#saken answered

[sillyseaveerablogs]

TW: M4n1pul4t10n

Just a lil fanart for @plushii-gutz's new chapter cuz the last scene always gets me :3 Also, playing with the gradient map at Krita for the first time :D

#my singing monsters #celestials msm #Seaveera sketches #fallen stars au #Fallen stars msm #Msm Au #Krita #made with krita #small artist #artists on tumblr #saken answered #art for moots #Art for others

[smexytwigsdesigns]

Howdy! I was wondering if you have a Blitzo redesign- shit I'm not good at the lmao

Sorry I'm on Art hiatus, but you can give me what you want to see in the redesign here!

#helluva critical #helluva boss redesign #saken answered

[obxsprincess]

just imagining aphrodites daughter working in the camp medic, because somehow you never get sick

you feel so useless though :( n you hated it. almost all the older boys fake a sickness just to see you, telling you how pretty you are, n’ trying every trick in the book to make you swoon. you had no problem giving them a sweet smile before shutting the door in their faces

you had no problem doing it… until luke fucking castellan started coming.

“you know it’s late right?” his voice makes you jump, dropping the bandages only moments ago you were trying to organize

you squeak as you feel two hands wrap around your waist, turning you too him he laughs. wide eyes finding his, body pressed against yours you had no idea he was right behind you !

”god, luke! you scared me!”

“n’ now I have to pick up all these band-”

n he doesn’t answer, instead pulling you closer, goosebumps kissing every part of your body that touches his

your breath hitches in your throat, hands finding his chest for balance as a smile tugs on his lips

still silent, his hand curls around the counter top behind you, pinning you against it and him as he slowly kneels down. picking up the few bandages that fell and placing them back up. his brown eyes never lefts yours, like the teasing bastard he was

you swear you can’t really breathe, and you know he knows that as he finally stands back up, that god for saken smile plastured on his lips !

“sorry about that-“ his breath fans your neck “but I missed you” your head spinned, n you’d have thought he was actually sick from the feverish touch of his lips against your skin, your collarbone, your jaw

warm, dizzy, and desperate. that’s how luke kissed, and how he made you feel… fuck !

head tipping back n your hands tugged at his shirt

he pulls away for a moment, hands gliding down your waist, down your hips “do you want me to stop?”

you both were panting “n-no. please luke, just kiss me”

that same god damn smile “I have a fever though, love”

he’s such a taunting asshole ! you rolled your eyes, smashing his lips against yours before luke could notice that curl the that tugged at yours

he groaned, lifting you on top of the counter, your pretty legs wrapping around his middle

his hands explored your body, so soft under his hands. lukes abs pressed against your beginning to throb sex. it was so much, n not enough all in one

”I-I hate you, castellan” you somehow manage, squeaking as his tongue glides against your lips. mirroring his hands sliding lower n lower

“mhm do ya? the feelings mutuel, baby”

if the passionate, feverish, addiction-laced way he ate you out could be considered hate, than he definitely did

#luke castellan #luke castellan x reader #luke castellan x you #luke castellan imagine #luke castellan pjo #luke castellan smut #pjo smut #luke castellan fluff #pjo tv show #pjo series #luke castellen

[idiswhadidis]

only you

mafia-bf jungwon x fem.doctor reader

sypnosis jungwon got hurt and you‘re the only one he wants - genre fluff, angst - warnings blood, needle, stabbing wound, cursing - wc 0,8k

a/n. hey there i posted earlier than i expected wohoo have fun reading <3

knocking onto his door rather harshly, annoyed and concerned written on your face

15 minutes ago you got a call from his personal assistant telling you he got himself injured during a mission and wouldn’t let any doctor help him if it’s not you

and here you are, not so patiently waiting for him to open the god for saken door

