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#ik so many ppl who have anxiety so much worse thag the possibility of mine in comparison seems like. a joke i think)
courviknight
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11 months
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huh.
#i can’t believe my mom never told me abt my diagnosis on anxiety
#how funny for me to find out while the insurance agent asked me and noted i had it on my record
#like i’m surprised i got the minor diagnosis in the first place but also
#it just upsets me that like. if i did have that they would deny it and refuse treatment in favor of not making me a liability
#and the way they talk abt it too… the need for them to make excuses like the pandemic fucking everyone (it’s true and it fucked me over)
#but it’s like. all this time you knew i could need help and they’re more concerned abt how it would look for insurance
#and not really believing the diagnosis?? like idk. ik i am doing a lot better than i was last year and it was trial by fire
#and i also don’t really think i should rationalize my behavior or who i am
#but that anxiety diagnosis would make so much sense and why it was so hard
#like there were so many things i didn’t or couldn’t do because i held myself back?
#and maybe it’s anxiety. maybe it’s depression (i thought it was depression up until now and ik
#doctors are capable of getting things wrong but. idk it just feels like
#something like a betrayal? like not to the severity betrayal portrays but
#a break of trust between my parents and i
#but idk. like i’m in this scenario i would have expected this from them but also
#but i’m surprised it happened in the first place and that i have the diagnosis (like maybe it’s bc
#ik so many ppl who have anxiety so much worse thag the possibility of mine in comparison seems like. a joke i think)
#but idk it’s not really supposed to be a competition right?
#caw.txt
#vent
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