#i promise im not dead yall

[amongthevipers]

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#i'm gonna try and queue all my drafts today #i promise im not dead yall #*[ MEMES & STARTER CALLS ] . . . we light the way

[schoenht]

whaddafuq who let the links connect to actual google chrome who is the idiot that updated tumblr for that <- procrastinator.

#💜.talks #I AM NOT DEAD. I MADE THIS SO YALL KNOW I AM NOT DEAD #I STILL HAVE PLANS ABT DOING STUFF BUT IM JUST. REALLY GOING THROUGH IT RN #no not mentally its about my show omfg im gonna make a whole post abt that drama #mentally besides that shitshow we're doing great !!! #yeah i promise im not abandoning yall i just need some time bc. yeah. #my homies know. they know. its hell right now. #BUT BY APRIL 21 OR 22 IM GONNA BE FREEEEEEE i should start working on the smau #if i am good enough i can crank out chapters like i used to #BUT YEAH THIS IS YOUR FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT I AM NOT DEAD #i am just chilling (almost started sobbing today bc of this stupid production) #best part is i CAN tell yall

[napping-sapphic]

Hiya, advance apology and warning that if you’ve sent me any sort of message or ask in the last few days or if you send me any in the foreseeable future that I’m not sure when I’ll be up to responding, life stuff happening and I’m absolutely miserable. I promise I’m not ignoring you if you try to get in contact with me! Just don’t have my head on straight at the moment and don’t really feel comfortable engaging. Sending everyone all my love and peace in the meantime

#blog will probably also be dead for a bit #or not i dont know #i just didn’t want anyone to get anxious and think that im ignoring them #i promise im not #you’re all lovely and i love responding to you #i just can’t right now #major events happened in my life over the weekend #and i apparently can’t figure out how to function under grief #still working on it #hope yall are staying safe and happy im wishing it for you so so much #again im not really thinking right right now i cant decide if this needs any content tags #please let me know if it does and i’ll add them if so

[guhroovi]

The difference in my art styles compared when good omens season 1 came out vs season 2

The current work is a wip but wowzers

#im so mentally dead lately yall hfhdjdue #but i managed to watch go s2 the night it premiered #like i wasted sleep so i didnt have to dodge spoilers hfhdje #anyways im not gna post spoilers i promise #smooches #but idk if imma finish the wip #we shall see #i just wanted to show my 4 year process!!! #anatomy is still a pain #sighs #guhroovy | guhroovi #my fanart #art progression #wip art #good omens #aziraphale #also im still on mini hiatus #bills and work and stress is getting to me ahahaha #(':

[utterlybrainwrecked]

just begged a toyhou.se mutual to get back into bsd. he’s so so so cool and it likes to make cbcs im literally going to go so crazy if she does end up getting into it. I will throw aer every cent of money I have and BEG them to let me commission a bsd custom cbc i am soooo psyched

#xe’ll probably end up getting into it #I hipe #they’re used to dead fandoms and said the promise of a lot of content was luring her in IM SO EXCITED #sorry for the rant yall #kepdoesthings!! #aceofinsanity

[rottenjestyr]

Current wip :P

#yall i promise im not dead #just vv burnt out from school :P #shut it jestie #jestyrs art #WIP!! #ouma kokichi #ndrv3

[meteorstardust]

I'm not saying guardians of the galaxy cured my writers block but...I wanna write again

#hi im not dead #no one cares tho #currently obsessed with guardians of the galaxy (the game and movies) #i promise im gonna finish requests I HAVEN'T FORGOT ABOUT YALL I PROMISE #but i would not object to getting guardians of the galaxy requests 🤭 #star lord my beloved #my dad/brother #hes so silly #guardians of the galaxy #i hate hashtags

[muslim-flint]

anyway did u know that my frail and narrow chest cavity is in fact capable of holding all of the nostalgia that was ever felt and will ever be felt by every human being to crawl this muddy little rock. if u even care

#this is why i should simply stop meeting people. i cant keep missing strangers so much #i am plagued by visions and memories and tiny little shiny pieces of people that are inlaid in my flesh like BULLET WOUNDS❗️❗️❗️❗️❗️ #the brain in my head content and proud that i value and cherish these things so much vs the brain in my heart and guts wailing bc it HURTS #anyweh. a constant bruise-like ache is better than feeling nothing but lord when will i get to a stable healthy middle ground #instead of Pretending im already there😭😭 #and my therapist is DEAD. this years promising i'll tell yall that much #this post is just abt my chronically insomniac dumb ass calling a fucking telephonic forum every night and meeting random men there btw<3 #OKAY. feels nice to vent skdjdkdjs perhaps i can be less dramatic now (i will not) #rizcore

