#its worth it to see him happy

[biohazard-inevitable]

“I could fix him”

Well I could make him worse cause actually, hes got a point

#astarion #baldurs gate 3 #look all im saying is that he deserves it #yes im going to help him become vampire ascendant #no i dont care if thats considered his ‘bad’ end #just the same as shadowheart is a dark justiciar #death flows like water in our wake #blood spills with the ease of a pitcher #my soul is far past damned whats a few more steps #i dont care if this makes me evil #its worth it to see him happy #no spoilers please

[solradguy]

Johnny Guilty Gear Strive is not a single day under 37 years old. "Age: Unknown" my ass. Face of a man whose frequent all-nighters in his 20s finally caught up with him. I understand, Johnny, I empathize...

#Photopost #Beard Johnny is awakening something in me... #Jk Johnny's always been a babe. Putting a beard on him's like garnishing a good steak #And like any juicy rare steak worth it's weight I will pick him up with both hands and tear him apart betwixt my jaws like an animal #The power went out and there's so much red and bright blue lightning outside it's like an alien planet. My phone is at 50% #The wind was blowing apples off the tree in the backyard and they were bouncing off the roof haha #Tomorrow I need to go see if it knocked down any of the ripe red ones from its apex... They're small but they're delicious #Tree had so many apples this year a big branch snapped from their weight. Bees'll be happy though when the apples fall and rot #Anyway I think Johnny mostly bottoms for men and less so for women but for Johnny/Sol... well... ;^) #I've imagined that Sol only bottoms if his partner can kick his ass #Lmao this took a turn. Bored and stoned. No internet and no lights to even read by. Unfiltered Sol Radguy after dark thoughts #Suggestive cw #Drugs cw

[petrichoraline]

I found this to be such a random comment until I realised it was Balgeum saying it and it suddenly felt so heavy

#his money trauma runs so deep he cant see how his behaviour hurts inho much more than any money issues could #or maybe he does and its just that bad that he cant physically stop himself #when he told inho to go back i was like my man he cant keep coming back until you have enough money to feel secure #if you dont deal with this now that insecurity is gonna run for the rest of your life and even if you do have money youll always worry abou #losing them and not be able to enjoy the comfort that comes with them #and youre always going to base your feeling of self worth on them #and your happiness and everything valuable in your life would be so easy to destroy #itd crumble #i want him to see the truth so bad it hurts me watching him go through it #im happy he was at least honest with inho #thats a step #hes gonna have to take a lot of small ones too #all of these hurt boys ugh #its such a pretty show and the comedy is fun and the acting is top notch that it makes me ignore how much sadness there actually is in ever #episode #and i recommend it as a light watch because they mix the sweet and the sour so well #but i feel for all of these characters #including hyejin lol #boys be brave

[idiotwithoutagoodname]

The parallel between Nureyev entering on Juno trying to escape out the window in S1 and Juno entering on Nureyev trying to escape through a window in S5. We've come full circle boys, it's been a pleasure sharing this ride with y'all.

#the penumbra podcast #the penumbra posdcast spoilers #tpp spoilers #the penumbra podcast s5 #tpp s5 #its also about the parallels between Nureyev telling juno he was worth more than his skills ans baggage in s1 and juno falling in love #and now juno telling him the exact same and nureyev not being able to close himself off entirely and fall out of love bc #look just look im senimental ok? #they play with my feelings your honor #i was genuinely expecting not to see nureyev again until the last ep #but im happy he came back at the start to kick off a last season of emotional torture for us listeners. so good of him

[kristhesheep]

no but how messed up would it be to KNOW, from the beginning, you were MADE to be "The Stupid One"? like that's the most anyone expects from you. i dunno, i feel like it would seep into everything.

like suddenly i'm second guessing even the most logical conclusions, because I'm just The Stupid One. If it seems logical to me, I bet it sounds dumb to the people who actually know.

Never trying to understand anything, never really trying to think for myself, because what I'm capable of is hardly even thinking, is it?

Assuming that something unintuitive might be the answer, because The Stupid One surely couldn't intuit the correct answer. And then everyone looks at me like I'm dumb. Don't they know which one I am?

But it's fine, right? I may be The Stupid One, but that means there's The Smart One. I can just rely on you. Except when we're given different tasks. Except when you're too panicked to reason. Except when our creator disregards you, too. Except when you give up on explaining it to me.

