#im so mad like this is driving me insane

[astraystayyh]

if you had read the story of hind raghab, if you had seen the picture of the child hanging from a pole, its lower body shredded, if you had seen the boy carrying pieces of his brother in a body bag, if you had known the soul of my soul, the story of refaat, and the countless war crimes israel has committed just in 7 months then you wouldn’t stream the song skz is putting out with charlie puth, a zionist and overall bad human, and that israeli producer. you would send a clear message that zionism isnt welcome in any capacity in any medium and you wouldn’t want to fund people who support its hateful ideology. this isnt a matter of being a skz anti and im so fucking tired of people painting it as such. where do you draw the line for your morals?

#‘im just here for the kids’ they will be fine if you dont stream one song #and even it they wouldnt be it doesn’t matter because human lives prevail profit #i just saw a fanbase raising 3500+ for this song #do u know what this kind of money could do for a family of palestinians rn #im so livid and it’s actually crazy that there isnt a general consensus about boycotting this song as it has been for cocacola #what’s different? #maybe u saw that this song could actually chart so u dgaf anymore about palestinian lives???? #why would u even want skz to br associated with zionists in the long run??? #im so mad like this is driving me insane #charlie puth is a nobody too like 😭 FREE US OH MY GOD #stray kids

[skunkes]

Need to get to the point where i can drive by myself, FAST!!!! NEOWWWWW

#talkys #my issue is the only places i want to go are places i wanna go Alone but i cant drive alone yet #point reinforced just now that i wanted to go to a food truck park event for some local cookie vendor my sister told me abt #the event was small. like literally just one row of vendors. #my dad was rushing to find the cookie vendor and get out. #i told him like. dad im Looking. im looking at the other vendors. #and he got so mad at this he removed himself from the area #like its one row we wouldve stumbled across the cookies anyway let me Look!! now i have to Rush regardless bc you're being a child! #jesus christ #idk about driving by myself either bc he makes me seem insanely stupid every time we drive and idk who to believe. #the two sides of you cant think im this stupid but also what if i am #warghhhh

[cashmere-caveman]

sometimes someone will reblog my "silver lied in the finale no idea abt what tho" post and their tags all full of #flinthamilton angst and i just really am forcefully reminded that even though we all watched the same show . we did not in fact watch the same show. like yes their affair is basically what set the whole plot in motion and i really love thomas as a plot device but i do have to confess that idc abt thomas as a person at all lmfao

#like i wont stop u from making the finale abt flinthamilton thats ur right go crasy go silly etc but to me that is just not whats happening #thomas being there or not is abt whether or not silver is lying about this particular detail it is not abt unburying ur gays #like. to me at least #idk how else to put it but thomas being there is not abt thomas. it is abt flint and madi and silver and The Narrative #it is abt silver trying to pay off flint with the same thing he sold this war for: a partner #and he is telling this to madi who did not want this about flint who also did not want this #so theyre both making eye contact and are waiting for the other to either flinch or turn back into a person who loves them #its driving me insane. like ur taking a moment as fucked up and genius as this and u decide this is abt colonizer romance #like im not even getting into the fact that imo flint has progressed so far in his ideological journey that they wouldnt see eye to eye #bc woodes rogers is flints mirror but wr is also what thomas mightve become and ur telling me hed happily settle for That? #ok no i'll stop here i need to go say the litany against getting mad online 10x (getting mad online is the mind killer) #black sails #cavetext #once again. live ur truth!!! more power to u!!! but if u do that on my post where i can see it i will inevitably have opinions i fear

[glsneeg-enthusiast]

sometimes i think about how The Masses always without fail turn fucked up characters into like. normal guys. and erase the fucked up part. always without fail ignore the horribly traumatic things that happened and how it would actually affect them. they dont give them the realistically fucked up coping mechanisms or the trauma responses that they would have. its just like "oh yeah that happened" but never anything more than that. making them this calm understanding person like they dont canonically take everything as a direct attack on them. turning them into a nice person like they arent canonically a prick and constantly mocking people and arguing with everyone. just something i noticed

#and its only when it comes to characters like sneeg and it drives me fucking insane #sorry #this feels really mean but i need to rant about it because oh my fucking god it makes me so mad #sorry please dont listen to me or take this seriously this post is for me only im just mad

[corvidaedream]

decided to pick my battles and not make it a Thing w my roommates (the three I share a bathroom with) that they kept leaving their damp used washcloths next to the toilet lately

turns out! don't i look like a fool! the toilet has been leaking on that one side for almost a month and they didn't want to tell me or the landlord bc they knew either way they'd have to talk to him and they don't like him!!

water! leaking! for almost a month!!!

