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robby-bobby-tommy · 6 months

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I was too tired to stay on Philza's stream... But I am winning, ok?

Fitza staying as strong as ever.

I'll talk a bit about purgatory, since I didn't have time while it was happening.

During the purgatory, we all were thinking that Wallflower duo was dying, cuz they both hunt each other down, but in reality they only got stronger! They are one of the few duos who could kill each other and still stay besties for life. Closer to the end of the Purgatory, they met up and threw a dice together, laughing and joking. Even hugging!! They were in different teams, yet they still hugged and respected each other so much. The Eye B_tch tried to break Fitza up, but their not so platonic duo was stronger than that.

I think it's a stretch, but I felt very warm, when Phil woke up and called for Fit first. I dunno why, but they are very dear to me. Fit is Phil's closest friend and vice versa. So Phil waking up and seeking Fit is so sweet.

And now to yesterday's stream. I didn't watched it all, but I've had enough moments to speak of. Firstly, Fit greeting Philza right when the latter logged in, as they did wayy back, in the first few months of qsmp. Then Phil shows his crows his wings for the first time, which was already huge af. But then he trusted Fit enough to show them to him. And in reality, Phil just showed his greatest vulnerability and insecurity to this specific person, and if it's not the biggest gesture of trust I don't know what is. After Purgatory, they both were supposed to be colder to and be wary of each other, but no. They still confide in each other, being the most honest they can. Fit even apologized. And when Dadza called himself a dumbass, Fit quickly said he isn't one. I love them.

And then Phil and Fit spent a lot of time together, as they did before. Walking, talking, cleaning the server for their kids, joking about each other's d_c-. They're calm around each other, cuz they've known each other for years. I think it's a stretch once again, but I feel that Phil would show his wings to Fit first even if he had a choice.

And again, if we're going back more, when Phil saw the picture of the skull and called for Fit, the latter came almost immediately. After Crow started saying "stupid... Stupid bird brain" 2b2t veteran informed that he believed in existence of skull picture. War criminal sees that dadza starts to doubt in himself, so he reassures him and lets him join him and Pac in the dungeon. Putting friends before roommates (they are so gay, why is Fit in denial... No matter how jacked he is he can't beat Fitpac allegations).

They rotate in my head every second of the day. Their friendship is stronger than anything. If the world came crushing down, they're gonna be together. If one's in trouble the other is already planning the rescue mission. They know each other for a long time, they know how ruthless they can be, but they aren't afraid. They're here for each other. They put their trust in each other, giving each other access to private chambers (Fit's secret bedroom and kid's basement). They're prepared to break the rules, put oneself on the line for the other's sake. They even share illegal stuff with each other. Fit is bullets for Philza's gun. The best duo ever.

#qsmp #qsmp fitmc #qsmp philza #q fit #q philza #philza #qsmp fit #q fitmc #fitza #wallflowerduo #they're the besties. they're here for each other #their platonic love is something we should all strive to have #even when Fit couldn't speak freely; he still tried to warn Phil minutes before purgatory #and even though Phil asked 'are you hiding something' (paraphrasing cuz my memories suck) he didn't push it.#they know that they have some secrets they can't share but they feel comfortable enough to not push it. they don't need all the truth cuz #it's enough. they're enough for each other. they're friends. they're the boyz. they joke about each other's co-#i adore them sm #qsmp rambles #qsmp vod watching

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coconutshvings · 5 years

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I Have A Friend | {J.C.}

⊥Group // The Boyz

⊥ Genre // Fluff

⊥ Pairing // Ji Changmin × Reader

⊥ Warnings // None

• Requested? Yes {Requests are open}

↭ Hypothesis - Q has a mystery friend that has developed a chain of romantic feelings for you over the time but has never revealed himself to you, when will he, will he ever?

@octapichin I hope you like it 💗

Your eyes observed every word written on the neatly cut piece of construction paper, written in an ink that wasn't too dark to be unreadable on the colored paper, for 2 months now you'd been getting these beautifully written notes- loves notes on different colored construction paper in random places, your locker, car wind shield, mail, you name it.

While it was flattering you did keep alert because what if whoever this was turned out to be a complete sleeze? The only thing you knew was that this person knew you, the locations of some of these cards were places only people in your inner circle would know about which were a few friends from school, your family, also your best friend Changmin or Q as he was often called along with his friends that he'd introduced you to.

You'd left things around them before so whoever were giving you these notes had to be someone not too far out of your circle, you thought it could be a joke with the notes popping up in your notebooks or book bad, on the back of your phone if you left it somewhere but when you confronted people it they really seemed to be clueless about the ordeal.

Then you thought surely no one would keep up this joke for 2 months unless they were really heartless and sick the passion that radiated in these notes indicated someone indeed harbored a special love for you.

There were too many possibilities, suspects, notes, it was making your brain scramble. You mentally screamed placing the note down in the basket with the rest on your kitchen counter that's when you heard your front door open and close before your best friend, Changmin, smiled gleefully walking into the kitchen.

"Oh Sure Q, you can come in." You sarcastically spoke making him snicker , "Oh Sure Y/n, you can leave the door unlocked for anyone to walk in." You waved him off turning your gaze to the basket of notes from your unidentified admirer,

"The notes are still coming?"

