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lalalian · 1 month

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LITERALLY every single DR I have

I have not completed the scripts for most of them 😭😭

KEYS: 💭 = Non-Media / Not from a book, movie, or show DR

Sorry if the grammar is bad, I’m too lazy to look over this post 😭😭

Magical Girl DR 💭

heavily inspired by Precure bcccc it’s cute. Who doesn’t want to fight enemies with frilly dresses?

Regular School DR 💭

School but like filled with drama, I have some things written out 😭😭 it’s super 2015 Wattpad-y so idk if I’m gonna talk abt it

Fantasy Minecraft YouTuber DR 💭

I KNOW WHAT YOURE THINKING… I DO NOTTTT LIKE ANY MINECRAFT YOUTUBER OTHER THAN LDSHADOWLADY AND SNIFFERFISH. I MEAN THAT LITERALLY. don’t misunderstand, please and thank you 🫶

Dreamscape Station DR 💭

I had a vision, but I’ve yet to work on this script enough for me to post a lot about it 😞 I did post about it tho on my TikTok account! Essentially it’s like the backrooms but cute, ethereal, not dangerous (kinda), and full of shifters from other realities. You take a train to different parts of ‘Dreamscape’ and explore! I made tickets for this DR too 😭😭

K-Pop Stan Life DR 💭

Self explanatory. I’m gonna be a fansite, buy as many albums as I could possibly buy, and trade cards with ppl online + provide lots of freebies!

J-Pop Idol DR (💭 kinda)

This was a requested script from someone on my request form (I’ve just realized I didn’t link my request form here on tumblr… it should be up before anyone’s read this). I ended actually using this script for my love live DR cuz my old love live scripts were the ugliest thing on the planet

Obsidian Bride DR

Obsidian Bride is a manhwa that’s literally Singles Inferno but in an isekai otome manhwa world + everyone’s based off a gem, your gem is chosen based on your life and personality!

MHA DR

I was influenced to shift here bc of Priicklleshifts on TikTok 😭😭😭. I don’t really like the actual anime that much, but it seems like a really fun place to shift to! The script for this DR is 100% complete (I haven’t added anything to it for months now)

Wind Breaker DR

Wind Breaker’s a bike racing manhwa that you can read for free on Webtoon. Idk who I’m gonna date, but I literally CANNOT date Jay bc he reminds me of my brother 😭😭

Made of Stardust DR

I’m so mad that nobody’s shifting here 😭 if you like fantasy romance books, stars, enemies to lovers, magical forests, angst, etherealism, I bet your ass would want to shift here. I plan to be Kalisa, and so far I don’t want to change the plot

Futuristic K-Pop DR 💭

Also self explanatory. I do have a filled version of this DR up if anyone wants to use it (It’s not in my current format tho cuz the script is old asf😭). I scripted in a contestant show where the contestants would come from different planets (Mars, Earth, and Kepler smth… I don’t remember the numbers)

Better CR DR 💭

The place I’ll probably be permashifting to

Hallows Ball DR 💭

Okay so I started this script like 2 years ago or smth and I was supposed to finish it before Halloween (it’s a masquerade ball DR but with a twist) and I just haven’t finished it yet 😭 let’s hope I finish it this year

How to Get my Husband on my Side DR

Another manhwa DR!

TGCF DR

I bought the first book to read bc I absolutely loved the anime 😭😭 I haven’t read more than like 30 pgs… I just really don’t like it when books are in third person 😭😭

Fantasy Kpop DR 💭

I completely forgot about this DR until I went through my TikTok account to see how ugly my themes were 😭😭 Basically this DR is set in a fantasy world, each of the kpop groups I scripted in are of different species (fae, vampires, elves, etc…) and I’ve gotta gather certain groups to help me find artifacts in every single kingdom so that magic doesn’t disappear (so corny omfggg…)

Hogwarts DR

I only wanted to shift here bc everyone else wanted to 😭😭

Old Kpop DR 💭

Not gonna shift here anymore, but the script is complete 😭😭 I remade it for my Kpop contestant DR

Kpop Contestant DR 💭

Self explanatory, there’s filled and non filled versions on my linktree

My Own Kpop Group DR 💭

This script happens in the same reality as my Kpop contestant one, this is this group I’ll be in once my contestant group disbands. My own Kpop group is time and mythology themed!

