Side To Side
Chapter 249: The Breath Before The Plunge
Notes:
Characters: Ruby, Law
Rating: Teen
Warnings: Language
Notes: 🫣
Anyway life has been, um, turned upside down for me. I’ve been dealing with new pets, the death of a pet and the grief from it, and depression from the economy and worrying about money. It was hard to write Side To Side because it’s sad right now 🤣. But don’t worry now that we’re actually getting to the chapters where Law is on Dressrosa the chapters will more than likely happen on a better schedule.
Thank you to everyone who is still reading this. I really appreciate it.
Ruby groaned as she woke. The sun shone brightly through the window and onto her face. She had a splitting headache and felt nauseous.
“Fuck,” she hissed out and curled into the fetal position. “What in the goddamn,” she groaned.
At least she had the day off.
It was a national holiday that day. One of the most important holidays in fact. Maria had excitedly told her about the day and the all day celebration. Food! Drinks! Music! Dancing! It was a day for fun and joy!
Ruby almost gagged at the idea of celebrating that. It was absolutely Law’s influence. It was his irritated frown and the crease in his brow when he was pissed. She couldn’t help but leech his annoyance off of him despite him being hundreds of miles away.
But she also hated them. She hated what they had done to Law and she hated that such a union was celebrated.
The wedding anniversary of King Doflamingo and Queen Lucia.
How utterly disgusting.
Ruby knew that her and Law’s relationship wasn’t perfect or amazing or sweet or…well anything particularly normal, but! their relationship was definitely better than Doflamingo’s. Absolutely. Completely.
Yeah.
Ruby literally rolled out of bed. She laid on the shitty carpet, her cheek pressed onto the floor. She let out a very loud groan, one that Law would definitely express his annoyance at. She could practically hear his scoff and beration.
Act like an adult. She could hear him say.
She huffed, getting annoyed at him for being annoyed at her in this fake scenario where he was with her in that moment instead of on Punk Hazard doing god knows what with that Caesar Clown.
She wouldn’t know of course. She hasn’t spoken to him in over a month.
A whole goddamn month.
Not a sentence or word or even a strained breath as she tried not to cry.
Nope. Nothing.
Because they needed to be “safe”. They needed to be “quiet”. They needed to be “discreet”.
Which was, of course, the correct path. Law was right. She hated admitting to him that he was right. The smug bastard and his ego that she unfortunately found quite hot and attractive and she definitely wanted to kiss his stupid lips.
“UUUUGHHHHHH,” she let out an incredibly loud groan and slammed her hands on the cheap carpet that smelled of cigarettes. “I’m so annoyed at him!”
She had moved on from severe depression to absolute fury.
Anger at Doflamingo. Anger at Corazón. Anger at Law. Anger at herself. Why in all of the layers of hell did she decide to do this? To leave her nakama and safety? To come to this damn island that was so happy and joyous and thrilling. Where the people were so kind as long as you didn't cheat on them.
And sure the toys were creepy but…she supposed they weren’t so bad.
And it was nice and sunny most of the time. Wonderful weather, actually. Maria had dragged her to many outdoor parties and to clubs that had a dance floor on roofs. Ruby usually felt so guilty about going to these things when she needed to be laying low that she barely had fun.
When had she become such a drag? She would have lived for this type of island in her early twenties. She would have partied all night, drank all night, probably found some random person and slept with them for a portion of the night!
Oh, she was so angry. So, so angry.
She didn’t want this island destroyed. She wanted Law to drop this whole scheme and leave this island alone. These people didn’t deserve this island destroyed because Doflamingo was an awful, terrible, shitty person.
If he would just see what she saw, if he would just feel what she felt, he would understand. He couldn’t be so wrapped up in his revenge that he would hurt…
Oh, fuck her, of course he would hurt people. He was a pirate and not a good person. His epithet was The Surgeon of Death.
And it’s not that she was an angel either. She’s hurt people. She’s killed people. But…
She’s changed! The Heart Pirates changed her. Her wonderful crew, who were full of somewhat kind people! Right?
Well, no, that’s not true is it?
They were pirates.
They hurt people.
They weren’t just having fun on the sea, were they? Sure they weren’t raping and pillaging, but, damn, they weren’t really great people. Goofy? Funny? Having fun? Sure!
But, no, they were pirates.
Had Ruby grown tired of pirating? Had she began to resent the sea, her home? She loved Law, she loved her crew, but she was tired.
She placed her palms on the ground and lifted herself up. She sat cross legged on the ground, her bare back cracking as she leaned forward. She sat down, in her grey sweat shorts, and sighed.
“Guess I’ll take something for the headache and eat breakfast,” she mumbled like she had a hangover despite not having one.
She stood up and started to get ready for the day. She threw on a camisole and slipped on fuzzy slippers. She threw her long hair up in a bun and then brushed her teeth in her tiny bathroom.
She had finished her yogurt and was sipping her fucking terrible coffee when she heard a loud cheer from outside. She walked to the window and stared out of it.
There was a parade.
Floats, balloons, clowns, dancers, confetti, food. It was so very bright and joyful. And fun, she supposed. Not for her, of course. She was bitter and hated Doflamingo and Lucia. They were terrible, evil people.
