#it's not totally hopeless and I know that

[miniversse]

⭑ ”i owe you” pt.2 ⭑

╰┈➤ READ PART 1

⭑ jeongin x female reader

⭑ content includes: non-idol reader, non-idol jeongin, mentions of drinking, unprotected sex, releasing, fingering, mentions of scars and stitches, use of pet names (baby)

⭑ note: i cannot begin to describe how much i love this piece. please read part 1 for it all to make sense! ⭑ minors dni

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recollections of that very night begin to flow through your mind and how everyday for weeks you stared into the dark alleyways, trying to picture his body there. immediately your eyes dart to his neck, only to find his tattoos slightly fading…

(SKZ)

your eyes dart back to his face, still questioning if it was true or not.

“i owe you.”

“j-jeongin?”

he slowly nods, a soft smile growing on his healed face.

“i don’t think i thanked you enough for that night.” he stops to look down at his shoes, kicking at the box in front of him to fill the silence, speaking again.

“what you did, it really changed me. you didn’t have to help me, even after i was a total bitch to you.”

the emotions you had five years ago the first time you locked eyes with him grew inside of you again, but in another light. first time it was sympathy and worry. but now it’s love and comfort.

“come have a drink at my place, as way of welcoming you as my new neighbor” you suggest, hoping it can soften the mood.

“you changed your paintings” he sets his shot glass slowly on the table, observing your living room.

“how do you know?” you never knew he would remember so much, and you felt embarrassed.

“i had to distract myself from the pain, it was the only thing i could admire.”

“i thought it was time for a cha-“

“other than you”

the words caught in your throat and your heart stopped beating for a moment. the way he glanced at you never left your mind, and it all made sense now. before you could react, he brings himself closer to you on the couch, resting his palm on your cheek. you were able to get a closer look of his healed scar, secretly admiring your work.

“5 years, y/n. you never left my mind for a day”

his lips clash with yours, aggressive kisses from the beginning. his tongue glides over yours, moving deeper and deeper inside of your mouth. his hand rests on your waist, sneakily pushing you closer to him. it felt like the world was timing you, your bodies frantically rushing to the bedroom, lips still locked.

his hand rides up your shirt, fiddling with your bra strap. your body tingles at his touch, bringing him closer.

“more, jeongin”

“i.n” he mumbles, breaking the kiss you thought would never end.

“I don’t want this to be a one time thing, y/n”

you couldn’t take him seriously while he glides his hands over your skin, exploring every part of your body and feeling his boner against your thigh.

“isn’t that why you moved next to me?” 

he laughs, placing his head in the nook of your neck, taking in your sweet smell. he brings his mouth closer to your ear, placing small hot kisses around it.

“you could say so”

the setting sun glorified his body over yours, stripping naked and revealing his bare self to you. there was more than you thought had happened to him. his chest had several stitches everywhere which were slowly healing.

“w-what’s this?”

he looks down, tracing every stitch and bringing his fingers down to trace them onto your bare torso.

“SKZ. i was apart of some underground group. we got into a lot of scandals and fights and deals gone wrong. we were wanted, dead or alive.”

he moves to lay down next to you, tucking strands of your hair behind your ear as you listen attentively.

“i was always the one who got the hurts, because i was always initiating the problems. that day, was my last day being in SKZ”

“what made you leave?” your questions didn’t bother him anymore, he answered you with love and passion, and it couldn’t have been better.

“you. i was a hopeless romantic, and i thought no doctor would date someone like me. so i changed for you.”

you place a peck on his cheek, laying on his chest to hear the rest.

“i wrote your address on a paper, got a stable job, got off the police’s radar and here i am. with you.”

his words made you squirm with joy and sympathy. you wanted to pay off every day of those 5 years he spent for you. you want it to be eternity with him.

“fuck, baby” he groans at the way you stretch around his dick, grabbing onto the sheets for support.

you moved up and down his thick length, moaning with every inch he put inside of you. he felt like an escape of the harsh and cruel worlds you both lived in.

“faster baby, faster” you oblige, taking him in faster and slamming your ass down on him, making him go wild. he brings his two fingers to your mouth, pushing your bottom lip open. he swirls your saliva around them and brings it down to your clit, moving in slow circular motions.

