate free dishes."

"I'm sorry." Lila shrugged, confused. "I really don't see how I'm such a bad person."

"Sorry?" Serena ranted. "Your apology can't fix it. Seriously, who has Christmas without chocolate? Apparently we do now and not by choice."

"I don't see why you're so upset. It's not like you brought a chocolate free dessert."

"Are you mad at my mom now? How dare you . . . " Serena glared.

Lila scrunched her nose. "She must have given you an earful on the way over, right?"

"I can't believe this and at Christmas? One of the happiest times of the year . . . You should be happy with what you got." Serena shook her head, stepping back. "It's sad. I don't know how you're so negative about everything. This is supposed to be a joyous time of year, not a depressing one." Serena turned away, taking her bowl of cranberry sauce with her.

"Okay then." Lila said, looking to the food table. She grabbed another plate before feeling a hand on her shoulder. She turned to see her grandma. "Grandma." She smiled.

"I brought your favorite." She grinned.

"My favorite?" The woman pulled out a tray from behind her back. "Shrimp!" Lila gasped.

"I know how much you love them, so I made sure to pick up a few rings from the store this evening. There's plenty, so eat up."

"Thanks grandma." Lila took the tray, smiling.

"I'm about to start our festive little scavenger hunt, so I thought I should get this out now." She smiled, patting her granddaughter on the back. "And there's no need for thanks. It's my job to take care of you."

Lila beamed as her grandma walked away. She pried the plastic cover off and loaded her plate with shrimp and a couple lemons. Maybe this party wouldn't be completely ruined.

Lila happily carried her plate over to her seat and set it down, taking a sip of her tea on the table. She sat down and peeled one, feeling eyes on her. She peeled a few more and squeezed some lemon on them. The women were staring. Even though she had a few empty seats on each side of her, they still watched.

She looked down at her plate. Lila did have at least ten shrimp, but she wasn't ashamed in the slightest. There were always watchers and judgers. What was so heinous about her appetite or her love for shrimp? They were for her anyway. Most of the ladies here were dieting for life, but that didn't mean her habits were disgusting. No crimes were committed tonight unless loving the food too much was one. Lila bit a chunk out of her shrimp, making sure to seam slightly animalistic. She ate a few more.

"Okay everyone, it's time for a game!" Serena shouted, cupping her hands over her mouth.

Lila looked up to see her standing on a chair at the front of the room. She now wore a necklace of battery powered lights over her Santa dress.

"Hey everyone!" She screamed. The room quieted and she brushed off her dress. "This one's my favorite game of all time . . . grandma's annual scavenger hunt is about to begin." The room cheered as she hopped off the chair.

Now that everyone was listening, the festive grandmother moved to the front. "Alright, same rules as last year. Each player must have a partner and they will be given a clue. Not everyone starts at the same one, so you won't end at the same place either. I can't tell you much detail regarding the game since it may give away some hints."

"Come on, grandma." Serena whined. "At least give us a hint."

"Hmm." The gram thought for a moment. "One."

"Yes!" They cheered.

"You will only go down a couple floors." She started. "You will not go past this one." Serena looked as if she was about to tackle a child. "Now I need all the children to come up and form pairs. Then I'll give them each a clue.

A dozen kids ran up front, ranging from ages seven to twelve. Serena towered over them with her height being a foot above. Her Santa hat refused to hide the devilishly competitive look in her eyes.

Lila finished her shrimp and wanted more. Whether the dramatic women lost their minds or not, she didn't care. She stood and walked to the garbage, scraping off the shells.

"Are you playing?" Serena asked.

Lila looked up. "No."

"Hm." Serena displayed a judgey look. "I guess that's not surprising."

"Why are you acting as if I'm ruining everything?" Lila grabbed a couple shrimp. "I'm just . . . here for the party."

"You've changed so much." Serena said, a hint of sadness in her eyes. "We used to be bestfriends."

"You see me through a different lens now." Lila made eye contact. "I haven't changed, but maybe you are."

Serena crossed her arms. "It's not my fault if you aren't fun anymore."

"I have never liked childish games and you know that." Lila set her plate down. "I haven't done grandma's scavenger hunt for the past three years." She crossed her arms as well. "In case you've forgotten, you have won each year and every time, you were perfectly okay with me staying behind like this. The prize was always some type of candy or present and you always shared with me. We were fine then and neither of us were upset." Lila shrugged. "Who's to say I have or have not changed, but I can't fix the way you see me. That's not my job."

"Whatever." Serena rolled her eyes. "I thought I knew you, but now all you want to do is remain depressed all the time and add your negativity."

"You think I want this?" Lila's eyes widened. "Forcing myself to accept things or participate in activities I do not like, especially things I have never enjoyed, is not going to automatically fix me. I don't know why everyone thinks that. I came to this party because I have always enjoyed grandma's Christmas parties, not because my mother forced me. And don't think you're the only one either to say something. I've heard the comments. "Oh it's really great that she's getting out." "It's so nice she's around so many people." As if the presence of humans will immediately cure me. I've felt every stare and every judgement, but I don't care and I shouldn't."

"I know you don't care, so why are you telling me this?" Serena adjusted her lights. "Do really want more attention?"

Lila folded her hands in front of her in frustration. "I'm just going to enjoy the rest of this great party." She gritted her teeth.

Their grandma rang some bells. Serena smiled. "It's not like I needed a partner anyway." She ran back to the crowd.

. . .

"Santa reaches his cookies at midnight, but must return to his late night travels." Serena read aloud. "What? Cookies? I just got the oven mit." She panted, leaning against the railing. Her last clue led her to the lounge, where they serve complimentary cookies, and she found an oven mit. Now she was in the stairwell, trying to figure out the next clue, which was tucked inside the glove.

"Serena, Serena." A little boy called.

She turned around. "Maddix . . . and Jaxon." Two young twins stood behind her. "You guys aren't following me, are you?" She squinted.

"No, we're lost." Jaxon crossed his arms.

"No we aren't." Maddix hit him in the arm. "We're stuck on our second clue."

"Hmm." She pursed her lips, sitting on the top step to be at eye level. "Helping the competition?"

"Serena!" Maddix complained. "I remember you telling me we were best friends when I was six. Now where did that go?"

"Oh fine. Hand me your clue." She smiled. "Santa's job is always hard, but no one ever said delivering presents was easy. When he's tired, a nice refreshment always hits the spot."

"I'm lost." Jaxon said. "We checked every vending machine and even snuck into the kitchen."

"Oh my gosh." She laughed. "I may have an idea as to where you're supposed to go." Serena grinned. "But you have to promise you'll walk slow."

"No." Jaxon said.

"Well I'll tell you anyway." Serena smiled, looking around her. "The lounge." She whispered to them.

"Let's go!" The two ran, but Maddix stopped a few steps down.

"I saw cousin Lila earlier. Why isn't she playing with us?" He asked.

