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evreuxdharcourt · 4 years

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slow 𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓲𝓷𝓰 in a 𝖇𝖚𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌 room (𝐒𝐄𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐕𝐄, the 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯)

Can't seem to hold you like I want to, so I can feel you in my arms. Nobody's gonna come and save you, we pulled too many false alarms. We're goin' down and you can see it too. We're goin' down and you know that we're doomed. My dear, we're slow dancing in a burnin' room.

w/ @opaitaon

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1. SUPERCUT by lorde.

In my head, I play a supercut of us: all the magic we gave off, all the love we had and lost. And in my head, the visions never stop, these ribbons wrap me up but when I reach for you, there's just a supercut. [...] 'Cause in my head, in my head I do everything right; when you call, when you call, I'll forgive and not fight; because ours are the moments I play in the dark, we were wild and fluorescent, come home to my heart.

2. THE HEART WANTS WHAT IT WANTS by selena gomez.

The bed's getting cold and you're not here, the future that we hold is so unclear, but I'm not alive until you call and I'll bet the odds against it all. Save your advice 'cause I won't hear, you might be right but I don't care... There's a million reasons why I should give you up, but the heart wants what it wants.

3. BEBO LITRO by maiara e maraísa.

Queria sair, me divertir e esquecer você em cima de outra cama. Tento ser feliz, mas os meus olhos parecem um chafariz e não esquecem que te ama. Quando a gente gosta e não tem a pessoa, faz de tudo, mas não faz amor. Saudade eu tenho, mas com vontade eu 'to de conseguir deixar quem me deixou. Ainda não superei, eu bebo um litro e choro três, mas eu esqueço de você, nem que eu beba num dia o que era pra beber num mês.

4. COM OU SEM MIM by gustavo mioto.

Se tem outroa em meu lugar ou se você quer colocar, te deixo livre, livre pra viver. Não prometo te esperar, coração vai cicatrizar e uma hora eu sei vou te esquecer. Se era medo de me machucar, 'tá esperando o que? Só quero que você seja feliz, com ou sem mim. E quando der saudade e for dormir, com ou sem mim, e quando perceber que eu não 'to e que não vai achar um outro amor, vai ter que aceitar que é assim, com ou sem mim.

5. DON’T LET ME DOWN by blink-182 & oliver tree.

You save yourself, I'll save you too next time around. I'm not around, I haven't been here for a while, you know I'll never be back now. Please don’t let me down, you better come around. [...] You take me back to much better days but those better days weren't good enough. You lit a fire that burned me down, now down and out's where I'm ending up.

6. DO I WANNA KNOW? by arctic monkeys.

Do I wanna know if this feelin' flows both ways? Sad to see you go, was sorta hopin' that you'd stay. Baby, we both know that the nights were mainly made for sayin' things that you can't say tomorrow day. Crawlin' back to you... Ever thought of callin' when you've had a few? 'Cause I always do, Maybe I'm too busy bein' yours to fall for somebody new. Now, I've thought it through, crawlin' back to you.

7. QUITTING YOU by arkells.

Singing lullabies, slow dance swayin' back and forth, whispering: "what's mine is yours". When you say my name, hits in a different way. You call me out when I'm talking nonsense, and I'll kiss you when I got nothing to say. And it hurts all throughout my insides, I couldn't stop if I tried loving you. I'll never learn, so I'll call ya when I'm outside. You said, "The key's behind the porch light for Unit 2". I thought of maybe quitting but there's no quitting you.

8. BURNING BRIDGES by bea miller.

I've been lonely missing your body, you've been out of touch you're so far away wishing you would tell me you're sorry and you know you made a big mistake. Close my eyes and try to forget you, every time I do I just see your face. After all that shit that we've been through, why are so you willing to walk away? I don't know why I stick around to watch you burn our bridges down, I can't help it that I need you, now I'm drowning underneath the water that was under me. I'm still screaming that I need you, I can't help it that I need you, burn the bridges, burn them down.

9. I’LL MAKE IT UP TO YOU by imagine dragons.

Took your heart, took your hand, promised you all that I had hoping that you understand I'm far from a perfect man. 'Cause honey it's been a hard year, it seems like we're going nowhere. You're crying inside your bedroom, baby I know it's not fair, lay with me for one more night. I promise you, I'll make it right, I'll make it up to you, every night, I'll make it up to you. I know you don't understand the vices that follow a man and in your eyes I can see the places that you'd rather be.

10. BOOK OF LOVE by jimmy eat world.

I wasn't worried about the small things, tried to bury what they might or could of meant. And as far away as you could get, as distant as you've ever been, you still love me. The book of love is fiction, written by the loneliest to sing. Thinking led to in the best learning things they should forget until the end. So maybe we should plan then of who would go, and who would stay, and when until one of us can say it like it is, you've already made your own bed. I pick you up on a Wednesday night, go out for our secret drive like we were kids. Will we be alright? I have never doubted it before my friend. Are they ever coming back again, those feelings that we started with? I'll give it time.

