every time i decide im going to dye my hair i go look in the mirror to like, picture it, and i decide i really like my hair color so i dont really want to change it because its pretty but also im left wanting for colored hair still
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thanks for the kind words the other day :-) i got my period yesterday so thats whats making it soooo much worse but im trying to keep myself busy even tho thats really hard rn bc i have no interest in anything which sucks but whatever. im thinking of taking my sisters to an ecopark tomorrow, just to get out and do something different and have a nice day out :-) so im looking forward to that
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if your best friend said some really hurtful and mean stuff in the name of ‘honesty’ (unasked for) and you stepped back from the conversation: who should break the ice first?
or it’s not a case of ‘who should’, but is it even worth it at this point? we’ve never gone this long without speaking to one another in our 15 years of friendship. she has recently gone through some tough times and i understand how that factors into her lashing out at me, but it’s been a week now of silence. it hurts to think that she’s sitting at home feeling right and secure in her cruel statements towards me instead of any slight sort of remorse. i don’t know if that’s a friendship worth keeping any longer.
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augghhh i want to do stuff but the stuff i do isnt Right because i have to do something else instead of the thing im doing but every time i pick up an action it is the wrong one i cant stand it let me do the correct thing please [there is no correct thing, we are all but cursed to an eternal activity wanderlust, this is the fate of all that which self-reflects]
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