She sighed and started to walk away from the window when the largest float caught her eye. Her breath hitched and she hid behind the curtain.
“Shit,” she hissed. “What a fucking dumbass move, Ruby.”
Of course Doflamingo would be on the float celebrating him. She peered through the curtain and saw the obnoxiously pink feather coat. Her heart sped up and her stomach clenched in anxiety. If he saw her…
She looked over the float and blinked when she saw a tall woman in an elegant dress. Ruby did her best to get a clearer view of her without showing herself.
That was Lucia.
She was tan. She had long black hair. She was very tall. Not as tall as Doflamingo but still quite tall.
She looked quiet and serene. Like the celebration meant nothing to her. Ruby wondered if it was because she didn’t want to be around the citizens, not enjoying being around those beneath her station. Royalty tended to be like that.
But she was quite beautiful. At least from what Ruby could see.
Then again Ruby’s boyfriend was also tall, tan, and had black hair. Ruby wondered what Lucia’s eye color was but wouldn’t dare leave her flat to find out.
She huffed and closed the curtain. She was no longer interested in seeing a celebratory parade and had definitely cut it too close by watching what little she had.
She placed her mug in the sink and filled it with water. She let out a long sigh before placing her hands on her hips. Once the parade was over she would…what would she do?
Perhaps she would go to a restaurant. She knew there was no way she could grocery shop. It was her fault for being an idiot and not buying groceries before she ran out of food.
There would be plenty of events to keep her busy, a ton of food, but she probably shouldn’t leave the flat. If the Family was out today, then she could be caught. She was sure that they would recognize her. If she had been just some random pirate then they wouldn’t have cared, but she was a pirate on Law’s crew.
She was a pirate on Law’s crew, who had a bounty, and who also destroyed a slave trade that Doflamingo had owned. She also killed Knotely but she doubted Doflamingo cared about him.
At best, Ruby was an annoyance. At worst, and this one was probably closest to the truth, she was a weakness for Law and would be used against him.
She sighed and walked to the bed and collapsed on it. She would stay in and read the new romance books she bought the other day. She would make a cheap meal with the rest of the rice and some seasoning that she had. She would stay safe, she would stay hidden, and she would stay quiet.
Ruby sat on the bed as she reached the end of her second novel. The sun was setting in the distance, turning the sky all sorts of pretty colors. The celebration was still going strong. Cheers and music and happy people.
She sighed and closed the book. She laid back on the bed and stared at the ceiling.
“This sucks,” she said. “Really fucking sucks.” She laid on her side and looked out of the window. “Maybe I’ll just fall asleep. I have some sedatives left.” She reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the bag of pills when there was a knock on the door.
Her skin pricked in fright as she stared at the bag of pills. Who was at her door? Was it Doflamingo? Was it Maria? Did Law somehow make it Dressrosa and completely ignored the plan they had set up for their meeting!
Ruby got out of bed, her heart racing. She walked to the door, her hands shaking as she looked out the peephole. She immediately relaxed.
She opened the door and smiled at her neighbor.
“Julia,” she greeted. “How can I help you?”
“Ah!” The very small older woman grinned. “I came by to give you this!” She shoved a paper plate covered in foil into Ruby’s hands. “I know how hard it is to enjoy celebrations when you’re grieving. I thought that since you may not want to enjoy the parties today that I might bring you something to have a…private celebration.”
“Oh,” Ruby said, her throat squeezing as she tried not to cry. “Thank you. This is…this is very kind of you,” she said.
“You’re welcome,” she said and turned. “Have a great rest of your evening.”
Ruby closed the door and breathed. She smelled the garlic in the dish and her mouth watered. Rice really wasn’t enough to sustain her. She stood at the counter eating her chicken with such energy that she was certain that Julia had put some sort of magic in it.
After she finished the food she took a shower. She washed her face, brushed her teeth, brushed her hair. She laid on the bed in her grey shorts, stretching her arms and breathing.
She laid back onto the pillows and closed her eyes. The food that she was giving had settled into her stomach and she felt good enough that she would fall asleep.
And she almost had.
She had begun to drift off when her den den mushi rang. She blinked open her eyes and stared at it.
“Why is he calling?” She muttered.
She reached for the snail on her nightstand and took in a breath.
“Hello?” She answered.
“Ruby,” Law’s hushed voice said. “Are you alone?”
Ruby swallowed. “Yeah,” she breathed. “Are you?”
“…somewhat.”
Her brows scrunched together and she stared at the snail. “What does that mean?”
“I left Punk Hazard,” he said and took in a shaky breath. Ruby knew that breath.
“Why are you hurt?” She asked.
“That’s not important,” he said. “I’m on my way to Dressrosa,” he said. “With…allies.”
“Allies?” She questioned. “Who?”
Law was silent for a moment. “The Straw Hats.”
“The who?!” Ruby shot out of bed.
“Pipe down,” he hissed. “It’s a long story,” he sighed. “One that I’m too tired to go into right now,” he huffed and then a small hiss came from his mouth in pain.
“Law,” she said softly. “You’re in pain.”
