Mirror.
Prompts: Spencer doesn't like brats. If you act like a brat, you're going to get treated like one.
Based on these requests:
1. Could you write a fluffy/smutty one shot with 18, 62 and 92 where Reader gets such an explosive orgasm that they cry and SoftDom!Spencer gets worried, but it’s ok cause they’re happy tears? I think it would be so cute ahh
18: “I’ve never cried during sex before, but I guess there’s a first for everything.”
62: “Fuck, I love the sounds you make.”
92: “Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop."
(I lost this request, so I'm very sorry! I hope whoever sent it, sees this.)
2. Ooo can you please do something with mean Dom!Spencer... like a lot of degrading, edging, overstim, etc.. also I loveeee your work by @radiant-reid
3. “It’s okay, honey, you can pull my hair as hard as you want while I’m between your legs.” Very good girl sub reader after she annoyed her dom? by @sassymoon
4. “That’s fine, cry as much as you need to.”
Spencer @ Fem Reader during an intense smut session.
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader
Rating: mature (18+, minors DNI)
Warnings: dom/sub undertones (Sub!Reader, Dom!Spencer), heavy degradation, safeword (not used), toys, dirty talking, edging, orgasm denial, slapping, choking, overstimulation, oral sex (female receiving), fingering, breeding kink, unprotected sex
Words: 9.1k
A.N.: I apologize in advance for the delay of these requests. This idea popped into my my mind while I was discussing with @softreidx about kinks and... I might have mentioned to her that a certain kink exists. And it’s a kink that involves having sex in front of a mirror.
I tried to describe a drop right after sex as best as I could, because it’s something that is different in every single person. I tried to describe at best what happened to people I know and I’ve talked to, and myself as well.
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You cross your arms to your chest with a pout on your lips, staring at the cars passing by right in front of you. The warm air coming from the rolled down window allows you to breathe in and out, calming your nerves and stopping your beating heart from jumping out of your throat.
You pretend those coloured cars are the most interesting sight you’ve ever seen in your whole life, because you’re not going to talk to Spencer at all unless he apologizes. Well, apologize is a strong word for a man like him, especially in such a context.
He doesn’t see what he has done wrong and usually you wouldn’t see it either, because you know he knows you better than anybody else, but today you’re extremely needy. More than usual, which is not that different from any other day.
Either way, Spencer deserves the silent treatment.
He doesn’t think so, which is why he’s going to give you exactly the reason why you should never stop talking to him – even when you’re angry.
Spencer knows why you’re annoyed at him and why you’re pouting like a child in your car seat, but he doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t want to interrupt your actions, because they’re giving him the perfect reason to punish you for acting like a spoiled brat.
He doesn’t like brats, but if you want to act like one, he’s going to treat you like one.
And brats don’t deserve anything, but punishments.
It’s difficult to act like this when he has just come home after a particularly hard case, but he’s not going to turn down the chance of playing so hard with you when it presents itself. It’s been so long since you’ve done something like this, since you’ve acted like this and needed some discipline.
His hands are itching at the thought of touching you.
He can’t wait to get home. You’ll be alone with him and he’ll finally get the chance to absolutely ruin you, showing you who you belong to – because it seemed like you forgot.
You’re well aware Spencer noticed your pathetic attempts at dancing and flirting with another guy at the bar, but he didn’t do anything. Spencer has never doubted your love for him and he didn’t want to start at that moment, especially because you kept turning around and hoping to see your boyfriend staring right back at you.
He did, for the whole night. He looked at you each time and laughed at you, shaking his head.
That sight turned you into mush.
You were over the moon with desire, amused by the fact that Spencer was so confident in your feelings that no matter what you did to somebody else, he knew you were going to come home with him – and you are.
You’re sitting in his car after all.
“Are you going to thank me for the drink I offered you?” Spencer asks
His voice sends shivers down your spine, but you’re not going to budge. You’ve kept your mouth shut for the past fifteen minutes. You're not going to give up everything now just because you arrived in front of his apartment.
He doesn’t deserve to hear your voice.
Not yet, not until he gives you what you’ve been craving for the past two weeks.
It was difficult to stay without him for thirteen days, without touching yourself at the thought of him while he did it every single night. That bastard knew how to work you up, how to push every single one of your buttons, but always making sure to scare you just enough to prevent you from touching yourself.
Spencer is so fucking annoying.
You wouldn’t want to be with anybody else.
Spencer stops the car right in front of his apartment, turning to look at you. “Alright then, doll. Keep your mouth shut for the rest of the night, I’m not going to force you to talk to me.”
You shrug without looking at him, unbuckling your belt and jumping out of the car in silence. Your lips are compressed as you push your jacket off your shoulders, walking in your high heels towards the main entrance of the gloomy building.
He’s not going to force you to talk to him, but you know he’s going to force you on your knees.
You can’t wait.
“Y/N.”
Your knees buckle.
Now you want to slap him.
Using that tone of voice on you? After he has been teasing you the whole night? He can’t, that’s not fair to you and to your poor body.
This is the other reason why you’re pouting, but you’re going to tell him everything later – once he has apologized to you, knowing damn well that he won’t do it.
You turn around, crossing your arms to your chest. “Yes, Doctor Reid?”
Spencer points to himself. “Come here.”
You’re tempted to roll your eyes, but if you do, he’s not going to touch you. You can’t have that. You've been waiting thirteen days to have some kind of contact with you. Your poor body needs to be satisfied by the only person in the world that can twist you upside down, otherwise you don’t know how you’ll be able to go on.
