#i should be doing uni work. anyway

[butchdykeorpheus]

sorry to still be mentally ill over the locked tomb but for all that i keep seeing people emphasise alecto's apocalyptic rage, alecto as an eldritch horror shackled into the body of a barbie doll, etc etc i feel like it cannot be overlooked that Nona Is Still In There. she may not remember it, but alecto is still nona. nona was still alecto. alecto's rage and nona's love come from the same depths. the nona who laughed at pyrrha's stupid jokes and wore goofy t-shirts to make little children laugh and got excited for her birthday is the same nona who broke her hands and feet in a blind bloody screaming rage when she woke up to find herself (once again) in chains. i did not spend 480 pages watching nona love recklessly and wholly and extend that love to every small thing, every person and creature she connected with, loving a life lived with her little found family in borderline poverty in a warzone, to believe that alecto is the monster the lyctors described her to be or to believe that alecto won't still love just as recklessly

#i should be doing uni work. anyway #im not coherent #gray.txt #the locked tomb #nona the ninth spoilers

[yourlocalabomination]

Sometimes even sleazeball’s get lucky.

+ Bonus:

#my fav American wh*re #I think about CharTed a lot man- it’s an issue #can you tell I was listening to Lana Del Rey while drawing this? #anyway this is the product of me not doing my uni work in class today as I should have been #btw unless I have a OTP for a character I’m generally a huge multishipper- hence why Iv drawn ted with 3 separate ships lol #adding ‘draw more Charlotte’ onto my never ending list #ted spankoffski #theodore spankoffski #charlotte sweetly #CharTed #starkid #team starkid #starkid productions #starkid fanart #fanart starkid #the guy who didn't like musicals #tgwdlm #tgwdlm fanart #tgwdlm starkid #the guy who didn’t like musicals fanart #hatchetfield #hatchetverse #hatchetfield universe #fanart #my art

[birbwizard]

rude girl forever!

(individual images under cut)

#should i have been doing uni work? yes #was this wayyy more fun? 200% #shes so awesome #shes so scrungly #and shes great to draw #v v v v happy w how these turned out #i might upload a reblog w each of these as seperate pieces but i like how it looked on my canvas #anyway time to do the tag thing #surge the tenrec #kitsunami the fennec #sonic idw #fanart #my art

[ajokeformur-ray]

My work senior is picking me up in like ten minutes to take me to work and I'm still in bed... Oops?🤣

#im working 42 hours in total - not including commute time - over the next 6 days #i can have a bit of “i should have been out of bed 30 minutes ago” as a treat 😂 #this isnt including the uni situation where they made a mistake which msans we have to sqieeze in an extra #2 weeks of work amd also do an assignment for the 13 Dec #which they told us was actually early jan #so it's THEIR mistake but we're expected to do it anyway #plus my nail injury and my back... yikes😬😬😬 #im on the Struggle Bus🤡

[baeshijima]

GUESS WHOS OFFICIALLY GOING TO UNIVERSITY AND STUDYING PSYCHOLOGY DESPITE HER ABSOLUTE ABOMINATION OF AN A-LEVELS???

me 🫡

#sophie’s idle chatter #how am i still allowed to study psychology 🧍‍♀️ #anyway i have a month until uni starts 🥹 #honestly so happy i was eligible for the main 3 year course bc i thought i would have to do a foundation year #thank u grade 7 maths gcse u saved my life 🙏 #anyway my eyes are swollen from crying sm since 8 in the morning and its now 2 pm 😀 #my dad is understanding and chill but my mum is and asian mum and that should be pretty self-explanatory #gotto prepare my tear glands for when she comes back from work later but either way MOTHER i am now a uni student studying psychology 🧍‍♀️ #anyway moral of the story: grades dont mean shit. esp when they intentionally raise the boundaries despite being disrupted for 18 months bc #of covid 🫡

