#im breathing so hard rn

[popponn]

hold me back pls

#babblings #good lord he is even prettier in cloee up #anime staffs pwc staffs i take back everything bad i ever said thank you #im coughing and its hard to breathe rn so happy twt tl also full of yoichi #im going insane #i kicked the wall in reflex when i saw this i was lucky #also that art with nagi #IM EATING GOOD APRIL FOOLS WHO YOICHI HAPIBAAAA

[omgcatboi]

Ever eat so much that you can feel your heart try to keep up? 😅

#me rn #its hard to breathe because im so full 😩

[twelvedinos]

Can't believe I haven't gone and drawn my fav botw armour sets yet,,, gonna do the zora armour next.

#botw #breath of the wild #loz #legend of zelda #breath of the wild link #barbarian armour #this was so fun #digital art #made in krita #twelvedinos #im replaying atm #hoping to get 100% before totk comes out #which is gonna be hard cause uni is kicking my ass rn

[ace-apple]

im just holding on thru the angst trenches until the qspiderbit reunion and good things start happening to my blorbos again <3

#mcyt #qsmp #IM SORRY I JUST. TOO MUCH ANGST. NEED ROOM TO BREATHE. #i have faith that it will be okay in the end but its hard to hold onto that rn #cuz everything and everyones being so doomer-y #neg #<-mainly? just for in the tags #anyways it will be okay the blorbos will be okay in the end

[goldenhypen]

HELP SPOTIFY BE TRIPPIN

#WHY ARE AUDIOBOOKS IN ANOTHER LANGUAGE SHOWING UP UNDER MORE LIKE ACE #IM CRYING SO HARD RN THATS HILARIOUS OMG #and they’re the most random audiobooks too omg i can’t breathe #em speaks

[itstimeforstarwars]

I have written only 300 words in the last month and it was for cody day. This job is ruining my life.

#chit chat #like obviously this is why i went on break clearly the break was necessary #but augh #i can barely even look at my writing much less work on it #because im just so angry all of the time and if i do anything that is frustrating but also *matters* to me i am going to damage it #i read over the next chapter of galidraan the other day and just wanted to fucking delete the whole thing #so #it may be closer to march before we get another chapter lol #this is why I've been playing the harmonica so much #hard to be frustrated when you're making train noises to teach yourself breathing techniques #actually does anyone remember that post that was like 'add a harmonica to spice up your next panic attack'? #that's what my life feels like rn lol

[dollar-store-sparklez]

i miss dominion smp :(

#also i wanna be in one of legs videos i couldnt be in the undercover one bc when i try and log in on my wifi i jsut insta crash #this used to not happen when i joined legundos server but now it does bc verizon wants me dead ig #like that GOT one looked SO FUN fr #like im a silly goofy guy! im good at the game! i could be an asset! #this isnt relevant to the post at all i just got instantly distracted #except like. only patrons and like. really active members are prolly ever gonna get to be in those #and i had to cancel my patreon membership for a little while so i could save money #so im only a patron until october rn after having been a patron for. many months #im kinda sad about it fr #legs you follow me if you see this. hi. sorry i had to stop being a patron im also not happy about it but i had 20 dollars to my name #ill rejoin later i prommy #also viking if you see this. start a patreon nerd i wanna be a member when i have more money #what was i talking about? OH YEAH videos players can be in #they look so fun i was in the ryan one recently and im super excited for it to come out #even tho i wasnt a big part of the story besides getting my ass kicked that one time #it was still fun. wish my group hadnt continually had everything we owned burned down. that sucked really hard #very excited for that video tho i wait w bated breath #i should go rewatch the got video

[endious]

Red Text has returned with more horny (violent) Jeff dialog

imagine Jeff forcing you onto your knees in front of him. He grabs a fistful of your hair and drags you up closer to him, holding you still with his cock against your face. The knife pressed to your throat is all the threatening he needs to make you open your mouth, and he forces his cock down your throat all at once.

“Fuuckk, there ya go, doll. Told ya you’d take it all. Didn’t even make me hit you this time. God, you look fuckin pathetic struggling like that. I really can just hold you down so easily. Make you drool all over my cock… Fuck your pretty throat like a fleshlight… Aw, you can’t breathe? Then choke on it, bitch.”

