#stuff you need to know about shifting.

[d3j4vues]

・❥・𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐍𝐄𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝗮𝗯𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗳𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴

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1) When you shift you aren’t ‘going’ anywhere. You’re already in your DR, just need to become aware of it

2) blockages aren’t ‘real’ yes maybe you're having doubts but that doesn't change anything. you can shift just as easily with doubts and ‘blockages’.

3) using subliminals, methods, motivation etc. isn't going to make you shift. only you can make yourself shift.

4) shifting isn't easy. shifting is not as easy as breathing, its as simple as shifting. Stop over complicating it and just believe in yourself.

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#shifting methods #stuff you need to know about shifting. #shifting tips #believe #reality shifting #shifters #beliveinyourself

[itspileofgoodthings]

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#but actually can you guys say a prayer about teaching for me? #I know it’s mostly because it’s the end of the year #but a lot of stuff is just forcing its way to the surface #and basically it’s just me struggling with my natural strengths as a teacher and the boundaries of appropriateness that are necessary #to maintain it #like first of all. the beast that is my anxiety compounds everything and makes it so scary and terrible #secondly I thought I had. Like. A total handle on all of it #Teaching and boundaries I mean #and of course I do not #and part of it is that the anxiety that always kept me within the right lines is just shifting and changing #and I’m just distanced from some of the stuff that used to keep me grounded #like my family right now! #the new adulthood is adulting! #anyway like. I am not doing anything inappropriate or close to it (sounds like I am when I deny it lol) #but I am aware in a new and newly exhausted way of the absolute dangers #of being the kind of teacher who uses all of my personality etc. to wake kids up #And make them respond #but then still have to want to need to keep certain boundaries up #And I’m trying to figure it out but of course I CAN’t Do it perfectly #and then it’s so hard when your personal life is so hard and you’ve just gone through so much change in such a fast period of time #And it just feels like everything is spinning #and your heart aches and you’re tired and you just feel like you’re right at the center of all this emotional chaos #and all these people who wanna pull you off course and get you to cross certain lines #and some of the lines are just weird and arbitrary boundaries you put up to protect yourself when you started teaching at 23 #Because you HAD to #So you can take some of them down and it’s fine but then there are some boundaries you know you need to keep up #And it’s more subtle than the black and white stuff re: appropriateness #Just the stuff that protects you and makes it easier to be the kind of teacher and influence that you want to be #and just trying to figure it all out while you’re exhausted and it’s the end of the school year #it’s just a LOT. A lot a lot

[brittlebutch]

one thing i do love about Brennan's storytelling is how often he creates characters who carry Anger with them. like, it's not an anger that subsumes or permeates who they are, nor does it tend to Remain throughout the entirety of their arcs, but it's there, in Zelda, and Hob, and Evan, and Ayda, and Nikhil, and so on. Characters who snap and snarl and growl and shout, and - and this is Key - are never like, reprimanded, or corrected, or resented for it. i cannot express how much this means to me

#N posts stuff #Hob & Nikhil. their anger kind of shapes how they Perceive the world instead of being obvious in their mannerisms but still. there's like #Zelda who snarls and snorts and goes into rages and the Seven ACCEPT that as communication and don't tell her to moderate it more #or Ayda who Shouts at the Bad Kids and Adaine doesn't flinch or shift tone/cadence at all; they accept it and Listen to it #or Evan who growls and yells at people and his friends don't ever try to admonish him for it OR act afraid of him #they're also all like. they have a Fear/Insecurity around their own anger that also resonates so strongly to me #and so i love how the other players/characters so often will Defend them and Accept them AND their anger you know? #like to see characters who are Angry and who Show It Really Obviously and no one flinches from them and there's no grand arc #about how their anger is something Bad they need to Fix about themselves it's still just One Normal Emotion in a spectrum of those #it's really important to me IDK lol i'm like <3 I am Looking with big eyes #dimension 20

[ley-med]

Some days the hardest part of my job is convincing other people that they actually need to do their job. No you are not doing me a favour and I'm not asking for a favour either, I'm telling you to do your goddamn job.

