#only have to deal with the big problems

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

i fucking hate when soooo omany little tiny useless things go wrong in a day and it just builds up and it makes you want to kill everything because if ONE thing after all that goes wrong U JUST WANT TO DIE BECAUSE IT SUCKS SO MUCH. like today has sucked so much and nothings even HAPPENED. its just everythings been very slightly wrong !!!!!/ and i hate it so much. EVEN MY FUCKING COMFORT JUMPER IS WRONG this sucks so much i am genuinely so angry

ok i took the jumper off now im cold but its better than feeling too many texture MY FUCKING HEADPHONES wire. ok. i just. everything today has been SO bad because theres been so many small things. i want to scream. like i literally couldnt even play tetris because the moment i started doing badly i just. fuck. today has been full of minor inconveniences and i HATE it. and this WHOLEEE website is all like wow autism is so sexy and great BUT I HATE IT. LIKE if i could just NOT. feel like ANYTHING EXISTING.  was fucking PAINFUL.  THAT WOULD BE GREAT. BUT NOW EVERY SOUND I HEAR IS THE WORST SOUND TO EVER HAVE EXISTED. and everythings Wrong. i hateeeee this. cant even DO anything about it BECAUSE everyhthing is guaranteed to have SOEMTHING go wrong WHICHLL MAKE IT WORSE. fuck

#day thoughts #vent #i just #i wish i could just #only have to deal with the big problems #because these tiny proble #ms #are actually WORSE #because i cant even DO anything #like #UGH #FUCK

[goemon-fan]

This was easily one of the best Lupin episodes

#there will be a rant in the tags that you can ignore #but it is so upsetting how modern/current lupin took away the depths of these characters and flimsily tries to restore their earlier depth #i'm one of those people who craves depth in what i watch and it's so difficult to like this franchise because it will be so close to doing #something interesting only to abandon it #this episode and part one as a whole was peak lupin in my opinion with each character having emotional depth yet flaws to overcome #yet modern lupin would have you believe that these characters don't desire to improve in any capacity #if we were to just focus on Goemon for example right here he shows depth with revealing hidden emotional maturity and empathy for Lupin by #comforting him and admitting he himself is afraid (which is a big deal for a character like him who is supposed to be unflinching) #but in modern lupin goemon will literally say that he's not afraid of anything and this is written without any hint of irony or depth #i'm okay with mindless entertainment and i understand that this is a series simply about stealing but the character assassination is so #disappointing #and when this series does try to be “deep” they pick the most triggering subject matter possible to depict to the point where it's #practically unwatchable (this is in reference to Part 4 and its constant SA plots as well as the rampant gratuitous child abuse plots #throughout the entire series) #i want so badly to love lupin the 3rd but it's a huge problem when fanfiction understands the characters better than the source material #lupin iii #lupin the third #lupin the 3rd #goemon ishikawa xiii #goemon #arsene lupin iii #jigen daisuke #daisuke jigen #fujiko mine #part 1

[tj-crochets]

this poll brought to you by a text I got from one of the other [my job title]'s contractors while I'm covering for him being gone. The contractor texted me "The answer is as always [his name] [his company ID number]" To which I could only say "what was the question?"

#the person behind the yarn #also brought to you by the many many contractors that will request I quote something for them via email #so I send the quote via email #and then they text me 'okay I'll take it' #and it's like great! thanks! Who are you? what are you taking??? #it's not as big a problem when I am only dealing with my contractors #but I am getting a reputation among other [job title]'s contractors when I cover for them #as someone who can fix paperwork problems #which means I get texts from unknown numbers saying things like #why didn't I get paid for the [city name] job?? #and I have to be like WHICH ONE we have done so much work in that city #also who are you #but when they send me the job number I can look it up and find their name so I usually don't even bother asking for their name

[fvckw4d]

"other countries have poor people but worse, don't speak usamerican" fuck you actually. Shiver in my freezing ass cockroach infested poisoned water mold ladened lead paint flaking ass apartment with me. "At least you're not the REAL poor or getting bombed or whatever" repeat what you said back slowly and then jump into the poisioned river down my street. Starve with me. Bitch.

