#nb niqabi

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Business Butch Niqabi (insp.)

Tie

Shirt

Trousers

Niqab

Blazer (similar)

Watch

Shoes

Socks

Tie Bar

#butch style #lesbian style #niqab ban #niqabi style #butch niqabi #non binary niqabi #queer fashion #non binary fashion #niqab #nb muslim #nb niqabi

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anyways not to yell into the void for no reason but part of what really fucking pisses me off about niqabi fetishists (specifically the fetish a group of white men have about the idea of them being forced to wear a niqab) is. well a lot of things. but like. a man putting on a niqab and trying to put himself in muslim (specifically muslim women) spaces feels like a gross transphobic thing. like. its hard to put into words, but I’m a niqabi and also someone accused of being a “man” and “invading womens spaces” when I’m you know, not a man, and the fact that there are cis men who put on niqab for kink and try to interact with muslim women really just feels like its enforcing the fears of people who exclude and harass me, yá sabes?

#Eldritch IT Speaks #sorry they fucking interact with my blog often enough to constantly remind me of them and im trying to articulatr #why i especially feel grossed out and harmed by this shit #i absolutely want trans and nb/gnc muslimahs in the muslim community i dont want cus niqabi fetishists in the muslim community

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Where can I buy a Rainbow Hijab?

I've been looking, to no avail. I'm getting ready for Pride/Ramadan season

#hijab #queer muslim #queer #queer pride #queer fashion #queer cutie #qpoc #qpoc selfies #black qpoc #qpoc love #gay muslim #enby muslim #nonbinary muslim #nb muslim #revert #muslim revert #hijabi #niqabi #trans #trans muslim #niqab #sufi muslim #sufi #queer sufu #gay sufi #trans sufi #nonbinary

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Kay, new icon is Vriska’s dice cause the gradient was lame, and every Vriska blog halfway to sunday has already had every photo of her face as their icon twice. It also works cause of yknow liking dnd and stuff. one thing I really liked about my last vriska pic one was the negative space made it feel like it popped and I feel like this one has sort of the same thing going for it. Wow, it can be that deep. I’m just rambling cause it’s 3am and yet again I have stayed up this long. I can;t wait til it’s winter again so I can force myself back into a normal sleep schedule. I stayed up all night a couple nights ago, and that gave me one decent night of sleep so I might just try that again tonight. Rest put under the readmore because it’s irrelevant and sleep deprived rambling I wouldn’t dare subject my beautiful followers and browsers to.

While I’m here, posting a late night thing no one will see or interact with; thank god; I was cleaning and I came across one of those neck warmer things that legit just a tube you pull up your face to keep your nose from freezing off because Canada Winters, I never can use them because I always fog up my glasses, and I just wanted to say that Niqabi gals with glasses are so brave? Legit if I had to deal with my glasses fogging up I’d die, I’d rather lose my nose to frostbite than fog them up (like I go outside enough loll) so for them to deal with that everyday is like, legendary. I mean, I guess if you were pretty antisocial you wouldn’t have to deal with it much but still, point totally stands. 

While we’re on the positivity train? Lesbians? y’all really like Vriska HUH? Thank you for interacting, I appreciate, yall are so valid. I’m torn between “You have good taste” jokes and “Yall will just like anything w/ vriska in it” and either way it takes too strong a stance on my own content to feel good about it. Obvs goes the same way for all the NB and Trans ppl interacting, yall are also Excellent and I appreciate yall. Obvs I’m cis so I don’t have any real godtier takes or anything abt. gender, but reading your guyss stuff is excellent please keep making it.

