#personal blah

[imaginaryanon]

thinking about her (wicked thing) again

#the fucking GRIP that this fic has on me. that it's had on me all these years #'then why aren't you writing it kat' shhhh shut UP be quiet. i know. this isn't about that #if i see this post in the evening again maybe i'll elaborate even if just to put my emotions into words for my own sake #but most likely not so we're just gonna go with the ol' reliable ough. bc truly........ ough. <3 #personal blah

[tamsinbeybey-she-no-porcupine]

lunchbreak aka gotta hydrate, eat, and stare at my comfort middle-aged man to rejuvenate for the next shift

#Ben Willbond #bbc ghosts the captain #bbc ghosts #Personal blah

[thehollowprince]

I just lost my job, so if anyone can spare a few dollars so that I can eat until I hopefully find a new one, that would be much appreciated.

#personal blah

[scrupez]

For anyone who's wondering what's been happening since I was last on here (TW for sad shit?):

Moved house 3 times (1 time right as the pandemic started, 1 time into my old bedroom at my parents house and then to my own place in the tiniest village in the middle of nowhere).

Saw my shop close bc pandemic, moved to another shop, got fired, started doing catering for one of the largest corporations in the world, was so overworked I had a full-blown panic attack and wasn't allowed back.

Started an IT/AI course, got kicked out after 2 months and am currently home and unable to work bc my brain is a dick. And my nan's husband got sick and passed away today, so that also sucks.

BUT I have finally talked to Tim Key after more than a decade and I made a tit of myself, so there's that.

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#personal blah

[itsonlyalittlelife]

where does one find a Kind and Funny Christian Boy these days

#cause apparently it's not hinge #a bust yet again #personal blah

[flo55i]

ok. books that purposely end on a cliffhanger so you can *find out what happens in the next instalment* can go fuck themselves. write an actual ending— it can even be a cliffhanger or ambiguous— but don’t just add drama for shock value when it could have been wrapped up a few chapters ago.

#I won’t name it because I have appalling taste in books but know this book #you are on notice #although what else did I expect? #it has a fanfic style warning on the first page #and tumblr art on the back #personal blah

[unknownunseenunheard]

Hypnos took his revenge on me

My hubris has been punished

#personal blah #i normally get like. 3 hours a day #tis not by choice however hypos has punished me regardless for being a naughty enby

[nerdynikki94]

Going to have to give it up to my once-prejudiced grandmother believing and handling it way better when I came out to her than my mother. I think props go to my younger Gen Z enby cousin for paving the way. My grandmother didn't get that and kept dead naming them. I did my best to correct that. (I think she's on her way to getting it.)

She started to say that her only complaint was about queer representation in media being too prevalent, so I sat down and explained to her how alone I felt growing up, thinking there was something wrong with me. How the shows I've watched in the past year made me realize that if I had seen this when I was a teenager, it would've saved me a literal decade of feeling alone, terrified, fucked up and ashamed. How seeing queer people's romances, now that we're finally starting to abandon the bury your gay cliche, made me see that how I felt didn’t need to be punished. How I stopped pressuring myself to fit other people's (mainly my father's) requirements of me, which led to nothing but self-loathing, because people like me could proudly exist.

I explained how I've reached a point where I'm willing to lose people, because I'm sick of stifling myself, especially for my mother's comfort (she told my aunt that I think I'm gay, over a near-situation with a guy).

My grandmother said she was sorry I ever had to go through that, and that she could understand why it's so important. She told me that she loves me no matter what, and she asked me for a hug. She kept smiling at me the rest of the day.

I'm not supposed to tell anyone that I came out to her, but that moment meant a lot to me and I wanted to share it.

#personal blah #she liked Jenny's Wedding so yikes #but she also liked Brokeback Mountain so there's potential there

[amberastra]

Finally jumping on the Dracula Daily bandwagon! Can't wait to reread the adventures of our good friend Jonathan with y'all~

#personal blah #dracula daily #this is the most delightful way of consuming this book #very much looking forward to the rest of it

[ohno-the-sun]

Some thoughts about who Eclipse is exactly

#I put too much effort into this #blah whatever #sundrop #fnaf daycare attendant #moondrop #fnaf sun #fnaf moon #fnaf #fnaf ruin dlc #ruin dlc spoilers #fnaf eclipse #fnaf ruin dlc spoiler #eclipse #was tempted to color this since their hands and yellow and blue and that makes sense for the metaphors and whatever #idk if I really like it that much anymore #the pacing is weird #my art #AnahjJjsjaj I’m realizing now I could have made the person they’re talking to Cassie aaa #Pfpfpft I didn’t know who to put there #I’m so dumb aaaragrga #will i ever tell the story of what this comic originally was?? #no its too embarressing #im putting this note here for myself tho u know ur sins

[imaginaryanon]

will people please stop walking into my house (websites that i use often) and moving all my furniture (giving them new layouts that i hate)

#the new thesaurus.com layout made me physically recoil fghjhjd what in the fuck IS that thing. hello?? it's soooo goddamn ugly my god #personal blah

[tamsinbeybey-she-no-porcupine]

there was so much funny stuff in this series that I absolutely Loved

But my brain is Just Stuck on the fucking tragedy

I need a rewatch and Focus on the fun

#BBC Ghosts #Personal blah

[thehollowprince]

Just sitting here, casually talking my friend through how to pick a lock to an office building. As one does.

#personal blah

[scrupez]

@oxymoronish "I missed you! sorry to hear about all the bullshit. i'm sure the tim key encounter wasn't as bad as you remember though"

YOU SURE ABOUT THAT?!

#personal blah #tim key

[itsonlyalittlelife]

i've been feeling very lonely lately, which was exacerbated by the fact that i had no nye plans, so i prayed a silly prayer that someone at church this morning would invite me to something, and lo and behold, here i am getting ready to leave in half an hour for a full night of activities with a fun group of girls. pray your silly prayers, sometimes He answers them.

#personal blah

[flo55i]

joining a new server is scary like, hay, this is me, please don’t trash all over my opinions and the very logic which is keeping me going.

#personal blah #discord is an oxymoron #literally trying to do the opposite and reach an accord with people!! #mental health