11. NUMB WITHOUT YOU by the maine.

Let's get this straight, you are apanic in the bloodstream yet you bring me peace. You are a stutter in the heart that beats inside of me. You are my last, you are my first, you kill me for the better; you are the rising tide, you're every fucking thing inside me now. You are the violence in my veins, you are the war inside my brain, you are my glitter and my gloom, I am so numb without you.

12. NÃO VAI EMBORA by dilsinho.

Tudo que é bom dura tão pouco. Sem você aqui, o tempo só maltrata. Os dias são ruins, a vida tá sem graça. Eu não tô bem, perdi o chão, mas o meu coração já tatuou você. E mesmo sem querer, não me dá opção, não sei se te espero, se ainda me ama ou se me quer mais, sozinho eu não consigo saber. Como é que eu faço pra esquecer? Abre essa porta, deixa eu entrar, me dá mais um abraço pra gente lembrar. O gosto do seu beijo eu não achei em outro, um sentimento assim ninguém pode apagar.

13. NEM DE GRAÇA by pixote.

É que não sobrou espaço pra outro alguém. Minha saudade só cabe no teu abraço, no de mais ninguém. Tenho dó de quem me conhecer agora, que todo amor eu 'tô jogando fora e qualquer um que bate aqui nesse meu coração, não passa nem da porta. Se essa boca não beijasse tão bem, se esse abraço não fosse tão massa... Se que saber se eu quero outro alguém? Nem de graça, nem de graça.

14. AMOR DIFÍCIL by ludmilla.

Sempre vai embora, sem olhar pra trás. Grita, bate nos peitos, jura que não volta mais e, sem ter motivo, põe a culpa em mim; e, mais uma vez, o triste fim. E o meu coração, tão doce e paciente, morre de saudade, começa a ficar doente. Me afogo na cerveja, lá se vai a minha paz, saudades do meu sorriso, ele já não existe mais. Procuro em outra boca o gosto da sua, grito "segue o baile", pois a vida continua; sigo mentindo pra mim. Faço a minha mala, dou uma viagem, o comentário é foda, é Ludmilla na cidade. Luzes, sexo, festas, drogas... Me sinto vazia, sem ela nada disso importa. Então volta aí, então volta aí, quero te ver; então volta aí, então volta aí, amo você... Então volta aí, então volta aí, então volta aí, que droga, esse amor é muito difícil pra mim.

15. PONTO FRACO by thiaguinho.

Sou louco o suficiente pra apostar na gente, meu jeito louco pode ser surpreendente. Eu sou um louco, mas um louco consciente, às vezes inconsequente. Eu já 'to doente, quer me maltratar? 'Cê sabe que eu 'to carente, só de imaginar vai bagunçando a minha mente, eu 'to ficando impaciente. Ei, se toca, 'tá na cara que eu sou todo seu. Era pra acontecer, mas não aconteceu. Você 'tá adiando a vontade de Deus, parece que não percebeu que eu estou completamente em suas mãos, sua felicidade é sua opção, é sua opção. Você joga sujo, sabe que você é o meu ponto fraco. tenta ser feliz mas 'tá fazendo errado, procurando em outro alguém o que está do seu lado.

#g&g:pontos #gotta stay 𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐇 all the time to forget i’m missing you. ‘𝓼𝓮𝓫𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓪𝓷’

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fandom-meanderer · 5 years

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Hi, I may or may not be the one who requested the Felix likes reader but she likes Sylvain fic. That was litro the best thing to wake up to and I may have quietly squealed when I saw it. Thank you so much for writing it; it was perfect!(And for Felix’s P.O.V. you mentioned, I certainly wouldn’t complain seeing it😉) Your work is incredible, and now I have a huge smile on my face(and you may’ve given me the final push to marry Felix instead of Sylvain in my BL run🤫)Thank you so much ~💝♊️

I see I’ve converted another person 😈 Welp, let’s see what Felix thinks about all this, shall we?

[Part 1/Reader POV]

The clash of metal filled the air, blades crossing at every possible second. But for some reason, it seemed like you were moving slower than usual. Then, right as Felix dodged your incoming attack, he noticed it, the opening he had been waiting for. But you saw it coming too, didn’t you? Too bad, you didn’t react fast enough. Felix flicked his wrist slightly and watched the steel sword fly from your grasp.

“You’re distracted,” he scolds.

“Am I?” Gods, that damn smirk. Felix suddenly feels his legs give out from below him and finds himself on the ground. Of course she would be able to do that. “If this was an actual battle, you’d be out of commission, Felix,” she laughs.

“You’ve got a point, I can’t be careless,” he concedes. He notices her looking towards the door.

‘Oh, right,’ he feels himself grimace. ‘Sylvain.’

“Thinking about that idiot again?” He asks her, but in truth, he really didn’t want to know.

(Full Name) started out as his rival, the only person who bested him on their first try. Then he strove to train harder, and even after all these years, they’re still even matched. For years, that’s what he told himself. He was only getting frustrated because he couldn’t beat her. But goddess was he so very wrong. It wasn’t until they did a mock battle with the Knights of Seiros when he noticed. It was the way you and Sylvain just clicked when you fought together. He didn’t want to admit it but it was true. He was jealous. Jealous of his best friend.