„i swear to god Jungwon if you don‘t open the door i will not come again to treat your ass ever again.“

not hearing any response or movements you get anxious he might be actually bad injured and fell unconscious

fishing out the keys you got from him in cases for these from your back pocket, feeling absolutely stressed

as you step slowly into the room you see the light shining through the door from the bathroom

walking to it and knocking on it, not hearing a response once again

„when i step in and i see you not unconscious i will smack you for not answering me even once mark my words“

you turn the knob and the first thing you see is a topless Jungwon right infront of a sink full with tissues tainted with blood

„fucking shit“ you speed walk up to him and take a look at him, seeing him drenched in sweat his bangs sticking onto his skin and his breathing a bit unsteady

„took you long enough“ he says the audacity

„what the fuck happened“ you say full with panic, him taking his hand off from his adomen

„got a bit traced by a knife?“

„traced?! - you mean stabbed“ taking as many tissues as you can and pressing your hand onto the wound trying to stop the bledding as best as you can making him squeeze his eyes shut and lean onto the sink for support

„love, don‘t be so harsh god damn“ glaring at him „you‘re so stupid you are bad injured but you didn’t let your doctors treat you? are you kidding me you could have passed out before i got here and it could have gotten more complicated“

looking up at him you see him smiling at you, „i love to see you care for me“

smacking his arm and pressing onto his wound a bit more had him throw his head back

„fuck okay sorry“

„try to lay down slowly so i can treat your ass“

„always so nice to me“ he says with a pained voice as he try’s to lay down

taking your hands off his wound you take a better look at it seeing that it‘s not that deep so it didn’t damage any organs

opening your bag full of medical stuff preparing to stitch him up, handing him a towel to bite on

„you know the drill i will numb the area but you still gonna feel pain“

you hear him snuck in a breath every time the needle goes through it „just 3 more times okay hang on and don’t close your eyes or i will haunt you“

making him chuckle silently

putting a bandage on it and done.

you take a deep breath brushing your hair back and looking at Jungwon who’s already looking at you with gratitude-

„i will definitely get more wrinkles from all the stress.. - you’re pretty dirty shall i help you wash up?“

nodding at you, and helping him getting freshen up.

you wait outside for him to change into different clothes and prepare the bed

hearing the bathroom door swung open you turn around seeing him in sweatpants and a tanktop

„thank you love“

„no problem just promise me to let your doctors do their thing when its gonna happen again which i hope the fuck not but still..“

„can‘t promise“

„jungwon-

„i wouldn’t trust any other doctor besides my lovely girlfriend who is a doctor herself“

turning back around, a slight pinkish taint on your cheeks feeling a bit flustered „you‘re annoying“ you mutter

you feel arms wrapping around your waist pressing you to his chest his face on your neck tracing it with his nose and leaving butterfly kisses along it, making you melt into his arms

„i’m sorry for making you worry princess, i didn’t thought the mission would escalate like that, and you know you‘re the only person i want to see after such disaster“

„it’s okay and i know, i mean it wasn’t the first time but i for sure hope the last- turning around and giving him a stern look

„-got the person who stabbed you atleast his punishment?“

„the next second after he did that, don’t think about it“

leaning a bit down and tucking your hair behind your ear, whispering against your lips „i love you“ making you peck hip lips muttering a i love you back.

„well can we now got to bed, your assistant woke me up in the middle of a dream“ you turn around ready to jump into the cozy duvet

him smacking your butt „i for sure hope it was about me"

#enhypen #enha #enhypen ff #enhypen imagines #enhypen scenarios #enhypen story #enhypen x reader #enhypen x y/n #enhypen x you #jungwon #yang jungwon #jungwon x reader #jungwon scenarios #jungwon imagines #jungwon fluff #jungwon fanfic #enhypen fluff #heeseung imagines #jay imagines #jake imagines #sunghoon imagines #sunoo imagines #niki imagines #kpop imagines #kpop scenarios #kpop story

[the-offside-rule]

