#maybe it’s the g forces

[vibes-and-visuals]

I only got into formula 1 in like early November 2023 but god it has consumed me wholly, what do I even do with myself now. I love these millionaires and this fucking sport, god I love cars.

#it started with Lewis Hamilton #but now it’s the whole fucking grid #why are all of them so fine though? #does money do that? #I would not know #maybe it’s the g forces #nah cause post race got me bricked up #that’s a joke #is it though? #f1 #lewis hamilton #daniel ricciardo #formula 1 #fernando alonso #lando norris #max verstappen #charles leclerc #carlos sainz jr #oscar piastri #yuki tsunoda #pierre gasly #esteban ocon #alex albon #logan sargeant #checo perez #sergio perez #lance stroll #valtteri bottas #zhou guanyu

[deezdoodles]

Personal interest

#Adrian Shephard #G-Man #Gman #Half Life #I have many things to say about them but maybe I can just crank out doodles instead #And then scream at the amount of Them-centric wips I have #Gmandrian #Half Life Opposing Force

[alttheloco]

Day 5 - Age of Heroes

Got a bit carried away with this one, ngl. Had to stop myself from going further and fine tuning it more, cause I was pretty damn happy with the concept and the magazine cover overlay and I wanted it to be a Piece ykwim? Anyways, bam. Here it is, a day late, but here nonetheless!

#ms G’s suit is so fun #coz it deffo sticks out a lot in this #cuz it has higher detail #but also I imagine her suit does that anyways #on account of she should be allowed to look magical #jrwi #jrwitober2023 #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi resurgence #there’s no tags for the prime force errrm awkward #oh wait maybe? #ms gilbert #harlem shade #jason king #I hope those are jrwi tags bro #otherwise that’s gonna be silly of me #arttheloco

[bumblingbabooshka]

Tuvok & Seven of Nine should have been overbearing co-parents to the borg children

#non romantic co-parents and they won't even admit they're friends (they don't have* friends! they don't need friends!) #star trek voyager #they are organizing a joint schedule they have a shared space google doc #Seven of Nine #Tuvok #They are both overbearing in different ways <3 #I think Tuvok is an excellent father and also that he would not be able to parent every child effectively - especially non Vulcans #Meanwhile Seven is like 'Children are basically little employees I have to train yes?' #Chakotay: You're not going to be raising this children...alone. will you?? #Seven: Of course not. / Chakotay: Thank G- / Seven: Commander Tuvok will assist me. #Chakotay: -the most forced smile ever- o h h........ #*spoiler: They're very good friends #I think Tuvok would want them to be better behaved than they are but know that children are unpredictable to a degree and they've #been through a lot meanwhile Seven really has no reference for what children are supposed to be do and act like #besides. Seven doesn't need to be a mother. She's like twenty something and newly independent - she should have been at the club instead of #performing femininity so she could be a ''''''real woman'''''' #Stop making female characters mothers.......its enough. #None of the VOY women should have been mothers. Maybe Kes - she seemed like she maybe wanted kids. I could see Kes being a good mom #down the line (not in Elogium I liked that episode and its ending) but none of the rest of them needed #or seemed to particularly want that

[prototypelq]

...do you think Dante ever realised how Vergil-like he was acting around Patty? She was quite obnoxious in the anime, did he ever think 'oh no is this what being Vergil felt like?', or 'was I ever this annoying?'...

Knowing Patty did him a lot of good, do you think it, per chance, also reminded him of happier times in his and Vergil's childhood when they just played together and annoyed each other all the time?...only to, of course squash those nicer memories the moment Patty leaves, because then the reminders of what he's done come crashing down....

#i am having F e E L i n g S ok ay #seriously i just thought that dante always tried to make Patty mind her own business and that's exactly what smol Vergil wanted Dante to do #and it spiraled down from there #patty's obnoxious behavior helped him to keep Thoughts TM at bay but what if it also reminded him of his childhood #i mean her entire background is Painfully familiar to dante #i am a firm believer that protecting her helped dante heal some old wounds and he was already in an obsessively retrospective mood at the #time maybe she also provoked a resurfacing of some happier memories of his #only to get hammered by his trauma even harder later of course and to get actual hammered in attempts to escape this vicious cycle #congrats now you're sad too ) #at least it is bittersweet this time #patty propaganda #makes my brain go brrrrrrr #wonder if it'll work in reverse too! would meeting vergil and seeing dante go all 'annoying little brother' on him remind patty of her first #meeting with dante for the first time? and will vergil's 'moody' behavior remind her of dante at that time #i will Force patty into sparda family trauma and you can't stop me #patty lowell #patty adopted dante as her father figure #patty and nero are cousins #vergil is patty's classy uncle #dmc

