#it's still Saturday in my mind

[kaenith]

Color Fall 2023 - #3

That scene in the Temple of Darkness where Red and Blue are too wrapped up in their argument to notice the Big Poe always amuses me xD So... this is that, but with Pokemon!

Also, my piece for FS Fright Fight week two: hoax vs haunted

#fsff23 #four swords #pokemon #red link #blue link #big poe #luxio #ribombee #haunter #not sure why this is the idea that kept coming to mind when I tried to think of something for this prompt #maybe because ''haunted'' = ''haunter''? #I had hoped to write a ficlet for this week too but I started falling behind and running out of time #even as it is I'm cutting it close ^^;; #but hey it's still Saturday in some places!! #my art #fanart

[miss0atae]

I finally watched the final episode of DFF and I can say the ending is very satisfying, except for my poor White. I thought he would be the final survivor but he died anyway (let me mourn in silence 😭).

▪️ Non was avenged for everything, if you believe death is the perfect revenge. Fluke and Top killed themselves in some way. White was killed by his lover. Phee stopped New and killed him too. Everyone killed each others and had to face Non before dying (except White because he never knew him and was innocent… Yes I still can't accept his death. 😅)

▪️ I know the ending of this episode was a bit controversial but I believe it was interesting. I like how they made us believe, at first, Phee, Jin and Tee got away from this house and carried on with their life (except Tee, but I want to talk about this after). The normalcy of Phee and Jin life seemed truly unlikely the more they talk to each other. The color was so bright, it hurt. It felt surreal. Then they went to the place where Phee brought his two lovers and after witnessing Non, he started questioning everything and it ended right here. There is no mistake. They never left and the final image is their last resting place: the house! I found this very poetic, in some way.

Now I wanna talk about each character's ending and if it was fitted with their behavior towards Non.

▪️ Fluke never did post the video and just witnessed everything and never tried to save Non. He believed himself to be innocent in some way, because he was never the one who did anything. He was just there, following the rest of the group. He was a coward and probably (I don't know if it was implied as heavily as viewers think) relieved the group had someone else to bully. His death was fitting to mee*. He wanted to act like he never saw anything, well he didn't need his eyes anymore. Why needing eyes when you want to be blind to everything that is not you. I also don't forget how much of a bully he was also to White (Have I told you how I was protective of him? 😂). He may have not been the meanest to Non but he became also like the rest of the group after Non's disappearance. I've heard a victim of bullying often becomes a bully and you can see it with Fluke.

▪️ Top was just a nasty being. He never had any ounce of kindness and I'm surprised he survived so long. I couldn't stand him. Every time I saw his smirk I got annoyed. He was an active bully against Non. He called him "Greasy" anytime he could. He lied and used him too. I also think he never really tried to cover his wrong doings. He never minded using the wit of others to save him. He never cared about ensuring their plans would work. He thought himself to be a leader but was mostly a follower. I think his death could have been worse. Something that would match his actions more.

▪️ White, my innocent poor boy who just made the mistake of loving the wrong person, he didn't deserve his death at all. He just wanted to spend time with Tee and love him. He was faithful, kind and a bit naughty but in the good way (the candy scene!). Dying by the hand of your lover… It's just sad. Tee killed him because he thought it was Non and when he realized it, it far too late. I don't like the narrative for White. He got punished for loving the wrong guy and it doesn't sit well with me. His mistake was a small one and it was also because he never had a way to know. I don't know how the writers could have saved him because it wouldn't work well in this story, but I still don't like it. I wish I could find a good ending for him that would go well with the story, but I can't imagine anything.

▪️ New died because of Phee and it was expected. As someone said here, he was a dead man walking. He had only one goal and no one to wait for him outside. His desperation was his only fuel. He wanted to avenge his brother and it didn't matter who was in the middle of this revenge. If he survived, it would have not worked. He had to die to put a final stop to this story. It's sad to believe his entire family and himself died because of a group of self-absorbed brats. He did what he had to and left with the feeling his work was done.

▪️ Now I have to talk about Phee… How the mighty have fallen. He was the previous lover and he acted like he wanted to avenge Non. His actions at the beginning of the story showed him to be the mastermind until we discovered it was New. From that moment, his actions seemed different and less pro-actives. He wanted to save Jin (which could be understandable because he was his lover… You know feelings and everything can get in the middle of a quest for truth) but why did he want to save the bullies of his past lover and even said he consider them as friends?! That's where I started to think Phee was lost. I admit he never said he wanted to act on them. He wanted the truth, while New wanted to make them pay. Phee probably would have given the info to the authorities and expected them to take the lead there.

