#ill do the coding and you do the art

[oatbugs]

Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art. #you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea? #if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

[pixelatedraindrops]

Yuma Month: Day 5: Sickness

Ah yes, my specialty. (making him suffer)

Bundled in a blanket, feverish yet chilled, vision very blurry.

whose cool hand and gentle voice does this belong to...?

alt version featuring my own whump prompt :3

wanted to try drawing it at least once

he's getting dehydrated but can't move...

so he gets a helping hand from a capable detective <3

#Yuma Month 2024 #whumpcode #master detective archives: rain code #rain code #yuma kokohead #yakou furio #pixeldoodles #my art #illness whump #fever whump #yep if this challenge involves sickness you better believe i’m in #and I finished it early too! (ofc I did) #the illness isn’t specific or anything #just a 39+ degree Celsius fever being imobile and just being generally miserable #his hearing and vision can’t quite make out who’s with him #but he can tell he’s safe…he’s just very dazed and confused #made it extra whumpy as CEO of raincode whump I cannot falter x3 #gotta make him look as small and pitiful as possible :) #also yes I had to add my own lil whump prompt into this #his caretaker has his hands full today…but he'll do his best! #I cannot draw that dang sofa right....or hands x'D #anyway today’s gonna be interesting can’t wait to see everyone else’s entries!

[puppyeared]

i wanna post my skip to loafer art but i cant do it knowing ppl are gonna put it on tiktok and pinterest bc itd be like. bringing an invasive species ykwim

#my meds just kicked in so im feeling talkative but truly idk how to explain it #its like. with anything else id be more than happy to introduce it to ppl like monkie kid and mp100. witch hat maybe but its personal to me #but skip to loafer is special to me. and i feel bad for saying this bc other ppl do deserve to watch smth they will enjoy #hell the reason i got into it was bc my friend was kind enough to lend me her copy and i got hooked #its so ironic im saying this esp given how insecure i am abt depicting characters wrong. but i really dont want to look thru the tags #and see them on a 'can i copy your homework' tier list. or ppl getting mad abt why egashira mitsumi and shima cant just be a throuple #its just!! i wont stop you if thats how you like to engage with the show or how you interpret it bc ill just ignore it and leave u alone!! #and theres no objective wrong way of doing it!! and i know that interacting with the work is what forms a community after all!! #but keeping it tight knit is just easier for me bc nobody has to worry abt making each other laugh and we can enjoy it for what it is #fully aware im saying this as someone whos drawn monkie kid art with text post memes and owl house draw the squad templates #but at the same time i just. dont want to explain myself or give ppl reasons why shima and mitsumi are ace coded just bc it 'feels right' #fandom is a communal thing and it feels so hypocritical thinking this. too many conflictng thoughts that idk what to act on #yapping

[svampira]

elias in 🏨 oppure brooklyn in 💀

they're going to the 🦇club

ask game

#thank you green muah muah #ill draw the others tomorrow💕💕 thank you guys ilyyy #i tried doing this without searching for refs and it took me a whole hour. no lineart #<idiot!!! its fun tho #anyways #vtm #/elias #/brooklyn #vtmb #<theyre going to the asylum. will jeanette let elias in yes/ #yes. #ok goodnight now i have an exam tomorrow ^^ this is normal #anyways this was the anime girl anatomy art i was talking about. elias has transcended semirealism #just realised they both only have one eye showing this is so 13 year old coded #scarabocchi

[malikselfindulgence]

GUST/SILVERWIND SHIPPING (unless tumblr decimated my ask)

DW I RECIEVED YOUR ASK !!! just been wanting to draw stuff 4 me lately but I will get to requests soon esp now that finals r done :33 here's a mini Rie + some old ass Morros from my other acc for your troubles ....

POWPOW MORRO BLAST !!!! I need to draw him More ....