"Lila is upset. She isn't feeling too well, so she doesn't want to play." Serena answered.

"Why's she so sad?" Maddix tilted his head.

"She has some problems that we can't fix." Serena shook her head.

"Maybe I'll give her a hug later and cheer her up." He smiled.

She winced. "I'm not sure if she'll like that."

"Well I'll ask her later." Maddix moved down the stairs. "Right now I have to beat you!" He sprinted away, laughing.

Serena smiled briefly. "Those two . . . "

A hard shoe was punched into her spine and Serena toppled over, her oven mit flying. She rolled down a flight of stairs and hit the wall with a bang. The stairs were completely metal, making every inch hurt. Her head pounded rapidly as she groaned. Serena looked up through blurry vision to see Lila at the top, leaning against the railing with a plate of shrimp.

"You're so negative sometimes." Lila bit into a shrimp.

"I knew you were horrible." She winced, flipping on her stomach, her hair a mess.

"No, you just wanted me to be. I was never bad, but I could be." Lila took another bite. "There's so much irony in your disgust for my life."

Serena tried to lift herself up but fell flat. "You hurt me."

"Now that's not part of the holiday spirit." Lila laughed, swinging a shrimp. "You know you've really changed, Serena. You aren't fun anymore and are really becoming self-centered. I mean seriously? You had to stand in a stairwell? What if someone were to walk by? The fact that you need help is so attention seeking." Lila shook her head while Serena glared up at her. "That possible scenario terrifies me. How could you degrade yourself that much and not fix it? You are in complete control yet you lay helpless and wounded. It's just . . . so, so sad. It really is." She slurped a piece with a smile.

Only One Part, so sorry if you wanted more. It is a short story.

#short story #it's finally here #christmas #holidays #depression #villains #alicepink-me #alice pink #where's your Christmas spirit #irony #stereotypes #stigma #rage #saddness #teens #family #girl

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toothsy · 5 years

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Get to know me

My friend : *comes to me randomly* HEY

Me: *jumps* geez you scared me..

My friend : You have a blog on tumblr, right ?

Me : uh... yeah ? I don’t wanna talk about what I write on it plea-

My friend : NONONO that’s not what I want to talk about. Knowing you, you probably didn’t say anything about yourself on your blog :

Me : well-

My friend : SO - I found this *show me the post* - and - hope u do it.

Me : *shrugs* fine

(Just letting you know how I found this -)

A/N : I know I don’t have a lot of followers and probably no one wanna know who I am but I just wanted to do it

And my friends wanted me to do it too, so uh, here it goes

1. What is you middle name? Don’t have one ?

2. How old are you? 14- I’m 15 in December 2 though

3. When is your birthday? December 2

4. What is your zodiac sign? Sagittarius heh

5. What is your favorite color? Hmm, would say blue or green

6. What’s your lucky number? Hmm... would say 13 ?

7. Do you have any pets? Okay hum... 11 dogs - and 3 fish

8. Where are you from? Canada, Quebec to be more specific...

9. How tall are you? Okay please... don’t - laugh at me for this... but I’m 4’9. Which is totally small ugh

10. What shoe size are you? 36-5.5, something like that

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? 2

12. What was your last dream about? It was pretty weird - but it was just me drinking coffee until my sister came in and said I forgot to put cream in it and then I said ‘’but I like black coffee’’

13. What talents do you have? I draw, I write, I play piano, lil bit of guitar and trumpet , dunno if I should call myself talented though

14. Are you psychic in any way? No ? I don’t know ?

15. Favorite song? Hmm, I wouldn’t say I have a favorite one, but I’m listening to Billie Eilish a lot

16. Favorite movie? Aaargagsgaga, Jurassic Park, since I’m 4 so...

17. Who would be your ideal partner? *shrugs* honestly I don’t even care about the personality of the person (I mean, except if the person is really an asshole) as long as they’re here for me

And laugh at my terrible puns.

18. Do you want children? Hell no, well at least really not right now. Some kids really gets on my nerves honestly ;;’ and one of my worst phobia is too much pain so -

19. Do you want a church wedding? Heh, not really into that stuff, but it could change, depends I guess.

20. Are you religious? Not really

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? Well - of course -

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? Nah never, I’m a cool person honestly xd

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? No but would love to

24. Baths or showers? I really like both, it depends I guess

25. What color socks are you wearing? Black uwu

26. Have you ever been famous? hahahHA no

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? Huh, I’m scared of being overwhelmed by people so maybe not xd

28. What type of music do you like? Depends, I like calm and rock music, weird huh

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? No ?

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3, I feel like if I don’t hug something while sleeping - I just don’t sleep well, and yes , I also sleep with a plushie ‘cuz of this

31. What position do you usually sleep in? Lateral safety position

32. How big is your house? *shrugs* big enough for 4 people

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? Rice Krispies, believe it or not, I love them. This and milk obviously

34. Have you ever fired a gun? No

35. Have you ever tried archery? Neither

36. Favorite clean word? Geez ? Dunno

37. Favorite swear word? Fuck, I’m saying this a lot and also, in Quebec there’s some swear words that came from religion - which I say them a lot too

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? 1 complete day I guess

39. Do you have any scars? Yep, on my arms

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? Nop, who would be a secret admirer for a loser like me ? x)

41. Are you a good liar? Nop that’s why I never lie

42. Are you a good judge of character? Not really

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? English accent and french accent (because french from France And from Quebec have different accents)

44. Do you have a strong accent? Not really

45. What is your favorite accent? British accent didndkdnnd

46. What is your personality type? Mine ? Would say a really nervous but acts like a chill person every time, never sleeps, always do puns and not funny jokes and ... I’m tomboy.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? Oh- would say shoes for running for now

48. Can you curl your tongue? Yep

49. Are you an innie or an outie? Innie

50. Left or right handed? Right handed

51. Are you scared of spiders? Nop !! I love them, I want a tarantula when I’ll be older

52. Favorite food? Sushis and shrimps

53. Favorite foreign food? Hmmm dunno

54. Are you a clean or messy person? Messy

55. Most used phrased? ‘’Aw shit, here we go again’’

56. Most used word? Geez, shit, aw, oh, welp, heh.

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? Not too long, I don’t put makeup or anything, just anything baggy and then we’re outta here

58. Do you have much of an ego? Nop, actually, I don’t have one at all xd

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? ... definitely weird questions for people like me but I suck.

