#kon is all about keeping up his tough guy persona and is also terrified of nude intimacy bc of transness

[butchjesus]

do you ever come up with an idea so devastating for two characters you just have to sit there like. why am I like this. why must I make them suffer so. and yet regardless, you must. is that just me or

#original #ocs #this is about sebastian and konstantine and baths #seb is extremely closed off and has no idea how to navigate nonsexual intimacy. last person who bathed him was a vampire who then #drank his blood #pretty scary overall #kon is all about keeping up his tough guy persona and is also terrified of nude intimacy bc of transness #but they get to a point where they; albeit out of necessity; agree to bathe together #both uncomfortable but WANTING that confort so bad; WILLING it.... and THEN...... #no.... I shant say............ #ugh ugh ugh. the reveal is going to be so devestating for sebastian and kon will have no idea and be hurt so badly #by the not knowing. ARRRGH!!! #anyway #the grey circle #devastating** comfort** oopsie