The thought sickened him.

“No!” You shout. A false hope. “Yes...” That’s what he thought.

“I honestly don’t know what you see in him,” Felix grumbles. ‘He’s frivolous, eccentric, and in some cases can be cruel.’ When did he start thinking that way? He shakes his head. “We’re in war. You should be focusing on your training.”

“What do you mean? I just bested you, did I not?”

“That’s hardly relevant!” Felix turned away to hide his blush.

“Yeah, yeah...” You trail off. “I think I’m going to tell him tomorrow.”

Felix suddenly became hyperaware of his own heartbeat, it was beating against his chest and he was afraid that it might just jump out all together.

“Nothing good will come out of that, I promise you,” he musters out.

“Like you’d know!” Felix feels her disapproving glare, he doesn’t need to look back.

Ah, fuck, where’d his heart go? Oh, there it is, on the floor. Yup, let’s just put that back. He really just grabbed his sword. But can he blame her? While his friends were out having fun, he decided to stay in and study the blade. He is a bit... uneducated when it comes to pursuing any form of relationship, really.

“I’m gonna call it a night. I take it that you’ll stay here for another hour or so?”

“Yes. Unlike you, I care about surviving.” That came off a bit colder than he intended it to.

“Of course,” you sigh. Felix picks up his sword again and begins to practice his combat arts, ending the conversation. He hears you huff, then your footsteps leaving the training ground. Once he heard the click of the doors shut, he started attacking with a new found vigor.

“Sylvain this, Sylvain that,” he buries his sword into the training dummy. “Gods above. Why must you be so dense?!” He completely decapitates the dummy and throws his sword on the ground.

He could treat you so much better than Sylvain. He knows his best friend, if he was interested in you he wouldn’t be that cool with you. He knows how this is going to end, and he knows that Sylvain will most likely just drop you once another pretty woman walked past him. Yet here he was, in the training grounds, taking his frustrations out on a dummy. Then, a realization hit him.

He’s about to lose you forever. And he’s never even had the chance.

“Why do I feel this way?” He asked himself. His eyes lingered on the door.

His thought of you a while longer. The two of you would be a much better team in battle. You’d work better together than you and Sylvain, surely. He’d have to talk about that with Professor Byleth later but... right now all he could think about was the slight possibility of waking up tomorrow and watching you and Sylvain enter the Cardinal’s Room hand in hand. The mere idea of that was enough to make his blood boil.

“Okay, fuck this. I’m going to tell her right now,” then he stormed out of the training grounds. Right as he was about to knock on your dorm floor, he noticed you run back into the training grounds, leaving the door open behind you.

Well, that makes this easier.

He follows you in, taking care not to alarm you. He figured that he wouldn’t listen to what you said until,

“Stupid Sylvain!”

Oh, now he’s definitely listening.

“You and your dirty tricks! Making me fall for you! And then tossing me away! Why did I allow myself to be led on by you, you idiot!” You shout. Felix watches you completely slice off the dummy’s arm in a clean slice. What was this he was feeling? Pride? Surprise? Love? Whatever it was, he was intrigued.

“So, you finally agree with me?” He asks. He sees you tense.

“How long have you been there?”

“Since I saw you walk in, I figured you left something so I came to see what it was.”

“Gods above...” you curse. He watches you pick up your sword and make a beeline toward the exit.

‘Oh no, I’ve already gotten this far,’ Felix thinks to himself. He puts his arm out, stopping you in your tracks.

“What, Felix, going to tell me ‘I told you so’?”

“Not exactly.” Felix takes a deep breath and, in one swift movement, pins you to the pillar. His eyes moved down to stare into yours. Had you been crying?

“What?” You move your gaze to the ground. Great, now you were hiding it from him. He places his hand gently on your cheek and pushes it to meet your gaze again. Only one person could make you cry like that,

‘Sylvain,’ the thought made him grit his teeth. “I guess that idiot was good for one thing,” he accidentally says out loud.

‘Fuck it, I’m going all in.’ Felix leaned in slowly.

“Which is?”

‘Okay. Abort mission. ABORT. MISSION.’ Felix sighs, his head dropping. “Ugh, you’re too dense.” He moves away from you. You grab his shirt and move in front of him, standing slightly on his toes so he wouldn’t try to move away.

“Wait just a second,” you growl. You grab onto his collar and bring him down slightly, pressing a quick kiss to his lips.

Felix.exe has stopped working. Felix felt his world stop for the brief second that the two of you kissed. He couldn’t describe it in words, all he knew was that it just felt right. Once he finally came to, he noticed you a foot away from the door. Without thinking, he moved in front of you. You looked up at him, a mix of ‘What now?’ and ‘Please let me leave I’m tired.’ but none of that mattered right now.

“If you’re going to start something, own up to it and finish it,” he says before bending down and capturing your lips once more. He rests his hands on your hips, and there it was again. That feeling of this being just right.

As much as he hates to think this, he’d have to thank Sylvain later. Whatever he did to you led up to this moment. And once Felix felt your arms wrap around his neck he realized that you must have felt the same.

“Thanks,” Felix says gruffly. Sylvain looks at him, just about to climb up on his horse.

