‘The worst thing she can say is no’ and its the proposal scene from LAD8
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uh i may have sent my ask too soon without completing it hejsjdjsksj im using mobile 😭
ANYWAY midterms are over thank god but i'm back at school again cuz spring break was only a week long and i turned 20 since it happened to start on my bday back in march mweheheh
BUT YEA AJDJSJJDHDJS LIKE I WOULD EXPECT A HIGH SCHOOLER TO KNOW WHAT A FRIGGIN SCORPION IS??? LIKE HELLO??? but yea! my bf is like albedo but edgy/emo? like usually wears darker clothing and hoodies, but he's really cute (will deny being called that and insists im cuter) and he's super sweet too so things are going rlly well!
anyway social anxiety is like. the bane of existence. especially as a college student and being an adult so thats fun to deal with aha :"D i don't really like the attention either since it makes me feel cornered so i just kinda make myself as small as possible or hide next to one of my friends- like. i make my body language pretty obvious when i don't want to socialize but people do it anyway hhhhhh
also nw! i've never read pride and prejudice but it sounds interesting! :D but i can relate to not being able to sit and read for long periods of time ehe (meanwhile i'm having an artist block-)
NUU DONT APOLOGIZE TAKE UR TIME-
KSWMJWWKQM YEAH, YOUR LAST WISH IS NOT HAPPENING LMAO 😭☝️since i'm on a break from school, i got extra lazy and just played hsr/draw smth inside my room for most of the time, sleeping at 5 am and waking up at 2 pm has been my new sleeping schedule 😭😭 i hope your sleeping schedule is much better than mine lol
*cough* anywayyyy
Weweweee, i don't know how many people have said it to you, but happy birthday and congratulations for making it to 20! I'm sure the journey for you to make it this far is not smth small, so i wanna shout out to you that you're verryyy amazing, and you earn a head pat and also a hug from yourself or from someone that you're already comfortable with 🫂
Well, you earn more than just a head pat and a hug, but i'll just say those two to make it simple :]
AND AYOO???? "will deny being called that and insists im cuter" THAT IS SO CUTE FROM BOTH YOUR BF AND YOU JSJSJAKQIWK- what is this cutesy couple thingy that i have only heard from people.... it was actually real???
Moving on lmao- YEAH, ME TOO!!! I make my body language obvious to people when i don't want to interact but people do anyway, altho if they were just asking for a way to a place or smth simple, i'm like okay with that. But if someone talks to me when i really don't want to talk, i'd be making a weird face (honestly i look like i'm constipated-) first for a quick second before i face that person lmao
Actually, i started pride and prejudice because of a fanfic LMAOOO. The fanfic itself was just a bunch of things from classical novels, and i got interested real fast since it was yandere-themed lol (the fanfic was so SILLY SKWKWSK i lop it)
I'll just respond you with this after you said that you're having an artist block:
Good luck, vivi 😭💪
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welcome to my blog my name is virus enjoy your stay
im virus im a system member of the xenohorrors system. i made my own blog bc I have my own social life that doesn't always overlap with cujos, we don't always vibe with the same people so it gets awkward lol (but it uses my account anyways sometimes bc Tumblr doesn't have switch account on mobile -_- )
im a fucktive of scourge the hedgehog, fuck because I've lived in this house since 2010 so I was essentially scourge like 12 years ago so our body's life is more intertwined with mine than other people's. also I'm pretty detached from my source in this world bc I compartmentalize My Life seperate from fandom things, also I'm a weirdo so I find it fun lmao
im currently fixated on;
breaking bad
doctor who
sonic
this list may update and grow
please interact:
people with "contradicting" identities or "vulgar" terminology for themselves, fagdykes boygirls girlboys transvestites etc etc love you all
fellow nonhumans love you especially if are outwardly strange by human standards and struggle with human society that's cool me too
fellow plural /multiple / whatever u call yrself idc bitches esp if you n ur folks are "weird" or messy or have origins that ppl discourse against a lot, metaphysics whatever psychological stuff u came to a conclusion abt whatevers none of my business people who are seperate or parts of a whole or fragmented or just room mates in the same flesh. Ur welcome here that's chill with me as long as u are kind to others.
ppl who have unconventional belief systems in general are cool im trying to be less shy abt mine bc we are not inherently harmful fucka you
horror fans but only if they don't like burn me at the stake for having nuance for shit and also understand it's horror and bad things will happen in horror
fandom weirdos with 3738292 blorbos who self ship and make 59 crack head aus and crossovers i actually enjoy seeing stuff if u still live in 2012 Tumblr I miss that time take me back there you are so cool
people who embrace cringe actually. if you like to have a little fun with things and be a little embarrassing I think that's cool.
If you are against any of the above I just block and move on. I can't stop you but I won't understand why you're here and I don't feel like being screenshotted on reddit :/
if i don't like ur vibes and we don't really talk or i just don't trust you and feel ur circles don't really match my vibe I'll block u but no hard feelings or nuthing. if you are mean to people who were not necessarily mean first i cast liver evaporation spell on you.
i reblog posts from OP sometimes if I don't wanna reblog/like spam a stranger & sometimes just rb / like from tags— i do not check who I rb / like posts from in depth in those cases! if you wonder where I came from, hi stranger! im a stray don't worry about it. ill forget about you&your blog within a day unless I follow u.
also i cannot donate to your donation post i am poor, this is not malicious and i wish you luck. if i had money i would be in las vegas drinking mojitos with a hooker on each arm, not on tumblr.
EDIT:
we are a system (multiple beings in 1 body) and too lazy 2 switch between accounts on mobile; cujo will sometimes follow from here.
@reactivedog - cujo
@cocainechips - cookie
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ok i finally found a theme i like!! it's super frustrating bc a lot of themes are really unique and cool but i just feel like accessibility (and readability jfc) is sacrificed for aesthetic...like if i cant read it that's a problem
hopefully this one is ok, i was able to change the font size and i can always make it bigger if anything. i know most people seem to use mobile anyway so it's mostly for me LMAO
i'll work on more pages later when im not lazy, but im thinking of having a fanfic rec page hmmm
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finally added a desktop theme for this blog! 🙌🏻
spent ages fixing it all up, but i'm finally happy with how everything looks! should be functional (including the music) but please don't hesitate to lmk if any of the links or bits aren't working!
many thanks to the wonderful @glenthemes for all of your beautiful themes, they're the best! 💙
links on the desktop theme:
recs lapis ㅡ fic/hc recs
demon's diary ㅡ my posts
tales of teyvat ㅡ genshin news
now leaving teyvat ㅡ gen. gaming blog
current mobile layout, for reference
yes this is based on the livestream with xiao's va
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AIGHT im posting these on mobile so bear with me
vincent
ah yes. the motherfucker who has no shame and will make you regret trying to rile him up or challenge him anywhere public. will also play little games where he'll just pretend to obediently do as he's told until he's bored and switches the situation on you. he'll give some sort of warning beforehand (aka literally outright say ' he'll never let anyone command him, he just listens until he's bored ' which btw applies to ALL situations for him not just sex) but other than that he doesn't really give much warning in the moment. manages to be a sweetheart when it comes to making sure his partner is comfortable but also gently tries to push them a little further by encouraging them "c'mon baby, just one more you can do it". it's like making a deal with the devil, he's charming and he's sweet and he'll sweet talk you but by the end of it you'll literally not be able to talk because your voice is gonna be hoarse and the next day or two you'll have trouble walking. or moving at all. also his dick kind of is?? like it's a little harder/more stiff than that of a cis guy considering he has a rod (even if there's skin and flesh above and around it) and all that so i imagine it also?? kind of sometimes depending on the angle probably feels a lot more intense. will 100% find a mirror and make you watch everything going on, too lol.