[galaxysgal]

HI FRIENDS IM BACK AND DOING MY REQUESTS

#yall i promise im not dead school is just kicking my ASS rn

[snekdood]

Yknow what makes me reaentful? How ive been sexually abused so much growing up, no one did shit besides shove me off to a therapist, ive been promised by feminist spaces that ill have a place to heal within them, and as soon as my abusive ex tries to smear me and project their behavior on to me by accusing me of doing that shit too, all the sudden everyone acts suspicious, and i still dont get any of that promised healing. Its hard not to feel like my ex did this intentionally to prevent me from having a space to heal. And its my issue with the "believe victims" narrative because it seems to me like people dont actually want to believe victims but to believe the victims they *like* and *agree more with politically*. If people can just say whatever about someone and you feel obligated to believe them because "believe victims", its very clearly going to be exploited by abusive people, and while i dont think we should stop per se, we need to have some sort of actual system to vet who is and isnt telling the truth, like a pseudo-courtroom. At the very least let everyone and their side of the story actually be heard. Bc idk how you guys plan to believe two victims at once who are accusing eachother other than throwing your hands up and picking one or deciding that we're both bad, which doesnt seem very fair to me since people seem to looove demonizing me for no discernable reason.

#anyways ive lost faith in feminist spaces in actually being a place to heal #it kinda just feels like cliques to me dawg. #maybe it used to be sorta healing but i never actually got to find a support system or anything anywhere. #like idk man. maybe the reason ppl go to the right is bc yall are cutthroat and do everything based on vibes. #if i cant even get help and healing from yall like you promise whats the feminism label even for besides for spreading awareness? #because i feel like ill always be excluded because i dont fit the recquired aesthetic. #there needs to be a space for dudes to go to heal too. and id ideally not have to go to one of the mra type spaces. #idk but im just disenchanted with this whole movement. so many unfulfilled promises. #too many terfs infiltrating it also. #im left out in the cold and no one cares and everyone pretends to care about victims but cant even bring themselves to image that i #was the one who was victimized. why should i rely on these spaces at all. its clear yall favor the more fem person in any situation #like this. #also unrelated but related this website is trash and most people on here suck so fucking much. #the mostly cliquey cutthroat spaces for being so 'caring' like you like to think yourselves as. #'oh well we have to be careful so just in case we're gonna kick you out!!' oh really #is that the feminism you were talking about? #youll leave me out on the streets based on a rumor? and if you find out theyre lying then what will you do? are you gonna come over to me #weeping about how you shouldnt have believed them and how sorry you are? bc chances are ill already be dead from starving #but yknow. believe whatever anyone says about someone else. sorry i meant victims* #itd be so so funny to me if someone came up to me with that justification for why they ostracized me and then be like 'how can you be mad! #i didnt know better!! you cant be mad at people for not knowing better >:(' the hell i fucking cant lmao! #yall perpetuated a narrative about me to actively grind my name in the dirt. and im not allowed to be mad? #yall ostracized and excluded me from spaces i need to rely on for community and healing. #yall did nothing for me and threw me in the fucking trash. yeah. i think im allowed to be upset with you and want you to go fuck yourself. #if you believed them and found out theyre a liar. cool. leave me the fuck alone though. go make a post about it and try to rectify the #situation you contributed to you pos. #yknow. maybe itd be one thing if you believed them and i didnt do anything and you apologized. #its a WHOLE OTHER FUCKING THING. WHEN YOU BELIEVE THEM. IM INNOCENT. AND *IM*THE ONE WHO WAS #SEXUALLY ABUSED AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSED TO THE FUCKING MOON AND BACK. and then think an apology is enough. #like go fuck yourself. ive been alone with this trauma this whole time you pieces of shits.

[femme-malewife]

Also, chapter 1 of the L&K novel is the longest, being 66 pages long, and the chapter numbers seem to get lower as they go on. So chapter 2 is 48 pages, and it gets lower from there...so hopefully the rest of the chapters won’t take as long as the first one did.