“I’ll be fine,” he croaked. “I can handle this.” He sighed. “I’ll be there in about three days, according to Nami-ya,” he said. “I’ll meet you at the port we discussed.”
“Okay,” she said, her heart leaping out of her chest. “I-I…I missed your voice,” she admitted. “I missed you.”
He sighed. He didn’t respond for some silent moments. “I missed you, too,” he whispered. “I won’t speak to you again until I’m there. So continue to lay low until I do.”
“I will,” she said with a nod. “Get some sleep, Law, you sound like you need it.”
“I do,” he said with a half chuckle. “Ruby,” he breathed. “I love you. I hope you understand that. I love you more than…” he trailed off. “Well, it doesn’t matter. I’ll be there soon. Good night.”
He hung up.
Ruby stared at the snail and heard the dial tone through the speaker. She swallowed and let out a breath.
“I love you, too.”
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The Industry
03/01/2024 Click here for Spotify, Apple Music, or Youtube. “The Industry” is my 71st official release and my 106th track published. This is my biggest and most elaborate release so far. It has more features than tracks. This has been a long time in the making. I had some trouble getting the features through my distributor but distrokid came through for me. The beats and major feature production comes from Anno Domini. The entire project was mixed and mastered by Keyano and the cover art is by Gigzlogo from Fiverr.
I talk about this blog post and other updates in the latest Sunday update here:
This album is called “The Industry” because it features many artists, big and small, from the music industry while also being about “The industry” as in the economy. I did the best I could with the limited resources I have. I would like to thank Anno Domini for this opportunity and for make this a dream come true and Thank you to all the featured artist.
90% of the CO2 in the atmosphere over the last 10 years came from 3 products, gas, oil and coal. This is who I’m referring to when I say “Big Carbon.” I was gonna just say “big oil” but it’s more than just big oil and saying “carbon” is really focusing on the problem.
The album approaches sociological problems and by the middle I bring in my personal perspective. I firmly believe we have a lot of the problems we do because religion which distorts zealots worldveiw. Thinking being gay is wrong, the earth is only 6 thousand years old, or the rapture is gonna happen really affects how people perceive and affect the world, and since we live in a democracy, political and societal outcomes as well. I believe inaccuracy in thinking comes from the distorted worldview of religion, and in America that means chirstianity. This means it’s fundamental to attack followers reality at it’s core because it is the basis in which they project their actions. I just hope Kurupt isn’t a devote christian or he might be upset.
I do not condone violence peroid, let alone against congress members, although I think they basically deserve it. With that said, I tried showing Mitch McConnell as little respect as possible. You know, I’m human too and between his policies, greed, and lust for power representing an abhorrent party that he has enabled to regress the nation, it’s not hard to hate him, and as an artist I’m just tapping into that very real sentiment. People will cheer when he dies like they will Dick Cheney or how they did Harry Kissenger. The world would be a better place if you off’d yourself Mitch. Not because your death would solve our problems, but because your influence on power needs to end. Honestly, I don’t like Mitt Romney, but I took a different approach and said people should be like him because he’s actually retiring. Listen, I know the replacements might be worse, but they could also be way better. I would be satisfied with a maximum age requirement if we couldn’t get term limits.
This release was going to be 12 tracks long, not 10. I had the hardest time getting this published. I went through CDbaby and it got rejected. I published it without the KRS-One or Gucci Mane feature track. After much deliberation, I have since went through distrokid to publish the “Heavy Hitters” EP which has the Krs, Gucci, and a snoop dogg feature that was supposed to be on the “Westside Connection” album but got rejected by CDbaby as well.
Lyrics:
America in Decline - Cappadonna, ZENRequium
Big Carbon - Kook G Rap, Duce McGuire
Smeagol - Cam’ron
Bomg First - Jadakiss, Soul Stretch
Captalism - Rich G
A Lesson
Honey - Kurupt
The Cold - Planet Asia
Independent - Juvenile
Lace Em Up
America In Decline
Ayo
To all my young brothers that hustle and flip
Get your money be humble
Killer bees everywhere yo we call it the Jungle
Some real nice Cheba
The government control that medical refund
Tattoo on my stomach that's the symbol of death
Yo I'm coming
You only got a little bit of time left
Back out the hood
I be the reclaimer
I punch deceivers in the face and roll on the flame
Hooky player
Survival of your forcedness
The board of education and all of that court shit
I'm from the street first then I went corporate
I'm out in Cali somewhere eating crawfish
I'ma pescatarian my ex-girl whorish
The angel of rap and country like a tourist
Even the terrorists
Know I got the rawness
The whole world ain't nothing but a fake Egypt
With these Devils acting like they tryna lead it (ayo)
I'm bout to leave here on a ship
Niggas turn zombie's they receiving the chip
I'm out here
With my mind on flip
I'm in the zone
Got the garlic in my system
My whole team drop knowledge and wisdom
We drop knowledge and wisdom
America in decline
Can’t afford to find
A house, food, education
Or care for your child
It was all by design
By the oligarchy
You can’t make ends meet
Cuz they rigged the economy
America in decline
Can’t afford to find
A house, food, education
Or care for your child
It was all by design
By the oligarchy
You can’t make ends meet
Cuz they rigged the economy
While you struggle to cop it
And made a deposit
Corporations make record profits
Billionaires are leaving on rockets
And you are left to pay costs kids
Vampires should suck dick
Seamen has more life than blood
They looking at me like
I know what it was
When they changed the rules
Made America loose
By listening to fools
And never replacing them with new
Blood, new faces
America disgraced with
Wretches that won’t have to face
The destruction that all their laws have made
From restructuring to give money to the paid
They’ll be dead and gone
But America will fall
Cuz what they did is wrong
And a selfish con
Guess the Process
Is to stifle all the progress
Feather they’re own nest
And reap all the profits
America in decline
Can’t afford to find
A house, food, education
Or care for your child
It was all by design
By the oligarchy
You can’t make ends meet
Cuz they rigged the economy
America in decline
Can’t afford to find
A house, food, education
Or care for your child
It was all by design
By the oligarchy
You can’t make ends meet
Cuz they rigged the economy
Most of the world living on child support
Instead of talkin’ shit out
They’d rather take it to court
I used to think I was rich man
I realized I’m poor
That’s why I take an opportunity
When it knocks on the door
I drop bombs with psalms
To feed my mind so I’m calm
If you don’t see it or believe it
Let me sound the alarm
And I ain’t running from the problem
Imma face it head on
I used think I was a man
Now I see I was wrong
It was all designed with a higher power in mind
They got money to start wars
Is feeding the poor a crime?