60. Do you talk to yourself? When I’m angry xd

61. Do you sing to yourself? Nop

62. Are you a good singer? Dunno, it’s not too bad but not great either

63. Biggest Fear? Hmm height

64. Are you a gossip? Nah

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? Don’t like drama :v

66. Do you like long or short hair? For me I prefer short hair, but I like both for the others

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? No but I can tell you a part of the book 50 shades of- *my friend slaps my head* ow

68. Favorite school subject? English and music

69. Extrovert or Introvert? Introvert

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? Nop and will probably never

71. What makes you nervous? People coming into my room without permissions, people talking shit about me, my dad, but nothing else x)

72. Are you scared of the dark? Nop

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? I do it just to be funny when I know it’s in a good time to do it, but never for anything else

74. Are you ticklish? Yes, really

75. Have you ever started a rumor? Nop and would never. I had a lot of rumors about me in my old school and it’s definitely not pleasant so I’ll never do that

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? Nop

77. Have you ever drank underage? Yes - a - lot. Sorry :’v

78. Have you ever done drugs? Nop and would never

79. Who was your first real crush? Huh... real crush ? I had small crushes but never real ones... except Bakugo.. *cough* sorry

80. How many piercings do you have? Only on my ears and never put earrings ah

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ Nah

82. How fast can you type? Pretty fast

83. How fast can you run? Not fast

84. What color is your hair? Blond, naturally blond (hate that color tho.)

85. What color is your eyes? Blue

86. What are you allergic to? Nothing right now

87. Do you keep a journal? Nop

88. What do your parents do? Right now they fight, but huh. Nothing

Oh- jobs, idk

89. Do you like your age? I’ll be in paradise once I’ll be in 15, since I’ll finally start my driving lessons

90. What makes you angry? People not accepting the others and being close minded (my dad most)

91. Do you like your own name? No, I would like an unisex one like Max

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? Huuuh, don’t want kids. But it would be Maxine for a girl and Jay/Jeff for a guy

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? Doesn’t matter, as long as they’re my kid right ?

94. What are you strengths? Hmm, dunno, would be my endurance ?

95. What are your weaknesses? Social skills lmao

96. How did you get your name? ?? My parents - oh

For my user I just took Tooth put an sy to make it look ‘cute’, I’m sure it’s not tho

97. Were your ancestors royalty? Don’t think so

98. Do you have any scars? Yes... I think it was already asked ? On my arms.

99. Color of your bedspread? Blue

100. Color of your room? White walls

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Anyway, hope you like it uwu

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a-singleboat · 5 years

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So this is a lot but 1-100 on the get to me uncomfortably well asks? (I'm genuinely curious)

You asked for it...

note; some questions I answered no to so I crossed them off to save some space

What is your middle name?

Sabrina

How old are you?

When is your birthday?

November 30

What is your zodiac sign?

Sagittarius

What is your favorite color?

Currently, rose gold

What’s your lucky number?

Do you have any pets?

No, but I recently went to a cat cafe and I want a cat now.

Where are you from?

Massachusetts

How tall are you?

5’3

What shoe size are you?

7 or 7.5, depending on the brand

How many pairs of shoes do you own?

About 10 pairs, give or take. I’m not sure on the actual amount.

What was your last dream about?

My last dream was about me losing my crocs in an airport. I was devastated.

What talents do you have?

I can sing, dance, write, act, stage manage, and throw a flag pretty well.

Are you psychic in any way?

With my best friend, yes. We think the same way so it’s not that hard to know what she’s thinking.

Favorite song?

I can give you the last song I listened to which is Location because I don’t have a favorite song at the moment.

Favorite movie?

The Farewell, which is actually really good for a limited release film.

Who would be your ideal partner?

Celebrity wise? Zendaya

Do you want children?

Maybe one or two, but I feel like I’d end up adopting more than giving birth.

Do you want a church wedding?

Are you religious?

Have you ever been to the hospital?

Not outside of my birth and visits.

Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

No, but funny story. I kicked water onto a man when I was younger and I thought the cops were gonna come for me.

Have you ever met any celebrities?

No, but I saw Sam Smith at London Pride and Chris Evans in a chinese restaurant by where I live.

Baths or showers?

Showers

What color socks are you wearing?

I’m not wearing any, so flesh colored?

Have you ever been famous?

Not that I know of.

Would you like to be a big celebrity?

Maybe a celebrity in the sense that people have just heard my name. I’m fine living with a few hundred followers to read what I write for now.

What type of music do you like?

I like listening to more musicals and whatever genre Walk the Moon is.

Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Yes, once.

How many pillows do you sleep with?

What position do you usually sleep in?

Like on my stomach with one leg hitched up over a pillow.

How big is your house?

Average sized? It’s the smallest of the three on my street that was built with the exact same layout at the same time.

What do you typically have for breakfast?

I don’t really eat breakfast but I love honey bunches of oats.

Have you ever fired a gun?

Have you ever tried archery?

Yes

Favorite clean word?

Origin

Favorite swear word?

Can it be a string of swear words? Because I like “bitch ass hoe” a lot.

What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

2 days

Do you have any scars?

Yes, one on my right hand and two on my left leg.

Have you ever had a secret admirer?

I don’t think so, I never really think about if I do either.

Are you a good liar?

I like to think that I am

Are you a good judge of character?

I would say yes because the last two people I met, I felt like we’re horrible and I was right

Can you do any other accents other than your own?

Do you have a strong accent?

No, but I do have a Boston accent when I’m angry.

What is your favorite accent?

I love British accents or Australian

What is your personality type?

INFP-T

What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

$35 vintage jacket that I used in a musical and now wear whenever I can.

Can you curl your tongue?

Yes

Are you an innie or an outie?

innie

Left or right-handed?

Right

Are you scared of spiders?

Sometimes, if I’m not expecting them

Favorite food?

I have a lot of favorites.

Favorite foreign food?

Mayo walnut shrimp

Are you a clean or messy person?

I want to be clean but I know I’m messy.

Most used phrased?

bitch ass hoe

Most used word?

I actually don’t know, probably “I”

How long does it take for you to get ready?

like 15 minutes

Do you have much of an ego?

Not really, i don’t like boasting or seeming cocky

Do you suck or bite lollipops?

suck

Do you talk to yourself?

Yes

Do you sing to yourself?

Yes

Are you a good singer?

I like to think so and my friends also think so

Biggest Fear?

being left alone

Are you a gossip?

depends on the person

Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

i don’t really watch a lot of dramatic movies

Do you like long or short hair?

short on girls, long on guys but personally, short on myself

Can you name all 50 states of America?

Favorite school subject?

English

Extrovert or Introvert?

omnivert

Have you ever been scuba diving?

yes

What makes you nervous?

heights and ladybugs

Are you scared of the dark?

yes

Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

sometimes

Are you ticklish?

yes

Have you ever started a rumor?

Have you ever been in a position of authority?

yes

Have you ever drank underage?

technically no, it was legal where i was drinking

Have you ever done drugs?

Who was your first real crush?

I honestly don’t remember, the last time I had a crush was in middle school and I’m now a high school graduate.

How many piercings do you have?

i have my standard ear piercings

Can you roll your Rs?