Spencer is a good boyfriend, you can’t deny that.
However, when he gets in the mood to play with you, he doesn’t let anything deceive him. Not even your lingerie, not even your puppy eyes, not even your whines and your faint touches on his chest as you try to seduce him.
He turns into stone.
You walk back to him, keeping your arms crossed. “What can I do for you?”
Spencer looks at you, closing the car behind him with his automatic keys. There’s no one around you in the parking lot and you’re terrified he might ask you to get on your knees right now, in front of every single building around you, and ask you to worship him.
You would never do that, mainly because you’re not going to share your boyfriend’s beauty with anybody in this stupid neighbourhood. He’s too precious to be shared.
“You know I hate when you don’t talk to me.”
His voice sounds so broken, it almost breaks your heart. His smirk gives away the fake sweetness lingering on the tip of each word, showing that he doesn’t fucking care whether you talk to him or not, because he’s going to get his way with you.
God, you can’t stand this fucking man.
You love him too much.
“You know I hate when you finger me under the table inside of a club, but stop me from coming because ‘you shouldn’t do this’ in front of everybody.” – you whisper, pointing your finger at him – “And you know I hate when you don’t dance with me.”
“You were too busy dancing with that guy.”
He dodged your question.
You scoff, crossing your arms to your chest again. “Bullshit. You knew I was doing that just to make you jealous.”
Spencer tilts your head, looking at you. “Of course you did, because you’re a little slut.”
You’re not going to deny that, you know you are one.
“And what are you going to do about that, Doctor Reid?” you ask him, raising your brow
Spencer points to the entrance of the building. “I will gladly explain everything to you once we’re home, doll. I’m sure you’ll be happy to hear what I have planned for you.”
You know he’s going to treat you well, he just needs to pretend to be mean at the beginning to put you in your place. He doesn’t really need to do that, but he loves doing it – and it turns him on at the sight of you whining and turning into a blubbering mess because of his actions, his dirty words whispered in your ear.
It's so easy to turn you on.
Spencer walks beside you with a hand brushing against the back of yours and you’re tempted to grab his, but you’re not sure he wants that right now. So you follow him in silence, cursing at yourself for not being able to keep your mouth shut when you were planning to do that.
He used that voice, though. You knew he wasn’t going to budge until you opened your mouth for him, because that voice is never a good sign – well, it is. Just not at the beginning, if it makes sense.
Spencer opens the door of his apartment, watching you step in first.
The skirt of your dress caresses your legs with each step you take, raising it just enough to show off your beautiful thighs. There’s not a single mark there where they usually are, but Spencer knows he’ll change that in the matter of seconds.
Spending time alone with you means you get to go home with bruises all over your legs, with your thighs shaking and a satisfied smirk on your face.
He knows that these thirteen days have been Hell without him - both mentally and physically, but he’s going to change that too. He has missed you, but you have missed him much more.
You kick off your shoes, leaving your high heels beside the entrance mat. Spencer is right by your side, folding his jacket over the couch before walking towards the kitchen to grab a glass of water.
You need to be hydrated for what he’s planning to do to you. He doesn’t want you to pass out because he wasn’t careful enough or because he didn’t take care of you before beginning his games with you.
It has never happened before, but he doesn’t want this night to be the first one where either of you messed something up.
“Doll? Are you coming?”
“I hope I will, sir.” You roll your eyes when he’s not in front of you.
“If you keep rolling your eyes, you won’t.”
You bite your bottom lip, blushing. It’s incredible how he knows you so well.
That bitch.
You enter the kitchen and Spencer hands you a glass of water. You drink it immediately with no hesitation, lowering your eyes to the floor.
“Sorry.”
Spencer puts the glass inside the sink. “You should be.”
You linger, waiting for him to do something. He leans forward, placing two fingers underneath your chin, and he tilts your head back up. You look at him and give him a weak smile, making him giggle at the sight.
“You are so greedy, aren’t you?”
“Can you blame me, sir?”
He knows you’re calling him like that to annoy him, because that’s not how he wants to be addressed while you’re playing with him. He’s definitely going to punish you for that, as well.
Spencer hums, kissing your forehead. “No, but you shouldn’t talk back.”
“And you shouldn’t have fingered me under the table.”
He lets out a chuckle, taking a step towards you. “You’re not going to let that go, are you doll?”
You shake your head, placing a hand on his chest. “Of course not.”
Spencer takes your hand into his, bringing it up to his lips as he kisses your knuckles. “I have something in mind.”
“Enlighten me, sir.”
He looks at you for a few seconds, tightening his grip on your hand. “Are you sure? Once we start, I might not be able to stop.”
You lean forward to kiss his hand as well, making sure he knows that you mean each and every word that seeps out of your lips right now.
“I trust you, Spencer.”
And with that, he kisses you feverishly. That’s all he needed to let go completely.
“Take off all your clothes and wait for me on the bed.”
Spencer walks away from you, taking off his tie and walking towards the bedroom. You stand there in his kitchen, confused as to what he’s planning to do, but extremely aroused and interested. You can’t wait to find out, even though you feel like it’ll be something you might not enjoy as much as he will.
He’s a menace, he knows what he’s doing.
You unzip your dress as you walk to the bedroom, pushing it down and folding it on the edge of the bed. Spencer unbuttons his shirt and watches you as you crawl on the bed, in nothing but your panties and your bra.
“I said all of your clothes.”
You huff, unclasping your bra and sliding your panties down your legs. He’s right, he told you that, but you wanted him to take off the last piece of your underwear as a gift.