▪️ Jin, in his hallucination, saw himself being filmed by others while he was having sex. It's a direct link to what he did to Non. He filmed him and released the clip online. He had a weird relationship with cameras. On one hand it was his hobby and on the other hand it was also a "weapon" he used to express his jealousy towards Non. He had a crush on him and he wanted him but instead Non was with Keng. He was jealous and felt betrayed (even though he never did anything to make his feelings really known by Non) and he wanted to hurt him the way he felt he was hurt by Non. So for him to hurt his hand was the appropriate punishment. Without a hand you can't act on your "ill-feelings" and you also lose the opportunity to use it for good things anymore (such as taking pictures as a form of art).

▪️ As for Tee, it was the most fitted punishment. He couldn't deserve the happiness of being loved and in love because of his actions because he had taken Non away from being loved and in love too. Losing the reason he started to act better and rethink his life, is a true retribution. I also felt his relationship with Non was the most interesting. There was this tension between them, especially when Non ended up at the service of his Uncle. Tee was in hell and instead of trying to find a way out, he dragged Non along with him, while still thinking he had no other choice. Tee grew up in a toxic environment, but we saw he could find a way out when surrounded with the right opportunity such as his meeting with White. The fact he met White, while finding a way to help Non get away from his Uncle is proof how "good" actions can lead to even better things while "bad" actions, like making Non being the scapegoat for the broke camera, leads to worse things. To be honest, the false ending of Jin, Phee and him being away from the house, is the best punishment for his actions if the idea is to really punish him. He is alive, but he has to live with the idea of killing his love and losing his so-called friends. He then get consumed by his thoughts. Very gothic!

To finish, I would like to say I had so much fun watching this series, reading about it here and writing the longest texts in English I've ever made. Even having people commenting on them and being able to exchange was truly a delight. I liked everything. I'm a bit sad it's already the end. I hope we'll get to watch the actors in other series. I found most of them to be good. I also like how this BL breached out of the typical BL's stories (even if I still enjoy them too). I like when they try to innovate and create something different. Let's hope we'll get another one soon as entertaining and compelling as this one. Thanks for the ride.

#my thoughts #thai series #thai bl #bl drama #bl series #random thoughts #dff the series #dead friend forever the series #dead friend forever #dff spoilers #episode 12 #final episode #be on cloud #It was a satisfying ending #I'm still crying over White's death 😭 #I don't mind if none of the theories was right it was so much fun to imagine them #Saturday will be different without DFF

[aprilblossomgirl]

Winny Thanawin in Our Skyy 2 x My School President Behind the Scenes

#our skyy 2 #my school president #our skyy 2 x my school president #our skyy 2 x my school president behind the scenes #soundwin #satang kittiphop #winny thanawin #*gifs #i don't know i just want to have the gifs of this behind the scenes #also. winny is currently my favorite boy. #but that said. he needs to stay still while the stylist team do their job. #*it's a saturday giffing dilemma. got some things on my mind. but this one already on my draft for a few days now.

[whiskeyswifty]

The way I’ve battled the Taylor AND Beyoncé ticket wars multiple times (and won each time!) but they all pale in comparison to attempting to get a Saturday night reservation for dinner in this fucking city. In the village no less, like this might be what breaks me.

#being a whiny piece of shit New Yorker ignore me #I’m doing it for an important cause but my god #midnight i have to log onto resy #AT MIDNIGHT #might just invite my friend from [redacted food media pub] to get in cuz she probably can #does she WANT to go all the way to the village on a Saturday night tho that’s the question and the answer is usually no sndnfngmgm #also mind you I have OVER A MONTH and still I’ve missed the boat for a few spots #hell is dinner in Manhattan south of 14th street

[illiana-mystery]

He can still do a Wisconsin accent...

#i almost lost my damn mind #when i rewatched this #because i forgot about this part #oh my gosh #i love how he can still do his native accent #it's kinda hot #snl #saturday night live #willem dafoe #midwest #midwestern accent #midwestern things #videos #video

[miss--river]

📸: @breezypunk

#Cyberpunk 2077 #Scorpion #Driss Meriana #Nomad V #My V #My OC #OC: Jori #🦊 #Ship: Broken and Beautiful #THESE ARE SO COZY AND IM STILL LOSING MY MIND OVER THESE AHHHHHHHHHHH #Shippy Saturday

[aberooski]

The fact that I have the power to make Chazz and Atticus kiss and I have never done that is astounding.