How fast can you type?

depends, i can usually type faster if i have the idea running through my head

How fast can you run?

not very

What color is your hair?

currently pink, naturally a really dark brown

What color are your eyes?

dark brown

What are you allergic to?

strawberry banana kiwi smoothies and mosquitoes

Do you keep a journal?

i used to, i wrote a speech off one of my journal entries which you can find in my masterlist as a dear future me type of thing

What do your parents do?

my mum is a tax project manager and my dad is a mortgage/realtor

Do you like your age?

yeah, for the most part

What makes you angry?

when people try to argue with me when i know i have my facts down

Do you like your own name?

i used to not like it

Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

if you find my wattpad, any name i use for an OC is a possibility

Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

both? it really wouldn’t matter

What are your strengths?

i’m really good at staying on track when i have a mission

What are your weaknesses?

i’m really lazy

How did you get your name?

my dad was going to name me and it was originally going to be sabrina annabelle but my mum liked it the other way around

Were your ancestors royalty?

Do you have any scars?

I already answered this so I’ll say my most recent bruise is from my flag pole hitting my forearm.

Color of your bedspread?

pink, my choice

Color of your room?

also pink, not my choice

#anna answers #anon answered #get to know me #uncomfortably well

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99 IMPORTANT CHARACTER QUESTIONS

PART 1: THE BASICS

What is your full name? Omari Rashad Beckham

Where and when were you born? 3/18/1993

Who are your parents? Rodney Beckham; Rodney is an established real estate agent. He’s a firm believer in discipline and earning everything w/ no handouts. Though he’s stern on me, he’s a gentle giant to my mama. Giselle Beckham; She’s an elementary school teacher with tons of patience. She's very vocal and has an answer to everything. Though she’s molded me to be her very own mama’s boy, she still allowed my dad to make me into a man.

Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? My brother, Demetrius, passed when I was 14 and he was 15 from drowning. He was my best friend, my partner in crime and even my role model despite the closeness in our age. Our dad taught us to always have each other’s back and we never strayed from that lesson. Demetrius was more rebellious but I was never one to say no to the adventures, including our last mischievous episode where we snuck out to hang with friends at the lake.

Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. I currently live in a 3-bedroom 2-story home in Los Angeles that was sold to me by my dad with a small ass discount. It’s not a massive house but it’s my own sanctuary for myself, my shoes and my Frenchy.

What is your occupation? I am a retired drug dealer shoe store owner.

Write a full physical description of yourself. A meal. Too many tattoos to count. Several marks from a curious childhood.

To which social class do you belong? Lower middle class.

Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? I’m allergic to kiwi and I’m honestly lactose intolerant but I often ignore it.

Are you right- or left-handed? Right-handed

What does your voice sound like? I wouldn’t know how to describe it tbh.

What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? “Honestly” & “and shit”

What do you have in your pockets? Nothing.

Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? I have to count steps on when taking stairs. I laugh alot, no matter the emotion I’m feeling, I laugh. I stare people in the eyes when they talk to me, I don’t like not seeing a person’s face when they’re physically in my presence talking to me.

PART 2: GROWING UP

How would you describe your childhood in general? It was a typically decent childhood. I had a strict ass father, but that didn’t stop me and my brother from rebelling and doing our own thing.

What is your earliest memory? Being dropped off at a daycare and crying like a lil’ bitch until my mama sat down on the carpet with me. I think she snuck out on me at one point though.

How much schooling have you had? Despite all my setbacks, I graduated college with my bachelor’s degree.

Did you enjoy school? Yeah, bitches, sports and I was the plug on campus. Even though all of that got me in trouble with the laws a few times.

Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? My dad, my brother, the streets.

While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. My brother, he was fearless and he was wise beyond his time. He put me onto hella game. My father as well. Even though we bumped heads alot, he taught me valuable lessons and also left me to learn a few lessons on my own.

While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? No chaos here, typical teenage angst at times but it was fine once the dust settled.

As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? A professional football player.

As a child, what were your favorite activities? Playing sports, real life and on game consoles.

As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? I was a curious child. I also liked to test my limits and boundaries, what’s the word for that? I was a follower, but only to my brother.

As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like? Of course I was. Isaiah was one of my first best friends after we beat each other the fuck up. He was territorial and a smart ass. Still is. But he was loyal and a host of other things. My brother was another one. The rest were just friends in passing. People knowing me but me not knowing them was common.

When and with whom was your first kiss? This big booty bitch named Stacy in 5th grade. She was in 7th. I counted her as my first kiss because them other lil kisses was nothing compared to that.

Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? Absolutely not. I lost it in 8th grade to my homeboy’s big sister.

Describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. After my brother died, I shut down. Nothing was worth experiencing without my him with me. I briefly dropped out of school unbeknownst to my parents and that’s when I got introduced to the trap. I started doing runs for the big guy and the money was good. That lasted for almost 8 years until the last time my parents had to bail me out of jail and gave me an ultimatum that was far worse than the one from the judge.

PART 3: PAST INFLUENCES

What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? The grand opening of my shoe store.

Who has had the most influence on you? My family

What do you consider your greatest achievement? Graduating from college

What is your greatest regret? Letting my dad down and making my mama cry.

What is the most evil thing you have ever done? I can’t say.

Do you have a criminal record of any kind? Absolutely.

When was the time you were the most frightened? When I thought I would get 10 years in the feds.

What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you? I had a wet dream while taking a nap at school and messed up my pants.

If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why? I’d have my brother here with me to make life worth living.

What is your best memory? Going to Disneyland when I was like 10 with my family.

What is your worst memory? I have too many.

PART 4: BELIEFS & OPINIONS

Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Optimistic

What is your greatest fear? My parents dying, because then I’d really be alone.

What are your religious views? Organized religion isn’t for me, but I believe in the higher power.

What are your political views? I’m for what’s right.

What are your views on sex? Sex is a choice and should never be anything otherwise.

Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable? Yes. Various reasons but most importantly to protect.

In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do? Hurt a child.

Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love? Yeah eventually

What do you believe makes a successful life? Being able to change another person’s life.

How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)? Depends on the recipient and the circumstance

Do you have any biases or prejudices? Of course.

Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it? Yeah, I still have a conscience and I believe in karma.

Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)? My family.

PART 5: RELATIONSHIPS W/OTHERS

In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how? I’m good to people as long as they’re good to me. My vibe depends on yours.

Who is the most important person in your life, and why? My mom, she’s a gem.

Who is the person you respect the most, and why? My father, he deserves it.

Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people. Isaiah & Hendrix. They’re my greater thirds. They get me.

Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person. My wife’s name is Krystal. She’s amazing and beautiful and patient and I don’t deserve her.

Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened. Yeah, but then the government told us to cut that shit short.

What do you look for in a potential lover? Everything I see between my parents. Patience, love, sacrifice, honesty, shit like that.

How close are you to your family? Very, they’re all I have.

Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not? No, not yet and I just haven’t found the right person or it just wasn’t the right time. But soon.

Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help? Hendrix

Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why? Not really. I would say my parents but I feel like they’ve done all the protecting they could.

