#never thought itd be her

[yuridovewing]

it actually is so bullshit that mothwing is so defined by her relationship to hawkfrost and how they grew up together and he ended up mistreating her, and that the erins just couldn’t care less about her relationship with her half siblings. hawkfrost is allowed to have some contrived half baked thing with brambleclaw but mothwing has zero family left and i guess they all just pretend shes this totally unrelated girl or something

#mothwing is alderhearts aunt. think about that #itd be interesting if like moth was estranged from bramble and tawny cause she cannot relate to them and she also hates bramble #but that isnt really. intentional ig? iirc its only briefly mentioned in mothwings secret where she says theyd never understand her #and also bramble just focusing on ‘’omg i have a BROTHER!! idgaf about sisters’’ #tbh its so irrelevant that shes a tigerkid that i made a joke about hollypaw calling her aunt mothwing cause she thinks she and aunt leaf #are dating #but i completely forgot that she’s technically considered her aunt anyways cause they thought bramble was her dad #really tho its so bullshit to put the onus on the fandom for ''ignoring mothwings relationship with her half siblings'' #when the books couldnt care less

[flamemons]

Izumi is not het-passing

#digimon frontier #abril can draw sometimes #digimon #shitpost #izumi orimoto #i realize it looks like takuya and kouji are trading money bc one of them lost a bet but that wasn't intentional #i just thought it would be funny if they were doing something completely unrelated and arbitrary and never elaborate on it #although it doesnt seem like a great gag if i have to explain it in the tags SSJDJDJSKSKKS #maybe itd be funnier if they were holding like a hammer and an egg #or a knife and an apple #SHIT i shouldve just drawn them sitting with their hands on the table and holding knives. seconds before disaster #wait but that would take away from the joke ignore this ignore this #itd be funny if after their adventure izumi decided shes a lesbian like the Boy Gender has nothing of value to offer her #thats a joke but the frontier squad definitely has the vibes of the weird non cishet friend group at school

[pikbro]

doodles of my pikmin 4 captain ft the horrible decision i made to ship her with louie

#im on my 3rd playthrough rn #i played as pom first. then i jsut threw together a captain for my 2nd playthrough bc i didnt know how not to be pom #and now i have one i genuinely like #her name is akari btw. i might end up changing it tho just so shes less attached to me #ALSO she looks way more masc in game tbh.........shes been girlmoded #i have to make her transfem now. thats how that works right #also i should mention that i dont actually selfship with louie. i just thought itd be funny bc theyre both blue and then it escalated #im more of a collin guy personally. now watch me never draw him again out of shame #ok anyways. tag time #pikmin #pikmin 4 #louie pikmin #collin pikmin #☆ my art #☆ my ocs #? question mark? #does she count as an oc i have no idea #edit how does this have 100 fucking notes all of this looks like shit #you all hate me and want me dead. im sure of it

[good-beansdraws]

Deep Cover thumbnail redraw 🐺🐺🐺

#(in honor of there being no thumbnail today asdxvg 👍) #milgram #kotoko yuzuriha #i planned on redrawing the harrow corkboard myself but the week got too busy and i never got the chance rip #reeeaally hoping they do something with lady justice given the scales on her door #hiding the blindfold version because i thought itd be cheeky if she didnt have it -- #justice is Supposed to be blind but she is definitely looking at her targets 👏

[tangirlisfangirl]

CONFUCIUS MY FUCKING BELOVED

(now excuse me while i go feral in the tags)

#HES SO SWEET HES SO DESPERATE AND EMOTIONALLY STUNTED HE PICKED UP HARRIET LIKE IT WAS NOTHING I NEED HIM— #BABYGIRL CODED LIKE NO OTHER #DID YALL SEE HIS PHOTOSHOPS AFJAGSKFBSGAH #FELL DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS GOT STUCK IN A TUBA AND IMMEDIATELY STARTED CRYING #I WANNA KISS HIM ON THE FOREHEAD AND RIP HIM APART WITH MY TEETH #i have never been so jealous and simultaneously happy he and harriet deserve each other theyre so cuuuute #i know itd never work between us i have next to 0 social media presence #but i cant HELP IT i see a character in need of love and validation and my brain goes brrrrrrr #literally without fail every time #i dont mind living vicariously through harriet thats how much i like her lmao #almost teetering off the edge of ironic with the all thought i put into that edit shjsfgdjs #anyway *skedaddles off* #clone high confucius #confucius clone high #clone high

[toastsnaffler]