#messages from the ouija board #im literally about to cry like. i texted the landlord that we need a plumber and shut off the valve but #what the fuck! what kind of water damage is happening down there!!! im going to be sick!!! #im so mad and two of them are otherwise pretty alright people (although the third one who is their gf drives me insane) #but like! if we lose our deposit/have to pay for the repairs im literally making them pay me my share of the deposit and/or cover repairs #im not paying for this! and these fuckers had the nerve to lecture me on being the 'messiest person in the house' bc i forget dishes in the #sink if i put them there when the dishwasher is running/i dont have time to handwash them #and at the time they said that!!! they all knew about the toilet!!!!!

[magicdyke]

dude is just not smart

#i mean if you have a blog entirely dedicated to “discourse” then what can you expect #love that he can just decide that using queer is never ever a slur no matter what and say that being tme doesnt affect you #while also having several different instances of transmisogyny on his blog or thinking he has the right to joke abt certain things #its like ok so you just like the word fag because it makes you sound special #or edgy or whatever #with zero real care for the actual lgbt community at large #like maybe there are people that dont like to be called queer because it is still used as a slur in Most Spaces #also btw hes like “I literally talk abt [transmisogyny] on this blog” but i like did not see a single post referencing trans women #aside from a post where he was getting mad at ppl for being mad that he made some shitty transmisogynisyic joke that he took back later #maybe being obsessed with “transandrophobia” is an insanely moronic thing to do and maybe you have to accept #that you are white and not hypervisible to humanity and have similar problems and experiences to the people similar to you #but still have the ability to exclude transfems from spaces #and are actively doing so by talking the way you do on your stupid ass blog #god. white trans men thinking that they're exactly the only people that have ever experienced oppression that gets ignored by society #drives me fucking crazy #im sorry but you are not special. #the toothpaste flag icon on top of all of this just to really remind everyone that hes a lesbophobe whenever hes talking ever

[nerdyqueerr]

Was blocking a blog and saw they rbed some dumbass terf post abt the sancticity and anti-patriarchy victory of womens sports whatever whatever point is there were a few lines about rugby in it and. It was so instantaneously obvious that the poster didnt know shit abt rugby it was truly hilarious. And also keep rugbys name out of your mouth if anyone on my rugby team met you they would kick your ass

#''womens sports are a great place for lgb solidarity'' terf vs ''oh yeah we dont have any transfems on the team at the moment but #we play both with and against lots of trans women at Bingham (international rugby cup) every year. btw do you want trans pride flag colored #team socks?'' #which is. a genuine convo i had with a woman on my team #LGB no T? in womans rugby?? bitch the international gay rugby league is vocally and enthusiastically trans inclusive. die mad abt it #i just. oh my god #yeah rugby canada has shitty transphobic rules but the 'womens sports is the place for lgb solidarity (ie transphobia)' #bit. being next to RUGBY is driving me insane #like the equity VP started telling me the names of famous transfem rugby players i should follow on instagram #also im focusing on transfem stuff here bc thats like. the main target of this type of shit #but need i even mention the amt of nonbinary/genderqueer/potentially transmasc-dyke type people on the wolves W+ team. like holy shit #anyways i hope the op of that post shows up to a gay womens rugby practice looking for some transphobic lgb solidarity #and gets her ass absolutely handed to her #my teammates are down to fight!! they explicitly said so!!! #anyways. yeah. #my shit

[spearxwind]

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#oh my god (screams) #i be out here contacting friends i havent talked to in like. 7 years. i hope so badly that it works but i dont know if it will #doing it because. god. god!! i am haunted by dreams of a previous life #i keep seeing my old HS friends in dreams and having these long winded heart to heart talks with them #i feel like im completely insane bro <3 #i hope something works at least #if it doesnt the lack of closure will actually drive me to madness