Laurier Academy DR 💭

An actual idol school DR, you learn how to be a Kpop idol + a bunch of other stuff. I made a whole school website for this DR and there’s a four versions of this script:

Filled Co-Ed

Empty Co-Ed

Filled Girls Only

Empty Girls Only

(Co-ed is all genders in one school)

Elite School DR 💭

Idk why anyone uses this script bc not only is it ugly but the formatting is 😨😨 this was my first script that I posted to TikTok, and it has all the characters from my other DRs as students. Idk why, but I made everyone has an animal form. Mines a cat (kinda boring but I wanna be able to sneak around 😭)

Dragon Rider Academy (Aethergarde Academy DR) 💭

There’s also a filled version of this script in my linktree, don’t recommend it tho cuz it’s also poorly formatted and ugly. I think this was the second script I posted on my TikTok account

Shifting Library DR (Realmwalker Library) 💭

It’s a shifting library but better! All the books here are written by shifters. There’s different sections for world building, storytimes, quizzes, fanfics (of other ppls DRs), tips & methods, nsfw storytimes (adults only plz), philosophy related to shifting, and discussions about shifting (idk why I didn’t just merge discussions with philosophy..). Don’t be surprised if some or most of the shifters here aren’t human! I scripted that all non malevont beings that shift can come here; this does also mean that the books are automatically translated into the language you understand best. Oh and the authors aren’t always going to be human.

Love and Deepspace DR

My script for this one is pretty much complete, but I really want to know more about MC’s evol before shifting here 😭

Mental Health DR

I won’t talk about this DR at all on TikTok or on here (sorry) bc it’s super personal and I don’t want to seem like a damn baby 😭😭. I’m actually kind of scared of men irl, plus I didn’t have the best high school experience in my DR. My goal with this DR is to practice talking to people and get over my fear of men. This DR is my first ever DR; my original intent with shifting is to help get over my fear of men + people in general, especially taller people

Waiting Room

My waiting room is essentially an isekai manhwa mansion 😭😭 I scripted that there’s a serving cart with one of those 3 tiered afternoon snack things + milk tea, the milk tea has special properties that calm me down immediately when I drink it. My goal is to use the smell of the tea to know that I’ve shifted, and to drink the tea so I don’t fuck myself over and shift back to my OR 😭😭

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nvertheless · 2 years

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ADOR INN — jay park

sypnosis -> you and your two best friends go eat at a restaurant your friend has been talking non stop about, you enjoyed it! 1. for the food and 2.. for the attractive waiter who had been serving you guys that night?

pairing -> waiter!jay x fem reader

ft -> le sserafim’s yunjin, kepler’s chaehyun & enhypen’s sunghoon

contains -> fluff, crack, mentions of food, one sexual joke, chaehyun and yunjin being supportive best friends!!

# of words -> 2.7k

authors note -> this entire story is based off of me and tai /@un-flirt with our other friend going to a restaurant and having a really attractive waiter!! we didn’t get his number obv but i will say this automatically made me want to write this based on jay 😭 so i hope you all enjoy!

you and your two best friends, yunjin and chaehyun had been hanging out in town for a couple of hours now, having your little “girls night”

“guys let’s sit down! please i’m so tired of walking.” chaehyun complained as you nodded your head and yunjin laughed. “that’s because you decided to buy 5 things of clothes!” “i’m sorry i don’t have anything in my closet!” you laughed at your two best friends.

you found a spot as you guys took a seat near a restaurant chaehyun had been going on about ever since you got there. “guys do you think we can go in there to eat?” chaehyun asked for the fifth time today.

you looked at yunjin, who had been looking through her phone. “im okay with that, is that fine with you yunjin?” you asked yunjin because you were starting to get hungry as well.

yunjin turned her phone off and looked towards the restaurant. she nodded her head, “i’m down with that.” “perfect!” chaehyun got up from her seat and started walking towards the restaurant. you and yunjin quickly got up and followed her, knowing how fast she walked.

you all made your way into the restaurant that was named “ador inn” and oh boy, was the restaurant nice. “holy shit i feel like i don’t belong here, why is it so nice?” you joking said.