Charles Leclerc (Scuderia Ferrari) - All I Want For Christmas

Requested: yes

Prompt: All I Want For Christmas w Charles Leclerc

Warnings: none

Y/n was on the phone with her boyfriend Charles. For the holidays, this is how they communicated since he lived in Monaco and she would visit her family back home in Denmark. They started dating during Charles' first year in Formula One when she visited with her uncle in Sauber. They met just before the season came to an end. She came into the hospitality, laughing with her uncle and speaking alanguage that seemed like no one would ever understand. But to Charles? To Charles, he sat listening to her in awe. He liked her voice. He listened in awe as she spoke, subconsciously smiling to himself. When she was by herself, Charles turned to try and strike up a conversation. "Excuse me, miss?" he asked. The girl turned, her (y/c/h) hair was half up and half down and her (y/c/e) eyes looked up at him. He melted and found himself stuttering, trying to form some words. "Is this taken seat? I mean, is this teat saken, wait-" She giggled as she watched him fumble with his words. "Is this seat taken?" he finally blurted out. "Not unless you're going to sit here with me." He smiled and sat down next to her and from then, it was history.

"I wish I could hug you right now. I miss you so much." Y/n smiled softly at him through the phone. "I know mon cœur. I miss you too but you'll have me in a few days." She hid her actual feelings with a forced smile. She had spent Christmas with Charles and his family last year and the year before but he'd never spent Christmas with her's. "I have to go mon cœur, dinner is nearly ready." Charles and Y/n said their goodbyes and hung up. She let out a sigh and walked down to the kitchen to her mother, who was baking. "Ah, you're finished then? How was Charles?" Y/n shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know mom. He was giving such short answers." Y/n said, rubbing her eyes. "Oh darling, I'm sure he's just very tired like you are." Y/n scoffed. "Maybe he's tired of me. We hardly see eachother now." Y/n walked towards the bowl of cake batter and began stirring. "Don't be silly. I don't think he would be tired of you." Y/n rolled her eyes up towards the ceiling in a attempt to hold her tears in. "I won't know until he tells me or until I find out."

"Y/n, he isn't tired of you." her mum reassured her. "But how do you know mom?" Her mother opened her mouth and closed it again. "I don't know. All I know it that he isn't tired of you. You just have to believe me." Y/n nodded and smiled light-heartedly. "Thanks mom. I think I'm gonna stay up a little while longer." Her mother arched a brow. "Are you sure? Were all going to bed." Y/n smiled and nodded. "Of course. I want to do some baking. You can have an early night." Her mum kissed her forehead. "Don't stay up too late." Y/n agreed and watched as her mother went to bed. Y/n sat up baking like she said she would but she didn't stay up for a little bit, she stayed up most of the night. After all her siblings had wrapped the presents, after all the timed lights went out, after everything but still, she went to bed so she wouldn't get given out to by her mother in the morning.

Y/n's eyes fluttered open to the sound of her nieces and nephews running around, waking up their parents and then running into to wake up Y/n. "Guys, guys, I'm up, I'm up." She croaked as they bounced on her bed. "Then get up! We need to open our gifts from Santa!" the children shouted. "No, no, no, no, no. Let her sleep! She had a long night baking for you!" They whined but got down off the bed and left Y/n in bed. She let out a sigh of relief as she could finally lie back down again. It had only been a few minutes when she heard her bedroom door open and someone creep their way in. She pulled a face when she heard hushed voices. Why were her whole family just standing around her door, whispering? Y/n felt a weight bring her bed down but she figured it was probably her mother coming up to check on her and she would have wholeheartedly believed it if she hadn't heard the opening of All I Want For Christmas Is You playing. She had her back to them, so she couldn't see them. Her eyes opened, confused as anything but then, she heard a voice. "I, dont want a lot for Christmas. There is just one thing I need-" She hopped up like a bolt of lightning. Surely he wasn't here. Was he? Her bottom lip trembled as she saw Charles with his phone in front of him, playing music and reading the lyrics off to sing them to her. "I don't care about the presents, underneath the Christmas tree-" She began crying as he continued singing. Then she looked over to her family behind her, her mother filming as the others looked on, grinning. "Why are you guys recording?"