What if we all fortify?
Stand together unified
We could stop all the lies
I promise they’d be petrified
America in decline
We can’t afford the disease
A hundred people have to die so that one lives with ease
America in decline
We can’t afford the disease
A hundred people have to die so that one lives with ease
America in decline
Can’t afford to find
A house, food, education
Or care for your child
It was all by design
By the oligarchy
You can’t make ends meet
Cuz they rigged the economy
America in decline
Can’t afford to find
A house, food, education
Or care for your child
It was all by design
By the oligarchy
You can’t make ends meet
Cuz they rigged the economy
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Big Carbon
(Kook G Rap Lyrics Unknown)
Fuck big carbon, they’re the problem
They bought the news so they control the column
Been licensed, to pollute commons
And stifle innovation, top to bottom
Fuck big carbon, they’re the problem
They bought the news so they control the column
Been licensed, to pollute commons
And stifle innovation, top to bottom
You wanna invest
In income-producing assets
That make you money
That’s steady and passive
You won’t survive long unless you stretch
I still hope for the best but expect regret
I’m talking to the cats that I never met
I wish you peace my friend a bed to rest
Don’t ever let um convince you
Your needs shouldn’t be met
Everything is free
You just need materials and labor
Corporate endorsements
Are when the police protect property
Over the environment
That they pollute silently
So I dissent and live defiantly
While Carbon heating the entirety
Global criminal conduct is how science sees it
The pollution, kills millions a year
While they lobby and interfere
With policy to limit there’s
While they should really be in jail
Fuck big carbon, they’re the problem
They bought the news so they control the column
Been licensed, to pollute commons
And stifle innovation, top to bottom
Fuck big carbon, they’re the problem
They bought the news so they control the column
Been licensed, to pollute commons
And stifle innovation, top to bottom
Now they pretend to be spiritual individuals
Testing us like a physical
Kill us with chemicals
Confiscate our residuals
Poisonous minerals
Force fed by the cynical
Think they school’um
But disregard the principles
Actin invincible
And aint talk’n mic in the mechanics
But all we need is a miracle
But they don’t like it when we’re lyrical
The devil’s being disguised
But we’re conscious they’re identical
But still got the keys to the solution
Cuz that big carbon pollution
Got’um contradicting their constitution
And then COVID cost so much confusion
Then they blinded up with stimulus checks
And called it a contribution?
Just be mindful of your investments
Success ain’t meant to be comfortable
Remain restless
And stay attended to your checklist
Don’t let’um slow you down
Keep use of motion until you’re breathless
Fuck big carbon, they’re the problem
They bought the news so they control the column
Been licensed, to pollute commons
And stifle innovation, top to bottom
Fuck big carbon, they’re the problem
They bought the news so they control the column
Been licensed, to pollute commons
And stifle innovation, top to bottom
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Smeagol
I say see no evil hear no evil
No I can’t compare to people
Take a needle, try a shot
Heroine, I swear it’s lethal!
You’ll be throwin’ up mean lean
Dozzin’ off wake ‘em up
Hurry up tell ‘em that he owe the boss
And he know the cost mob night holocaust
Mob lights flower tossed
Hard white throw us off
Gucci this dress pants Lenox sweater
Yes France
Just glance, wanna fight!?
Here I am let’s dance!
Do-si-do you lookin’ like a lovely ho
One, two bloody nose dripped down on his bloody clothes
Got what you wanted, I make it stick
Ain’t got to be handicap man make a wish
What you want Laker tick’s? Ski slopes, major trips?
Razor to ya neck disrespect I’ll lay ‘em stiff.
Round table round off sound off damn let the pound off!