ALSOOO thinking abt this bit in ntn... the obvious revulsion ianthe has for the realisation that palamedes was right + she IS irreversibly part naberius + her immediate abandonment of naberius' body in response.... the whole thing reeks of denial like rest in peace to the sandy foundations she built her performative sense of self on but this wave is inevitable girl!! you can't uneat what you've already digested

#maybe the real unwanted guest was the cavalier we ate along the way #ianthe is soooo fascinating bc everything she says or does hinges on this persona shes cultivated to present to the world #like i dont think we've EVER seen her with her guard down or 'unscripted'. or had any real sense of whats going through her mind #shes never getting out of the labyrinth #but the way she reacts to palamedes' suggestion..... it feels VERY defensive. i bet something in there is shattering #very curious abt where her character will go in alecto.. i imagine she'll revert to propping herself on corona who she sees as perfectly- #predictable/controllable in order to reassert her crumbling identity. would LOVE if corona broke out of the mould ianthe forces her into #i think it would fully break ianthe to realise that not only does she not know herself but her perception of corona is an illusion too #like she does have her own ambitions and desires outside of ianthe!! theyve just never been separated long enough for her to realise them #god can u imagine if corona rejects whatever grand plan ianthe is piecing together for her. everything shes done for nothing #it smells lyctorish bc i cant imagine ianthe wanting to be a lyctor if corona wouldnt be forever at her side. but she wouldnt want- #corona's soul to be 'spoiled' by consuming anyone else and she also wouldnt want corona to become capable of necromancy #bc that would upset their power dynamic.. can u IMAGINE if corona convinced judith to eat her. itd be so over we're talking murder suicide #SOO MANY THOUGHTS i cant wait this long for alecto #.diaries #tlt #the unwanted guest spoilers

[rexscanonwife]

Bro where did this wave of love even COME from I just queued a bunch of scout art for later and I wanna draw some nice sibling stuff and I'm thinking about how Engie calls him Jackrabbit and my partner calls me bunny rabbit waaahh 😭😭💖💖

#jane journals #self insert talk #platonic f/o #familial f/o #⚾️ strike out siblings ⚾️ #<- a litfle smth im trying out. idk bonk brother never seemed satisfactory to me #so here we go!! #aaaahh i can feel a tf2 mini fixation coming on. #its weird that its so close to my rex anniversary tho like #im working on balance 😂😂 the queue helps tbh!! i post a wider variety of things #even tho i do curate it a little #ANYWAY!!! #IDK WHERE THIS LOVE CAME FROM!!! #i wanna draw us as kids and hanging out as adults and stuff #and i thought itd be kinda funny if i drew a little comic where miss pauling meets my s/i for the first time #like. scout is like 'hey wanna meet my sister?' and pauling is envisioning femscout and already rolling her eyes #but she sees junie instead who immediately compliments her and is all bubbly and sweet and paulings lesbian ass is all 😳💖💖💖💖 #even just cause shes not around sweet genuine compliments from girls very often 👉👈 #i may have a crush on miss pauling #damn scout sorry i stole ur girl 🤭🤭🤭 #ougghh fuck i actually wanna think more about that

[good-beans]

MY MERCH CAME INNNN

Does anyone have references for the canon ones/cosplay ones? I want to fill mine out with my name and stuff >:3

#milgram #OMG THEYRE SO COOOOOL #aside from a sticker splurge like years ago i Never buy merch for myself so this was an exciting indulgent purchase #AND THEY'RE AWESOME #IM SO EXCITED EHEHE #my partner will get the yuno one and ill get mappis :D #she wants to leave hers as is but i think itd be real fun to fill mine out #i thought id read it right that it would have their numbers - but now that its 000 i think it be cool to make it mine a bit #lets gooooo #rose rambles

[skitskatdacat63]

This is very random but. I think a lot about the name of my oc Rüß. It was originally just a stand-in name and was spelled "Russ." But I didn't want people to pronounce it "Ruh-ss" so I changed it to "Ruß" and then to "Rüß" bcs that's the way to pronounce it but it was also fun to use special characters. But then ended up at the same place I started: some people still won't know how to pronounce her name bcs the ü and ß 😭 I think my one friend called her "Rub" in her head for a while. But it is now eternally her name and I don't call her by her full name :)