#hope you dont mind the random echo/citrus in there it was for rarepair week :3 #malik's asks #iguess this is art but also . its all posted on my ninjago acc anyways so . shrugs #the drawing w the purple accents is now gustshipping coded . ive decided #its also th3 most reccent . i heart giving him edgy earrings . <3 #I didnt like the citrus one at first but tbh looking back at it . I like the colors :33 #okim just rambling rn my bad #OHALSO THE MORRO W DREADS I WANNA DRAW HIM W DREADS TOO BUT i might just post it on my ninjago acc ??? ILL TAG YOU IF I DO !! #IFTHATS COOL

[icewindandboringhorror]

We should bring back that thing some websites used to do where whenever you made a post you could also list a bunch of random details alongside it, like the mood you’re currently feeling while writing the post, what you’re eating, music you’re currently listening to, what device you’re writing the post on, some random emoji, your personal motto at the moment, etc. It’s like additional character lore 

#I think you can do this with facebook still like you can put a current mood 'feeling XYZ' BUT you have to choose from their list #of premade emotions. You can't just type your own. #and you can't add a bunch of random extra details for no reason #Also DID websites actually do this? I might just be thinking of one or two. specifically I htink on deviant art (which I rarely ever #used except for one small period when I was like 14 yrs old and thought it would be Professional to post art there lol) #when you made a journal post type of thing I think you could put information like this. And I THINK you could maybe do something similar on #the journals on gaiaonline?? maybe also myspace but I remember so little about mysapce or if they even have a journal #type function. I MISS websites randomly having journals as like..a thing #like you had your normal post feed and then also a diary type place. Kind of like how poeple used to use facebook Notes different #from just a normal facebook post. #If I ever actually do anything successful in my life and somehow defeat the mental illness and physical issues and Situational Barriers #and actually accomplish like.. anything enough to be a professional with their own website (like how famous authors will have #their own websites where they post updates that are NOT social media like a facebook but. their own custom website or whatever) #then I'l make sure that in the code it's set up so whenever I make a post I can add these options ghhbjhb #Imagine some official really imporant release of a movie or game or something and then alongside it it's just like #Feeling: Evil 🤭 Eating: Shredded cheddar cheese Drinking: water out of an old coffee tin #(I had to google some online place to copy and paste emojis ghbhjb i have no idea how they work ) #Though also it wouldn't be interesting for me because I have a limited emotional range and also love routine so I'd basically always #feel neutral and just be cycling through the same 5 foods/drinks/music/etc. at all times hjbjjh #I also always wear the same clothes like a cartoon character #BUT it'd be interesting to see about other poeple I guess lol

[mxwhore]

the artist is experiencing finantial difficulties

#ive youve been following for a while you know i have a killer combo of dyslexia and dyscalculia #im finishing my undergrad now. nearing my thesis and such #i have a scholarship that covers half my tuition and its been ok but last year #i had to dump a very math heavy class i was failing. to keep my scholarship #im retaking it this year BUT I HAVE OVERLAPPING CLASSES #this time a code heavy course #literally same day from same to same hours #so i wanted to take an extra semester to literally take that ONE CLASS and finish my thesis without rushing #but they may charge me THE ENTIRE YEAR. FOR ONE CLASS #idk what to do #if i fail that class ill have to take the whole year regardless #literally no way to triumph #sigh #tessas txt #support my art and whatever

[atomic-sludge]

Flipping violently back and forth between "Imposter is overrated and gets too much fandom content. I dont want to contribute to that" and "Imposter is such an intriguing and interesting villain I'd love to explore that."