“hi! welcome to ador inn, how many people will you be with today?” the front desk lady. “oh hi! can we have a table for three?” yunjin asked. “a table for three.” the lady turned over to the other worker as she grabbed three menus. “alright follow me this way!” she said as you three followed her.

she sat you guys down at a nice table with a candle lit up right in the middle. “enjoy your stay!” she said as you all thanked her. “holy shit chae this is such a fancy place?” yunjin said, looking at the interior.

“i know right!” she said excitedly as you laughed. you three looked through the menu for a little bit before footsteps came towards your way. you looked up to see..

woah.

“hi ladies! welcome to ador inn! im jay and i’ll be your waiter for tonight.” he had short dyed dark blue hair, he was tall and wore his uniform so nicely, plus he had piercings to match his look.

he was fine.

you were starstruck by him you looked over to see chaehyun and yunjin, who’s eyes widened by his charming looks. “so im not the only one.” “would you guys like to start off with any drinks for tonight?” “i’ll just take a water!” yunjin politely said to him as he wrote it down on his notepad.

“i’ll have a lemonade!” chaehyun replied as you looked down at the menu, not knowing what to get. “and what would you like miss?” he politely asked. “i.. uh..” “we have water, lemonade, soda and cocktails if you are of age for it.” he jokingly said as you laughed.

“no no i’ll just take a coke!” you replied to him as he smiled and wrote it down. “alright i’ll be back with your drinks soon and will you guys need time to look over the menu?” he politely asked. you all nodded and thanked him as he walked off.

you smiled at chaehyun before putting your hands on your face. “he was so cute whatthefuck.” you mumbled as chaehyun nodded her head at a fast pace. “yeah no i won’t lie he was really cute.” yunjin agreed with you.

“you should get his number y/n!” chaehyun suggested. “shut up chae i’m not doing that.” you responded back to her as yunjin snorted. “i mean… it’s not a bad idea y/n.” you shook your head laughing as you looked back on the menu.

it was a couple of minutes before your good looking waiter came back to you guys with your drinks. “here’s your water, lemonade and.. your coke.” he softly said as he passed your drinks over. you all thanked him as you could feel your face get hot.

“y/n stay focus!”

“have you ladies decided on what to order yet?” he asked as you all gave each other a look of approval before nodding. “i’ll take a club salad.” yunjin responded first as he wrote it down on his notepad. “i’ll just have the chicken sandwich.” chaehyun said.

when it got to you ordering you suddenly froze out of nowhere, “uh.. actually do you know what’s good here? or a meal you recommend at all?” you asked, suddenly not knowing what you wanted.

“hm.. i say my favorite meal is the original pasta, it’s really amazing and everyone who eats it loves it, i think you’d like it a lot!” jay replied with a soft smile on his face.

he was so attractive, and helpful? woah.

“then i’ll take that!” you responded back as he smiled and wrote it down. “alright perfect, i’ll take these out of your hands for you guys then.” he said taking your menu’s. he walked away as you never heard the end of it from yunjin and chaehyun.

“y/n i know you clearly knew what you wanted, was that your way of trying to get him to speak more?” yunjin jokingly asked as you tried to defend yourself. “no im being serious! i didn’t know what i wanted.” chaehyun let out a small snort.

“y/n just ask for his number already, i mean what’s the harm in it?” “i mean..” you looked over at him, who was laughing at something his co worker was saying, before making eye contact with you as you quickly looked back at your friends. “what if he has a girlfriend?” “just try y/n! your no fun.”