“You look beautiful.”
“I’m well aware of that.” - you say, kneeling over the bed - “Where do you want me to sit, sir?”
Spencer points to the pillows. “Move them and sit closer to the headboard.”
You obey, pushing the pillows on the floor and sitting with your back almost pressed to the headboard of his bed. Spencer takes his time to slide his shirt off his shoulders and to unbuckle his belt, leaving it on the floor along with his shoes, his trousers and his socks.
He looks so fucking beautiful like this.
You want to kiss every inch of his body, worshipping his skin and marking it with your teeth. You have missed this sight, a sight you’ve dreamed of for thirteen days.
“Do you see something you like?”
You blush, nodding your head. “Yes, Doctor.”
Spencer smiles because he made you say the name he wants to be addressed with in the bedroom, without forcing you to. It’s fun to see your bratty behaviour crumbling down as soon as you feel like he’s about to give you what you need.
It’s not the right time yet.
“I’m going to sit behind you, doll.” - Spencer says, crooking his finger - “Can you please move?”
You scoot towards the centre of the bed, confused as to why he wants to sit behind you on the bed. You’ve done this inside of your bathtub back in your apartment, but it was because he wanted to be with you and your bathtub is quite short.
Why on the bed?
Spencer jumps over the bed and settles right behind you, his legs opened so that you can lay with your back against his chest. You can feel his hard bulge pressing to your lower back and you wonder why he’s not allowing you to touch him. Now that you’re sitting like that, with him behind you and his mouth leaving kisses down your neck, you close your eyes.
Maybe he’ll let you touch him later.
“Do you see something new around here?”
You furrow your brows, turning to the side to inspect his bedroom. What kind of question is that? You’re not in his bed because you want to ask him about furniture, you’re there because you need to make love to your boyfriend - even though the position is not exactly the best one.
There’s nothing different right around you, though. Everything seems in place: his clothes, the window, his pile of books, his perfectly neat desk, his nightstand with a candle not turned on… Until your eyes settle on a mirror positioned right in front of the bed.
You didn’t even notice it, too busy undressing and watching Spencer undress right in front of you. It’s difficult to focus on something different when the sight of your boyfriend almost naked is so endearing.
The mirror reflects you and Spencer on the bed, his right arm wrapped around your waist.
“Oh.”
“Do you know what I’m planning to do?”
You bite your bottom lip, admiring your boyfriend using his left hand to open your legs for him. You obey his silent order, your eyes not able to move from the sight in front of you and his actions.
“I think I have an idea…”
“Great, because tonight we’ll have so much fun.”
Spencer presses a tender kiss on your shoulder, looking back at the reflection. You don’t even gasp or shudder at the sensation, too focused on the beautiful sight in front of your very own eyes.
You can’t take your eyes off it.
Spencer is behind you, his beautiful body tightly pressed against yours, with his hands prodding your legs wide open. His ankles are pushing yours so that you can’t even begin to think about hiding yourself from his own eyes, because there’s no point in hiding you.
You look gorgeous and Spencer wants to show you exactly that, no matter how bratty or annoying you’re acting.
Your whole body is tensed against him and your chest is rising up and down, while your heart is beating so loudly and hard. He can feel how excited you are and how needy you suddenly got at the sight of the mirror.
“Do you like it? I put it up just for you.”
You melt at his words, biting your bottom lip. “Thank you, Doctor. I love it.”
“Now you can watch me while I touch you, doll.” - Spencer says, his fingers tracing your wet folds with the tip of his right index - “Isn’t that exciting? You can look at yourself behaving like a whore for me, begging to be touched and used however I want.”
You force yourself to whine at the sensation.
“I love the sounds you make.”
Those thirteen days of pure tension are slowly crumbling down, chipping a piece of you away until you’re left with nothing else, but desire. Spencer knows exactly what he’s doing, which infuriates you, but he’s not going to stop until you give him an answer.
“You said you missed me touching you, so I thought… how about I give you a little show, maybe even record it, and touch you like you needed me to before?”
This is too good to be true.
There must be a trap, he can’t be this nice and gentle with you.
You know him, it’s not in his nature. Not tonight’s nature, at last.
“You’re not going to come until I tell you to.”
Ah, there it is.
You’re so desperate to feel his touch on you that you don’t even need to think about his proposition, immediately nodding your head and moving your hips so that his finger can touch you better.
Spencer moves his hand away, forcing you to stop squirming. “Is that a yes, doll?”
You hum, staring at your own reflection.
“Use your words or I’m not going to touch you at all.”
“Yes, Doctor.”
Spencer puts his left hand underneath your throat, forcing you to keep your head up and turn to the mirror right in front of you. You can’t move even if you want to, because you’re trapped between his strong grip and the desire putting you in place.
His chest is tightly pressed to your back and his lips are leaving a trail of kisses down to the side of your neck. It’s difficult to think straight and breathe right when Spencer is so close to you, with his fingers teasing your clit.
You suck in a breath, closing your eyes and turning your head to the side. You don’t know how you’re going to survive this delicious torture without crying, but you’ll do anything to reach that peak and fall into the deep end of pleasure.
You’re not going to let Spencer win, no matter what it takes.
“Keep your eyes open, doll.” – Spencer whispers in your ear, his finger slipping past your folds and collecting your wetness – “I want you to look at the mess you’re making all over my fingers.”
You place your hand on his bicep, involuntarily pushing your hips forward. “Doctor, I...”