"Mon cœur, You're interrupting." Charles said quickly and then returned to singing, making her laugh. "Make my wish come true! All I Want For Christmas -" Charles looked up from his phone and into her blue eyes. "Is You." The Danish family clapped as Y/n engulfed her boyfriend in a tight hug. "Did you enjoy your Christmas gift?" her mother asked. Y/n looked over, still crying but now smiling as she nodded. "Mon cœur, dont cry, dont cry." Charles said, rubbing her back and shushing her. "A heads up would have been nice so I wouldn't cry!" Charles kissed her cheek. "I didn't know you would cry, now did I?" They laughed together. "Merry Christmas mon cœur." He whispered. Her grip loosened and she kissed his lips. "Merry Christmas my love."

#f1 blurb #f1 imagine #f1 oneshot #charles leclerc imagime #charles leclerc x you #charles leclerc x reader #charles leclerc oneshot #charles leclerc imagine #charles leclerc #charles leclerc x female reader

[jaays-moon]

dear diary, 23/02/20xx

every time i think it would be easier to let go, you become just as complex to understand. your actions don't match up to your body language. you don't look like you mean what you say. you are mean when you speak, but is it mean or the truth. honesty is harsh, so are you, and honestly i love you. it is my necessity to try and solve complexity that keeps me attracted i guess? maybe you are fascinating because i don't know you. that is a lie. i know you better than anyone. you know me better than anyone. but is it really all that you need to love someone. just knowing them? i don't want to know you but understand you, feel what you feel, see the world in the way you do, be the answer to your questions. however, i am afraid that all of this is just unrequited. is it? are we? every time i stay awake and ask what are we. when i ask this, there you are right by my side. i guess my timing is off. cause i always end up asking the question the moment you get up to leave. does it have to be a secret? does it have to be more than friends less than enemies? if this ever makes sense, it will only make sense when you make it make sense. what the fuck did i just write? lmao UGHHH I HATE YOU JONGSEONG LIKE LITERALLY CAN YOU JUST TELL ME THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE AND SO AM I AND WE KISS AND EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END. WHY DOES LOVE HAVE TO BE A GAME OF TOM AND JERRY DO I LOOK LIKE A MOUSE TO YOU????? GOD FOR SAKEN HUMAN BEING WHY DO I EVEN LOVE HIM WHAT DO I SEE- "what are you doing?"

ohhHHHh wHo cAn thAt bE aT tHE enD?🤷🏽‍♀️i hAVe nO clUE😔‼️ can't a girl just write her diary in peace 🙄 dear diary 2 is here!! geez, i felt like a fourteen year old again writing these emotions. has everyone's crushes been this complicated lmao?? what do you think is our main character suffering from💭 my diagnosis is acute case of "girlhood". this one is very raw and honestly i had to look back and cite my own journals for this‼️‼️ please do reblog/comment below how are these drabbles🖤 send in messages through the mailbox 💌 too<33

#mswcb #jaays moon #enhypen #enhypen angst #enhypen smau #enhypen jay #enhypen jongseong #song fiction #fanfiction enhypen #dear diary #diary entries #jay #park jongseong #angst #character arc #enhypen series #enhypen imagines #enhypen sunghoon #enhypen jake #enhypen heeseung #lee heeseung #sim jaeyun #park sunghoon #jayjayjayjay #enhypen ni-ki #enhypen sunoo #kim sunoo #nishimura riki

[anything-but-predictable]

What were the nicest things said about you?

I guess the nicest and the best thing I like to hear all the time is when my parents tells other people especially our relatives in Bisaya dialect “buotan kaayo” meaning na napaka bait na anak. 🥰

You see kahit walang jowa busog ako sa pagmamahal ng family ko and mga taong nakapaligid saken which is the very main reason na I don’t settle for anything less, let alone the bare minimum. Lol. Thank you! (Apologies for the lengthy answer!) 😅✌🏻

[sillyseaveerablogs]

I had a dream where you,Plushii, Treez, me, Misty, Galvana and Bear made an ask blog about your AUs together! A crossover AU between crossover AUs. It was a masterpiece of a chaos.

