#ive been missing out on goth scene style

[rhayafell]

goth stan scene kyle are so fun 😋😋

also some doodles too ‼️

#ive been missing out on goth scene style #rawr xd #south park #south park fanart #stan x kyle #style #sp style #craig x clyde #cryde #sp cryde #stan marsh #kyle broflovski #craig tucker #tweek tweak #clyde donovan #sp stan #sp kyle #sp craig #sp tweek #sp clyde

[waluijoe]

all my life ive been inspired by the punk scene and its values or what it represents for me at least,,, and like, gaying up i went full circle around many other styles i found inspiring, in art, in cinema, in clothing, etc but i always come back to punk in my own way

lately i keep coming back to 90s movies and series and it’s so inspiring to me, i feel like there was so much personnality in a lot of things and choices back then, especially in cinema, in series, in music, so much creativity but without the need to make it all look “plastic” and perfect and polished. it’s smthg thats bothering me these days,,, all this “clean” things we wanna buy and represent. the designs ? minimaListic ! our skin ? perfectly blemish free ! actors ? perfectly muscled skinny models without pores ! singers ? must all look like the genre of music they wanna blend in, edit out the eye circle and make the skin glowy and don’t forget the perfect lewks or die in a ditch. so much plastic surgery, so many perfect bodies and noses, and most movies are just blockbusters were literally every main actor has looked the same since 20years and shit. there’s sm promotion for blandness and normativity. wednesday addams was supposed to be punk goth and like,, her aesthetic was so simple that it spread around like wildfire in tiktoks and shit and it’s been copied ever since cause it was just some black prints and a sheer black dress and like. im not saying everything’s bad, there’s sm creativity now too thanks to technology and access to MORE all the time but - i miss personnality. i miss it sm. i miss the Soul Eater type of weirdo shit and styles. industries and corporations and selling and brands and becoming a brand yourself and being closely shaved and properly dressed or else you’re ugly and weird and god forbid those are the two Worst things to be nowadays.

i wanna be ugly and weird, i want the art i see to be ugly and weird and i want fun, and pores, and acnea on actors, bad teeth cause that’s how it is sometimes, and wonky noses cause that’s what makes you you sometimes, and like, personnality that doesn’t feel the need to exist in a tiny labelled box for it to be bearable. why do we care sm about mediocrity and palatable media and “targetting the most audiences we can” like,,, why do we give a fuck except for money and brainwashing,,, why. 

#ynn talks #just watching ikebukuro west gate park #and the style made me feel Things #also ilistened to Primero's TRAC and i thought damn that clip is so fkcing good #and like #i just like the whackos #i like the cheap art thats better than productions w sm money and teams that they end up meaningless #i just #im poor yeah #im poor and ugly #where are my people #why are we all trying to be people we aren't #it doesn't matter to be impressive in theory and to fit in #does it ?? matter ??? #it doesnt #god i get harassed every day for being a weirdo and now i get why lmfao #id be a nobody in another time #i wish i wasnt in This time