If you died or went missing, who would miss you? I wish I knew.

Who is the person you despise the most, and why? Nobody that I can think of.

Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict? I avoid conflict. I know what I’m capable of when upset, so it’s always best for me to avoid.

Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations? Somewhat. Just depends if I become too uncomfortable I have to do something to fix it then.

Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not? No, I have to people watch in order to become comfortable in social settings. I can’t watch too many people.

Do you care what others think of you? Only those that I love.

PART 6: LIKES & DISLIKES

What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes? I like to draw now, spend time with my peeps, try different strains of weed, nap.

What is your most treasured possession? My store, Urban Soles

What is your favorite color? Black

What is your favorite food? Anything with shrimp. or wings.

What, if anything, do you like to read? The 48 Laws of Power

What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)? Music of course, I love watching movies. If I watch a series it has to have completed seasons, if I can’t binge I dont want it.

Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit? I smoke weed and drink when I’m out. It’s not out of control but I don’t plan on stopping.

How do you spend a typical Saturday night? If I’m not with my wife now, I’m out with the boys, probably at Zay’s club.

What makes you laugh? Any and everything to be honest.

What, if anything, shocks or offends you? Rude mfs, bullies, people that are just unnecessarily disrespectful.

What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself? Wake up my wife. Watch Netflix. Eat. Scroll social media.

How do you deal with stress? Smoke, drink, sleep.

Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan? Spontaneous.

What are your pet peeves? People eating crunchy things, metal scraping metal, crowded spaces, poorly laced shoes, my time being wasted, people that are late on my time.

PART 7: SELF IMAGES & OTHER

Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted? I wake up bout 8 or 9. Check emails for the most part. Stuff my face. Go to the store and handle bidness. Make time for food a few times throughout the day and then come back home.

What is your greatest strength as a person? I’m reliable and always come through.

What is your greatest weakness? I don’t always know how to say no.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? My temper.

Are you generally introverted or extroverted? I’m in between.

Are you generally organized or messy? Organized for the most part.

Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at. I’m good at getting my way, making others happy annnnd drawing. I’m terrible at lying, singing and admitting when I’m wrong.

Do you like yourself? Yeah, I’m cool.

What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? Franchising my business.

Where do you see yourself in 5 years? I see myself being a father, happily married. Having a second store, maybe 3rd. Happy, healthy.

If you could choose, how would you want to die? Peacefully in my sleep.

If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. Update my will, write letters to everyone I love, sleep.

What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? My big heart.

What three words best describe your personality? Random, Spontaneous, Protective

What three words would others probably use to describe you? Annoying, Funny, Mannish

If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? Don’t be scared to be who you supposed to be. If they don’t fuck with it, fuck em.

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Basic Facts || Oliver Watson

What is Your Character’s Name? Oliver Watson

How does the character feel about his or her name? It's a name. I don't feel about it one way or another.

How did he or she get this name? Was it passed on from a family member, or did the parents read it on the side of a cereal box the day the child was born? I'm pretty sure my mother just liked olives. But "Olive" is a girl name, so. I don't know for sure, I never asked.

What is the meaning of the name? Doesn't it just come from the word 'olive'? An olive tree farmer? An olive-r?

What culture did the name originate from? I don't know. It's probably English.

What regions of the world did the name come from? ...Europe?

What connotations or stereotypes does the name have? I don't know. It's an old-fashioned name, or a dog name. I've been told "my grandpa has that name" and "I know a dog with that name" a lot.

How old is your character? 25

When was he or she born? September 9, 1989

What events were happening locally, nationally and globally the year your character was born? I don't know. I was a baby. [Tiananmen Square Massacre, Voyager 2 discovers Neptune’s moons and rings]

What is the zodiac sign? I'm a Virgo.

Does his or her zodiac sign have any bearing on their personality traits? I don't believe in that stuff. [Extremely work oriented and takes on more tasks than they should because they believe they're the best at it. Detail oriented. Conservative at heart. Loyal]

What Chinese Horoscope year were they born in? There are Chinese-specific zodiacs? [Snake]

How does this influence their personality traits? I didn't even know there were Chinese zodiacs. [Intuitive, Strong self control]

How does your character like to celebrate his or her birthday? When I was little I was lucky if I got a card or some money. Now I get showered with homemade gifts from the twins, and even Dennis never forgets to buy me a card on my birthday, which is nice.

What does your character look like? An average white guy, I guess. [Luke Treadaway]

Is your character Athletic or Overweight? Tall or Short? I'm kinda skinny but strong cause I work with car parts all day. Average height for a dude. [5'11'' 150lbs]

Hair color and length? Brown hair. Normal length for a guy? It's a little long right now cause I haven't cut it. [His hair is usually too long and he needs to get a haircut but he doesn't have time]

Eye color? Are they green? Hazel-ish? I've also been told gray.

Any scars or birth marks? I have some scars on my arms and hands, from working. And some birthmarks on my back. And this one on the inside of my [right] elbow. [He also has some scars on his back from childhood trauma.]

Does your character have a physical disability? No.

What actress or actor would you have play the role of your character if it was a movie? I have never thought about this. I mean, any average actor will do. [Luke Treadaway lol]

What style of clothes does your character wear? Regular clothes. T-shirts and Jeans from whatever store is having a sale. At work I wear the coveralls.

What clothes would he or she wear every day on a casual basis? T-shirts, hoodies, jeans.

For a night out on the town? I can't remember the last time I went out 'on the town'. Probably some nicer jeans, and a nicer t-shirt.

To bed? Gym shorts and a t-shirt.

Does he or she wear any special jewelry or accessories? Can't wear jewelry 'cause of work. I did have a watch that was my father's that I liked, but my mother pawned it for some drug money when I was in high school.

What type of shoes does your character wear? Boots at work, sneakers at other times.They always seem to be falling apart.

Where does your character live? Darby, Pennsylvania. It's a suburb right outside of Philly.

Is it an Apartment? House? In the backseat of his car? It's a townhouse.

How does your character feel about the current living arrangements? It's a little tight. We could probably use another room, but it could be worse. [The twins share a room with Dennis. Dennis decided he'd rather live with the twins than share the small bedroom with Oliver.]

Does your character live with anyone else? Who are those people? My three younger siblings. Dennis, Aiden and Emma.

How does your character get along with his or her neighbors? My upstairs neighbors change every few years because they tend to be college kids. My downstairs neighbor is very friendly, and babysits the twins for me on nights I work I appreciate her. My right side neighbor also has young kids so the kids are friends. My left side neighbors... I don't see very often. [His left side neighbors are narcotics dealers]

What is the view outside of your character's window? A Tree, the townhouse courtyard and the parking lot.

What items do they keep next to their bed? My phone, a lamp, a bottle of Advil and a book.

What is your character's most valuable possession? I try not to get attached to possessions. It's an old habit. But I guess I'm pretty fond of the guitar, even if I don't really play it much.