#not art #text post #the thing that gets me is that for all the fancontent he gets like none of it has anything to do with how he ACTUALLY is. #man is a serial identity thief. his second and last appearance is him TORMENTING A MENTALLY ILL MAN TO HIS BREAKING POINT #because idk he fucking felt like it??? bc dan didnt take a dude stealing his identity lying down and actually did shit abt it??? #but nooo. 'teehee hes sooo gay coded' 'hes so hot ong' 'heres him in a maid dress' #lets ship him with the afformentioned metally ill man he tormented. that sounds like a reasonable and healthy relationship. #hes a shitty dude who hides his malice behind charisma and charm and yall FELL FOR ITTT #not tagging this with the fandom. dotn feel like it. if you see this and know what im talking abt good for you. #and if you happen to like the character/ship im talking abt. good for you aswell. this post aint for you move along. #rant in tags #vent in tags #character hate #ship hate #might delete this later. who knows haha not me #i pretend to hate him but when i need a villain for a psychological horror/torture scenario? guess who i think of? #dont look at me

[bytedykes]

thinking about david shrigley "he plays badly but it stops him from destroying things". gah

#i hate my art -> my art is the only thing that matters -> i cant stand making art -> if i dont make art every living moment ill die #endless cycle #misc #im so boo boo the fool coded because why do i keep comparing myself to older artists with beautiful and consistent art styles. #girl these people are like a decade older than you please calm down. you have time. god #it does make me upset that my art doesnt really have any recognizable characteristics but fucking god its fine! i have time! i have time!!!

[icannotgetoverbirds]

announcement time!

i have decided that i am going to begin to develop my art skills by tracing over reference photos. im using the art program krita - if anyone has any advice or photos to trace (all kinds are welcome! i may favor birds but i need to learn EVERYTHING) i'd be more than happy to receive!

i'd love to stream it once i've got my twitch account set up for that - I think I'd still need to attach some kind of payment method in order to stream? I'm not sure. The soonest I'll be able to start would be this Thursday, but truthfully it'll probably be a while before I get the channel up and going.

Disclaimer: I am tracing photographs! By submitting a photo you agree that I am allowed to trace it for (human!) training purposes, and that I am allowed to stream said tracing process, and that you are not entitled to anything that may come from said stream! End disclaimer.

Y'all can send in asks with images and/or submit them here. I ask that you send in photos that you've taken and/or photos that are commercially available, just to ensure that I'm not infringing on any copyright. If you've got your own art (original content) you'd like to submit, I'll take that, too - again with the caveat that I am allowed to trace them.

I will not be selling anything that I make due to the nature of the process - this is all just me learning how to make art and use my art program. Once the art streams are up and running, I might have some other stream ideas up my sleeve that are worth looking out for!

#yes im doing this with a mouse don't @ me #i have a tablet but i rly need to find it and learn how to use it #that shit's intimidating #my setup is gonna be absolute shit dkgjslkdgjlskjg #old-ass laptop. wire earbuds for mic n audio. usb mouse whose plugin is missing its plastic cover. no mousepad. #ill be lucky to even have a proper desk space dkgjlskdjgl #god i hope my internet connection can keep up #i only know how to use like 2 or 3 of the brushes #i only just yesterday found the hex code search thing to find exact colors #i keep accidentally drawing on the background layer dkgjlskdgjls #which mind you is my REFERENCE PHOTO #byrd chirps #byrd's silly art #strap in for the shitshow folks #byrd's twitch stream #if i do sell any art it's gonna be original art #not traced stuff yknow? #also if anyone wants to be a moderator for stream chat i would be eternally grateful😭😭😭 #it's probably not gonna be crazy or anything right away but better safe than sorry dskgljlskdgjs #i can't guarantee any pay so it's gonna be volunteer basis until things get more official #idk if i'll be able to make a living off of this im mostly just doing it for funsies so like. sorry ksjgdlkjsgdl #if not i can manually moderate on my own at first #do chat moderators even get paid? they should #idk how to figure that out tho. help is appreciated #byrd's ask games

[gmanweatherreport]