I loved it.

Why is the MSMblr have sick AF dreams while mine's like "Random nonsensical stuff happens. Take it or leave it." Also, I imagine FS! Loodvigg and CS! Loodvigg is like "Why are u like this?"

#my singing monsters #saken answered #mi friend

[smexytwigsdesigns]

Hey there! I saw your blog and I immediately wanted to see what you got! I was hoping you could give your take on Beelzebub since (to me) she’s got a lot of wasted potential and a lot of unoriginality.

Personally, I want her to be more insect like, and more akin to what she’s supposed to look like according to demonology. There was this great redesign on twitter but the account no longer exists (i think??? Idk twitter is a hot mess) Thankfully I have a screenshot of it!

This is a Beelzebub! Although I’d remove that honey mane/hair/whatever it’s supposed to be. Its too much of a hassle to animate and it clutters the design. Either way, I’m curious as to what you think!

Hi, my first ask! I'm so sorry to say this but, homework comes first! I wanted my take on Bee to be more like a bee fly while keeping their hellhound features. She'll be Cerberus and the Actual Beelzebub only daughter in my AU (Totally not taking from LoveArt23's take on her-) But I'll do it after my homework is done Stay tune!

#saken answered #helluva boss redesign #helluva critical

[kimhortons]

Tuesday, November 29.

last night, pinag uusapan namin ni Joemar yung pag move out ko nga (pansamantala) if okay ba 'tong desisyon ko/namin. medyo naguguluhan parin kasi ako lalo pag may nakikita akong mga tarot readings sa Tiktok haha. alam ko naman na di dapat ako mqg base doon, kaso minsan kasi accurate or alam mo yung parang ikaw talaga yung kausap haha.

meron kasing isang vid si anj, sa last part kung saan if may tanong ka, it’s answerable by yes or no. ang tanong ko kasi non “okay ba ‘tong desisyon ko na lumayo muna” tapos ang card na lumabas “reconsider” it’s not a no naman daw pero parang need ko raw mag allow ng other options nabanggit niya rin kasi na may mga decisions akong di natutuloy, ayun nga kasi last last week dapat talaga aalis na ko kaso nagka problema yung cheque ko non na naka affect din sa budget namin, pwede naman sana na kami umalis tapos ipapadala nalang dun kaso bitin narin kami sa budget, need ko pa ng pamasahe, mawawalan naman ng pang budget si Joemar. so nag decide ulit kami na mag stay nalang muna ako dito, since balak naman din namin umuwi ng new year, atleast isahang gastos nalang ako sa pamasahe.

next card na lumabas, “communicate clearly” then she explained din na “it’s time for me to communicate things clearly with the people you feel detached with” and i think it’s about my relationship with my family, yung first part din kasi ng video is about cutting off, yun narin kasi talaga unti unti kong ginagawa sakanila sa sobrang gulo ng pamilyang ‘to. parang lahat ng nangyari at nangyayari sakin ngayon, naikwento niya sa video na yun.

last time kasi diba kinausap nga ako ng tita ko, nakikinig lang ako pero di ako sumasagot kasi ayaw ko talaga makipag usap sakanila. lagi kasi nila akong tinatanong “ano bang plano mo?” “ano bang pinaglalaban mo?” di kasi nila magets kung saan ako nanggagaling tuwing hindi kami okay ng tatay ko. tbh, gusto ko magsalita, gusto ko ishare yung nararamdaman ko sakanila pero naiisip ko palang, napapagod na agad akong mag explain, feeling ko babalewalain lang naman din nila. so ayun, i dunno kung kaya ko na ba i-communicate ‘to sakanila ng maayos. ang hirap kasi pag lumaki kang hindi open yung pamilya mo to talk about feelings. laging shrug off nalang ganon.

kaya kagabi sabi ko rin kay J na, iniisip ko kung okay lang ba talaga sakanila na dun na muna ako titira, e hindi naman kami kasal. nag woworry ako sa iisipin ng iba, kung okay ba talaga sa mama niya, sa mga tito niya at lalo na dun sa tita niyang feeling ko ayaw saken. haha. wala naman daw siyang paki pero saken parang big deal, dahil nga siguro sa mga pinag sasabi saken ng tita ko last time.