#Big difference between us centricism and BEING A POOR PERSON AND TALKING ABOUT IT Jesus christ #You are a tar pit. #☠️ #'Solidarity but for only if you're suffering in the right country in the correct way' go to hell. #'homeless and poor people in the US benefit from imperialism' in the abstract yes but also do you FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF #Are you fucking insane #If your big ideologal stance is really 'not being bombed is a privilege and it's even MORE of one if you're in a Bad Country' #we are past the point of no return. #Also I'm gonna say it but just because the us found a way to profit off of queer people and claims they won't hate crime them #Doesn't mean it's not more or less illegal to be queer here I can't. Stress enough. If you can't rent an apartment #or hold a job because you're queer. That's just a slow winter or summer death here. You know but you refuse to actually understand. #I don't need your compassion it doesn't matter to me that much. I have real problems to deal with. #But again. You're a fucking tar pit. Hope your soul never finds rest.

[hirokiyuu]

i've been playing limbus corp a lot and like........ the amnt of diseases the girls have so far is unparalleled. every time don quixote opens her mouth and starts talking i am like. obsessed.

#ishmael is also big fave to no one's surprise i want to kiss her on the Lips #outis........ clearly has problems disease. i want to dissect her. #curious abt whatevers going on with faust re:the company but im not as obsessed as i am w/the other women #i like rodya a lot too. her/sonya is really...... #as for boys i am really curious abt w/e heathcliff's deal is esp given wuthering heights stuff #meursault also i am SUPER interested in #which is ironic bc literally that opinion only emerged in the middle of making this post #going thru ch3 literally Right Now and he said [stuff] and i was like. oh you have PROBLEMS problems #sinclair i also am watching. w/e his shit he keeps alluding to is making me like #eyes eyes eyes eyes. tell me your problems disease #unfortunately i am on the cusp of running out of stamina for tonight..... sad #personal #limbus company spoilers ? #OH i like yuri a lot too...... pink haired girl bias

[gregmarriage]

feel like i always have to have something to say™️ when i text my friends, but like, i always have to remind myself that i could just say hi, or like send funny image™️ and it will be fine ☺️ <(clenching fists)

#gwen attempts friendship #<title of my extremely unpopular memoir #i feel like i have to say big things™️ #like something needs to be happening #i need a topic #and i also have to remind myself that my friends love me and don’t find me as annoying as i think they do #it’s fine!!!! #*bites inside of mouth until i draw blood* #anyways i’m a adult and i’m soo normal at human bonding x #idk i’m having weird brain time™️ again lately and i’m just dealing with that #or trying to in the healthiest way i can #people enjoy talking to me #people like me and even love me #said to the bathroom mirror as i grip the sink so hard my knuckles turn white #i feel like i’m avoiding my friends but it’s also fine if we don’t talk 24/7 #they will not forget me #their object permanence of me isn’t that bad please calm down #we will catch up at a later date and it will be nice #it’s only bad if i’m deliberately isolating myself #and i’m not so it’s fine #just kinda dissociating and forgetting to reply or that i meant to tell them things etc #honestly it’s my object permance that’s the problem #i’d literally forget my brain if it wasn’t inside my head #it’s fun <3 #anyways another fun gwen ramble for y’all

[willowways]

Is it me or does it seem like no one has a plan

Like both the skip the vote and the vote blue no matter who people are thinking less about what will benefit people and more on moral superiority

Like … I would like some direction please

#“voting is useless“ one of the candidates is going to win and Trump is not better at the foreign policy thing #…. or the not being a racist thing #“​ vote for Biden trump will be worse“just because trump will be worse doesn’t mean we should let the Democratic Party devolve into the #‘ not as big of assholes as you could have been party’ #the only plan I’ve seen is to vote third and ignoring the fact that a good deal of the third party candidates are anti- vax weirdos #you still have to make sure the canadate you’re voting for has enough support #or we’re back with the same problem we started with #still it’s better than nothing #which is apparently the only solution to people right now #sorry if I come ocross real mean #I’m just tired #and i hate that the only options people are considering are ‘Palistinians die’ or ‘Palistinians die but we act smug about it’ #poltiics #current events #vent