“oh my fu- i.n fuck” your breath became harder to catch at the overloaded sensory.

he bit at his lower lip, enjoying the view of your sex face, pounding body and wet clit. you couldn’t deny that he looked ten times hotter with his scars that must carry so much significance to him.

his dick jerks inside of you and his veins glide again your walls. he only rubbed you faster, moving to place his fingers inside of you too, bringing you to your orgasm. your unholy moans and sweet nothings filled the air, and your release coated his dick, lubricating his final moments before he releases too.

you fall onto the mattress beside him, panting and holding each other tight.

“baby?” you whisper to him softly.

“hm?” his foxy eyes gaze into yours, waiting to listen to you all day, all month, all year.

“i owe you”

FIN.

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[eydi-andrius]

What Must It Be Like?

pairings: Aemond Targaryen x Reader

a/n: just a drabble. im so sorry

✨

How can someone be that pretty and at the same time, be totally unaware of it?

You probably have asked this question a million times since the first time you have landed your eyes at him. But you still keep asking this yourself as you watch Aemond interact with the guests and smile dashingly in this party.

His movements are fluid as he walks past the throng of people. His natural charismatic smile enchants not only the ladies and missus, but also their husbands. He led conversations and won their favors. Yet, he claimed himself as unworthy. Of course, God wouldn't create someone so perfect with everything.

You felt the heat run through your cheeks and through your ears when your eyes caught Aemond’s and he suddenly excused himself to Senator Waters before sauntering over to where you're standing.

Your heartbeat was loud, as if wanting to jump out of your chest, the closer he gets and you get a closer look of his slicked back silver hair, pouty lips, strong jaw, and beautiful lilac eyes, which reflects your face, as he looks straight at you.

There is no way someone such as him would look your way and choose you.

“Have you seen my mother? Aegon?” He asked. His brows glistened with sweat. The venue was hot with bright lights and people, it was normal. But god, was he beautiful?

“Oh! Yeah! Yeah! Ummh…Aegon was in that VIP room being scolded by Senator Alicient right now. I think he drank a little too much….again.” You grimaced when you pointed to the room he was held in temporarily. Almost mumbling the word “again”, embarrassed that you have to be the person to inform Aemond of his older brother’s escapade….. again.

Aegon was caught being handsy with a model, in an event hosted by her mother, to gain votes and favor for the next election. You’re just glad he was caught early or else, another scandal would break out, possibly destroying her mother’s already delicate image, just for being a woman in power and position.

You watched as Aemond put his right hand on his temple, massaging his head for comfort, as he whispered words, you can barely hear. By the looks of it, you can tell it was just curse words targeted towards Aegon’s stupidity.

“Please take care of everything for now while I’ll call my mother so she can focus on the event. I’ll deal with Aegon.” He sighed exasperated before he put his hand on your shoulder and squeezed it. It was such an innocent gesture, but to you, it feels heavenly.

Not trusting your words, you nodded, smiling. And when he smiled back, you almost lost it but kept your cool as you watched him walk towards the area you pointed earlier. You bit your tongue, trying to stop yourself from screaming with joy.

✨

“You can flirt and I can't? How's that fair?” Aegon voiced his protest, the moment their mother went out and closed the door.

Aemond stops himself from rolling his eyes. After that scolding, it seems like he learned nothing. How can someone older act so childish, like a six year old in a formal event? His face is flushed so reasoning with him would be useless.

“I see, so despite being scolded, you still choose not to listen.”

“Nah. I just saw a glimpse of it before mother closed the door completely. God! You're hopeless!” Chuckling, he flopped on the nearest couch, and wiggled his way to comfort. His tux is now crumpled and a mess. Probably the reason why he was told not to leave until the event ends. There's too many eyes outside.

She’s smart, pretty and loyal. How can he imagine a life with her by his side? He is unworthy. He will just ruin her.

“Damn, for someone as perfect as you, the perfect son, you look like you could use a wine or two?”

“And what? Become an alcoholic like you?” He retorted.

“Damn, you’ll hurt my feelings, you know.” He said as he clutched his chest, crumpling his white undershirt further.

Sighing, he walked towards the pitcher and fetched his older brother a cup of water. His brow furrowed and lip on a thin line as he cannot imagine that she would choose him over those bachelors outside, who were far better than him.

