#so i know this doesnt fit with the theme

[puppyeared]

i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand

#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona #its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around #one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them #making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth #i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since #memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an #association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont #fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell #on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one #dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong #despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them #interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing #i struggle find a balance between those two things #actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of #her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard #or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it?? #maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard #although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh #yapping #oc talk #oc

[girlmetalsonic]

something that is like the baseline of amys entire character to me is that shes lonely. shes clingy and physically affectionate in a way none of her friends really are, shes always getting pushed aside and left behind. yeah, she helps out people she doesnt know because shes a nice person, but also, she sees part of herself in them. she wont leave someone else behind because she knows the feeling —and more importantly, hates the feeling. if she doesnt have somebody to stand by her and be there for her, then shes going to be that person for everybody else. something something her obsession with sonic is really just like a manifestation of that desire for closeness with someone, and she thinks that romance is the only way to get that. idk... this hedgehog can have so many abandonment issues.

#me posts #amy rose #sth #sonic the hedgehog #and this is not to say at all that romance is the only way to have 'real' love or anything #just that yknow part of her breaking free of that would also be realizing that she just wants closeness with someone and it doesnt- #-have to be romantic #aroace amy could fit this i suppose and she just doesnt know it yknow. thats not my hc but i support their beliefs if that makes sense #she wants to be loved and she wants to love and she doesnt really get a big outlet for that so she shares it with everyone she sees #also i didnt wanna jam up the post but GAMMA!! this is partially abt gamma she helps him find out how to love and how to find joy in it- #-bc its what she wants for herself. she sees him and sees how completely alone he is and she wants to help him. idk idk something something #-when she was locked in the cell she saw part of herself staring back at her #gamma parallels to amy is SLEPT ON i stg i could make a whole other post about it #idk.. whenever im writing amy or just thinking abt how shed interact with others its always from the lens that she craves closeness with- #-others. she wants people to just stay for once. #does this make any sense. idk man im rambling here #my worst nightmare is characterizing her wrong its such a fine line and sometimes the words do not come out of my brain right #btw this is NOT me dissing amy i love amy. she is like top three favorite character. #important context: im typing this with amy firefox theme rn ok. ok im an amy fan. #she points at the minimize button like shes telling me to log off #jesus christ i just scrolled back up i love to put a whole other post in the notes dont i

[nachtart]

amy doodle

#sonic was my first ever legit fandom so why not Do That Again #was weirdly shy about posting this since. you know. *stares at the rest of my art* it doesnt exactly fit the theme lololol #but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i am not consistent #anyway! #amy rose #nachtart #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #rosy the rascal

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

beeboopbeeboop u wann draw dis?

Theme: uhhh fashion? Or flowers idk

hi chaireem

#moen art #moen sona #AHAUHA SORREY THIS TOOK SO LONG #. I JUST REALISED THIS DOESNT FIT THE THEME you know what. the flowers are the herbs in the soup and

[hecksupremechips]

Minor thing that really irks me is when people treat the femc route in p3 portable as like the lesser story or like it’s a fanfic where nothing that happens in it is the “true” canon like. Bitch. The femc and everything that happens in her version of the story is just as canon as the male protagonist and everything that happens in his story. And there’s literally been so many fucking versions of p3 at this point like the base game, fes, portable, the movies, stage plays, reload, as well as spinoffs and manga and they all do things differently. I don’t see anyone acting like the base game is more canon than, say, reload so why do they do this with portable? Why can’t the (infinitely superior) version with the female protagonist just be respected for five fucking minutes goddamn

#persona #persona 3 #kotone shiomi #its the misogyny yay #but god i am so tired of her game being treated as not actually canon like it literally is #theres multiple canons dipshit there is no true version of this game #and also people saying she doesnt fit the theme or some shit like. she literally does??? and honestly she does it better #like you can really feel the love she brings to the group and how she gives everything life and helps everyone #but also just how it all comes with pain she smiles and befriends everyone but shes always been so deeply alone and she doesnt want anyone #to feel the pain shes felt and so she carries all those burdens on her own and when everyone goes to reach out for her #its too late far too late shed sacrifice herself over and over for these people and theyll never once see her cry #she also you know. actually has good social links and gets to know everyone not just people she wants fuck #so you get to see just infinitely better versions of every character with her she really does bring out the best in them #and another thing in particular with the disrespect of her story is the way shinji living is treated again just like #some kinda fanfic au by someone who didnt wanna cope with their blorbo dying like ughh #shinji surviving is just as canon as him dying there is an entire canon where he gets a happy ending and it is once again #much better than versions where he dies like ive. exhausted myself with explaining it but its just better #so yeah basically out of spite i like acting like kotones story is actually the one true canon #and when people mention stuff that isnt in her story im like ‘huh? what? that didnt happen’ #cuz whos gonna stop me