"You never even try to understand, why are you asking me to explain it?" I could never understand, so why should I even try? I'm just The Stupid One. But you always seem to like explaining, so can't I give you that small comfort?

You do so much for me, as The Smart One. There isn't much I can give you in return, being The Stupid One. If we were made to compliment each other, why does it feel like you're also the important one? The valuable one? The desirable one? Shouldn't we work best as a team? Why does it feel like I'm the dead weight one? The one you're forced to make up for?

But you come to me for comfort when you're upset. I'm there to calm you down. To cheer you up. To keep you company. Is that why I'm here? But I could never really understand why I was created, right? I am just The Stupid One.

wow. glad i wasn't created in a pair! i'd feel real bad for other guy to go through that

#cubot #first person pov #second person pov #i dont even think hes stupid #i think HE thinks hes stupid. and thats worse for him =( #hes probably about as smart as orbot but hes stuck in this rut #hugs. hugs for cubot. many hugs. #if you think its 1pov because i think im stupid #know that i was going to write it 2pov cubot and 3pov orbot #but thought it would feel uncomfortable to read POV YOURE THE IDOT #i MUST be smart to see all the angst potential in the comic relief characters. smartest guy alive #I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPYYYY WAAAAAAH #dont worry. happy ending 4 everyone. evntually =) #i WILL teach this cube self worth!!!!!!!! #hey fool. this is what ive been up to! hiiiii. im sure you can guess rev is thrilled about it. weeeeee <3 #goodnight.

[moeblob]

Today.............. has genuinely. Been. A Day.

Have some OC doodles I started yesterday before tragedy struck and are like the bare minimum effort for today to finish. Since the two princes were originally not /in canon/ for another plot but rather made for a mafia AU as cousins to one of the main characters for the base plot. I was like. Huh let's give them a happier life. So here they're just princes and instead of the police department/detectives that most of the main cast is in base plot, those are the royal guards around the twins' castle.

#my characters #the funny thing is that the princes are like......... made for an au of another plot #and here they are in another au of the plot #so like yeehaw everyone i love my ocs and i love putting them in situations #also idk what its worth but hey happy pride atticus is trans im proud of him #it has zero relevance to the plot but its important to me that hes trans #he also is like.... an absolute bundle of friendliness which is a huge contrast to the twins cousin #who is extremely stoic for the most part and finds it hard to feel emotions and thinks #everyone feels the same way all the time like him - WHICH IS DEPRESSED BY THE WAY #but he learns that ah nope thats just him and oh hes better by the power of love #and he doesnt actually get it ?? like in canon or mafia or as a prince hes just like #huh i like this guy and he makes me want to smile which is really odd im gonna stay by him if i can #and doesnt even realize right away hes fallen in love #atticus and caspian however are very aware of their emotions and are v happy to see their cousin feel things #and are constantly there to tease him but support him and help him and theyre all good boys #ill shut up in the tags now bc the tags are taking me as long to type as the art took to doodle

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

art by aversly/carrd

ME RN!!!!!!GGGGFGHFFHFGHHGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! HE'S FINALLY DONEEEEEER IM SO 😭😭😭💧💧💧💧💧😭😭😭😭💧💧😭😭😭💧♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ LOOK AT HOW HE DREW THESE TWO WTF THEY'RE SO PRETTY BOTH OF THEM WTF WTF IM FLOOREDDDDDD I'm especially like. 🥺🥺🥺🥺‼️‼️‼️‼️ AT JAIDE SHES SO GORGEOUS LIKEEEE ‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥

#THISBIS SO WORTH IT IM SO HAPPY AKAKSKSJSJSJDKKSS #OK TO RB FEEL FREE BUT EAAWAHSHHAWS IM SOOOO #HIS COLORING IS PHENOMENALLLLLLLL LIKE!!!! #THIS SOUNDS WEIRD BUT LOOK AT HOW HE COLORED HER CHEST WHAGEHAHEHAHS I LOVE IT A LOT THERE'S A LOT OF ATTENTION TO DETAIL ITS FANTASTIC #THERES SO MUCH WEIGHT TO THE CLOTHES?!??? YOU CAN SEE THE LINING OF HER BODY ITS SO COOL #he mqde her look hot i will say that for DAMN SURE #AND AAOIUHHH AOUGH STEVEN MY HUSBAND HES SO POGIIITUDHEHEHEHEE #sorry i like it when steven kisses it cant be helped this is the 2nd time already WHAM💥💥💥💥💥💥💥 #im gonna rb this throughout the day im so!!!!! RAAAAGGHHHH #TY JASMINE FOR RECCOMENDING HIM TO ME 😭😭😭😭 GGUUUGUHHHHHH #~ lovely gifts #♥️ memoryshipping #I NEED TO LAY DOWN ITS 5AM BUT LIKE BRBRBDVHERJHDHRHDJRHDHD GGRGRGGRGRRRRR THEM EVER <3 <3 #HE POPPED ON MY DISCORD WHILE I WAS WRITING