“.. i’ll think about it.” chaehyun let out a cheer that was a little too loud as yunjin shushed her. you guys talked about whatever was going on in your lives to each other. you guys sat there for a couple of minutes before another waiter came by your table with your food.

“woah that was really quick.” you thought in your head as she put your foods down. you all thanked her as you dived into your food. “woah! shit why the fuck is this salad good?” yunjin said with a shocked tone to her voice.

“these fries.. im about to start moaning in the middle of this restaurant cause holy fuck.” chaehyun said as you let out a ew and yunjin side eyed her. you took a bite of your pasta as your eyes widened. “oh wow this is really good what the hell?” you responded.

you guys sat and ate for a little while as jay came back, “how are we doing? is the food good?” you all nodded. “this is really good! thank you so much.” you told him as he smiled at you. “no problem, i told you the pasta was good!” he said with a slight side smile plastered on his face.

“just let me know if you guys would like anything else.” he said as he walked to another table. you felt your cheeks as they were hot. “y/n he wants you so badly now ask for his number.” chaehyun teased you. “stopp he doesn’t want my number he was just being nice just as waiters are.” you told her.

“okay yeah i’ll believe that like he wasn’t smiling like he was a middle schooler in love just by talking to you.” yunjin pointed out. what. “i.. you know what i’m just gonna-“ you put a piece of your pasta in your mouth and stopped talking.

yunjin and chaehyun laughed at you as you guys just sat and finished your individual foods. you guys talked before jay came back. “how was your guys meals?” “they were amazing!” chaehyun responded to him in a happy tone. “that’s good, i’m glad you guys enjoyed your meals!” he said.

“would you guys like to pay now?” “yes and do you guys have apple pay?” yunjin asked him as she volunteered to pay for your meals. “yes we do! for apple pay you can come up to me and pay at my computer over there.” he pointed to his computer that was hooked up near the bar area.

yunjin nodded as jay went quickly to give you all the check, he quickly made his way back and put the check at your table. “just come meet me whenever your ready!” he said with a smile on his face as he walked over to his computer.

you all looked at the bill which was.. $60. it wasn’t that bad for yunjin as she nodded before bringing up apple pay on her phone. “wait! we should give him a tip!” chaehyun suggested. you and yunjin agreed with her idea as you took out your money from your pocket and counted it.

“y/n you should give him your 20.” chaehyun teased you once again as you laughed and genuinely liked the idea of just giving him the 20 dollar bill you have as a tip. “wait y/n.. you should put your number on the back of the check.” yunjin suggested.

“are you guys serious?” they both nodded. you thought about it as you sighed. “.. does anyone have a pen?” chaehyun giggled like a manic as she looked through her bag and found a working pen. you grabbed the check and pen as you started writing a small note and your number.

“okay i did it, now what do i do?” you asked as you gave the pen back to chaehyun. you having no flirting experience was really hard. “you give him the tip with the paper and yunjin will pay!” “but.. what if he doesn’t text me or thinks it’s weird?” you asked as yunjin scoffed.

“y/n your thinking too much about it, don’t worry!“ yunjin reassured you as you sighed before you all stood up, pushing your chairs in and walking over to jay, who was talking to one of his co workers.

he gave out one last sentence before looking at you three. “you guys ready to pay?” he asked, yunjin nodded as she hooked her apple pay onto the small tablet, paying fast for your meals. the other check for him printed out as he gave it to her. “sign the bottom portion and your all good to go!” he said.

she signed it as chaehyun looked at you to give it to him. you felt your heart beat fast out of your chest as yunjin gave him back the check. “alright perfect! thank you so much for coming to ador inn!” you walked up to him and shyly gave him the money and paper that was underneath it.

he smiled at you as he took it from your hands. “thank you so much!” he said before opening the dollar to see a.. 20? “woah wait a second.. a 20?” he said, confused by your sweet action.

“thank you so much? what the hell that’s so.. thank you so much oh my god!” he said in a happy tone as you shyly smiled at him before walking away. “have a good evening!” chaehyun said as he looked at you all walking away and out of the restaurant doors.