Uh sexuality update; Still labelling as bi, IDK if I really want to date men tho, before I actually and FINALLY get a taste of the other side; please; because I feel like the problem with my relationships re; dudes is just that I can’t just be myself, I’m just 900000% in my own head about it and not even like; trying to be idealized, idk whats going on I just have a hard time connecting w/ them and it’s defo my fault so idk bro. IDK it’s fun to have crushes but dating is BORING from my very limited experience with only guys which is why a gf would be excellent. Or girl aligned partner. I feel like maybe what I’m attracted to is like, femininity, not necessarily femmes or women. IDK bruh it’s weird. doesn’t help I can’t even figure out how to get and keep friends LOLLL it’s 3am. Sorry

Honestly before I started vrisrose posting I felt so useless yknow cause in the vriska circles there are a lot of intelligent people who understand canon better and are overall smarter and better spoken so I just felt like everything I had to say was just old hat and not very interesting. But the thing I like about VrisRose is no one else is talking about it as frequently ( I was searching the tag and my blog came up in the recco’s for blogs up top and I was very happy) so I feel like, hey, this is my niche. That one engineer of useless inventions quote: The best way to become top of your field is to specialize:, I jsut love rarepairs so much! I think it’s such a great way to approach character analysis because no one exists in a vaccum so seeing peoples interactions and what people like is so fun!!!! I say, invalidating all my personal issues lollll

CHARACTER ANALYSIS! FUCK TALKING ABOUT INTERACTIONS OR ACTIONS ON THEIR OWN OR THOUGHTS OR HC’S, I STAND BY MY ONE TAAKO ‘vriska did nothing wrong’ QUOTE; Trying to understand what characters morals, and their opinions on certain things by analyzing their opinions and interactions in canon is 500x more productive seeming to me than other things. Like, say taako’s thoughts about vriska, V and Lucretia are p similar actions wise, and he was pissed at her but that was mostly cause of the personal connections, when it doesn’t affect him Taako doesn’t seem to have any moral objections to any of the icky moral stuff; think robot planet or whatevs where they were gonna genocide the place and lup was like no and that was like the only reason he didn’t I’m pretty sure, I’m not too big brained on taako or adventurezone either so don’t take my word; So I think that Taak’s would be chill with Vriska. Another thing? The Lucretia thing was like, giving up which Taako is not ok with and Vriska thigns were about not giving up so I do legit think he would be totally coool with her, even if she were real, unless obvs she hurt one of the seven bird red robe people and their new friends.

ISN;T THAT SUCH A FUN METHOD OF CHARACTER ANALYSIS? I’m not drunk or in an altered state just tired enthusiastic and with a lot of pent up thoughts. Speaking of which, this song just came on it’s “Slowdance with you” by the Marcus Hedges Trend Orchestra and it is SOOOOO good, it’s on a vrisrezi playlist I put on bc I’m rereading song of the pyre because it was vriska day and it’s super good soo so good. It’s on loop now, legit best

Quick detours before I lay out some more hs thoughts; 

Overwatch:

-Ben “Captainplanet” came out w/ a new article and I LOVE IT so much and I want hhis job so bad I wanna get into stats so much ahhh  please so good it’s giving me a , this is crude but it’s the best way I can phrase it, a math erection. I love math so much <33333333

-The Shock, my faves, are doing well and I’m happy for them! I hope they go 7-0, I believe in them! I’m lying I am so fucking nervous for literally every match they have they’re gonna 2-5 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Why am I so INVESTED? They technically could take first spot but that’s require titan’s to lose every match left and the shock to 7-0, but the thing is I thought that I wanted that but 

-then I watched the titans london match today, and I HATED the thought of titans losing. And losing so hard to other teams too, and I didn’t realize this but I think I do actually kinda like the titans?The thought of them not being a great team makes me sad. I think it’s like I really like them and shock as rivals, yknow, stage one and two, then this upcoming map? If Titans aren’t still Good in this meta it just sorta makes their rivalry not fun. Kismesis vibes is what I’m gonna say cause I’m TRASSSHHHHH pls stop my terrible hands from typing also if I ever saw actual ship stuff I would kill whoever made it. Like I’m not gonna check their socials or anything but if they’ve got a match against most teams I’d probs root for them. The Wolf section today was so funny lollll

-I think I might hate the London Spitfire. I have literally no reason to? I think all the players are good and I like them as people and I would never actively hate on them? But I’m like. Really mean to them in my head. I was so satisfied seeing htem lose to Florida, and Titans like IDK? Also they’re hella overrated so anticlutch jfc. Hate the franchise, love the players if that makes sense. IDK WHYYYYYYYYYYY

-Also I’m gonna miss tomorrows shock match and I’m so scared rip.

