#plus my arm hurts??

[thebearfx]

yesterday i had two miserable cups of coffee and it gave such bad anxiety that my asthma made a guest appearance

#plus my arm hurts?? #im straight up not having a good time #plus im dehydrated and feel hung over for some reason?

[floralstorms]

Ummmm human form Prismo design! whee

#my art #Prismo #prismo the wishmaster #human prismo #scarab #the scarab #scarab the god auditor #If this doesn’t look like something he’d wear or something then Idk but Ig #do be aware that my main consumption of his character is through fanfiction art and Fionna and #Cake (because I actually watched it) and video compilations of Prismo so Idk lol but this design has been sitting in my doodles so I decide #to draw it digitally as well #Idk but this was fun #Also. Whee his scarf is a constellation arm with hands at each end. Just a (fun in my opinion Idk) detail. #plus time cube earrings & glasses #Fionna and cake spoilers #Fionna and cake #prohibitedwish #prohibited wish #Vaguelyy…..? #Idk but they’re having fun with their hurt/comfort fanfiction with carefully constructed lore from Scarab #The Characters……. Hmhmhmhmjmhmmhdybdjygcufdiie #the colors were so fun to use here! :D #id in alt text

[treewithabark]

At what point do you say, fuck it. I need to buy a waterproof longline.

This point. This is when you say, fuck it. I need a waterproof longline.

#this thing got SO HEAVY #i think even juno was struggling to drag it near the end #and carrying it home hurt my arm #I’ll dig around for something affordable because I’m determined to crack down extra hard on recall training over winter #less wildlife and much less cattle and sheep etc #plus we have a family holiday in the spring and I really want her to be able to frolick in the sea without the restriction of a lead

[sysig]

String you up, tie you down (Patreon)

#Doodles #The Stanley Parable #TSP #Stanley #The Narrator #I realized I never actually gave any kind of visual representation of how Sinister's arm got that way #Since it was a dream initially he was just ''always like that'' so I never bothered lol #Plus I never even posted those original dream doodles over here lol it was on my alt - so many reasons! #It's weird to see his arm unburned and bruised with the wire on it #It would still eventually start to hurt! It's very tight on him so it cuts off his circulation even without all the external damage #Not enough to cause lasting damage - how much do the resets reset? Does his blood un-flow? #But definitely enough to cause discolouration on his skin #Not enough to completely numb his arm tho just so it's like forever pin-pricks lol #Sometimes the skin goes numb from being burned or hit tho - the Narrator has no real way of knowing what Stanley's feeling so he just #Keeps running him into things lol #It's not Exactly sadism on purpose - he does genuinely forget! Especially the longer it goes on because Stanley stops reacting #And then also the thing of how much does the Narrator remember from each reset as well lol - some things! But not everything #So eventually it just settles into ''That's just what Stanley's arm is like'' - much like how I feel about it! Lol #But sometimes he does hurt him on purpose - think the lead-up to the Museum ending or the Mariella ending #The example given here is the first time he burns Stanley's arm for refusing to get the Art ending lol #Maybe he does hate babies you don't know #Poor Sinister :( He's always at the whims of the Narrator but now he's got a whole arm's worth of extra control on him! #Got a bad vibe from the very beginning and he was right

[kaisollisto]

i imagine beatrice refuses to wear a cap (especially backwards)

"it's quite frankly unprofessional and tacky." Beatrice grumbles tiredly. Ava waves away her insistence, scoffing, muttering, "who even uses the word tacky." She flattens it on Bea's head careful to tuck the bun underneath the hat. Her hands roam at the back of her neck and Ava blames it on the height difference. She can't tell if she's pinching bea's hair from their positions. Beatrice is sat with her paperwork crooked on the table and Ava hovering above her. "C'mon bea you can take a power nap, i know you're sleepy." Ava nudges her softly, the source of bea's exhaustion weighs on Ava's heart heavily. "Just a tiny one, I'll wake you up in 30 minutes, promise." Beatrice's face twitches, Ava can see her face fluctuating between a range of emotions before she settles on resignation. She relents but not before questioning the validity of the hat. Ava laughs and fixes it so it covers the top of her face, "It's a good disguise, no one will know it's you." She tidies her table up as neat as she can with Beatrice shifting. Beatrice's ears peek out from her head and Ava has to restrain herself from doing something utterly unhinged (like rubbing them softly), "See you in 30 boss."