“damn jay! i don’t even get a 20 dollar bill everyday.. you must’ve done something for her to give you that.” sunghoon, one of jay’s co workers and best friends, said as jay had a shock look on his face.

“oh shit wait there’s a note under it.” jay said as he unwrap the note from the money, he opened it and he suddenly froze.

“hey! i know this is really random but i honestly thought you were really cute and i just wanted to give you my number for being kind to me and my friends, text me if you want to of course, xxx - xxx - xxxx

l/n y/n, the girl who asked you for the food recommendation :)”

“damn jay! get it!” sunghoon cheered him on reading the note from behind. jay felt butterflies come into his stomach as his cheeks were turning into a pink color.

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you got home later that night, walking inside your room and jumping on your bed, face first onto your pillow. you laid there as you didn’t want to move from your position. you felt your eyes start to get droopy as you closed them.

until your phone buzzed next to you, you grabbed your phone and turned it on, thinking it might’ve been your groupchat with chaehyun and yunjin, it was a.. random number? as the text message said.

“hey! this is y/n right? this is jay, your waiter from ador inn! i also thought you were pretty cute too :)”

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sweetmastermind · 2 years

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*Request & Works in Progress*

Readings List ~ Update every Sunday (if your request is not here you can resent it but please read the rules first)

Impatient waiting? You can buy a Kofi or Tea to prioritize your request, or just to support the blog 😊

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P1harmony - dynamics

Stayc - dynamics WIP

Treasure - dynamics

New Jeans -dynamics

Nct Jungwon x Chenle dynamics

Seventeen Hoshi x Lee Soohyuk dynamics

On/off stage personality IVE Wonyoung

On/off stage personality IVE Yujin

On/off stage personality IVE Rei

On/off stage personality TxT Taehyun

How the industry views Jay

How the industry views BTS JK

How the industry views NewJeans

How female idols view Seventeen Mingyu

How female idols view Nct Taeyong

How female idols view Itzy Ryujin

How female idols views nct 127

How male idols view itzy Ryujin

How male idols view itzy Yeji

How male idols view Twice Jeongyeon

How male idols view Wonyoung

How NJ and the public view Min Heejin

Exo, Ateez, Blackpink vibes

First thing Itzy finds attractive

First thing Ikon + BI finds attractive

First thing TNX finds attractive

Skz Hyunjin as a boyfriend

Wei Junseo as a boyfriend

Enhypen Niki as a boyfriend

Moonbyul as a girlfriend

Nct Haechan in a relationship

Enhypen Jay in a relationship

Lesserafim Kazuha - Career

Nct Junwoo - Career

Who is more likely to be into spirituality in Enhypen

Jaehyun - love reading

Chenle - love reading

SNSD Yoona - love reading

Hyunjin and Seungmin Skz - love reading

Seventeen Vernon - Love reading

Liz x Wonyoung dynamics

Jay x Jungwon dynamics

Nayeon x Sana dynamics

Wonho x Monsta x dynamics

Who in txt is dating

Who in Seventeen is dating

Who in Monsta x is dating

How Enhypen views Sunoo

Check-up Chenle

Check-up Bangchan

Check up Sung Hanbin and view as a leader

Mini personality for bts V

Mini personality for Skz Han

Mini personality for &Team K

Description of Ateez fandom and How the Group sees it

Any friendship between IVE, Lesserafim, Itzy and Aespa?

What scandals could nct dream have?

Predictions: Nmixx, Enhypen, Stray kids, Ive, Ateez, TXT

What kind of promotions/activities does each member of newjeans like to do

Kepler future prediction

How txt feel about fan wars between Moas and Stays

What scandals nct dream can have?