I’ll show you what is lethal
And Infecting the people
Turning them into Smeagol
Like they Anemic and feeble
Like plastics in your blood
Pathogens in puss
Earthquakes, wildfires
Famine and floods
I’ll show you what is lethal
And Infecting the people
Turning them into Smeagol
Like they Anemic and feeble
Like plastics in your blood
Pathogens in puss
Earthquakes, wildfires
Famine and floods
Like Covid from the lab
Spreading across the map
Killing all your moms and dads
Leavein homeless children sad
Lethal like a chemical spill
Of dioxins that kill
Agent Orange, where’s the source
That left your newly born deformed?
The payment for the rent is tall
While families aren’t at all involved
Take oxycontin when hurt and fall
And end up addicted to Fentynyl
War in the middle-east, Russia and Ukrain
Give us an excuse to sell them weapons and then bang
No healthcare from the burn pits
That cause asthma and the serpent
Lies bout what the purpose is
How they thank you for your service kid
When you Paywall healthcare Inequality kills
But corporations are fulfilled for denying the bill
While they pray in the steeple,
We put money over people
I bet you heard, protect and serve
But they use their guns instead of words
Safety is a fallacy, with rampant police brutality
They show up at the rally scene
Turn to violence and battery
I’ll show you what is lethal
And Infecting the people
Turning them into Smeagol
Like they Anemic and feeble
Like plastics in your blood
Pathogens in puss
Earthquakes, wildfires
Famine and floods
I’ll show you what is lethal
And Infecting the people
Turning them into Smeagol
Like they Anemic and feeble
Like plastics in your blood
Pathogens in puss
Earthquakes, wildfires
Famine and floods
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Bomb First
Three and a half years if they catch you with a gat
All that mean now is that niggas is shootin’ back
War is something I got the taste for
Out on bail bigger gun than the one I got the case for
Never can tell what I might do I ain’t nothing like you
I put my Dutch out on your night boots
Pull my nuts out on yo wife in the mic booth
Then situate with her at the end of the night too
Those were the happy days these the real years
Niggas is brain dead in shit bags and wheelchairs
For the record I don’t give a fuck who ya team is
And you don’t want it with me ‘cause I’m an extremist (Ugh)
Get back, take that, this rap, we blast
What’s a rat to a cat, or a bomb to a gat
An opinion to facts, guessing compared to the math?
This a stick-up, bitch what, give me what you have
Like Pac, we bomb first
We act, while you ponder
We adapt, you dishonor
What you have and leave squandered
I learned to be gangster from congress
Support the enterprise for profit
Lobby money with stock tips
Like the drug money you pocket
The real terrorists are republicans
The gun-toting Smith-n-west’n grins
That come from killing the innocent
And claiming they deserved the shit
You small time, just tryna to survive
But if you get caught you’ll do more time
For selling drugs than a rapist
Makes sense if it’s a racist
System with most of the cases
We make criminals of patients
Yea Marijuana still illegal, although it’s medicine for people
A textile, a food, with no overdose, but claim that it’s lethal
Are you a broke citizen down on your luck
Well find a way to get your money up cuz we don’t give a fuck
Get back, take that, this rap, we blast
What’s a rat to a cat, or a bomb to a gat
An opinion to facts, guessing compared to the math?
This a stick-up, bitch what, give me what you have
Like Pac, we bomb first
We act, while you ponder
We adapt, you dishonor
What you have and leave squandered
I learned to be gangster from congress
Support the enterprise for profit
Lobby money with stock tips
Like the drug money you pocket
Why we try to fake like we don't know our system is wrong?
Its the land of the free?
It's independently owned
I could try to
hold up, let me break it down in a song
I could try to, hold up
If you smart about your taxes
you might not even pay
And it's legal in your business
You can buy them away
Or you donate it to "Charity”
This is not advice
And we just talking
This is therapy
More and more
I feeling like we living in a parody
Only say I worry we ain't aware of the
Effect that we gone have
And Imma say this with sincerity
Every generation getting harder even barely
And even when I think of having kids it start scare me
Get back, take that, this rap, we blast
What’s a rat to a cat, or a bomb to a gat
An opinion to facts, guessing compared to the math?
This a stick-up, bitch what, give me what you have
Like Pac, we bomb first
We act, while you ponder
We adapt, you dishonor
What you have and leave squandered
I learned to be gangster from congress
Support the enterprise for profit
Lobby money with stock tips
Like the drug money you pocket
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Capitalism
Get the elderly out of Congress
How much have the fucks
Already cost us?
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
They enacted their vision
But it corrupted the mission
And Boomers left a society of despotism
You know I mean?
Can you feel me?
Let me rip a minute
On these insipid decisions
And intended intention
Of the economic agenda
Trickle down economics
You gotta be fucking kidding me
Kill yourself
If you think it’s answer economically
Capitalists make money off disasters
They got the shock doctrine mastered
And make global warming happen
They’ll buy with no logos
Sell it with girls that are Gogo
Say the love is all Eros
And it’s meant for the pharoes
Cuz it makes fat cash destroying things
Just look at Oprah and Hawaii
Just set up a charity to funnel your money
And get it back in taxes, singing and humming
How it’s so terrible, my property value rose
From a disaster that left the island tattered
Disaster capitalism is on the rise
And makes society more stratified
Your misfortune is by design
Because they like you desptotic when they buy
Global warming is old, all they are is frontin
They make new ways take and plunder
We knew about carbon pollution in the late 1800 hundreds
And big oil is still trying to convince us it’s nothing
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
You know I’m saying?