prince
soft boy who just likes to make people feel good. not really into anything freaky but will experiment and doesn't mind trying out "weird" stuff. tried pegging in the past and wasn't very big on it because it just kind of felt weird to him but if his partners really into it he'll handle it for them (that's how much of a people pleaser he is tbh-). definitely the kind of person to talk sweetly and give praise?? also no problem doing it in near public places because he only has a little more shame than vincent. likes holding hands during sex but also is kind of fidgety and moves them around s lot tbh
aléxandros
a gentleman but also fucks around a lot. enjoys sex with multiple people and doesn't really care about the gender ratio as long as he gets to make more than one person whimper his name. with just one partner though he's?? very intent on making sure that all they can say is one word replies or less. seems like he'd be into some intense stuff at first but is surprisingly vanilla kink wise. likes making his partner feel good and depending on his mood might spoil them. definitely won't take anything from a brat though so be careful.
hydell
a switch through and through. he can either be a good boy, the goodest you'll ever see. or he can be a mean tease. he's very gentle though and always listens and checks for verbal and non-verbal communication. doesn't have that many kinks i think but one thing he might do or want to try is try to make a stream (since his cam is off anyways) and see who cracks first before he has to apologize himself and mute. which, definitely risky given he's got an average of 300k viewers on twitch every stream lmao. also definitely owns a box of toys he likes to use on his partner :)
blake
used to only have angry sex with a bunch of hook ups over the years in his early twenties but after the AGC incident he's considerably calmed and after meeting leighton he's become much more subdued. he doesn't lack energy per se but he's definitely more into the slowl, lazy and comfortable kind of sex that you'd have on a late sunday morning when the sun just starts to come out. does kind of enjoy to tie his partner up but doesn't really bring it up on his own so it's not that easy to figure out.
talon
either the neediest good boy you've ever seen or the snarkiest asshole around. kind of gentle but at the same time likes to be challenging when he gets to be more dominant ("what? that too much for you?", "aw, you can just quit if you can't handle it", etc.) or the whiniest messiest submissive ever (doesn't even say a lot, just quiet begs and pleas tbh-) and it's kind of a jarring contrast but it also fits right into his personality tbh
gendyr
gendyr doesn't really feel the need to have sex unless he's in a rut which thanks to his corruption happens a lot more rarely. he's the kind where he might be slow but he's also so forceful and rough that it still takes the breath outta your lungs. plus depending on how his corruption is that day and if he's feeling good or under the weather some of his forms have 2 cocks so. whoops. hes very quiet but he does like hearing his partner because it makes him feel like he's doing s good job.
lukas
he's a soft and sweet lover unless you tease him. usually he takes it slow and gentle because he's a big dude and even if he's with someone of around his size and build he still wants to be careful, cause, y'know, sex is a very intimate thing and he doesn't wanna accidentally hurt any sensitive parts. and then you challenge him or tease him and all of that just flies out of the window. he'll press your face into the pillow so you're muffled and he'll pound the tease right out of you just because he doesn't take to well to his carefulness being challenged. though he'll always apologize should he have been too rough.
tristan
before his time in prison he was into the hard kind of sex that just fucks all the anger out of you. now he's more into the calm kind where it's just muffled music in the background, dimmed lights and slow movements. definitely knows what he's doing though and can and will go harder if asked to (he DOES work on his hip strength at the gym after all) but other than that he's got more of those calmer vibes, y'know? also has a box of toys to use on his partner
sousuke
doesn't even usually have sex until he has it. he doesn't really think about it nor does he necessarily feel any urges but if his partner wants to he'll sleep with them. he's not fast, mostly because his cybernetics can bruise or hurt almost anything that isn't made directly of diamond, but he's intense. his dick was badly burnt after he almost died so he was just kind of?? the base of it is intact and it's how he feels w it but other than that it's a cybernetic one with variable sizes and even vibrating mods just because apparently researchers have too much money now
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JUGHEAD + EXTENDED FAMILY. under read more are the names in jughead’s extended family that i've seen appear in all the comics i’ve read + a small few headcanons on them ! now , i’ve only read so much & i’m still working my way through more comics every day. who knows if this covers it all or if jug has more family but i ��will keep this list updated as needed as a reference for myself & anyone else who may find it useful. know some last names of these family members have never been given therefore some will be listed with no last name & some cousins don’t have parents who ever make appearances so they’re listed alone. all ages on cousins are just my assumptions. familes are are grouped together in the order of the direct relation to the parent , their spouse ( if any ) , then their children ( if any ).
MOTHER’S SIDE.
herman wilkin* / uncle ( *this is his original last name given in 1970s , when he was assumed to be a paternal uncle to bingo. in 2006 when that wilkin boy was reintroduced it was made clear he was a maternal uncle to bingo. this retcon presumedly means wilikin is no longer uncle herman’s surname but , then again , if it didn’t change that then maybe willie just took his wife’s last name. no one knows. )
wilma wilkin / aunt
william “willie” wilkin / uncle
woodrow “bingo” wilkin iii / cousin , same age
FATHER’S SIDE.
iris jones* / aunt ( *only my assumption of her last name , as she was not shown to have a spouse. )
jenny / aunt
fredrick / cousin , younger by maybe 13 - 14 years
elise* / aunt
edward “ed”* / uncle ( *unclear on who is the relation to jug’s dad. i assume elise is his sister but if ed is his brother then , possibly , their last name could be jones. )
estelle / cousin , younger by maybe 8 - 11 years
william “billy” / cousin , younger by 11 - 13 years , twin to bobby
robert “bobby” / cousin , younger by 11 - 13 years , twin to billy
nathan jones* / cousin , same age , identical cousin to jughead ( *assumed last name as it’s never stated & his parents are never shown in the comics. )
paul “souphead” jones / cousin , younger by maybe 6 - 7 years
forsythe pendleton jones sr.* “grandpa jones” / grandfather ( *i assume this is his name , as jughead’s father is forsythe p. jones jr. & jughead is forsythe p. jones iii )
“grandma jones” / grandmother , first name not shown
HEADCANONS.
while close to his father’s family , jughead sees his mother’s side of the family far more often. his mother’s side live in a town not far from riverdale known as MIDVILLE where his redheaded cousin bingo , who reminds him a lot of his best friend archie , has his own band “the bingoes”. he & bingo get along fairly well & when they have their get togethers will sometimes jam. jughead has once stood in for their drummer when he was sick & bingo will often mention how much owes him for that. jug , however , is nonchalant about the favor & will say he was happy to help & that bingo can call on him to be a substitute drummer anytime he needs. he’s very fond of his wilkin relations.
his uncle herman on his mother’s side , while he does techincally live in midville , will bounce from riverdale & midville often. he owns a joke shop in riverdale & is often trying to invent things that he will then often go to jughead to be a human tester for. it’s a bit worrisome when jughead comes home to his uncle herman but , if anything , the man is entertaining.
on his father’s side it’s a big family. his grandparents , kind people they are , once lived in riverdale but now own a farm a ways out of town. his grandmother is always happy to overfeed her big grandson. his aunt iris often stays with them , taking care of them usually , & is known to be stuck up , pretentious , & usually complaining. he doesn’t like to say it out loud but she’s probably his least favorite aunt. his aunt jenny is also quite pretentious & spoils her son , his cousin fredrick , rotten & constantly brags about him. she’s quite insensitive about remarks on looks & jughead assumes that she might be his mom’s least favorite sister - in - law as she’s told his dad she never wants aunt jenny visiting them. his aunt estelle is overly affectionate & very loud with little concept of personal space while her husband , ed , is a smaller , quieter man. their eldest daughter , estelle , is affectionate like her mom but much more like her sweeter & quieter father. their young twin boys , however , take much after their mother in being extremely loud & bugging. they often are getting into trouble somehow.