What txt think about fanwars between Moas and Stays

Kepler feelings toward the management of the new BG

Patreon Update

Black label new gg

Ador new group

#tarot reading #kpop tarot #tarot #kpop

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cupuasu · 1 year

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i started watching bp yesterday (even tho i said i would rather die than do it bc girls planet fucking traumatized me) and its insane how these surviving shows didnt change one bit. they lost SO MANY good idols and the final lineup consists of five koreans who do nothing but look pretty like it's just so fucking unfair. we coulda had haruto, keita, jay, anthonny, kong or zihao like FUCKKKKKKKK and hoetaek not making it either is a JOKE LMFAOOOOOOOOOO. this shouldve happened in kepler with yunjin because the bitch does not sing or dance well much neither is she a good leader!!!! the only thing hui was not good at was dancing but he excelled in the rest!!!

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dark-nana · 1 year

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when I tell you I didn’t expect people to hate on keita Matthew and jay so much.

Like I just saw someone on Twitter call jay “the dude” LIKE WTAF

ALSO JUNHYEON WHY IS HE SO LOW he’s being treated as the laughing stock and its sad my boy needs to debut

Im afraid the fans for this group regardless of the people winning are gonna be the same as Kepler mainly cause they’re gonna keep that shitty solo pick mentality 💀

Anyways vote for keita Matthew junhyeon and jay 🫶

#bp #boys planet #boys planet 999 #keita #jay chang #seok matthew #kum junhyeon

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twinstakes · 7 months

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Minnesota Twins Wild Card Series Game 1 Recap vs Toronto Blue Jays - October 3rd, 2023

The Minnesota Twins started a 3-game Wild Card Playoff Series against the Toronto Blue Jays yesterday. They were trying to break an 18-game Postseason losing streak even though that streak had very little to do with any of the players on the 2023 team. Quick 2023 Season Recap The 2023 Minnesota Twins were just 45-46 at the All-Star Break and had fallen to 2nd in the American League Central…

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dreamsculptor · 1 year

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A post about what I’ve been doing, and how I’ve been doing:

I got a job around July of last year. It’s right around the block from where I live, so I have essentially no difficulty showing up for my shifts. On top of that, the people I work with are all completely delightful and constantly show me that they care about me and my well-being, co-workers and managers alike.

To drive home the fact: my birthday passed in February. I requested my birthday off, and I got it, but when I came back to work for my next shift, my executive chef had literally bought a cake for me. After I got off my break and returned to the line, there was the Minions birthday song playing on the speakers. ( 😭 ) But my chef was standing at my station with the cake and candles in it for me.

My assistant general manager had also put a candle in a Hostess cupcake and brought it to me mid-rush as a gift:

I had a party on my birthday - which only about 4 or 5 of my friends were able to attend, but I’m grateful they did - and one of my coworkers gave me his two favorite books, Into the Magic Shop and The Obstacle is the Way. I finished ITMS recently and it was so outstanding it made me cry on numerous occasions. I have yet to start TOITW. I see why ITMS is one of his favorites, and I look forward to reading TOITW. I overwhelmingly recommend reading Into the Magic Shop (author James R. Doty, MD).

Do you remember Avery? and Mokushi? The story that Avery was originally part of has been slightly overhauled, and the previous owner of Mokushi transferred ownership of her to me. I’ve expanded the rest of the “TARDUS Crew” with 3 new characters - Renatas Monte, Emil Oberto, and Hường Hoa. I’ve started working on a few little pieces of writing for the TARDUS story itself, which can be found on the site, but I also expanded into Fallout 4 AU territory with “To Change and Not to Change” (subtitle What Grief Does to People, for the ridiculous acronym TCANTCWGDTP) which I have gotten heavily invested in. The stories of Mokushi, Emil, and Danse are outlined, and I have yet to write out Avery’s story. Hường also comes into play in Mokushi’s story, and I have plans to write out Mokushi and Hường’s initial meeting.

(Footnote for TARDUS/TCANTC: There’s an ‘incorrect quotes’ page on the TARDUS site. Very fun to read, and offers a quick depiction of the relationships between the characters/how they tend to interact with each other. “K” stands for me, Kepler, because I’m funny.)