Finally i present to you a lot of random shit from brain

#basically a lot of little ideas i had in my head for a while but thoyht huh ill post it once o have enough little ideas to make a compilati #compilation and it did it and drew every thing i had ever thight about and it was quite enjoyable #art created by me #ocs #yes its mainly ocs but special fuyu and dogam appearances #i learnt the type of persimmon i get is called fuyu persimmon and i think thats kind of cool #oh it means winter but still #bro i tried writing a fuyu doagma fanfic and man can i NOT write anymore like i cannot even write crackfics like goddamn but i had an idea #one day fuyu finds that ohoh a unnamed hospital has a program that ALSO includes like going into the patients memories in a way #could this be what he always needed to do???????? thne he does a test run of hapoy dream and it bases off of like the neutral ending when r #russl doesnt get guilt so the program just was cancelled i think thats what happened rigjt #so he reuses the one that failed on russel but since its crossiver shit like combines code withzenno and its partially his dream partially #russls #then he meets dogma and i think there would be a lot of rabbits in his world #the end #i think the two of them would be in more of a special platonic relationship #adn also thw dream has reminants of russels people and stuff but its a case where russel was never part of it and just a random blue man #becomes a resident and theres some new different distorted bosses to fight based on his past experiences #ok thanks for reaidng my fanfic i hope you liked it

[pixelatedraindrops]

Alright. Your turn Makoto 😈🌡️

my favorite silly workaholic that doesn't ever take a break

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Unmasked Below (HUGE RAINCODE SPOILERS)

also yea I I headcanon that if a homunculus gets ill, then their fever flush is pink instead of red. Due to their blood. (tho I've said this before... XD)

Also, since it's likely illness cannot kill a homunculi...and Makoto doesn't trust nor depend on anyone for help...

yeah...

he basically puts himself out of his own misery ;-;

since he's a perfect one he'll come back to life in 24 hours

Healthy tho? Who can say... 🤷‍♀️

its a 50/50 chance... (nah more like 80/20 lmao HE MUST SUFFER)

#rain code #whumpcode #master detective archives: rain code #rain code spoilers #makoto kagutsuchi #pixeldoodles #my art #illness whump #fever whump #tw gun use #tw sui implied #tw sui attempt #just tagging to be safe #that prompt I shared earlier made me do this xD #also yea he tried the hot tub again when will you learn? #stupid little workaholic #he pushes himself to the limit #then refuses to ask for any help and denies everything #then he gets so bad that his body just can't take it anymore #then he's like okay guess I'll die #this has been my headcanon for a while #its dark but angsty and appropriate for someone like him tbh #dw yuma eventually finds out and becomes his caretaker/babysitter on his sick days :3 #he's my second target after yuma so I had to do it #plus I haven't drawn him since his birthday #he deserves some more “attention” from me >:3c

[notquitehuman-creations]

FUCK APPLE I HATE THEM SO FUCKING MUCH

#nqh brain noises #/neg #if that wasnt obvious #so context #i woke up with a pounding migrain #but hey that was fine bc my new ipad got delivered. exciting right #i already traded in the old one by this point so #i go to set the new tab up #and oh no i cant log into my appleid because the code pops up ON THE OTHER TABLET THAT I DONT FUCKING HAVE ANYMORE #but hey thats fine ill just use my phone number oh its still my old one that doesnt fucking work #ok thats fine ill just change it NOPE CANT DO THAT EITHER #“NOT ENOUGH INFORMATION TO RECOVER YOUR APPLEID” FUCK OFF WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME #and ON TOP OF ALL THAT MY GEN1 APPLE PENCIL DOESN'T FUCKING WORK EITHER BECAUSE THEY CHANGED #THE FUCKING CHARGING PORT FOR WHATEVER REASON #NOW THATS ANOTHER 200 DOLLARS I HAVE TO SPEND AND EVEN MORE TIME AWAY FROM ART #well ill still draw with my finger ofc but you get the point #fuck apple #cw caps #i hate it here

[daytaker]

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DEMO

→ Latest Update: Prologue — 3 February 2024

17+ The Fall of House Black — A gothic, supernatural, mystery interactive fiction story. Lightly inspired by The Fall of the House of Usher and Frankenstein media. (Work in Progress)

Synopsis has mentions of death and suicide. See extended content warnings below.