#jrnl

[noprincess]

11th up there today, huh? michuuu always, ma. i hope you're okay. lil bro finally got confirmation that he will indeed graduate this june haha (muntikan kase binawi eh hehe). as for me? i hope i pass my assessment this 29 because after that i need to know what's next. i'll ask kuya jobert pa. i hope makalipad na ren si kuya nathan para ako na sunod. okay lang den kahit matagal ma, basta sigurado. btw, i still can't believe that i came out to papa last friday. we had a lil drink because it was Lanz's birthday and i was convinced to finally tell him. I started off saying that I have a crush on this girl which i showed him a picture of. He said okay then proceeded to doze off. So i woke him up and continued to ask how he felt. He was kind of avoiding the conversation but managed to give me an answer. I told him I really liked Kaykay but i took her for granted so now i'm still stuck on her. I asked him if tanggap nya ba na bisexual ang anak nya? Na kung sakali mang may ipakilala akong girlfriend sa kanya eh okay lang ba? Sinagot nya ko ng "bahala ka sa buhay mo". Hahahahaha pero pinilit ko ipaexplain sa knya ung sagot nya. Sabe ni papa "buhay mo yan. may isip ka na. hindi naman ako ang nakakaalam ng nararamdaman mo. tanggap ko, basta makakabuti sayo." naiyak na ren ako non nong kinukwento ko si kaykay tas nung sinabe nya na tanggap na nya ko. sabe ko nga gusto ko sabhn saknya kase syempre magulang ko sya, and ung mga ibang parents kase tinatakwil nila mga anak nila. kako pa, gusto ko lang maging open, honest. if someone asks, sasagutin ko. wala na ko pakealam if may sabhn sila saken. tas bigla sya sumingit na "hayaan mo sila kung magjudge sila, wag mo pansinin." likeeee diba, ma? nasesense ko naman na tatanggapin pa ren nya ko pero i had to make sure paren. and to hear it directly from him that he accepts me, means a lot to me. so yoooon, i'm out kay ate, sa mga ibang pinsan kong babae, tas kay papa. tyaka na si bunso hahahahaha

[atamabs]

26/365

As I turned 29 this year......

Charot!

Well, hindi ko feel na birthday ko. Wala kong cake, wala kong BL, at walang kumanta saken ng happy birthday. Natulog lang ako maghapon kasi may shift ako tonight. Pero thankful pa din na humihinga pa din ako & kaya ko magfunction as a ferson. Yun nga lang parang may kulang.

Anyway, nashookt ako kanina!! Kasi meron kaming townhall tas di ako kasali kasi nakapaglaro na ko nung previois townhall— odi matic answer calls tayo. Shuta kaka auto in ko pa lang! Papindot pa lang ng headset nagring agad avaya ko! Like four calls na ganon!!! Tas 15 mins na lang out ko na. My gosh!!! Buti madali lang sya keri naman.

Tinanong din ako ni TL if sasama ako sa saturday kasi bibilhan nya daw ako ng cake 🥺🥺

#hello2023 #photo

[windfighter]

Åh när ni

Windy was singing in the kitchen while making breakfast. Kouji and Yamato sat in the couch in the living room and tried to study despite it. Just because the world was in danger it didn’t mean they could fall behind in school.

”♫ Åh nä’ ni tar saken i egna händer ♫”, Windy sang.

Yamato stopped. Blinked. He did not hear that correctly, he concluded. Kouji’s pen also stopped moving and he frowned.

”...did she just…?” he asked.