the only cousin not far younger than him on his father’s side is his cousin nathan though jughead has a sour dislike for nathan as nathan is almost completely identical in physical appearance to jughead. when nathan visits riverdale , though jughead has told him many times not to visit , even jughead’s closest friends will mix the two of them up. the problem with this is that nathan , according to jughead , “ruins his reputation” when in town due to the fact he’s an overly flirtatious womanizer. when people see nathan & the girls from in town they assume it’s jug with the girls & later accuse jug of secretly being a romancer. what jug can say he finds good about nathan , though , is that he is quite good at giving presents.
paul , or “souphead” as everyone knows him , infuriates jughead often with the kid’s wit being nearly as sharp as his. when jug tries to watch his younger cousin the kid meddles casually into plans that jug is often caught off guard in & end up making a fool of jughead. most in the family , though , assume that souphead is only the way he is because of how much he’s made jug out to be his role model. aside from already looking like a small version of his elder cousin souphead has affectionally modeled his nickname after jughead’s , acts like jughead , & even dresses almost identical to jughead. as infuriating as jughead finds souphead to be he does realize that the boy idolizes him which gives him some affection to his younger cousin.
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What are things Ghetsis likes to do in his spare time? Does he have anything in particular that he really enjoys doing that most wouldn’t know about? (Like. Knitting or some hobby type thing like that.)
Hobbies, huh. . . .
Ghetsis is a very goal-oriented person. Back when he was Plasma Boss and all, he wasn't really one for many hobbies--he certainly enjoyed doing things in his free time now and then, but by the time he'd adopted N, he was putting most of his free time into Plasma and advancing his goals and such.
But like I said, he did enjoy things now and then!
((snip snip unless you’re on mobile in which case as always I am sorry--maybe i should start putting these into multiple posts instead of singular big ones? lmao
Also brief mentions of I think abuse, Pokémon abuse, torture?? i don’t think there was anything else triggering in there but i’m also too lazy to reread it lmao))
Ghetsis loves to read. He most enjoys nonfiction--true crime, history, religion, culture, Pokémon, human psychology, science, world news; Ghetsis really loves just about anything that can teach him something new. He's all about doing lots and lots of research, too, and he's actually well versed in old languages, too, especially old Unovan. He made a cypher for translating(and even taught Zinzolin how to read it a bit! In fact, Zinzolin is the one who has the Old Unovan linguistic work he's done atm because he can't let go of his boyfriend's old things) But he also likes a good fiction novel--crime, historic, alternate history, adventure, thriller, horror. . .he's picky about fantasy and science fiction and romance, but he'll read them now and then too.
While he's not really that into it, he does watch a lot of TV lately. He has days where he's pretty much immobile, so something he can just lie down and watch is nice to at least keep him from just sleeping all day. His taste in TV and movies is pretty similar to his taste in books. However, he's not much of a TV person and it's more something he just kind of accepts as what he 'has to' do nowadays. Sometimes he just. Doesn't have the energy to turn pages in a book. But entertainment is always better than boredom.
In his current state, Ghetsis doesn't really do much daydreaming or quiet contemplation, because ultimately it leads to a heavy slew of negative thoughts and emotions and makes him feel terrible. But in the past, he spent much of his time thinking about the world, plotting, planning. Lately if he does anything it's daydream or dissociate but. The latter isn't really, y'know, a hobby or something he really wants to do.
Music! Is one of his highest interests!! The Harmonia family is a very musical and artistic one, so he was surrounded by music and taught to sing and play instruments since he was in diapers. He doesn't think of himself as being able to play instruments nowadays. . .even though he still played now and then when he lost most usage of his arm, so long as it obviously didn't really require both hands or a need for both could be worked around. At present he's more into listening to music than anything--and his tastes are far more variant than you'd expect, as he's able to find some enjoyment in most any genre. He's started to sing more lately, too, although since his voice is often poor, he hates to do it and have to hear how terrible he sounds. But after Bede told him not to be discouraged over it and that some practice would surely restore his voice to its former glory, he's been singing to himself a bit more in an attempt to get his vocal chords back in decent condition.
(The unexpected part of this is when you find him singing old pop songs. . . . . . . .)
Ghetsis is, despite being antisocial as far as his personality/mindset/comfort levels, actually quite outgoing and enjoys people's company and talking to them, watching them. He loves social events and crowds and being around people--although he also hates it because, well, everyone is below him and the world around them is usually disgusting. But he quite likes company, especially from interesting and intelligent people, and he's playfully flirtatious too. While he prefers to do the talking and teaching, he's not against listening if somebody catches his attention and, again, Ghetsis has an insatiable desire for knowledge. Oh and socializing doesn't always have to be positive, either! He l o v e s to harass his protags. He likes to disturb people and make them afraid and uncomfortable and upset. He'd probably be an internet troll now and then if he bothered with internet socializing.
(Also, Ghetsis fucks to survive is a hedonist. So having people around means getting laid when he wants to. And how can he say no to being attended to and having his body worshipped and pleasured? To the power that comes with controlling someone else's pleasure, making their whole body respond with a mere touch, sometimes even less?)
As of late he also quite enjoys taking walks when he can--and while he's still beginning to accept it, he has started taking his wheelchair out(though, not in the regular world, only in the magic plane he’s hiding on) if he can't do his own walking and just enjoying the world outside. He. . .misses it.
He actually is very well travelled and he loves travelling, visiting new places, learning new things in person, going on expeditions and to archaeological sites and ruins and historic places. . .! Up until BW he travelled a good amount and enjoyed the bounties and interests his the world had to offer, practical or not. He likes himself a good time and experiences. Of course it lessened when he acquired his kids, especially N. And nowadays he hardly even leaves the house, let alone the region, though with the way his magic hideaway works(rather, doesn't work) he can wind up travelling by accident simply because it isn't stable enough not to move around.
And, of course there's magic. Ghetsis habitually draws little magic circles and things here and there, little spells to store magic or discourage nightmares or encourage remembering things. If he's idly tracing something on a table that's probably why. If he's idly tracing something on a person, that's probably why--in particular, he'd 'bless' N with safety when he went outside, or put magic on him that would ideally 'lock' his mind somewhat so he wasn't influenced by the outside world and had his plans ruined. Ghetsis does rituals every now and then(there used to be some cultish stuff in Team Plasma. . .maybe. . .but rituals aren't necessarily cultish, just like regularly done things) and magical cleanses, protection for his own spaces, charging the crystals and things he has around, and practices little bits of magic here and there just so he knows he can still do it. Now and then he tries to learn or develop new magic, but he's really not in the best condition for good magic usage. It certainly doesn't stop him but, y'know, tries to keep playing with fire to a minimum lest he burn his house down.
Of course, these are mostly things he does at present. . .with the strokes and the weakness in his body and the problems with his cognition and mind in general. . .his options are lessened in his opinion. His depression and lessened will to live make it hard for him to do even those things--let alone some of the things he used to do.
Sports are among the things he'd done in the past--namely basketball(just kinda happens when you're over 6ft tall.) He gave his old ball to N to teach him to play, but back then he could still play, one arm or not. Nowadays he has trouble even sitting up let along standing, running, and he's still accepting that he needs a wheelchair now and then when he can't get around so easily himself, so wheelchair basketball isn't something he'd even consider trying. Playing basketball? Tennis? Hell, any sport? He can't even consider it. He hates watching sports now. Whereas he used to love to do so because he could watch Unovan teams VS other regions and feel proud and cheer for Unova and so on, but now he can't stand it because it makes him think of how he used to be.