Misc: 

-Tripped backwards and somehow upturned my moms glass scale and it fell on my foot, that shit hurted.

-Oh My God I’m Projecting a million different things right now because I feel like this will not have an audience if you see this I’m begging you please don’t interact I’d die of embarassment keep the fact you’ve seen this a secret from me

HS:

-JFC song of the pyre is an excellent fic, I wish it would ever get updated it’s so fucking good guys

-I need to read more vrisrezi long form

-Non-sgrub vrisrezi is best vrisrezi

-My ideal Vrisrezi au would be like HS canon, diverge into non-sgrub and they completely fall out of touch, Killing Eve season 1, then Song of the Pyre. THAT is what I want.

-Killing eve season one and two would be an even BETTER VRISROSE AU AHHHHHH

-I once read a very good trollstuck rose but it was an eri-rose ship so basically what I want is that persons troll rose but paired with vriska. For how much I blog about it I’ve read very little vrisrose fic but almost everything I know comes from this fic. . Oh uh this is not the erirose fic that I read w trollstuck although it does unfortunately have erirose but I can excuse it when the vrisrose is this Excellent

Alright I’ve run out of hyper juice, have a nice night, sorry for posting thisssss

bye

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OH MY GOD IM A NONBINARY NIQABI!!!! HELLO FELLOW NIQABI. SAME HAT SAME HAT!

As-salāmu ʿalaykum!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

For as much as Tumblr is a terrible website I love that I’ve been able to meet other nb niqabis!!!!!!!! óvò!!!!

#Eldritch IT Speaks #Eldritch IT Answers #:DDDDDDDDDD #lmao haters b like there aren't nb muslims when I'm out here knowing enough nb niqabis to start a band #theharpyboi

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please cia just write da4 for us. youd be doing literally everyone a favour

#seratlantisite #replies #jdhfsalñf #you know bioware sleeping on hiring me because I'm a disabled mixed latine nb bi niqabi and that's just too much diversity

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Unfortunately for bioware to do one thing correctly, like remembering for once that whitewashing = bad, they do have to fuck up in at least 3 other varieties of ways so we keep our expectations low

Me: Please,,, just,,, don’t whitewash ur charas,,,, stop being violent to mages,,, stop the general racism, transphobia, and shitting on other cultures,,,,

Bioware: Huh? You want us not to whitewash our characters do you? Want us to not draw Fenris white? Huh? Fine but now he’s gonna kill mages instead of just slavers. Fuck you.

#katnip-karnivore #bioware always just emotionally feels like that 'im going to say a slur now' meme #replies #bioware legally isn't allowed to care about my opinion bcuz im a mixed bi nb latine niqabi so all i can do is cry into the void with memes

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Hi, I'm a nonbinary person who doesn't really pass as either a man or a woman all of the time due to hrt. I'm Muslim and I want to wear hijab but I'm worried about how people will react. I live in a really liberal area but it makes me nervous. Do you have any advice as an nb niqabi? (Ik this isn't an advice blog so feel free to ignore)

Honestly I've been in the same boat! At the start of my transition, I was really worried about wearing hijab and how people would react. My base response is: if wearing hijab makes you happy and is important to you, do it (unless of course, there's any safety issue). You can't please everyone in life, so I think its always best to be yourself and do what makes you happiest. It can be difficult, people may stare, or be dicks, but I've found I'm much happier in life wearing hijab even if people treat me differently or worse.