[baishouqijia]

i am desperately trying to be more active but i'm experiencing mental burnout. just want to say thank you for the interactions even when i'm only checking in here now and again - i'll respond when i'm feeling better! <3

#nothing really happened - work and the house just got on top of me. #for context i was promoted to a management position in october and i hit my stride so i have a lot of responsibilities and i'm hhh. #having to play catch up in terms of skillset. i'm good at my job but i'm not the best - therefore ? i must keep pushing :y #as for home... Man (horse.jpg) #we bought a house a year ago. i envy people who renovate days after moving in. we're a year in and i'm only just redoing the kitchen floor #after a leak that happened in JUNE 2022. it's expensive as fuck and takes so much time. #i'm so fortunate to be able to afford a house but like. i won't lie. it's really hard having to be responsible for everything that goes #wrong with it. my kitchen has been subfloor for months. we destroyed our kitchen island trying to make room for the floor to be done #so we're down storage and stuff is just piling up. eh i know this is like. first world problem and really not a big deal. #but when your house is in disrepair because you don't have the money to fix it quickly or time to do it yourself. shit's hard. #anyway this is a rant. don't want a wrench or a tissue- just wanna get it out. #[puts on pantalone hat] i have money anxiety too #like i earn the most i've ever earned. i won't really get much higher than this atm. i'm due a bonus and i can cash out my shares #but fixing up the house is so expensive. i'm worried i'm gonna lose it all somehow. idfk why. when things are going well i worry i'm gonna #lose it all somehow. growing up poor does a number on your resource guarding. if i spend a penny I Will Lose It All. #' dima why do you like pantalone so much ' HE JUST LIKE ME FRRRR #sry this is a ramble . i treat tumblr tags like my diary but i hope you enjoyed the read xoxox #anyways! point is! i'm alive! i'm itching to come back but i dont have the mental space for fun rn. #can't have fun until i feel safe enough to have fun if that makes sense. #aight byeee

[lilliths-httyd-blog]

my least favourite thing about running a decently sized httyd-centric youtube channel is definitely the 12 year olds

#they weren't kidding when they said that we were in a literacy crisis #these kids can't interpret sentences for SHIT #vent #youtube comments #youtuber problems #im not even that big i only have like 1420 subs- #whyyy do i have to deal with this 💀 #i should just stop replying to comments :) #quote ruffnut BUT THAT TAKES ALL THE FUN OUT OF IT

[immamapletreekid]

i am the most predictable person with the most predictably pathetic tastes in the history of predictable pathetic taste

#give me a character that is just in it for a good time. problem and conflict free #living their best life unbothered. moisturized. thriving and absolutely glowing #but is also like an actual big deal. has a reputation making them equal parts feared and admired #and give them the weirdest most incredibel fashion choices. bonus points id they are goth #and give off vampire wine aunt vibes #sprinkle in a pinch of middle aged man who somehow ends up the adoptive father of 2 and #pls he is so unserjous. he is living his best life in that fucking tiny ass boat. great unit of a black bejeweled sword on his back #lace sleeves and high heels sailing across the ocean chasing a pirate fleet bc he wanted to kill some time #he is peak gothic wine aunt malewife energy to me #HE LIVES IN A FUCKING CASTLE???? ? HIS FAVOURTIE FOOD IS RED WINE HE LIKES TO READ HE ONLY WEARS A SHIRT WHEN HES NOT WORKING #wheb i started this series i did not know who he was #and my predictions for top 3 favorhite characters were in no particular order zoro law and ace #now two od those i have not met yet. but for now #the tentative big 3 are mihawk nami and usopp #nami bc i care about her i adore her i cherish her i fuckijg love her she is so silly #usopp bc the vibes are immaculate #mihawk bc. actuslly no explanation needed im not foing to embarras myself further #but also i love all the strawhats ive met so far #they are one big happy family and they love each other and would die& kill for each other and they have a place to belong next to each other #and i think thats beautiful. #rambling about stuff

[running-in-the-dark]

it's actually evil that you need to have a (newer) smartphone and an app to confirm the transaction every time you want to transfer money

for many, many reasons, but mostly because it's one more thing I need to keep figuring out for my mother and I don't want to!