#atty kisses him on the forehead in OUAD but that's it #they haven't like ~kissed~ kissed #but actually I kinda like that #saturday night is also the only thing I've written where they're actually together from the jump or even have talked about their feelings #and rereading it last night I've established canon lore for it in my mind that they're still only freshly dating #they're still learning how to be together romantically and atty is so contentious of boundaries #specifically chazz's boundaries #because let's be honest with ourselves #chazz has never had the luxury of having boundaries let alone having his boundaries respected. #they're BOTH learning what chazz's boundaries in any type of relationship are and yeah they take things slow #atty doesn't even want to share the bed with him initially because they never have and chazz is asleep so he can't ask him if- #-he would be comfortable with that. but then chazz tugs on his sleeve in his sleep to essentially unconsciously ask him to stay #and atty folds IMMEDIATELY and shares the bed with him #but even THEN he gets and extra blanket and sleeps on top of the covers #so yeah crazy I haven't had them ever kiss like on the lipssss but even just my reread of saturday night makes that completely- #make sense to me in my mind #I'm so unconsciously a genius 😭 #yugioh gx #yugioh gx fanfiction #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #stormshipping #abby's fanfic writer power hour

[pinkyjulien]

#maaan.............. #oh my godddddddddddddddddd #marcin literally woke up and modeled the sexiest man EVER in the HISTORY OF EVERYTHING MAN I CAN'T FUCKING COOOOPE (about Mitch) #OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #GOING INSANE ON THIS SATURDAY #IM FUCKING-- hhHHGHFHGHFHFG #Also yeah there's Halsin :3c I guess #LMAO NO OFFENSE BABY BEAR BUT YOU'LL NEVER BE MY STINKY 🥺🥺🥺 Still like you tho #Halsin got a Snoot (affectionate) like his whole face is BearIsh in a way #modding shenanigans #ok amma stfu and MOD FR FR NOW #DONT MIND ME

[deadbeatdadjokes]

Rouxls does not give a fuck if Lancer swears btw have y’all heard that man??? for all we know Lancer got it from HIM bc he sure as hell ain’t hangin out with his father often enough to adopt that behavior he probably thinks it is really funny and swears on purpose around him to the point where Spade had to implement some sort of convoluted tier system just to get him to stop bc he couldn’t take Lancer busting into the strategy meetings yelling “WHATS UP FUCKERS” at the top of his lungs

#deltarune is a sitcom actually #no but in all seriousness y’all know how little kids pick up habits from the authority figures they look up to/spend the most time with?? #and how Lancer already has adopted some of Rouxls’ strange and particular vernacular and eats worms #and makes signs something something calligraphy #rouxls’s fuckin Saturday morning cartoon villain catchphrase has a swear in it #you can’t tell me Lancer doesnt also want in on that (he is. the ONLY one but still) #also since he only seems about 50% interested in raising him properly for now he would definitely think it’s hilarious #y’all can’t change my mind on this he would not even scold him he would probably teach him ridiculous sea shanties just for the hell of it #deltarune #rouxls kaard #lancer deltarune #*vehemently wonders what things would be like if Lancer had a normal upbringing even just a little* #*bitcrushed explosion.png* #he only really gets onto Lancer about things to cover his own ass #mostly

[whisperofthewaves]

*Murderbot voice* I am having An Emotion.

#nothing important #what the hell go away #man good thing I found that psychologist available on weekends the other day #unless this is my body and mind not-so-subconsciously preparing the material for processing on saturday #in which case. really. aren't we a tad too eager. I still have 3 full workdays to crawl through.

