#oooo my mother was meannto.me and my oarents beat me as a kkd ooo

[starsonmarsy]

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#imagine a world where im not autistic #and i catch on sooner #or a world where im not just a ticking time bomb #where i dont implode #and kill everything i care about with the shrapnel #or a world where i can just respond to tjings like a normal human being #oooo my mother was meannto.me and my oarents beat me as a kkd ooo #so now i cant manage my emotions and have the emotional maturity of a moody 15 year old ooo #IMAGINE A WORLD WHERE I STOO FUXKING UP #AND THEN TJIS WHOLE FUFK ASS POST AND BLOW UP ANS EPISODE IM GONNA APOLOGIZE FOR LATEE WNS FEEL WORSE #BECAUDE RHATS ALL I EVER DO ITS A FUCKING CYCKE #APOLOGIES WITH NO ACTION MEAN NOTHING LET ME FUCKINF JUST DIE ALREADY #im sick of myself. why cant i be someone else #why am i so selfisb #putting my problems on others when theyre dealing with stuff too #im sorry im sorry im sorry km sorrh im sorry im sorru im sorru im skrrh im skrru #i shouldnt exist #vent