#ranting into the void pls ignore

[ccuriousmischieff]

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#ranting into the void pls ignore #I love my best friend to the moon and back. and I love hearing about her relationship with her boyfriend. I love that she’s so happy. #and they still are having milestone moments and seem like they’re still very lovey dovey with eachother #BUUUUUUUUUT goddamn do I feel so jealous sometimes and I hate that I feel that way. #like i can’t help how I feel. it just stings that I’m almost 30 and have never had any firsts and when she does ask for advice I feel like #I’m pulling it out of my ass because I don’t have any experience to base it on #is my period making me feel all of this extra hard right now?? yes it is #like I just don’t want to be a bad friend and push her away unconsciously because of this

[napping-sapphic]

Love is so freaky and messed up to the point that sometimes i do wish and hope SO badly that no one ever has to suffer being in love with me specifically because it honestly sounds absolutely unbearable

#my brain sure is braining lately #ignore me ive been having a Few Days for sure #and there aren’t enough words or enough time in the world to express the full context of this thought #like #the love story doesn’t happen in the epilogue #and the epilogue can’t fix an ending that failed to satisfy the reader #and an authentic and satisfactory sequel is impossible when the ending killed off too much of the plot #does any of this make sense #do i even know what i mean #just ignore me im overthinking #and of the like five different crazed rants i drafted tonight this one is like the shortest #and least weird i think #and i wanted to shout my nonsense into the void to shut my brain up for a minute #apologies for that #pls continue as you were and i hope your brain is quiet and your day is good <3 #wait also im all good im just thinking no need to worry! #this is just my nonsense that wanted to be set free from rattling in my brain just let her be and she’ll go away on her own eventually😪

[dressycobra7]

AHHHHHHHH

my head hurts so baaaaaddd

and my nose is bugging me

☹️

#I hate it here #eeeeeeee #ugg #and my internet is being so slow right now #It’s so annoying #let me complain in piece pls #I just wanna rant #And what better way to do then to yell into the void 🫠 #My post #pls ignore me

[chocolate-cream-soldier]

!_!

#i am so exhausted and upset #i don't have time for another depressive episode ughhh fml #why is my mind like this #i feel like shit #i feel like screaming and punching i am so bloody angry at myself all the fucking time #i really want it to just stop...just stop pls! i am so gd tired of itvall #**ignore me i am not in a good headspace** #**i be talking to the void** #tag rant #for ts

[the-little-crow]

I’m going to flip shit oh my god, a family just came by my work and ordered EIGHT FUCKING CUPS OF COOKIE DOUGH ICECREAM, WHEN THAT GODDAMN FLAVOR JUST GOT REPLACED SO ITS FROZEB FUCKING SOLID. This woman watches me struggle through eight goddamn cups and doesn’t even ASK about tipping. My hands hurt like a mf oh my god.

I don’t care what tf you order but if you see me literally having to use my entire body weight to get a partial scoop of your icecream thrn please for the love of god either tip or choose something else. Like bro I’m red as hell and literally sweating, maybe just take a step back and ask “huh, does this person usually have to do this?” Because the answer is probably no! I do not get paid enough to fuck up my hands so y’all can have fucking COOKIE DOUGH ice cream. Like Jesus Christ you come to this expensive ass icecream place and get the most basic motherfucking flavor???? We have SIXTEEN goddamn flavors and you all choose the one I can barely scoop???? I’m going to throw a kicking screaming pissing myself fit the if I EVER see these motherfuckers again holy fuck. you can spend FIFTY FUCKING DOLLARS ON ICECREAM BUT NOT A $1 TIP??????? I actually hope they all get fucking food poising or some shit because the cookie dough part wasn’t made right. Like fuck directly off, you can see me taking FIFTEEN FUCKING MINUTES to get through something that should take like 5 minutes tops.

