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horseshoecrabman · 2 months

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🍷 📺 [insert realistic heart emoji here] !!!

🍷 does our music taste differ from alter to alter?

no, it doesnt lol, we all listen to the same songs pretty much but some of us in the past have identified with a specific song or been an introject based off a song (ex: deathbody ghost and pals was a real girl once)

📻 do you experience amnesia?

yeah kind of? we still know what happened its just that the details are fuzzy To Be Honest

🫀do you have non human alters?

unm well Yes. im not going to list all of tjem since we were a system of around 1000+ before a lot of us merged and i’d say a good 75% were nonhuman in some way. some noteworthy mentions are:

- girl made of wires

- looked like jonathon sims tma but with crow features (feathers, talons, etc) <- introject of the narrator from STP

- many such cases of bird wings and tails (dog, rabbit, goat?)

- one of our endermen ocs (kind of catlike, resembled a fursona)

- space boy <- THIS ONE IS ME! my hair is like purple with stars in it. My name is cosmos smiles smiles :)

- sheep boy

- squid

- tree person? question mark?

- robot (introject of an oc)

- robot (introject of tamari reckless battery burns)

- some angel whore (my friends oc. hi jay if you’re reading this)

- catboy

- a literal god (introject of an oc)

- many such instances of hello charlotte introjects (most of which were nonhuman in some way). seriously there was q84 v19 two different vincents and like 4 charlottes, a frei and scarlett

- girl who is a mutilated corpse

- partially human partially marble statue. (hi adamandi mutuals yes it is ambrose bassford)

- strange spiraling shape (MICHAEL DISTORTION!)

- man so full of spiders (introject of a tma oc)

- boy wuo is an owl

aaaaand many more but this post is long enough as is. ^_^ !

#crabmanspeaks

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kristalpepsi · 6 months

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From one alter that might be swapping species to another, how did that feel?? How did you cope? How did you know?? - stressed in recent bunnification

Hllooo ^_^ oh gsh, i nvr thght i wld b askd thise :^0

THIS GOT VRY LONG SO I PUT THE RST IN A READ MOR,,, but TLDR: It felt WEIRD, n i was embrrssd. I kind of ddint lke it @ 1st b NOW i am in lov ^_^ i coped by tkng stps 2 accpt myslf: i may b cring b i am free mentlty! bc tht is the road to accptnce. As strssfl n mayb evn scry as it is nw, it wll b ok! u wll b ok! :^)

The whole thng belw

hrm,, wll, 2 gt str8 2 the pnt, i rlly,,,, i knd of wsnt sre if i lked it @ 1st! it ws dfntly RLLY EMBRRSNG. BC nw all of a sddn i hd a tl (tail) tht ws lke a wlkng callout!! b hnstly the bggst prt ws enjyng pets n scritchs n rubs ^_^ ik tht probbly snds weird b u gtta rmmbr tht im a catby nw, so im nt humn anymr!

How did it strt?? (How dd I kno) Well, I was designing a fursona 4 fn! SPCFCLLY A Catsona. I've desgns a fursna b4 (a possum) b my boyfrnd suggstd i mke a catboy sona 4 fun! Wht hppnd ws, aftr i finshd desgnng it, i suddnl notcd tht som hrs aftr tht, i hd a tail,,, thn i blnkd n BAM, CATBOY. it hppnd so fst, n i rlly ddnt lke it @ 1st! I ws scrd n embrrsd bc gsh i ws even in a VC !!!

BUT. bc of the ppl arnd me bein vry accptng (my boyfrnd is also a catby :^D he ws 1 b4 i ws) i hnstly lrnd tht i LOVD BEIN A CATBY!!! Or mayb- i jst lrnd 2 accpt it ^_^ @ 1 pnt, i cld swtch between human vs catboy, b hnstly over tme, i nvr wnt bck 2 bein humn again!

but nowdys, i associ8 bein human w TRAUMA, so mayb a lt tht i mite be telln u 2dy is smth i need 2 psychonlyze myslf abt 🤨 so whnvr i trn humn, im probbly havng a big trma momnt ^_^ its fnny hw bein awy frm smth 4 so lng,, knd of chngs ur perspctve on it frm hw it usd 2 b. i wrte abt my feelngs w thise discnnct here, n i drew abt it artstclly here!

