#so ill be mia then too

[m3llowm1sh]

ace attorney x rhythm doctor doodles cuz the brainrot worms r taking over!!!!!!!!!!!

i just think theyre silly

#rhythm doctor #ace attorney #mishs art tag #if u cant tell the swaps: #miner is pheonix / lucky is edgeworth / hailey is trucy / cole is apollo / nicole is klavier #i have no idea how to seperate those w out commas so slashes will have to do ig #i also thought of ada being mia but uhhhhhhhhh idk who maya would be 😭 or franziska for that matter #WHATEVER idc ill think about that later ??????? #also im trying to post more doodles on here to get away from being too much of a perfectionist and also post more often so uh yeah #im trying !! 👍 #anyways yeah these two games took over/are taking over my brain so this was absolutely necessary for me obviously

[ko-odi]

i have terrible, awful, horrendous news.

i went from being hyperfixated on a story about a group of young people on the run from the government in search of a magical library and undead family member to... being hyperfixated on a story about a group of young people on the run from the government in search of a magical library and undead family member .

#yeah so there seems to be a pattern here #the haunted has been a special interest for half of my current lifespan tho so this rly isnt surprising #it routinely takes over my entire being a few months outta every year #this is a doodle but it is only the introduction to my descent into 2012 minecraft roleplay series madness dont you worry #there are actually way more similarities between thm and vat7k but maybe ill talk abt that later #the haunted #the haunting #the haunted minecraft #the haunting minecraft #armen the haunted #drake the haunted #grayson the haunted #mia the haunted #luke the haunted #YEAH LUKE IS THERE TOO everyone say hiiii luuuuke #herobrine #i cannot believe an important character to one of my spinterests is HEROBRINE #sorry collin isnt rly there unless u count drake or hero </3 ill draw him soon dw #rejectedshotgun #my art #this is a LOTTA tags for such a small doodle #but i want to extend my tendrils to any possible haunted liker out there the fandom is TOO SMALL #IM TOO LONELY #SOMEONE OLEASE #ANYONE #SAVE ME FROM THE NICHE FANDOM CURSE #I CANT KEEP DOING THISJ

[plushiehamuko]

hi people in my phone i hope you’re surviving

#squishy talks too much #i have been mia bc chemical engineering school is evil hell #but i got to pet cats for TWO HOURS #so i think i don’t have mental illness anymore

[radiocity]

The L Word: Lookbook ↳ 1.03, Longing

#The L Word #Shane McCutcheon #alice pieszecki #bette porter #marina ferrer #dana fairbanks #Kate Moennig #leisha hailey #Karina Lombard #mia kirshner #erin daniels #jennifer beals #jennifer schecter #tlwlb #alice has too many cute outfits #there were about 6 gifs that didnt make it into the set but maybe ill post them... who knows #jenny wears a cute hoodie at one point but she doesnt stand still in the frame at all so its a nightmare to square off #also the sunbathed scenes are so nice but contrast so weirdly with the TWILIGHT-ESQUE green dark ones #also these are arranged like poop...ok!!!!! #tina kennard #IVE BEEN SPELLING IT WRONG LOL. so now i fix it

[peepooworld]

interesting how so many of the ace attorney characters to whom you can find major similarities/parallels to edgeworth are women..... thoughts loading give me a few weeks to ponder this

#maya! you could argue franziska maybe but they're siblings so idk if i would count that #anyways EMA and also lana! shit you can throw mia in there too! maybe adrian (i think that's her name it's different in japanese) #kay apparently but i unfortunately don't know her we're not friends yet :( #hm. miles left behind vs trucy being found... things that make you ill! #i think the only men that get CLOSE to edgeworth are van zieks and kazuma but again that's two (2) dudes! #also this is just like surface level i'm not truly thinking about it #peepoo plays ace attorney

[sunhalf]

@spirestar liked! / ethan & anastasia!

"— Do you know where we are?" the quiet, scarred girl asks. She doesn't seem surprised or particularly worried about being locked in a dim room with a perfect stranger, for all she's keeping her distance. Anastasia just hasn't felt anything in a few months, that's all.