These fucks man
So glad Mitch McConnell died
Cuz he’s an awful senator
You know they could retire
But they cling to power
That’s why we hate him
It’s selfish and pervasive
In the Senate chambers
To stay and embrace it
Look, You’re not gracious
For bogarting a replacement
That’s more tenacious
And doesn’t wanna enslave us
It’s not advantageous
To have geriatrics takes and
Are also patients
It affects whole nation
Won’t let you fly an airline past sixty-five
But if you wanna run a country
You can do it till you die
We got all these politicians holden on to power
When they should be Mitt, take a hint, and retire
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
You make me do this
Rich G
You know that right?
Try and change the system from within and it changes you
So I'm stacking change what else you expect Rich to do
Corporate lobbying has the ear plus pockets of politicians
Follow the money to make sense of their decisions
Corrupt officials ain't just a third world issue
Defense contractors enriched each time we shoot a missile
Consumer society created planned obsolescence
Pushing insecurities through ads on adolescents
Valentines days invented by hallmark cupids a profiteer
This a letter in a card to say its fucked up dear
I'm sincere we need an overhaul of the government
Conglomerates have it their way and we loving it
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
Capitalism works
That’s why millennials are poor
Gen Z is even worse
And both parties want the war
Thanks for the carbon
You left for your children
You literally got them coal
And robbed them of a pension
Get the elderly out of congress
There should be term limits
If we want progress
Listen, if if you can be too young to run the country,
you can be too old
And that’s all
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A Lesson
This is just a fair warning
I love to get horny
And give a fuck, what your story
Not yet, you’re not sorry
Ever since the inner circle I’ve stepped in
I’ve been sharpening lyrical weapon
To slit your throat, make um joke
About how you been flex’n
Haven’t done a mixtape in years, ya know
My music’s all original
Put in work, and ya I’m finna blow
And get paid off the residual
I would love some MCEE
To have a problem with me
Say my name, and make it sting
While make’n a scene
I ain’t scared of you
I’m flattered dude
I ain’t gonna battle you
I’ll serve you in a dark padded booth
So don’t bring me negativity
Unless you want some energy
That aggressive and offensively
Exposes what you pretend to be
No one owns my mechanical
No one takes my publishing
I say what I want
And make money from stunt’n see
I’m a grown adult with a baby face
You ain’t gonna take my place
You ain’t got the mental state
To keep up with my pace
I’m a vetran, could wreck them
But rather make’um my brethren
Give an ultimatum to uphold
As I expose the deception
Fuck what you think
You ain’t convincing me
Unless you have overwhelming evidence
This is how it’s gonna be
Bitch shut the fuck up, why you talkin that shit
You sound like a child, that’s throwing a fit
You never grew up, but blew up big
They’re what you consume cuz you still a kid
You get what you give
And they ain’t into shit rap
This ain’t a diss track
It’s a lesson for your bitch ass
I could make amends
Yeah, I’m down to make friend
But that’s not the intent
Of motivation you intend
You didn’t jock me when I’zz underground
Said you were down with the sound
Now you wanna come around
Like you was alway down
Gi’me an excuse
To write about the truth
Rap it in the booth
And make this happen to you
I ain’t never had a rap beef
Don’t want one, but I’d happily
Show you that I have teeth
And run it like an Athlete
I’m sure its not your too big to respond
It’s the contract your on
It doesn’t allow freedom at all
To defend your own honor
What’s more important is the dollar
Its not from your squalor
And the rights that you squandered
Who wants your Dumbass comments anyways
We were happy that you went away
They want to run, be free today
From you and your stupid ways
You feel no shame
From the problems you create
But if you want to inundate
I figured you could get a taste
Fuck what you think
You ain’t convincing me
Unless you have overwhelming evidence
This is how it’s gonna be
Bitch shut the fuck up, why you talkin that shit
You sound like a child, that’s throwing a fit
You never grew up, but blew up big
They’re what you consume cuz you still a kid
You get what you give
And they ain’t into your shit rap
This ain’t a diss track
It’s a lesson for your bitch ass
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Honey
I want this shit banging in my headphones, you understand me
Let me hear that beat
You dig
I'ma address some shit
Let y'all niggas know the real
I've been dormant for too long
Hibernating
Everybody want it, but do you wanna get it
I'm sick of all these niggas bullshitting
I'm sick of all these bitches
I'm sick of how these bitch niggas tripping
And how y'all get these passes to these snitches
Neighborhood crippling
Dog pound gangsters in the building
I'ma treat these niggas like bitches
Show em to the wolves and the vultures
The hyenas and my siblings
So they can experience what they say they really living
Man, let me show you how deep it really gets
And then I'ma show you the power of membership
One on the hip, illegal extended clip
I'ma show you niggas the power of membership
The viking and the villain
Riddling, couldn't stop this adrenaline
Mind bending forensic technical chemist
One for the bro, walk up and explode
I'ma show you niggas the power of membership
Nigga, we everywhere
I’m everywhere rocking that cosmic debacle
108 the prophet, understand ergonomics
Of electric ultrasonic magnetic harmonic
Conscious balls of telepathic diagnostics (stupid)
That’s what my artistry’s about
While you run your mouth for clout
Or tryna turn Um out
I like them questioning “how?”