#massive work rant #I’m being very dramatic but also I really do hate when people pull that shit #I will do a ten star pirouette off the fucking handle #crow rambles #screaming into the void #like the fuckers were all doing the damn thing where they barely talk to you and just pay attention to their phones #which I also hate but it’s one of those things I’m not gonna throw a fit over #like yeah I’d also look at my phone if I was in line #but if I’m actively asking for your order and you can’t be asses #to even look up at me I am absolutely going to imagine vaulting over the counter to smack the phone out of your hand #like holy fuck it takes two fucking seconds #pls ignore this I’m just very tired and very stressed #usually I really love my job and the ppl I get to work with but today has just been a goddamn nightmare #also I do like cookie dough ice cream but not enough to pay like 5 bucks for a cup of it

[taelsungtaro]

im begging SM to find it within the halls of the universe to employ 2+ new japanese vocalists for nct tokyo alongside very nice young men sungtarookies. pls let this be wayv part 2 where there are bonus members we dont know yet and do not move more of the kids over from existing units. im begging, seriously, please. unless ur full sending yuta like winwin, i dont want it. no more kids w 2 full jobs, i dont want any other existing member if its not yuta and its not a full transfer. ik they are gonna be a performance unit, most of nct can be considered that, and i love a good dancer, but jesus christ pls we need singers cause seunghan alone is gonna struggle and i will struggle to listen and who else there b/w them is gonna do it?? sungchan?? no girl, hes a rapper.

#i hate being negative but BLEASE EMPLOY MORE JAPANESE PPL FOR NCTS JAPANESE UNIT SHOUSHOU CANNOT DO EVERYTHING #sweet angel boy sungchan is trying his best but lbr he cant speak japanese yet or understand it and we can fully ten him #but i cannot watch sweet boys eunseok and seunghan struggle like that too with only 2 guys to help out #like at least when luyangten were learning they had any amount of basis to jump of from and multiple ppl to help settle in with #yuuheitarou are so cool but if u will not move yuuta over then by god pls hire 2 or more jpn kids #i will say it again i do Not want any other existing and settled members for this unit they dont need that #but fr we dont need wayv pt 2 in the sense that they have no proper vocal line. pls employ some New vocalists #im sorry for everyone that i live in the assumption that sungtarookies are already guaranteed nct tokyo members #but thats the reality i want so im manifesting with phrasing and confidence and intention #sorry for ranting lmao #u can ignore this i just needed to yell into the void lol

[marinerach]

🙅🏻‍♀️ (just need to vent, pls continue on scrollin')

#pls ignore it's rant time #delete later #i think im about to lose my job because of my back #ive been in constant pain for 3 weeks fluctuating between ow and literally unable to move #the only times i have left my house in the last 3 weeks have been to go to my gp and the hospital #my self esteem doesnt exist anymore #the only reason im not cancelling my graduation next week is because of my gran #but i litterally dont want to go to my own graduation for fear of having my photo taken #i just don't want people to see me at all #i have to get out of bed to try and make my back better but frankly if i wasnt being forced to do it i would just not get up ever again #i just cry all day every day #just in a real fuckin bad place lads #just really overwhelmed and need to chuck my thoughts into the internet void cause i cant do it irl

[void-draws]

Hnnngh, im bad with words and tumblr doesn't let me post anything out of my galery and doesn't even show giving it access to my galery as an option

Curse this browser version

#Ignore this pls #Im just ranting #void rambles

[galerion]

WOW today was the actual worst. i would like to hide under my blanket for the next week pls :/

#tw rant #truly nobody can hurt u like ur own family huh #and then i royally messed something up at work and now i feel so much dread about it #im screaming into the void here pls ignore me i just need to say/type it somewhere yknow #lexatext #misc #i just. i want things to go right in my life for once #this year has just been me taking L after L

[oh-lacy]

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#i need to rant #sorry for doing it here #but i have no where else to go so #pls just ignore me screaming into the void #i love my mom and i’m so grateful for all the things she’s done for me #but she genuinely makes it so hard for me to want to live #no matter what i do it’s never good enough #and she’s always yelling at me for something #and it can be for something so incredibly unimportant #but lately she’s been yelling at me for not talking enough to people #i have social issues and i think i might have social anxiety but i don’t want to self diagnosw #but i could never tell her that bc she doesn’t think that that’s a real thing and would just tell me to grow up #but my sisters are leaving for college soon and so she’s been telling me how i need “to step up” #at swim (we do a lot of volunteer work) #and i understand that i really do #but socializing is hard for me and i’m doing my best but it really stresses me out #and then i get yelled at for it #and get told about how i need to grow up and i’m acting like a child and she hasn’t raised my to be this way #and how she doesn’t think i’m ready to go to college and just says things that genuinely make me want to die #and then she just goes “i don’t see you communicating and that’s a problem” #no fucking wonder i don’t know how to communicate when talking with her is like walking on eggshells #you make one slightly wrong move and she’ll be absolutely degrading you and tearing apart any sliver of self esteem i have left #and she never communicates just yells at everyone #whenever my sisters and i try to tell her how we feel and that maybe something she did really hurts our feelings and makes us feel horriblw #she just yells at all of us and calls us stupid and how none of that ever happened and how we’re liars and should just shut our mouths #then she goes to our dad and cries and tells him a completely different version of the story #and if we hurt her feelings i genuinely do feel sorry bc i don’t want to hurt her #but all we’re trying to do is tell her what we feel and she never lets us so we just bottle up our feelings which makes all of us super #irritable and shitty to be around and it fucking sucks #and i don’t think she realizes that by doing this once we go to college we’re never coming back