The fall of House Black, your house, was an imminent thing. A name had never been so cursed that all it could do was bring about death.

First, your younger sister in a swimming accident, then your older brother in a case of mistaken identity. As the rest of your family sought to grieve and bring justice to your brother, your older sister was killed in a hunting accident at the end of your father’s bow.

The three of you, mother, father, and child, became inconsolable. Broken beyond repair. Your mother unable to bear the weight of life any longer took her own while your father disappeared, gone into the night. When you remain the sole survivor of House Black, you know you must leave, and on the night of your decision, your home goes up in flames with you inside.

Then, you awake, dazed with no recollection of anything, and when you look down at your body, you scream. It is wrong. So wrong.

Play as a reanimated, customizable character.

Learn how to be a person again.

Try to survive in a society that fears the unknown.

Develop relationships. (4 ROs: All gender-selectable + 1 secret RO)

Aid in the investigation of your family’s untimely deaths.

Learn about your family’s curse.

Aesop/Almira Hammond | Detective | 36 Years Old | RO

[Profile] [Portrait]

A is an observant and clever person, stoic in nature. They put their all into their work, striving to find the truth in every case. They take on the case of your family’s sudden deaths despite pushback from others. It was an occurrence of events all too strange, and they are determined to figure it out.

Cyprian/Cecilia Atterton | Writer | 28 Years Old | RO

[Profile] [Portrait]

C is an imaginative and creative person, quiet in nature. They write not only from their own experiences, but the experiences of others as well. They are interviewing people about House Black, intending on writing a book about your family’s ill fate and eventual demise.

Sebastian/Sabina Farwell | Doctor | 34 Years Old | RO

[Profile] [Portrait]

S is an intelligent and kind person, caring in nature. They are a most trusted doctor, hardworking and honest. They were the young doctor that tried to help your father and sister. They helped without question, never calling your family cursed as you so often were.

Elias/Elosia Osborne | Coroner | 30 Years Old | RO

[Profile] [Portrait]

E is an empathetic and hardworking person, cheerful in nature. They put their heart into their work, aiming to bring closure to people as swiftly as possible. They are the one who investigated and confirmed the death of your elder sister. They never could for you though.

Unknown | ??? | ??? | RO

A secret. Who knows when they will appear.

SUBJECT TO CHANGE

Mentions of death, child death, suicide, violence, blood, injury, burning alive, body horror, mutilation, slight gore, amnesia

asks are welcomed!

DISCLAIMER

this is a demo/work in progress. everything is subject to change until the final version. it is by no means a finished or polished work.

LINKS

→ demo | same one, just another link

→ itch.io | my creator page

→ @ethersic | my main, art, etc. blog

INFO

word count w/o code: 6.3k

next update: tbd

written with twine (tweego)/sugarcube

#interactive fiction #the fall of house black #the fall of house black if #tfohb if #itch.io #interact-if #twine #twine game #twine if #twine wip #if wip #if: intro #if: the fall of house black #tfohb: intro #✻ — announcement

[dovesndecay]

It's June! It's Pride! It's (my) Birthday!

The Introduction Spiel:

Hi, I'm Reyah! (any pronouns! no really, go for it!) On June 21st, I'm turning 32, an exciting and mysterious age to be!! (So I've heard)

Warning: This is a post asking for financial help, and if there's one thing I would ask is that if you read the whole thing: please reblog.

I'm a multiply-disabled queer person of color, a writer, artist, and photographer. I live with three of my best-good-pal-friends, (@renthony, @kryptidkhaos, and @natalieironside) and our collective army of pets.

We all know it's damned hard to be all these things at the same time under the capitalistic hellscape we're living under, and we/I am always in need of a lot of help with the existing.