#tko_art #don't look to closely at this #wrote this bitch in 20 min #i hate writing #if u couldn't tell #anyway i had to write them a little something #plus beatrice with a back cap is cute #i think #avatrice #if it's ooc no it's not #lol #ava was supposed to say #Plus no one can take cute pictures of u being sleepy #but couldn't incorporate it right anywa #my arms hurt bro wtf #this isn't horrible #but it's not good i think #it's something

[thedreadvampy]

Jujitsu class got me showing up to work with somewhat suspicious bruising and a sore neck from being choked. 10/10 would recommend.

#red said #gotta say like as someone who. the majority of physical abuse I've experienced has involved being thrown around #dragged around and choked #there is something weirdly emptying about these classes #i think it's less the learning to defend against it and more the idea that I'm doing it in a safe place #like with people who don't actually want to hurt me physically or emotionally #and I'm allowed to fight back and i won't be treated like I'm trying to hurt THEM physically or emotionally #I'm not particularly good at it cause I've got the strength and flexibility but i keep forgetting what I'm trying to do #like OK GOT OUT OF YOUR LOCK GOT YOUR ARM CONTROLLED. wait what was the next bit? oh no i lose. #but i often can't even cope with people TOUCHING my neck and not only did we do several moves that involved pushing on each others throats #but when i sparred with the tutor he had me in two different chokeholds plus one i wriggled out of and i had a GREAT time #it's SO DIFFERENT to do stuff where you trust the people you're with #EMPOWERING not EMPTYING those are very different words

[angelnumber27]

bloodwork couture

#they did 1 on the right and 6 on the left lmaoo #plus have a vaccination in each arm #so overall my arms just hurt rn

[cookinguptales]

man, I don't know if it's like. residual emotional effects from yesterday, the physical toll it took on my body, hormones or just like. a general sense of malaise. but I just kind of want to lie in bed and cry today.

I just finished a work project, which is generally call for celebration, but I just. every time I try to work on a creative project instead, I feel like everything I make is awful. every time I try to just veg and watch something, I feel like I'm wasting my time. my brain is very... scratchy today, for lack of a better word.

idk, maybe I'm just mentally exhausted. I had to put on kind of a brave and friendly face for most of yesterday, but it was a pretty awful experience. the actual migraine(?) was terrifying, especially because the experience wasn't anything like other migraines I've had, the tests were stressful and painful and I'm having quite a few physical effects today because of them. and no matter how often it happens to me, there's something so specifically demoralizing about paying several hundred dollars to go to the hospital and stay there all day just for them to say "good news! we can't find anything wrong!" like that makes you feel any better at all when something clearly is.

idk how I feel so simultaneously over and underwhelmed today.

#vent post #I'd usually go for a walk to air out my brain but uh #let's just say that my body is very unhappy about some things that happened to it yesterday #plus the overall ache that comes from tensing up for an hour for an MRI #my joints are so fragile today and it's driving me nuts #I had to hold the call button in a weird angle during the MRI and MRA yesterday and my fingers hurt like hell by the end #and this morning they just won't do fucking anything I want #and they had to give me a large dose of zofran because I have bad reactions to MRI contrast #and uhhhhh let's just say that I'm not having a great reaction to that rn either #plus after all those attempts with the IV my arms are one big bruise #I'm whining sorry but today everything feels like a lot #maybe just feeling the things I didn't have space to yesterday idk

[just-sp-in-inginthevoid]

See that? That's a chest guard.

It is worn by archers to not hurt their chest with the bow string. Not all archers use it but when you don't have the time to focus (/quickly shoot like Noritoshi has to) the risk of the string hurting you is stronger

And that's... it

He doesn't have arms guards

He doesn't have archery gloves

Or archery tabs or finger savers

Noritoshi shoots repeatedly and presumably a lot of arrows; shooting without protection in these conditions can lead to: blisters, open wounds, callouses and nerve damages for fingers and lot of bruising or even open wounds for the arm. Fingers can also get fatigued. These things will of course get in the way to shoot arrows well

He does seem to have a hip/belt quiver so that's good (hip quivers are the most liked among archers because they aren't in the way and it's easy to reach for the arrows it contains)

#id like to say he perhaps couldnt find/take all of his equipment but even in season one he doesnt have them #im not against my blorbos being hurt - im the first to hurt them but i dont think gege thought about it #(or maybe they did who knows) #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #noritoshi kamo #jjk noritoshi #jjk meta #i think #kamo noritoshi #plus i think it wouldve add to the chara design and archers gloves and arm guard look cool asf

[illir]

oh right i talk abt this sometimes on twitter but never here so

if you want to repost my art, please ask me first. i will most likely say yes, but PLEASE ask! not only for my art but anyone's art, really. it doesn't matter if you're going to give credits or not. some artists don't want their art reposted at all, not even with credits. make sure to ASK FIRST.

same way if you're going to use someone else's art for personal use (icon, header, etc). DON'T DO IT UNLESS: 1) the artist has stated that it's okay to use their art for personal use (check their twitter bio, about page, carrd, etc), or 2) you personally ask them and they say it's fine. if they don't answer, it means NO.

don't treat someone's art as a free drawing you can use however you want!! is all.