[pluggedintosaverockandroll]

you know it's exam season because i'm questioning all my life choices

#you know i don't mind going to classes actually but studying and taking exams makes me feel like i'm a cog in a machine #as i got older i started caring less about school actually not because i don't think it's important #but because it makes me feel like a product of capitalism #why did i choose this major? #do i even still like it? #do i want to work in this field later? #like i think that no matter my feelings on my major i'm not gonna change it #bc 1 i already got this far 2 i don't know what else i would wanna do and 3 i couldn't live with the feeling of failure #i just have to make it through another 2 and a half years of uni at least #and right now i just have to make it through the next week and a half #god i want exams to be over #i don't have any motivation anymore and i don't care about the classes i have to study for that much #anyways can you tell that my last exam didn't go well ? #i should be nicer to myself bc it's weekend and i am never that productive for uni in weekend anyway #anyways thanks for coming to my rant #kj post

[jasonsmirrorball]

head empty no thoughts except dancing with jason in a club to gata only..drunk enough that your eyelids have become heavy, fluttering as you tip your head back to rest on his chest while your hips move in time…big, calloused palms scraping up and down your waist where your top has begun to ride up, red, red, red cloaking you, smoke hanging in the air. you don’t know whether you’ll ever see him again but you know you’re not likely to forget those eyes anytime soon, a nose that presses into your temple and a voice that groans out into your ear, you smell so fucking good. it goes straight to your legs, renders your movements even more sluggish, weighed by want. you just wish he’d reach a little lower with those hands, but they stay resolutely over your stomach and hips, gentle, firm, teasing.

#anyway i’ve been listening to this song on repeat and just thinking about him #idk what he’s doing at the club #he’s 22 (to ME) he should be there anyway ! #and he should be dancing on me right now ! god i want him so bad #WE should be at the club instead im doing uni work and he's fighting for his life or wtv it is dc is putting him thru this week #jay my heart #jasonsmirrorball

[raksh-writes]

Maybe this doesn’t need to be said, but Im feeling awful about it, so -- to any mutuals that might notice Im not following them anymore, I'm sorry about that. I've just seen too many posts on my dash that I have no way of blocking because they're not tagged in any way and they're distressing enough it's turning one of the only places I considered a safe space not safe for me anymore. So for my own mental health, I had to unfollow. I Will refollow in the future and I still love y'all, but I just-- I can’t. Ive been noticing some very worrying stuff about my mental and emotional state and it's just too much currently. I hope it's at least an understandable decision, and I wish y'all are having a good day out there 💗

#personal #I know its important to keep up with current events #but life overall's been a bit too much for me lately #I should prob go back to my therapist #I haven’t seen her since I went back to uni #for one because I didn’t know my schedule when we last meet and we both thought this should balance me #finally having purpose again and doing what I actually enjoy #but I also don’t have a job now so its costs and... I don’t know #but I probably should now that Im thinking maybe its time to actually get medicated for real #tho first maybe I should just visit my family doc and ask for those vit d supplements my therapists talked about #see if thats gonna be enough #autumn (and winter) has always been an awful time for me in terms of mental and emotional health #but it feels even worse these days #like Im battling against depression every day recently and rarely anything works to distract me #which is why its been hard to get back to peels in dms and such too #I was meant to meet with a friend now that Im studying in a city she lives in but I have yet to get back to her #and it feels like I have not only Zero but like Negative energy and motivation #+ Ive been dealing with an upset stomach for Weeks now #no matter what I eat it feels weird and achy and barely anything tastes good for me already so now its even worse #anyway this turned into such a rant Im sorry #I just didn’t want the lovely peeps Ive been mutuals with for a long time to think I stopped liking them or smth #its just certain untagged posts that I would otherwise block if I could #and I dont wanna impose onto anyone like a 'rule' to tag them or whatever #so yeah this is just temporary #hopefully at some point I get better enough to survive the couple distressing posts heh...

[thatwasthenightthingschanged]

tfw when you realize that your school bullying trauma still affects you 10 years later

#i get SO anxious in group situations eg at work #like i'm constantly scared ppl are going to turn on me for no reason again #and there won't be anything i can do abt it #mind you there have been no reasons why this should happen #but i still think it will #so i constantly second-guess how i come across to others #i guess it wasn't as bad at uni bc i was in courses w different ppl anyway #but now it hits me so hard #on top of me already feeling like complete shit at the moment

[rainowbenstyls]

faith in the future x

inktober day 5 (read tags if ya want)