#i may be able to finish by next week even with work... #MAYBE #yall i cannot guarantee if im too dead on my feet from lack of sleep and busy work days i cannot promise i will try to upload

[elekinetic]

lets get messy. send in your controversial #hotglocktakes

#not in a 'mean to other ppl' way #in a 'here are my Unpopular Thoughts About The Show We All Watch' way #hotglocktakes #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #also if you see this i PROMISE im gonna answer the asks yall sent #eventually #creative brain dead rn tho

[reddead2photos]

Hello! Hope you don't mind me asking, but can the pictures you posted under the john collection and arthur collection tags be used as icons? They're icon shaped :D

'Course! Any of the stuff I post can be used and edited any way you please. They're all screenshots and I never really edit them (if you don't count resizing), so in my eyes it's barely anything to give credit for. Just be sure you're taking them from my original posts and not my reblogs, because I've seen some people put a lot of effort into their rdr2 related work, so I'm sure my little rule does not apply to everyone in the rdr2 community!

#ask #i have risen from the ashes to check my notes on this blog and found this ask #i promise yall this account is not yet dead im just taking a long hiatus until i replay rdr2 #honestly life is just a collection of moments ranging from playing rdr2 to waiting to play rdr2 again for me #john collection #arthur collection

[discountwives]

guess who has co.vid 😏😐

#yall i promise i was being safe and smart idk what happened #im so serious ab wearing a mask and washing my hands and everything im honestly extremely surprised #ive been p sick the past few days but uh #im on new meds so i thought i was suffering from side effects. but im also on my period sorry tmi so ive been having body aches #but sike cov.id as well #jude jests 🃏 #insanely crazy week for me and work too #next week i work 6 days in a row even tho i have 2 days blocked off they just overrode my blocked off day 🗿 #i also asked them not to put me in the front anymore bc it stresses me out and makes me anxious #and they put me as cash and baker #and im already sick i dont need to talk to someone ab this stuff after calling out i feel so bad #but i cant work as a baker bc it hurts my back. and cashier deals w/ rude ass guests that i cant stand anymore #bc ill have anxiety attacks ab it weeks later its so embarrassing jfc #anyways sorry ive been dead here

[atthebell-moved]

chapter 1 of my wilbur-centric fae!tommy fic is posted!

word count: 2504/?

summary:

He wakes what seems to be several hours later, judging by the sun’s movement across the sky, but more important than the time is the face hovering above his own. Wild, curly blonde hair sticks out against the deep blue of the sky and a young face grins down at him. He blinks for a moment, confused, then shrieks and twists, falling out of the tree and bruising his ass but managing to prevent his guitar from taking the brunt of the fall. On the ground he presses his face into the grass and groans. “Hey,” says an amused voice. “You bust your face or something?”

my idea for this fic was that there's a lot of fae aus out there where tommy is taken in by the other members of sbi but not many where wilbur gets adopted SO i took it upon myself to write just that

if you enjoy it i also have a platonic howl's moving castle crimeboys au & a tinarose fic! (and also an angsty wilbur and ghostbur fic ahaha)

#my fics #bell.doc #gonna rb in the morning when dash isnt dead i just posted it finally so wanted to let yall know #from your fingertips #crimeboys #dsmp fic #dsmp fanfic #dsmp #tommyinnit #dream smp #sbi fic #eventually i promise #i also promise im working on ahahb #i might bang out ch 1 of my syn!hannah fic first but ill get there i swear #w

[artfulravioli]

alright yall you're getting my list of shit to do before i collapse into an exhaustion coma because i am an idiot on 45 minutes of sleep

so we got the

post this (duh) at like 5:25 because you write slow asf even though you're LITERALLY A CO-EDITOR IN CHIEF FOR A NEWSPAPER AND AN AUTHOR BUT OKAY

ahem

go an edit and post one of the TikTok drafts you have you shit it's been like 2 weeks (by like 6pm)

see if cousin wants to play minecraft yet

eventually play minecraft for an hour minimum and two hours max

post smth on here about you finally posting a fanfic

maybe write if you're alive. this prologue WILL BE FINISHED.

bracelet and earring orders you have a business to run

ik you are tired but please ravioli please do the thing

anyways enjoy that, i'll update if im alive around 10pm my time. y'all might get some more activity out of me because now i'm logged into my tumblr on my laptop and that yields unlimited power because the keys can actually keep up with my hands

#i sound like im pleading with a toddler to brush their teeth before bed #i promise i dont normally sleep like kronos himself has wronged me. normally i sleep good #until the insomnia hits #then i get here #during spring break #half dead and writing to the people in my phone #love yall <3