One of the things he did a lot up until the end of BWB2W2, was, of course, train his Pokémon, care for them, sometimes even play with them. They needed exercise and enrichment, and keeping them in fighting and killing shape was a high priority, both for enjoyment/entertainment and for the sake of having strong Pokémon. But now his Pokémon are all gone. . .and he resents all Pokémon for it and his hostility towards them all has increased. If anything at present, he takes even greater delight in hurting Pokémon than he had in the past.
Public speaking, debating, evangelizing, convincing people of Plasma's ways, giving and writing speeches was also a hobby he enjoyed. Usually, however, he winged his speeches, simply spoke from his cunning heart. Of course, if he tried to do something like that today. . .well, someone would call interpol and it'd be a whole thing. . .he does talk to himself a even more than he used to now, but it's not the same.
Punishing and teaching Plasma's members and anyone they decided to. . .host for a while, so they could learn the truths and come to know Team Plasma's might and perspective. . .being able to torment captives, seeing the hope leave somebody's eyes, god. He misses power. He misses victims. He misses taking out his frustrations on somebody locked in his dungeons, beating them and spitting on them and showing them how above them he was, torturing them--. . .expressing his power, he never really gets to do it anymore. . . . Harming others. . .even less. . .and what power, authority, strength does he have to at present anyways. . . . .
Training members of Plasma and their Pokémon, using the Pokémon they'd liberated for various behind the scenes work like building the castle, abusing people and Pokémon alike, really he found such bliss in it. Yes, it was something he kept quite quiet about or explained away until Neo Plasma--after all, nobody knew of his plans and intentions until he was defeated--but that didn't mean he didn't enjoy it.
Unexpected things. . .hm. he's pretty adventurous so I'm sure he's tried lots of things, but ultimately discarded them as things to do often for one reason or another. Knitting he can't see himself doing, one hand and all.
When N was younger, he actually took care of the human dolls and toys he gave him, since n mostly cared about the pokémon ones and was neglectful towards the human ones. Which was what was intended! But it irked Ghetsis's sense of perfectionism to see them all messed up, so he'd do their hair and dress them and so on just so they were in order and not a messy pile in the corner.
Ghetsis liked visiting dig sites and such, but he also enjoyed personally going on expeditions now and then too! He'd been planning one to the Abyssal Ruins for some time, but it never came to fruition. . . .
Since he was so well researched and did lots of discovering things himself, he’s written academic papers and things of that nature too. Spreading his knowledge is always great.
Sciences piqued his interests sometimes, although that may not be a surprise. It's probably even less of a surprise that he was interested in experimentation on people and Pokémon--he was usually eager to let Colress do as he pleased as a result.
OH RIGHT ALSO! COLLECTING STUFF!! In particular things relating to or supposedly relating to legendary and mythical Pokémon and extinct ones too and history/legends and other unique things--stuff like feathers from legendary birds or orbs or gems said to strengthen or summon them and stuff like that. . .! He has a raw keystone, but he's not super aware of what it is since Mega Evos only really have recently come into common knowledge and he wasn’t in Kalos to learn about that in particular at the time, so he just thinks it's a cool kalosian rock with a strong life energy.
Tbh idk about any unexpected hobbies for him. . .tbf i also have like. No hobbies of my own. So this is kind of a hard question for me because doing things in your spare time??? I can't even bring myself to do things when o have to do them! Lmao.
He's abandoned a lot of his hobbies and interests. It kinda comes with being old and disabled and depressed and losing your will to live. He's feeling a bit better as of the start of the blog recent--so he's getting a bit active again, but. . .he's still not used to being "incapable" and it gets between him and doing anything for fun.
But hopefully this answer satisfied! And if not, if you're curious about anything in particular, send another ask my way!!
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TL;DR just found out about my neptune actually being in the 1st house instead of the 12th (kinda still a noob with this natal shit so i probably dk what im talking about😂)
//sorry for long post dump but idk how tf to cut this shit short in mobile and already ran out of pages in my journal ages ago so yay for public rambling. barely got any sleep so already forgot 90% of what i said-- can you spell regret//
for the longest time i was attached to the idea of having it in the 12th house because i wanted it to make sense. and its kinda ironic cause the more i read about the qualities of a 1st house neptunian, the more i realized why i even wanted my illusion to be part of my identity so badly-- i had no "real" identity to cling on to. just constantly lost. lost to who i really am as person. so much so that i unconsciously started chasing whatever image everyone else has been trying to project onto me. tried to be the ideal person they wanted to me to be, or thought i was. it was pretty easy since apparently 1st house nepts are impressionable and tend to absorb emotional tones of their surroundings. even their tastes and views get warped into the people they surrounded themselves the most with.
when i look at my chart and see the number, read about it countless of times, i didnt get any of my answers. i thought lucid dreaming 24/7 and having vivid dreams in general checked it off as accurate but i never really understood the rest of the stuff the descriptions had as well. i was unsure about all the "spiritual" bs and "being so out of touch with reality cause ive transcended this plane of existence" just never stuck to me. they never sounded right, as much as i wanted to have all of those qualities. i started having dreams where i feel like i was being warned about something to come-- and the dreams about my brother's accident was the final push that tipped me further into believing the "psychic" shit of that placement lmao. still, i wanna believe some part of that applies.
im trying to figure out how tf this confusion even happened in the first place. i used a bunch of birth chart calculators and half would say 1st house while the other the 12th. and the latter just happened to be the first version i recorded when i started out delving deeper into my natal chart.
now ive got mixed feelings about it. bummed cause ive spent so much time taking that shit too seriously that ive idealized the placement too much-- relying on it to manifest itself perfectly somehow instead of figuring it out internally. but happy that i learned more. and should probably stop doing the rest to my other placements from here on.
a lot of things make more sense to me now. like how both my saturn in 3rd and jupiter in 3rd gives me deep-rooted issues when it comes to communication/expressing my thoughts fluently. i was always so frustrated at how i couldnt get the exact shit i had on my mind out. insecure and jealous of other piscean mercury natives cause i couldnt apply the same placement in my chart as well as i thought i should have been able to. my lack of confidence turning a conversation i shouldve been naturally so passionate about to laconic ass interactions. its just so unnecessary. like why am i even fucking anxious about butchering my own self expression in the first place. coming out so off base that others would get the wrong idea? or maybe worse case, id offend people when i didnt mean to. so afraid of how it will come out that i cant even form a cohesive sentence in person. probably why it's so easy for neptune in the 1st people to be molded into other people's ideal personas in the first place. it feels safer to just submit-- driving my scorpio mars INSANE cause it just gives people the impression that "not having opinions" = idgaf about how they treat me. which is why im thankful for my aries sun (also in the 3rd--100%talkative child in a nut)to at least make up for that pussy mentality and just punch myself inside into submission until i forget my fears and just wallow in regret later 😂. gotta love that ego-seesaw stg
also explains why i seem to attract different types people like magnets for only so long until they finally realize how far off their first impression of me really was. or they're just straight up as confused as i am lmao. aqua dom/ uranus in the 1st / venus gemini doesnt help either cause of course my fickle ass cant resist switching shells and faces real quick or else i die out of boredom.
and neptune isnt even a major planet so idk why im getting so worked up about anything😂
anyways, gonna go back to reading about it some more cause i still cant believe my lazy ass somehow didnt figure to check it out more closely even when i first started having doubts about that placement years ago.