All in all, only outlines taken into account, I have written ~7,500 words for TCANTC. I have also drawn a comic titled “Medical Attention” for one of the events in TCANTC, as well as a 3-chapter, ~8k word fic following TCANTC’s version of the Blind Betrayal quest from Fallout 4. It is available to read on my website, and also hosted on Archive of Our Own. (Don’t @ me, it’s still one of the best-constructed and high-traffic writing sites on the internet.) I’ve also commissioned Moth to build a site for me, which looks amazing - it can be found at a sub-link of his Neocities, here.

I’ve stayed close with a few of my friends from Tumblr, like Moth and Apollo. A few others have hovered around though I haven’t stayed in extensive close contact with them, like Hero, Isadora, and Jay. I’ve also made a variety of new friends, such as Capt, Xeno, Clymene, Shiny, and Hacksick. I’ve been spending a lot of time talking to - and doing writing sprints with - some slightly older, more experienced writers, who I will not name to maintain their anonymity. They don’t face publicly on the internet, and I expect they would appreciate me upholding that. I’ve also been making friends with my neighbors and the people in my community - who I also will not name, for my safety and their privacy. If I didn’t name-drop you directly, and you expected to be here - sorry! There’s a whole lot of people that come in and out, or who pop up for a conversation or two every once in a while, and I appreciate you just the same. ❤️

I also broke up with and cut off my ex-girlfriend who I mentioned at times in the past. She still lives near me, which I loathe, but I don’t cross paths with her very often, which I am grateful for. In her stead, I have been talking to and connecting with a variety of other trans people in my area. All around, it’s been good to fill my life with close friends and real people. I feel much more present, less isolated, much happier, and more fulfilled for it.

I have also been stepping up to do more volunteer work for the less fortunate people in my city and the surrounding area. There is a mission that I’ve started to work with weekly to distribute food to the homeless, and I personally take leftover food from work (that would normally get thrown away at the end of the day) to redistribute to the homeless people directly in my neighborhood.

The weather around here has also been steadily improving - less snow and more sunshine - and I look forward to when the days start getting warmer so I can return to rollerblading regularly. With my job being so close to my home (just about a mile), I greatly enjoy rollerblading to work when the weather permits. When the weather is too cold but the streets aren’t snowed over, I usually like to take an electric scooter. If there is snow outside, I tend to get a Lyft to work.

I also decided to make the bad wonderful decision to install Final Fantasy XIV, and I’ve sunk 80+ hours into it already. I’m completely taken with the story of it - though I haven’t even finished the storyline of A Realm Reborn (the ‘base game’) - and I greatly enjoy the photo mode that it offers. If anyone else plays FFXIV, I’m Syn Kepler on the Siren world on the Aether datacenter. I plan on making at least one more character, on a different datacenter, sometime in the future. It’s been a lot of fun.

I’ve especially fallen in love with Thancred Waters and Cid Garlond. My main character, Syn, is a male Au Ra with the height scale set to maximum, and everyone looks tiny compared to him. I love it. (Thancred is in the first picture, Cid in the second.)

All around, life has been good. Things have gotten weird at times, and pretty awful at others, but I find that they impact me much less nowadays. Even when I think about bad things, when I remember negative memories, when things go awry, the negative emotions I feel about them are an under-current compared to the joy of living my day to day life. I wake up in the mornings happy to start a new day, to talk to my friends, to see my co-workers, to work on the things that I love. The positives of my life, after 20+ years, finally outweigh the negatives. It makes me grateful that I survived the dozens of suicide attempts throughout my life, that I’ve finally made it to that ever-preached day that “it gets better.”

It really does get better. You might - if not most likely, will - suffer. Life will be shitty, sometimes. You’ll lose friends so close to you it makes you want to die, but after the fact, you will earn new friends that you find just as much joy with. Different changes in life will make different people happy - what made me happy was freedom, to move out of the South, to live on my own, to be able to cut and color my hair and dress all the ways that I want to. To live in a place that I do not constantly fear for my safety as a transgender, gender-non-conforming, nonbinary person. To work with people who accept me at face value and don’t harass me for being transgender, who don’t say transphobic things to my face and behind my back. To work in the kitchen, and not in the dining, to not deal with customers - who have often also been the perpetrators of harassment in the past.