[istan-idraw]

I made something. I like that thing. A little bit. And I want you to look at it✨

I lost motivation towards the end so while the sketch has much more movements, the lineart is rather....bland (⁠ ⁠；⁠∀⁠；⁠)

I want to make more of these. I will. But only with sketched art ig.

Ps: i just noticed it got cropped somehow while exporting but it's actually 'you already tried your best?'

#i like the sketch ver better #maybe coz the max there looks fluffier and chubbier than the colored one #i want to be able to draw max as cute as @misdre does ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ #max mizuhara #max tate #beyblade #bakuten shoot beyblade #beyblade g revolution #beyblade v force #beyblade g #bey art #bey animation

[imaginarianisms]

1 day i will make a meta of sansa's dynamic with her metaphorical champions/suitors & how that correlates to the ashford theory (i.e sansa being betrothed to joffrey baratheon, then promised to willas tyrell, then being married to tyrion lannister, then being married to harry hardying then married to aegon vi targaryen & aurane velaryon but it is not this day. lmao. when i make that meta it'll be so over for y'all.

#out of the galaxy. || ooc. #just know that. she never marries after aurane. btw lmao #like if he like g-d forbid ever died before she did she'd like. literally never marry or love again like. thats it lmfao #but anyway like. she has a complicated relationship w/ all of them tbh & reflects on them sometimes. #she obviously hates joffrey for him abusing her but like. she can't help but feel sad for him at times bc like. he was so young. #if he had the right people around him maybe he would've turned out okay eventually. but it didnt happen. she never met willas but sometimes #she wondered what it would've been like to be lady of highgarden but she hopes he's doing alright. her dynamic w/ tyrion is. complicated #like. he was never like openly cruel to her or anything & she's grateful to him for saving her life & standing up for her but like. #there's always that grief surrounding their families & i think she resented & mostly afraid of him at the time but in hindsight she's+ #grateful that he never hurt her or forced himself on her. harry she hardly knew unfortunately but like she disliked him at first #but then he actually seemed to warm up to her & she had him tied around her lil finger but she knows that she wouldn't like to be married+ #to a guy who actually has children w/ sb else. like. she's seen how that played out & while she wouldn't be mean it makes her uncomfortable #but especially surrounding aegon bc like. she's not naive enough to say she loved him but like. she actually LIKED him #like. while she was wary of him at first she warmed up to him & genuinely respected him as a person & most importantly aegon was her FRIEND #they got along rly well due to their similar upbringings & what they had to do to survive & like. he's actually a decent guy in canon. lmao #he's handsome & was chivalrous & honorable & sweet w/ her but also like batshit insane in a good way. like. #he was the golden prince she always wanted since she was a little girl; the prince that joffrey was supposed to be but never was. #he gave her a future as queen of westeros that was originally HERS. so when daenerys eventually executes him she has mixed feelings about i #aegon was good to her & she'd vowed not to betray him & she actually intended to keep that vow. to her she was forever in his debt+ #he gave her a future from her isolation & suffering @ winterfell bc of how much everything changed & he waited for her to love him back. #he actually showed her respect & gave her a solid future when she felt alone & abandoned & led her gently into a world of his own making+ #& gave her back her honor & a future. esp when the north was divided between jon rickon & herself. most preferred jon or rickon over her. #without aegon's intervention she probably would've had to marry some northern lord below her station. the winterfell succession crisis wild #but aurane velaryon? that's the love of her life. her bold captain. he taught her how to love & coaxed her in the sun to bloom & freed her. #freed her from the chains of her family obligations. he taught her to break the rules of tradition & follow her heart & trust her instincts #he was there with her in her darkest hour. he quite literally saved her life & defended her honor when no one else had the balls to do that #no one looks @ or touches her the way aurane does she loved him madly truly & deeply he took her girlhood in his stride but when autumn cam #she escaped & had to push him into the deepest recesses of her mind in the name of survival & pragmatism but she never stopped loving him. #& his sweet memory brought too much heartache & bittersweetness for her. she lowkey waited for him for years. & they EVENTUALLY reunited ! #he fought & got legitimized for HER. she's. so genuinely happy w/ that man. he's one of her best friends & the father to her children.