[cyeayt]

being autistic in the mormon church

being autistic in the mormon church was, for me at least, a weird experience. because i wasn't excluded or mocked very often, just smothered in that strange warm beige obligation. because they could tell, they knew i was different just like i did. so they held my hand, told the other children to be nice to me, to make sure i felt included. and my peers did, cause they didn't have a choice, raised to be polite and kind no matter what just like i was. so i was included and invited places, always as an afterthought or a checked box but invited nonetheless, injected into conversations and games by adults that my peers wouldn't dare contradict. 'well meaning' adults who ask me if im okay or if i want to join the group, talking down in the sweetest tones. every christmas and on every birthday they still track me down to give me a card about how much they miss my 'unique perspective', even though i always tried my hardest to fit in and say the normal things.

"Look at that one. it's different and broken, but you must be kind to it. help it stay in the light of god, because god is the only way to save it. we're good, and righteous, and its so lucky to be in the church because we're the only ones who'll ever tolerate it, because that's what god wants."

and i miss it sometimes. standing on the edge of people who i desperately want to be friends with, flitting around in the back of stores and staring at concert posters indecisively until the date has passed. never finding the right spot in a conversation to talk, never working up the courage to ask if i can come too, i miss the people who had to be nice. who had me on a little list in their mind of what they need to get to heaven.

but im never going back. because even i could feel that it was fake. i felt watched and judged and pitied at all times, by peers who would ask me if i was coming then talk amongst themselves about jokes i didnt get and shared friends i didnt know. and i may be lonely now, but id rather do the work and be awkward and sick with nerves and find people and spaces that i actually want to be in who actually want me to be there, even if it seems impossible now. id rather that than go back to that warm suffocating place, familiar like the worst kind of family.

also telling that all the adults im talking about are either women/afab people or members of the bishopric, people whose 'job' it is to be welcoming and nurturing, though these experiences are mostly from young womens so that would also be it, but even women who arent involved in the yw leadership are raised and taught and obligated to do this and i dont blame any of them but its always made me wildly uncomfortable. never as much as random men who would sit down next to me and just start talking like we knew each other tho so eh

#exmormonism #exmo #autism #actually autistic #neurodivergent #no hate pls its all highly personal to me if you find it inaccurate make your own post #this isnt good or articulate but do you get what im saying? #in other words every mormon adult talks to me like im two and wants to make sure i know where my parents are #i know this isnt just me cause ive seen the same shit with some other queer and autistic people in my ward #but sry if this doesnt fit your experience ive mostly been part of nauseatingly liberal wards in blue cities #i used to come home from activity days every week screaming and sobbing cause i started to be able to feel how different and disconnected #i was from the other kids #everyone misses me everyone wants to know what im reading everyone wants me to know that the church loves me and so wont i stay #wont i let them love me like a sick bird in a cage #and now people are nice in way that tells me im free to come back #questioning isnt a sin as long as you find the answers in god #youll be forgiven all of this if you just come back #ugh i dont even know #salt lake city #but im singing it like the 979 theme #utah #trans #nonbinary #this isnt even about that its just another internal feeling that makes me feel different #religion #religious trauma

[crowdsourcedloner]

What song would you associate with your OC/WoL? ^^

Nailah

Tides is Nailah at her lowest, angriest, most burnt out self. She wants so badly to run away, to run far from the bloodshed and strife she's so commonly dragged into, to just be left alone and forgotten - but she can't. She's trapped, either through obligation or fear of abandonment, and all she can do is scream her frustration into the waves.