“For what?”

“It’s not important! Just know that I’m thanking you,” Felix scoffs.

“Right, okay, Felix,” Sylvain jumps on right as Byleth walks up to them. “What’s the game plan, Professor? Should I go pick up (Name)?”

It took every fiber in Felix’s body to not kick his horse and send Sylvain running.

“Actually, (Name) requested that she work with Felix for this mock battle,” Byleth says, eyeing Felix.

“What why would she- Oh.” Sylvain suddenly remembers the events of that morning. “OH.”

“Quit gaping and get ready for battle,” Felix storms off.

“Oh gods,” Sylvain places a hand to his head. “THAT’S WHAT HE MEANT BY ‘SOMETHING LIKE THAT’!”

#Fire Emblem #Fire Emblem Three Houses #feth #fe3h #fe3h Felix #felix hugo fraldarius #felix x reader #sylvain jose gautier #Blue Lions #fe3h x reader #request

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wanderlust225 · 7 years

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Don't cry for my Argentina, the truth is, I never left you!

So true. A few days before I left for Buenos Aires I had this beautiful giddy feeling about being in the city I fell in love with during study abroad in 2007, exactly 10 years ago. A lot has changed in 10 years though - Christina came to power during my time in BA and stayed in office until very recently when Mario Macri took the office. It is fairly widely believed that Christina handed out lots of money that the government did not have to the poor and even more popularly believed that she took even more for herself. As such, she was voted out of office recently but the new market-focused president had to both open markets and let the peso depreciate significantly to get the country out of unsustainable debt. When I was in Argentina in 2007, 3 pesos were worth 1 US dollar -- now it's over 17 pesos to the dollar. That kind of depreciation over such a short period has significant emotional effects on the population -- ones that make trusting the government and central bank very tough. Anyway, back to my trip... We got in late on Sunday night, but got a super friendly Uber driver to our Airbnb (both things that didn't exist when I was there 10 years ago!). We decided to get into the Argentine schedule and went for dinner around 10 in Palermo at an amazing place called La Cabrera. We ordered based on the table next to us, because they kept brining out incredible dishes like fried provolone cheese topped with tomatoes and jamon and then a salad, to balance out our 500g of ojo de bife. Needless to say, we slept well that night. The next day we headed South to San Telmo to the famous Plaza Dorrego for some breakfast. Trying to give Aaron a true experience, we ordered jamon y queso tostadas, cafe y alfajores. Yes, for breakfast. And of course, it was delicious. Fully fueled, we walked around the downtown and saw Puerto Madero (and my old UCA campus) , La Casa Rosada, La Catedral (and San Martin's crypt - significant because it was his Dia), and El Cabilo. Later on, he agreed to go for a run with me to see some of the sights in Retiro and along the Reserva Ecologica. As a rewards for running with me we got empanadas! Then, we headed to my old stomping grounds out East to see Bomba de Tiempo at Konex. I was so excited to take the Subte A, until we got to the subway and I realized the beautiful old wooden subway cars had been modernized. Aaron made a good point that I should be happy that BA was developing, but I miss my classic city! Bomba de Tiempo was still super cool. The only big difference though was that you could get more than just a litro than Quilmes -- now they had a full bar with wine and cocktails and even food! After the excellent shows we went to my favorite traditional restaurant called Cumana and then my favorite fancy cocktail lounge, Milion. All of this brought me back to being 20 years old and feeling like royalty in a country that was perpetually 66% on sale. We tried some Fernet with Coke at Milion - nope, still tastes like medicine! We also had my favorite empanadas de dulce de leche - yep, still the most amazing invention ever. The next day we lazily woke up to faint music outside, peppered with what sounded like cannon ball shots. (A little disconcerning in a city that I keep hearing is more violent than it was -- side note: not sure if I believe this now.) We finally decided to get dressed and go see the impressive little band (that played Despacito! What else?) and when we got downstairs we realized they were part of a workers' rights protest... As we kept walking we realized this group was a teeny part of the thousands (probably tens of thousands) of people who had come into the city to protest Macri's market-focused government, contra to the peronist practices of Christina which they had come accostumed to. It was really cool to walk through the Plaza de Mayo with all of these people - until they set off the fireworks. Incredible though that I had never seen anything like this when I lived in BA... We walked to el Congreso (where they protests started) and later headed back up to Palermo. In Palermo we did a bit of wandering into shops and then headed to our wine lesson at Pain et Vin (very Argentine name, I know). We got an excellent wine lesson about different argentine varietals from Gaspar, who could not have been older than 23 (as he said 2007 when I was in BA was "so long" ago and then asked me if I was here during the downturn in 2001 - no Gaspar, I'm not that old. Lol). We tried a yummy Torrentes white from Salta, very different because of its high altitude. Then a Pinot Noir from Rio Negro (South), which was super light. Next was a Melbec from Uco Valley in Mendoza where we learned that because of tons of different sediments, wines from vineyards just a few miles apart can be extremely different. Finally we had a yummy Yuros from 2013, so far the best year in the last ~10 years. After wine tasting we decided on a nap - naturally. Especially because dinner was at 10:30, argentine style. We went back to Palermo to a super cool new place called La Carniceria which certainly lived up to its name. Aaron wanted to try to mollejas (thyroid gland) specialty so he ordered that to start and I had a piece -- actually a LOT better than I would have initially expected. We also had another bife de ojo and a side of vegetables -- you would not believe how excited I was to eat veggies after 2 days in BA! The next (and sadly last) morning in BA we went back to San Telmo, to another great cafe / bar called El Federal for "breakfast" (to be fair, it was after noon by the time we were eating). We ordered medialunas with cheese and jamon crudo (procuitto) and it was as delicious as it sounds. Then I thouht Aaron should get the experience of taking a 'colectivo' (an argentine bus) -- and he will probably regret it for the rest of his life. We took it from the main drag of 9 de Julio up to Recoleta Cemetery and it was packed with people and, even in the 60 degree weather, was pretty sweltering inside. Ooops! Evita was still in Recoleta (bad joke?) and it was still cool walking around the cemetery. For dinner on our last night we had to have steak - what else?! We went to a very old school parilla in San Telmo called Desnivel and it was incredible. We got a lomo with grilled veggies and papas fritas (let's not get too healthy). They brought the chimichurri sauce and extra salt and I knew it was going to be delicious - it exceeded expectations. After dinner we headed to Maldita Milonga. A milonga is a dance hall for tango. The special part about this one is that they offer free classes on Wednesday nights for beginners, so obviously we joined in! We took the lessons for almost 2 hours and, much to Aaron's dismay, only learned how to walk around together in a circle. I was just enjoying the tango music and couldn't care less what we were doing -- though I must admit I'm sad I didnt' remember much of my tango classes from 2007! Later the hall filled up with incredible dancers. I started wondering how bad of a dancer I was (!!) until I was told this was Tango Festival Week in BA and these were all professionals. Pfew! Then, we sat back and enjoyed the absolutely incredible show... it made me want to take classes again. We even took the floor with the professionals - but just the very center which is where we told beginniners were allowed. Still, we had to be careful where we stepped! All in all though, a beautiful wya to end my visit back to the lovely and ever-evolving BA. Heart full.

