(This may be the prelude to a longer fic or may end up a standalone, but for now it’s the latter. We shall see. Spoilers for Onslaught.)
MEK-SHA
The sound of air straining within a compressed throat fills the narrow room as you approach.
After a moment you snap your hand to the side, dashing the short, struggling Zabrak against the wall. He lands heavily on the floor, groaning and half conscious.
Once you would have let him hang there before you, feet kicking, hands grasping at his throat as he strangled in your invisible hold, and you might have even snapped his neck then, and tossed his lifeless body aside without a thought.
But not this time. You have no aversion to killing, but you know he wouldn’t approve. You don’t want the first thing you do in front of him, after all these years, to be cold murder.
You step forward, past the fallen Zabrak. Slow, deliberate, menacing behind the mask that obscures your head. The cloth feels suffocating, the metal chafing on your cheeks and brow. You’ve never been one to hide your face; you wore the memory of your pride even when your head was bowed in an immortal masquerade of obedience.
But there is a necessity for disguise here, and not a glimpse of your being can be seen. The scarlet of your skin, the crimson of your eyes, all hidden behind a garb of shadows. Even your presence in the Force is cloaked - a grim irony, that you should conceal yourself deliberately when for so long, you could offer nothing else. Nothing but the grey void of your existence.
You turn your shrouded gaze ahead, and see him standing there, and immediately you clamp an iron fist around your heart to still the way it wants to writhe inside you. You’ve followed him for some time now, watched him from a distance - but this is the closest you’ve been. The first time you’ve truly seen his face since that fateful day, when you abandoned him aboard a breaking flagship and lost the one star still guiding you through the twilight.
His face is older, his gaze sharper, like it was hollowed out and then only partially filled again, leaving edges that catch light and shadows both. His stance is wary as he stares at you. His lightsaber is already in his hand, far quicker to reach for it than you remember, the green-gold blade flaring brightly in the dimness of the room.
“Who are you?” he asks. His voice is level, controlled - not truly fearless, but not truly afraid.
You cannot answer him. Not yet.
You aren’t certain you know the answer yourself.
Instead you halt and pointedly reach for your own lightsaber. The scarlet blade spits from the hilt under an automatic flick of your wrist - and internally you freeze for an instant, wondering if he’ll notice a familiar gesture. The casual twist that became your signature, heralding the annihilation about to be unleashed.
But though his hand tightens around his own weapon, there is no recognition in his eyes - at least, none that you can visually discern. And you dare not probe further, not while his guard is still up. It’s only in the heightened chaos of battle that you will find an opening in his mental defences, and have the chance to discern if one of your fears, at least, has any basis in reality.
And so an instant later you charge forward, swinging a swift, sideways blow at his midriff. His saber flashes to meet yours, but you’re already attacking from another angle, trying to keep him off balance for as long as you can, because you know from experience that he will soon find his rhythm and you won’t be able to maintain such erratic strikes and still hold the upper hand.
You can feel the power in each slash and thrust of his lightsaber, tempered by the years you did not see. The balance, the surety, the way he gauges each movement without the need for thought as the Force flows through him. Natural skill in combat has been honed by endless, unwilling experience; but where some would have fallen, exhausted and spent, he has at last learned to harness the bright blaze of battle and risen, triumphant, above the ashes.
You keep your own motions sharp, vicious as you cut at him, as though single-minded in your attempt to bring him down. It’s a crude imitation of the harsh elegance that is your true form, but you know he will recognise your style in an instant, if you allow it to show through. He parries your attacks with relative ease, but that, too, is part of the deception - giving the impression of power in your strikes without overwhelming him. It’s a delicate balance you recall well, from the first time you crossed blades with this Jedi and allowed him to overcome you, when he was a young knight still aglow with inexperience and ideals.
You still haven’t sensed what you fear to find, and so you press the attack; and in the breath between heartbeats, the space between sparks, you find an opening. Swift as an injection, you are in, then out again. You only brush the edges of his mind, but it is enough. What would be hidden from others would be clear to you, you who learned every iteration of its touch. But you find nothing - no dark stain upon his presence, no whispers of deceit coiling like a serpent waiting to strike.
It’s true, then. What you had felt, but could not bring yourself to believe.
He is free. You are both, at long last, free.
The realisation arrests you, and his next riposte catches you off guard. You bat it clumsily away and stumble back, suddenly feeling as off balance as he’d been moments ago. Your breathing is harsh, shallow behind your mask, your pulse thundering through your limbs and in your ears.
Escape. You must escape, before he realises. You can’t process this and him at once, not yet -
There’s an instant of uncertainty between you. You stare at him, and you see his head cant fractionally, see the furrow divoting between his brows as he holds his lightsaber before him, awaiting the next strike.
It does not come. You reach out through the Force and yank at a nearby vent in the wall, wrenching it out of place. A torrent of steam is released, flooding out to fill the room; you use it to conceal your escape, even as you flounder beneath the unexpected weight of relief dragging at your body.
“So how’d the mask work?” asks Kira, when you climb heavily aboard the cramped ship you’d both arrived in, and wedge yourself into a seat too small for your bulky form.
You drag the oppressive mask from your head and toss it aside. It’s an ugly thing, and you’d almost refused when Kira came back with it, claiming it was the only one big enough to fit you. But you both know that she’s not really asking about the mask now.
You wipe away the sweat clinging to your face. “It’s true,” you rasp out. “The Emperor is gone. I felt no trace of him.”
You slump back, and Kira’s own posture eases visibly.
“Well,” she says. “That’s a relief.”
As you breathe deeply, trying to steady the heartbeat that’s slipped, yet again, from the steely grasp of your control, she shakes back her hair and fixes you with a keen glance.
“So, big guy - what are you gonna do now?”
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