What does the character do for a living? I'm a mechanic at this dingy auto repair shop downtown.

Do they find this work enjoyable? It's alright. It's a job. And I've been working there since I was like 11 so.

What is your character's dream job? I haven't thought about it. I'm alright with the job I have now. [He doesn't have time to think about dreams and dream jobs he's got mouths to feed]

What is your character's financial situation? Not great. But I have neighbors who are way worse off than I am so I can't complain. [Oliver makes around $25,000 a year.]

What does your character spend most of his/her money on? The necessities. Food for everyone. Rent, bills, clothes for the kids.

What would your character do if he or she won the lottery? Send the kids to college with it, I guess. Or blow it all on a trip to Disney or something.

What is your character's highest level of education? I didn't graduate from high school.

What things do they wish were different about their current profession? I try not to think about things like that. [He wishes he worked at a better mechanic, somewhere with better and safer equipment and possibly upward mobility. But he would need to go to a technical school for that and he cannot go.]

Who are his or her parents? My mother passed away three years ago, and I don't know where my father is. He's probably dead too, to be honest.

Does he or she have any siblings? I have three younger siblings. Dennis, who's 9 years younger than me and the twins, Aiden and Emma, who are 22 years younger.

A spouse or other romantic partner or love interest? Ha. No.

How about children? I adopted my siblings when my mother died so technically I have three kids.

Other family? Aunts? Uncles? Second Cousins Twice Removed? No. I never met any of my mother's family and I don't know where my father's family is. [He believes his mother was estranged, and when his father left, she, Oliver, and Dennis became estranged from that family as well.]

How does your character feel about family functions and events? There're no family functions and events.

Who are your character's closest friends? My co-workers, I guess.

How did your character meet his or her best friend? I don't have one. Never did. [true story. Oliver always had trouble making friends and it became worse as he got older.]

What do they value most in friendship? Someone I can depend on? I don't know. [it's all theoretical]

Does your character make friends easily? All evidence points to no.

What was your character's first romantic encounter like? ...I don't want to talk about this. [Oliver's first and only relationship was with his High School history teacher at the age of 14. It ended with the teacher committing suicide while on the phone with Oliver.]

How does your character display affection? I don't know. [With Rudy, Oliver was very physically and emotionally clingy. He needed reassurance of their relationship constantly and was frequently jealous. But this probably isn't an accurate representation of what he would be like in an actual, consensual relationship.]

What is your character's idea of a perfect romantic date? No. [Being outside in public with someone that he is dating would be nice.]

Has your character ever had his or her heart broken? Hasn't everybody?

What qualities does your character look for in a romantic partner? I don't. [Oliver needs someone who can also be a caretaker of his three kids and understand his history. But he would never put that burden on anybody so he won't look for a romantic partner.]

Does your character have any pets? What type? No.

What are your characters favorite animals? Manta rays are pretty cool. I saw them in an aquarium once.

How many times has your character visited the zoo? I think we went there on a school trip once.

What are his or her favorite foods to eat? I like buttered noodles.

Does he or she enjoy to cook? It's alright. [Oliver gets satisfaction in feeding his siblings and would enjoy cooking so much more if he had all the ingredients/proper equipment in the kitchen. Right now it feels very survivor-y so it's hard to enjoy.]

Any food allergies or sensitivities? No. [Dennis is allergic to peanuts and tree nuts so Oliver hasn't had any nuts in 15 years though.]

What foods can he or she not stand to be around or eat? I don't like fish or any sea food. [Except shrimp]

How does your character spend a lazy Sunday afternoon? What lazy Sunday? I'm wrestling with everyone trying to get them to finish their homework.

What are their favorite places to go when alone? I can't remember the last time I was alone. [Oliver would really love to go back to the aquarium to look at the Manta Rays.]

With friends? What friends?

Where would your character like to travel? Someplace quiet with the ocean.

How does he or she want to get there? Maybe one day when everybody's moved out. If I make it that far.

Does your character have preferences on types of lodging? If it's got a bed, it's good.

What are your characters favorite movies and TV shows? I watch a lot of trash TV and trash movies because it helps me turn my brain off.

What are their favorite actors and actresses? Chris Evans as Captain America. Idris Elba.

How often do they watch movies and/or television? The TV is always on. I usually watch for a little while after the twins go to bed and before I go to sleep.

What television shows or movies do you think they would enjoy most? Like I said. I like trashy TV. Like reality shows. Marvel movies are good too.

What are your character's favorite music and songs? Classic rock is ok. I like acoustic stuff.

What genre of music would you find your character most likely listening to? I usually listen to whatever the other guys put on at the shop. [Oliver likes acoustic covers of rock songs]

When do they listen to music? In the car? While working? The radio or somebody's Spotify is always playing at the repair shop. [Oliver likes to sit in the car in silence. It's the only time it's ever quiet.

What artists and bands does your character enjoy listening to? I don't know. Whatever's on the radio?

Would your character go to a concert and enjoy it? Who paid for this?

Does your character play any musical instruments? I own a guitar.

What are his or her favorite books? I don't really like books that much.

What books are on his or her bookshelf at home? Children's books the kids got as presents from school. Harry Potter. Some comic books and some books on cars.

What titles does he or she borrow from the library? I don't have a library card.

What genre of books does your character enjoy reading? Romance Fiction? Non-fiction? Thriller Crime Novels? Historical Fiction? Self-help? Poetry? Some Sci-fi. Mostly books about how things work.

What is your character's favorite quote and why? Shit happens.

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I don’t ever really do things like this so today I decided I wanted to. So here you go.

Tagged by no one and tagging no one, but if you want to do this yourself feel free to say I tagged you so you don’t have the same problem I have. You’re welcome.

1. What is your middle name?

Officially it’s Lynn. Unofficially it’s Kurosaki because when I was in middle school making your middle name on social media the last name of a character was the cool thing to do, and I’m not gonna lie, it’s grown on me.

2. How old are you?

17, soon to be 18.

3. What is your birthday?

July 8th

4. What is your zodiac sign?

Proud Cancer

5. What is your favorite color?

Blue

6. What's your lucky number?

7. Do you have any pets?

I have a dog named Bella who is my precious little bean and six nieces and nephews who are pretty cool I guess.

8. Where are you from?

A dinky town that is literally so small it isn’t even on any maps, so good luck tracking it down.

9. How tall are you?

5’ 8”

10. What shoe size are you?

I’m actually an 8 (9 depending on the style of the shoe) but I normally get 10 because I like my feet to have breathing room.

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Four. I don’t get the appeal of owning thousands of shoes.

12. What was your last dream about?

I suck at remembering dreams. The only one that clearly comes to mind is one where my grandma came to visit me and told me she was okay and happy where she was (she passed away a few years ago).

13. What talents do you have?

I can take really good selfies and I’m great at choosing filters to hide how disgusting my face looks.