I hope they listen to learn astronomy, sociology and doubt
How Jesus could be god and not just arrogantly pronounced
As the truth, when the use of religion is a arroused
By consolidating power and giving it to the house
Because it doesn’t make sense
You know space is immense
And it was all meant for us
Is what Jesus presents
The Bible is a fairly tale
Contradicts itself everywhere
It takes an ass like dairy air
To think it’s really fairly clear
I’m sorry, I should stop, but nothing is
And the subject of the song is dumb ass shit
Jesus hates you
Jesus hates you
Jesus hates you
But it really doesn’t matter cuz
Jesus loves you
Jesus loves you
Jesus loves
But really doesn’t exist
I don’t do it to be mean, even shine or make you cry
It’s really a function of the perspective I entice
To say thinking and intelligence is nice and is desired
Is like saying dick and pussy is best when combined
Jesus hates you
Jesus hates you
Jesus hates you
But it really doesn’t matter cuz
Jesus loves you
Jesus loves you
Jesus loves
But really doesn’t exist
But to put it susincly Which is good to provide
Your like a bug attracted to light
Cuz Bees don’t spend their time Explaining to flys
Why honey is better than shit to survive
Jesus hates you
Jesus hates you
Jesus hates you
But it really doesn’t matter cuz
Jesus loves you
Jesus loves you
Jesus loves
But really doesn’t exist
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The Cold
This me and Asia, they say I’m gifted
I like misdirection and to put it simplest
I don’t think for myself, so yes I’m Christian (often)
I run it like the church, inquisition
Whether winter or fall I love the cold
It reminds me of my blood and it’s oxygen threshold
When the light from your eyes goes dull and closed
Is when I’ll stop coming after your throat
And we don’t play that gangsta shit
All my moves I make legitimate
In broad daylight I have the sense
Everything you have figured, isn’t
I suggest if you don’t wanna catch a case
Show some discretion, respect, and grace
I ain’t hard, but I ain’t a bitch either
You may try the takeover and then find that I’m the ether
Is the atmosphere to ethereal like gravity
Or since it’s clear do we not see it mattering?
I wouldn’t bring me back unless your eager
To figure out why they fear the karma I teach her
Weather winter or fall I love the cold
It reminds me of my blood and it’s oxygen threshold
When the light from your eyes goes dull and closed
Is when I’ll stop coming after your throat
I Molotov mics in the night
With the energy to cause a street fight
Knuckle up baby, buckle up
It's dangerous on the ave
They flaming guns
Slanging crumbs
Hennessey and Jamison
The eyes of the jungle Blood shot
The disgruntled smirk of a crook
Posing for the pic, in his first mug shot
My seven and a half is working oh that's for certain
We in the lab cooking and jookin'
Until its closed curtains
I'm busting shots at the serpent for a purpose
The seven stars represent the seven churches
Watch what you worship
Don't miss the revelations
You'll be caught up like the listeners
Still caught up on my first shit
Assassin with the blade catch a niggas fade
It's a rapture on the stage when you capture these grenades
You'll be a fossil once
Once they really understand the gospel
El Chapo with chopped cheese and a taco
This me and Asia, they say I’m gifted
I like misdirection and to put it simplest
I don’t think for myself, so yes I’m Christian (often)
I run it like the church, inquisition
Weather winter or fall I love the cold
It reminds me of my blood and it’s oxygen threshold
When the light from your eyes goes dull and closed
Is when I’ll stop coming after your throat
Weather winter or fall I love the cold
It reminds me of my blood and it’s oxygen threshold
When the light from your eyes goes dull and closed
Is when I’ll stop coming after your throat
I suggest if you don’t wanna catch a case
Show some digression, respect, and grace
I ain’t hard, but I ain’t a bitch either
You may try the takeover and then find I’m the ether
What’s a mind to a god
Time to a thought
Price to some art
Or lies if you're smart?
What’s a mind to a god
Time to a thought
Price to some art
Or lies if you're smart?