[autisticlee]

If things for non-verbal communication helps you I'd say go for it. Others saying you're not suffering enough to make things easier for you aren't living your life. Do what helps you.

even if I did, the world around me isn't very accommodating. I know all people in my life wouldn't be accepting of it. I don't go out much or have many friends. don't talk where I volunteer but I told them on the form I signed up on that I wouldn't talk and they're surprisingly accepting of it. don't talk at work, but work with my mom so she talks for me basically. the times I would need it would be very hard to use. not sure if I could do it with phone calls or video calls. am known to not call back for important things because dont answer my phone and will try to email them instead and no one wants to answer emails. will beg them not to call in message. they leave voice mail saying they got my message so call them back..... have video calls with my therapist and don't know how i'd use it for that. could help for in person doctor appointments but doctors are so impatient and want me in and out fast, don't know if it would improve much. I already never get to say all I need and non verbal communications is slow. don't know how twitch chat would react, so might be the only viable option...people that know me might be weirded out but whatever. new people might make fun of a robot voice but whatever x2 if I make it part of my "thing" they can deal with it especially if I cam finish making a vtuber and make that their "voice" maybe.... would be hard when playing games having to stop to type and won't say things enough so kinda same problem.....hmmm. could maybe at least work for art streams? 🤔

#sorry for rambling. just working it out in my head #wish it would be easier but world isnt very accomodating so dont know how to navigate that #ah. remembering as a kid desperately wishing i could learn sign language and teach everyone around me so i could acrually communicate #but didnt have internet and couldnt find books for it and no one wanted to learn it for me either #was excited to take it in high school but they got rid of a bunch of classes because not enough funding and cant afford teachers :/ #is alternative communication easier for me if hurdles it has are exhausting too? just emailing places is very stressful and tiring #and they never accommodate that. either ignoring or calling anyway! cant get a prescription because they dont read emails! #S I G H #talking feels so hard for me but am told don't count as semiverbal/semispeaking. makes me wonder how hard is for actual semispeakers #or dare i say....would i actually count and just got wrong info because i explain bad...idk. #am wondering if its common where people get mad because You Can Make Mouth Sounds So I Only Listen Of You Speak! #used to write in notebook to try communicating at school. people say they wont read and had teacher tear paper up and force speech #he got no speech. #pretty sure using aac would be similar “use your voice. i wont listen to that! i know you can talk!” people irl are ignorant and not nice #why this post take 45 minutes to make....typing is tiring 😅 #so used to trying to typer perfect so people understand better and am known to be really good writer. but. so tiring.... #maybe should try shorter wordings. is easier. hope people understand. uhhdhhdhssdhhdbdhefhf tired

[theygender]

*checking the tracking information for my package from under a pile of overpriced teas and vitamins* this next herbal supplement will fix me

#g o d what is up with my brain thats been making everything so hard recently #like. im in a job that im MUCH happier with now and loving it. im no longer living a waking trauma nightmare as a call center sup #...why is my brain acting like im forcing it on a trek through fucking mordor just trying to get through a normal day at work #im on break from school. why am i not able to do any of the things that i wanted to do during the semester but was too busy for #why am i not able to do anything that i want to do and if i DO manage to do it why am i not able to enjoy it #why am i living like every moment of my life in fear that im wasting my time or doing something wrong or not good enough #and like i KNOW the answers are adhd and depression and anxiety #but my buddy. my pal. @ the wrinkly fleshy thing in my skull #im on 6 different psychiatric medications with a total of up to 11 individual pills per day. im actively in therapy and have been for years #and my life is currently much better than it maybe has ever been! WHY am i still struggling so hard 😭 #like i know recovery isnt a straight line and etc etc but like. it just feels like im doing everything im 'supposed' to do so what gives #so. gonna start drinking more plants i guess and see if that helps. im already on some that seem to help but i think i need more now #bc im having a bad time in my brain prison tbh :( #im not even like upset typing all this out either im just like. bewildered. incredulous. exhausted #lets hope this new overpriced tea fixes me i guess #rambling