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harryisntstraight · 5 years

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to your previous anon (because we've all got to help each other out, right?): one coping technique for those shitty intrusive thoughts is to talk to them like they're an irritating person, 'Shut up Barbara/Steve/Egbert, no-one cares what you think'. also, I find that telling myself it's chemical imbalances in my brain and not actually *me* helps too. other options: dance around the room, cry, curl up, watch animal videos, put some music on, write. just breathe, you've got this 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

ugh yes separating ur bad thoughts from you as a person is ze best. like sometimes i’ll just be chilling and out of nowhere will accidentally think ‘i’m a terrible person and a huge burden to everyone around me i should die!!!!!’ and i try to just be like......ok cool not true we’ve been over this 80 thousand times r u done......and it sounds so simple and dumb but it genuinely does help so much bc it takes away the power that comes w those thoughts. although it def does take practice. all these options are great my best technique is letting myself have 30 mins or so to cry then like...picking myself up and litro talking to myself like i’m a child like ‘are u feeling okay now? shall we get a drink n some food? play video games??’ like adjfhskjdfh it sounds so weird but its the coping mechanism that works best for me. thank u for sharing urs!!💖💖💖

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speakyoself · 7 years

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so my mom/lord and savior @nihilist-toothpaste tagged me in this questions game and im like why the heck not. also i still dont know how she even knows my blog.

rules:

1. always post the rules. 2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you. 3. write 11 questions of your own. 4. tag 11 people (or however many you want)

what’s your fav dessert molten lava cake! i would kill for that shit

what’s the best book (also including book-length fics) you’ve read this year oh man, there are so many! i'd rec “Wonder" by R.J.Palacio. Incredibly touching. The book shapes my moralism tbh.

what do you think is the most frustrating thing about dan he definitely has a lot of later thinkings on many stuffs, especially philosophy but he just keeps half-saying his thoughts!!! fucking hell man gimme that intellectual shits so mom could believe that im learning something from this “British dude"

what do you think is the most frustrating thing about phil he rarely expresses his opinions on...everything (whenever phil says that he likes anything it feels like a raindrop on my draught crop)

do you like singing in the shower (and if so, what’s your fav shower song of the moment) i do!!! in fact, i even put the music on speaker so i can sing along as well as measure my showering time (to prevent washing my hair in only 1 minute instead of at least 5). my current fav song is ultralife by oh wonder (acoustic version, specifically)

what are your fav skincare products and why (yes i’m litro crowdsourcing info to update my skincare routine idec) the face shop dude. you cant go wrong with the face shop (who am i even kidding i borrow everything from the only cishet person that i trust-my mom)

what’s a song that has made you cry We might be dead by tomorrow by Soko.

what’s a movie that has made you cry I am Sam (2001) and The odd life of Timonthy Green (2012).

how do you feel about thunderstorms i wonder what Zeus is up to when ever i hear thunderstorms. every fucking time.

what are your three fav non-physical attributes in yourself This is such a great question wtf!!! I think I like how I have very firm life principles (not to be dramatic but i once moved school to protect my life principles). I also like how open-minded i am, and very quick to forgive.

what is the best compliment you have ever received once my girlfriend said “i love your eyes" and i have been a sucker ever since

if you could gain the ability to play an instrument or speak a new language without any effort which would you choose (and which instrument/language) I WANT TO BE ABLE TO LEARN GERMAN EFFORTLESSLY.

and so here are my 11 questions

1. have you ever applied anything that you read from fanfics to irl situations?