#eydi andrius #aemond targaryen #aemond targaryen x reader #house of the dragon #hotd #aemond targaryen x you #prince aemond #aemond #aemond targaryen imagine #prince aemond targaryen #prince aemond targaryen x reader #aemond targaryen drabble

[cosmicpancakes]

Hi! So I saw your post about wanting to talk about Will Solace (me too queen, me too) so what are your headcanons? Or funny little tidbits about him and his friends? Love your blog!

OF COURSE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK!!! to hear that someone genuinely loves my blog is so surreal cause like??? You like my blog?? Where I literally just say what's on my mind and ramble???

(P.S. TO ANYONE SEEING THIS!! IF YOU WANT HEADCANONS FOR OTHER CHARACTERS JUST SHOOT ME AN ASK!!!! I WILL HAPPILY ANSWER THEM ALL :DD)

Okay without further ado, here they are!!!

My Will Solace headcanons! ☀️

He has curly hair! Think somewhere between 2c and 3a

Speaking about hair, his hair is naturally brown and he dyes it blonde

ANOTHER HAIR ONE but he has a very extensive hair care routine! You'd think he would have very damaged hair because of all the bleaching, but that shit is SOFT

Only uses feminine floral perfume cause it smells better (hes right. it does.)

Despite insisting on healthy eating, he survives off of random snacks and red bulls

Loves indie pop and jazz music but does listen to a lot a country as it reminds him of his mother

Hopeless romantic. He will cry to laufey.

90% of his closet is made up of incredibly cheesy dad joke t-shirts.

Wears lots and lots of bracelets! All very mismatched in terms of colour and texture, but it adds to the charm (or so he says)

His hair is just long enough to put in a very short ponytail when he works (but a few loose curls always slip out)

He sticks out his tongue when he's concentrating on something

Clarrisse practically adopted him as her honorary little brother and he went to her highschool graduation!! (she totally did not cry when she saw him. nope. not at all.)

everyone at camp owes him atleast 5 favours except lou ellen because she somehow never gets injured??? Cecil on the other hand, owes him about 13 favours.

Friday is the apollo cabin's game night, and he NEVER wins (kayla swears austin is cheating, but hes just really good at monopoly.)

the cabin is always spotless because he despises stable duty

(This one is canon but not talked about enough) when he said he's horrible at every apollo thing except healing, he was not exaggerating. an absolutely horrid singer and he would miss a target 3 metres away.

okay that was a lie because he can manipulate light.... to a certain extent. he's working on it he swears!!

One of those people that are incredibly insistant about wearing sunscreen even tho he doesn't need it himself

And now for some angsty ones because I know you all love them:

A very obvious one, but he has pretty bad PTSD.

I'm pretty sure this one is canon, but he saw Lee die in botl (i have had a oneshot idea about thia for months, but i literally never finish oneshots so theres no point in trying to write it ☹️)

A lot of people thought him and Lee were biological siblings because they looked so similar and also because they were super close

him and Micheal were also really close, but they were a lot more distant after Lee died and they never really got to reconnect

Post botl, the apollo cabin had about 17 kids. 3 survived the battle of manhattan.

has a really bad habit of overworking to distract himself

Way too many scars for a medic. (He won't admit where he got them from, or why most of them are on him arms.)

Okay, that's all for today!! I hope you enjoyed those headcanons :)

Once again saying this but if anyone reading this wants some headcanons for other characters please please leave me an ask 🙏 love you all okay bye bye

#pjo hoo toa #pjo #percy jackon and the olympians #hoo #toa #headcanons #will solace #will solace angst #clarisse la rue #cecil markowitz #lou ellen blackstone #apollo cabin #cabin 7

[marzipanandminutiae]

one hard part about being a single thirtysomething who wants kids is that you want everything to have happened five years ago

dating? getting to know someone? building up a relationship from square one? torture when you're already on "I want to be someone's wife and have a baby" in terms of life stages

if I had my way- and please nobody take this in a tradwife sense; I'm a left-wing lesbian who loves her career field -I'd be married and pregnant with my first child right now. instead I'm almost 31 and facing down two years, MINIMUM, of dating someone before I can even think about that sort of thing. and that's IF I get into a relationship like tomorrow, which is unlikely

"there's no hurry" okay and I get that, but my mother had me at 39 and now I'm having to think about all the attendant issues of parents in their 70s a decade or more earlier than most people. AND my parents are relatively healthy. what if I or my future wife aren't so lucky? can I saddle a hypothetical child with that in their early 30s or sooner?