There was an ask Nabi H Ali (hiranyaksha) answered years ago about worrying about being judged for wearing hijab as a nonbinary person who doesn't pass that was really life changing for me, his advice was

I think if you enjoy wearing the hijab, you should continue wearing it. For folks like us people will always disapprove of us no matter what we do, and regardless of how “cis” we try to appear they will always nitpick us. So, unless it’s a pressing safety issue of course, don’t worry about what others feel. Be yourself to the fullest you can be, if that’s what you know will make you the happiest

#Eldritch IT Speaks #Eldritch IT Anons #life is complicated and difficult. wherever i can I always choose joy and being 100% myself

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Hi. I wanted to ask u as a fellow Muslim AND a writer how u feel abt this if udm. U r by no means obligated to answer this, especially if u feel uncomfortable. Just wanted to get insight from actual niqabis. So obviously part of the niqab is that it covers ur lips. In my science fantasy book that i'm working on, Fusa wants to be in a relationship w Akhtar, the niqabi character, but is still hung up over her past relationship w the guy who died fighting w her. I originally wanted to indicate this by trying to make them lean into a kiss, but then Fusa abruptly stops bc she feels like she's betraying him. Ofc, that... wud not work out, lmaoo. Took me a while to realize the obvious cuz i'm just a tad bit slow, shhdjdjd. Anyways, my point is that obviously kissing won't work. Out of respect for Akhtar n all niqabis in real life, i'm not sure it's a gd idea to show her unveiled just to try to kiss Fusa, unless u feel like there isn't a problem w that which is y i'm tryna get insight from other niqabis (who r obviously open to LGBT+ relationships). Do u think there's a better way i can portray this, or do u feel like there is no problem w portraying them (Akhtar; they go by they/them) unveiled just for that scene? I wud like to add that they (plural, both ppl now) will obviously be alone, so it wud just be Akhtar w a woman. That being said tho, my problem is more showing it to the audience that i'm worried abt more than anything. Again udh to answer if udf comfortable, but i appreciate it anyways. ✌️

Assalam 'alaikum! 

Not gonna lie I’ve both also forgotten about my characters niqab when writing a scene and also I’ve forgotten I was wear a niqab irl (leaning forward to take a drink out of a straw and forgetting my niqab is on, for example lmao). I think notably I wanted to write a kiss once between a niqabi character of mine and their partner while on at work, but, you know, impromptu kisses don't particularly work when you're a niqabi lmao, especially in public.

Since they’re alone, you could go with them having taken/pulled down the niqab layer. Sometimes with friends and not in like, public public, I’m fine just going down to just my scarf. I’m always like, on the fence about having characters unveiled sometimes. On the one hand, I know lots of niqabis who have their own rules about who they veil in front of, on the other hand I have mixed feelings about romances where a character unveils before being in a relationship with their love interest. Not out of like, some bs “you can only unveil in front of someone you’re married to”, but rather just because it’s a show of intimacy. I would feel weird unveiling around someone I was interested in if we weren’t like, in a relationship, the same way I might feel weird showing certain intimacy with someone I’m not in a relationship with. 

There’s just a difference I think between how like, niqabis are humans and make their own choices about veiling, vs a niqabi character that doesn’t have the autonomy of a actual person, you know? Like, IRL there’s lot of nuance and variety to how niqabis and hijabis veil and when, especially with lgbt muslims (with the question of whether to veil in front of nb folks, or whether to veil in front of lesbians/bi women. Even with folks I know there’s variety to their answers to that!)

I think though, as I stated, having them still wearing their veil, just not the niqab layer is a way to avoid the idea/trope of them not veiling in front of their romantic interest. So that’s an option!

If you want to go a different route, you could always have Akhtar start to/reach to take off/pull down their niqab for a kiss, and then Fusa hesitates and tells Akhtar to stop/wait. Even if they weren’t going to kiss, taking off that layer and showing their face would be a pretty clear show of intimacy! So it could be that part that makes Fusa hesitate, because she’s taking a step in a relationship and intimacy with someone else and feels like she’s betraying the guy she’s still hung up on. 

I really love veiling in romance though because it’s an added layer of intimacy that doesn’t have a like, a perfect equivalent outside of it (though I likened it somewhat to, for example, in The Untamed, Lan Wangji wearing his hair down and free of ornaments). 