#spirestar #anastasia : main verse. #so u know how like. mia and ethan are sorta under blue umbrella Jurisdiction and all that #anastasia is the final girl of a horror story and when she starts making a fuss about monsters and getting Too Close #they just sorta. Pick Her Up. hence she is currently a pseudo-prisoner and can hang out w ethan #this is not one line but its short. ill take what i can get

[pocketramblr]

#sorry i tried to pick the bangery est of them #SOS and when all is said and done and gimme gimme gimme are fun yes #but i dont think they are top ten #tho i'll admit to a lil dramamtic 'slipping thru my fingers' renditions in the shower #poll #ill do one for mamma mia 2 too

[genekies]

screaming in the club

time for another vent in tags

#so i was joking and i thought it came through but im also dumb and autistic and my jokes dont always cross. sO #i was joking about one of my roomates not seeing Nightmare Before Christmas before bc i was showing 2 of them my picture vinyl of it and whe #n one of them said they never saw it i said “but you were a loser on tumblr in the 2010s wdym” and their fiance was just rude to me and i th #ought it was clearly a joke but ig not and they lowley attacked me for it? im just?? i tried to clarify that i was joking and they know im a #utistic. hell the one i was joking to is also autistic but idk so now i feel like utter shit especially after all i did today thst juet drai #ned me. ive been trying to fix our 2nd shower. i had a meeting. i had an extremely hard therapy session. and i showered today. its been hell #like i am trying to get thru relapsing on SH and my ED and ofc they dont know but that shit made it worse and i dont want to say anything bc #then ill feel like im guilt tripping? idk but im also super nervous about a HRT appmt i have coming up and i cant afford it and we have no #food in the house i can eat rn and no one has gone shopping. i cant go shopping either bc i cant drive/dont have a car. and its making it #harder to help get back on track with eating when theres nothing for me to eat? so everything is fucking amazing right now. #the only meals i could POSSIBLY have and all claimed by the one roommate i was joking with. it all takes up half our freezer too so thats #fucking awesome. all this food for one person and none that i can eat or the other vegan in the house can eat. i have been hungry for DAYS. #all there has been for me to eat is cup ramen and grilled cheese. AND SOMEONE WHO WASNT FUCKING VEGAN ATE ALL THE VEGAN CHEESE IM GENUINELY #SO PISSED OFF? like dude yall have your own cheese wtf #the thing is its already really hard for me to tell when i am actually hungry bc of years of ignoring it so when i actually feel it and ther #es nothing it really gets to me. im so tired and idek where my EBT card is to get myself something. its all just so much. #i just want to lay in my bed and sleep for days. but i cant. i have too much shit to do. like even just tomorrow i have to clean the #bathroom. mop the kitchen. do dishes. shovel snow. and just generally take.care of shit because since we have 2 roomates MIA right now and #no one else wanted to do shit i had to step up and i am STRUGGLING. i have been for a while. the thing is everyone that didnt sign up for sh #it didnt have much going on besides probable seasonal depression #i relapsed. have debilitating mental health. i can barely get out of bed before 4 pm. and i have to take care of myself and my cat. #im so close to snapping on them at this point #i need the one roommate i actually like to come back or i swear i will lose my shit. hes only been gone for 6 days but HOLY SHIT #everything has gone to shit #vent over ig im going to sleep soon. still hungry if i cant find something.

[portokali]

bestie gi @pinknoisemp3 tagged me to share my 9 albums of 2022!!! ty that was v fun to do and think abt!!!

criteria for being a nica album of the year were: °albums i listened to front to back a lot, not just albums where i loved a couple individual songs, °albums that actually set the vibe and made me think of a lot, °albums i liked (ofc), °albums that i either discovered or came out this year OR if they're old favorites, °albums that were particularly relevant, and °albums that were somehow in pace w my character development

here we have: jubilee by japanese breakfast, laurel hell by mitski, ANIME by foivos delivorias, be the cowboy by mitski, μια πέτρα σαν σπίτι by sophie lies, a liquid breakfast by audrey nuna, metro by lex, surf by blackstarkids and red hearse by red hearse

tagging besties @catboyparrish @catboykacchan @catboypranparakulisaro @catboyhammerandsickle @transcatboymegumi @byrons @matchas @stuckwith-harry @quillsand @soupbi @diarygirls and everyone else who wants 2 do it.. ily i hope everyone enjoys the music they listen to as much as i do if not more its my genuine hope for humanity