I just. can I get a time machine or a soulmate AU over here, please?

#personal #dating #millennial #realistically I'd probably adopt a somewhat older child if it got too far down the line without marriage and financial stability happening #(when possible I mean) #it's not totally hopeless and I know that #but. hnnnng. I'm impatient.

[911-on-abc]

Desperately need a buddietommy fic where Eddie keeps crashing their dates and he doesn’t know why until… ohhhh

#I need him to like get into some shenanigans trying to figure out where they are going #like interrupting conversations and being like ‘yeah we should totally go I’ll get us tickets’ #showing up at bucks loft with a case of beer when he KNOWS Buck is cooking for Tommy #give me no rizz Diaz stumbling his way into a throuple #and Buck is like sooo confused #god Tommy is probably going to have to do all the work here #these two are hopeless #buddietommy #my post #911 abc #eddie diaz #evan buckley #evan buck buckley #tommy kinard

[welcometoteyvat]

Liyue has many stories about spirits and adepti, from bloodthirsty ancient evils, to benevolent yet reclusive auspicious beasts, to mostly harmless spirits of the land and water. Of the first, most have been subdued long before ­modern times, quelled by Yanwang Dijun and the adepti. When occasional surges of energy or ley li­ne activity reawaken their remnants, they are either dealt with by the seniors of Chongyun’s clan, who typically take the more dangerous commissions they receive, or by the Conqueror of Demons himself. Of the second—some have faded into obscurity, and others have eventually integrated into the rhythm of the mortal world, becoming part and parcel of Liyue’s prosperity. And as for the last group, they are the ones that appear most often in Chongyun’s Field Guide to Demons and Beasts. They are also… the easiest group to write entries for. Spirits of this kind are numerous, often unnamed, and—the appearance of new species is less easily disproven, if, say, one is forced to document imaginary demons because of their inability to encounter real ones.

Chongyun sighs.

a snippet from god knows where. this was supposed to be the start of a xiaoyun fic but it just turned into liyue worldbuilding exposition and i forgot how i was supposed to continue it, but i still like the way i wrote it, so here it is

#well i do know how i was supposed to continue but right now it feels totally hopeless to try anything at all so another time #maybe i'll have more motivation and not be so down in the dumps later #if you couldn't tell i fucking love descriptions and this is my number one most important writing trait #teyvat thoughts #genshin impact #chongyun #tangentially really but whatever

[nemesisvortex]

hot take : I don't think Anzu Hoshino from Romantic Killer is aro, ace maybe (with her killer ability to not be seduced lol), but Im pretty sure its mentioned early on that she loves romance, she just wont give up her favorite things for it / wont play "the game", I dont think its explicitly anywhere that she doesn't feel romantic attraction, on the contrary, she works really hard to not fall in love, I'll have to rewatch it to confirm it, but yeah

#romantic killer #anzu hoshino #hoshino anzu #did you know hoshino means “star” #probably because I relate to anzu way too much #but I dont want her to be aro #plus an end goal of the series is explicitly that she'll be in a relationship #so I dont think they're quite going for aro #ace I can totally get behind though #she reacts exactly like I do to romantic situations despite being. a hopeless romantic and its great #anywho

[mar64ds]

me: i love good conflicts in fictional stories

me when there is a big conflict in a fictional story: I don't like this I want them to tell jokes

#i've been thinking about this so much lately i'm SUCH a baby with really big conflicts in cartoons/movies. i just don't have fun anymore #(a completely personal opinion. not a criticism) #dont get me wrong!! i LOVE good conflicts i love sad stuff with a happy ending i love angst with comfort #but i never like when conflicts just feel... too big. too hopeless #even when it ends well at the end! i just dont have fun anymore i get incredibly overwhelmed and tired #good example: people critize the zombots arc of the sonic comics a lot already but #my main problem is that it's way too sad and hopeless all the time and i dont have fun reading it #and i know many people love high stakes!! i totally understand #i do too sometimes. i think it all just depends on what piece of fictional media i'm watching and how it's handled #sometimes it's cool other times it's just... overwhelming #i dont know. i never really see anyone talk about this so i wanted to share my thoughts! #again. it's just a personal opinion not a criticism on any story #anyway. this is why i really love comedy cartoons