#first I had to add her account to my app and deal with that for six months because her phone was too old for the app #then I gave her my phone when I got a new one (the fact that she needed one for that was a big factor in me buying a new one) #and had to set all of that up. #and now. she keeps having problems with it!! and she doesn't understand my instructions on the phone!! so I have to drive over there to fix #whatever she did #which right now only takes 30 minutes if I'm lucky (depends on how annoying she wants to be that day) #but once we move it'll be an hour of driving alone. plus the time I'll have to spend at her place. #so yeah I'm pissed off about it #the TAN generator things that you put your bank card in worked perfectly fine but noooo everyone has a smartphone right 🙄🙄🙄 #fucking hate that shit #especially since the tiny branch of her bank in her village closed a few years ago. so yeah either you have a smartphone and someone to help #you set that up and solve any issues. or you have a car to drive to the nearest bank and do it that way. #this sucks #personal

[theophagie-remade]

I don't have much to say about Magne other than there was an Attempt, but. That time when Twice and Toga got angry with Overhaul for misgendering her was already indicative of what I'm going to get at in a sec, and obviously it was especially relevant because it was a direct show of respect and support from people who very clearly cared about her (and who called her big sis already as it was!!) (×2 imo because Twice was intentionally written to be the readers' insight into the LOV, and the character with whom they were supposed sympathise with the most at/since the beginning, so it's especially important that the first one who spoke up was him), but the story's progression (especially in recent years) is what most assures me that despite a rather poor execution (definitely not the best, but also certainly not the worst) Horikoshi did mean well with her. "People bound together by the chains of society always laugh at those who aren't" :(

#^ when she quotes her friend. like had the manga not gone on like it has that could have very well been a generic #We Live in a Society moment. but it wasn't. and that's what's comforting tbh #in general i think a big issue with magne from what little we know of her is that her reason for joining the lov was fighting back against #a tangibile real world issue (transphobia) vs all the other villains. whose situations Are partially real world issues as well #(eg child abuse) but they also very much present fantasy elements to them (eg toga's treatment due to her quirk) #and i'm not saying this as a justification for killing her off but. when you're writing a superhero comic with a target audience of young #cishet men it is much easier to present them with fantasy solutions to fantasy problems. again not that i think it's right!!! #but i do assume that horikoshi's thought process was more or less this. like. tiger is there alive and well #but he passes and was confirmed to be trans only via word of god so his identity has no bearing on the story itself #while magne's did. which doesn't make tiger's transness any less ''real'' than hers ofc but again i think it was a matter of what horikoshi #could actually deal with (fantasy problems) with the average readers that he has. it sucks all the way around. #which begs the question. ''why create her character in the first place then'' to which i answer: i don't fucking know man #bnha #animanga #mytext #in general. i've seen lots of people do this even with eg toga and her bisexuality (and when it comes to her i completely disagree but w/e) #but. authors who want to depic queer characters in good will but make mistakes or do it awkwardly or anything else #should Not be put on the same level as actively queerphobic authors. at all. do criticise what's worthy of constructive #criticism when you see it but don't even pretend that those two are remotely the same thing #(jic i didn't explain myself well bc i don't think that i did. what i wholly disagree with is that ''toga is a bad bi stereotype''. #i am bi people and i disagree!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[smol-bean-of-the-smols]

so theres this one assignment in one of my classes that i refuse to complete (its an interview assignment. i have to interview someone. that i do not know.)