Spencer slaps his hand over your heat, hitting your clit with his palm. It’s not unusual for him to slap you like that, and to be honest, you find that extremely exciting and hot. Especially because that gesture has made his cock twitch against your lower back.
However, you let out a shriek at the intense pleasure spiking within you.
“Stop squirming.”
You take a deep breath, watching him carefully. “Sorry, Doctor.”
Spencer slides his left hand down your chest, gripping your breast with his fingers. You can see the red welts forming over your throat and then down to your chest, where he’s holding you so tight it’ll leave more bruises by tomorrow.
You can’t deny that the sight of yourself, completely wrapped between his arms, turns you. You just have never thought it could happen, even if your dreams were filled with images of you being able to get fucked or being touched like this in front of a mirror.
It’s interesting to see how his touch on you has this strong power over you – and an even stronger power over him.
His cheeks are flushed with desire and his pupils are dilated. He seems on the verge of losing it, just like you, but he can hide it a bit better than you. While you squirm and wiggle in his arms, Spencer is able to stay calm and use his fingers to drive you wild.
“Look at yourself, doll. So eager to have my fingers fucking this pretty pussy, aren’t you?”
You lick your bottom lip, watching the tip of his thumb pressing down on your clit and his index nudging against your entrance. Your arousal is coating his fingers and usually, in a moment like this, Spencer would be the one begging you to fuck yourself onto his fingers.
This time, the tables have turned.
You want to beg him to touch you, but you can’t stutter a single word out. You’re paralyzed with pleasure and you want nothing more than to feel something, whatever he prefers the most, inside of you or you’ll start crying.
It has never happened before, but you feel like tonight might be the first time.
“You were acting like a pathetic whore in front of me, thinking I’d get jealous of a fucking idiot like that guy. A guy that couldn’t even begin to satisfy you the way that I do.” – Spencer whispers in your ear, dragging his tongue underneath your earlobe – “You were dancing with your ass against his crotch, wiggling it and making sure he knew you were never going to go home with him.”
You nod your head, struggling to stay still when he pushes his index inside of you. He crooks it, pressing the tip against the soft indentation in front of you – and you let out a loud whine, followed by a sigh.
“Do I need to remind you who you belong to, doll?”
You hum, gasping when his thumb presses over your clit. You already know the answer, but you’d love to get a little reminder – especially if it means Spencer finally fucks you.
“Me.”
“Yes, Doctor Reid.”
Spencer bites the tender flesh of your bare shoulder, pumping his finger in and out of you at a steady pace – just like he did inside that club underneath your table. Luckily the music was loud enough to cover your moans, but right now there’s nothing playing.
And his bedroom is filled with your whimpers and your moans.
“Every inch of your body belongs to me.”
His left hand slides down to your belly, reaching the part where you need him the most. He slaps the palm of his hand again over your clit, making you shudder at the sensation and almost black out because of the pleasure.
You’re on the verge of coming, but you hold back.
Gritting your teeth as hard as you can, you focus on the sound of your voice and not on the wet sounds of his finger pushing in and out of you. It’s difficult not to focus on that, feeling your body catch fire because of his movements, but you don’t want to disappoint him.
And just as you’re about to lose your own fucking mind, Spencer pulls away.
“You’re already tensing up, doll. Are you that needy? Are you already about to come like a pathetic whore all over my fingers?”
You shake your head, compressing your lips together. “N-No, Doctor. Not yet.”
“That’s my good girl.” – he whispers, dragging his index up your chest and bringing it up to your lips – “Clean up your mess. Show me that your mouth is good enough to suck on my fingers, just like it is to talk back and suck my cock.”
Your boyfriend sticks his index inside your mouth, sliding it over your tongue. He stares at your reflection in the mirror and grins when he finds your eyes. You’re looking at him as well, trying to see a moment of weakness that you can use for your own satisfaction. He knows that, but he’s not going to let you do that.
Spencer knows you too well.
Probably more than you know your own mind.
You suck on his index, hollowing your cheeks and giving Spencer a little show of how your mouth could actually be used right now. You’re surprised he hasn’t pushed you on your knees and fucked your throat until you couldn’t breathe – usually that was his way of punishing you for talking back or trying to make him jealous.
You wonder why tonight is different.
You don’t complain about it, though, because you love this. You love watching yourself crumble down because of him, you love admiring Spencer struggle to keep his self-control when it comes to you. It’s fun, it’s hot, it’s exciting.
And it’s comforting, because he has the same power over you as the one you have over him.
“Maybe you’re not that pathetic when you keep your mouth occupied like this, doll.” – Spencer says, pulling his index out of your mouth – “Do you like having something right there, don’t you?”
“Especially if it’s your cock, Doctor Reid.”
He chuckles at your response, shaking his head. “You might not be pathetic, but you’re a slut.”
You give him a wink, turning your head just enough to look at him. “Your slut.”
“My one and only.” – he tells you, giving you a kiss on the lips – “Now stop disobeying me and show me some respect, doll. Turn around and look in the mirror.”
You frown at his request, obeying to his words and immediately getting back to where you were. Your legs are still wide open and Spencer’s left hand is still on your belly, pressing your back against his chest so that you can’t move.
“Sorry Doctor Reid.”
Without giving you a head up, Spencer pushes two fingers inside of your wetness. You gasp at the sudden move and widen your eyes, watching your whole body convulse around his fingers when they hit that delicious spot.
“Fuck!”
Spencer uses his left hand to cover your mouth, sticking another set of two fingers on your tongue. Now your mouth is filled the same way your cunt is, and you don’t know what feels the best.