STOP IT RN HOLY SHIT SOMETHINGS PURRING… a tear ran down my thigh what possessed you to write this AOCMWOCKWKDOE “didnt even make me hit you this time” GTFOOOOO IM CHOKING AND CRYING IM SUCH A WHORE FOR HIM VIOLENT JEFF FOREVER HAS ME IN A CHOKEHOLD YOU DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT YOUVE DONE

#— cadie answers #— nonnies #RED TEXT IS FUCKING BACK WITH MORE JEFF HOLY SHIT #IM CREAMING SO HARD RN #the way i reread this so many times before posting it… unashamed rn #OMG crying pretty tears while he forces his cock down your throat while youre struggling to breathe even the slightest.. it turns him on sm #OKAY I HAVE TO CONTAIN MYSELF I MUSTNT LOSE SIGHT OF MYSELF RN IN MY MOMENT OF WEAKNESS #can you imagine he makes you grind against his boot or the floor while he fucks your throat ?? just to humiliate and defile you more???? #ILL SHUT UP IM GETTING TOO GROSS OVER THIS #violent jeff strugglefuck me challenge go

[benilos]

The day is good! The universe is sweet! I am angry but I love people and I love you guys! I love my friends! I hate injustice and hatred but I love people and I love sweetness and kindness and the sun! I am here! I love you guys!

#im so happy rn #i love my friends so much #i love you guys #i know im bitter and mean like an old chihuahua who wants to bite the air cuz it blew too hard #but i do love you guys #i love when you are here and alive and breathing and joyful #i love you i love you i love you i love you

[fourteenthz]

Been thinking abt thesa/thancred and how long it took her to take her feelings seriously. Sometimes, you repress a part of your heart for so long that when it's reawaken, it feels like a dream. Or a nightmare even. And it's painful at first and just genuinely seems morally wrong for someone, so duty bounded, but then.... once he takes a step forward, it flows so easily. It's like he's giving her his hand and saying, "I'll teach you how to deal with it," and if it was spoken by any other soul in any other tone, she'd take offense. If it was anyone else but him. And when they are together at first, it just entirely feels like puppy love. And for some reason she knows that past-thesa would scoff at this and how childish it looks - how she acts like a teenager in love sometimes when they are alone - and she loves it because Thancred doesn't think that. And slowly, she isn't thinking that anymore. She's learning with him, you know.

#its 6am what am i even doing with my life #i should be asleep. i have 1 day free and instead of sleeping and stay awake all night with thoughts abt thesa/thancred #and for some reason i still can't write anything im happy with. i miss writing. #whats wrong with my word doc and why did this text post came easier than anything I've been trying the last month #anywah THEM...... #thinking about them at the beginning of their relationship so hard rn. cant stop the thoughts. #how they are so used to understand one another by looks but then when it comes to romance it changes the dynamic #how she is a lot more vocal but still so bad at conveying her feelings and truly understanding that kind of his #and shes always like 'i think you will have to tell me what is it' and how she gets ready for it to be annoying thing to say #but instead of reacting like that he goes 'once you stop distracting me I'll try' and kisses her and and and 🗣🗣 #its the person who thinks they are hard to love x person who loves them like breath etc etc...... u get me.. #its abt her slowly opening up to love and how just bc its hard doesn’t mean it's bad.... #thancred being surprised about how cheeky and talkative she is once they are comfortable in a relationship.... #and her not being surprised at all with how gentle he is. because some things change but other's are intricately theirs #and its abt learning the new things and getting used to love the old ones and just. love is so nice. im having feelings rn excuse me. #throwing up etc etc how do i sleep with my head so full of wolcred this is unfair truly. almost 7am. how. #sorry just really can't stop thinking abt how thesa I'll never forget the look in thancred's eyes when their first met and how thancred saw #a very similar one once she said ily out loud for the first time. being sane and normal and not unwell at all #kelly says #dl #thesa/thancred #wol posting #x: together to the bitter end #(just for tagging/blacklist means) #<- just noticed i drafted this out of shame YOU KNOW WHAT.............. POSTING IT TODAY SORRY #i'm having thoughts about them i can stop I miss them I miss them I miss them I miss you writing wolcred save me save me etc etc #i really wrote that text post with my whole chest and drafted it at 7am. 🫵 shame on you prev kelly 🫵 #posted today's vierapril with them well get this too. being annoying and making it everybody's problem today. have at it.