[juice-enjoyer]

being on tumblr more and seeing literally no discourse has made me realize

1. how much I need to do a serious purge of my twitter timeline

2. how fucking irritating my twitter tl is

#sorry for the negativity ill probably delete this later #i am an adult i dont want to see discourse over fucking fiction anymore #i just feel kind of bad for the people that constantly engage with it now #txt #if im gonna see people get mad about stuff on the tl id rather it be about real shit #not a 10000 word essay on why everyone that doesnt enjoy things the same way you do is wrong and why every video game is awful and terrible #negative #like one of my mutuals deactivated recently and it made my tl so much more peaceful but two of my mutuals still just constantly engage in #discourse over completely inane shit. it drives me insane. #the one that deactivated always had just the worst opinion of every other video game and like four of our shared mutuals treated their word #like gospel and would also proceed to shit on that game relentlessly #happened with bg3. then that mutual found wotr and decided it was the best game ever made so our shared mutuals also agreed it was the best #game ever made and have been posting about it nonstop for months #and every time they post about it they have to compare it to bg3 for some reason? and talk about why bg3 is so bad and everyone that likes #it is an idiot for liking it #like omfg guys . you can enjoy something without comparing it to other things. It feels like you just enjoy things out of spite.

[todayisafridaynight]

uhhh something something 'the only time a yakuza should laugh with his teeth is when he's with family or in trouble' something something arakawa gradually doing so more and more when hanging around jo something something Uh Oh™️

#arasawa #snap chats #DO WE GET WHAT I MEAN. #im not arguin semantics rn just listen to me im gripping you by the shoulders reader #it can go either way A.) arakawa gradually seeing jo as a part of his persoanl family opposed to The General Family #B.) you know how in fanfics theres that 'Oh. /Oh./' trope Yeah. i want big man to realize he's a lil doki doki for one of his guys #why the fuck i frame it like these arent in the same vein I CANNOT THINKKKKKK STRAAAIGHT #BUT NOOOO LISTEEENNNN i know bro would be SOOO conflicted. dare i say... he'd be in trouble SEE DO WE SEE WHAT IMEA #ok you can stop looking at me. im delirious. insane. delulu. its cause i cant draw rn its hard and my head hurts #ive been struggling with this idea for. WEEKS. i CANNOT find a way to make a comic out of it and its making me loco and mad #so im just throwing it out into the ether as Free Real Estate if anyone else wants a crack at it. or yk just so i can share it #LIKE THERE'S SOMETHING HERE I KNOW THERE IS I AM BRUSHING IT WITH MY FINGERTIPS BUT I CANNOT GRAB IT #you know it fuckin bad when i actually make a text post about it thats how you know Im At My Limit #driving me insane....... i just need everyone to know im rotating them like SSBB trophies.... #anyway. yeah youre right i still havent drawn shit #UUUGGGHHHHH should... or shold i sleep.... #let me try to force myself to sketch something and then ill run to my car and sleep there or somethin #idk. anyway bye i love the old people

[widevibratobitch]

i cant fucking stand this fake cheerful tone my god for a professional actress she's always been so fucking bad at this

#like. okay. whatever helps you cope woman. but it's driving me insane. #im leaving in an hour. ill be fine. #but oh my god #im so fucking mad that im such a little pussy about it too #like omg does having a dying person who cant move on their own at home make you uncomfortable? #are you having flashbacks to your childhood when your mom was taking care of your grandma after the stroke? #omg poor you should we make a party should we tell everybody #womp womp bitch grow tf up you're not 10 anymore #anyway. if im ever on my deathbed and someone uses that tone with me #i wont care that im probably half paralysed and barely conscious at that point im smacking that bitch into the next century

[misspickman]

challenge for writers writing kon in geoff era: write just one (1) story where youre not trying to teach him a lesson on recklessness and caring about people. you know considering how thats been done in sb94 already and then some

#and considering kon has always cared about other people #and how 'hey your actions can hurt people indirectly' was one of the first lessons he got ever (steel in return of superman) #im so mad. stop doing this to him #they really regressed his character to a zero since geoff started writing him its driving me insane #anyway this is why. i think people should read sb94 actually. yes even if it has flaws. bc everything done with kon since 2003 has been so #bad and evil to his character #sometimes its ooc but sometimes its just like. well this isnt necessarily ooc like i can see him saying that. just fucking years ago #all the character development in his previous comics who?? #txt