because holy shit not only was it one of the things that caused me to spiral over the weekend, but getting reminded of it today in class and thinking about it has already sapped me of whatever motivation/energy i had. while im trying to complete other homework. i need to read this thing to complete a quiz but i Can Not read huge blocks of text rn

what the hell

#bean complains again #also tagging this as #vent #and my teacher is treating it like its Not A Big Deal but!!!! it is!!!! #i cannot do that!! i spent a whole year becoming socially distant and only agreed to go to college to get myself around people again #so i can get a handle on my anxiety SLOWLY. ITS A SLOW PROCESS #only for this huge Social Requirement to be shoved in my face in the first quarter???? #since i plan on not doing it my teacher will most likely confront me about it #and then i'll have to explain to her that i cant handle this thing with my current mental problems #and i REALLY HATE talking to adults in authority about my mental health #because since when have the adults in my life taken my anxiety seriously #hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[filmfactors]

imagine suneo and gian with the 'there was only one bed' trope (≧∀≦)

Not to yuck your yum anon but I think that's one of the tropes those two will forever be immune to, I can't recall a movie aside from 'New Nobita's Great Demon' where they do not share a room.

It's par for the course with them, as evidenced with movies like the Antarctica one:

Of course the series would be a different ball park to talk about, but I like to take the movies word that they don't particularly care.

#doraemon talk #ofc its up for debate how many times they even do share a bed but point being is that i cant imagine itd ever be a big deal to them #and im applying this to when their older too bc after awhile its just normalized behavior #alternatively it should be considered that in the future itd start to feel weird when their isnt anyone by their side when they go to bed #similar to how different it feels to live alone vs with others honestly i can imagine the whole group getting adjusted to spending #24 hours together on their adventures practically and then having to readjust when they get back to normal living #to add if there ever was a problem i can only imagine itd be caused by someone making suneo feel self conscious abt it #if theres anything to be learned from the movies and series alike suneo is not very good at handling his own insecurities or doubts #specifically when it comes to emotions and friendship etc the touchy feely stuff where gian is shockingly more adapt when it comes to it #though itd probably take like one talk for things to go back to normal but thats the only way i see it being a big deal

[mrsmiroir]

i don’t actually care abt people wearing fake glasses for the fit, but i do find it funny that so many are genuinely embarrassed to admit that they’re fake. like yeah it is a little embarrassing im ngl but the look is fire.

#the only problem is that now people thing that my superspec 2000s mega microscope ass lenses are fake #like i have gotten asked this both irl and online #which isn’t a real issue but irl u can see my thick ass lenses sticking out of the frames like why would i put #bulletproof glass in fake frames and shit #i take it as a compliment tho bc that means my frames r too cute <3 #anyway back to my opinion on the matter #i dont think it’s a big deal bc if i did it would be purely out of resentment and bitterness #and that’s not a valid reason to get all uppity tbh #blayne #delete later

[princessmossy]

Just realized something about the dbd update that didn’t really hit me when I read the patch notes.

Grim embraces buff makes it a super important perk. Because now we’re really gonna have to consider if this gen has enough progress to warrant using a regression event on it and all that jazz. Gen blocking perks are gonna be essential slowdown now because they won’t use a regression event. We’re gonna see a surge in use of gen blocking perks rather than gen damaging perks. Which might be kind of annoying… It’s also gonna make people not really want to use weaker regression perks that are more valuable being used repetively and instead want to focus on stronger regression perks. Pop combined with overcharge or call of brine I think will make a return then. Cause would you rather bring jolt with it’s what 8% progress and basic regression speed or Pop (30% progress) and call of brine (125% regression speed plus tracking)? Maybe even a return of Ruin in the meta if it doesn’t trigger a ‘regression event’.

Unless I have misunderstood entirely what they are trying to do here. I don’t think I like this update much.

#they’re always like ‘let’s shake up the meta!’ #then introduce the most unfun mechanic you’ve ever heard #heaven forbid we wanna do anything #they love to make killers miserable and then we become the bad guy for playin in an ‘unfun’ way #which survivors are gonna say ‘everyone takes gen blocking perks it’s so unfun!’ #and then behaviour will nerf the gen blocking perks so we have nothing except tunneling and camping to secure a win #wah wah three gening is boring #but it really wasn’t a big deal!!! for an occasional problem their solution was to shackle everyone AGAIN #LIKE the only thing Freddy could do to win was three gen and tbf that’s why I didn’t like or play him much #dbd #dead by daylight