#jubilee ALBUM OF THE YEAR loved it soo much only listened to it this year too before that all i had listened to more than once was be sweet #but so so so good sooo important to me!!!! #laurel hell A GROWER i loved the singles as they came out but after the album came out i loved jt #but then took a break from listening to it and arrived at the conclusion that it's a lot less musically interesting #than any of her previous works and then came back to it some months later w new uears #OK I STILL KINDA AGREE W PAST ME that melodically it's not AS impressive as some stuff shes done before but stillll #such an important album to me this year n now i grew into some of the songs more esp thats our lamp #ANIME BY DELIVORIAS AND FIRST GREEK ALBUM IN THE LINEUP OKOK OK LETSGO #hes my greek boomer of choice look he went and named his album anime it doesnt even have 2 do w anime #he meant as in.. anima as in the soul in latin ig?? so much of it has 2 do w the matter of thr human soul n how delivorias sees the world #his brain!!! ok even if u dont speak greek i think its an enjoyable listen!!! look i wouldnt be reccing it if it wasnt good!!!! #BE THE COWBOY a classic an old favorite but i listened to it soo much more this year and developed personal close relationships w so many #of the songs so!!! a 2nd win for mitski CHEERS #mia Petra san spiti aka a rock as a home (??) by Sophie lies ANOTHER greek indie album in the lineup n honestly #its more of a 2021 album of the year but this year too and actually one of my fav albums ever #soo much of it is abt growing pains and struggling in your 20s.. hi. was listening to it recently thinking funny how sophie lies writes #songs specifically for me such as aeras bc well of course eimai aeras eimai o ai8eras pou anakatevei fyllarakia eimai neraki ki auto einai #kati... mia stagona poy soy 8wlwse to mati!!! WHO comes up w this stuff NOT NORMAL PPL ILL TELL U THAT MUCH. also nastia likes sophie too #yes yes loved talking abt her w nastia bestie.. #a liquid breakfast by audrey.. v good grew on me fast too it interchanges btwn being badass and gritty to vulnerable and softer letsgoo #definitely sth i needed a lot also v fond memories of playing this in the car 2 my friend and his friend i had just met and them both #approving. also b4 the friends friend became MY friend hello!!!! #lex metro what can i say. he already said it all!!! skg gang letsgoo #CULTURAL RESET also ofc i was there at the live.. a v v remarkable and unforgettable day by all means. n my brother gave me one of the #tshirts he got AND I ALSO got a paprika tshirt by artist ej chong so i have 2/9 tshirts for the albums mentioned here #surf by blackstarkids WOW A VIBE!!!! again v relatable to growing n 20smethingisms but also v fun and just super gr8 #helped me alot through the summer.. love 💕💕💕 #RED HEARSE is actually a long time fav since 2020 i think but it stayed a fav this year n got me through a lot there r some absolutest bops #here!!!! everybody wants you is one of my top most listened songs n my fav alongside red hearse n half love.. #tag game

[cottageivy]

no bc why is the one ohio screening for rwrb four hours away 😭the world hates bitches who cant drive

#mia rambles #its also on the 9th so its like not that much in advance i think ill be fine #but STILL #people do not know how big ohio is like just bc its yknow. ohio. doesnt mean its small #musicians sometimes will only do a cleveland show here and im like besties that is FAR you cant do one show in ohio #i got so excited when i saw ohio mentioned and then was swiftly disappointed #i also get car sick on long drives #ALSO the way people believe there are no gay people in ohio. there are literally so many gay people here #just because we're a mess of a state doesnt mean we're not gay too

[selkiecoded]

hm. okay someone said something on twitter that got me thinking. okay i am very firmly a yoohan truther supporter lover all that stuff. and i think there are many situations in which they can be and will be together in some shape or form, without kdj. coming to mind instantly are the three year gap, 1865th round, and 1863rd round. prime yoohan material. but at the same time i think these situations are sort of haunted by kdjs absence, and/or really set up to fail. yoohan are people who work well together in achieving a shared goal, for better or for worse. like with 1863 - which would have the least amount of kdj influence - they are pretty much on a path of mutual destruction, hastened by one another. all of these situations, in which theyre working together for some reason or another, it never feels like they can bridge in to anything really vulnerable, you know? i love yoohan on its own, and i do think they can get shit done on their own, but at the same time, kdj coheres them in a way i dont think they can really achieve without him being there. do these words strung together like this make any sort of sense.

#throwing spaghetti on the wall. the haunting specter of kdj can he LEAVE? #thinking abt 1863 yh is like. ohhh they are the worst. i have stuff half written and itd end w hsy clutching yjhs shirt like. #let me just more or less copy paste it in the tags hold on #'I asked the Outer God‚' she snarls‚ clutching hi shirt. 'I asked him‚ 'Does YJH want to die?' He said yes‚ yes you do. But everyone with #half a fucking brain knows not to trust an outer god not to rip happiness out of your hands‚ so I'm asking you now‚ you bastard: do you #want to die?' #She's breathing heavy by the time she finishes‚ not from exertion‚ but from pure‚ desperate anger. She stops for a minute and just pants‚ #staring down at the ground‚ her fingers still curled around the collar of his coat. But‚ unexpectedly‚ a hand wraps around her own‚ gently. #When she looks up‚ YJH is staring both at her‚ and through her. 'You can show me the end of this world.' It's not a question‚ but she #answers it anyways. 'Of course I can‚ you asshole. Are you doubting me?' The darkness is his eyes‚ just on the edge of hollow‚ is #absolutely beautiful. His jaw works‚ and he goes‚ 'I want to die.' HSY stops and breathes in and out‚ very slowly. She licks her lips‚ her #throat dry‚ and brings her free hand higher to the side of YJH's face. 'Well‚ okay‚' she says after a long moment. 'Then you and I have a #lot of work to do.' #end scene. and in my head thats where it ends completely. itd sorta be them in the very beginning like sort of figuring each other out. #like i have a couple of half-scenes written in like the theater dungeon or discussing mia or hsy proving herself or whatever. and like you #can see the yoohan in waves hand all that but its like. the tension or whatever? of trusting the other to help achieve your shared goal #but like the shared goal is . what if we were planning our mutual permanent death. and we were both girls. #i think hsy would get sealed too? thats what i got i stopped at that part in my reread bc of school. i hope you die. i hope we both die. #geez. chill out man. whyd i type all that. well if youre reading this i hope you liked the wip ill finish it eventually ehhh. #also working on jihye&kdj fic ive mentioned a few fimes. and uhh general 49 stuff on and off cuz he cursed my brain #sorry sorry wow #orv