[kkoct-ik]

i can def relate to having an abusive mother, the worst part is that people always assume mothers to be good people. thankfully my dad and mother don't live together so i chose to stay with my dad permanently but my dad's girlfriend is constantly talking about how i should make up with my mother because "you only get one mom" and she completely ignores me when i try to talk about how abusive my mother was

yeah. ugh. sorry about your situation anon. it sucks and im sending sympathies

#ask #i just dunno what to do with myself #as if complex trauma isnt enough im now dealing with a lot of complicated situations regarding what to do now #i dont live there anymore. but my siblings do. hi guys i have 4 younger siblings #and me as much as everybody else just wishes there was a nice family to help us develop stable and normal #so im doing my damn best. im trying to stay in contact with the kids. im hoping they have a better support system than i did #but family policy means the teens get no texting privacy no internet time. so as if i can fucking stay in touch and look out for them anywa #i dont think i can do anything. it feels inevitable that every kid is gonna get completely fractured like me #and the only other alternative risks making it worse and uncomfortable when its none of my business anymore #(taking up my therapist on calling cps. lol) #i cant talk about it with my siblings (no real access to them) and it makes me insane #i cant talk to my dad because he has enough shit and i dont want to drive the family to pieces #i cant talk to my mum because she has a habit of abusing the kids and then telling them its because *I* made her mad; blame me #what am i meant to do #as if the past isnt a lot to process right now. im also dealing with the present that this is probably ongoing and theres fuck all i can do #sorry for venting. im in hell. im trying to be normal and failing spectacularly #abuse #domestic abuse #for cw #i wish i didnt have to worry. i wish this was never a problem in the first place

[perilegs]

I can't get back into bg3 before some mods (hopefully) get updated but I finally figured out why Anode would like Gale. She's always been in a position of power, and that comes with people throwing themselves at her, but not for who she is, but because they're blinded by all she's achieved. She's never had anyone treat her like Gale does. He's playful, makes her laugh, and shares her ambition for greatness.

And! It's obvious why Anode is smitten by Minthara, they're built out of the same cloth, and Anode holds assertive and decisive people in high regard. Minthara also makes Anode laugh. I think that's important to her.

I thought Anode would just date them both without them dating each other, but, I think they work way too well as a throuple. Gale and his two girlfriends who are willing to strike down a god for him. Minthara and her partners who not only support but also understand her need for power.

#oc: anode #i have to make a confession i actually havent recruited minthara yet bc i did my first full playthrough without any mods and didn't know #there was a glitch to get minthara while saving the grove at the time #and after that i started 2 new playthroughs but they're both still in act 1 bc im too busy playing with npc tool to play the game #and my first playthrough took like 300 hours bc i like exploring #sigh i would have traded halsin for minthara in a heartbeat but not the grove #anyways now my other ongoing playthrough will slaughter the grove and the other will get minth via mods #i just. mghmh. i know i dont know a lot about her yet bc i havent had her for a full playthrough but i care her #she's so tragic and drives me a bit insane. also she's hot and funny and has a voice that drives me a bit mad bc. woof 😳 #leevi liveblogs

[roaringheat]

SHUT THE FUCK UPPP WDYM THEYRE GONNA BE IN MY STATE

#vark posts #i feel like im going insane #im soooo mad i cant drive #if i want to go see them im gonna need to rope someone into going with me and idk who i can have a hyperfix moment in front of lol #and conventions arent cheap so id have to find someone who's willing to pay that as well #but hooooly shit #idek what i'd say if i met them i feel like i'd just implode #rdr2

[hitsuyou-fukaketsu]

I need aidairo to keep using this formula

#the aokane chapter was More Intense but it's like the same thing i love it #akane rly went i hate you -> i love you and i love that i hate you #while kou is like 'i care about you so hard it drives me mad and i cannot tell you that so you need to realize that yourself' #which honestly it works man im so insane about them #mitsuba and aoi holding hands with their 'nobody would care if i die' thoughts #oh it makes me so insane oh it makes me so insane i love when cryinf and love i think its so pwerful man #they are in love your honor