[soldier-poet-king]

More stories about the most wretched awful sad people just experiencing the Horrors but having to keep going bc they're fundamentally decent despite it all. The Horrors are not allowed to cease, btw.

#im thinking the like. thara celahar ofc. but emilio sandoz. oural of glome. andrej from the space torturer books #i just need like. the most wretched ppl who have every reason to lay down and die. and dont #despite it not really ever getting better #like in some ways yeah ofc improvement. but the very fabric of the universe. the circumstances of their lives. those unchangeable things #idk man. im just. im gonna go play the longing. surely this will not hurt me in a bad way #see also like. gerry kaey in the original timeline #some versions of alucard castlevania #frodo baggins. snk veteran trio esp sole survivor levi. #cr orym but maybe hes getting a happy ending with dorian in which case he doesnt count #lots of beloved characters who start out like this. but then are shaped and loved by the narrative. i dont want that. #i want a long ugly defeat. theres no winning prize or comfort at the end. it just. is. and its still worth it bc good for its own sake #but that doesn't mean you're not wretched and miserable and damned anyway #yknow when tharas like. doesnt matter if ulis listens to me. i have to listen to him? #im trying to reach that. im so fuckin angry though. and so many stupid fuckin rules

[moodr1ng]

rly insane how half the disco elysium fandom like.. completely fails at understanding even basic messaging of the game that even i got while being really bad at understanding themes lol. like yeah sure i relate hard to harrys mental health and substance use shit, and yeah, i think kim is fun and goofy, and i like their dynamic and also want to see on screen gay sex.

but like.. this is The Politics Game and half of the fanbase has taken from it exclusively "omg my blorbos meow meows babygirls" and seemingly failed to engage w the political text of the story. like ok if you came out of disco elysium and saw a man who is like.. at best 1 week sober from extreme substance abuse that has made him actively suicidal and threatening to others around him, who is desperately in need of actual, urgent help, AND who is a POLICE OFFICER, like, THEE person who absolutely should NOT be a cop, on top of, yknow, that, like, police are bad already??? a man who has canonically committed serious and traumatic police brutality due to this very instability and disregard for anyones safety and has continued to be allowed to occupy this position? and you get an ending in which his co-workers who have basically just been watching from the sidelines being like.. exasperated at him but not actually doing anything about the massive risk to himself and all these civilians safety just going "well, yknow, hes a good guy after all, and he hasnt been getting drunk and waving his police issued firearm at frightened civilians for a whole week, and he sure saw a bug, so, like, just come back to work man" and thought that was a satisfying and good ending...... after all the talk abt copaganda white ppl is the same

#disco elysium spoilers #de spoilers #and to be clear i dont think de is copaganda. #i think it fails in its clear attempt to depict the police as inherently morally bankrupt tools of power #bc it doesnt. just. let you stop being a cop. #like its undermined IMO by the fact that you cannot actually get an ending that would be good but its still treated like it is #but i think the rest of the game IS v critical of cops #which is why its insane that it seems to fly over ppls heads #i also dont think 'harry cant stop being a cop' is an inherent story flaw btw! #part of the tragedy of this story i think is ppl only give a shit abt harry bc he is a cop. #eg kim would not give harry the patience time compassion he shows him if harry was a regular civilian acting the way he does #being seen as worth helping in this critical episode is dependent on being a cop for harry #particularly venomously shown w pigs i think #like. thats how harry would be treated if he wasnt a REAL cop. thats how wed see him. #but anyway point is. being a cop may be literally inescapable in harrys pov bc he has no other point of reference for social worth anymore #however. #my issue is that its FRAMED as a fulfilling happy ending. not something he is stuck in. not an exercise in futility. #continuing to be police is not a tragedy or a cowardly attempt to remain socially worthwhile #its the good thing to do to heal and help others in the end. #which i think betrays not only reality. but also the messages of the game itself about police throughout #so yeah

[spamtoon]

(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever

#bright spark #<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky #the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE #SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh. #that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things. #today was an event. #i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you #to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this #is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay #nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are #honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang #spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main #cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her #own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally #i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to. #i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel #like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything #with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have-- #living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite #finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives #happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander. #that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared #to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that #respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a #method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family. #the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy #excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around. #spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much. #spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going #sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay

[dandyshucks]

arm going on !!! 30 mins to sew up one arm and attach it halfway, so I think I'm getting a little faster now w the handsewing YIPPEE !!!