I endd up feelng ,,,, lke ther were 2 sdes of me (not litrlly, b yk!) the humn prt of me stck in the pst, nt eh Prsnt prt of me tht lovs Fun n stff ^_^ i stll gt trma momnts AS a catby, its STILL me, but i notcd tht as i accpt bein nonhumn, its lke ive strtd associa8ng bein HUMN w HURT n PAIN. so its lke thise, sde of me thts still trying 2 procss trma (THT IM KND OF RUNNG AWY FRM ^_^) is begging me nt 2 leave him behnd

so mayb as i liv life as now a nonhumn, i DO hav 2 try n fnd the best of bth wrlds. bc,, jst bc i chnge nw dsnt mean i shld thro awy my pst. its lke my brain is usng thise chnge as an excse 2 run awy,,,

so anywy! While u go thru ur chngs, dnt b lke me! love ur past n b knd 2 it b also lov urslf 2dy!

HOW DID I COPE?? wll, a lt of the tme whn ANY1 trns in2 n ANIML (I am not the 1st 4 thise 2 hppn! Chara (DO NT TLL THNM I SD THIOSE) somtms gts a tail n H8S IT) we gt EMBRRSD! i smply encrge u 2 indulg urslf! indulge ur animl side! embrssmnt coms frm Shme n insecrty. sooo, instd of thnkng of urslf as cringe, try 2 OWN ur animlific8ion! How u do tht is up 2 u- mayb eat mor veggies? get stuff tht hlps w the new body dysphoria u mite gt? allw urslf 2 b bunny lke! build ur own sfe spce (tht my or my not inclde ppl u trst!) wher u cn jst b,,, urslf!

we also kno a lt of othr systm mmbrs in othr systms who get furrified (somtms its mostly permmnt, somtms they get triggrd (NOT trma triggrd, i mean the genrl DEFINTION of the wrd!!) in2 bein an animl, n we notc tht jst mkng the stps 2 accpt ur animl sde rlly hlps.

Rmmbr tht ys, u mite feel cringe, b wldnt u rthr b free!!

ALSO,, if u r an INTROJECT,,, bein a furry is VRY COOL bc u can drw urslf in public n ppl wnt even realze ur a fictive (SOMTMS, dpndng on wht u look lke)!!!! i rmmbr 1 of the 1st realiz8ions i hd whn i got fully furrified in2 a catby ws "oh,, wow,, woah, WOA!! ppl wnt be abl 2 tll im KRIS DREEMURR frm DELTRNE!!" the rsn y tht ws LOWKY importnt 2 me is bc ever sinc i splt, i grew up w the aggrssve sde of the UTDR fndm bein very afrd of ppl who do not use they/them on the humns (WHCH IS FAIR n i am nt syng they shldnt b upset whn ppl misgender thm!!) b i am NONBINARY!! we are trans so it it flt lke i cldnt exst w/o ppl accsng me of bein trnsphbc jst bc i use he/him as a trans n nonbnry prsn! so nw tht i am nonhumn, i am less recognzble n i cn b FREE!!!

anywy, i hope tht knd of inspires u! Im srry its vry lng ^_^" if u snd me an ask askng me ANYTHNG rel8d 2 my opinion, i wll eithr answr shrtly, OR VRY LNG!!!

jst rmmbr, u r sfe, nothng is wrng w u, n u will b ok! ppl wll stll lov u 4 who u r :^) if u ever need anythng els or need a fll "species swappd" prsn 2 tlk 2, i am hre ^_^

#ask #anon #also im srry 4 typng in all cps a lt! I am cofrntng w Chara jst 2 answr thise ask #n thy tnd 2 CAPTLZE som wrds 4 emphsis HASHTG RPG INTROJCT ALRT... (they r my siblng n i lov thm ^_^)#q gang

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