#literally paralysed

[dabislittlemouse]

Why stop at a threesome? Imagine having an orgy with the entire league of villains: Dabi, Shigaraki, Twice, Compress, and Spinner! One cock in your mouth, one in your pussy, one in your ass, and one in both of your hands~

PLS YOU GUYSSSJDBANDBSKDJD- 🫣

Oh to be the League’s cumdump <3 they let you join because you are just the most obedient little slut, always ready to please each of them, or all of them at the same time too

Dabi and Tomura would be the roughest of them all while Compress, Twice and Spinner are softer, praising you for doing so good~

#B’s inbox🦋 #SQUEALING #the way you won’t be walking the other day #literally paralysed #mha smut #bnha smut #dabi #tomura shigaraki #x reader

[rotteneldritchhorror]

I will forever stand by the fact that Susan has the most brutal death in walten files

#literally— #the kids deaths and rosemary’s deaths are really sad #but Susan literally was brutally paralysed only to slowly die from starvation- barely able to breathe- not being able to move— #that shit is BRUTAL #Its so— #I don’t wanna say cool but you get what I mean #🪲 #walten files #susan woodings #twf #twf susan #the walten files

[raytm]

I wanna write ships so bad but I fucking forgot how to like idk be like hey bestie wanna ship 💅

#I LITERALLY #do not know how to breach conversation I just go #if I sit down and be good they might send me an ask one day #ima o ??? #I’m either like ADHD in ur DMs going AWGWGDVVFFVVVF #or I just stand in the corner like the socially paralysed insect I am #ooc.

[soulmvtes]

god buses make me soooooo anxious

#i literally sit there for like the entire ten minutes or however long the journey is absolutely paralysed following the route #in a state of mind as if im being hunted for sport #diary #tiyas thoughts

[howlsmovinglibrary]

6500 / 10000 words into the FINAL CHAPTER OF MY FUCKING THESIS and we are VIBRATING IN OUR CHAIRS LADS.

#academia tag #personal #the way i literally have to sneak up on this chapter (doing analysis book by book and then linking it together) #(rather than writing A Chapter with An Argument. it current has no intro or conclusion) #bc if I look at it as My Last Chapter I become literally paralysed with fear #but what if the textual analysis i've written was... good. actually??? #what if i didn't think it sucked like every other chapter i've ever drafted. #bc this is the straight cut english lit chapter and i know how to Do That. #anyway Darklord of Derkholm thank you for being very good to bullshit about xx

[vigilskeep]

I can def imagine Zev playing it up and maybe throwing in some Antivan lines cause he KNOWS how people view Antivans and then-

Tristan, in Antivan: "Do the Crows not background check their targets?"

Personally, I think they would, but this IS Zev suicide attempt tbh. He just took the job and maybe didn't look. Also, Oriana probably told Tristan stories, tbh so maybe he knows already.

i think zev does suspect that tristan knows antivan but tristan’s trying to hide it in case zev gives something away bc he doesn’t trust him yet so zev keeps saying absurd things in antivan to get him to flinch or laugh. but he’s a tough one to crack... actually i think eventually a redcliffe or circle mage child is going to get foisted into tristan’s arms and zev is going to catch him humming an antivan lullaby oriana used to sing for oren and go “AHA I WAS RIGHT” “zevran! she’s finally sleeping!” “aha i was right”

#im not going to lie the whole road ambush does not feel very. #i dont sense long months of preparation behind jt #*it #i dont think weeks of background check work went into hiring a mage #whose paralyse spell got immediately negated by one of the two of us having literal templar training

[nedsseveredhead]

Is there anything more terrifying than your mother being angry in the other room

#literally paralyses me tbh #i know i know there are worse things #but its a top ten nausea inducing moment for me so

[strawberrysodaslut]

me: i should start writing this fic i’ve been planning

my little perfectionist paralysis brain: no we haven’t planned enough!!

me: we’ve been planning the fic for literally a year.

mlppb: but we haven’t done the specifics!!

me: okay so let’s plan out the specifics

mlppb: NO!! you’ll do it wrong!

me: okay so what can i do instead?

mlppb: just sit here and think for hours but get nothing done…

and that’s been the last like four months for me bahhaha

#i’ve come to the realisation that i actually am a perfectionist #but not in the sense that i actually do things right #but in the sense where i have literally paralysing anxiety about doing things wrong #and it’s better for me yo do nothing at all than do something and it not be EXACTLY how i imagined it #and whenever something goes wrong i nearly have a fucking panic attack over it even if it’s tiny #perfectionism #mental paralysis #executive dysfunction

[akkivee]

i wake up with them and these on my mind and i’m devastated tbh lmao

#this is vee speaking #i must be going thru something lol i was drawing yesterday and letting bat’s 8th live day two play in the bg #and was nearly brought to tears on several occasions LOL #these can badges circulate to the forefront of my mind every so often and i want to vomit in excitement lmao #truly i have not felt very sane lately LOL #*gently holds these* but i………………….. want them lol #i bet the rhyme anima producers saw how thirsty people got over nanami jjk who has the adult businessman appeal d o w n #and went ‘hey!!!! we have our own older tired adult appeal character that doesn’t look like a drowned cat!!!! let’s do that with him!!!!!’ #and this we have the cuntiest hitoya yet LOL #and i hope they continue to go all in on it too lol pan up shots legs spread loosening necktie shots making his vices look Fine LOL #i like jyushi’s badge because it captures his paralysing beauty very well i think 🙂 #like i stop breathing whenever i make eye contact with this can badge and i’m not joking lmao #while we’re on the subject of jjk!!!!! the way touji literally gutted gojo that one time is how i feel every time i look at kuukou’s lol!!!! #i wanna cry!!!!!!!!!! he’s so happy!!!!!!!!!!! i’m happy and it’s because he’s unalived me with his smile!!!!!!!!!!! #man october CANNOT come soon enough lol!!!!!!!!!!