You nodded "A new one was on my welcome mat outside today when I went to check the mail, I stepped on it." You were becoming anxious and impatient "Why can't this person just reveal themselves?" You blurted out startlingly Q once you turned to him "Probably thinks you won't give them the time of day if they do reveal who they truly are." You just huffed

"They don't know that for sure unless they actually would try to approach me." You leaned against the counter with him joining beside you , "Got any clues on who they could be from?" You shifted your weight from one leg to the other,

"I know whoever it is has been around me often because they leave notes in my personal items, they left a note at my door so they know where I live," you paused collecting mental notes you'd made about the notes

"The hand writing looks familiar I just can't remember where I've seen it. Another thing I realized about the notes..." You trailed off as you began to space out in thought over the handwriting, Q studied your eyes for a moment realizing your weren't focused , he snapped his fingers in front of your face bringing you back to the moment.

"Um oh yeah, the notes, they all start off with the lines 'I have this friend' I think the person giving me these notes are referring to themselves really are and just saying they have a 'friend' to avoid me more." Your face saddened with each word, why was this so hard to figure out, why couldn't whoever this was just come out and say they wanted you, desired your heart, just that they liked you maybe even loved, your thoughts were again becoming scrambled.

"How do you feel when you read those notes?" Q's soft voice summoned you away from your thoughts again with his question, again your eyes landed on the basket of different colored construction paper, mini love letters written on them, you had never really thought about how you might feel you were just determined to know who was sending the notes .

However, you couldn't deny that in the moments reading the 4 to 6 line love letters you did feel some kind of joy that vanished from not knowing who feelings were written on the paper, you felt excitement, your heart did unexplained things that you loved when you read the notes.

"I guess I feel.. Liked, loved even. It's to say if I had the chance to know my admirer, even if we didn't associate much, maybe we could learn to and grow closer and experience these love letters in reality." You weren't aware of the smile plastered on your face but the sound of silence brought you out of your own world and back to the real one you looked beside you and Q was gone, maybe to the bathroom? You thought.

You turned around gathering all the notes neatly stacked in a pile into your hands spreading them with your fingers at all the assorted colors, "I have this friend.." You mumbled to yourself reciting the reoccurring opening to each note you'd gotten over the past 2 months.

"I have this friend," you heard from behind you making you wirl around to see Q standing in the door way, your eyes also noticing a colored paper in his hands though your eyes were focused on his, no way.

"He'd love to know what'd make your day so that he could always ve able to bring you sunshine even when it's pouring rain out." He softly spoke, you fought back a smile and your eyes could no longer bare it so you quickly looked at his hand, a yellow piece of neatly cut construction paper was in his grasp you looked at your own hands seeing a few identical colored ones before looking back to him.

"Q..." You trailed off as your heart sped up in pace. "I didn't know the notes were more to you than just figuring out who wrote them, I was the one afraid to reveal myself, afraid that after quite some time of friendship that you'd only see me as a buddy." His angel smile was bright with his dimples peaking, you were speechless.

The whole time it had been Him, your best friend who was indeed around you enough to slip these notes into places you wouldn't expect, and why? It was because he liked you, maybe loved.

You let out a breath that you'd be withholding it was all so much to process as Q walked directly in front of you, you could see yourself in his eyes clearly your body turned warm while you became shooken with nerves but you realized this was Q in front of you, no one different, your best friend.

"How do you feel in this moment knowing finally who's been sending you these notes?" He asked searching your eyes. It still amazed you but you wouldn't deny you were happy it wasn't some crazy weirdo stalker maybe Q would do just fine if you gave him a chance, your eyes focused to his from the ground beneath you gathering all the micro bites of confidence you had in that moment to speak

"I think this scenario is greater than any I've imagined, I've always found your adorable face and Charisma attractive," you grinned and Q mirrored you expression proudly, "a little crush on you is something I've developed but it's not that it can't turn into more it's that I didn't know if I should've allowed it to because of this friendship bond we have."

You sighed finally speaking what you'd been holding in you waited for his answer you felt his soft hands collide with yours bringing them up between you two and intertwining them again causing you heart rate to be faster than usual.

"Take it from me, the one you have a tiny crush on, I think you should let it blossom into more," his body was nearly colliding with yours once he moved a bit closer and your cool exterior was almost blown when your noses were almost touching,

"Its not like your feelings wouldn't be reciprocated?" He smirked before leaning in instinctively causing you to close your eyes, he gave your nose the lightest kiss that anyone could possibly recieve before moving back allowing you more space.

Once you opened your eyes He was back to his cute excited self as if he hadn't just caused a shivering tension between the two of you, yep, the duality he had would definitely be something you'd have to get used to, not that it was bad though.

"Would you consider giving me a chance to make you smile a thousand times brighter than you already do as your significant other?" Q looked like a hopeful child that really wanted a toy in a store and you could tell how much he truly wanted to be the one to cherish you and share your heart, you wanted to do the same with him.

"I don't see why not. The feelings are returned, right?" You cheekily asked while grinning seeing Q's eyes light up as if he'd just hit the biggest lottery jackpot the world had ever seen, "Yes Yes, of course they're reciprocated, I really like you, Y/n." He confirmed making you sigh out of contentment, "Then the obvious answer Is Yes."

Those words were the key he needed to have access to your heart in a way that no one else could and he was bursting of excitement and relief on the inside and out as he gently brought you into a hug embracing you with heat and blossoming love,

you rested your head on his shoulder closing your eyes once his scent hit your nose sending and exhilarating feelings through your body and in that moment you didn't feel like you would regret this, giving him a chance at having your heart.

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