Being used like this feels too good to be true.
“Two fingers and you’re screaming like this? What are you going to do when you’ll have my cock so deep inside of you? Are you going to cry?” – he asks, leaving a quick kiss on the side of your throat – “Or are you going to be a good girl and take it like the whore everybody knows you are?”
What a stupid question, of course you’re going to take it.
You’ve been doing it for years, riding Spencer's cock and allowing it to destroy you whenever Spencer has the chance to have you all for himself.
However, in this very moment, you’re overwhelmed.
You’re screaming and moaning because you have missed him too much, and his touch feels like it’s amplified to the maximum. It feels like Spencer is touching you and using you for the first time. Of course it’s difficult to stay quiet.
“I can t-take it.”
You feel your orgasm approaching quickly while his fingers work in and out of you rapidly, barely allowing you to breathe right. You don’t know for how long he’s planning to tease you and edge you, but you don’t care – you just hope he’ll let you come by the end of it.
“You will, doll. You’ll take me because I’m going to force you to.” – Spencer tells you, slurring his words while he kisses your throat – “Because I know you want my cock. I know you want me to ruin you, to own you, to break you until you’re nothing but a dirty little slut writhing and moaning my name.”
The harder you grip his bicep, the harder his fingers would thrust inside of you. His eyes are staring at your reflection in the mirror while yours are focused on the sight of his face, completely focused on his movements. You can barely hear the faint sound of his fingers fucking you, too lost in his beauty.
Your body betrays you, though, because you feel your heart jumping in your chest as you start to tense up all over again. Your nails dig into his soft skin, almost breaking it.
“F-Fuck, I’m s-so....”
Spencer clicks his tongue, using his left hand to tilt your head to the side. “No, not yet.”
You gasp against his lips, his fingers are still relentlessly fucking you. “Please, I...”
“No.”
His fingers pull out of your throbbing it and you let out a frustrated yell. Your orgasm vanishes into thin air and you almost want to punch Spencer in the face, because this is the second time he’s denying you an orgasm.
You love these games, your body and your brain know that, but it’s getting frustrating.
And the feeling of his cock pressed to your lower back is not exactly helping you, taunting with the possibility of being in another position. On the contrary, it’s making everything worse – because you could have him inside of you. You could ride Spencer into oblivion, watching him lose control as soon as you sink down on his cock, but you can’t.
Because tonight he wants to show you that he owns you.
You already know that, but sometimes it’s nice to have a little reminder.
“What, doll? What’s on your brain?” – Spencer asks you, his voice filled with amusement – “Do you have something to say?”
You want to curse him out, you want to start crying, you want to give him a taste of his own medicine, but at the same time you want him to keep going. You grab his hand and you place it back between your legs, blinking as you turn around.
His eyes find yours in the reflection in the mirror.
“M-More, Doctor.”
“I’ve got you, doll.” – Spencer says, moving his left hand back on your throat – “You look so pretty when you’re about to cum, do you know that?”
I’m well aware of that, you want to tell him.
It’s not the first time he tells you that and you’re starting to believe it, because the reflection of your body in the mirror is extremely exciting. You’re not turned on by your own body, of course not; you’re turned on because you’ve turned into absolutely nothing, but a blubbering whore for him.
It’s just so hot.
“Thank you, D-Doctor.”
Spencer digs his fingers into the soft skin of your throat and you gasp, feeling your eyes water at the sensation. He keeps his eyes on your face the whole time, not wanting to hurt you too much and not wanting to let you go so soon.
His index and his medium finger find their way back inside of you, his knuckles nudging against your entrance. You whine at the sudden entrance, your wetness easing everything and allowing him to push his fingers deep inside of you.
“F-Fuck... Please, Doctor. I need to c-come.”
Spencer clicks his tongue, kissing your neck once again. “Hold it again, doll. Let me hear you how much you love having my fingers fucking your cunt.”
You close your eyes and throw your head back against his shoulder, bucking up your hips. Spencer doesn’t say anything when you stop looking at your own reflection, knowing that the sight could’ve been too much.
At the end of the day, this is the third time he’s edging you and denying you an orgasm. He wants you to hold it and if it means not having your eyes on the mirror, then so be it. Spencer can push you to your limits, but this is more than enough for him.
You’ve been good enough.
“I...”
His fingers tighten around your throat again and you can feel your oxygen levels decreasing, making your head spin and your eyes roll back. Your whole body tenses up because of his ministrations and Spencer laughs against your ear, licking your earlobe before biting on it.
“Desperate fucking whore.”
And with those words, his fingers pull out your body again.
“No! No, fuck!”
Spencer laughs at your reaction, bringing his right hand up to your face. You slap it away, turning your head to look at him with tears streaming down your cheeks – tears of frustration, tears of pleasure, not sad tears.
“You’re....”
His hand immediately grabs you by the throat, making you jump. “I’m what, doll?”
You hum, shaking your head. You can’t really speak, and now that he’s holding you like that, you don’t want to keep talking – if you do, he’s not going to let you come at all. And you are so desperate right now, you can barely think straight.
“Beautiful. Always so beautiful.”
You don’t want to annoy him, you’ve done that more than enough.
Spencer chuckles at your answer, giving you a peck on the lips. “Thank you, doll. I appreciate the compliment, but we both know that’s not what you wanted to say.”
He moves you forward on the bed, untangling his arms from your body. You stare at him with a hand on the mattress, getting on your knees and getting closer to him. Spencer lifts his hand, stopping your movements.
“Where are you going, Doctor?”