#ugh and this german guy i knew #was all like ummmm ruß means soot in german so why is that her name 🤨 #BCS I WANTED TO USE THE ESZETT OKAY I THOUGHT ITD BE FUN #little does everyone know she was named russ bcs i wanted a russian oc and couldnt think of a name instantly LOL #its so boring when you make ocs when you're older and you start becoming logical abt it #i used to look at lists of 'weird/unique kids name' when i would make ocs #<- and honestly its left me in such a difficult place 😭 #bcs some of the names are cringe to me but theyre too stuck in my head to change ever #so sometimes they have full names but i just never call them thay #also last names. bane of my existence #but lmao rüß prob has the most well formed name bcs i made her when i was older #also i feel like ive changed the cyrillic spelling like 5 times at least #she is a woman of mystery!!!! #also that soot thing forced me to come up w a whole plot contrivance #but its fine bcs she's like the only oc where different names do have different connotations to her #so its a fun little lore bit #OKAY YEAH ANYWAYS take this random ramble #i miss my children #catie.rambling.txt

[filmfactors]

end thoughts: i need to badly go to bed and ill probably have to rewatch this movie to properly digest it but i felt it was a lil boring in that standard way, not great but not terrible, its the classics of modern doraemon where it goes on for so long and focuses on things i care very little about: which is the side characters that shall only exist for this one film. sonya has been an exception for once in a long time of new character in these movies i can care about, reminds me of riruru in a sense... especially his relationship with doraemon. just makes me miss shizuka and rirurus dynamic if i think abt it too much however?

it also does that great sin i tend to dox points for in the movies: pushing the other three into the background so it can become 'nobita + doraemon & the side characters movie' it was tolerable-ish this time around bc i understand the premise of why [and enjoyed it!] but earlier sentiments still stand

the threat of this movie aka bugification is still very silly to me, ik the guy had a bigger more dangerous plot but i cant get around bugifying. its funny.

the part i like the most is highlighting the kids friendships with each other, the acknowledgement of the others flaws and good traits- i like nobita being torn on whether its a good thing or not suneo and gian are changing like this... would have loved if that was more of the focus! but it came and went oh so quick.

#doraemon talk #sky utopia commentary #also itd never happen and this is a deep pull but it wouldve been fun to have a be more chill sort of finale moment #where nobita is perturbed by how Perfect and unquestioning shizuka is like how christine in BMC was mind controlled and reprised her song #to claim she was totally into jeremy and etc- to appeal to him and more but he takes that moment to free her from it #i dont know how to perfectly explain my thoughts on it or why i draw this parallel but i can see it and it wouldve been COOL #and also have made something abt shizuka and nobita fun and endearing where i still find that i dislike them together bc ugh #but this is very lil actual critique and more my sleepy brain spit balling ideas

[dancingdorito]

i had a dream about polin but it half made sense so i'm posting this

so colin goes to cyprus or wherever he goes off season like before the new season starts. pen refuses to write to him and after a few un answered letters he just starts writing letters to her about the trip and not sending them. he writes them bc he doesn't feel like he can talk about it with anyone else other than pen. by the time the new season is starting he makes his way back to mayfair, he has this huge wad of letters that he wrote for pen, like theyre enveloped and wax sealed and everything. and he doesn't show them to anyone. behind his back, someone in his family like violet or anthony knows about this wad of letters all addressed and wrapped with a pretty little bow, and they don't mention it to him, they just keep it in mind.

the season drolls on and he's giving her lessons to get suitors, falling in love with her, etc. and something happens, 1) colin not understanding how to know when you're in love, and whoever knows about the letters walks over to his desk and drops it on his lap and is like "there's your proof." OR 2) pen is not convinced that he loves her or something and he gives it to her as proof. (or both of these)

listen its just my own speculation because i had a dream and now i can't stop thinking about it but i thought i'd send my thoughts out to the world.

have a good day loves 💛🪶🪞

#polin #bridgerton #bridgerton s3 #penelope featherington #colin bridgerton #violet bridgerton #anthony bridgerton #netflix bridgerton #bridgerton season 3 #bridgerton season 3 speculation #LISTEN I JUST THOUGHT ITD BE CUTE OK #LIKE IT JUST ADDS THAT HE LOVED HER MORE THAN HE KNEW AND NEEDED HER BEFORE HE EVEN REALIZED HE LOVED HER #plus like no one wants to hear of his travels except pen it makes me sad #bitch if i had a pen pal as pretty as pen id write to her everyday too #THIS ALSO FOLLOWS LIKE those fan theories that this season is gonna be more of a romcom #and like him being like 'i wrote to you everyday for a month' is cute idk #i hope someone opens these tags and sees me talking to myself #i keep dreaming about polin's wedding and its never happy like polin will like not be speaking to eachother and then they awkwardly go home #last night in my dream i was physically present at their wedding and colin was dressed in so much white he looked like a little boy so #i made fun of him for it and he got really insecure HAHA