[barkingangelbaby]

i would like to not feel empty inside :)

#screaming into the void #i feel so bad for N when I'm like this #my ptsd is just rly ptsd-ing this week and ive been rly non verbal the last few days #mostly bc im desperately trying not to be s******l again and don't want to exist rn #it's just. so hard being alive when the people i love and miss most are dead #but i am alive and should appreciate each breath i have and be grateful for it #the least i can do is try.. even on my very bad daya #days* #rAMbles

[mooodyblue]

🫠

#i want to slam my head against the wall #i've been feeling constant anxiety since friday and i think it's starting to take a toll on me bc i've felt super sick for #the past 24 hours and i know what's causing it but i'm trying to not focus on a specific aspect of it but im so tired of this feeling like #it's a constant feel of worry for no reason and its been hard to breathe my head hurts i'm nauseous im shaking constantly #idk what the hell is goin on i just want to nawt feel like this so i can try and write but my stupid little thoughts are just !! so bad and #i just want to not think!!!! i want to not feel things!!! i want to stop feeling this way!!!!! #this sucks so bad i don't like feeling this way at all i hate it i hate it i hate it #there's nothing to be done to fix this either it's just my stupid brain overthinking i want to just #ugh #distractions are hard #writing would help me rn honestly #and i miss elvis i hope he knows i'm trying like im really trying but it's been hard #i really am trying

[oars]

panicking bad i hate being an adult i hate people proving time again i cannot trust them i would literally do everything myself if i could i feel stupid

#im the only functioning breathing person around here #some things are my fault rn but god i wish people didnt make it so hard to start and i wouldve had this all sooner #whatever whatever whatevr

[castielafflicted]

you might see me "posting" but actually i am fighting for my life

#zeph posting #covid decided to flare up my muscle disorder and breathing was hard for a while there #slightly worse than the worst its ever gotten with solely the muscle shit. and that freaked me out #but also it was clearly like 75% muscular so its not like im going to go to the hospital or some shit when its going to go away #but the muscle stuff makes my intercostal muscles seize up somewhat and its not fun #and i cant do my main way to deal with it rn and so i had to make do with heating pads and an ice pack #and im like. mostly fine now. #but im definitely out of it from pain and sick #yes im posting no im not paying attention #i vaguely understand that misha fucked up but i am quite literally in too much pain and too sick to even process anything #yes im posting no i have no idea what im reblogging seconds later

[canceriancryptid]

my ex landlord is lying about me and i cant breathe

i cant even fight it if i want to be able to rent anywhere in the future

my friends told me my only option is to go to the mediation and then settle

either way, she wins and i have to just figure it out

#landlords are fucking scum #the guy she hired to renovate the floo sent a letter for the tenancy branch to send to me telling me that it was quote #'un-rentable (and un-acceptable)' #everything stated in that letter was a lie #i called my friend because i was second guessing myself so hard #i wasnt sure if it was real or not #why are they allowed to do this #if i fight it then itll go on my permanent record and no one will want to rent to me again #if i dont then im out ⅓ of my deposit #which doesnt sound like much i know #but money doesnt exactly grow on trees and the province doesnt want to give me any more than they have to #i cant eat i cant breathe i cant function #i feel so sick right now #i have shit to do around the house rn but i cant even get up because i feel so weak #was meant to say 'floor' btw not floo #she was renovating all the suites from carpet to vinyl plank flooring and mine was the last one to go #theyre going for the 'the previous tenant was sooooo dirty and sooooooo gross we haaaaaad to replace the floors!' angle ig #dont wanna pay for their own renos #i just #i hope she gets what she deserves #thats all

[bunnyb34r]

Lmaoooooo the visit was cancelled AGAIN

This bitch has cancelled literally 7 times now since I started working there. She has not shown up ONCE. Only one time did we ACTUALLY have a visit but it was like the tier directly below her of corporate

Yeah fuck you I'm never working over for a visit ever again lmao 3x I got burned I'm done 🤗💕

#feel bad for NewLady though bc shes new and like me those 3x she thinks shes doing good for the company #thats so fucking funny though like we just got a text from a coworker and im fucking cackling #i bet 1000% that our team lead that has spent the past 2 weeks in the trenches trying to help us is LIVID lmaoooo #im only mad that i worked as hard as i did today shdhhdhd like i changed my endcap AND moved the brands (even though i should have the boys #shorts on the END but i dont wanna move 200 packs of leggings for that and thats not an exaggeration it's like 200 out rn #but anyway i got the stupid brands together) i bet BaldBastard is pissssed agdgdgdh #he and the managers were hauling ass these past 2 weeks thats so fucking funny like they were BUSTING ass so hard #marquilla #work talk #truly schrudenfried lmaoooo and tomorrows my day off 🤗💕 can finally breathe