“Sit with your back to the headboard. I’m not done with you yet.”
You hesitate, wondering what he’s thinking about. Spencer Reid is quite difficult to read, especially when he’s planning punishments or is in the mood for playing with you. He didn’t let you come for three very difficult times. For how long is he going to torture you?
You move back with your back pressed against the wooden headboard of his bed, keeping your legs closed. Spencer looks around the room to look for something and you start squirming, twisting the bed sheets through your fingers.
His eyes settle on his closet as he walks towards it, opening the last drawer.
“No, please...”
Spencer doesn’t even look at you, knowing exactly why you’re acting like this. You bite your bottom lip, tempted to throw something at him and force him to turn around. He can’t do this to you, he can’t be this mean to you after days without him.
It’s not fair, it’s not right.
You never denied your body to him after long cases, so you don’t understand why he’s depriving himself of the pleasure you could give him for the whole night. It’s not that he doesn’t want to touch you, because he clearly does and is dying to get inside of you at the sight of his hard cock, but he just wants to play.
Spencer loves games. He adores the effect they have on you and he knows that by the end of the night, when you’ll be crying because of all the frustration building within you, you will come so hard that you’ll forget everything that he denied you.
And it’ll be much better.
“Stop whining, doll, it’s not a good look on you.” – Spencer says, pulling out a green vibrator as he turns around – “I thought this was your favourite toy.”
You bite your bottom lip again, your teeth sinking into it to the point you break the skin. If he uses that toy on you, you’re sure you won’t be able to hold back – and disobeying him means that you won’t get to feel Spencer inside of you.
You need to prepare yourself for that toy, but you know it’s going to be tough if not impossible to be a good girl for him. Being edged three times is exciting, but four? You’re not sure you’ll be able to do it.
However, there’s a safeword.
You always know you can use it and force him to stop everything.
“It’s my favourite toy, Doctor, but I just... I was hoping...”
Spencer clicks his tongue, getting back on the bed. How is he acting like this when his cock is probably a few seconds away from coming? Is he punishing himself and you at the same time? How the fuck is he able to be so self-controlled?
“Spread your legs for me, doll.”
You do as he says, opening your thighs for him one more time. Spencer licks his bottom lip and tap your bottom lip with the tip of the toy, furrowing his eyes.
“I want you to suck on it.”
You blink the tears of frustration away, nodding your head and opening your mouth. Usually you’d be more graceful, but you’re desperate for this torture to end – even though your whole body is betraying you, craving this more than anything.
You close your lips around the tip of the toy and you suck on it, keeping your eyes on your boyfriend’s face the whole time. He watches you carefully, not pushing the toy further in your throat because he doesn’t care about that – he wants you to prepare the toy for you.
Your spit is coating all of the toy.
Once he’s satisfied, Spencer pulls it out of your mouth and turns it on. You barely have the time to open your legs for Spencer when he pushes the vibrator inside of you, the lowest setting barely making you squirm again.
“See? It’s not that bad, doll. I can be nice and gentle.” Spencer says
You move your eyes on your reflection, watching the green toy disappear inside of you and your juices spilling out to coat it even better. The vibrations send shivers down your spine and you grip the headboard of the bed, barely able to keep your eyes open.
“Y-Yes, Doctor. Thank y-you.”
Maybe being a brat wasn’t exactly the right way to get Spencer’s attention at the club. Now you regret even thinking it would’ve been a good idea, but at least he’s giving you all of his attention now – and more.
His thumb presses down on the first button, increasing the vibration setting. You let a curse fall from your lips, your body catching fire yet for his attempt at making you come. This time you’re sure you won’t be able to hold back, you’re going to disobey him and you don’t even feel bad about it.
You gasp at the sensation and you throw your head back, exposing your throat to Spencer’s mouth.
“Please, Doctor, l-let me c-come.”
He drags his tongue up and down your neck, his teeth sinking into the skin right above your Adam’s apple. You whine at the sensation while your boyfriend starts to thrust the vibrator in and out of you, teasing your clit with the tip of the toy.
The vibrations are getting higher and higher in setting, while your thighs are trying to close around it. Spencer prods them open with his free hand, preventing you from even trying to think about trying that again.
The tears are streaming down your face, sliding down to your neck.
Spencer can taste them on his lips. “That’s fine. Cry as much as you need to, doll.”
Pushing the button and setting the vibrations to the highest setting, you let out a high pitched shriek. Your thighs start to shake around his hand and your lips part, while a chorus of pleas and begs comes out.
“Fuck! Pl-please, please.. Spencer, I...”
He leaves another kiss right above your throat, lifting his face so that he can look at you. And this time, sensing him being so close to you, you manage to open your eyes. Spencer smirks and you don’t know for how long you keep eye contact, because you’re lost in what he’s doing.
The pleasure spikes inside of you and you feel your orgasm so close...
So close, you can taste it.
But everything stops again.
For the fourth time.
He’s over stimulating and pushing you closer and closer to the edge before denying it, as many times as he denied yourself to him. During the case Spencer was tempted to get home to you because he couldn’t bear to stay away from you, so by punishing you, he’s also punishing himself for not being able to stop thinking about it.
It doesn’t make much sense, but it does to him.
And that’s all it matters.
“You fucker!” you yell, slapping him on the shoulder
Spencer grabs you by the throat, pressing a soft kiss on your mouth. “Hm, I’ve been called worse by this pretty little mouth. But believe me when I tell you this: you’ll thank me again by the end of the night, doll.”
