#public but we both know you're looking at this sorta shit in private.

[snekdood]

No one accepted you and loved you unconditionally and instead of doing it for yourself you take it out on anyone who has figured out how to do it for themselves.

#mood #ig im just builp dipperent #like. no one accepted me for shit either. everyone around me had somethin judgemental to say about me. #but i knew it was important to be myself and i knew how much fun i had being myself and that was the most important thing to me. #i always had more fun being myself even when i was alone than submitting and trying to be someone else to make others happy #idk. ig this is the two sides of where ones life ends up of they actually try to do something about loving themselves instead of tkaing it #out on everyone around you. its not like i dont understand its just not an excuse and it still wasnt okay and you've hurt MANY people. #all bc your heart is so bitter and you cant even being yourself to even imagine loving yourself genuinely. you rely so heavily on everyone #outsid eof you to validate that you're good and lovable but even the people around you have shit to talk to #thats an unstable way to feel like who you are is inherently lovable. you and i both know that and you and i both know why #ig lets keep praying they dont find out. #idk why i do this or try to help you sort through your trauma. i guess i feel so guilty that you have no one to work on this with bc you #probably cant afford a therapist or dont care enough abt yourself to get one. #its not my job to help you introspect but ig for the sake of you learning how important it is to be honest with others but more importantly #yourself i feel some type of obligation. #but i cant keep doing this. i cant keep trying to understand you and your thought process.i cant keep sitting here letting you bully me in #public but we both know you're looking at this sorta shit in private. #i dont deserve to be abused like this and its not my job to make you feel better or figure yourself out or help you work on your trauma #or help you recognize where the bs behavior you have comes from and help you try to work on it to become better #bc truth is. idk if you actually care about being better or you just like to know that i still care about you on some level in spite of #everything youve done. ig im hopeful you can be brought out of your shitty resentful bitter vengeful state against humanity that leads you #to hurt people with no mercy all for your own gain. ig im hopeful you can change but quite honestly its not my job to help you with it #esp with the way you treat me publicly anyways. #part of me really hopes you're not just one of those edgy disecfected people from 4chan or whatever who just doesnt care about hurting ppl #and justifies it bc you think someones cringe. im sure thats what you try to tell everyone im like but im finding more and mkre that #iterally everything you accuse me of is projection. even aside from the sa. just so ppl dont look into your history and focus on attacking #me instead. #hell. i wouldnt be surprised to find out you're a kiwifarmer weaponziing ppl on heres intention to help and be moral and weaponizing #the fact that ppl used to think callouts were the way to do that. literally wouldnt surprise me an inch.

[delvine]

dabi with a youtube channel

a/n : somehow someway some demon just whispered in my ear 'yo what if dabi was a youtuber??' and here we are. gosh, i forgot how fun headcanons are, so enjoy!! warnings : mild cussing, one mild manga spoiler, that's about it

god this little shit

this man will shamelessly make youtube videos

he uploaded that video and was like: ‘making all that was kinda fun. let’s do that again, bruh’

and he honestly doesn’t give a fuck. like, yes he's a wanted criminal and what about it???

this dude's main theme for his channel according to him is commentary and critic videos

but he can barely keep up with his theme cause he just films and uploads with everything really

his channel's pattern is normally one 30 minute critic video about how the hero society sucks and deserves to burn. then just one insanely chaotic vlog with the LOV, one video where he ranks every 7/11 noodle soup and ramen. and then another 30 minute video, but about how mental any trash reality tv show is and then back to square one

i think his type of commentary is close to tom harlock, cody ko & noel miller

almost every single video of his is demonetized because...yknow? he's on some villain shit

but if it weren't for that fact, this man would make so much bank ong

almost every teenager and adolescent watches him as a guilty pleasure

if you're in a relationship with dabi as a youtuber, you really have to just ask once and you'll make a video with him one day and he just sorta knows that you’ll probably make a few more appearances on his channel

if you made at least two people laugh whether in real life or online, congratulations, you're funnier than dabi

he doesn't mind either way though, cause you’re both a lot funnier together

like you guys just make each other laugh and build up the jokes you make

the dynamic between you two while filming a video is a beautiful combination of that's cringe: you and couple's cringe: tattoo show

i can just imagine you guys watching and joking anything by tlc (extreme cheapskates, my strange addiction, etc) and truly (extreme love, love don't judge, etc)

sometimes you just come across some shit while you're scrolling through the seventh circle of hell- i mean scrolling through twitter

then you just show him like 'look at this shit' and one out of ten times, he straight up pulls out the camera cause he knows it's gonna be weird as fuck

dabi's editing skills tho

just *chef's kiss* so good

subscribers and views are a good amount. like around the 500k to 800k

dabi has no other public social media though

that's not cause of shame, it's more because of...common sense

every app is private, but somehow so many people found it and requested to follow

in the early days of his channel when a few people would request, he'd simply decline, but now he just leaves it be

in conclusion, i want to make a youtuber!lov au now

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