#medblr #residency chronicles #everyone else was putting up their legs and stuff #and they were making faces when i asked them to do their job #on the other hand i didn't get to eat or drink anything for the first 6 hours of the shift #im still salty about it #like yes you need to monitor the patient im wheeling in with the instruction 'monitor the patient' #no it's not enough to measure their blood pressure every ten minutes or so #i need the whole BP-HR-Sat monitor thing #also it's only temporary and the patient will be placed in 30 minutes #also there are two of you and only two other patients on the floor i don't think im asking for a lot when i tell you to also draw some blood #yes i know how to draw blood but also it's literally in your job description #these two particular nurses are the bane of this floor #they are the only ones who i have to actually beg to give the patient in pain some pain killers #pain killers i ordered hours ago #and they have the nerve to say the patient is just faking it #like sure they are fake crying but let's see how well you would hold up with a broken femur on that godforsaken bed with no pain killers hm?

[nandermoenthusiast]

oh my god i got so emotional SHUT UUUUUP

#911 #911verse #evan buckley #so this is what crying about a character is actually like #like i do be crying at times dont get me wrong #but i just love buck so much. i kept stopping the episode and going. omg omg omg #omg its happening. omg idk if i can actually watch this. omg its happening !!!!!!!!!!! #jesus christ JESUS CHRIST #like i know we throw the word around a lot but this is MY SON #and everything that happened in the episode. it was like it was happening to me #i felt actual physical damage and actual butterflies as the kiss moment approached #like theY DID THAT #THEY MADE MY BI SON CANONICALLY BI #idk to have this shift in a characters perception this late in a procedural….. 911 you gods #i really hope they can somehow make more seasons cause they would deserve ti #it. and like. this doesn’t have to be the end of buddie?? #they could get them together at any time bc buck realizing hes into men is a lot other worm can than buck realizing hes in love with #his best friend. i just dont know how they would do it with eddie bc they would have to pull a lot of focus over there too with a big #chance of feeling repetitive with their narratives #maybe they just show them together after a timejump and say they worked some stuff out idk lmao #ANYWAY I AM STILL CRYING BECAUSE BUCK MY SON IS A CANONICAL BISEXUAL JEALOUS DISASTER JUST LIKE HIS MAMA ❤️ #THIS IS WHAT REPRESENTATION IS ACTUALLY ALL ABOUT (and i mean his horrifying handling of the feelings of being left out of course lmao) #THE LOOK EDDIE SHOT HIM TOO #i am too frazzled rn i just need to scream i think #hi. im sorry this is me coming out of the 911 closet now that wwdits is on hiatus #evan buckley!!!!! #SON OF MY SONS #LIGHT OF MY LIFE #APPLE OF MY EYE

[throttlegainwell]

Okay, I just can't with this story. I think I actually need to break out index cards and physically have it all laid out in front of me, where I can see it all at once. I've reached that level of complexity.

#writing tag #memorized your smile lines pdwm #it's not actually that complex a story tbh #there's just more going on than i normally need to keep track of and a lot of ground to cover #lots of themes lots of stuff shifting lots of characters #and because i started it in like august i just know i've forgotten stuff #i'm bad with long-term projects you grind away at #it's just a lot for MY brain atm #i can't keep it straight going back and forth in this doc even scrivener can't save me here i need to see it all at once #perhaps you've noticed but i'm an incredibly lazy writer (hobby-wise) so this is not how i normally roll #unfortunately i actually care a lot about this story lol #(i care about everything i write but i care enough about this one to make it personally worth it to actually outline)

[no1ryomafan]

I have said this before but me being self proclaimed number 1 Ryoma fan and that being possibly literal-bc even if this bro had fans before me I might’ve simply done the most for him by talking about him so much + being the first to write fics that are in depth studies on his trauma across canons-I gotta say if there’s one other character I rotate a lot that isn’t him it’s probably Kei. (Shocking it’s not Hayato even if I do think about him too- but it’s usually associated with Ryoma bc gays 🗿)

I’m not even exaggerating when I say Kei would be my favorite and only isn’t because she doesn’t exist in many other canons yet my brain rotates the endless possibilities of how to incorporate her. I’ve already written a fic where she’s in shin vs neo verse which worked surprisingly well but I’ve been thinking how universally she could appear in other things. (Whether it be fitting her into a idea of a possible Go team in New or just a new canon completely) I think what I’ve narrow it down to is that she could be like- in Michirus role? Like she’s the supporting female who isn’t a pilot but helps out the real occasionally which I think would align very well especially with the original manga role she has of being Hayato’s assistant. And even if Hayato isn’t grandpa mode yet he still very much is in Saotomes position at that point. Not sure if she’d Hayato’s biological kid to further parallel Saotome and Michiru given well Hayato already adopts the Go team and his wife is irrelevant LOL.

