#thank the goddess i called my brother because i dknt think id still be here today

[hollypies]

Just because someone isn't physically abusive doesn't mean they aren't abusive or that they aren't hurting you! I'm really sorry you're in that situation I honestly don't know how I can help but if I can do anything just tell me! Here's another cozy cat for you

🥺cozy cats!

An yeah I. Understand that. Maybe it's judt because. Well my mom was in a physically abusive household am she constantly says stuff about. It. The details and she's alwasy told us since we were little so. It's confusing. And that she'd never hurt us so. Idk idk I've had complicated feelings about stuff lkke that since I was 7.

Like. I know they aren't the best and they do a lot of things and say a lot of things that do hurt me but ! I can't do anything. I dont have any sort of control. I've even talked to my psychiatrist but she doesn't do anything. The one time I finally had the courage to put my foot down and argue back I lost.

#holly answers #fanta my beloveds #holly vents #sorry to dump this on you all #ugh. i am glad you want to help but im not sure theres. anything that can be done #the last thing i was referencing btw was wjen i had #the biggest mental breakdown ever and finally told my mother how much i hated that word #that it was used to . demean people like us #aand that its a slur used to hurt us #i wss in hysterics. literally #hh and she just. told me that .its just a medical term. yeah. thats all. just a wyrmdamned medical term #FUCK that. it is not. an i tried so so hsrd to tell her #she said that if it affends me so much i must obviously identify as the slur. what?????? #and also it was my fault id never brought it up before #but my main pont was also this. it was if they were still willing to use a word that obviously hurts ne #me. that pushes me to the edge. that i dont like. tha hurts me. are they still willing to use it #the answer was yes. of course. because its just a medical term. an im just sensitive. and that they'll never change who they are to please #other people. #thank the goddess i called my brother because i dknt think id still be here today #if it wasnt for him taking me out to the game store an talking to me #and it partly was the medication that made me feel lkke that but. it still. i still feel it #ough i rambled sorry