#kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

oh fuck off i cant even read his stupid orange text wall

#this should probably go on the sideblog but #ugh #kismet.txt

[kafziels]

why are all the 30+ year olds on here losers

#why are you booing me? im omniscient #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

sorry bro im not listening to arctic monkeys with you

#kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

how do i know if im actually aromantic

#kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

i've shown some of my drawings to my mom and now i think she likes kanaya

#kismet.txt #she likes her horns too. she thinks they're funny #i haven't shown her most of the other trolls tho

[ghosts-lot]

imagina ser un vato cual fetiche sean los millonarios con moralidades cuestionables

#ya ni yo #citando a la tía andi aquí #y hablando de alpha bros or whatever #not el spanglish #anyway #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

can i go now

#to the fire #<- not going to the fire but they sure are sending me there #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

ok i just read two pages and i have to take a break already

#kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

why do i even read it anymore

#i derive no enjoyment out of this #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

oh god not the timeloop

#tumblr is just being difficult #you know. the timeloop #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

every so often i think i should get shot (not really its just a vague thought you know what i mean) and afterwards i think that theres probably someone out there who could do it and i have to ask myself again if i really want that. like thats not a thing i should just say out loud (or post or whatever) but theres also a lot of other things that you shouldnt just say to someone but other people still do. i mean i dont think most people who say that kind of thing completely unbothered like its nothing have this thought process (that is to say paranoid) or even a "normal" thought process anyway

#what am i trying to say here #i was going to post this on my sideblog at first but i got a bit carried away #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

my cat should be going into labour any moment now im so anxious when the first kitten pops out i might cry

#im trying to calm down #ive never benefited from breathing exercises more #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

i just lived through the scariest moment of my life i feel like im going to go completely bald from the stress in the next hour or so

#i dont know how to tag this but uhhh #vent ig #ok well i thought my cat had passed away in her sleep (she didnt thankfully) #like she was breathing and everything but when i tried waking her up because she was almost falling from the edge of my bed she wouldnt rea #even though shes very sensitive (?) to that kind of thing #ill get close and shell wake up immediately #but this time i tried calling her name and moving her a bit #not too much because i was really scared and i didnt want to hurt her #and it didnt work #so i went looking for my grandmother (the only other adult here) #and she stepped into the room and called her name twice out loud and she woke up the second time #so of course we were both relieved but i almost break down crying #i still want to cry a bit #i was about to go back to bed because i didnt sleep last night but now im a bit worried #she seems very tired as well #maybe because shes carrying little baby kittens inside her but uhhhh #yeah #kismet.txt #excuse the english on this on ughh

[ghosts-lot]

you get a notification in the activity tab but when you check theres nothing uOOoOhhHh

#thats supposed to be a ghost #whatever #kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

this is what happens when i go to sleep early. i woke up in the middle of the night 3 hours ago and now i cant sleep at all. i was really hoping staying up all day yesterday might help with insomnia even when i know it doesnt work like that but man. i just cant win

#kismet.txt

[ghosts-lot]

not only am i too lazy to cook i also cant think of at least one thing i could eat. i open the fridge and my brain doesnt register anything. there is nothing here, in fact.

#kismet.txt