[perenlop]

giving eris depression is meaningful in context of the plot, this is also about eris confronting his own mental illness and coming to terms with his reality vs his expectations and learning that people do truly love him, while also serving as his conflict throughout the story due to his imposter syndrome and this certainly doesnt help, but its also funny cause you know while hydreigon was like “all pokemon who go near the bittercold suffocate to death because they cant handle their own depression but HUMANS dont get depressed so they can help me” he was like

#‘’hydreigon i appreciate the confidence you have in me but Get Me The Fuck Out Of Here’’ #i imagine instead of agreeing immediately like canon hero does that eris says he cant. that hydreigon made a mistake with him #and that hydreigon should send him home now before he just makes things worse #and hydreigon like. he understands now that eris is scared and all but he really and truly does believe in him #and… he doesnt have much of a choice. eris is the only human left #echoed voice #pmd posting #eris agrees but they have no hope personally. they dont know what to do. he just hopes kiran gets a plan #that kiran can totally come up with something and eris will try to do it in xyr place. totally. #bc as we know kirans never ever felt hopeless either…. right?

[mayor-david-prentiss]

when u like a cowboy

#me when i read abt how stinky dirty awful ur regular cowboy was back in the day #not that its their fault. they were just riding their horses for days... #with narry a house with a bath in sight #washing up in rivers when they come up on one #lucky is shown bathing a few times in canon so it's not like he's totally hopeless but #u just know. this man Stinks #harley isn't a cowboy #so he's not spending quite as much time on horseback nd he's a weird clean freak (trauma related) #lucky luke

[madwickedawesome]

the pianist, valeira lakrisenko, 2017

#I FUCKIG LOVE THIS PAINTING #sorry not to vent on tumblr but i feel like i have no other solid outlet💀 #maybe im just being dramatic (im probably just being dramatic) #but i so think i give the world much more love than its willing to return and it makes me feel so like . lonely???? #and idk why i feel like im in such like . emotional solitude #bc i have close friends and i have so many people in my life #i just feel trapped and like. hopeless????? #not hopeless like. that — im totally safe #i just want to be loved as much as i love people yk #and im sure i Am and its foolish of me to so constantly say im not #i yearn for love #but like. idk #maybe its cuz im a physical touch and words of affirmation kinda guy and i dont know many ppl who partake in that #BAHDHWIRHWIJRIWHRKWNTKAJFA #i honestly dont know why im typing this sorry #idk im an ‘all or nothing’ emotions kinda guy #just appreciate the art!!!!!!!

[merkerlerspeaks]

*exhibits symptoms of disorders you have been diagnosed with and just so happen to also be depression symptoms, but isnt actually depressed*

People: Hmm I diagnose you with depression

#for reference the symptoms are fatigue/trouble motivating/general anxiety #I have had at least 4 people suggest 'Oh you might be depressed' in reference to my exhibiting symptoms of...what I have #It's very frustrating #Im tired because im chronically ill #I have trouble motivating because thats what ADHD does and being tired does #And my anxiety issues have gotten BETTER #Im am not numb hopeless or sad. I have plenty of interest in the things I like even at my worst. #my appetite is the same as its ever been #I've been through periods of self loathing. Those have passed. #and even when they were present I knew it the thoughts weren't facts bc God isn't a liar #Which that was the closest I've been to being depressed in a long time. But it still isn't depression. #If I were treated for depression rn it would totally ignore all the things ACTUALLY causing my symptoms #Life is awesome. I like doing things & I think I am the bee's knees (lol) #I have been depressed before. This just ain't it chief. #I already know what my issues are #Just cuz I got those don't mean I have to be depressed too #and I feel weird saying it too because I have the oddest feeling that I'm going to be dismissed as stubborn and blindsided #like 'you just refuse to admit it' kinda thing #But I know what it is that I am expiriencing #It's frustrating that an entirely different topic keeps coming up about it #also. the self loathing issues- they popped up when my ANXIETY got worse. #I was otherwise not expiriencing depressive symptoms outside of the things I expirience as a result of other illnesses #that I have been actually diagnosed with #blegh grr growl #Wanna focus on the actual issues not come up with false ones

[mike-wheeler-ik-what-you-are]

I'm living any gay's worst nightmare (religion class every monday bc my parents signed me up for it)