14. Are you psychic in any way?

I don’t think so, but sometimes when I’m listening to music on shuffle, I’ll randomly think of a specific song and then that song is the one that comes on next. That’s probably not psychic but it’s kinda cool.

15. Favorite song?

Currently it’s Don’t You Go by All Time Low

16. Favorite movie?

Love Actually

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

Someone who can make me laugh, makes me feel appreciated, and won’t feel weird about making a picture of the two of us their phone wallpaper.

18. Do you want children?

Absolutely

19. Do you want a church wedding?

Absolutely not

20. Are you religious?

I’m too apatheist for that

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

I’ve only been in the hospital once when I was younger, but my best guy friend has a habit of doing stupid shit and ends up in there a lot so I’ve been in my fair share of hospitals.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

Nope. I’m a good child who never leaves her house.

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

Not that I remember.

24. Baths or showers?

I love taking baths cause that shit is relaxing, but we have a built-in bathtub that I outgrew ages ago so I have to take showers. Someday I want a big clawfoot bathtub so I can take all the baths I want and also fuck up my future water bill.

25. What color socks are you wearing?

White and red

26. Have you ever been famous?

Previously mentioned best guy friend and I used to be famous-ish on this old kid website called Roblox. We weren’t like the PewDiePies of the site or anything but we were actually pretty well-known and the worlds we built were decently popular.

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

I don’t think so? I’d like to try my hand at YouTube someday, but I think I’d be happy with a small little following if I did so.

28. What type of music do you like?

Alternative Rock

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Nope.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

One

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

On my side and curled up into the smallest ball I can manage.

32. How big is your house?

Too big. But it’s cozy.

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

A cup of coffee and a toaster waffle if I’m not feeling too lazy.

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

A paintball gun.

35. Have you ever tried archery?

My one friend’s dad is a hunter and he let me shoot a bow one time, and I was pretty shit at it.

36. Favorite clean word?

Fadoodle sticks

37. Favorite swear word?

Shit is probably the one I use the most.

38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?

Four days and three nights. I’m a horrible insomniac.

39. Do you have any scars?

I have one on my palm from when I got stabbed with a pencil in elementary school, and one on my knee from when I was crawling around in the basement and crawled over a nightlight that happened to be prongs-up.

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

I think so? But I also have a pretty good idea of who it was so that probably doesn’t count.

41. Are you a good liar?

I don’t make a habit of lying, but I am pretty good at it because I don’t post on social media and out myself to those I’m lying to.

42. Are you a good judge of character?

I like to think so.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

I can talk like Stitch if that counts.

44. Do you have a strong accent?

I never thought so, but my friends from out-of-state always tell me I do.

45. What is your favorite accent?

It’s not really an accent, but my mother’s family is from the city ghettos and they all talk with ghetto slang. I grew up hearing it so when I’m comfortable talking to someone I tend to slip into that kind of talk.

46. What is your personality type?

INFJ if I remember correctly.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

I don’t really buy expensive clothes, I’m a bargain shopper. Even all my “fancy” clothes I get on sale for decent.

48. Can you curl your tongue?

Yessir.

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

An innie.

50. Left or right handed?

Right handed.

51. Are you scared of spiders?

Not especially, but if I see it I have to kill it. I’m sorry I just gotta.

52. Favorite food?

My dad’s homemade garlic shrimp spaghetti. Fuck.

53. Favorite foreign food?

I love ramen and sushi because I’m a shit.

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

What people see as disorganized mess I see as organized chaos.

55. Most used phrased?

Rip-A-Rooney

56. Most used word?

It’s not even an actual word, I just say the letter F a lot. Eff.

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

Somehow when I was getting ready for school every morning I could get dressed, brush my teeth, do my hair, and do my makeup all in a half hour. Now that I don’t have much of a time limit suddenly each of those steps requires twenty extra minutes. I’m really not a good time manager.

58. Do you have much of an ego?

Probably.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

Biting lollipops should be illegal worldwide you heathens.

60. Do you talk to yourself?

Constantly. Sometimes if I’m zoning out I’ll do it in front of people which is kind of mortifying.

61. Do you sing to yourself?

I sing in the shower if that’s what you really mean.

62. Are you a good singer?

I wouldn’t say I’m amazing or anything but I’m okay. I got a lead in the school musical so I can’t be that bad.

63. Biggest Fear?

Being forgotten. And moths. Fuck moths.

64. Are you a gossip?

HELL YEAH.

65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?

Does G.B.F count as a dramatic movie

66. Do you like long or short hair?

Long, but not crazy long.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Probably not.

68. Favorite school subject?

English

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Ambivert, actually.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

No but I would love to.

71. What makes you nervous?

Waiting in line for crazy rollercoasters that my friends force me to go on.

72. Are you scared of the dark?

I had really bad sleep paralysis when I was a kid and I would see some shit so yeah the dark freaks me out.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

Yes. I’m an asshole.

74. Are you ticklish?

Yeah. I’m also a good kicker and I will nail you in the fucking face if you tickle me.

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

Honestly I probably have at some point.

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

Does being the Mom Friend count?

77. Have you ever drank underage?

I’ve sipped stuff but nothing more than that.

78. Have you ever done drugs?

Nope, and never will.

79. Who was your first real crush?

Probably my ex-girlfriend.

80. How many piercings do you have?

Four, two on each ear. And I still want a few more.

81. Can you roll your Rs?"

No, I say to my fuming Spanish teacher. I cannot roll my fucking R’s okay I’m sorry.

82. How fast can you type?

Fast.

83. How fast can you run?

Not fast.

84. What color is your hair?

My natural color is a dark brown, but the last few years I’ve been dying it a dark red and I absolutely love it.

85. What color are your eyes?

Hazel

86. What are you allergic to?

Ranch products. Salad dressing, Doritos, all of it.

87. Do you keep a journal?

Several. I have a habit of buying every cute journal I see and I don’t even use half of them.

88. What do your parents do?

Both my parents are in the casino business, though my mother quit after I was born to be a stay-at-home mom. She was a Blackjack dealer. My dad is a Slot Director at a casino in the city.

89. Do you like your age?

I guess.

90. What makes you angry?

People who bring their babies in strollers on the escalator. Also people who put their baby’s carseat in between the two front seats.

91. Do you like your own name?

I think Brianna is a nice name, yeah.

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

Caitlyn and/or Chalice for a girl, and Avan and/or Lucas for a boy.

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

As long as I can have a child someday, I’ll be happy.

94. What are you strengths?

I’m really good at dealing with people who don’t/haven’t pissed me off.

95. What are your weaknesses?

Chocolate Brownie Batter ice cream and cute babies.

96. How did you get your name?

I was named after my dad and my aunt.

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

They better not have been otherwise I’ll be pissed I lost my crown.