[writingmochi]

ｌｏａｄｉｎｇ ｉｎｔｅｒｆａｃｅ．．．

you have reached year 1

lissie: hello from space and time! if you don't know who i am, i am the owner (aka flight director) and writer of the blog and this post is in celebration of the one-year anniversary of me creating stories and posting them here. i don't think i can't express the gratitude i have for everyone who has read my works, silently or with feedback, and all the people i have interacted with here. so this is a recap for me and maybe for new visitors that come to know what has happened on this blog.

p.s. yes, the anniversary of this blog is enhypen's jake's birthday because my first work was released for his birthday.

let's get to it!

all research done (read: works written and released)

a story of two broken hearts | enhypen's jake (9.5k [novellete])

time wave | txt's yeonjun (8 chapters; 72.8k [novel])

smirch episode 1: heeseung | enhypen's heeseung (25.7k [novella])

crossroads | enhypen's jay (39.3k [novella])

ashen | txt's beomgyu (18.7k [novella])

total: 12 works (8 chaptered series, 4 oneshots) and 166k words written

all the navigators connected (read: mutuals)

@kookthief

how are you doing, ellie? hope you have a very nice day whenever and wherever you read this message!

@orpheyeux (via @ujunxverse)

camille! it’s sad to see you go and enhablr losing a great writer but it has been an enjoyable time to discuss with you about your stories (though i haven’t read all of them :( ). hope you enjoy life cause it seems that you are and i hope you’ll succeed with all your endeavors, especially with your zine and college !!

@euphor1a

hi aleyna! how are you doing these days? hope you’ll have a fantastic day/night and you can reach out to me whenever you want 💕

@heartandfangs

P! idk if you’re online or not but if you do, how are you?? hope you’re doing a-okay :D though i miss your writing but pls take your time!

@jeongwins

lin i swear i still reread you review for crossroads asdfghjkl sad to know that life is hectic for you but i’m giving you my energy! i’ve also seen that’s you posted your wip and i’m sure i’m gonna read it! take your time and hope you have a great day!

@s-ngh8n (via @s-ngh8n-main)

lemon! losing passion is normal and i really don’t mind if you decide to stop altogether. hope you have a fine day seeing as you’re opening new chapters in life <3

@boba-beom

hey smiles! don’t worry uni is also as hectic for me (a month before finals asdfghjk). with that said, take your time and have a nice day :D

@dim-sun

hi zu!! so excited to see a new writer coming (no pressure though) + i’m also sad about treasure :( take your time and enjoy the process, i swear you won’t regret it! have a great day!

director's journal entries (read: all the rants i have thought out the past year. some are genuine, some are sarcastic):

is it normal to have such a parasocial relationship with a mutual because you're excited to talk to them but they don't seem to care for you? just me? okay

yall are very dirty istg! i even block some of yall who literally thirst for them irl cuz i felt so uncomfy. i'm currently hiding behind the fictional story blanket

bruh it would be so embarrassing to know that your idols lurk here (esp related to the previous entry)

as much as i love my followers, pls interact with me... i felt like i'm talking to a void if i post anything other than a fic

the discourse istg yall are petty

ignore them. don't be a boot licker. they'll ignore you anyways

as much as i love tropes, can we get more stories that innovate on those tropes??

the difference in the number of notes between a smut fic and non-smut fic asdfghjkl all of yall's hormones are shaking

hey! i'm happy to see that the ratio between written fic and smau are decreasing from time to time (love smau but as someone who doesn't use the main social medias other than youtube, i'm out of touch)

a gray asexual's note to a great smut fic at tumblr dot com: 1.smut fic whose smut isn't the main part of the fic (give me substance, give me a story, give me LORE!) 2.let it be realistic, let the reader be tired after being obliterated all night (they're hurting outside and inside genuinely) 3.we can see how horny you are for the idol based on how you write your fic. you can chill down and let the story flow~

i'm freaking jealous w/ writers who have high interaction. i wanna have one myself but for it to be genuine so i don't have to be a pretentious ass/attention seeker

as much as i understand the amount of writers who hates empty blogs (aka w/o pfp or name), if they interact w/ your fics then there is a human behind it (unless it's a p*rn bot than f u)… hmm but maybe it’s just be me thinking positively…

notable moments from the past year

blogs open!

