toothpaste my friend my pal............. how would you sum up the next oao chapter in one (1) word that can't be pining........... also. do you have any sort of eta on when it will be up? 👀👀 anxiously & patiently waiting here :))))
anon, mon amour. e hoa <3 hmmmm.. one word (two words).... self-sabotage :-)))
aw yes i was aiming for mid-week but alas. tragedy struck (my family's cat died :-((((((((( ziggy my beloved </333) there is an end in sight tho i PROMMy we are in the home stretch now xxxxx
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They have started my mons treatment at the hospital. One of the reasons she can't leave is because she has diabetes and they don't want to send her glucose sky high on steroids and send her home
She wasn't on any insulin before this but now she's on a fast acting and a slow acting insulin plus steroids plus all her regular meds
Once they get it all balanced they said she can leave
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every once in a while i think about how i just learned very recently that i had a cancer scare when i was a kid and thats why i was going from hospital to hospital so often
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sometimes it's just me and my one direction playlist against this stupid world
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WAIT LMAOOO i had a stressful ass dream last night where i learned that my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer and she needed to do chemotherapy and radiation but We all knew she wasnt gonna do any fuckign chemotherapy or radiation bcuz she's late for everything and doesnt give a fuck about her own life
and my dad was telling me about this and ALSO how he's in his 60s or whatever now and he's unhealthy too and he had like another disease that was probably gonna kill him if he didnt end up murdered in prison. anyway my mom was gonna die in like...... 6 months and my dad is already an older parent so he had maybe 5-10 years left and i was supposed to tell my sister our mom was dying she was like ^_^
and i just ended up ACTING OUT at her bcuz i was so pissed that in a few years i wasnt going to have any parents left and she gets her dad and his stupid ass young family and wife in the suburbs and their happy lives and her kids will have grandparents while mine never will and i was like fully sobbing. What was that about. was my subconcious telling me my parents are like about to die???
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