#very glad I've been able to work on him today bc I've spent the entire day before this just lying down fjdkdl #fatigueeee my beloathedddddd #but !! somehow i managed to get up and work on this :3 #also i finally evolved my stubborn budew in my pkmn game LOL its taken forever omfg #and i get to see the neighbours cat this evening and for the next couple days to catsit for them YAY #i cant have any pets bc of living situation + allergies (aside from my isopods and even those were hard fought for fjfkdl) #so i always get very happy when i can catsit for the neighbours bc then i get to interact w an animal fjdksl #even if i risk my allergies flaring up LOL its worth it #dandy.cmd #dandy doll-making

[fauvester]

THE NICHOLAS BIDDLE CODING OF XIE LIAN..

#OKKKK THE HUA CHENG OF CADWALADER HAVING TO WATCH THE PERSON HE WORSHIPS FALL FROM GRACE AGAIN AND AGAIN &ETC ECT #BEING THE LAUGHINGSTOCK OF GODS WHO ARENT WORTH THE DIRT ON HIS SHOES.... #xie lian earnestly believing that good intentions and competence and loveliness and the favor of heaven was enough #enough to make up for the thoughtless cruelty of the world. and it just beats him again and again #and casts him out of heaven twice (2BUS dissolution and then BoP going under) #and now hes wandering the earth in obscurity trying to be happy despite the guilt. and the brokenness. and the truly awful hurt #that hes gone through and caused #but you look at him and see what you always have. a prince. a man of honor and intelligence and kind heart. and impossibly pretty face #lol biddle does ascend back into heaven for the third time for like a day when van buren invites him back to washington lol #ANYWAYYYYS ITS DRIVING ME CARAZAYYYYYY #the unpopular ship #oh god. the age of that tag #nb #i remember i wrote a modern au fic to this effect years ago.. but it did NOT capture the heartfroth i feel about it

[niishi]

"garp let ace die" ace killed himself. nice that you let the entire point fly over your head though. people who blame everyone else for their problems truly want there to be a villian in aces story. ace was his own worst enemy. idk how you guys think "garp let ace die" when ace would've killed himself regardless of who stepped up for him. obviously. because his entire friends and family and even hundreds of people he'd never met stepped up for him and risked their lives for him and none of that mattered. how would garps influence have changed anything? if Luffys didn't? if white beards didn't? ace wanted to die. ace chose to die. ignoring that and blaming his death on everyone else is a disservice to the story oda is trying to tell you.

#its like everyone forgot garp and aces conversation #garp telling ace that the importance of his life is up to him and no one else #garp couldve never convinced ace that his life was worth living #ace needed to find that for himself #people always want someone to blame for their unhappiness #'i wasnt able to be happy because of YOU' #youre happiness is up to you and no one else #ace made his own choice #no one killed ace #no one is the reason ace is dead except for ace #ace had the freedom in that moment to choose to live or die #and he chose death #he made the choice no one else could make for him #he answered his question to garp on his own #if you guys cant see what aces entire story mean #and you just blame it on everyone else #then you're missing the entire point #stop playing the victim game and start empathizing #oda is telling a profound story #i guess not all of us are capable of understanding whats being said

[weird-life-of-a-closet-fangirl]

currently thinking about Booth telling Sweets that he is "living with a woman outside of the bond of holy matrimony" and that's why he hasn't been to confession, because he doesn't want to confess about that right now, and how when he's confessing to his priest he doesn't confess about the whole living together before marriage thing but because he lied to the woman he loved, because he STILL doesn't want to confess about them living together because he would have to stop living with her and he loves her and his daughter and he doesn't want to leave them, but he hates the fact that he lied to her and he wants to fix that as quickly as he can, and how when Brennan goes to Booth's ex-army priest's bar thinking that he doesn't love her or want to marry her anymore, he says "Booth loves you, not being married is a sin to him, I don't think a non-believer can understand that kind of sacrifice" and how Brennan decides to have faith in Booth and how Booth is so terrified that she might leave him and so relieved when she tells him she's not going to