98. Do you have any scars?

Didn’t we go over this already

99. Color of your bedspread?

I don’t actually have a bedspread, I just sleep with a blanket thrown over me. Said blanket is actually a handmade quilt that my band family made me as a graduation present. It’s got musical notes on it and it’s my favorite thing at the moment.

100. Color of your room?

Pale green and pink.

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1: How tall or short do you wish you were? I wish I was at least 5′5″ 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) Unicorn! and Michael could have a Dragon and Adrian could have a Dinosaur XD 3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? Not really I like almost all of them. 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? Super Mario Bros and Mortal Kombat. 5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: .... 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? 7: What is your opinion on [insert person/thing here]? 8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] Melancholic I think 9: Are you ticklish? yes 10: Are you allergic to anything? Shrimp 11: What’s your sexuality? Pan 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? Cocoa 13: Are you a cat or dog person? Cat 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? Elfpire ;) 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? Not off the top of my head. though there is one that makes great Snowells videos! 16: How tall are you? 5′1″ 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? 18: How much do you weigh? 130 I think 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? yes 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? Space 21: Are you religious? Not really 22: Pet peeves? 23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal [opposite of nocturnal]? Nocturnal 24: Favorite constellation? Orion 25: Favorite star? idk 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? love them! 27: Any phobias or fears? lots lol 28: Do you think global warming is real? YES 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? Yes 30: Favorite movie? Clueless 31: Do you get scared easily? I can 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? 2 Birds,1 snake,1 rat,1 rabbit,8 Dogs,7 Cats. 33: Blog rate? 34: What is a color that calms you? not sure 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? Japan,Disney World,Kansas 36: Where were you born? Tacoma Wa 37: What is your eye color? Brown 38: Introvert or extrovert? Introvert 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? Yes 40: Hugs or kisses? cuddles 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? My Niece Cheryl who’s in Florida. but she’ll be over here soon! 42: Who is someone you love deeply? My Family 43: Any piercings you want? No 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? yes 45: Do you smoke or have you eiver done so? I used to 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! 47: What is a sound you really hate? Dogs constantly barking,especially small yippy one’s. 48: A sound you really love? not sure 49: Can you do a backflip? no 50: Can you do the splits? almost 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? Matt Letscher,Tom Cavanagh,Jessica Lange,Emma Roberts. 52: Favorite movie? already answered. 53: How are you feeling right now? 54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? idc 55: When did you feel happiest? when Adrian was born 56: Something that calms you down? 57: Have any mental disorders? Depression,Anxiety,PTSD 58: What does your URL mean? just things I like 59: What three words describe you the most? 60: Do you believe in evolution? I believe we used to be caveman but not that we evolved from Monkeys. 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? depends on my mood. usually if they have a differing opinion then me and are constantly harping on it. 62: What makes you follow a blog? whatever my interest is currently. 63: Favorite kind of person:Nice (not fake nice),same interests as me,doesn’t come on too strong (though I do tend to be friends with those kinds of people too),caring,open minded. 64: Favorite animal(s):The nice,cute,cuddly one’s. 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. 66: Favorite emoticon: no idea I do tend to use XD alot 67: Favorite meme: The Joe Biden one’s. 68: What is your MBTI personality type? INFP 69: What is your star sign? Taurus 70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? he did in the beginning but we didn’t really feel the need to teach him it. 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? currently anything comfortable cause I’m fat and tight clothes are uncomfortable. so t shirts,long skirts,loose tops and Maxi dresses,high waisted Jeans or shorts. Outfit wise I’ve been wearing My Bray Wyatt Find Me Shirt,Dean Ambrose Hoodie,Black Camo Jeans and Boots,alot. 72: Post a selfie or two? Nah 73: Do you have platform shoes? Yes 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? 75: Can you do a front flip? No 76: Do you like birds? sometimes 77: Do you like to swim? No 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? I can’t swim and I’ve only been ice skating once. 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Poverty 80: Some thing you wish did exist: A trade system instead of money. 81: Piercings you have? 2 in each ear 82: Something you really enjoy doing:Shopping 83: Favorite person to talk to: My Bestie 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? idr 85: How many followers do you have? idk 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? idk 87: Do your socks always match? No 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? No 89: What are your birthstones? Diamond and Pink Sapphire 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? Cat 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? I don’t know Flowers well enough. 92: A store you hate? Abercrombie and F(B)itch 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? 1 94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? Fly 95: Do you like to wear camo? just Jeans 96: Winter or summer? Summer 97: How long can you hold your breath for?... 98: Least favorite person? 99: Someone you look up to: 100: A store you love? Hot Topic I suppose 101: Favorite type of shoes: Boots 102: Where do you live? Washington 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? No 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? Amethyst 105: Do you drink milk? Rarely 106: Do you like bugs? No 107: Do you like spiders? No 108: Something you get paranoid about? 109: Can you draw: Kinda 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? 111: A question you hate being asked? this one lol prbly first kiss. 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? yes 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? yes 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? sunny 115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: 116: Favorite cloud type: type?? 117: What color do you wish the sky was? idk I like when it turns Pinkish purple 118: Do you have freckles? No 119: Favorite thing about a person: 120: Fruits or vegetables? fruits 121: Something you want to do right now: Watch The new episode of Flash! 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? ocean 123: Sweet or sour foods? sweet 124: Bright or dim lights? dim 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? like a Unicorn or Dragon,yes to both! 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: The Hypocrites. 127: Something you love about Tumblr: The Fan girls lol 128: What do you think about the least? Math prbly 129: What would you want written on your tombstone? Not sure,ask me when I’m depressed :/ 130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? no one 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? My Stubborness 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? Not unless I’m really happy. 133: Computer or TV? TV 134: Do you like roller coasters? Some yes 135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? No 136: Are your ears lobed or attached? attached 137: Do you believe in karma? yes 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? without Makeup....6 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? Shelle/Shelly,Shorty,Pockets,Levathia. 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? Yes his name was Fred. 141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? Yes 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? idk depends on the person I guess. 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts/help? Both. 144: What makes you angry. LOTS of things. 145: How many languages do you speak fluently? one 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? ALL 147: Are you androgynous? no 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My Ankles 149: Favorite thing about your personality: 150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. 151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? The 70′s 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? sure 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? [If you have one.] Online. 154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? Neither. 155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? If I’m dating them or their family yeah. 156: What embarrasses you? 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: Dude I have Anxiety everything makes me anxious! 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: 159: How many people are you following? idk 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? 163: Last time you cried and why: yesterday,I don’t want to get into it. 164: Do you have long or short hair? Long 165: Longest your hair has ever been: to my butt. 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religion? I have neutral feelings because I don’t think EVERYTHING about it is wrong but I definitely think alot of the followers are. (Especially Catholic) but I do believe in Jesus/God/Satan but in my own way. otherwise I don’t really think of it much. 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? yes 168: Do you like to wear makeup? Yes 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? Used to. 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? yep :P

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