joining @indigoseasons as a writer

reaching 100!

first series ever (time wave) complete!

what’s next?

lissie: well, of course i’m going to write the ones in my wips post and even though i have some that has been pulled out from the list, it doesn’t mean that i will not write them. it will move to the back of my wips instead.

i also have a plan to create a kpop ff recommendation and writer’s club blog. the climate of kpop ff writing and reading in general has been too serious (imo) so i want to create that blog with the emphasis of the fun of writing a story and reading a story. so, stay tune to that!

lissie: with all of that said, i cannot thank all of you enough for the support, the kind words, the criticism. cheers!

#the voyage: year 1 #milestone of the moon #announcement from the moon

[sleeplessinspace]

to the end of the line - engineer/space!mark x afab!reader

for @creat0r-cat

i'll be honest, this was a bit of a challenge but not for the reasons you probably think 😅 but i love a good challenge and it helped snap me out of a block i was in, so thank you! i hope i got the tone you were going for uwu

warning(s): sfw, implied past abuse, slight violence (reader is grabbed)

You don’t take any time to think about it—this is the only option, you refuse to let him go—you yank the warp crystal out of the base of the core and chuck it beyond Mark's head into the yawning chasm above. There’s a beat of silence before the two of you are thrown to the ground from the force of the explosion.

It nearly knocks you unconscious but ever since the loops began, you’ve gotten incredibly resist to such trauma. Instead, you’re more than a little winded, coughing slightly as you start to push yourself up from the floor when a strong hand yanks you to your feet by your elbow and shoves you against the wall.

“What have you done?” The sheer vehemence in your head engineer’s voice scares you a little but you didn’t get this far as a captain by buckling under pressure. You swallow the lump of discomfort in your throat and lift your chin, looking Mark in the eye.

“You don’t understand, Mark, I—” you start to say and flinch back when he slams his palm into the wall beside your head.

“No, Captain, you don’t understand. That was our last chance to fix things and now it’s gone. You ruined everything!”

“I—!”

He grabs your arm and you let out a noise of fear that he ignores as painful memories start to make their presence known in the back of your mind. “Do you have any idea how much time I spent working to build this thing, Captain? An eternity! Hundreds of thousands of years of progress fucking ruined because of you!”

“M-Mark, please…”

You’re not fully aware of it—and neither is he in the midst of his anger—but you’ve started to cry beneath your helmet, your breathing starting to pick up as you shove your shoulders as far back into the wall as you can manage.

“I need to get back and fix it, because if I'm not back there to do it then—then…”

Mark shakes you once at the start of his rant and the motion is enough to remind of you of a memory you’d wished stayed buried—the yelling would follow you into your sleep, curled up in a ball on the couch because he’s locked you out of your shared bedroom again, your body stinging from pains you’d have to hide before you left for training in the morning—and you end up choking out a cry, recoiling away from him. You’d been there before, by the void, were you uncomfortably familiar with it and you just didn’t want to end up hurt again. You don’t see Mark falter at this reaction, but you do see his feet take a step away from you, his hold loosening in his confusion and you take that moment to get away.

“Captain, what…?”

You don’t hear it. You don't hear Mark's slow realization that they must be safe now, that you did the right thing by throwing the crystal into the warp core. The only focus on your mind is getting to a spot that’s safe and that ends with you tucked into a corner of the room, hugging your knees to your chest as you sit half hidden behind a small panel of servers. You focus on trying to calm your breathing, heart pounding heavy in your ears and after failing to do that for a minute, you reach up and rip your helmet off, your tears dripping down onto the dark fabric of your flight suit. All you can think about is his hands on you, the way he ignored your pleas and you’re almost hyperventilating when there’s the shift of boots against the floor.

When you gasp in fear, Mark makes a low shushing noise, taking a step back where you can see it before crouching down and reaching for you. “Pl-please don't,” and you whimper out your ex’s name and suddenly the pieces are clicking together for him now.