[undefeatednils]

It's nice to have friends where you don't totally feel like an intruder when you're staying at their place xD

#nils talking #like I still do an extent #but it's a tiny feeling in the bag of my mind #rather than constantly on my mind #also gosh I'm curious how I'll handle that big party here on Saturday... #anyway Amelie if you're reading this #you know how insecure my ass is xD #I just needed to vent into the ether of Tumblr

[afaramir]

Your ™ (aside from faramir obv) is how unhinged you are about denethor AND having the most correct takes abt him🧡. Oh and also oranges maybe

AAAA...THANK YOU ??? THIS KNOCKED ME FLAT like for real i cannot express how much ive been thinking about this ask all day. like i was in the grocery store thinking about it. i cant decide if it's funnier if you've been here since i was 19 and a hater and watched me have my dramatic change of heart in real time or if youre new here and don't know my tragic backstory. TO ME it's hilarious to be assigned denethor girl bc like teenage me is having a heart attack but i bear the badge with pride nevertheless <3333 and thats what we call character growth!

pj had totally got me with the mad-and-vindictive-with-despair denethor gambit for years and years but literally i started working on the faramir goes to rivendell au and thought for about two seconds about how complex both faramir and boromir's relationships with their father are and how the film changes genuinely weaken all of their characters so much and did a total 180 degree turn on a dime. by doing denethor dirty i would automatically be doing faramir dirty and then i started thinking and went hang on a second he is so complex and interesting actually. like i can't emphasize how much that was the exact logic that allowed me to achieve this development.

i mean okay LISTEN TO ME oh my GOD denethor IS a good leader there's a reason why gondor stood so long alone against the enemy and he NEARLY fucking beat SAURON in 30 years worth of head-to-head knock-down-drag-out psychic stalemate warfare and he only falls into despair when he loses both of his sons. you don't need to like him to respect the achievement!

i almost put a read more here but fuck it denethorposting on main. hit j on your keyboard or do a big scroll if youre sick of me LOL

i am very well known for going totally feral over duty vs love dynamics and that is literally what is going on between denethor and his sons. he cannot be their father and their commander at the same time and they are at war!!! being their commander has to win out above all else!!! whether any of them like it or not!!! do you know what ruthlessness means do you understand that duty wins this one.

do u guys understand that denethor and faramir are a father and son who love each other above else and yet do not like each other at all. there was a schism somewhere there along the line and love without bitterness and political sniping and ideological misalignment is a DISTANT MEMORY. No Of Course He Shouldn't Have Said He Wished Faramir And Boromir's Places Exchanged Jesus Christ No Son Should Have To Hear That From Their Father But Girl Sometimes When You're Grieving You Say Stupid Shit That You Shouldn't Have. doesn't mean you should've said it but [pippin voice] we can understand poor denethor a bit better, huh?

its just so interesting to me to think about faramir and denethor's relationship from a standpoint of like. ok listen good stewards that are not good fathers and dutiful sons who will not compromise their moral compasses for love. i don't like you and i agree with approximately 1% of everything you've said ever and your expectations of me have always been unreasonably high even when i was a child but you also are the only person who could ever understand the terrifying psychic powers that just live inside my brain and you are probably the incarnation of lordly dignity and power that i have had and i have wanted to emulate all my life and i still have the instinct to ask for your approval even if i'm going to hate what you're going to say. and when i'm dying i will call out for you. and i don't like you and your moral compass is going to get you and me and everyone in our city killed and you haven't listened to a single thing i've said since you were fourteen and i fucking hate that you're listening to and trusting the fucking wizard over me but you are my best captain and you are everything that i wished i could've been without the war and you'll never understand that that's why i pushed you so hard i just wanted you to live. and if you couldn't live at least we could die together. LISTEN i am a faramir girl until the death you all KNOW THIS BUT THESE TWO THINGS ARE NOT MUTUALLY EXCLUSIVE- [i am forcibly yanked offstage]

#from the inbox #Anonymous #THANK YOU YOU ARE AN ANGEL!!! I LOVE YOU!!! #sorry for how unhinged this answer got ive been drinking #my friday night: totally sober sitting quietly filing my taxes. my saturday night: wine drunk denethor ranting. i am an adult #you: ur brand is being unhinged about this specific topic. me tasked with talking about that topic: sorry for being unhinged. hilarious #idk like oh my god yeah the transgender allegory of 'parent insisting their child is dead while people cry out that they're still living' #fucks crazy. i fucking love that reading. but im tired of the madman-idiot-caricature lack of textually-referenced nuance out here! #bitch king faramir and complex noble lord denethor are actually concepts that are holding hands. To Me. #also YES!!! ORANGES!!! i have an orange tattoo lol i love you i'm glad i exist. there is secret lore but i think if i don't stop talking no #everyone who follows me will explode me with their minds #i am still taking trademark asks if anyone at all has read this far LOL #long post #SORRY AGAIN LMAOOO #denethor anon #denethorposting

[illiana-mystery]