[nightmaretour]

I think maybe we should stop treating the way actual real life disabled people move as "body horror." Just a thought

#actually disabled #disability #cripple punk #physically disabled #brain injury #The way I move without a mobility aid isn't 'creepy' you're just ableist #Yes even if that involves literally dragging my paralysed leg behind me like in a shitty zombie movie #How the fuck do you think it feels to see the way your body works used as a 'horror' element

[the-casbah-way]

i wish i could explain how hard it is to interact and function in the real world when you feel so deeply out of place and so ashamed and disgusted by your own existence and physical form i can't make eye contact with anyone i feel like someone is watching me constantly when i'm anywhere that isn't in my own bedroom i have to avoid speaking as much as possible i can't sit still because i'm always trying to fix everything that looks off about me even though i know i can't change any of it i don't feel like a person at all when i'm around other people. i feel like they don't see me as human i feel like they can just sense that i'm different and weird and it goes so much deeper than just being ugly i feel like i can't do anything or exist in front of anyone because i'm so embarrassed and disgusted by the idea of being perceived and every single thing about me is off and wrong and ugly and i've been trying to fix it all for as long as i can remember but i don't know where to start

#work is so fucking hard right now. i literally sit in a tiny office all day with two other people #but i still feel paralysed by the idea of being around others #i will genuinely avoid moving when they're in the room i'm so scared to do literally anything #in case it catches someone's eye even for half a second #i don't even know what this is or why i feel like this i don't usually feel this weird and bad about myself #i always have this underlying self hatred and i'll always be hyper aware of how ugly i am but this is different #it's like genuinely ruining my life i can't do fucking anything. i'm so scared of being looked at.

[running-in-the-dark]

I know I've thought about this plenty of times before, but it really sucks being someone who likes things very intensely and defines themselves by their interests a lot, when you were/are always surrounded by people who do nothing but make fun of everything you like.

#just... man it fucked me up #all I want to do is talk about what I like but I can't because I 'know' everyone will make fun of me #my mother my father my brothers every other relative except my grandma #and of course everyone in school including the teachers #like fuck man I still don't know how to get over it #this comes back to me not being able to let people see my art #though in a weird way. because that was always the only #thing I ever got compliments for. even the people who bullied me liked my drawings. #so it became this Thing #this super mega important thing I NEEDED to be good at so that anyone would ever say anything nice to me #like it's all I am and all I ever was #and I'm objectively not that good at it!!! I have this horrendous inescapable fear that paralyses me when I'm drawing or painting #because it matters too much. my entire worth as a person is this because I have nothing else #idk I'm way overthinking this but it just feels really frustrating #it's literally just some silly doodles in a sketchbook why can't I let people see. I've never thought anything bad about anyone else's art #so why do *I* have to be perfect?? when that doesn't even exist?! #I hate myself so much

[iify]

feeling guilty for not doing anything even though there’s nothing to do. what’s that all about

#and then like I can’t do anything For Fun throughout the day because I’m still stuck in my uni routine where I studied during the day #so if I do something For Fun during that time then I feel guilty for not studying. but I have nothing to study. #and then I end up sitting around paralysed because I can’t do anything #and waste days on end #and feel guilty for not doing anything. and so on and so forth #I’m totally not spiralling rn /s #aeth.txt #wait also I literally did do stuff today. like I cleaned the house and went for a walk and heaps of stuff that should not have me feeling l- #like I just wasted a day. and yet here I am

[f4llingstrr]

this afternoon i read both art heist baby chapter 34 AND the new crimson rivers chapter (53)

fucking ask me how im doing

#please i need emotional support #all this pain is literally overflowing #shoving down all my feelings as usual ISN'T FUCKING WORKING #help #I've been in the middle of two crises at the same time #for the last four hours #i don't know what to do #i can't deal with all of this at the same fucking time #im paralysed #crimson rivers #zeppazariel #jegulus #marauders #marauders era #marauders fic #art heist baby #dead gay wizards #regulus black

[dallonwrites]

me at 5:44am reading back on the word doc i just made detailing all the past, current, and future wips that take place in the revelations, revelations universe

#THIS IS COMPLETELY /POS BTW I LOVE AUTISM I LOVE BEING SO AUTISTIC THAT I GET SUCH A STRONG AND UNIQUE JOY FR #FROM THIS FUCKING LITERARY UNIVERSE I MADE LOL #also the reason i have so many wips is because i am legit terrified of ever being finished with RR #the thought of moving on from RR literally paralyses me with distress #im gonna get any idea i can from this universe.... #me in 2032 when i run out of ideas and i write a novel about felix and dorothy going to the grocery store

[fireleaptfromhousetohouse]

#when i found this in the small hours it literally paralysed me with laughter