2. if your life was a tv series, what song would be the opening theme song?

3.if you could be a color, which one would you choose?

4. what is your love language(s)? do the test here

5. which historical figures do you associate with the most? why?

6. do you have any friend on tumblr that will likely to send you headcanons about shrek being a furry? if so, tag them (this is oddly specific im throwing some shades here)

7. when was the last time you tried new thing?

8. what is your most popular post about?

9. what is your fave fanfic trope(s)?

10. what is the most lawful evil that you have ever done?

11. what is your fave poem? and by who?

im gonna tag some cool kids here, feel free to answer these (or not!!!)

@liloloveyou024 @itsraspbarryallen @itsmyredwagon @anxiety-on-ice @milababacheva @timsleim

#blabber #question game

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buildarocketboys · 7 years

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getting to know you meme

The Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better.

I was tagged by @thealpacalypse, thank you!!

Nickname: used to be Naha but i hardly ever see the people who call me that anymore. Anni’s been calling me palindrome recently :3 (as a hilarious lengthening for pal and also bc my name is a palindrome. it’s a good nickname.)

Star Sign: libra

Height: 5′ 6 or 5′ 7 (don’t ask me what that is in metric...let us british keep our shitty imperial system that we only use for heights and weights..)

Time Right Now: 00:03

Favorite Musical Artist: I’ve been listening to Robbie Williams a lot lately lol. Also Against Me!

Song Stuck in Your Head: I now have ‘Getting to Know You’ from i don’t even know what musical in my head just because of the title of this meme so...yeah.

Last Movie Watched: Tangled, with @judasisgayriot on rabbit the other day

Last TV Show Watched: my mad fat diary (i’m binge watching in between trying to get essays and revision done, i now only have the final episode to [re]watch. it’s one of my favourite binge/comfort shows. although it makes me cry a lot.)

What Are You Wearing Right Now: pink pyjamas lol

When Did You Create Your Blog: ummmm sometime in late 2012/early 2013??

What Kind of Stuff Do You Post: kinda everything tbh. movies, tv shows, musicals, webseries, queer stuff, social justice stuff, mental illness stuff, personal stuff, pretty people, aesthetics, music, books, memes….(balth im litro just keeping your answer in because like. same.)

Do You Have Any Other Blogs: yeah but the only ones i use on even a semi-regular basis are @queer-questioning-other (my blog for anyone who’s queer, questioning, or otherwise doesn’t necessarily feel like they fit into the ‘mainstream’ labels altogether. but i rly don’t post stuff on there enough). and @the-bel-rowley which is my rp blog for bel although i haven’t posted anything since last month i don’t think. but like. it’s still up and running.

Do You Get Asks Regularly: not really, i mean kinda?? i definitely get asks weekly, i’d probably say, but it just depends what’s going on at the time. also with messages (and replies back!!) it’s a bit different to how tumblr was in the old days. (i say, sitting on my porch in a rocking chair, sipping my whiskey).

Why Did I Choose My URL: ELBOW!!

Hogwarts House: Ravenclawwwwwww fuck yeah

Gender: like...kind of a girl...and kind of not really any gender...i describe it as agender girl lol

Pokémon Team: Team Mystic (i had pokemon go for like...a month. but lbr i had to be mystic bc it’s basically ravenclaw)

Favorite Color: BLUUUUUUEEEEEEE

Average Hours of Sleep: 8 if i possibly can?? but at least 6, generally.

Dream Job: LA LA LA I CAN’T HEAR YOU I DON’T WANNA THINK ABOUT JOBS OR GETTING JOBS OR THE FACT THAT I’M IN MY FINAL YEAR OF UNI AND SHOULD BE THINKING ABOUT CAREERS. but maybe something lgbt+/queer-related, or i’d also rly love to be either a scriptwriter or a novelist, but i don’t think those are likely within like...at least the next ten years. but who knows.

Cutest baby animals: definitely all of them.

I’m tagging @iveneverseenmycolourssoalive @mypapapaperheart @liz-e-a-beth @distinctgoldcalling @trigilis

#ask meme #thanks this was fun

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fuckityfuckinglife-blog · 7 years

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Lovestory of a Lifetime Pt.2

Eto, dinaan ko na lang ulet sa post ung feelings ko right now. Sobrang AWKWARD na ba.. Sobrang WEIRD and sobrang UGLY. Naiinis ako, nabad trip at nairita. Maybe na-offend pero I do understand why he said that favor.. To delete that stupid post that explains the whole damn story. DI KU GINUSTO ung nanyare. Gusto ko nang gawin talaga 'to para matapos na ung temporary satisfaction ko at permanent sorrow which I know would slowly break the last part of my vacation. A ruined one.