I have no idea if I’ll ever write this specific idea but I’m still- rotating it cause this is such a easy way to get around “picking between Sho or Kei as the 2nd pilot” since both of them can still exist even if one doesn’t get to pilot, idm my supporting females. (Granted there could always be like- plot line where Sho gets hurt so Kei is temporary pilot but I can’t remember if Getter ever really did this since “once your hurt your ass is basically replaced” lol)

#meg text #getter robo #au rambles #I think I rotate her so much because my friend and I talked about her relationship with Go #like it makes so much sense if among all the universal constants in getter one would be Kei is important to Go #granted the shift from “she’s my love interest” to “she’s my sister” will never not be so fucking drastic 💀 #also I get why in SVN she wasn’t there for time and idk where you’d fit her but man Kei deserves a more significant role #hence why I imagine her in Michirus role because even if she also had it ROUGH some iterations knew how to use her #also Kei already has a established relationship w gai mainly thanks to arma so- Sho deserves to speak with her too #they can be besties who rat out on the boys but still have high respect for hayato #granted I know the real reason why this hasn’t happened is because Kei is a minor character and “no proper go manga adaptation??” #at this point I don’t expect a anime but it be nice if Go team got used in a spin off bc we had a good run of OG team #I’d also want them to use arc in spin offs too but I understand their more- finicky characters to use #given their main thing is their actual descendants of existing characters and one of them is our first boyo (ryoma) #if you took out the bloodline stuff it make them feel redundant because you can just use go team for that #also honestly despite how mixed arc anime is for everyone they really don’t need to be in anything after this #other then wishing they get something with nicer animation but that’s what’s SRW is for #(also back to Kei I’m a bit upset she did not get a cameo in arc even if she’d probably look horrendous it was just salt in the wound) #(GAI LITERALLY SAIDS WHEN HE DIES IN THE MANGA HE SEES KEI WHERE WAS SHE WITH ALL THE GETTER GHOSTS?) #actually Michiru wasn’t there too so it was probably just woman erasure /hj

[kingofdinosaurs]

sorry thinking about minazuki again.

me and the guy who lives in my brain and was probably born from my deep seated repressed understanding that my dad was abusing me and the survival instincts i had beaten out of me in order to become a better human weapon. there to protect me because i can't understand how to protect myself. who is also technically a potential harbinger of the doom of all mankind if he ever really got going but he would never do that to me specifically (FUCK THE REST OF YOU)

vs [deeper voice that's still clearly from the same vocal cords but with a completely different cadence and intonation] me and the mentally ill traumatized human i awakened within who i do my best to protect and care for with my limited understanding of how to do so. who can and has hurt me worse than anyone, to the point that my ingame title references that injury. but to hurt me is to hurt himself, and i would still do anything for him. so no matter what, i shoulder any burden i can manage for him. even to a fault. even to a breaking point.

we rely on each other. two halves of a whole. and yet we cannot admit that we share a deeper bond than many could imagine. it didn't even come to mind. someone else had to point it out. we meant the world to each other while never knowing how to articulate it.

and our persona who is a weird owl.

#this isn't a shipping post don't tag it as that ill bite you #sorry needed to get that out of the way. i could not articulate the relationship they have it's not a word that exists #but please allow me to live my life and keep it platonic on my posts. thanks. #persona #sorry this is me aimlessly rambling but i think a lot about post-arena stuff and about having to adjust when you're the remaining piece of #what was once two halves of a whole #i think tsukuyomi as sho knows him is to some extent minazuki in a new mode of being #but it's never going to be the same as it was before. and even with how his outlook shifted during the true ending #i think he'd still always be a little alert for that missing voice in his head