Verre

She's a hard one for me to pin down in music, but C:\\AR?A_M4TH has the vibes down really well. It's oppressive and oddly calm and the steady looping melody reminds me of a clock alarm - Verre's trapped between her guilt and obsessive curiosity. Then the drums fade out, she's happy and free for just a moment... until they crash back in, destroying the looping melody and leaving this dissonant emptiness. She can never go back.

Zen

Mimic - Rage and Scream is hands down the best song I've found that captures their chaotic, almost taunting persona. It sounds like a calculated car crash in the best of ways and Zen's orchestrated unpredictability really shines through.

Yomi

Outset Island has a carefree, slightly naive vibe that reminds me so much of Yomi. She's a little meandering, very optimistic, and terribly out of her depth when it comes to most things - what better fits that than a cozy starter town theme?

#answered asks #thank you for the ask! #oc: hrothwol #oc: verre hyskaris #oc: zezene zene #oc: yomi kaifu #figured i'd do the whole squad for this one lol #nailah's habit of just vibing underwater to destress coincidentally lines up with a banger track lol #poor girl desperately wants distant anonymity while craving personal connection and those two dont mix well #something something mortifying ordeal of being known #verre's got this vibe of a constantly ticking clock that i cant seem to find anywhere #and the only song i know that has a ticking clock is... the amaurot theme. which doesnt fit her at all. #zen's song sounds like they're a boss fight but imma be honest thats just their constant vibe #either you roll with the chaos or you get out of their way #and yomi... i was gonna put specialist from persona 4 for her lmao #she's a cheerful goof and so is that song

[mrpsychokiller]

okay i am sick of this icon and mobile theme already. i am cursed to get tired of my icon after three days but im completely unable of finding an icon and theme i am ever satisfied with. why would a pretty boy like me have to go through this

#sick of the lovecorey theme #but what i should go for instead??? who knows #such a hassle to get a new icon i need to get a new header that matches the icon and i need new blog colors that fit the palette #and i need something new to put on my bio since im allergic to putting actual info there #maybe i should. no one checks my pinned post for info so apparently no one even knows my pronouns #i keep getting stuck getting an icon cause im like im a homestuck blog i should get an icon of a homestuck character probably? #but what character? it sounds 'wrong' to use a character i dont post super much or doesnt have anything to do with me like #i am not kanaya enough to have a kanaya icon #so i circle around like. dave and nepeta cause those are the ones i think its fair for me to use #but then what icon? do i get from someones art i like? a canon panel? who knows #i make it harder than it should be

[1kari]

btw all my art is ok to reblog ^_^ obviously u dont have to but just want to say that

#i know its doesnt fit peoples Blog theme or wahtever and thats fine but i really am so sad when it doesnt even get likes aaauu #<- worlds most pathetic man with no concept of self satisfaction #gonna delete this later i feel so lame doing this. sorry

[tenzeniths]

few things in life are funnier to me than the Hebrew translation of SpongeBob SquarePants

#jumblr #hebrew #not only does the language structure make it 'backwards' compared to english #but 'squarepants' is so fucking long and has absolutely zero cadence it doesnt fit at all #my brother and I would bring ourselves to tears trying to sing the theme song and keep up #BOB SPHOG MICHNASAYIM MERUBAYIM BOB SPHOG MICHNASAYIM MERUBAYIM BOB SPHOG MICHNASAYIM MERUBAYIM #I KNOW its not how the Hebrew theme song actually goes i am aware but its much funnier

[vaugarde]

in my kirby verse im trying to figure out how taranzolor can work (because i cant get over ships i liked when i was 14 lmao) since in this taranza finally makes progress in moving on after the events of TKCD (which is a LARP session gone wrong here) and in that game and star allies they bond while magolor is trying to improve himself as a person and i imagine it was initially formed on a shakier foundation? bc magolor was a better person by TKCD albeit traumatized from the events of RTDL, but yknow he still was a fuckhead and liked to mess with people and a part of him did still crave to be something more and felt aimless and meaningless without something like the master crown to run after, and i think taranza would have seen sectonia parallels in that and basically just went “i can fix him”. and its like taranza trying desperately to keep his new friend/crush from destroying himself with power and greed and an outside force tearing his body apart like sectonia did (even though ironically he is also carving out his own destruction by focusing so hard on the past).