Sooner or later I’m gonna figure you out
And all I’ve really found, is how cowards get down
How they bring um out bring um out bring um out bring um out
It’s hard to tell that you aren’t really a clown
I’m not tryna develop what you sell
I’m hear just to tell
You, you need to get help
I’m not tryna develop what you sell
I’m hear just to tell
You, you need to get help
Weather winter or fall I love the cold
It reminds me of my blood and it’s oxygen threshold
When the light from your eyes goes dull and closed
Is when I’ll stop coming after your throat
Weather winter or fall I love the cold
It reminds me of my blood and it’s oxygen threshold
When the light from your eyes goes dull and closed
Is when I’ll stop coming after your throat
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Independent
Always committed, every day I was wit it
Well recognized for the ways that I did it
Indepent player that’s how you get it
The people know whats happenin but they ain't gonna admit it
Always committed, every day I was wit it
Well recognized for the ways that I did it
Indepent player that’s how you get it
The people know whats happenin but they ain't gonna admit it
Been rhyming ten years
Still haven’t broke even
I do it for the love
Cuz it Damn sure ain’t the money
But give me some funding
And a beat that funky
And I’m Gonna pop off,
Guaranteed if you market me
You know what’s the difference between me and those puppets
About a hundred and fifty thousand dollar marketing budget
Having an audience is currency
That I don’t have currently
But I’ve invested in a catalog
And marketing um urgently
Need money to grow
And give um what they wanted
Need money for marketing
Just like any product
But I’m free, my own boss
Though I can barely pay the costs
I do what I want, I say what I please
They ain’t got no strings on me
I do what I want, I say what I please
They ain’t got no strings on me
Always committed, every day I was wit it
Well recognized for the ways that I did it
Indepent player that’s how you get it
The people know whats happenin but they ain't gonna admit it
Always committed, every day I was wit it
Well recognized for the ways that I did it
Indepent player that’s how you get it
The people know whats happenin but they ain't gonna admit it
I didn’t have a mentor
I started on my own
Everything I’ve done
I’ve had to do alone
300 dollars a month
Is my total budget
By the time it’s right
To promote there’s nothing
What a great community America has
Put in work every day but never paid for that
Which you made to get the bag
Americas so great that it’s people can’t
Afford necessities cuz they don’t get paid a living wage
How is the national debt doing today
All the money went to corporate pay
While you can’t afford a place to stay
Having money for food
It must be nice
Having money for goods
It must be nice
America The great
Where the people get raped
Of their financial stake
of what the community creates
Always committed, every day I was wit it
Well recognized for the ways that I did it
Indepent player that’s how you get it
The people know whats happenin but they ain't gonna admit it
Always committed, every day I was wit it
Well recognized for the ways that I did it
Indepent player that’s how you get it
The people know whats happenin but they ain't gonna admit it
_____________________________
Lace’em up
Let me rock it for a minute
I’m not a gimmick, yo I live it
Positive and different
Like an ace word to tennis
They on the lean sippin
I live the dream envision
Thinking as they listen
From start to finish
If you want me on stage with
Raps for your entertainment
I need that bag, and the payment
From fans demanding my graces
Until then it’s about branding and landing these placements
Finding some way to get paid and get
The love so it make me continue with it
Not wanna quit, and give’um this gift
I do it for the love, the fun and the win
Dabbin up a friend, bought what happened, what it is
This that classic flow with lyricism
Don’t kow tow, just listen
I’m here to help the mission
Unlock your inner vision
May not always agree
But I’m always for peace
Capeesh, I need you
To Keep it real with free speech
Lace’em up, lace’em up, lace em up, lace em
I’m just a man try’na create and make it
Be humble, burst your bubble while still being gracious
The music speaks for itself and felt as a statement
Lace’em up, lace’em up, lace em up, lace em
I’m just a man try’na create and make it
Be humble, burst your bubble while still being gracious
The music speaks for itself and felt as a statement
I’m that ill type, I kill mics
They’re all like, that was real right
It makes me feel like
A shooting star in the night
Glittering and glistening
On a path that righteous
Spread my name across the sky
Catch your eye, decide this
Music is a symphony
And it gets to me, and I write this
Hoping it goes gold
Like a touch from Midas
Don’t have to decipher
When I pop up in the Cypher
I’m a fighter that stifles
Don’t wanna make me your rival
Cuz I got stamina, and a brand that run
Edutainment for the audience
Since started up, I got the love
Harbored luck, and toughened up
It’s a cold, cold world even when it’s sunny
It’s about what you sold and only if it makes money
Most can’t make ends meet or afford to fill up their tummy
The rich claim it’s hard work when they really got lucky
I bubble up and double up
On the trouble, I’ll sum it up
If you want it, I can get it done
Til you get enough, and feel the love
Lace’em up, lace’em up, lace em up, lace em
I’m just a man try’na create and make it
Be humble, burst your bubble while still being gracious
The music speaks for itself and felt as a statement
Lace’em up, lace’em up, lace em up, lace em
I’m just a man try’na create and make it
Be humble, burst your bubble while still being gracious
The music speaks for itself and felt as a statement
I bought these beats
For my artistry
On standard lease
From Anno Domini
So If you like this rap, think it's dope like morphine
Buy the track, to show you support me
I bought these beats
For my artistry
On standard lease
From Anno Domini
So If you like this rap, think it's dope like morphine
Buy the track, to show you support me
Lace’em up, lace’em up, lace em up, lace em
I’m just a man try’na create and make it
Be humble, burst your bubble while still being gracious
The music speaks for itself and felt as a statement
Lace’em up, lace’em up, lace em up, lace em
I’m just a man try’na create and make it
Be humble, burst your bubble while still being gracious
The music speaks for itself and felt as a statement
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