I’ve updated my blog themes to contain the lyrics to Sunshine by Atmosphere (YouTube, Spotify) because it wonderfully reflects the joy I finally have in life.

In the words of Slug (the MC of Atmosphere), whom I love so dearly:

Every day that gets to pass is a success.

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A list of albums I’ve found and loved (Spotify links only):

Fight With Tools - FLOBOTS Cardboard Castles - Watsky When Life Gives You Lemons - Atmosphere God Loves Ugly - Atmosphere Knew School - Knowmads Prohibition Swing - Lyre Le Temps Power in Numbers - Jurassic 5 This Is How We Get Better - The Narcissist Cookbook

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skylerhasel · 1 year

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Jean-Luc Bilodeau is a Canadian actor who starred as Ben Wheeler in the ABC Family channel program Baby Daddy from 2012 to 2017. From 2006 to 2009, Bilodeau played Josh Trager in the ABC Family channel program Kyle XY. He is also known for playing Jay Kepler in the Disney Channel Original Movie 16 Wishes in 2010.

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onceuponmykpop · 2 years

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KPOP GROUPS I STAN & KNOW A LOT ABOUT:

BTS

They were the first group that brought me over to Kpop and it all started with RM saying he learned English through F.R.I.E.N.D.S on the Ellen Show.... I'd never been so interested in someone so much in my life and I found that I just had to get to know who he was and who BTS was.

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BLACKPINK

Their songs were so hard to ignore, and I loved how classy they looked in their MV's... Finding out that Rosé was from New Zealand had me pay closer attention to them even if it was for such a small detail. Which I'm so glad I did...

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TOMORROW X TOGETHER

Crown was always on repeat... and it was no suprise that every other song they released after that just kept getting added to my playlist.. Not to mention I couldn't help getting to know each of the boys beginning with Yeonjun...

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Stray Kids

'Miroh' was the first song I looked in to because I found out a part of their dance was inspired by the 'Haka', which is from my culture in New Zealand... I fell for Han so fast because of his rapping skills, his voice and just how adorable he was.... and it was hard not to love the rest of the boys after...

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Enhypen

Sunoo stole my heart the moment he performed "Crown" ... or should I say the moment he walked in to I-LAND... And I can tell you that each of the other boys entrance performances never disappointed me, either. From Jay, Jake and Sunghoon's stage presence, to Jungwon and Heeseung's vocals, and Niki's Dancing skills, how could I not love them all... and not to mention the rest of the boys from I-LAND...

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Seventeen

The moment they walked in to I-LAND to evaluate the Top11, I was mesmerized by the Performance Team. Hoshi caught my eye first with his personality and smile... then The8 with the way he spoke to Niki and looked at Heeseung while the others laughed. Jun and Dino were absolutely adorable in their reactions to Taki... The rest of Seventeen slowly became apart of my life as I watched GoSe and any other content I consumed of theirs...

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Kep1er

I found out about Kepler after Girls Planet 999 through Hikaru and Bahyyih's friendship all over Social Media... So I went back and watched Girls Planet only to grow attached to not only the Kepler girls, but the rest girls from the survival show...

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Lesserfim

Fearless had me wanting to listen to it all the time... and I couldn't help but follow these girls... Even with everything that had been going on, I was still willing to stay with them no matter what happened...

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New Jeans

Their songs are amazing, there's no question about that. I love the sound of them... and the girls are so adorable. As someone that loves R&B, I couldn't help but love their music...

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&Team

Because I followed all the boys from I-LAND, I ended up watching another Survival show which resulted in me following Taki, K, EJ & Nicholas debuting with more people I fell for. Even though I wished all of them could've stayed together, I was willing to stay by them no matter what happened....

#seventeen #le sserafim #&team #bts #blackpink #stray kids #new jeans #kepler #tomorrow x together #enhypen #kpop

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