[benveydraws]

putting these pages together for no particular reason

#(so i could come back to it later and think of an art idea) #SORRY i need to talk about stuff because aaaaa. ill make a side blog at some point i promise #i know the obvious parallel is ch2 and ch25 when yashiro was crying #especially if you look at it from doumeki's perspective with all his guilt and fear of becoming like his father #but if you shift the perspective to aoi and yashiro then these two work as well #both of them are so resigned to their suffering at this point and don't expect any help but doumeki shows up anyway #even if it was pure chance with aoi he still “saved” her and she tells him that she's able to do what she loves now because of him #and doumeki obviously couldn't have done anything to help yashiro when he was a child. but at least he saved him from hirata #which isn't even about hirata as a person #it's about hirata as this walking manifestation of violent homophobia and a way for yashiro to go through with his suicidal ideations #also. doumeki going to jail for 4 years in aoi's case and him being “forgotten” for 4 years in yashiro's. #he didn't even get to hear yashiro's “you saved me” because he was unconcious. and with aoi he was so focused on his guilt #that he probably didn't think about it this way either. no wonder “your sister was lucky she had you” made him cry #and no wonder he's so bitter and hurt post-time skip #oh doumeki chikara you sure are one of the characters ever (affectionate AND derogatory)

[tinygameroom]

I just got the Wounded Wild and I. Am inconsolable. I'm so fucking sorry love of my life I'm so sorry!! Fuck!!

#slay the princess #now playing #as soon as I saw her i started soBBING #weeping even #how could i do that to her... horrible #this was my first time exploring the witch and the wild #and the wild was FASCINATING #especially for something i found (as I often do with fun stuff in this game) basically by accident #i had no idea that would happen #but then once i got to it i was like #very excited to hear the princess in my head #almost conscious of her part in the shifting mound #conscious of me #and i wanted to reach out to her #but at the same time her needing me to ignore the feelings felt wrong #at least from the perspective of the player in that construct #but also i have larger feelings about the shifting mound as a whole like. not listening to you until the very end #anyway i zeroed in on that and had to keep poking the feelings #and i. did not expect it to have such upsetting consequences. #i know it's all temporary and meaningless and she says don't mourn them #but i do mourn them #we hurt her over and over and i feel it every time #and oh my fucking god did i feel this one

[d3j4vues]

₊˚ପ⊹𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝐳𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝗠𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗼𝗱

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1) Wait until you’re somewhat tired to do this.

2) Stare at the ceiling or wall until you zone out and your mind is empty.

3) 0nce you're zoned out close your eyes and imagine your DR, if you have a hard time imagining repeat affirmations.

4) Play subliminals, theta waves, music that reminds you of your DR (optional)

5) Fall asleep and you should wake up in your DR.

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#the zone out method #shifting methods #reality shifting #shifters #shifting tips #beliveinyourself #stuff you need to know about shifting. #shifting #shifting realities

[the-casbah-way]

i think every university student who has a job and studies at the same time deserves everything they want forever actually

#yeah this is about me #i dont think people realise how fucking hard it is to do both and not go insane #ITS HARD ENOUGH TO DO ONE AND NOT GO INSANE #i wish uni would cut some slack to students who have to work and be more understanding w deadlines and stuff #especially bc jobs act like said job is your entire life and expect you to drop everything when an extra shift comes up #work drains me so fucking much that i just have no physical or mental energy left even back when my shifts were only four hours #how do you expect me to go to a shift then go to classes right after and then spend the evening doing mandatory reading #i rlly wanna know how other people manage it. i really dont think there *is* a way to manage it when you are neurodivergent and Sick #do not get me wrong im grateful to have a job and be able to work i just wish i didnt need to so i could focus on uni #i feel like im going to end up with a worse degree class than im actually capable of because i just cant spend the time on uni that i want

[itspileofgoodthings]

also (just been thinking) I love the 95 mini-series so much for deeply personal reasons and I use it as a teaching tool with my students (it works brilliantly) and it works as a faithful adaptation and also a coherent story that stands on its own making good use of character development and plot to produce the right emotions but I’m also not interested in a face-off between it and the ‘05 version in that I’m not going to die on the hill of “everyone must be watching this adaptation only” because it really is about the book.

#this is in part due to cate’s thoughts on P&P adaptations that I’ve observed and absorbed over the years #what version is going to have that final Lizzy/Darcy convo? Or be able to match the brilliance of the narrative shifts in perspective #it’s only the novel #though on that note I do really want to watch the 1980’s P&P #maybe I liveblog that next #I guess my point is: I’m a ‘95 adaptation fan. A huge fan. And I love it a lot and I’m so grateful it exists #the stuff that it’s gotten me and my sisters through #and I have this new relation to it with my teaching that’s really precious #because it’s so fun to watch my students be absorbed in spite of themselves and in spite of their tastes #And I do think that they specifically do need the visual aid to appreciate the novel #but I’m also in a way not a ‘95 defender. I love all that is good about it but true Austen fans may want more #or may not always be moved and it’s just fair. it’s fair! you know? #anyway I feel this more as I’ve grown up