#the thing with reposts is a general problem within the art community itself but #in yuumori fandom we've had 'fights' with several reposts account especially on instagram LMFAOOO #it was tiring every time... since they were all being defensive instead of just deleting their posts #there was even one time where a japanese yuumori fanartist made a callout post and asked everyone to report this one acc on ig #and they only deleted the tweets once the reposter took down all their posts #it was... an experience 💀 i didn't expect them to do that lol #fortunately our fandom isn't that big in terms of number of ppl who are constantly active #plus the intl and jpn fans generally get along pretty well too i'd say #so these things are resolved quickly bc words tend to spread fast #it's just sad that this keeps happening #i feel like the only people who get defensive about reposts are people who don't draw #like i hurt my back and arm while drawing this shit's not easy #it can be super draining #people who say “artists are so whiny” piss me the fuck off because it's not like we're whiny for no reason #oh my god that was long jhfjdsk #anyways

[speeshularts]

OC character studies because I need to draw more

#hell yeah heres to my wrist/my whole right arm NOT hurting anytime i used the computer/drew now #it only took #looks at calender #3 MONTHS PLUS TO FEEL BETTER #anyway look at these gay people #oc #original art #emmett #art #skateboarding #baking #orion

[ayakashibackstreet]

How is it already almost 11am, I swear, it was 8 just a second ago

#at least I worked on my thesis a bit #plus did some fun stuff #but man my neck/shoulder/arm still hurt I thought I'd wake up today and it'd be fine #but it's not :( mean :(

[luxielovesparkles]

When you have idea but no energy

#lulu ramble #plus my wrist hurt because of the sport yesterday love arms day #give me the power to sleep and feel regenerated tomorrow

[087710]

i have a compression glove now & my hand feels better while wearing it, but it still hurts & im really afraid this has advanced too far for physical therapy and im going to need surgery like the level of pain is horrible :((

#it happened rapidly too like just days after starting my new job my head began hurting really bad #its been swelling whenever i over use it but i think having to wash dishes plus sweeping & mopping (remopping multiple times) has fucked me #i cant even lay my arm over my stomach with my elbow folded bc my fingers go numb #i could barely clip busters leash on this morning my hand was hurting so bad #& every single day i wake up my hand refuses to close all the way without pain #i really think im beyond what physical therapy can help 🥲 #meowl.txt

[decaying-c0rpse]

android quality aside look at this shitty and very much tacky stick and poke before i go out

#one (1) like and ill write something even cringier in between. like vampires will never hurt you or smth. #no jk..... unless 😏 #idk its just. so empty compared to the other two i have there. plus its huge. idk why i made it so big #idk why i did it to begin with i hate all my tattoos cause theyre all stick and pokes and shit But i also dont give a fuck so. eh #ill get actual tattoos on my upper body. tho my left arm is also ruined by stick and pokes. #in my defense i only did them on the arm i want blacked out so eh. also i thought i was going to kill m-

[and-stir-the-stars]

Got the brainworms.

A Nest Torn Empty, the month Mike is away. There are some flavors of trauma that might interestingly suit that scenario. These are just little brainstorms, don't feel like. Compelled to use them lmao

One might fit the idea of being medicalized, poked and prodded. Psych test after psych test, evaluations and therapy as it was in the eighties, possibly by particularly shitty professionals who try to go the therapy version of "bad cop" and INSIST mike is lying just to see if he breaks?

Another might be someone deciding to enact some kind of revenge on Evan's behalf. This could go any number of ways, but I think it would be interesting if someone who has been in Evan's position before decided to try and create some version of "a taste of his own medicine" for Mike, though obviously without the near death bit bc of plotlines etc.

And then there are less obvious things that kind of get left out. Being torn from your family all of the sudden is traumatic. He doesn't know what's going to happen to him, or to his brother and sister. Whether or not he's in another abusive place, the sheer amount of differences could throw him off. All the rules are different, all the people are different. He probably feels very isolated.

(You're giving me ideas for the au where Mike thinks Evan died after they're split up, lmao)

In terms of reactions, I think there might be more of a shutdown than his earlier behavior. If nothing he's doing yields ANY reaction– good or bad– then why bother? I think a lot of it would just lead him to be very tired by the end of it all.