[georgeinamerc]

I'm sorry but- lessi's dress is just😭 I like the hair and she's gorgeous as always but the dress is not doing it for me😭😭😭 it sits kinda weird idk

#like her makeup eatsss face card has never declined #i think itd be a tad but better if she had a handbag or sth? irdk #i just had to voice my thoughts lmao #rambles

[toastsnaffler]

okay can we have a new rule that if you're my friend and know I struggle with rsd from adhd + you're planning on hanging out with mutual friends but specifically aren't inviting me for whatever reason. Maybe Don't Tell Me About It

#id just rather not know man. even if I cant go or dont particularly want to im going to get stung by it and it rly sucks #its a TON of extra effort i have to put in to emotionally navigate that information without overreacting and making it an issue #wait actually maybe i do need to sit down with her and explain this more explicitly. bc she probably doesnt rly know abt it #even tho ive mentioned it shes rly terrible at reading ppl and i probably dont let on much abt it anyway bc im used to dealing w it #ugh. but also its rly embarrassing to talk abt and ill have to tread so carefully to make sure it doesnt get misinterpreted. hmm #but itd be worth it if she stopped so. ill give it some thought #it makes me feel so unreal sometimes bc i cant always tell if im justifiably upset or if im 'just overreacting' so i assume the latter- #most of the time to give myself space to work thru the emotion and minimise the damage i might cause if i AM just overreacting #but then sometimes later on i realise that it was justified but its too late to bring it back up and anyway ive worked through it #and idk. theres smth self disrespectful abt it all im tired of making space all the time and never taking any up myself #im not THAT upset rn like this is a v minor thing but still. might be time to start nipping this stuff in the bud #aaanyway #im procrastinating eating bc i cooked a nice meal but now im not in the mood to eat it 😭😭 but i gotta fuel up..... #ill find smth to watch hopefully thatll do the trick #yawns so loud bye for now #.diaries

[arsenicflame]

hi i'm really interested in space lesbians! where are they, who are they? how can i see them? (shows, games, books?) also what are you most excited about in s2 of ofmd?

OH BOY OH BOY OH BOY

soooooo my space lesbian enthusiasm refers to 3 separate medias!! (it used to say gay space vikings bc that was an even more specific niche buuuut im way more into tihylttw these days s o) one day i am going to make a fuckin venn diagram of my girls because they all have so many similarities. (loki/sigyn and angela/sera are basically the same characters change my mind.)

this is about to get real long bc im unhinged about them <3 10/10 would talk about them all day if the communities were there

our first space lesbians are loki + sigyn from the bifrost incident! TBI is an album by the band the mechanisms which you can find wherever you listen to music (youtube here) its a norse mythology inspired rock/steampunk-esque album and it is SO GOOD- it takes place on a train in SPACE in the format of an incident investigation. its a story so you have to listen to the tracks in order :)

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next up! this is how you lose the time war- our lesbians in this are called red + blue because we have deconstructed this trope to its most basic format at this point :') its a short book, and you may be familiar with it as it went viral from a trigun fan tweet a few months back. (my url (and sewing blog url) are actually references to a quote from this book!) you can get it wherever you get books and id recc the audiobook if youre into that i am also in possession of the pdf if you wantto try before you buy.

tihylttw is a story told through the exchange of letters between two agents on opposite sides of a war- it usually gets described as enemies to lovers but id personally use rivals as i think it describes them better. the book is known for being incredibly poetic and sometimes pretentious in its writing and i just think its the most beautiful thing ever. lesbians do it better

honestly theres nothing i could say for tihylttw better than it could say for itself, i just adore the universe theyve built and i want to KNOW MORE. i love you and i love you and i want to find out what that means together

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saving the best for last is my girls angela + sera. the most of all time. nobody compares to them for me. they consume me

angela + sera are from marvel comics and you can find my complete reading list here, but if im talking about them positively, im usually talking about one of the titular Angela comics, and more often than not queen of hel.

honestly i love the angela comics so much that im making myself speechless trying to figure out where to start. Angela falls into the asgard side of marvel comics, though she is a lot more fluid in her affiliations, her whole thing being that she deals in deals- nothing for nothing everything has its price. she is at times described as emotionless and is generally quite a stoic character, especially around strangers. the major exception to this is her wife, sera. seras one of marvels few canon trans characters and i think she is just so wonderfully written. shes witty and cheeky and doesnt take shit from anyone, even when it gets her into trouble- and oh boy does sera find herself in some predicaments! the angela comics are often just as poetic as tihylttw for me, theyll drop an 'as long as you are with me, i am not afraid' and ill need to go smother myself in a pillow for a sec. in QOH they adopt a daughter who is Also a lesbian, shes an alternate version of leah of hel and i ALSO adore her.

im desperately trying to avoid plot points but god. the main arc is 21 issues of smooching Shakespearean space angels what more could you want?