except they both need to be fixed they both need a therapist but like AFTER they get the therapist magolor learns to be satisfied with where he is and how to cope with what happened, taranza learns to move on and not punish himself constantly for what happened with sectonia and not focus so hard on the past when he has his whole life ahead of him. and they realize they still have their futures and decide... maybe they can figure it out together if they don’t have much else (at that specific point)

#i am so stubborn abt the dream kingdom not actually being a separate universe #like yes thats the intent and it makes sense at least for galactas lore.... buuuuuuuuut idc #ive had the larp hc for years i am not giving up on it they can pry it from my dead hands #also admittedly i know i liked taranzolor when i was younger bc ''hee hee hoo hoo those are my two favorites :)'' #and in the kirby verse forming in my head i do want it to be a bit more than that and the ''one is kinda rude the other is sweet!'' #(bc ive seen the light taranza is NOT sweet lmao he can be just as rude as magolor hes just a little more reserved about it imo) #tbh in this kirby verse i think i want to go with the theme of ''your past doesnt define you'' #it would fit w the kirby and void stuff really well and how a lot of kirbys allies were his enemies at one point #like dedede started as a cruel king willing to starve his subjects so he could live in luxury #but got his ass kicked and as the early games go by he learns that he has to try and be a better person if he wants to be liked #and some people dont like him as a ruler still ofc which is justified. but he's grown into a better person #and he doesnt really rule w an iron fist or anything hes fairly lenient these days #and thats not to go ''ohhhh hes like. so awesome so cool anime dedede WISHES he was this'' or anything #just like. idk a ''your past doesnt define who you decide to be in the future'' way

[scalpelsister]

Ok I know the lighting heres a bit odd but... dark ranger Morana 👀

#what i need to do is build or find a build thats forsaken themed. will I do that???? idk about all that #but if I *did* then I could use a preset that doesnt make her glow. #which would be ideal huh #morana talahriel #world of warcraft #sims #also I know her last name doesnt fit naming conventions perfectly but it IS thalassian so I will not be taking any criticism at this time #my post

[z-skull]

incomprehensible meme

#produce #memes my own ab story #ive been working on this story for the better part of 2 years lol. but oniw when i say 'working on' its in the 'in my head' story #i dont know why but my brain just doesnt let me do stuff unless its in its completion #luckily this story is almost completed lol #i decided to think about it in a 3 seasons with 25 episodes each type of way. Since the astro uran ochan and tenma are the MAIN characters #their arks through each seasons works better. each season has a theme that they work through. Tenmas is probably the most easy to guess #but i did have to tweak ochans character ALOT for my story. a mix of atb and yadda yadda... #erm yeah #it started out as a joke but i developed shadow too much and just went 'fuck it. we're making it its own syory' #the main thing with this project was that i wanted to work with tenmas character in a different way. hes not the main antag overall but #just for S1. i wont say much about it atm because i do have a general idea of how ill this story #not a comic or a fanfic but in a series of drawings/animatics. music heavily inspired me in this story so i have many video ideas #i just need to learn how lol #ANYWAY #/slaps the title/ this bad boy gets two corruption arks and tenma being beat up and physically scared (shot) #idk y im talking about this now but since im not posting art atm ill just allude to things #for the most part all the characters follow 03 but somethings are different and i tweaked some designs to fit the aesthetic i have going #but yeah! over time ill be making short dumb videos to get used to it so i can make story animatics. a warning i should add #most of the audio for my videos will be from musicals lmaooo. i listen to alot of music at work so much time to flesh out things #augh

[redjaybird]

[also now that im not stressing over getting a project done, at some point i wanna work on a p.ersona verse, and also i gotta work on Violet (especially since father's day is coming >>)]

#ooc #give a little more flesh to jay in persona world at least #i know how i want his palace to be finally but idk how often thatll actually come up in rp lol #also might have a persona idea as well #tho it doesnt really go with a thief theme #itd fit more the the them of p3 #but whatever #some stray anyway #cinderella isnt a thief #and neither is pandora #so nyeh! #also necronomicon is a heckin book #but yeah in my downtime ive been playing p5r >> #i love maruki send help #he doesnt wanna talk to me rn tho

[hecksupremechips]