In any case, though, I hope that helps! Obviously I can’t speak for all niqabis, but as a gay nb niqabi writer those are my thoughts about it. Best of luck with your story and I hope you have a lovely day!

#Eldritch IT Speaks #Eldritch IT Answers #Eldritch IT Support #phoenician-arab

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it’s almost eid al-adha and my birthday is the 29th. im salamatullah / ciarán, a bi, nb, mixed, latine, disabled niqabi. if you want to slide me a few bucks

paypal: paypal.me/theeldritchit

cash app: cash.app/$salamatullah

#Eldritch IT Speaks #random blurb #i am gay and muslim and would like a few dollars

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Suppose I should make an updated intro post huh!

Hey, I’m Salamatullah (Suh-luh-muh-two-luh), I also go by Ciarán (pron. keer-ahn) or Eldritch. My portfolios always say I’m a Twin-Cities-Based freelance artist and writer but most of the time I’m just a random internet person with a tumblr. I’m bisexual and nb/genderfluid, I use they pronouns mainly but he is also acceptable. I’m Muslim (maybe you can tell from the icon) and a niqabi (probably can also tell from the icon too lmao). I’m physically disabled (cane/wheelchair user), Chronically Ill, HoH, Autistic, and have PTSD. I’m also mixed, latine (Mexican) and speak Spanish. Unfortunately American, though no one irl thinks so. I’m in my last half of university, majoring in software engineering and minoring in linguistics. I love fantasy, sci fi, linguistics, magic, worldbuilding, (eldritch) horror, and Islam.

While I am a writer I also do struggle a lot with language in general, so apologies ahead of time for any of my posts that have errors (especially with tenses, plurals, and conjugations). I also do a lot of art, especially of characters of mine. I may be opening commissions soon.

I love and also bitter despise Dragon Age, I have an overview of my DA charas here, I also do a lot of commentary (and meta, I suppose, I’m not entirely certain what qualifies as meta) of the Dragon Age games, especially with regards to Islamaphobia. I have a vague list of some of the things I’ve written about here, and I also do genuinely welcome any asks about my opinions on anything Dragon Age, I really love yelling about it.

I am also a large TMA fan, and have an OC who I rp on twitter and write about, but because of my health and life events its difficult to keep up with them at the moment. Safaa’ Medina-Luna is my OC, I have plenty of things about them here or on their partially active twitter

I have a Twitter i sometimes use as well, EldritchNiqabi. I also have a pinterest with a lot of boards, esp OC related.

For reference, any post on my blog is okay to reblog unless I state otherwise, though if you’re worried feel free to ask me, I don’t mind letting people know óvò

I think that covers most things, but feel free to ask me stuff if you want, I really love talking about things.

(updated 08/20/2020)

#Eldritch IT Speaks #Intro Post #random blurb

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1. I wear a niqab, not a burqa. I know white people don’t care enough to learn about the different types of Muslim veils, but my bio even says I’m a niqabi.

2. I don’t owe anyone masculinity or androgyny just because I’m nb and medically transitioning to male

3. It’s my body I can do what I want to it. I wanted to have top surgery and I wanted to go on hormones--both of which are things that drastically improved my happiness and mental health. 

4. It’s my gender identity, I label and present how I want to. Nonbinary isn’t a monolith. And I won’t apologize for not fitting into your idea of nb = white & androgynous. 

5. It’s my faith I follow it how I want to, how and why I veil is nobody’s business aside from mine and Allah’s (SWT)

6. This is an incredibly rude thing to send to someone for numerous reasons, and I pray that you will realize that and learn to change your behavior and be more compassionate and accepting.

#Eldritch IT Speaks #islamophobia tw #ask to tag #ur a bit late anon you realize? my breasts are already removed and my chest reconstructed

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Hello friends I am an Adult and I Did Spend $15 of my grocery money on this Mask, So I Can Be A Troubled Rogue that Wears a Bird Mask For The Aesthetic thats Also an NB Niqabi.