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This might be too much to ask but I broke my laptop and only have access to mobile and I'm dying to know what I'm actually missing but I can't check would you be able to describe it? Sorry I know this is annoying ignore it if it's too much trouble
It’s not annoying so don’t worry about it, but my posts should all be visible, now? At least my app doesn’t give me the option to request a review anymore… if you can’t see them still they’re all (aside from the one I posted earlier) backed up on my wordpress blog! You can see them from there without me needing to describe them~
Anon said:Franeri-san what dimensions do you usually use for your canvas? When I draw I end up making the canvas too small, so when i zoom in to make details it becomes pixelated. But I also don’t need my canvas too big because I won’t be able to proportion it;; it’s a visual thing… Ah I’m rambling sorry
I use a 6000pxx5000px with a 4px brush, usually, but I really rarely use it all, mostly it’s just like, corners of the whole thing. I tend to draw a lot of things on the same canvas before switching to a new one - that said, personally I can’t draw properly if I don’t zoom in above 100% (usually I work at 150% or 200%, more for details) so I’m really not the right person to ask this haha
Anon said:I saw that profanity is now being blocked more heavily by safe search so our good, good but foul mouthed Baku may be the reason your stuff is hidden. You’ve probably already heard this but I thought I’d let you know~
Rip so I heard orz though let’s not give our Baku all the fault here, I swear a lot by myself too haha I’m my own ruin, seems like - thank you for taking your time to share the info, anyway!!
Anon said:I’m really happy about your blog not being censored seriously. CAUSE YOU MAKE WONDERFUL DRAWINGS THAT FILL MY HEART AND I WAS STARTING TO PANICK. Keep up the good work~. 🖤
And I’m really happy you can properly see my blog, you sweet sweet cute and adorable anon!!!!!!!!!! *O*
Anon said:Hello! First, I love your art and your headcanons and stories! I am in love with bakushima half because of you, you beautiful tart. Second, about Bakugo’s laugh, holy crikey, of course he’s loud and explosive. The boy is a ball of stress and anger and when he laughs for real, it’s rare and takes effort. But like, can you just imagine when his explodo-kill mask cracks his face turns red because he doesn’t want to laugh. But THEN he barks out a laugh and everybody’s stunned and then he just SNORTS
YES!!!!!!! Oh my god yes that’s an hc I have he definitely, definitely snorts when he tries to hold back his laughter it’s so effin adorable I die every day a lot bless that kid
Anon said:Who tops of in your opinion in Bakushima?👀
Maybe either, maybe neither, depends on many things but mostly on how I don’t ever ask myself this question for any of my ships so I got no answer for it at all ever - instead we should ask ourselves the important questions, like who opens the water bottles between them (Kirishima when Bakugou’s palms get too sweaty and Bakugou’s forever resentful about it), who kicks when they sleep and who always ends up sleeping on the floor because of it (Bakugou’s the restless sleeper, poor Kirishima), who takes way too damn long in the bathroom goddamnit Kirishima get out of there already I swear to go——-
Anon said:your blog makes me really happy just keep doing you you’re like the best thing
Thank you so much holy smokes!!!!!!!!!! *O*
Anon said:wait wait wait wait! is Bakugou the one teaching Shark Kirishima sign language?? then does that mean Kirishima learned to sign ‘I love you’ from Bakugou!? (Q/)////(\Q)
They’re learning together!! They have an online dictionary and follow online courses, so Kirishima kind of looked it up for himself at first - he was signing it as love instead of really like thoug, which made Bakugou indecently flustered so in the end, yes, he was the one to teach him how to properly sign it :D
Anon said:Will you still be updating this blog?
Sure will! The wordpress one is just a backup thing!
Anon said:wait so question: in the mer au, does kiri know jsl from before? because the way he reacted to bakugou first attempting to sign at him looked like he recognized it but you said they both had to learn? does he react like that because he recognizes it as bakugou actively trying to communicate? (btw this au is So Good i love how kaminari is just “why are you like this” at kiri but his Gay Ass cant be swayed)
I’m glad you like it!!!!! And nope Kiri didn’t know jsl from before, but mers do have something similar to a sign language (there’s deaf and mute merpeople too, after all) so he recognized it as Bakugou going “I want to talk to you and this is the best way to” - also, he’d never seen a tablet before and Bakugou was showing him an explosion on it to make him understand and instead he went “what is this SORCERY” and got excited about a gif. Good, pure kid. I had no clue how to add that in the comic in a fast way tho so let’s leave it at him being happy they found a possible way to communicate haha
Anon said:Hi Fran!!! Hace you reas the theoriws aboyo kiri o kaminari Boeing traitors? Si you know where they came up? I’m lil bit lost even tho I’m up with the man lmao ALSO pls more maki-chan
So pretty much at some point in the middle of a meeting Present Mic mentioned how there probably was a traitor between them that kept on feeding the villains infos about UA, and the fandom of course got interested in that!! Who could it be? They started thinking it through and for some reason the theories that ended up being more popular are about it being either Kaminari, Kirishima or Hagakure - I don’t think any of these are true, but if you google search “kaminari traitor theory” or the same with the other two names you should easily find the posts explaining the theories and where they come from, if you’re interested!
Anon said:omg fran i haven’t watched/read bnha but still solely bc of your art i am IN LOVE with kirishima. he’s such a pure being I feel like crying every time i see him??? like i just watched the first opening of the anime and you bet i watched the 5 seconds kirishima gets over and over. like all the bnha kids seem great. i am somehow extremely motivated to read bnha now thanks to your art. BUT OH MY GOD KIRISHIMA I LOVE HIM SO MUCH WHAT EVEN
You picked the best fave you could ever pick, anon!!! Kirishima is the BESTEST boy, purest and brightest and energetic and actual sunshine and also super strong and resilient and kind of an ass now and again but in a good way he’s GREAT I’m IN LOVE with him good job your intuition is perfect
Anon said:THE MER AU WAS THE CUTEST THING EVER I LOVE SHARK KIRISHIMA AND THE TAGS ALL GAVE ME LIFE
GLAD YOU LIKED IT OMG!!!!!!!
Anon said:I love all your art, but especially all your self indulgent stuff bc first off HELLS YEAH DO THE STUFF THAT MAKES YOU HAPPY and another is it feels like self indulgent stuff for me but I’m not the one making the thing… So like… It’s Good™ BUT YEAH ANYWAYS I LOVE YOUR ART AND YOU AND YOUR ART MAKES ME HAPPY TBH I HOPE YOU’RE HAVING A LOVELY DAY
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU SO MUCH also this is super nice to know because sometimes being self-indulgent is all I can manage to do haha r i p but at least now I’ll know you, for one, will like it!!! That’s nice!!!!!!
Anon said:If you were ever bored and wanted to do more of your mershark au thing I wouldn’t be mad at all ! 😝 your art is so cute and easily recognizable and I really enjoy it! Stay beautiful lovely Fran!
!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I really, really think I will!!!!!!!! :D
Anon said:I bet if denki tried to do the “if i jump at ______ they will most certainly catch me” with bakugou, bakugou would just let him fall
Oh my god no Bakugou’s reflexes and instincts are too fast and automatic the actual reaction at seeing someone run and jump at him would be without thinking trying to explodo-kill them don’t jump at him Kaminariiiii
Anon said: What to you think of a school dance bnha concept thing???
I read a bakushima about it once and I DIED so actually A++++ great perfect amazing concept I love it
Anon said:I gotta know,what do you think of the “Dabi is Todoroki Shouto’s brother” theory? i personally feel like that 1’s the most likely theory to become a legit thing but im curious
I talked about this on my main just the other day!! And added something about it earlier through another ask! But generally I think it’s believable, and I wouldn’t mind it being true :D
Anon said:But, what are your feelings about this chapters? And Kirishima? God, I love him even more and want him to be happy, but Im also dying to know what happened to him in his past!!
I CRIED I love that boy so much I swear it’s getting ridiculous I’m so so proud of him and how far he’s come and I just want him to be happy??? I do want to know his past tho!!! I’ve just been asking for this for, like, eight months!! I hope next one will be the one I’ll finally learn about my child tbh ;–;
Anon said:Fran you should totally do bnha and haikyuu calendars
………………..boi that sounds like a lot of work, anon. Like, it’s an interesting idea, but also my lazy ass is telling me no way no what the heck go to sleep instead r i p
Anon said:Have you ever thought of an eraser mic fusion?