What’s worse is that he recognizes the name, a member from the training committee from the Invincible II’s ground control back home on Earth and Mark isn’t ashamed of the anger he feels on your behalf, ten times the level he felt before—before he thought you had betrayed him and knowingly damned the universe, but he’s over it now knowing that they’re relatively safe.

“Can you take a few deep breaths for me, Captain?” Mark instructs softly and feels a flicker of happiness when you comply, if a bit slowly. “That’s good… do you remember where we are?”

You frown a little before it all comes back to you in a rush, your mind cleared up by taking a moment to breathe.

“The Invincible II, I—Mark, gods, I'm—!” It comes back to you in a rush and you go to apologize but he shakes his head, scooting a little closer.

There’s a noise both of you are ignoring in the distance—it almost sounds like glass s̶h̷a̸t̷t̵e̴r̷i̵n̸g̴.

“No, Captain. I was… I was wrong, alright? It’s not your fault. It was never your fault, okay?” He looks you in your eyes then, desperate for you to understand he means what he's saying and you nod slowly. He holds out a hand and you hesitate to take it, but Mark’s learned a little something about patience in this whole thing—he wishes he could say that the eternity thing was an exaggeration, but the sheer fatigue in his bones, the memories of millions of loops burned into his brain, tells him otherwise. Once you take his hand, his fingers curling around your own, you start to breathe a little easier.

The noise is getting l̴͍̈́o̶̙͌ũ̸͙d̷̙͝ė̷̫r̵̺̄...

C̵̟̱̈l̵͚̇̌ö̷͖͙́s̸͈̯̅ė̴̡̺̳̾̽ŕ̵̗̻̔͂…

“I'm s-sorry, anyway,” you say, staring down at your linked hands as the universe begins to c̷͙̒r̶͇̓ả̵ͅč̶̭k̷̖̏ into pieces around you. “For leaving you to do it alone.”

Mark gives you a wry smile and squeezes your hand softly.

“You were by my side nearly every time, Cap. If I was alone, it was because of my own stupid choices. But I won’t let it happen again. I'm sticking by your side until the end of it all.”

And he does.

As the universe stutters to a halt, as billions of timelines and dimensions are rewritten and the Invincible II breaks into dust around the two of you, Mark stays by your side.

He doesn’t let go of your hand.

#interstellar stunner ☆ #ask.txt #request.txt #mine.txt #milk.txt #woops this got away from me a bit

[ghoulfr13nd]

hi!! op i care you too 🥺🥺 im making us a friendship bracelet as we speak it shall have a ton of music notes!! 🎶 fgsdjk

aspect playlists are really so much fun! it combines classpect analysis and music! the best of two worlds! :D me and my friend made a shared playlist for every aspect and that was a blast! (and as it turns out we have the most music in rage aspect even though neither of us are rage we just listen to rage-y vibes a lot fsdgh) also pls tell me what's your classpect i need to know! 👀

omg im glad you had fun but also so sorry for the parking incident (honestly, felt that, i scraped my car in front of others too i know how you feel ;v; i shake ur hand in solidarity 🤝) and ooooh! hope you also had fun on other concerts too seems like you did! and you know? i actually havent considered earplugs! maybe it'd be good to test it, especially since in 2025 Billie Ellish will be on the tour and will visit my country (where a chance like that doesn't happen often! :O )

oh my god excuse me while i let myself to go on a little longer rant here gfjksdfh you mentioned Matt and Kim being a required listen to know you, and well, if i'd have to point to any band that would be the same for me Rammstein would probably be the one, it has so many memories attached to it and it's Up There in my fave bands ranking! fgsdjf for recommendations though: Links 2 3 4, Sonne , Amerika, Moskau and Rosenrot are my absolute faves! :D (<- i'm holding myself from recommending like 20 songs here fgdjfksa) oh also! Rammstein is a german band so if you'd be curious about their lyrics there are probably translations somewhere! of course it's not necessary to enjoy their music but i think they're totally worth looking into in free time, they add a lot, i love their lyrics! gdfjsdf (i mean Equilibrium is german too but honestly i listen to them mostly for the vibes and they also sing in english so- shrug fgdfsd) speaking of! for Equilibrium I'd reccomend Met, Karawane and Tornado! :D pls let me know what you'll think im curious!

have a good day/night!

music anon 🎶

alright music anon 🎶 the wait is over — thank you for being patient!!

i haven’t made any of my own aspect playlists in the time since we spoke last but i’m keeping it on my to-do list!! i would love to hear some of the songs you chose for yours, and i’ve had a great idea that i’ll circle back around to!

i LOVE talking classpects though! i put a lot of effort into choosing mine back in the day, and identified as Witch of Void for a long time. however, I wasn’t sure if I identified with that anymore, so I wanted to re-take the quiz before I answered you. I got Maid of Breath or Maid of Light this time, and both seem very fitting, but I’m not sure how strongly I feel about either.