#bones tv #seeley booth #temperance brennan #like he loves her so much he's doing something that he believes he shouldnt be doing #because being with her is worth whatever consequences may come as a result #and he's keeping the truth from her bc he knows she would hate it if those five people died bc of her #because she's his first priority even when he's having to keep her at arm's length she's his first priority #even when its making both of them miserable he knows she'd feel even worse if he didn't do this and people died #and in the end it doesn't matter to him how he feels about the whole thing it matters that he does what makes her happy in the long run #which is why he's so set on killing pelant even though he hates killing people #like sure he's a criminal a murderer all of that but he made the love of his life unhappy and that's even worse #listen i just really really love this episode man #its s9 ep1 btw #this show makes me lose my mind every single time i watch it #also bones does such a great job with characters of faith #the fact that i can see myself in both booth and arastoo is such a huge thing to me i love this show

[todayisafridaynight]

NOOOOO NOT THAT BEING JESS' FIRST TSUTSUMI MOVIE 😭😭😭😭IT'S NOT REPRESENTATIVE OF HIS WORK I PROMMYYYY..... The Mole Song might not help his case in that regard though Hiura is A Bit Of A Pest too 😭 nowhere near the same level of course but 😭😭😭I hope you guys enjoy when you get to it!

OH BUT PLEASE please take your time and have fun with Metroid there is No Rush I'm just SO so happy you're willing to give my recommendations a shot 😭😭😭PLEASE BELIEVE IN MY MAN MOAI THOUGH I LOVE HIM...

AT THE VERY LEAST HE'S MUCH LESS OF A PEST THAN UTSUBO WAS SO.. LIKE TRULY A 'no i swear he doesn't always play characters like this please he can be really sweet and cute PLEASE BELIEVE ME' moment （；´д｀）（；´д｀）

BUT YEAH OF COURSE im always ready to get your recs a shot !! i haven't been disappointed so far and i always end up really loving the stuff you send my way, so im excited to check it out when i can ! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

#snap chats #plus the mole song movies are fun...... gotta give a lil to get a lil right.... it'll be worth.... #just tryna think of movies where he Isn't a jackass and christ. lemme scratch my head for a bit i got like five in mind maybe☠️ #HE'S PLEASANT IN PLENTY OF DRAMAS THO COMPARATIVELY just gotta watch more movies but anyways... #I BELIEVE IN MOAI THO I TRUST HIM I SEE HE'S TRYING i need him to try faster tho my man's house blew up 😭😭 #in any case..i WILL enjoy prime ty !! i SHOULD be almost done.. but then it keeps getting longer and im like Oh God. #VERY fun game tho im so happy its everything i thought itd be when i was a kid.... IN ANY CASE im gonna have some breakfast #and then HOPEFULLY i finish it today.... cause i DOOO wanna watch stuff..........

[duskythesomething]

very frustrating that there is a snake I want, I have a nice sized tank I can set up for it, I have had this snake saved for a month now and his price just dropped, and yet I still need to wait.

rambles in tags

#mrowr.txt #boyfriend says i definitely should not take on another snake #which. understandable #but i also think aside from the initial cost of setting up the tank its only a little bit more food cost? #plus it gives me more reason and benefit to buy food in bulk. #cheeseboi only eats 1 snacc a week so a 4 pack is a MONTHS worth #but shipping is 50+ on any size order online #if i went through 8-10 snacc a month rather than 4-5 that would be a lot more worthwhile to order like 25 at a time #i told him i will hold off and put more thought into it rather than being impulsive #and i'll check in a month to see if he is still for sale #and go from there depending on how my finances look #but he is the cutest lil baby and maybe im lame but i believe in fate #and if that snake pops up again while i do my random scrolls and nobody else buys him and loves him i just heckin might #bf is worried my entire apartment is being taken over by tanks but tbh ive always dreamed of that? #this isnt new? #i just finally have the finances to do so #i've always wanted a few snakes #was actually like a key plan in my ex and i's relationship #and Cheesecake makes me so happy genuinely. seeing his lil snoot pop out to say henlo when i get home #or how gentle he cuddles #i love my tank pets