#mayday mayday ipad down but im almost done! #edit: uhh this is kind of different from the first idea i had #since i had so many and im sure there's more to do here i just decided to leave it like this jss #i have so much uni work but decided to spend my free hours doing this🥰 #anyways kind of inspired by the mv for btm #i accidentally drew him skinny jeans but theres no loss in that #mmm what else #thats the lil stick he grabbed at the end #i dont know if you get my idea all interpretations are welcome djkd #i liked this better than my other first digital inktober piece #i guess thats it #1 am time to sleep for my 6 am class ha:) #larrie inktober #WHY DO I WRITE SO MANY TAGS #inktober #tracksintheam #trackinghappily #also does the caption make sense kdjjkd i should change it idkk #flame #edit 2: i did change the caption lol hope nobody saw it<3 #wait i wanna change it again fuckkk

[afieldinengland]

i feel sick

#can someone hit me / yell at me / shake me very very hard by the shoulders please #uni doesn’t start until the 22nd -> units aren’t open yet so i can’t do any prep yet -> not sure what work i can do on my dissertation at #this particular point in time -> can’t get any work done anyway until my laptop’s fixed #<- still feel like i should be doing something and i’m not. as always. as always #am i fucking everything up do you think or can i relax. am i doing enough

[minglana]

they picked olives at my uni today.... girl no teneban ni manetas.....

#idk what its actually called but i found some in my house (the village house) and they look like... well like hands #made of iron? its like. they comb the olive branches to get the olives. without hurting ur hands and all #and w this im remembering i should pick my olives this weekend too and kill them (what is the english term for matar olivas😭) #anyways and my uni. AN AGRONOMY UNI. doesnt have manetas or whatever manual machinery they use nowadays? #ppl picking w their bare hands n all... im sure theres easier ways to do this.... #z xarre #btw im like. not informed abt olive picking i just know how my family worked like 50 yrs ago when there were still olive trees #and vineyards in what is now wheat and cereal fields

[danishsweetheartmp3]

kieu my the only person with a brain in that room (still in disbelief that ava supported it)

i really want this to lead to mailin realising her privilege: kieu my takes her education so seriously because of what her parents sacrificed for her, fatou had to fight so hard for the ability to stay in school because of her dyscalculia, there are so many people who WANT to go to school but have so many barriers in the way

education is not a guaranteed for everyone! to destroy books just because they were written by men in the 1800s denies people the chance to read it under a critical lens and judge for themselves, and i’m sure that a school would be teaching that!!

#exhausted with this season for real #anyways guys my take home exam starts in 15 minutes #should i write an answer that has nothing to do with the question and instead criticises the uni system as a whole? 🤪 #trisha talks #druck #and maybe i’m just an english major but reading old literature is good for you actually!! #you don’t have to blindly accept everything in a book - having discussions about the ideas in them and where they differ from your worldview #is good actually!! #obviously it’s good to demand more diverse work in curriculums but this isn’t the way of going about it!!

[katya-goncharov]

I literally just overheard someone irl talking about destiel and being obsessed with it during lockdown?!!!

#my brain is already frazzled from lack of sleep and i think this might be the last straw #maybe i should have gone over and be like omg me too! but you can't really do that with a stranger #anyway if one of you works at a coffee shop on a uni campus and just served a caramel frappe to a dorky looking weird girl then that weird #girl was me

[meerschweinchen-archive]

it’s kind of not ideal that all my obligations and pleasures alike involve staring at the computer screen

#every time i’m like damn i should really write that hole essay for real i get anticipation motion sickness #anyway. taking a break from staring at the computer screen doing uni work to stare at my computer screen to follow a youtube work out video #and then go back to staring at the computer screen doing coding work 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #maybe for a treat i’ll stare at the computer screen to practice my target language #staring at the computer screen right now to complain about staring at the computer screen etc etc

[winryrockbellwannabe]

hate how society makes students feel like their only worth is studying and being productive, and how parents say: no, you don't have to help, your job is studying, focus on that.

this now makes me self conscious of all moments im "wasting", making me try to be at least a bit productive, but at the same time, im so tired i should rest, but i have to be productive, and after that im even more tired, and it's a vicious cycle and i get exhausted and somehow dont even manage to have a decent performance in school.

so this is your sign to take a break, i guess. this is the most important thing, istg (trying to tattoo this on my brain forever)

#aj rambles #i just want to watch bsd but my brain is telling me i should work but also uni starts in a week so i dont have anything to do???? #anyways