#ok so rant incoming #in my class - which is a very small one we're like 15 in total - there's a really homophobic guy #and he says homophobic shit ALL THE TIME #and nobody reacts like NOBODY #and I've talked to the teachers and they just told me to ignore it #so yeah I'm stuck I literally cannot do anything about it #I know my school is low-key homophobic so I can't talk to any authority about it #once a guy was beat up bc he was gay and he had to go to the hospital #so yeah I'm kind of hopeless rn

[bicon-crange]

update on my horrendous situation btw: it is still ongoing and at this point i am considering self sabotage

#IT IS SUCH A. SUCH A 5TH GRADE ELEMENTARY SCHOOL MINDSET IM STUCK IN RIGHT NOW #im like wow im over here so deep in it and this person does NOT fucking think about me at all like i truly am a footnote of a footnote #and its like. would i say something. yeah. if i thought i had a CHANCE. but i so totally do not its an absolutely hopeless situation #so in my head im like ok. either i can be soo super nice to them so they like me more or i can just start being fucking evil #and get my attention fix that way. yknow. #bc im so absolutely convinced that its not reciprocated never ever in my life going to BE reciprocated not even transactional not even #so its like. why not yknow. #IDK IM GOIN NUTS OVER HERE ITS BEEN ACTUAL WEEKS #in all likelyhood ill probably just freeze up again and not do anything and go back to being like haha omg youre so smart ur so cool ♡♡ #whenever they say ANYTHING. like a total absolute baby. #but whenever i do that HEY FOR THE RECORD GUYS WHENEVER I DO THAT I WANNA PUNT THE SHIT OUT OF MYSELF #LIKE HOW EMBARRASSING YKNOW. HOW TOTALLY DEGRADING DEAD INTO THE GROUND #ITS LIKE BEING A POP STAR STAN OR SOMETHING AND PEOPLE JUST STARE AT YOU AND THEYRE LIKE HEY.... BTS DOESNT KNOW WHO YOU /ARE/ #im going to gnaw my fucking fingers off my hand. i HATE IT HEREEE I HATE IT HEEREE GET ME OUT GET ME OUT

[storybook-souls]

ugh i wish it was easier to logic myself out of feeling bad.

#realistically i know that Probably everything is not hopeless it's just 120 degrees outside. #and Probably my hypothetical writing career is not totally and entirely fucked just bc i'm having a hard time w this one novel. #and it is at least POSSIBLE to have a life that is richer and more vibrant than the one i have #and i'm Allowed to be a little lonely sometimes even if it's all my own fault that i am #and late summer is NEVER good for me mentally so it's frankly amazing i made it this far #and i had a bad weekend and didn't sleep well and that's why i feel like shit today. #but Knowing all that isn't making me feel ANY better. #:(

[snekdood]

The story of what happened to the theif and the cobbler and aladdin is sad, can you imagine someone coming along, looking at your passion project, and instead of leaving it with its rightful owner they go ahead and shit out aladdin as quick as possible and steal ideas from the story and the art style too before the creator even gets a chance to finish his passion project- just a really shitty situation i dont relate to at all.

#not only that! they ront even credit the original guy and try to make it seem like HES the knock off #crazy crazy shit i just dont relate to at all #can you imagine the depression he likely developed that probably slowed down his progression #and made him feel hopeless about everthing or ever getting out there bc ppl like to consume the most generic shit available before trying #somethong new #sheesh. imagine he was abused by the person who stole ideas from him stalling his progress even further because he had to spend time #healing from the abuse- a type of abuse he spent YEARS of his life trying to heal past in his childhood that he has to heal past again as #an adult. in spite of trusting the person who stole the ideas from him because theyre such a convincing liar. #man wouldnt that be fucked up huh #in spite of that person pretending to be someone who is woke to abuse of that form and Totally Wouldnt Do Anything Like That Or Draw #Their Characters They Id With Saying 'rape is fun' #and then they still do the abuse anyways because its easier for them to get away with underneath all the masks of fake progressiveness #man. youd almost think at that point that type of abuse was intentional because they knew it would stall the og creator! #they mustve been really close and wanted to know all about his weaknesses to use them against him to try to progress further before him #sure the situation im alluding to isnt an exact one to one of this one but. nonetheless. still pretty fuckin similar