[shirtlessradfahrer]

hi sorry I disappeared for like two weeks but I was overwhelmed with the news that there's a significant chance I may be on the autism spectrum (and possibly have a nice side helping of adhd) which if true has a fuckton of implications for how poorly many, many things throughout my life have played out, so needless to say I am not doing very well

(and by that I mean I was mostly crying on and off for days, and then cried some more when I realized it will cost thousands if I want to get a proper assessment done and I'm not confident my insurance would cover all of it, and also depending on how much my hours continue to be cut this month I may not even have said insurance for much longer at all hahahaha)

#i'm so angry #thinking of how many adults complained about me and my behaviour growing up but couldn't help me at all #how long have i suffered for no reason #because i wasn't a completely nonverbal boy who liked trains or some shit #...actually i did really like trains but it didn't matter apparently #but learning about all the signs and symptoms in girls/women has felt like getting punched in the gut over and over #and all the absolute worst of my childhood and teenage years has rushed back to me with new context #and i'm so fucking angry and sad and upset #and now my mom is angry af too because she took me to a psychologist in complete desperation when i was like five #because i couldn't control my emotions for shit once i was home from school #i would just flip tf out and throw stuff around my room and be incapable of saying anything until i had completely calmed down #and this was happening on a regular basis and she didn't know what tf to do #and while at school i couldn't make eye contact or advocate for myself and again i just shut down completely if i was too stressed or upset #and several other things #and the psychologist was basically like lol idk what's wrong with her but you probably just need to be a better mother :) #just slightly more professionally #NO ONE ever mentioned the possibility of autism to her #and i feel like some of these things have...worsened when i'm at work but i couldn't figure out why i was having so much difficulty #and why i felt so drained after even a short shift #but then reading about masking hit me like a fucking freight train #and apparently my brother’s girlfriend-who was officially diagnosed a few years ago-suspected it when she first met me?? #but idk what to do now bc i have an doctor's appointment next week #and i feel like i should bring it up because i hate just self-diagnosing #but even if i somehow managed to pay for an assessment (lmao) i don't feel like my doctor's going to take it seriously #considering he's been our family doctor since my birth #and apparently couldn't be bothered to take my mom's concerns that seriously back then either #jfc I’m rambling again don’t look at me

[anonprotagging]

sdfhsdkjh all I want to know is. how does anyone stock shelves fast

#ouhhhh I am so sore. I like being a cashier the best I like talking to the customers they're all nice and I get to hype them up all the time #but I'm so so ooo o o o o slow and bad at stocking..... I feel bad about it sdkjfhsdjk #not for the company's sake they're having us push like 4 different things now but bc I want to make things easier for the people to find #and like. we keep being out of stock of things in the back but I haven't done any of the shipment days yet so I'm like only familiar with #areas I've already restocked and like it's Such a small stockroom so I keep thinking I'm just not looking hard enough #and like the OTHER thing is that the. oh thank god it's shipment day tomorrow we can restock stuff. but the . #I'm not getting enough hours as a stocker to actually learn everything I've only been here a few weeks and like.... only a few shifts #not a lot of hours in general but like pleaseeeee I just. need some more time to learn let me learnnnnn 😭😭😭 #OR just stick me on cashiering all day all night all around you know?? that's the fun part that doesn't hurt my joints anyways

[labetalol]

girl . i really want this 41 yo man

#i feel sick remembering how my shift ended and he's like whaaa you're leaving me ?? don't you wanna stay another 15 minutes until i get off #and i'm like. not really i have a long commute... do you... want me to stay? and he's like YES i want you. but :( you have been here #all day :( you should go :( go home :( #and i'm like... you're a grown ass man why do you need me to stay i'm going to vomit #honestly i know not even to try but like girlies 2 hours within meeting him he's strongly hinting his marriage is open so can we just. #i'm going to kill myself #personal #like he's a very forward outgoing guy and i honestly think he doesn't know how he's coming off when he's telling me about #his (his words) unorthodox lifestyle with his wife and hangin around me to just ask me random personal stuff and gets so happy when #i ask him stuff and . like . girl fuck this honestly i am OUT !!! #boom