I’ve drawn it already!!
Anon said:fran i?? i love the way you draw smiles?? idk i was just going through your art and i realized that holy SHIT i really love the way you draw smiles. like each smile is different and has its own specialty. esp bakugo’s smile I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW HIS SMILE!! like usually it’s not really noticeable but then there’s that slight quirk of his mouth (see what i did there?) and it’s so perfect. idk dude i just REALLY LOVE THE WAY YOU DRAW SMILES
THIS IS SUCH A CUTE ASK I DON’T KNOW HOW TO ANSWER HELP ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you????? so much??????? I’m glad you like them cause honestly I love drawing people smiling and laughing, it makes my heart smile too~
Anon said:Theres a bnhaStuck blog in the works ;)
That’s? Nice! I guess!! I hope whoever’s working on it will have fun with it!!
Anon said:Fran this last BNHA chapter hurt so bad. And then I saw your mer-Kiri and it cheered me up!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m glad I could cheer you up cause honestly I felt that pain a whole damn lot too ;A; let’s hope Kiri won’t have to suffer much more in this arc #sob
Anon said:im crying fran, my hard bby kiri in the latest chap,,, my baby boi, i know that i wanted to know more abt him but,, keep my baby safe pls oh goodness gracious… (and as usual ur bootiful art keeps me alive)
I mean nearly all the character arcs we got are damn sad so it was obvious Kiri’s was going to be too, but still ;A; don’t make him suffer too bad Hori I beg u ;A;
Anon said:*takes deep breath* I FUCKING LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU FOR MAKING QUALITY ART OF MY FAVOURITE SHIPS YOU ARE SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON AND YOUR ART IS VERY PRETTY AND I JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU FOR EXISTING IN GENERAL BYe
THANK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anon said:!!!!!!FRAN!!!!!! YOUR MER!KIRI AU!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D I’m glad you enjoy it!!!!!!
Anon said:I love your work 😍. You are the only one who makes comics About my favourite ships. I check your web everyday If you post something new. My fav ships are I.waoi, bok.uroo and bak.ushima. Love your work 🙂
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh thank you!!!! holy smokes!!!!!
Anon said:Do you have an OC for Boku no Hero Academy?
The closest things to bnha ocs I have are the fusions, right now, but there’s a couple of asks in my inbox about a bkkr kid… soon……..
Anon said:Quick question, I want to read haikyuu, I’ve watched the anime already and I was wondering how close the anime follows the manga, like how bnha is basically identical, is it the same? Or is there a bit of difference *^*
I’m SO SORRY THIS TOOK ME FOREVER TO ANSWER - I bet you already found your answer elsewhere, but anyway the anime is pretty much exactly the same as the manga!!
Anon said:Back on the topic of hq!!! I find it funny how people ask about bok.uroo so much as if you dont like them anymore when they’re literally still your header, like if you didn’t care for them they’d think you’d change it to bakushima or something
I’ve literally thought about changing my header so often but then I look at it and I’m like….. my kids………… I can’t do this………………. not yet…………………. same for my icon tbh haha I love them too much rip
Anon said:Okay but what if Kirishima makes a really stupid pun and Bakugou just turns away with a curse and he’s just covering his mouth and quietly giggling into his hand because even he can’t believe he found that funny, and that is SHAMEFUL. And Sero in the distance is just looking at him, all disappointed. Quietly judging the fact that Kirishima and Bakugou are practically meant for one another.
You wanna know the best thing the absolute best thing? My very first bnha comic was something eerily similar to the first part of this ask! Only Bakugou was the one to accidentally make a pun - I’d link it but honestly my style was ridiculous back then so not happening, just know that I’m 100% sure that post is the reason why I keep on drawing bnha comics about puns, my very first post set the path for all the others to come hah a curse I don’t actually mind
Anon said:are you planning on starting another series? like the bokuroteru tattoo shop au you did (it was real dandy and rad) it was what made me find your blog, so i was wondering if you have any future plans for anything similar. i really like your blog lots, i hope you have a nice day!
Right now I don’t actually have any idea orderly enought to make a proper series out of it, rip - maybe in the future, tho! That one comic was fun to make, after all!! And thank you!!!!!!!!
Anon said:IM HARDCORE IN LOVE WITH TODOSHIMA THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR RUINING MY LIFE❤️❤️
I’M GLAD YOU LIKED HIM OH M Y GODS!!!!
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list 10 songs you’re currently vibing to and tag 10 ppl
i am the worst and took 20 yrs to finally get around to this but im just so lazy these days and basically exclusively mobile blog but anyways!!!! here they are in not particular order thank you @ridinholo for taggin me xo
drew barrymore - sza
hopeless - khalid
touch - shura
meet me in the basement - broken social scene
bourgie bourgie - gladys knight & the pips
despacito - j biebs and luis fonsi and daddy yankee (i know!!! shut up)
best to you - blood orange
right now - haim
after laughter (entire album lmao) - paramore
harry styles (self titled album) - harry styles (yes bitch!)
okokok i tag @benwinstagram @thisisayoongiblog @floweredfeast @imgod @glitter-nut @missesyourcall @j4ya @alittlenichemaybe (where have you been?????) @gloryhalleloujah @glitter-nut AND IM CHEATING AND ADDING @sighsofthetimes
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As a fellow Robert fan I wanna spread some Robert love so hit me up with your fave moments 1. With Aaron 2. With Chrissie 3. With Lawrence 4. Andy 5. Headcanon me a scene you would want to see it can be with any character alive or dead Also you can use a scene/dialogue to describe your fave moments make them good 😋x
I sat on this forever and im SO sorry tbh I’m just ... very lazy and didnt want to get on my desktop and this was too much to do on mobile lmao. im so so so sorry anon.
Aaron: My fave moment with Aaron is probably a toss up between the fell for a quitter scene and Robert telling Aaron this is who he is and he’ll fuck up but he’s trying.
I like the first because it’s just a good moment that shows kind of a peek into how Robert feels, he really had no reason to reassure Aaron in that way and it just felt like him being honest. The other scene just, idk man, it was Robert being really honest about himself in a way that laid out his problematic side but owned it while also expressing that he WANTS to be better for Aaron and he’ll do his best but he’s human and he’s gonna fuck up. I just really love it.
Chrissie: Probably the hat trick line lmao, Chrissie at that point new Rob was a massive flaming turd but I think that moment was probably an eye opener because it was Robert being so openly cold and condescending and kind of showing how much of a user he has the capacity to be. Anyways I could watch that on loop.
Chrissie pretending to burn the little garage thing down around him WOULD have been my fave if the show had bothered to show Robert having any actual distress at dying the same way his fuckin mom did but ya know, emmerdale or whatever.
Lawrence: Every single scene where Robert hints at Larry’s attraction for him because I like how it plays out for Larry. I think the actor does a really good job of showing Lawrence’s frustration because in hindsight he was swindled by a pretty face and it eats him alive. Plus you know, Robert’s also a massive fucking douchebag in every one of these scenes and I live for it.
Andy: It’s another tie because the argument on the side of the road where he yells that Andy killed his mum because it shows yet again just how fucked up Robert still is about losing her. It’s one of the few things he consistently kinda melts down about when pushed and I have a lot of feelings about Robert’s issues with his mama.
But I ALSO really like quarry scene following Katie’s death because yeah its a bit of guilt pushing him to talk andy down but he feels that guilt because he did once care for Katie and because he’s got some fucking complicated ass feelings towards Andy. idk that scene is just something I really enjoy.