SNL (S47/E12) - Nugenix 

#okay so i finally got around to gifing his snl episode #i know this has probably been done before #but i wanted to take a crack at it #hope you don't mind #this was my favorite sketch from the episode #i've watched this one so many times #i still laugh as hard as i did the first time watching it #honestly he was great on snl #never thought he would host #but glad he did #snl #saturday night live #my blue eyed short king #willem dafoe

[max--phillips]

I hate being an adult ❤️

#max says things #tori says things #I’m broke and Saturday’s the 4th. I don’t think I’ll be able to get any legos this year #never mind the fact I literally didn’t eat lunch today because all of my cards declined at the gas station this morning on my way in #and I just got paid on Friday so I still have to make it another week and a half #:) #I did apply for a loan to get my credit card debt under control though #(it’s $25k. I don’t wanna talk about it)

[freddieandersen]

is it weird to get married the day before your parents’ anniversary

ok now what if your parents’ birthdays are a few days either side of that date

#we’re tossing around either a random Saturday in April #OR the Sunday of Memorial Day weekend #the random april Saturday is better re: family dates overlap #but worse re: religion logistics (shabbat; I don’t mind but it might be hard to find an officiant who also doesn’t mind) #the Memorial Day Sunday is better for PTO usage and religion logistics and Leaves On Trees #but worse for family date overlap and travel pricing for out of town folks #(half the guest list is local another quarter is driving/train distance but still hotel and the final quarter is flying distance) #tree.txt #oh also my parents have said it isn’t weird and they Don’t care #if we did it next year we would share an anniversary (cute) but our fave venue is booked UP for 2025

[orcelito]

Read the most depressing trauma dumping letter Ever sent to me from my mother and then went right into the manager meeting where I had to get it thrown in my face AGAINNNN that I'm a fuckup who's doing nothing right, as if Saturday wasn't one of the most humiliating days of my life

I need to fucking scream. I need to fucking break things. But it's nearly 10 pm and I can't do Shit because if I throw shit in my apartment I'll scare my cats and I don't want to break my shit and I can't leave my apartment because it's fucking 10 pm and that's Dangerous but I need to release this energy somehow because I. Am. So. Fucking. Fed UP with life. It feels like no one sees how much I'm trying, it's always always always always my fuckups. Always always always. And meanwhile I've been slipping in a major way and I'm trying so hard to keep myself on track but I am

Needing to calm down. Before I start thinking drastic things.

I'm just so. Fucking. Frustrated.

I'm trying. Does anyone see that I'm trying? Can anyone fucking tell me they see I'm trying?

Of course not. We have to remind me that I'm a fuckup who's awful at their job. Of course :)

#speculation nation #negative/ #i feel like.im going to explode #Dont Mind Me i just had to get the words out #skimming over the letter thing with this one just bc i dont think i want to talk about that actually #i just really shouldn't have read that before the meeting. #but whatever. too late now. #i need to either curl up in a ball never to see the light of day again #or go on a screaming rampage to break Everything in my path and release all of the energy all at once. #maybe then id feel okay #but probably not. #im. just going to keep trying my best. but holy fucking shit i feel so severely under appreciated #i know i havent been doing my best in some areas but im trying to fix them #im taking the criticism into consideration and working hard to fix my behavior #and several of the things are largely me not knowing the exact perfect thing to do in the current transition #i got chewed out for so much on Saturday and one thing was the way i sent the list #which was how the prior manager had me do it. how the fuck was i supposed to know he wanted it differently? #i did it the way he wanted it today. working hard like the pathetic little dog i am. #arf arf look at me do my tricks. why arent you praising me? this is what you wanted isnt it? #oh we still have to talk about the things you already humiliated me for? no recognition for all the things ive been trying to do? #only ever the fuckups? only ever the fuckups! only ever the fucking fuckuos. #maybe itll get better. i hope itll get better. ill try my best to make it better. #but if it doesnt get better and it's always only my fuckups all the time always then why the fuck should i stay here #part of why ive stayed here for so long is the comfort of familiarity. but right now i dread going to work for more than just working. #i dread being exposed to this atmosphere. it feels like a place of comfort and familiarity has turned into a place of ridicule. #i already prostrated myself. i already took a ton of tip points away from myself for what were honest mistakes. #what more do you fucking Want from me? #shall i strip myself bare and flog myself to show im truly repentant? would that be enough? #of course not. it never is. #devalued and humiliated. i never want to step foot in that store again. but i need money. and so i shall go. i guess.