RE danganronpa not having the best writing I was talking to a friend the other day about v3 about how it sucks that they set up Kaede to be the protagonist but then killed her off because while yes, Shuichi is a very good protagonist and he’s the only one that really gets interesting character development, Kaede could have so easily been an insanely interesting protagonist if she got to live because she has plenty of room to grow since she’s very clearly scared shitless and is deeply insecure about her ability to motivate and lead the group, but she smiles through it and lies about her feelings so much that the player doesn’t even know about her creating an elaborate murder scheme. And I realized that the way to keep her as a protagonist is for there to be a way that the first trial ends and someone else is found to be the killer (for example it could be Tsumugi if she weren’t the mastermind, or maybe someone else was in the library and killed Rantaro) and they get executed and thats that. Then at the end of the chapter we get a scene where Kaede is alone in her room and sighs in relief as it’s revealed that she hatched an elaborate plan to kill the mastermind but she wasn’t found guilty, either because she wasn’t the actual killer or because she was being protected by the mastermind. And so we the player have to proceed with the new knowledge that Kaede not only wanted to kill someone, she actually went through with a whole plan to kill someone and we didn’t even know about it and neither did any of the characters. And Kaede is on edge because on one hand she has to live with the fact that she was perfectly okay becoming a killer and that she failed to kill the mastermind so the game is going to continue and someone else was unlucky and got executed instead of her,but on the other hand she’s relieved that she wasn’t the one who died and that she was given another chance to find the true mastermind and no one has to know what she did. And as the game progresses it gets more and more stressful for her because she tries to keep up the positive energy but she’s living with this massive secret and she can’t let anyone find out about what she did and she finds herself still wanting to kill the mastermind so we the player don’t know how much we can trust Kaede anymore since she’s lying to everyone including us and she can very well kill again if she wants to

#danganronpa #kaede akamatsu #of course we couldnt have something like this happen cuz yay misogyny killed kaede and also like mentioned #dr doesnt have good enough writing to pull this off lol #yttd is at least able to pull something similar off with sara so at least i have that but still god like can you IMAGINE #how good v3 wouldve been if it had done this and like what i think is really fun is like #shuichi figuring it out cuz you know he would hed know in the first trial but in this version doesnt say anything #and he doesnt have to cuz kaede conveniently isnt the culprit #but like now hes stuck with this knowledge that she so easily couldve been #and you know shuichi is just like that last person shed want to know about this #but shed also be eaten alive by guilt from keeping it from him cuz she trusts him most and was the one encouraging him to pursue the truth #even if its unpleasant #so i like to imagine one of two scenarios like either shuichi eventually confronts kaede about this after shes become a bit more corrupt #and he plans to tell and shes forced to kill him to keep her secret #or a scenario where shuichi chooses to protect kaede over the truth and he becomes her accomplice #both scenarios would fuck up kaede quite a bit #and then i guess itd be really interesting to see if she becomes more and more corrupt and eventually does get executed #or if she owns up to her mistakes and decides to reveal her truth that shes actually fucking terrified #and she doesnt have as much control as she wants to and she has no clue if its gonna be okay #i think that would fit so good with the truth/lie theme too #goddddd like im so mad now cuz this is just like so good like why cant dr just be good its so easy

[cyhaitham]

from what u guys know (uy can also look in the #justice angels tag on my bloog) whose ur fav

#There arent any side characters or villains yet #However considering theyre pretty developed now i should work on the villains... I thought of soome stuff earlier? #the justice angels are the angel's positive emotions; Yes this includes obsession and anger #Bceuyase the gems formed from those emotions in those specific scenarios were positive #for ex; Anger was when the angel became angry at the injustices of the world and resolved to protect the innocent #Obsession was the obsession with humanity and the capacity for good they have and all the #love the angel has for mortals. Ykno #So i thought the villains could have these “corrupted” gemstones/emotions #that came from the angels negative emotions #like uhmm i was thinking the main one could be hatred #Idk what their villain legion name should be i thought of a few things #Tbh i know I want to keep the angelic motifs of the justice angels but i just #don't vibe with that name entirely... it doesnt fit correctly in my mind... #Maybe Salvation themes instead? Going more with a biblical kinda thing for them #Cus i dont KNOW!!! their magical girl names yet #I wanna keep Castella for nezumi but thats a FOOD! #anyway the main villain's probably named Asatoth. #If you actually read this i love you. hi.