Leaving the toy on the nightstand, Spencer settles between your legs before you have the chance to yell something else at him. You want to curse him out for not making you come, for not allowing you to taste that sweet fruit from Heaven.
Him, on the other hand, is about to taste his favourite thing in the world.
You put a hand on his shoulders. “Please, Doctor, I’ll do anything. Just... Just let me come, I need it. Please.”
Spencer ignores the chorus of whines coming out of your lips, leaving a trace of kisses on your inner thigh that are not helpful at all. You’re so sensitive right now, but you’re proud of yourself for not coming because of that toy.
Well, you didn’t come because Spencer pulled away.
Anyway.
Spencer slides his hands underneath your ass, grabbing it and yanking you closer to his beautiful face right between your thighs. The sight is incredible and you don’t know where to look: his hungry eyes staring into you or the reflection of your body, convulsing and contorting at his little touches in the mirror.
“You’ve been really good for me, doll.”
Spencer presses a soft kiss right above your clit, looking up at you. You run your fingers through his curls and you give him a smile, forcing yourself to look back at him.
Seeing him like this, with his pretty face ready to be buried between your legs, is always fucking incredible and exciting.
“Thank you, Doctor.”
He places his right hand on top of yours, gently pushing down. “It’s okay, doll. You can pull my hair as hard as you want when I’m between your legs.”
You don’t need to be told twice, yanking his curls and forcing him to look back up again. “You said I’ve been good for you. Are you going to make me come this time, Doctor?”
Spencer smirks at your question, raising his brows. “I will make you come so many times you will forget your own name.”
That seems a satisfying answer for you because you loosen the grip of his hair. Spencer keeps his eyes on your face the whole time, nudging his nose against your clit. You bite your bottom lip and move your hips to his face, moaning softly.
“I’m going to fucking ruin you tonight, doll. And you’ll let me, because you’re just a dirty little slut who deserves to be used.”
You pant at his words and throw your head against the headboard when his mouth finally gives you what you need.
His tongue flattens and drags it between your folds, collecting all of your juices that to him taste like the purest of Heaven. Spencer has a thing for oral sex, which means sometimes he even prefers this to the actual penetration – this is the exact proof.
You grab his curls, pulling on them. “Y-Yes Doctor, give me everything. I c-can take it.”
Spencer hums with his eyes still on your face, watching your back arch because of his ministrations. His tongue darts in and out of you, before flattening again and licking around your throbbing clit.
His hands are everywhere on your body: they slip from your breasts to your thighs, before going up again to grip your belly and then your breasts again. Red welts are covering your skin and you can feel yourself getting closer to the edge for the fifth time.
You don’t know if this is a good thing.
And you don’t even know if you should tell him, because this feels heavenly.
“You always taste so sweet, my doll.”
Your whole body is shuddering, your fingers are gripping his curls harder than before and the image in the mirror tells you that Spencer is going absolutely crazy. He wasn’t lying when he told you he would ruin you, because he’s doing exactly that.
His tongue is exploring you, tasting you, teasing you and giving you what you’ve been missing for the past two very long weeks.
You sob, you whine, you pant his name and little curses for God-knows how long while Spencer is lost in his favourite activity. The passion he puts into making you feel like this, into allowing you to taste Heaven... it turns you on a little too much.
“C-Close... Please, Doctor.”
His piercing gaze makes you lose your breath as your thighs shake around his face. Those amber coloured eyes and that tongue are driving you completely crazy. You feel yourself start to sleep in that intense pleasure that usually comes right before you crumble.
Your whole body tenses and Spencer doesn’t pull away, sucking your clit harsher than before and gripping the soft skin of your thighs.
“Come for me, doll. Show me how much you want this, how much you love being treated like the whore we both know you are.”
Obeying his order, you let yourself fall down into oblivion.
Tears are streaming down your face as you keep your eyes on his face the whole time, allowing yourself to feel every second of that pleasure. Your orgasm explodes through your body with such force that you grip Spencer’s curls, tugging on them as a way to steady yourself.
Every cell in your body is screaming, every inch of your skin is on fire as those days of pure nothingness come down in a matter of seconds. All the frustration that built up throughout this night comes to a fucking end, finally.
“Fuck! Yes, Doctor, yes!”
You roll your hips against his face and Spencer doesn’t pull away, nursing your orgasm and allowing you to ride it to the fullest with his tongue licking you, tasting you and showing you that you belong to him.
Just him. Nobody else, but him.
The tension in your body has snapped and you feel yourself collapse against the headboard, your hands sliding over to your pillow. You’re completely spent and you don’t know how you’re going to be able to show up at work tomorrow.
Those thoughts disappear from your mind as soon as Spencer pulls away from you and his left arm wraps around your body, pushing you down over the bed.
“Not done.”
Of course not.
You wrap your tired arms around his neck, moaning loudly when you feel him entering you. You offer no resistance as he takes everything he can from you. The powerful thrusts pin you against the mattress while his face hides in the crook of your neck, inhaling your scent each time.
“You feel so fucking good, doll. Always perfect around me.”
You scratch his back with your nails, leaving similar marks to what he has given you earlier. “I’m yours, Spencer. I’m all yours.”
Your reminder sounds like music to his ears.
He lifts his face back up, his eyes locking with yours. Those amber coloured eyes will be the death of you, but you made peace with that. You wouldn’t want anything different.
Placing both your hands on his face, you kiss his lips. “I love you so much, Doctor.”
Spencer smiles at your words, drowning in the sweetness of your voice. “I love you more, doll.”