(through sera & angela we get a lot of heven lore and honestly that could be its whole own thing for me im SO fascinated.)

my girls are currently in comic hell, i am praying they will get something good soon 🙏🙏

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and what am i most excited about for season 2? can i just say izzy? can i just say anne + mary? dude im so ready for some lesbians you have no idea actually you probably have a very good idea if you made it this far down. im incredibly excited to be seeing izzy get a favourable arc this season, im really hoping to see him develop relationships with everyone else, see him grapple with feelings around ed (actually im really hoping he chooses not to forgive ed. for growth) im excited to see whats gonna go down with his leg, im excited to see wtf is going on w ed + stede because i have no idea what the continuity is at the moment, im just excited!!!!!! i honestly dont think theres anything im not excited about everything looks so good so far

#category 10 nyx autism moment #i wrote way more for the others than TBI but its not bc i like it less theres just. a lot less lore? #honestly we dont know much about loki/sigyn outside the incident on the train #and talking about that is just. tellin u the story #the angela section just turned into stream of consciousness im sorry i was tryin to avoid just. esplaining the plots ghfnjfnj #if u read angela and u like it please talk to me g o d i am full of thoughts about them #i was trying to be restrained here but but but #god sera sera i love her shes no damsel in distress shes in control of her own destiny!!! #angelas conviction on things!!! itd be easier to argue with a mountain!!!! #i want to know EVERYTHING i want to scream about everything god #[explodes] #i need to lie down now actually im insane about them #if the angela fandom was half as big as ofmd i would probably never consume a new piece of media again #instead i mentally debate myself as to whether the lines about the scent of battle/blood in her eyes are supposed to be read as a #trans women are real women commentary or a rebuttal of hevens misandrist tendencies (i like both) #(its fun to try and read into this i love sera i love how they handled her being trans i love heven lore i love the anchorites #[explodes harder] #ok stopping. to reiterate. category 10 nyx autism moment #nyxtalks #ask #i am so. so sorry

[bitchapalooza]

Thank you Ryan Sinclair from long running scifi bbc show Doctor Who for expressing your difficultly with dyspraxia, without you I never would have heard of dyspraxia, wouldnt have looked into it, and wouldnt have found it explicitly explaining dozens of things in my life that made me feel wrong and stupid and broken.

#idk why im crying rn #ive been looking for the reason why i cant ride a bike #or how it took me until i was 17 to tie my shoes snd still struggle with it sometimes #thanks to the therapy i did as a kid my balance and catching and throwing improved significantly #but i had always been told ‘you just have balance issues youll grow out of it’ #i never thought itd have a real word for it #ever since i was 6 when the teacher took away my recess and forced me #to tie my shoelaces without teaching me the entire play time right next to her making me cry #bc she kept saying no when i asked for help bc i couldnt do it i didnt know how indidnt understand #what ppl meant by make bunny ears and put them thru the loop #ever since then i had wondered why i was like this and now i possibly have the reason and word for it 18 yrs later #i cant stop crying #talkies

[gloopdimension]

Ohhhh intimacy being a special thing esp for fark

#thought up a drawing idea and like. Its so deep to me #farks a robor. i dont thinkbhes ever rly like. had much in terms of intimacy pleasure and the like. #and then spark shows up! i woont go into my hcs abt Her but like aarggghhh never knowng true intmacy between you and a partner #Until you Do have one and shes organicbwith blood pumping through her veins and a heart and a mind with Desire. #itd also be a means for fark to figure out a lil more of his identity anf what hed like! #Think it could form a bond of trust and vulnerability that hes never had before and will never havr again. #same for spark! #ive got hcs abt past jobs and one of themninvolved sex work. yes thered be a sense of trust but what abt the emotional vulnerability and #the bond it forms and strengthens w time #Uughh idk where im going w this but its so much to me. It meance so much. #stej thots #Id be so powerful if i was good withwords. #these tags imght be out of order. i feel like somethings missing bc it BROKE and i had to try an fix it in my drsfts!