”♫ Åh nah’ ni gör som dom på TV gör ♫”

Yamato’s cheeks got red and he dropped his books to the floor. Kouji snorted.

”I’d expect that from you”, Kouji said.

Yamato stood up, pulled a hand through his hair.

”I’m… sure she doesn’t realize what it sounds like.”

Because Windy, the most ace person Yamato had ever met, singing something like that… yeah, no. He gestured to the kitchen.

”I’m going to ask her.”

Kouji put his book away and stood up as well. Followed Yamato to the kitchen. Yamato leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest. Windy put a plate of buns in the oven and just made it back to the refrain of the song.

”♫ Åh när ni...♫”

”Windy”, Yamato interrupted.

Kouji snorted again. Windy blinked. Stood up and turned to Yamato and Kouji.

”I wasn’t singing in Japanese this time”, she said and frowned. ”What are you protesting this time?”

”Do you have any idea what that sounded like in Japanese though?” Yamato asked.

”uuuh…”

She tilted her head. Yamato blushed again. She was cute when she was confused.

”I think we’ve already agreed that I’m atrocious at Japanese”, Windy said with a laugh. ”Teach me, oh great, Yama-chan.”

Kouji absolutely died from laughter. Yamato pressed his hand to his mouth to not laugh as well. She did that one on purpose.

”It’s, uh…”

Yamato coughed, his cheeks burned. He scratched the back of his neck. Windy’s confused expression turned amused and Kouji still seemed to find the whole situation hilarious.

”オナニー is uh… masturbation. You know, when you…”

Windy snorted. Yamato wasn’t sure what she was laughing about. She turned her back to Yamato and started putting everything in the sink. Yamato scratched the back of his neck again.

”So you know what it sounds like when you sing that… Just… thought you’d want to know?”

”I’m not an idiot”, Windy laughed. ”Did you know it’s the same in Swedish?”

For once, Yamato was the dumbfounded one. Kouji pushed him to the side.

”It is? How?”

”I have no idea”, Windy still laughed. ”The whole song is just one big euphemism for onani. Anyway…”

She pulled the apron off and hung it over a chair before turning to face Kouji and Yamato.

”The bread needs 10 minutes in the oven anyway so we’re going to go listen to it.”

Yamato’s brain bluescreened. He spluttered out a string of consonants that made no sense to anyone. He shook his head to reset it.

”Why are you, of all people, listening to a song about that?”

”Wow”, Windy answered. ”Didn’t take you for a prude.”

”I’m not.”

Yamato pulled a hand across his face and took a step back. He gestured at Windy.

”It’s just, you know…”

Windy shook her head, grabbed Yamato’s hand and pulled him down to kiss his cheek.

”You are adorable, but like… The song is hilarious and I may be sex-repulsed and uninterested in anything to do with that, but the words won’t kill me.”

She let go of Yamato’s hand and he straightened his back again. Kouji smirked.

”Yamato’s only a prude around Windy because he ~looooves~ her”, he teased.

”I do not.”

Yamato’s cheeks felt hot again. Windy shook her head and pushed past Yamato into the living room.

”Love both of you”, she answered.

Yamato noticed Kouji’s cheeks get a slight flush and laughed. Windy called for them.

”Come on, we’re listening to the masturbation-song!”

Yamato’s brain bluescreened again.

”Can you not?!” he yelled back.

Kouji pushed Yamato's back and his feet started moving. Windy was already scrolling down youtube to find the perfect video.

”The best part about being ace”, Windy admitted, ”is how easy it is to make others flustered.”

She seemed to have found what she was looking for, because she sat down and patted the couch.

”Come on, it they’re allowed to show this to children I’m sure you’ll survive it as well.”

”What do you mean children?” Yamato asked.

Sweden was absolutely weird and he should be used to it, but some things you just never got used to. Kouji sat down in the couch next to Windy and shook his head.

”Didn’t take Yamato for an american”, he said.

Yamato hmpfed and sat down in the couch as well. Windy clapped her hands and finally started the song.