I ended the month of May with some smaller bills left still to pay, but am thankful to say that June already had fewer bills than usual due, and the amount I need to start the summer off right is actually less than I was afraid it would be! Woohoo!

What I Make

I mentioned my artistic endeavors, let me show you them!!

Writing

I write less often than I'd like, but I share poetry and shorts, when I have them, on my Patreon!

You must be over 18 to pledge, as I have, can, and will again share Adult Content occasionally. Patrons pledging at least $1/month get access to all content. But most posts becomes free to access eventually. :)

When I do longer form content, I primarily write fantasy with a focus on queer brown characters with disabilities, mental illnesses, and disordered attachments. Because therapy is expensive, and writing is free.

Photography

I do wildlife and landscape photography, primarily, but you can also check out my portrait and event work on my website! You can purchase PRINTS HERE.

And because it's my birthday, I'm offering a 32% discount code for all my prints! The code is good from June 1st to July 1st!

A Note, if you purchase a print: first off: thank you. (please feel free to send a photo of wherever you display it!!!) secondly: this will not go towards the received totals on my financial need because Pixels doesn't pay out until nearly 2 months after the purchase. Funds made from sales will go towards future needs.

CODE: PDHHTR

Artwork

I've been exploring art, both analog and digital, a lot more lately, and have shared both process photos and final drafts on Patreon! Here are just a few examples:

I admittedly don't post on patreon as much as I wish I had the energy to, but I try to make at least one thing a month, provided I have the spoons and time.

Creativity is, like, a level 5 spell slot when you're disabled and impoverished, and I appear to have exactly One (1) of those available at any given time.

The Needs:

The Bills: $1,100

Yeah, we had to get here eventually. Since this post is already pretty long, I'm putting the rest under a cut.

More than half of this, as always, is just for the car payment and insurance that keeps the regular day-job-haver getting to said job, and all our medical appointments, errands, etc.

I still owe around $13,000 total on Johnny Car, but I think we all know that's just not a real number.

The rest of the funds would go toward paying the small subscriptions, for my various medications, and the regular attempts to whittle away slowly at the $4,300 worth of other debt.

($2,200 of back taxes, and $2,100 of credit card debt, and gods, do I mean slowly. Interest piles up so much faster than I can seem to whittle.)

If you're able and willing to help with paying the bills, direct donations can be made here:

PayPal | (link)

Venmo | (dovesndecay)

Cashapp | ($dovesndecay)

If you can, and only if you can.

The It Would Be Cools:

Since every dime that comes in goes primarily towards food and bills, there's little left afterward to be put towards other life necessities like clothes, toiletries, let alone things I just think would be nice/neat/nifty to have.

I have a High Priority wishlist. It's mostly art supplies, bulk toiletries, etc.

I'm woefully low on clothes, being short, fat, and trans, so very little of what I own actually feels good to wear so much as it simply covers my body. I have a wishlist of clothes that would be nice to have.

For everything that firmly lands under the "I just want it" category, I have an Enrichment list. It's mostly stuffies, but also games, room decor, hobby supplies, books, and stim toys.

Our household keeps a big wishlist for things we need, want, groceries, accessibility products, and everything in-between.

Okay, now what?

Well, now, I'm gonna ask that if you got to this point, and if you can't/don't want to do any of the things listed above, then please reblog this post.

The more people that reblog it, the more likely I'm able to pay my bills for one more month this year.

But if you don't, it's not like anyone's gonna know. I'm not omniscient, I swear.

Anyway, I don't expect anyone to do anything if you can't or even if you just don't wanna, but if you can and you're willing to, it means the world.

I didn't think this is where I'd be at 32. But I never really expected to get here at all in the end, and it's a lot nicer than I thought it would be. Mostly because I am surrounded by amazing people who have the capacity to be so much kinder than I will ever have the words to describe.

Thank you, and to all, a happy pride!

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