All I want in the entire world, the scene I would pay actual money for, is Robert telling Diane and Victoria about Jack’s abuse [imagine if someone acknowledged how he emotionally abused Robert before we learned he physically did it too lol] because I hate the pained expression he gets when people tell him Jack would be proud because he does not fucking believe it and it clearly still causes him so much pain.
Also also I hope anytime someone makes gay jokes about him he just starts bashing faces with a book called “Bisexual” and its literally just 500 pages of the word “bisexuality” written on it over and over.
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number 3 with bts' rapline 👀
okay so i wrote this out once and lost it all and if tumblr mobile plays with me one more time im gonna fight so let me try this again i would work with joon bc i dont want to die and this is all we could do, given the options, that wouldnt put my life in danger. showering together is dangerous in the first place, with the chance of slipping and all that, but then you add joons clumsy ass and its a fuckin recipe for disaster. then with the cooking... i would prefer that my house isnt burned down over a piece of toast and an egg soo shower with yoongi since i cant work with him since that is basically the only option for joon and i dont think he would actually cook with someone it would basically end up me cooking and him just hanging out, which honestly doesnt sound that bad tbh but like i think the showering together kind of fits him. like not to be that "suga is always so lazy XD" bitch but after a long day at the studio he just wants to go home clean up and go to sleep, like me 2 bud, and if were at the point of showering together we prob together you know, and yoongi seems like someone who would like to cuddle so as long as we're not tryin to be nasty (not that he wouldnt enjoy bein nasty every once in awhile) he would enjoy the efficiency of showering together to hurry up the process of going to bed after a long day and then i guess i would cook with hobi since the boy could probably make anything fun not saying i wouldnt want to work with him or shower with him but like its really all thats left and hobi is the only one i could potentially do all these things with so he had to be last and get the scraps lmao srry bb (@ hobi) anyways i thought way too hard about this if you cant tell i am thirsty for some asks lmaoo
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im really fucking scared.
Sure i live in Canada and my dad and some of our relatives live in the states right now, but we are probably gonna be fine, for now, as Chinese immigrants--Well, we might be inconvenient??? at best??? My dad is living in U.S with a working visa and it seems that immigration in general is tying up so he probably can’t stay in the states for long. He didn’t come up to Canada to spend Chinese new year with me, one of the reasons is that i didn’t ask him to and i dont think we should spend a lot of time together anyways, but also it’s probably not so convenient for him to leave the country right now. Also, i know he doesnt wanna work in Canada--the country where both of us hold our citizenship in, and the possibility of working in China is another can of worm that i dont wanna open right now; so that’s kinda bad for our family’s long term future. But this is all manageable, compare to a lot of other people right now.
U.S--the neighbouring country next door, the most influential global power in this time and day is undergoing a real and terrifying transition into a fascist state. Trump makes it abundantly clear that he is a fucking nazi. Muslim immigrants can’t even get out of the country anymore if they aren’t prepare of returning to the country ever again, and Muslim refugees can’t get in even though they have no other place to turn to. This is terrible that this is making a horrific and devastating impact on so many innocent lives and January isn’t even fucking over yet. But also, this is what he’s fucking capable of, he is capable of turning the country into actual Nazi state right now.
I know this may not be any imminent threat but Trump’s attitude with China isn’t friendly, at all. In fact, China’s military officials say it’s a real possibility to enter a into a war with US right now. NOW, first, im fucking sick and tired of hearing antagonistic language towards China. I get it, you all see China as this looming shadow from the east, threatening to its smaller neighbouring countries that are desperately trying to US’s fucking dick to counter it. While I’m a little alarmed by China’s general military mobilizations, i honest to god don’t think PRC is up for annexing countries--face it, that’s what you all fucking fear. lol. Geopolitical control eh, well, The country gains geopolitical power by solidifying control over territories that we historically owned, not through expansion and annexation of other countries. So let me tell you, fucking relaxed. Not only do we never have the historical tradition of annexing countries, the governing party’s got 1.3 billion people to manage and control, it doesnt have the fucking energy to manage and control more people with MUCH higher chance of causing heavy political and social unrests. They already tighten up on control over speech and access to information outside of Chinese sites, from what i heard, not only can you not access websites like fucking moodle or onq to do your homework, it’s technically illegal to fucking use VPN to gain access. This means they need to tighten control over information to maintain the false appearance of peace and harmony, so it’s gonna be fine, for your non-Chinese folks out there :)))) And anyone with a fucking head knows political unrests isn’t what China needs right now. You all don’t give a fuck, but i do, i give many fucks, i dont really like my family but most of them live in China ok and they are still my fucking family, and i know for a fact that there is no political parties that can replace the communist party right now. Unfortunately, communist party has successfully integrated itself into the core of nation’s being, and without it, comes political and social chaos of massive scale. The political party that lost the civil war; the political party that founded Taiwan’s contemporary political system, isn’t up for the fucking task, and they didnt wanna take on the fucking task anyways ever since the //We are an actual independent country// rhetoric came into being. I know no one gives a fuck about 1.3 billion Chinese that’s currently living an ok life to them--well that’s not true at all, the gap b/w rich and poor is larger than ever and this is something being replicated in U.S and Canada, but i do and i dont want a fucking war b/w U.S and China. You all might think im blabbering about the potential of yellow peril returning, but if China got into actual bad water with U.S you bet your ass white people wouldnt give much thoughts into it before stepping on us all. We might be butts of jokes, providers of some lazy Saturday ethnic lunches, or some annoying immigrants with low English proficiency to them right now, but you just fucking wait for China fucked up its relationship with U.S. Considering Canada tends to follow up on U.S with its political attitudes on foreign countries.....you fill in the blanks for me.
In short, Communist state is a soft authoritarian state and it’s really fucked but you can’t get rid of it or you gonna end up with probably 1.3 billion refugees from pure internal political and social chaos. If US-China relationship collapses--and it has the real possibility to, there would be an international conflict and that shit is gonna have devastating impact on me, my family, Chinese immigrants like me in North America and especially U.S, and billions of others in China.
On the other hand, Chinese and Asian populations aren’t actively engaging in political protests, we are nOT there, so how do we expect others to do our works for us and fight for our rights???? Even worse, some of us are actively showing our lack of regard towards the interests of other minority groups. I dont know how the fuck some middle age economically privileged Chinese uncles and aunts voted for Trump, but they fucking existed and they made a difference. What do they think they are??? ethnic white people???? They went to fucking universities for commerce but they are dumb enough to legit thought Trump's interesting statements about US-China relation are signals of positive changes????? I also know these moms living in economic comfort are terrified for their children’s future, because they feared a lower number of their children are getting into ivy leagues in the future under Affirmative Action. LMAO!!! AS IF LATINO AND BLACK MOTHERS AREN’T ALEADY AFRAID???? TBH THEIR FEARS ARE PROBABLY MORE VALID THAN YOURS???? AS IF MOTHERS FROM COMMUNITIES THAT ARE ACTUALLY ECONOMICALLY DISADVANTAGED AREN’T AFRAID ALREADY???? AS IF LARGE PERCENTAGE OF CHINESE/ASIAN PARENTS LIVING IN ACTUAL POVERTY AREN’T AFRAID THAT THEIR CHILDREN WOULD BE SHAMED AMONG THEIR FAMILIES AND GET NO HELP AND FUTURE LIKE THEY DO????? They come in with the same fucking mentality as white people who fears number of white people in universities and campuses will go down. It’s sickening. Their children gonna get into ivy leagues if they got the stuff, there is just gonna be more black and latino and people of color in higher education institutes, but they decide to disregard other people of colors’ interests and vote for fucking Trump. They really aren’t helping the fucking situation!!!
smh i should probably write my short film script right now instead of ranting here
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hello! hope your days been going well, mines been pretty good so far! honestly im exactly the same with my mobile theme when i decide to change it but most of the time im just to lazy to change anything! anyways, another random question: what’s your fave tv show right now?? - your secret santa 🎄💕
themes are so hard tbh i always end up hating them after a day and then i start searching for icons every minute i get -_- also my favourite show atm is riverdale! I loVed season 1 and it's starting to go downhill a bit but I'll still watch no matter what lmao other than that, i dont really watch that many shows unless you count kdramas (while you were sleeping is my faVOURITE THING EVER) do you have good show recs?