It's really hard for me to tell positive advices to a committed person along with a fact that the matter is out of my experience, out of my life and I'm in love with that human. It started on that exchanging thoughts about a love quarrel. Nalaman mong pinost ko and then told me to delete that. Hindi ko nga un kinagagalet kase nga naiintindihan ko. Mautak nga ung gf mo pero tingin ko sa inyo, unfaithful kau sa isa't-isa based on you stories. Remeber this line? 'Ayaw ko naman i-risk ung relationship namen and baka putulin ko na talaga ung communication natin.' Let me tell everybody my reaction! Naguluhan talaga ako dito. I've got a lot of too much wide approach for this. I can't force myself na magreply ng joke or euphemistic chuva dahil siguro naguluhan na ku and I guess I need to defend my considered-victim self.

Alam mo kase dude, hindi mo dapat ginagawa 'to. Lagi ko ngang iniisip na ung pagpunta mo sa'men e friendly visit. 'Yung pakikipag-usap mo sa'kin sa phone ay dahil may kailangan ako or ikaw. 'Yung texting natin is merely to comfort one another in times we are facing some obstacles. I always put that 'friendly' thing to all of your actions. And sa application na 'to, I'm trying to be as brute as possible but then I can't avoid myself to show my naturally sweet character. Kasalanan mo ba or kasalanan ko? alam na natin un. Siguro nga gawin mo na 'to: 'mapipilitan akong putulin ang communication natin..' I know kaya mo, kaya ko din. Sana nga nitong last two days nagawa kong hinde ka itext. E nagtext kang dadaan sa bahay. Ayoko namang magmukha kang kawawa sa tapat namin na naghihintay pala sa wula, di'ba? I'm blaming myself too much that moment. Buti na lang hindi na tayo nagpapakaSWEET na masyado sa isa't-isa which is TOTALLY WRONG. Very WRONG. Siguro nga ayokong mawala ka sa buhay ko. Magkakaganito pa tayo e malapit ka na lumayo permanently. Lagi kong nireremind sau un, pansin mo? kasi gusto kitang masanay or i-plant sa utak mo na aalis ka na. Matagal ka naming hindi makikita. Para naman 'pag andun ka na, konti na lang ung lungkot. Kaya ayoko din ung wula tayong COMMUNICATION. Okay! Kasu tinatawag mo pa 'kong tagalog ng ass, short ng panget and kung anu-ano pang obvious namang nakuha mo sa gf mong mahal. Nagseselos ako kala mu ba pero hindi na masyado dahil sanay na. Iniisip ko lang naman ung iisipin ng ibang tao sau or sa'ken. That's why I told you na call me by my sacred name. Napakababaw na bagay di'ba? For now, try mu isipin pa if why I don't want you to call me by those words. I also felt irritated and defensive the moment na sabihin mong puputulin mo communication natin. Sino naman kase ang tinakot mo. Gawin mo ang gusto mo. I'm just nobody to you, how I wish.. Parang naisip ko, ikaw pa ung nanakot na gagawin mo un as if naman na ako ung takot na takot? Just ask yourself.

And clear, ayoko talagang mawala ka. Hindi lang halata dito sa ginawa ko. Gusto ko umarte kang FRIENDS lang talaga tayo.. FRIENDS lang. Assuming bang nanliligaw ka? Tanong mo sa family ko 'pag nagpupunta ka dito.

Ang while typing this thing, I received this msg from him:

'pls don't tell me na u'r crying, naun pa lang sobrang hirap na magletgo.. i don't really want to, but i think it's for the better, baka mas malaki pa maging damage stn if pntgal ntin to but im not saying na totally wula, suguru every sat en sun nlng ge po, just remember n im not just doing this for my relationship with jan, im also doing it 4u, i know it's hard seeing me with my gf lyk that, kung lav mu nga ku and it wil be much easier 2 4get our feelijngs 4 each other, i'm sorry qn aku man ngng first love mu, u have no idea how hard this is for me, dat pla sa letter nlng ge po iendure ko na lang to, just col me if u nid something, ge po ranz thanks for everything, i miss you already.. mwah! wak mong kalimutan ung kundiman!'

I'm glad that he did..

And here's my reply:

'Lam ku un kundiman nu. masyado kang seryoso.. But fine, tama lang 'to so wak ka malungkot. D ku umiiyak, promise. mLpit na matapos post ko, ge have a nice day! Ü'

Immune na naman ako. Kapag may gumaganito kase sa'ken, gusto kong awayen kasu nagbago isip ko. Baka hindi ako kayanin ng taong 'to. Di nia alam background ko sa war records. Whatever..

That first love drama is my confession the moment he made me feel that he loves me 'Ata'. I think masyadong gumasgas sa puso nia ung first kasi sinasabi nia na sira agad love life ko sa first love ko. Kaya siguru nagpakafirst naman ang bruho kahit may mahal na talaga sia. sabihin pa sa'keng how he wish na nauna nia kong nakilala.