[nygleskas]

need to finish writing jermstone lore saur bad .........but no one will understand it

#maybe i can convince ppl to watch. #i hope i'm not just the annoying mutual to u guys but also the mutual who forces everyone to watch every show ever #if u like succ.ession you'll like righ.teous gems it's literally scn but 10x more crazy. more murder. more cheating. etc etc. #more loser cringe boyfriends of mine whos name start with g. #.txt

[belethlegwen]

Ok but hear me out on this one

The tiny wants to try and teach the giant how to waltz

#gt fluff #g/t #giant tiny #big little thoughts #is centrifugal force gonna be a problem ooorrrr #maybe they invent a new dance they can do together

[zhengzi]

i don't think the bald*r's g*te 3 fandom is ready for my takes

#zee.txt #i find the projection of abusive relationship onto m*stra and g*le really boring #she's a fucking deity #idk maybe because i grew up with chinese myths #i have a very different reference point wrt relationships between mortals and deities #a deity doesn't subscribe to human morality #they're inhuman by nature #it's more accurate to consider them forces of nature #which is how divinity is conceptualised in polytheistic cultures #i wanna fuck with weird theology more #she's responsible for the world's source of magic #that will have a really significant impact on g*le's relationship to her #he literally cannot be free of her #not while magic still exists in this world #which is as natural as thermodynamics in our world

[cutemeat]

the ryan&rob shit just makes me laugh so Hard im sorry

#i cant take it srsly i rlly cant it feels too… TOOOO #like i think they’re genuinely friends yes but in the same way glob forced the ‘feud’ thats waht ryan n rob are doinf w this ‘bromance’ #theyre giving off the same thing as like. G-Eazy n Halsey #maybe im just too cynical but i. oh man #parker texts

[pheebswashere]

nearly impossible to pretend i'm having a good time.

#now this whole meeting is being derailed to probe into why i look like i'm going to explode #maybe because i cannot stand any of you but am forced to continue interacting for the sake of the kingdom #get out of my face get out of my face get out of my face get out of my face get out of my face get out of my face g #flnt.txt

[blorbocedes]

i have this recurring intrusive thought that what if I bodyswap with an f1 driver in the middle of a race and I just fucking DIE cause their brakes and steering is on goddamn buttons

#if my neck doesn't immediately give out from the G force #but lll be in their bodies so maybe the neck is survive

[godblooded]

the first thing people always notice about alana is her eyes.

#headcanon. dr. bloom. #headcanon. dr. bloom. a good forensic psychiatrist; maybe the best. #[they’re the frost of water turning to ice before its full freeze in the earliest winter morning. #they’re the color it turns as it thaws slow slow slow and then freezes again. they’re so cold. #but they’re purely near white blue. wolffish and beautiful at once. they can be so cruel. and she can have the kindest eyes you’ve ever #seen. she can make you feel incredibly loved or she can absolutely crumble you with a glance. she KNOWS it too. #all her emotions show through her eyes is also the problem. she lies so well because she forces herself to feel it. so potent. #she can replicate an emotion painfully well for herself. she fucking hates it. it’s so hard and so much to deal with. but without it— #she wouldn’t be her. she’s explained the way her empathy works to a few people and I distinctly remember it was trish who was like #‘Jesus Christ I wouldn’t want that shit’ without even meaning to before going ‘it sounds so overwhelming to deal with’ before Alana broke #down in tears seconds later because she’s not hard and if you think she is you’re buying what she’s selling and you’re being grifted. #Alana bloom is my most dangerous muse and I write kitty ‘nexus of nothingness embodied’ valentine. #but I tend to think: would kitty be tricked into… anything by Alana? oh yeah. like. immeasurable yeah. a yeah the size of Texas. #Alana finds your weakest point because every single diamond has a flaw and she just g e n t l y begins to chip. #she’s good!hannibal. she’s the actual good doctor like. I think Tara Jess and I have unironically convinced the fandom that’s her title. #(lmfao it isn’t it’s lecter’s but book!lecter deserves it. show!lecter was a shit therapist. at least book!lecter was amazing at his job.) #and you know who his protege is? Alana!!!! she’s so deadly I’m in love with her and I’ve loved her for years now. #me: this is the side character I’ve written for more than a decade who causes a chain reblog reaction every time I post that gif set #if you know you know.]