(If you’re curious — for YEARS I have sworn by this quiz combined with this classpect analysis. I ignore the non-canon classpects on the quiz, though, personally. If I went by that, I’d be a Star of Blaze, which sounds pretty cool but I don’t know what any of that means, so…)

Also you MUST tell me your’s!!!! I at one point made all of my friends, including the non-homestuck ones, to figure out their classpects, I am so serious about it. its my favorite personality test that I am perhaps a little intense about. uh. anyway.

SHAKING YOUR HAND IN SOLIDARITY YOU GET ME !!!!!!!!!!!! this is also re: your other ask but i love that we are both bpd scratched-car twins. what a pair, us.

I HOPE YOU GET TO GO SEE BILLIE!!!! And that it isn’t overwhelming for you! For me, seeing artists I love, live, is a very personal thing. Being able to sing and cheer and dance with the rest of the crowd is a spiritual thing for me. Especially if it’s one of my gender-playlist artists! I’m only half-joking when I say I think I just need to see every band on it live and then I’ll finally evolve into my final form.

And on that note, that brings us to your required listening. Music anon, I have taken this so seriously. I’m holding these songs in my hands. I want to do right by you.

So. First impressions. I have to admit to you, anon, German is so foreign to me that I could not help but find it a little silly at first. That being said, the longer I listen to it, the more I ease into the sounds. I did this initial listen-through at work, when I first got your ask (which I received a full 23 hours after you sent it! I checked!). The sounds are fun!

However, I didn’t want this to be the entirety of my experience with them. Which comes to the part that took me so long to get around to — looking up the translated lyrics, and re-listening to all the songs with a little more context. This was an important step to me! I want to understand what you love about them!

My favorites from Rammstein were Links 2 3 4 and Sonne, and Karawane was my favorite from Equilibrium. Links 2 3 4 was the first one I listened to and the one I thought “german sounds so strange” about, but I really enjoyed it my second go around!!

Do you have any particular thoughts about the songs you chose? I’d love to hear what you’re thinkin!

Also, to circle back around to the idea I had — I know you were hesitant about sharing actual playlists with me, but how about sending me lists of the songs and letting me put the playlist together myself? I actually already started one with the songs you recommended!! Let me know what you think, and don’t be afraid to tell me no if you’re not into it.

I hope you have a very good day/night as well, anon!!

#sorry for such a long response i just have a lot to say #i hope this is a good response. it feels like. a lot. skgskgs #music anon 🎶

[dressycobra7]

don’t u hate when ur throat hurts 🫠

the back of my throat literally feels so dry and I hate it

#Another little rant into the void #I apologize #pls ignore me #anyways #i really hope I feel better by tomorrow morning #And this just goes away on its own #I hate it #eeeeee #i really hope I’m not getting sick #I feel kinda yucky tho #Ugh #anyway #my post

[just-nikos-stuff]

im just gonna vent/shout into the void so pls ignore me

but the vtuber community over on twitter is absolutely KILLING me rn. it's a constant reminder that most of them are immature teens who have no idea what they're talking about. this is just me ranting about all the ppl being like "we gotta unsubscribe from the niji livers bc we can't support the company so we can't support the livers"

like WHAT the FUCK are you talking about?? the workers aren't the company??? yall would not survive in a media comprehension class my GOD. the constant bending-backwards to justify their actions is just so horrifically funny.

they're so quick to speak, but not quick to think

#vent #this is why i stopped using twitter #theyre STUPID over there #with a capital S

[cozy-hearts]

in the mood for a good coma... just wanna stop existing for a bit

#rant #I have no idea how to deal with the mounting pile of work I've been neglecting and I seriously want to just give up #so many things are happening at once and I don't even have baseline motivation to perform basic self care #so how and why tf am I gonna care about stupid uni assignments? #I have been thinking about dropping out for a year and a half but that's literally not an option #aghhhhhhhh #ignore this pls lmao i am merely screeching into the void