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#Eldritch IT Speaks #ciarán face #it's like. really well made actually. #anyways this is my halloween costume now #but god also just looks like something dope and I would wear it randomly while out at night so I could become a local cryptid

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Me, at every opportunity: let me tell you about my bisexual nb niqabi elven mage Hawke that’s an actual cowboy

#Eldritch IT Speaks #OC: Azahara #The Eldritch Dragon Age #i'm glad I finally wrote a fic with Azahar #next prompt I have is Midnight and I wasn't given an oc so I get to pick hm #I feel I should probably do Eulalia Joaquín or Saaraas. give them some love #I've been trying to have these prompts be over 1k words (most around 1.3k so far) to give some more meaty fics for my charas #hm #I think i do have at least 3 prompts left maybe i can do one for each

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I just really like the image of an nb niqabi elven cowboy mage yáll

#Eldritch IT Speaks #OC: Azahara #The Eldritch Dragon Age #Eldritch Chats #random blurb

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Azahar Hawke + Fenris

Tbh I Do Ship Azahar and Fenris, I have two current playthroughs I switch between of xem: one romancing Merrill, one romancing Fenris. But to be fair we all know I’m an elf lover lmao.

I think Azahar and Fenris would get along pretty well tbh, especially since I think they both come off initially as broody or.... fuck I can’t remember the word but like, appear not welcoming to people? But are actually both pretty loyal and also humourous, just in that sort dead-pan like way. I also imagine Fenris admires xem both because they’re like, strong and fearless as hell and utterly ruthless when it comes to Bad People, but also loyal as hell and doesn’t coddle him. 

I know people like pairings of mage Hawkes and Fenris, especially as a way for Fenris to better learn about and come to like mages. I think in Azahar’s case, this happens but there’s a mutual starting group for them, as they’re both (city) elves. They have different backgrounds obviously, with Fenris having been a slave in Tevinter and Azahar being an elven apostate trying to evade Templars and just Humans, and working on a farm and as a part-time servant. But I think the shared experience of being elven at least gives them a good starting point for understanding each other better.

I also really like to imagine that when xe’s alone with Fenris, Azahar actually opens up and lets xemself be vulnerable--which they avoid at all costs otherwise. Azahar’s ingame personality is Aggressive, which while the game seems to equate that to Asshole, I more imagine as just I’m Very Blunt and Direct and I Can And Will Punch A Demon In The Face and Rip It’s Heart Out With My Bare Hands To Protect My Friends and Any Innocent. So you know, these two strong ass warrior-like elves that just melt around each other, because that’s an aesthetic right there.

As a note in general on my shipping of them I also hc that like, their relationship progresses a bit differently than in-game. Partially bcuz Azahar really wouldn’t sleep with someone outside of a committed relationship (why so many da romances do you fuck and only like ages later get into a proper relationship? like that’s fair but lemme have more relationships that don’t start from casual hook ups). In the canonical romance scene where Hawke and Fenris bang, I more imagine less sex and kissing and more just like, sitting with each other and having a heart to heart and having some non-alcoholic drink and discussing if they wanted to have a relationship and Azahar taking off the face piece of xyr niqab. Some non-physical intimacy. Some non-sex thing makes Fenris remember his life before the Lyriym markings, and Azahar, as a trauma survivor, is cool and supportive and suggests maybe they both need a bit more time until pursuing a relationship as Fenris doesn’t seem to be in the right mental state for a romance yet.

Their relationship is like a proper slow burn where they don’t even hold hands until like the 37th chapter, just an immigrant nb niqabi cowboy mage elf and a broody former slave lyrium ghost elf pining, dealing with the overlapping shit of life, and slowly letting themselves be vulnerable and fall in love. Because isn’t that the aesthetic.

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#Eldritch IT Speaks #The Eldritch Dragon Age #OC: Azahara #Eldritch IT Answers #Asks #Ask meme #sorry for the essay my friend #i can only answer things in one sentance or a full essay and no inbetween #also my grammarly says the tone of this is formal jhfdsgal #zevranlovesyou