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Episode #1: “I Have To Offer Him As A Pagan Sacrifice AGAIN” - Andrew
COLE
Confessional: my tribe literally annoying people, but I’m pretty sure we are going to win the scavenger hunt
TRIXIE
Well Cole is the only person who has talked to me so far, we both like turtles! It’s good to have at least something in common in this group of strangers, but I hope to learn more about them as they open up to me :D
It’s been a few hours now since the cast reveal and I really like my tribe so far! I feel fairly confident that we’ll win. I’m trying to get to know Cole and Kelsey right now, Kelsey seems like someone I can really come to trust. I’m working to complete the scavenger hunt spreadsheet so I can prove I’m a strong team player.
It’s an hour until the scavenger hunt closes. I’ve been talking personally with Kelsey and Regan and they both seem trustworthy. I don’t know if I should go to them and form a girl’s alliance or if I should keep them as allies separately. I really wanna vote the guys off, starting with Porcupine.
Results are in and our tribe is safe. I think Porcupine might be an ally but I think he’s also a bit flip floppy so I don’t know. I can’t wait for this to progress so I can show everyone my competitive side and win
After chattin with Porcupine/Bodhi/whatever I feel like we could get along better than Kelsey/Regan who I no longer trust. He also agrees that Regan is unstable and would rat a friend out at the first chance she got. I think we may be a good team together. He also dislikes Cole and thinks he is untrustworthy
QUILLYNN
umm so my tribe.. yeah i think they are okay, i’m worried because everyone seems more experienced than me and I hope they aren’t just going to try and take out the new bitch.
rigger morris. These people going to vote me out first chance they get i just know. They be knowing each other since preseason? They literally… don’t even talk to me, like a couple do and i know its still early, but i don’t like it. When can i flip on them? bring me a tribe swap pleath!
I’m working my ass off in this immunity challenge, hopefully my hard work will help me convince my tribe not to vote me out if we go to tribal. Best case scenario we avoid tribal until a swap happens and I can hopefully make better connections with a new tribe.
the level of unprofessionalism, it is 40 minutes until the end of this immunity and there are still things blank that people have said they’d be doing! Like the lipsync? I could have filmed that last night while working on the daisy song but didn’t, because someone claimed to have it done.. fuck that bitch! I know i complain a lot and really just use this confessional as a place to vent but honestly! its day two and i’m done with this tribe! send them all home! fuck these bitches!
i fucking can’t. Austin & Andrew posted an OLD ASS lipsync from an old game THEY WERE IN TOGETHER?! I fucking can’t right now? are they daft? are they thick? They’ve played before they should understand the fucking rules… Thanks for putting me on the developmentally disabled team I really appreciate it.
i’m really disappointed in my tribe this week. It seems clear that austin, andrew and jay have each other’s back and honestly I think they feel as though winning immunity doesn’t really matter at this point as they have two easy votes being jacob and myself. I don’t know where nicholas is at with the tribe but I feel he’s closer to the three than I am. I’ve definitely put the most effort into this challenge and don’t want to end up in tribal because of a lazy fucking alliance. I’ve said this before, but I really hope I make it to merge and live to see their downfall, and hopefully play a role in it.
i’m really happy we won this challenge, I was worried but am starting to get more confident in my team. I still think that *those three* are still a big threat and although I like them all personally I think it would be best for me if they get split up.
I’m trying hard af to find this idol! its seeming impossible at this point. I fell like I’ve tried everything from survivor castaways from saints from the bible! I’m not giving up though even if it takes all night!
I’ve spent all day looking for this bullshit idol and i’m about to go crazy tbh. I’ve tried everything like twice but it ain’t working. I might just have to give up and hope to get a second clue in the future. I def don’t want to share the clue I do have, because I don’t trust anyone on my tribe. I’ll keep thinking of possibilities but im felling pretty hopeless at this point.
I think i’m about done with looking for this immunity right now. I really thought I was on to something with these damn birds, but i guess not.
well i’m fucked. Jacob just came back from the dead? not cool. He was my easy vote for tribal and now he’s not inactive anymore… not cool. That would at least be manageable if it wasn’t for the fact that one of the first things he says in the chat is that he knows everybody. like WHAT THE FUCK. I thought i was making progress but now im back to being on the bottom of my tribe, but in an even worse spot since everyone already knows this zombie! ya’ll need to slide me an extra clue to that idol or something because your bitch is fucked!
JACOB
Hey everyone! Sorry I got a late start, timing was horrible for me this weekend, but I’m here and ready to give it my all! Let’s DO THIS THING!!!
ZACK
I mean people are being cool right now. Polite, cordial, and the like. I’m not sure how long that will last though. My main issue will be keeping my jokes to myself since most people don’t get my dry humor.
I pulled my weight to the best of my ability in this challenge. For this vote, I’m thinking it’s best to go after a weak link in the tribe.
Brian has so far been the least sociable in the tribe and I’ve been trying to convince Roxy, Shea, and Ali to vote him out with me. Out of everyone so far, I’m thinking about getting Ali and Shea together for a solid three with Roxy as an add on.
LILY
whew!!! this sure is a tribe, it has some people on it, and idk if ill get far in this game but honestly im just here to have a good time
NEHEMIAH
First impressions of my tribe is that we actually may be strong. I know Ninjohn who is going by Kelsey in this game and Idk about our relationship. We met from Tengaged but I never played an org with him so trust with him idk if that stands. I just got voted out of an org that Cole and Bodhi was in and i connected with them before my vote out so I’m most definitely gonna try and pick back up those relationships and better myself in the future. I have to get to know trixie a little bit better and Regan i’ve played with before and i actually like Regan so all in all it’s a good tribe.
JAY
Anyways, I love my tribe because I’m safe if we lose. I hope Zack doesnt get voted out because he’ll vote with me come swap or merge :)
ALI
Nervous AF
ANDREW
This tribe is dead and I’m with Nicholas and Jay I guess and also Austin Trevino is here *eye roll* I killed him in a main so now I have to offer him as a pagan sacrifice AGAIN y'all are really trying me 🔫🦆
BODHI
Trixie Cole and I have a 3 way showmance
BRIAN
So roxy came to me and wants to vote out Owen so I went to Owen Ali and Shea looking to vote out roxy literally just to see if I can do it or if it will blow up in my face WILDCARD BITCHES
SHEA
Hello, It’s me, the flop from Devil’s Lair.
I’m back to take my revenge on everything and everyone.
So far, this tribe is super nice. I know Roxy, Lily and Ali. I didn’t know Zack or Brian but everyone seems super cool and chill. So far in the challenge, Me and Roxy have contributed a lot. I think we might not lose this one if Brian and Ali do what they said they were going to. If they don’t, we’re probably in trouble.
ROXY
Jake ali and shea all told me theyd vote w.e I wanted
AUSTIN
Ok so I have like no signal for 9 days lmao. Only spoke to Jay bc mobile and I’m close friends with him outside of this game. I love Dana. Haven’t seen the cast bc signal. Quinn or whatever their name is has reached out, so I guess I’ll engage, but I’m just focusing on my tribe comping their way to merge for 9 days bc I’ve legit had like 30 mins of signal in the past two days. Fuck T-Mobile
NICHOLAS
hello so i am feeling good i like my tribe and i think i will do well! i will submit a longer cf when more stuff happens i promise adios!
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