[software-instxbility]

I’m so scared that he’ll hate my body

So scared that he’ll find it repulsive, that his view of me will change and he’ll start seeing me as a woman, so scared that he’ll feel forced to compliment it to please me, so scared that it’ll make him sick like it makes me sick

#actually mentally ill #an0rex1@ #ana/mia #not pro just using tags #only pro for me #an0rex14 #only pro for tags #dysphoria #body dysmorphia #dysmorphia cw #i am disgusted #i am disgusting #i hate myself #so fucking bad #he’ll probably hate me too won’t he #i hate how society has made it so transmascs feel the need #to be deadly skinny white twinks #to feel attractive #ftm ana #ftm 4na #ed ftm

[varietysky]

My vpn worked using Microsoft edge :)

OOOHH I'll try that if I run into trouble again with the VPN on my phone

but I'm gonna start DHMIS first on channel 4, then ghosts after work (and I'll finish dhmis later in the day)

#anonymous #answered #mia posts a thing #edit: channel 4 is bing stingier with surfshark too so ill try Edge #looks like I'll have to watch these on my laptop hhhhhhh

[trophygony]

Ive gone wild. Ive done it. I made a private playlist of songs that made me think "this could fit a wh character"

#ramblegony #witch's heart #and now i am all teehee what if i made an animatic. ignoring the fact that the three times i started one #i only ever finished one and it was significantly shortened #granted it was before i got a graphic tablet but STILL. listen i don't CARE that wtf this fits so well. i am not. doing it #(lies. im at least going to try) #i dont think ill play through the rest of the bonus stage yet though. i want to properly enjoy it and i'm going to be mia for a few days #also the claire pixel face thing is turning out nicely but i will die. i will die this drawing is killing me #i thought oh heeey just flip this magnificent pixel bow part because it took you 45 min alone to save time! #no. it did not save time. it doesnt look too good. why does claire have so much blue #i can only look at rusty colours for a long time or desaturated colours. but vivid blue? i am very tired.

[mayathescientist]

going into psychology major I was absolutely shocked at finding out my class didn't consist of almost entirely neurodivergent, mentally ill and/or queer weirdos, and instead consists of mostly selfish and toxic cis girls who speak in therapy talk and make fun of mental illnesses, people who don't really know what they're doing here, and a boy with a god complex who could be an incel in a few years. where all the queer weird neurodivergent kids actually are is the linguistics major. and the bitter irony is that FOR A LONG TIME I'VE ACTUALLY CONSIDERED TAKING UP LINGUISTICS INSTEAD

#maya posts #talking to mia #this is genuinely a baffling discovery that the people who go into psych major aren't the ones who are like #naturally empathetic and understanding and have a base level knowledge of systems of discrimination to know who is #vulnerable and needs help #instead it's self-obsessed assholes who think they understand people well and want to stroke their ego by being correct in their guesses #and the arbitrary labels they assign to people #they're all So vitriolic about actual mental illnesses too. either that or make quote unquote jokes about them constantly #I hate to lean into this side of myself where I elevate myself above everyone in a given group in my surroundings #but sometimes I swear to god #I am genuinely better. sorry not sorry

[sharkiesspam]

…

#how do u reintergrate with everyone after going half mia for so long #how do i tell her how much i miss her after i ghosted her for so long #im so bad at this #and i know its gonna happen again so y try #i try because i love her #and i miss her #but im so dumb and inept #and i freak out too much #i hate it #i wanna treat her so good but i dont wanna try getting close again and have my psychosis take it away #i wanna cut apples into bunnies for u #hopefully ill get over it #but until then #ill bring myself back to this platform #cuz tbh i like it more than most #and hopefully u dont feel pressured to come to another platform to find me #or any other love u have <3