#windy writes #digimon frontier #digimon adventure #det digitala hotet #kouji minamoto #yamato ishida #self insert #was this whole story just an excuse to share the greatest eurovision-song ever? #yes #yes it was #I find it hilarious how every japanese who hears it is just giggling for themselves and going 'the swedes have no clue it sounds like onani #and meanwhile the swedes are just 'oh yeah that's on purpose and it's hilarious' #we live in a weird timeline where this is the word japanese and swedish share #why #I need to know #I don't even know how to look for that info #anyway I heard this song while I was getting ready to head out this morning #and my braincells collided in a stupid way and I had to write this #anyway this is your daily lesson in swedish #enjoy this cursed knowledge #Youtube

[beholdimhisbeloved]

11/07/2023

went to the city library today! it has been a long time plan to visit, finally had it done today.

thoughts about the library:

• wish it would open a little earlier.

• di ko naikot but first view of the building inside was its tidy & orderly. a lot of staff actually, but one flaw is di sila approachable haha ilang beses ako nasungitan i was just asking for assistance

• kdrama vibes, your city could never haha. but it’s giving UE Library. ang daming estudyante 😭 suddenly, i felt old. andaming yapak panay lakad, andaming nagpapanggap mag aral, andaming looking for vacant tables. i feel like a tita kaka shh ko kasi naiinis ako sa bulungan, bec of that I’m giving it 6/10

• bagal ng wifi. didn’t get the logic cause i was one of the early birds pero kakapasok ko lang mabagal na wifi, ending napaload ng 179 pesos at yon nalang ginamit ko kasi sayang araw ko e?

• wasn’t able to eat my lunch! :( bawal ipasok ung bag sa nook area idgi actually. bawal din tumblr. doon lang daw sa group study areas pwede eh pano kaming mga introvert na gusto mag isa?? hmp

to sum it all? will i go back there to study?

answer is, yes if walang students and if mag aaral ako without the need of a wifi.

ending pala is, I walked out of the library at 12:30pm kasi di ko na kaya nagugutom na ako, so nagSM val nalang ako to eat my baon. i casually ate my baon sa foodcourt + siomai house, in short i had a happy lunch! sana walang nag sympathize saken kasi magisa akong kumakain at sana di nyo ko kinaawaan kasi nakain ako ng baon ko sa SM, for real.

was supposed to study at sb after pero walang seat so i ended up at dunkin. i hated the drinks, ang tamis. but masaya ko because natapos ko standard variance. ayon, ayon ang point ng araw ko. natapos ko ang standard costing variance

[exoloml]

Bad things at times, do happen to good people. 

Last 2020, since I was working on my graduate thesis, an opportunity opened for me to work and collaborate with women with trauma. In that opportunity, I encountered questions that, I myself, would never find the answer in books no matter how I read and study. At times, even introspection and experience may come up short. 

“Bakit ganun Mame, mali yung ginagawa ni Papa di ba? Bakit nya yun ginawa sa akin?” 

“Masama ba akong tao at nangyari saken to?”

“Ano bang ginawa kong mali?” 

“Bakit sa dinami dami ng tao, mas maraming masasama pa, pero bakit sa akin nangyari to?” 

I can only console them by giving some tissues and water, offer few taps on their shoulder, and a being sharing a presence in their already occupied space. 

With no definite answers to such questions, I let time and silence take their course while those questions still linger in my mind with a little hope that time can reveal the answers someday. 

Figuratively, father time answered. Subtle and still considered vague, but it offers a piece of peace. An irony of life.

An irony of life that hopes to offer a piece of peace. Even just a little.

[pasagip]

Sex or Chocolate? Explain your answer.

ang hirap naman sagutin nito pwede bang both?

kung chocolate pipiliin ko syempre obvious naman masarap sya same lang din sa sex kaso beh sa sex kasi nyeta ... heaven yun mhie (lalo na pag may consent) tas ano basta nakakasatisfy unlike sa chocolate para saken lang