Final aspect that I think would be interesting: as the kids grow up and actually learn to talk about the shitty upbringing they had, I think Mike's month away might fall to the wayside for a while. Nobody else thinks about it; it doesn't come up.

Eventually, though, it does need to be addressed. Maybe it kind of pales in comparison to the bite itself, but the experience still hurt.

(Or disregard all of this! Just brainstorming dhfjdkdksk)

okay first off I think it's so funny that I have to outsource all my "how would Mike react to xyz trauma" stuff to you,, like how dare you know him so well and have so many tantalizing Mike thoughts /honorary /pos

i think my initial idea was more along the lines of like,, Mike keeps insisting that he didn't mean to hurt Evan, but the more the psychiatrists poke and prod and question him, the less certain Mike is.

All of Mike’s claims that "I didn't know that would happen" and "i didn't mean for him to get hurt" and "i didn't want to kill him" are met with stuff like. "So there's no history of you hurting him?" "So Evan hasn't been put in danger by your actions before?" "So this behavior is a recent thing that came out of nowhere?" And just like. General questions that, whether asked out malice or from people genuinely trying to understand if Mike is a danger to himself or others, only serve to highlight in Mike’s mind that maybe he is inherently evil, because every time he swears that he didn't mean it, he's just met with a reminder of all the times he has in fact hurt Evan and others before and with the reminder that he could do it again at any time.

The idea that there are certain "professionals" there who just insist that Mike is lying about not meaning for the Bite in an effort to get him to cave and break???? Oooooh boy. Angsty, I love it. Maybe as time passes and Mike gets more and more frustrated, his "medical treatment" and "psychiatric professionals" just get worse and worse as a result of his lashing out. It starts out with the psychiatrists just trying to be thorough and get a detailed understanding of what happened, and the mere nature of their questioning frays Mike as he interprets their questions as them not believing him. He tells himself that he's crazy for feeling so attacked by them when they're professionals trained to help people, but like. It doesn't make the problem go away. Mike starts lashing out as he feels like they don't believe him. And his lashing out is ofc seen as signs of hostility, leading to worse and worse "treatment" (in both sense of the term), and leading to him being placed with awful "professionals" who blatantly tell him to his face now that he's lying about not meaning to hurt Evan to get Mike to break.

And the whole experience just, like, shreds every sense of faith Mike had in his own judgment. He doesn't know what to do or think anymore, and it doesn't matter anyway, because no matter WHAT he does or thinks it has the same result of people just. Making him feel cruel and evil, like he'll inevitably hurt someone, like he's a monster and has always been a monster and is trying to manipulate everyone here in the psych facility and everyone he's ever known into thinking he's NOT a monster for his own personal gain.

Worst thing is that in Mike’s eyes, these are strangers who don't even know him or know anything about him, and yet they don't NEED to know him to know that he's evil. Mike coming to the conclusion that theres something so fundamentally broken about him that people can PHYSICALLY SEE IT, he reeks of it, it's the first thing people see when they look at him, the ONLY thing people see. People don't even need to know him to see straight into the evil in his heart. Which is only furthered when he goes back home and all these classmates he never talked to before are calling him a murderer, not to mention Liz's ambivalent reaction to seeing him again.

#Like low key there's an ask sitting in my inbox abt how saffron mike would react to smth #And I've just been staring at it like. No idea my guy. I am not the mike expert here. Lmao #Now I'm thinking about mike begging and praying for william to come get him out of this facility #And will not doing so feeds into Mike’s reluctance to trust will later on #And feeds into mikes frustration that will has been so absent #ie the scene where mike freaks out in ch1 of bcoh and he's like. FATHER should be #The one giving ev his meds so he doesn't try ripping his own head off from the pain so WHERE IS HE?? #Like Will just. Consistently does this #Also mike not knowing what's gonna happen to him or liz or evan... #Do the psychiatrists even tell mike whether or not ev is still alive? #Does mike assume that liz is in a psych facility herself? She didn't cause the bite but SHE has been hurting ev too #Does mike wonder if he's ever getting out of here #And then no one in the fam talking about mike's month away!!! #Ur giving me thoughts for a one shot that takes place several years after the bite #With evan begging mike to stop pushing him away #And mike is just. So traumatized not just from going thru this but from no one talking or caring abt it #(On top of his normal trauma abt not wanting to burden/hurt anyone w his issues and not feeling they're important #And and and plus all the time mike spent trying to reach out to ev after the bite only for ev to be so traumatized that he kept #Rejecting mike) that he can't stop holding people at arms length. #A nest torn empty #my brother my wound #tw medical malpractice #Tw child abuse