Weeks passed. haven't you realized that hindi mo talaga ako mahal? Nadala ka lang ng words ko na 'first kita'.. Bestfriend material lang ako. Pero hindi masaket sa'kin ung totoo kase as what I have said, 'maraming lalaki sa mundo'. Kung sino ung first bf ko, un na asawa ko. Buti na lang hindi kita naging bf. HAHAHA! ;') Kung mahal mo ko at nagsisisi ka ngaun, bakit hindi mo ko pinili? So naguguluhan ka. Kaya nga there's no such thing as TWO LOVE, TWO HEARTS. God provided us ONE HEART which let us TREASURE only ONE love. No wonder baket may mga kantang 'Sana dalawa ang puso ko..' Ang korni di'ba!!!

So.. gusto ko rin mag-thank you sa lahat.. As in lahat. 'Yung heroes episodes 10 to 23, peram. Kinukulit na ko ng mga kapatid ko. HAHA! Saka 'pag nahirapan ako sa programming namen this sem, paturo na lang ako. I'll be online during your office hours para lang magpaturo. Hehehe.. Saka sa unang gastos mo sa'kin.. Pamasahe sa tricycle! Thanks for that lalung-lalu na sa nihanda mong bear brand milk na isang basong puno.. WOW!!! Yaman mong langaw kaaa.. Saka ung dinala mong fresh milk dito, ung isang litro! Sana before ka man lang umales, masabi mo sa kania lahat ng ginawa mong kalokohan. Remeber, kung hindi ka faithful na andito ka pa, what more pa if UMALIS ka na??? Ayusin nio buhay nio!!! ;') Thanks talaga sa lahat, alam kong kulang pa 'to.. Saka sorry na din sa lahat ng abalang nagawa ko. Be more polite, sabi nila ina't ama. Learn to greet everytime you visit a friend or loved one or every time you make a phone call.. ADIOS.

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europeansoul · 7 years

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@nihilist-toothpaste tagged me in this and tbh you don’t say no to leela. (btw, i was totally obsessed with hannah montana too. #noshame).

anyway. here. we. gooooo:

rules: 1. always post the rules. 2. answer the questions given by the person who tagged you. 3. write 11 questions of your own. 4. tag 11 people (or however many you want)

what’s your fav dessert i love nothing more than a freshly-baked chocolate chip cookie. (in an ideal world, served with a glass of cream-top whole milk.) simple. perfect. so many calories.

what’s the best book (also including book-length fics) you’ve read this year i’ve spent most of the year reading short fics tbh. but i also read The Circle and it was a really engaging read. not sure if i’d recommend it unless you’re a masochist though.

what do you think is the most frustrating thing about dan his tendency to cover up every mildly vulnerable truth about himself with a joke. i understand it completely. but it’s definitely frustrating.

what do you think is the most frustrating thing about phil the tendency to cover up every mildly vulnerable truth about himself.

do you like singing in the shower (and if so, what’s your fav shower song of the moment) people take showers without singing? “my all” by mariah carey. a classic.

what are your fav skincare products and why (yes i’m litro crowdsourcing info to update my skincare routine idec) oooo i could go on about this for days. after many a sephora skincare product, i firmly believe the greatest thing on earth is actually Simple micellar face wipes followed by Cerave hydrating cleanser and then clinique moisturizer before my makeup. letting my face rest without any moisturizers at night has actually made all the difference.

what’s a song that has made you cry “manhattan” by sara bareilles every time.

what’s a movie that has made you cry life is beautiful. :’(

how do you feel about thunderstorms comforting. esp when i’m a blanket burrito with nowhere to go and the internet at my fingertips.

what are your three fav non-physical attributes in yourself (i like this question. it made me re-evaluate my perception of myself, so thank you.) i take the lead in situation people usually fear: phone calls, disagreements, etc. i cook a mean arroz caldo for a white girl. i’m willing to admit when i’m wrong. (but also maybe i do that too much???)

what is the best compliment you have ever received “i like talking to you.”

if you could gain the ability to play an instrument or speak a new language without any effort which would you choose (and which instrument/language) speak a new language. i want to learn lithuanian. because it’s where i was born and for whatever reason, i grew up with only russian (and english, clearly.)

and here are my questions.

1. what’s your dream job?

2. if someone were paying you to sing one song in full right now, which one would you know all the lyrics to?

3. do you go to vintage/consignment stores? if so, what’s your best find?

4. what’s the thing your proudest of?

5. do you have any pets?

6. what song helps you de-stress?

7. if you were given a plane ticket to anywhere, where would you go?

8. what’s your favorite fic/book/tv show trope?

9. what’s one materialistic thing you can’t live without?

10. favorite movie-that’s-totally-shit-but-you-love-it-anyway?

11. what are you looking forward to right now?

i’m really bad at tagging people mostly because i’m really bad at keeping up with the people i love here. (i’m sorry.) so i dug through my follow list and picked these folks for a variety of #reasons: @internetakeover @november-again @octobones @brood-mother @prancingpeacock @alittledizzy @linmanuel @barackobama

you’re under no obligation. enjoy~

#oh look i did one of these #kewl beanz

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