He begins to thrust inside of you with a steady pace, his knees pushing your thighs wide open and preventing you from closing them. Taking control of your whole body, you can’t help but look at his beautiful face and how he’s slowly losing himself in the moment.
You clench around him with a loud whine, gripping him like a vice and silently begging him to use you however he pleases. Spencer watches you roll your hips, his eyes slipping where your bodies are connected before looking back at you.
“Can’t get enough of me?”
You shake your head, whimpering. “Never, Doctor.”
Lewd sounds of sex fill the bedroom mixed with your whines and his grunts. Spencer slides his right hand underneath your throat and you throw your head back, exposing it to his lust-filled gaze.
“Such a whore for my cock, aren’t you?”
You smirk at his words, nodding your head. “Always. You know me, Doctor.”
You feel his cock twitching inside of you and his body tensing on top of yours. You know he’s close, just like you – the edge of desire is almost there, ready for the taking. Crying out his name in a chorus of litanies, you watch Spencer pick up the rhythm of his thrusts and get the control back in his hands.
“Then take all of it, doll. Take my cock.”
Spencer leans forward with his mouth now pressed on yours and keeps fucking you. The bed creaks underneath his powerful movements and you don’t know if it’s going to break – even if it does, you won’t care.
Not until you come, anyway.
Spencer holds you in his arms, moving his hand from his throat down your hips. Pushing you down on the bed and owning your body, he moans and cries out your name without stopping. His mouth covers yours in kisses and you drown in the sweetness of that gesture, wrapping both your arms around his neck.
“Make me yours, Doctor.” – you whisper in his ear – “Come inside of me, please.”
You hold onto him, closing your legs around his waist. Spencer doesn’t stop and doesn’t slow down, wanting to show you that he’s the only one who can have you withering and whimpering underneath him.
He’s right, he’s the only one and he’ll always be the only one.
Finally the tension in your body snaps and you cry out his name once again, coming all around him and shuddering under the weight of him. Spencer gives you one final thrust and you cry out again, every sense in your body on full alert.
“Take it, you fucking whore.”
Finally you feel him coming deep inside of you, filling you with his warmth. You widen your eyes as you stare into his, those amber coloured irises covered in such delicious desire that have swept you off your feet.
You choke on your own moans, gritting your teeth and scratching his back to release the last ounce of tension.
This last orgasm has completely exhausted you. You collapse back on the bed, tears streaming down your face more than before as you cover your face.
Spencer struggles to roll off your body. “Doll? Hey, doll?”
You’re crying, immediately hiding your face on his chest. Your heart is beating louder in your chest and you feel your whole body completely exhausted. Your emotions are all over the place and you know that this is not a great sight, but you don’t know how to stop crying.
So you start to laugh.
Spencer’s heart drops in his chest as he wraps his arms around you, still dizzy because of the orgasm that ripped through his body and destroyed him.
Now nothing matters besides you.
“I’ve got you. You’re safe.”
You’re still laughing and crying at the same time. Spencer holds you tightly, pressing a kiss on top of your head. He brushes his hands up and down your arms, making sure that you know that he's not going anywhere – he couldn’t do that even if he tried, too exhausted to move and run away.
He’d never leave you though. Never ever.
“Sorry, I’m... Sorry.”
Spencer shakes his head, running his fingers through your hair. “No, I’m sorry. I pushed it too far, I’m...”
You shake your head, looking up at him with bloodshot eyes. “No Spencer, this... No, I’m not crying because you hurt me. You didn’t, you were amazing.”
He furrows his brows, brushing his thumb over your cheek to wipe away a tear. “Then what is it? Are you okay?”
Hiding your face against him again, you nod. “Yes, more than okay. I’m just.. overwhelmed?”
“Overwhelmed? Did I go too far?”
You run your hands all over his chest, rolling on top of him. “No, you didn’t. You know, uh... Like, when you have sex, you’re not just doing it with your body. It’s all connected: your heart, your brain, your body. And...”
Spencer lets you talk, caressing your back and your arms to comfort you. It’s not the first time you cry in the middle of sex, and he knows that those tears are not related to pain or any other negative emotion. However, it’s first time you cry after sex.
And he’s terrified he might have hurt you.
“The peak of arousal lights up the whole brain and my emotions are amplified. I’m just.. uh.” – you blush, looking back up at him – “Tears are our body’s way of release. And my body is just releasing happiness, joy and pleasure. You know?”
Spencer raises his brows, surprised. “You’re crying because you’ve had an incredible orgasm and you’re filled with positive emotions?”
“Well, that’s what I said. So, yes.”
He stays silent, his hands still caressing your warm skin.
“I’m sorry, I know it’s embarrassing.”
“No, it’s not. Why would you think that?” – Spencer asks, a smile spreads over his lips – “I just made you orgasm and cry. That’s an interesting achievement.”
“My body is telling you that I’m emotionally and sexually satisfied.” you mumble
Your boyfriend chuckles, giving you a kiss on the lips. “You’re welcome, doll.”
“Sorry for scaring you. I’ve never cried during sex before, but I guess there’s a first time for everything.” – you whisper, nudging your nose against his cheek – “You were perfect tonight, you did so good.”
Spencer smiles softly at your words, making sure you’re settled. “The mirror helped my imagination.”
You’re not crying anymore, now you’re just laughing. Your body has taken control of itself and you feel much better than before, even though the sensations running through you, are still intense.
Sex can be so complicated and confusing.
Luckily you know yourself quite good by now.
“I think the mirror will be our best friend from now on.”
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